Utsu-P - 宇宙人のアイラブユー/An Alien's "I Love You" [2020 mix]

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  • @taliyah6275
    @taliyah6275 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +30

    This hurts so bad, I can't stop crying

  • @humblekek-fearingman7238
    @humblekek-fearingman7238 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +77

    For what it's worth, I'd love a 3 eyed 4 armed green miku.

  • @themideceletho
    @themideceletho 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

    This song genuinely made me cry

  • @billlee3851
    @billlee3851 4 ปีที่แล้ว +807

    Lmao he used migikun's translations as the official subtitles, I bet the guy must be really happy rn

    • @Migikun
      @Migikun 4 ปีที่แล้ว +303

      I'm honestly not happy, because I still feel to this day my translations aren't accurate. The time I took a jab at translating the song, I had so much doubt even after asking my Japanese teacher at the time not because of personal reasons, but because she wasn't good in English like I wasn't good at Japanese. Also mostly because I felt discouraged by the Vocaloid Database/ Wiki listing me as unreliable (in which they are correct, though because I never had thorough and professional training in the Japanese language other than elementary/ intermediate lessons from a community college) under the list of subbing accounts like vgperson or Sunny Subs.
      My only thoughts for now are that I'm extremely flattered, still fanboying, and STILL treasuring my Utsu-P albums at home. When I saw the comments telling me that Utsu-P re-uploaded the song, I was shook as hell in a good way. When people find out about this and see some mistakes, I am more than happy to rectify it and I am more than happy to let them personally speak with Utsu-P and maybe fix my English translations, because while the passion to make subtitles is still there, a small part of me wants to continue this as a hobby and a huge part of me is there needing constant assurance or corrections so they're not misinforming others :3
      Because of Utsu-P, I'm still going to do my best to keep learning and making sure the things I rarely put out there are accurate and convey the message as clearly as possible~
      (Lastly, I'm still intending to delete my cringy translation of that one Masa song right after I find a better/ perfect translation and re-do the subtitling thing hehe)

    • @Migikun
      @Migikun 4 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      壬晴 I don’t know what to say other than “YASS looking forward to your cover!” and “thank you.” But still, it’s all music in the end, and people can always correct things whenever there’s a mistake, and that’s an unseen beauty and struggle in subtitling hehe Thanks again for the encouragement and I’m still looking forward to that cover hehe

    • @ftslimshady1993
      @ftslimshady1993 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Migikun I think your translations were pretty good for the most part! But one unnatural thing I noticed was that 覚えている doesn’t translate to “remembering” but simply “remember”. Remembering would be something like 思い出している. Also 肌は緑色 means that their skin is green, not body.

    • @ftslimshady1993
      @ftslimshady1993 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Migikun Also is think 見た目が違う私 means that his appearance is different from everyone else, and not that it changed from before.

    • @aliceaddison8638
      @aliceaddison8638 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @Kyrie Blake bot?

  • @edel7054
    @edel7054 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    "i never gonna cry to a utsu-p song i am a ma-"

  • @もる-v3m
    @もる-v3m 3 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    I love you の音程まじで天才だと思う。切実な、悲痛な感じが伝わる。

  • @oggser8050
    @oggser8050 4 ปีที่แล้ว +504

    man. Utsu-P makes a lot of songs that hit really hard with (usually developmentally) disabled people. specifically im thinking of this and I Thought I Was an Angel. its not my place to assume, but i kinda wonder if he has some experience with that stuff

    • @_catzee
      @_catzee 2 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      I often wonder that as well. I think Utsu-P may be one of those autistic geniuses that appear every so often. Another song of his, Fools Are Attracted to Anomaly, describes what it's like to be a genius in a world that seems to praise normalcy above all else. The narrator of that song is not a genius, but a desperate aspiring genius, but I think there is a good chance that when Utsu-P wrote the parts about the genius the narrator wants to emulate, he was speaking from his own experience. His songs critize hypocrisy, normalcy, and contemporary society at such a high level, so indisputably, that I think he is truly a genius. Agreed?

