This song makes me think of this: A once happy and outgoing kid, now a cold hearted and bitter adult who went through a lot in his teen years. Dealing with loss, heartbreak, depression, mental health issues. He now sits all alone in his dark bedroom surrounded by nothing but the darkness and the voices whispering in his ears telling him that he is a horrible person and deserves to be left alone here in his room.
I know exactly what you mean. I found myself in something of time warp since the release of Rdr2 to present day; Wednesday, 22nd March, 2022. Arthur Morgan and his story really resonated with me. His struggle. His story. His Redemption... His last breath. Also the OST was really good imo
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know Goes away in the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I will keep myself I would find a way
This song is literally Arthur Morgan’s thoughts and life- everyone I know goes away in the end. I hurt myself today…. what have I become…. The dude literally never loved himself, and no one cared to help him, but he helped everyone. Why?!? Why must that game be so cruel 😭
he helped everyone because he knew he could've changed people for the better because that's what he dreamt of being a better person because he was tired of being used so he didn't want anyone else to go through the same
When I listen to this I think of a dangerous man with a tough past locked away in a dark room for years. Left to rot as he is haunted by his past mistakes... He had a son, a wife, and a daughter all taken away through his actions. His closest friend now despises him for his actions and he now has to face immortality as a punishment...
If you really like that idea, I think you should listen to Johnny Cash live at folsom prison album. Its all songs about prison, and some are sad. 'Give my love to rose' is a really sad one in my opinion, and 'send a picture of mother' is about someone stuck to rot in prison forever while his only buddy gets out free
Never thought I'd be so close to the comment section. Most sad videos people just really are all over the place and blame everyone around them for their problems. But i see truly broken people here who've probably turned into the very things they hated. At least that's how I feel.
Kill or feel my wrath No one exempted for this pain will be felt by all You and I are man, not gods, creatures of the world molded by anger and pain, I will let it rain with blood This empire of destruction
Arthur Morgan John Marston Rick Grimes James 'Logan' Howlet Kratos Joel miller. Dutch Van der linde. Alan Grant. John Wick. Matt Murdock. Frank Castle. Loki.
I remember all my friends back then everyone went away 1 by 1 till my shadow walks among side me time moves on and people come and go i just miss my old friends i remember the time we all hung out and said we'll all be here no matter what i guess time has changed that i sit here and shed a tear because of what we became time changes everyone hold on to them while you can
I remember when I could feel love. Family and friends. Now all I feel is disappointment, can’t please or save them from disappointment anymore. No matter how hard I try, eventually it gets out of my control. Maybe leaving them is for the best, I won’t be a burden anymore.
I wouldn't say that brother. Sure, shit gets outta hand and all hope is lost sometimes. But I'd like to think it's that grit sometimes that we carry, that keeps us going. Things do get hard, sometimes even harder, to the point where you can't help but FEEL like that disappointment. But, there's also lessons in between those moments. And I think if not for anyone else, strive to be better for yourself. I hope this helps. God Bless.
Johnny cash didn't have a happy life because over he Brother he He couldn't get over what happened but he sand that to everyone but he was the best person To sing and play music that Made him happy Made him really strong
This songs reminds me of a time when I was younger and happier now a days I’m quiet alone and suffering all that I’ve done to people is hurt them cause of how I’ve been hurt and so many people in my life walked out on me and I’ve never gotten close to many people since and my friends call me a jerk even though I’m afraid of hurting them and them leaving me and they don’t realize I’m suffering till that sadness turns into anger and now I’m alone contemplating every mistake I’ve made
I like rick but I feel this really belongs to alot of characters. Logan it fit well because he really lost everyone slowly and he continued to live and lose the closest people to him.
I hurt myself today to feel something different then I found myself singing this song, tears in my eyes and blood on my arm and now I'm sitting here at my desk with a cold glass of off brand Dr pepper and listening to this, what the fuck
The modern pressures of society have a certain hold on a man. This will be the melody i shall sing to My wife before i go, showing her despite the tears of we were together, i am still but nothing and understand my time when I go
All the people who know me knew that i used to be happy but now i just try and make people laugh and i try to put up a smile but apparently im not a good enough worker or friend nor partner only my best friend knows about all this but in reality i feel empty inside i work and work and for nothing i try to go on day by day trying to make friends and nothing i go on day by day week by week month by month to find purpose and nothing but Hey i wont kill my self thats why i smoke alot and drink alot im doing it slowly with the only 2 things i ever found that wouldn't abandon me my only 2 true friends
i am fire, i am death ashes upon ashes embers upon the earth i will burn this world and harrow its souls they will feel the flames and the brandished heat i will cut them down ‘til their like are no more
Kenneth Scotty Shawn Konrad Darren Daniel The Obits keep piling up I dont think I can keep goin Friends, Brothers. Waitin for the hurt to stop painful to live surrounded by orphans huge gaps in our lives
...my girlfriend left me today.. This was the last time I was gonna date.. I'm just gonna stop I'ma quit my job drop outta School.. And probably end it all This will be the last thing I ever say..last song I'll hear... And even though I don't know you but I love you with all my heart and I hope this never happens to you..