    • @Malakai__WeLoveYouMafumafu
      @Malakai__WeLoveYouMafumafu 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I also noticed this, as someone who is diagnosed neurodivergent (though I grew up undiagnosed till my late teens) not just him, but many other vocaloid producers and utaites. From what I've seen the community seems to be a gathering ground for neurodivergents, both creators and viewers, which is lovely imo, it's a safe place for us all :D

  • @wrongplanet1717
    @wrongplanet1717 3 ปีที่แล้ว +435

    this song is so beautiful and it's depressingly relatable. living with a constant disability to communicate that makes you literally feel like an alien but still wanting to be loved hurts

    • @XxNightmare_KittyxX
      @XxNightmare_KittyxX ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Literally what having autism feels like tbh

    • @wrongplanet1717
      @wrongplanet1717 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      ​@@XxNightmare_KittyxX i don't have autism but i have ADHD. because of that i can't say i understand your experience 100% but i think we get each other on this one. it's hard and i'm really sorry but keep going my fellow alien. just because some things get lost in translation for us it doesn't mean we are not destined for so much love 🫂

    • @greenlitlleman
      @greenlitlleman ปีที่แล้ว

      @@wrongplanet1717 Why did you assume that he has autism? He just made a comparison you can make even without having it.

    • @wrongplanet1717
      @wrongplanet1717 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@greenlitlleman i felt like it

    • @nomoretwitterhandles
      @nomoretwitterhandles 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@greenlitlleman Except you can't claim to know what autism feels like without having it. Hence why OP rightfully assumed the responder has autism.
      So no, you cannot make that comparison without having it. Otherwise it is the responder making assumptions. Not OP.

  • @kakumei6010
    @kakumei6010 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Watashi wa umareta toki kara
    Me ga mittsu de te ga yottsu de
    hada wa midoriiro
    Mazushikumo atatakai katei de
    Sukusuku to sukoyaka ni sodachimashita
    Hajimete no otomodachi wa
    Sakura ki ga utsukushii
    youchien de ai
    Anata no okaasan ga
    Mayu wo hisometeita no ga mieta kedo
    Yagate toshi wo kasanete mo
    Sukoshi dake mitame ga chigau watashi to
    Kawarazu ni tayasazu ni
    omoide kasanete kuremashita
    I love you
    I love you
    I love you
    I love you
    Konna kimochi hajimete desu
    Akai mi ga hajiketa harusaki
    Dakedo kore ijou chikadzukenai
    Watashi ni wa 『shikaku』 ga nai kara aa
    Mawari no kotachi ga yagate
    Yosoyososhiku naru koro
    anata mo kieta
    Sono hi wa ima mo oboeteru
    Tokuchuu no taisougi ga ukunatta hi
    Manabiya no naka de minna
    Azawarai nagara watashi
    monomane wo shita
    Sono koui wa aijou to
    shinjite watashi wa kao de warau
    I love you
    I love you
    I love you
    I love you
    Anata ga suki soredake de
    Anata no mawari ga guchagucha ni naru
    Dakara suki ni natte wa ikenai
    Watashi ni wa 『shikaku』 ga nai kara aa
    「Hito wa mina aisareru kenri wo
    Umarenagara dareshimo ga motteimasu」
    Nankai mo haru ga sugita heya de hitori
    Hibiku LABU SONGGU
    Samishikunai
    to ieba uso desu
    Watashi wa kemono janai
    Shokubutsu janai
    Ningen desu
    I love you
    I love you
    I love you
    I love you
    Yojouhan de okiagarezu
    Mado wo mitara soto wa harusaki
    Kareteshimatta sakura ki kara
    Inochi no kehai wa mou nai
    Anata wa ima doko ni imasuka
    Watashi no koto oboeteimasuka
    Hito wo suki ni natte wa ikenai
    Watashi ni wa 『shikaku』 ga nai kara
    Sayonara arigatou
    Deaete yokattana
    Shikaku wa nai kedo
    Saigo ni
    I love you

  • @dr.dreamer2323
    @dr.dreamer2323 4 ปีที่แล้ว +200

    How to get depressed af by a 2 steps
    1) Emmure - We Where Just Kids
    2) Utsu-P - Alien's "I love you"

    • @esthelitasi4355
      @esthelitasi4355 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Wow you are right i'm depressed!

    • @barbara6389
      @barbara6389 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      thanks, now i'm sad

  • @weare2iq376
    @weare2iq376 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    I have 100% tear rate with this song...

  • @jollyskull07
    @jollyskull07 4 ปีที่แล้ว +424

    You have been releasing amazing shit all 2020 in this horrible time, Alien's "I love you" came out around the time I was really struggling with the love of my life breaking up with me, this song made me cry so much but also helped me heal. Thank you Utsu, I couldn't be more grateful to stumble upon someones music like yours ♡♡

    • @nouille3928
      @nouille3928 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Holy fu... Exactly the same for me..!

    • @jollyskull07
      @jollyskull07 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nouille3928 its such a good song so Im sure people have had the same experience, its so moving 😭😭

    • @sugarheart2551
      @sugarheart2551 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me three ayyy

    • @StraleX
      @StraleX 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bruhh same

  • @Malakai__WeLoveYouMafumafu
    @Malakai__WeLoveYouMafumafu ปีที่แล้ว +48

    One of the main reasons I love vocaloid is because there are so many songs that make me feel seen. I grew up with undiagnosed autism and adhd, and was always an outcast. Songs like this are very important to me

    • @kiwi..830
      @kiwi..830 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      tetchou pfp spotted! :)
      I relate to you.

  • @TsovoaLevone
    @TsovoaLevone 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    「わたしは獣じゃない」は私の大好きな歌詞です。

  • @anniestars2329
    @anniestars2329 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    Jesus, this song actually still makes me cry.
    It really hits me since I fall in love so easily, but all my life I've been judged for myself as a person.
    And when I find someone I love, everyone around me always has something to laugh at me for.
    And it always makes me worry if the person I love will join them.
    This song hits hard especially right now.
    No matter how hard it makes me cry, I always find comfort in this song.
    Since I know I'm never alone.
    💖💖💖

  • @徳富海香
    @徳富海香 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    この歌聞いて自分見てるみたいで思いっきり聞き終えて泣いた

  • @ashavanda
    @ashavanda ปีที่แล้ว +47

    As obvious as the lyrics is, they still hit me hard like "I thought I was an angel" in a way how people (esp. myself) relate to this song. Kudos to Utsu-P for making such straightforward, yet sublime songs like this one!

  • @laylakershaw955
    @laylakershaw955 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    Never has a vocaloid song or a song in general made me cry. This is the only song. It has one of the deepest meanings I've ever heard in music. I am so glad this song exists.

  • @Axaelyn
    @Axaelyn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +259

    Ah, there's my favorite Utsu-P song. Just gotta wait for MiKUSABBATH now.

    • @Nico-nb5mp
      @Nico-nb5mp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      good news, it just came out

    • @grimmel9894
      @grimmel9894 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      What kind of witchcraft is this?

    • @Nico-nb5mp
      @Nico-nb5mp 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@grimmel9894 green witch craft

  • @amatsu-ryu4067
    @amatsu-ryu4067 3 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    2:17 - 2:36
    I don't think I've ever felt as connected to the lyrics in a song as much as I did with these lines.

    • @ghazanarso
      @ghazanarso ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm with you fam

  • @yeah7941
    @yeah7941 4 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Thank you UtsuP, This reminds me back then in my childhood when I really felt like I have no place at all. It's all better now but this song really hits me. I'll always appreciate your works
    この曲はむかしに全然愛されてなく感じるのとき思い出した
    もう今そんなわけないですけどその感じ今も忘れないです
    いつでも全部鬱Pさんの曲今も聞いています。ありがとうございます 鬱P
    日本語悪くなったらごめんなさい

  • @lilacsblossom
    @lilacsblossom 4 ปีที่แล้ว +954

    This song hits as a disabled person, I didn't think i could love anything more than the original but I've been proved wrong 💖

    • @ten4241
      @ten4241 4 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Vazazell what does this comment mean

    • @LoverOfManTits
      @LoverOfManTits 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @Vazazell bruh

    • @hdixkowmskwm
      @hdixkowmskwm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @Vazazell what.

    • @tsumikiayato1560
      @tsumikiayato1560 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @Vazazell pardon me, what?

    • @beanie1124
      @beanie1124 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @Vazazell sir-

  • @adumbooctopus1115
    @adumbooctopus1115 3 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    I'm a really new Utsu-p fan, only having discovered his music this year.
    This song...this particular song hits me the hardest as someone with ASD (diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome specifically) and ADHD. So much of it, I've experienced myself, and every time I hear it I tear up.
    Thank you, Utsu-p, for this wonderful work of art.

    • @umaruumaru8297
      @umaruumaru8297 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      We are all aliens but we deserve love! 💚

  • @thenoisytown
    @thenoisytown ปีที่แล้ว +55

    damn... I'm crying. so many old, not so pleasant, memories just came back to me. this song is so beautiful, and tragically relatable to me and many others. "I love you". I will treasure this song.

  • @Ki_Tera_Sera
    @Ki_Tera_Sera 4 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    この曲めちゃくちゃ好きなのに歌詞見つからなくて泣いてたのでめちゃくちゃ嬉しいです、、、

  • @isabelvenegas7000
    @isabelvenegas7000 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I'm autistic and this song brought me to literal tears, it's so real

  • @ev_rlasting
    @ev_rlasting 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Just found this song, I'm diagnosed with asd as well as some other serious things and my entire life is affected by them. The isolation is so horrible, but it's nice to know i'm not completely alone. Hopefully we can all find someone who understands one day

  • @cattuchino
    @cattuchino 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    I’ve always loved this song,the added harmony on the I love you part honestly is so emotional compared to the original which has no harmony on that part. I love your music so much Utsu-P,one of my favorite vocaloid producers ever

  • @Doofindork
    @Doofindork 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Today in songs that make me cry like a baby; This one.
    Every damn time.

  • @karstskarn
    @karstskarn ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This song makes me genuinely sad...

  • @BootlegGremlin
    @BootlegGremlin 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    i don't cry much. usually when something makes me shed a tear it means it hit me deep in the feels. i can't remember the last time i cried. so this hit pretty deep for me to shed some tears.

  • @whitebaneberry
    @whitebaneberry ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This song just strikes a chord so very deeply with me. I was finally diagnosed with autism and AvPD at 20 and my childhood of being treated like a plague despite my best efforts to fit in finally clicked. It also didn't help I had a very abusive home life, traumas besides school and other more visible disabilities.

  • @ls.1906
    @ls.1906 4 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    This song still hits me too close home in such a particular way.
    Thanks sir, it's so painfully beautiful and I'm loving it even more.

  • @Sora-dragneel
    @Sora-dragneel 4 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    this is my first time i know the translation. i know this is sad song but even before knowing the translation, i always can feel the despair in the tone. great song, definitely one of my favourite song.

  • @hardoowyn9553
    @hardoowyn9553 4 ปีที่แล้ว +141

    Now, we need a metal cover of Alien Alien.

  • @TomeinaMania39
    @TomeinaMania39 4 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    Damn, this is so amazing, I'm not a fan of metal but your songs are an exception

    • @ritsukaseriyko1491
      @ritsukaseriyko1491 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Look at his past albums and try to listen to them fully. You might love 1 or 2 song or the whole album. I love to look at the lyrics like everyone but try to just listen to the music, hear how each instrument used makes it all a music.

  • @jenzo1627
    @jenzo1627 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    i dont know why this song in particular hits so goddamn hard, maybe it is the pitch of the voice that is in so much pain and it just screams "Why?", or the lyrics which unfold a movie in my head as i read and it is by far the most tear inducing movie i have ever had the right to "see". the end part just hits like a train, i can see her sitting in the room face sunken in, dark rings under her eyes cause of sleep deprivation, soulless eyes slowly looking up to the window and just seeing the dead tree. preparing the noose, crying and repeating "why?". i love this song

  • @maxhere1249
    @maxhere1249 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I have ASD with a special interest in music and no song has ever felt like it called me out the way this one did
    I avoid listening to it most of the time because I'll usually start crying, and that is not a joke, lol but overall I love this song a lot
    if anyone's curious here's a longer explanation/rambling about my personal experience:
    As I said I was born with ASD, (incl. alexithymia, sensory issues and more fancy terms) and I was always picked on but when the people around me started getting better at being human people unlike me, the picking on turned into bullying, I later came out of the closet and I lost all but ~2 of my friends, both of which mostly stopped spending time with me and spent more time with their cishet neurotypical friends, made excuses for their friends' shitty behavior, made alt accounts to friend and follow me on social media separate from the ones they used for everybody else and so on and so forth. Currently I don't have any close friends, and it truly feels like crap feeling like I could never become a respected-ish member of human society but I'm currently waiting until therapy is available and it feels really great knowing I'm not alone in this

    • @zombinary3138
      @zombinary3138 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Hey there, I know I’m just a stranger on the internet and I don’t really have any fancy words to share. I just wanted to let you know that you were seen, and I hope that you don’t get ignored by the people in your real life any more. I hope therapy goes well for you

  • @tomatozest6074
    @tomatozest6074 3 ปีที่แล้ว +445

    Wow, as someone with adhd, this song really hits hard for me. When I was young, before I knew how to mask (hide my symptoms), I remember being made fun of at school for stimming. I remember my parents being embarrassed when I would flap my hands in public, at vocal tics, etc. For a lot of people with adhd, it’s hard for us to control our emotions, so in elementary school I used to cry more than other kids. I remember hearing other kids talk about me behind my back, talking about my developmental delays (such as my speech, which was less than perfect), and so, so much more. The worst part was I wasn’t aware that what I was doing wasn’t “normal”. Even now I lack social awareness, and I’ll say rude and insensitive things without even thinking that they’re rude or insensitive; most of my friends now a days have adhd and/or autism, simply because their easier to talk to and interact with than most neurotypicals. Still, nothing hurts more than hearing neurotypical friends who don’t know I have adhd talk about those same friends, talk about how they think kids with learning disabilities/mental illnesses don’t belong in the same classes as them, and a slew of other things. Sorry this practically turned into an essay but this song brings back so. SO many memories..
    edit: so uh turns out I possibly have autism-

    • @pgag15r
      @pgag15r 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      as someone with adhd and opposition troubles, it was hard at school cuz most people didn't understand what vocal tics(tics in general just i have vocals tics mostly) they didn't understand what adhd was and all the blablabla so they end up thought i was "weird" not normal like u said, now that is more common to meet people memtal illness/disabilities/ and all of that stuff. people are more cool with it...
      stay strong bestie

    • @moonyasnow36
      @moonyasnow36 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I'm autistic and also have ADHD, and yeah I can relate. My stims are that I nibble on the inside of my cheek, my lips and I let out these short, breath-like 'hm's so they haven't been very noticable to other people, but when I get excited, I love doing jazz hands basically and twitching my hands from side to side quickly and my dad has always commented on it. I get that him just smiling in a kinda teasing way and commenting on when I do my jazz hands isn't negative, but I always get really self-conscious when he does.
      But I'm the kind of neurodivergent that is hyperaware of what kind of things are not generally ok to say in which situations but at the same time have no idea how not to be awkward so I just get so scared of saying the wrong thing that I say nothing most of the time

    • @マンゴー-c9b
      @マンゴー-c9b 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm very glad you added the edit because uh. Nothing you listed are direct symptoms of ADHD, those are all autism traits lmao

    • @_catzee
      @_catzee 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I also have autism (high-functioning) and not ADHD but ADD. I think I've become very cynical and am just never hyper. So there goes the H, now I just have ADD. I don't think anyone ridicules me at school. Maybe they don't even notice, or maybe I'm the one who isn't noticing them. I've stopped caring. But it still hurts that it's several times harder to find love than our neurotypical counterparts who don't have communication disorders. I really love that part "'All people possess the right to love and be loved by anyone since birth' I'm all alone in my room for how many springs have passed An echoing love song" People always say there's someone for everyone but we remain alone with little to no hope, and there are all those jarring songs about love that you hear when you're out and about. Always the different one, always the alien, it feels like this song was made for us autists.

    • @cfz4029
      @cfz4029 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i was thinking how none of those symptoms you mentioned really had to do with adhd, but yes autism, but then i saw your edit so yeah...

  • @knownevildoer
    @knownevildoer 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    still listening to this song. though i am not formerly diagnosed yet, everyone around me (including my fam, friends, psychiatrist, and therapist.. yea) agree im likely on the autism specfrum with adhd. knowing this now makes me understand why i resonated with utsup so much. i have both made fun of others and been made fun of. i understand now

  • @puka6723
    @puka6723 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Oof crying while headbanging. Beautiful song.

  • @eevee2Glacia
    @eevee2Glacia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I love this song a lot, actually this is wonderful, I don't know what the original is but the current version really gives it that feel of 'I've been crying for the past few hours' I like it a lot.

  • @itsfine_txt
    @itsfine_txt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    the drop in the chorus destroys me every time

  • @another4209
    @another4209 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    It doesnt matter how many times I listen to this song, I always tear up

  • @averagecircleclicker6486
    @averagecircleclicker6486 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This hits my Kokoro

  • @EmmyExe
    @EmmyExe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    first heard this song, sounded great but then the lyrics got translated and im dying on the inside now

  • @yayimprocrastinating4790
    @yayimprocrastinating4790 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    This one of my favorite songs and some days it hits hard enough to make me cry 🥲

  • @MariMotomatsu
    @MariMotomatsu ปีที่แล้ว +8

    IM CRYNG

  • @itsfine_txt
    @itsfine_txt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    wow did i forget how hard this song makes me cry especially if i really think about it

  • @kisu_odd
    @kisu_odd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    It sounds more orchestral and epic now, aaaaaa

  • @ishirocorrea0622
    @ishirocorrea0622 27 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    2010 年からあなたの声を聞いてきました、そしてこれからもそうしていきます、メキシコからのご挨拶

  • @benturtl9076
    @benturtl9076 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I swear this makes me cry everytime I listen to it

  • @lulitium8789
    @lulitium8789 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Such a beautiful song. It's feel related to me

  • @Youzarggae
    @Youzarggae 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    When they said "i love you" i really felt that fr fr on god, no lie

  • @BlueLemonsXX
    @BlueLemonsXX 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I've always loved Utsu-P growing up. His songs always resonated with me. I don't listen to this song often, not for it being bad or anything (it's great). I never knew how to feel about it until now. It reminds me of how closed off from people I feel. At this point in my life, I think my autism leads me to being somewhere on the ace spectrum. I want so badly to be warm and loving and held, but my autism makes me feel so adverse to physical contact and almost incapable of expressing romantic feelings (emotions in general). I can say "I love you" but what's the point if the other person doesn't understand you? They just think you're a cold b!tch. My attempts at displaying what I know I should be feeling are taken as not genuine and just acting. I wish I could show love and affection in their language, but I feel wrong or get chastised for attempting even when I know that's how normal people show it.

    • @Zbyamada
      @Zbyamada 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I really don't know what you're going through in your life, what your difficulties are or what you like and are good at, but I really think that if you try your best to express affection and love to someone and they can't accept it as something real, they really don't deserve anything from you, "You should only love those who love you" is how I was taught. But as I said, I don't really know your life so I'm sorry if everything I'm saying offends you in any way.
      I really hope that everything you have problems with resolves itself with time and everything in your life works out, I don't know you but I'm sure you're a great person!!

    • @BlueLemonsXX
      @BlueLemonsXX 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@Zbyamada Thank you for your kind words. I've been thinking more about things and finally got into it with my therapist. I hope I can learn to connect better. Thank you again for your reply. I wish you all the best in life!

    • @Zbyamada
      @Zbyamada 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@BlueLemonsXX I wish you all the best too! Remember not to push yourself too hard and always take care of yourself ;)

  • @moonyasnow36
    @moonyasnow36 2 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    As an autistic person with ADHD, I can't begin to tell you just how much this song means to me ~

    • @kiwii.06
      @kiwii.06 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      same here, alot of utsu-p's songs have really relateable lyrics to autistic/adhd people in my opinion

    • @isaac-p6126
      @isaac-p6126 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ​@@kiwii.06I got Autism too but like... This song is not about it. Ots about disabilities you actually see, but are not as bad that you get condolence points.

  • @amethyst4578
    @amethyst4578 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    utsu-p is amazing for adding subtitles to the video!! this should be the norm for producers i swear

  • @katperson8212
    @katperson8212 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Such a beautiful song makes me want to bawl every time

  • @chrisfehnneko
    @chrisfehnneko 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    2:17 僕は自閉症だから、みんな僕の行動をバカにするんだ。私は醜いので、人々は私の見た目をからかう。でも、それはこれからも変わらないから、一緒に笑わないと、"繊細 "な人だと思われてしまう。

  • @ultimateweeb482
    @ultimateweeb482 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I really like this song , this brings so many emotions

  • @thatsjustdappourocketiquet2819
    @thatsjustdappourocketiquet2819 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    It slaps so hard but my heart hurts

  • @umrasangus
    @umrasangus 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    oh, dude, this one touched me..

  • @Bioxyiade
    @Bioxyiade ปีที่แล้ว +4

    the ending brings such chills.... Started studying japanese bc this language has so much emotion

  • @indinin7287
    @indinin7287 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I Didn't realise this song was so sad 😥

  • @cringeassgremlin4302
    @cringeassgremlin4302 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    When I saw this in my inbox I was so excited that I started crying

  • @xoxo-leviathan5393
    @xoxo-leviathan5393 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I've listened this song 7 years ago since I was a child but I can't speak Japanese so I don't know what is that means. Now I'm in college and every time I hear this song, it make me think back to my tragic experiences in high school and can't help crying😢😢😢

  • @MarionKato
    @MarionKato ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Listening to this again I see we in the same boat

  • @-argih
    @-argih 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Now I'm glad and that i know the meaning of the song and wish at the same time to never have learned it, this song is so beautiful and sad

  • @nasywahs
    @nasywahs 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Wow a reupload with English translation? Thanks a lot, Utsu-P!

  • @誰がなんと言おうと水瀬いのり本
    @誰がなんと言おうと水瀬いのり本 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    鬱Pの曲の中でダントツにエモくて好きな曲!

  • @LadySkyDiamond
    @LadySkyDiamond 4 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Desperte escuchando buena musica. Yeahh

  • @crazyanimefandana
    @crazyanimefandana 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This is one of my favorites songs and when I saw it on my dash again I had to play it. And just like all the times I heard it, I started crying once again.

  • @Vegetaljuce
    @Vegetaljuce 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This song is always in my head. It's an unstoppable ear worm. And somehow I never get tired of it.

  • @Gafe362
    @Gafe362 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I might be a little late, but none the less still a fan of this song, I may not have cried or been emotionally moved as much as others but the idea of feeling like I am not worthy of love due to not feeling normal do to my disabilities hits home. Good job Utsu-P keep making more bangers!

  • @elpina2297
    @elpina2297 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I relate to a lot of the things said in that song. I've been through all that, even if they weren't necessarily all in that order.

  • @slimmthiccshady3382
    @slimmthiccshady3382 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Never listened to this some before now. It slaps.

  • @RaidenEdits
    @RaidenEdits ปีที่แล้ว +8

    gets me everytime :'(

  • @localpuppyboi9363
    @localpuppyboi9363 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I came here for recommendation of Hakka, I already loved utsu-p but I have never heard this song...this heats really hard

  • @michiganrulez1
    @michiganrulez1 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I only just started to get into Utsu-P songs and figures the notification I get this morning is a music vid and translation for this just to make me very sad

  • @lueeegonzalez3737
    @lueeegonzalez3737 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    We need this in the next miku expo

    • @aposhi1251
      @aposhi1251 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's tomorrow dude

  • @lennontism
    @lennontism 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i wanna cry.

  • @CaZuL
    @CaZuL 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Don't know why this song makes me cry

  • @thatgayshit8573
    @thatgayshit8573 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i'm so glad i clicked on this

  • @WhatAmIDoingWhat
    @WhatAmIDoingWhat 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Anytime smth bad happens and i get reminded of the past, i go back to this song... The lyrics really describe how i feel, growing up with mental illness...Thank you for making this song ❤

  • @_AKVN3_
    @_AKVN3_ ปีที่แล้ว +3

    That was a pretty beautiful song 🖤

  • @chrism2027
    @chrism2027 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Really cool music, I don't normally like to listen to vocoloid, but I like this kind of vocolid.

  • @Gandeloft
    @Gandeloft 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    One of my favourite songs in the world.

  • @SkylarNinja
    @SkylarNinja 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This song always made me emotional and it still does. I will always love Utsu-p! ❤️🤘

  • @AndrzejfitbroKnapczyk
    @AndrzejfitbroKnapczyk ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Really beautiful

  • @Riley26
    @Riley26 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I love this song so much, I'm so glad he remixed it

  • @jesusa.g.1987
    @jesusa.g.1987 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Una de las mejores canciones de ALGORITHM.

    • @Kescross
      @Kescross 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ciertamente x2

    • @grimmel9894
      @grimmel9894 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ésta e imperfect Animals son de lo mejorcito de ese album.

    • @jesusa.g.1987
      @jesusa.g.1987 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@grimmel9894 No te olvides de Chocolate Girl.

  • @_usamimi
    @_usamimi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    kinda dig the original mix more, since it had a grungier feel. but of course this song was always one of my favorites

  • @yakumitsuyu
    @yakumitsuyu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    【宇宙人のアイラブユー/鬱P】
    私は生まれた時から 目が三つで手が四つで肌は緑色
    貧しくも温かい家庭ですくすくと健やかに育ちました
    初めてのお友達は 桜木が美しい幼稚園で会い
    あなたのお母さんが 眉をひそめていたのが見えたけど
    やがて年を重ねても 少しだけ見た目が違う私と
    変わらずに絶やさずに 思い出重ねてくれました
    アイラブユー アイラブユー
    アイラブユー アイラブユー
    こんな気持ち初めてです
    赤い実がはじけた春先
    だけどこれ以上近付けない
    私には『資格』がないから 嗚呼
    周りの子達がやがて よそよそしくなる頃 あなたも消えた
    その日は今も覚えてる 特注の体操着が失くなった日
    学び舎の中でみんな 嘲笑いながら私の物真似をした
    その行為は愛情と信じて 私は顔で笑う
    アイラブユー アイラブユー
    アイラブユー アイラブユー
    あなたが好き それだけで
    あなたの周りがぐちゃぐちゃになる
    だから好きになってはいけない
    私には『資格』がないから 嗚呼
    「人はみな愛される権利を
     生まれながら誰しもが持っています」
    何回も春が過ぎた部屋でひとり 響くラブソング
    寂しくないと言えば嘘です
    わたしは 獣じゃない
    植物じゃない 人間です
    アイラブユー アイラブユー
    アイラブユー アイラブユー
    四畳半で起き上がれず 窓を見たら外は春先
    枯れてしまった桜木から 命の気配はもう無い
    あなたは今どこにいますか 私の事覚えていますか
    人を好きになってはいけない
    私には『資格』がないから
    さよなら ありがとう
    であえて よかったな
    しかくは ないけど
    さいごに アイラブユー

  • @frikivocaloid7542
    @frikivocaloid7542 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks for make this song Utsu-P! This..Wow...I don't works for this...

  • @VocaloPaul39
    @VocaloPaul39 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    When my all time favorite song gets remade... 💕💕💕

  • @olli35pgxpg5naf9
    @olli35pgxpg5naf9 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    They should show this in schools to show how sad and traumatic bullying is

  • @KeroGurii
    @KeroGurii 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    still listening to this up to this day! Always loving this!

  • @reon-larth
    @reon-larth 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Man, I love this song, it's so good seeing it got a little attention with an new version!!

  • @Kiores321
    @Kiores321 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    いい歌です!

  • @sasana3585
    @sasana3585 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    この曲まじ好き!良く聴いてます!