Bro....I was in a similar spot. How are you man? You stay in school? I myself lost mine in my sophomore year. I really went downhill from there. I thought I was gonna flunk highschool and be fucked for the rest of my life but I considered suicide and planned it all out if I didnt make it through school and join the Marines which was my goal. I managed to get to senior year, I got back with my Ex and I thought life was coming back together until she dumped me and we dont speak anymore. I'm enlisted but I question the whole point of all the pain. I got through highschool but at what cost? But I'm getting better. Just know I can relate to you and I dont want you to die bro. Let me know if youd like to talk
@@BoeForPresidant Don't give into despair. Find anything to anchor you here. It could be something as simple as waiting for a new episode of a show or TH-camr you like, or trying to start new relationships with people. Think about everything you could lose/miss out on.
This song makes me think of this:
A once happy and outgoing kid, now a cold hearted and bitter adult who went through a lot in his teen years. Dealing with loss, heartbreak, depression, mental health issues. He now sits all alone in his dark bedroom surrounded by nothing but the darkness and the voices whispering in his ears telling him that he is a horrible person and deserves to be left alone here in his room.
Yes, here I am. For now.
As am I@@Kira-vq5cd
That's me
Until Jesus comes along…
Remember guys... You can still be that person. I wont lie it'll take lots of work, but that person is still there.
I learned so much from a man that isn’t even real. Rockstars character Arthur Morgan changed my life for the better. Rest easy Arthur.
Tuberculosis stay winning 😂😂
Great works of fiction can be a transformative experience.
But this is a Johnny cash song
I know exactly what you mean. I found myself in something of time warp since the release of Rdr2 to present day; Wednesday, 22nd March, 2022. Arthur Morgan and his story really resonated with me. His struggle. His story. His Redemption... His last breath. Also the OST was really good imo
@@EricWard1997 I didn’t even know Arthur that much but I can relate to this whenever I play rdr2 online
Mental health? Gone. Wife and kids? Probably gone too. But the amount of pain thats relatable in this song? Present and accounted for x1000
I hope you are feeling better my dude
Prayers 🙏✝️💜
Things are better ❤
As if this couldn't be anymore haunting, now you've gone and blown my mind. This was beautiful.
Best slowed version.
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I will keep myself
I would find a way
pro trick : watch series at flixzone. Me and my gf have been using them for watching lots of of movies recently.
*"I Wear this Crown of Throns"* such a good line.
It’s enough to make a grown man cry
Agreed!
I knew this song before but ever since I played the last of us 2 I just imagine Joel playing this on his guitar
I miss Joel
I always play this on the guitar with ellie
this sums up my life rn
Same 😔
nothing going right over here too😖
when I first heard this song it just sounded cool now I relate to every word.
This sounds really good.
This song is literally Arthur Morgan’s thoughts and life- everyone I know goes away in the end. I hurt myself today…. what have I become…. The dude literally never loved himself, and no one cared to help him, but he helped everyone. Why?!? Why must that game be so cruel 😭
he helped everyone because he knew he could've changed people for the better because that's what he dreamt of being a better person because he was tired of being used so he didn't want anyone else to go through the same
I always thought it was more johns or jacks song just because of how everyone in jacks life goee away in the end
When I listen to this I think of a dangerous man with a tough past locked away in a dark room for years. Left to rot as he is haunted by his past mistakes...
He had a son, a wife, and a daughter all taken away through his actions. His closest friend now despises him for his actions and he now has to face immortality as a punishment...
Damn
If you really like that idea, I think you should listen to Johnny Cash live at folsom prison album. Its all songs about prison, and some are sad. 'Give my love to rose' is a really sad one in my opinion, and 'send a picture of mother' is about someone stuck to rot in prison forever while his only buddy gets out free
Kratos?
Never thought I'd be so close to the comment section. Most sad videos people just really are all over the place and blame everyone around them for their problems. But i see truly broken people here who've probably turned into the very things they hated. At least that's how I feel.
😢yeah.
Kill or feel my wrath
No one exempted for this pain will be felt by all
You and I are man, not gods, creatures of the world molded by anger and pain, I will let it rain with blood
This empire of destruction
whats this from?
What is this from?
@@GenScinmore I am just seeing this comment now but you're serious? It's from Tervetoula: The Misadventures of The Arsehat.
@@DontreadPimpBoy never heard of it.
@@GenScinmore I just made it up. All of it, man, including this. lol, I forgot I even wrote it. Thanks for the reminder.
Arthur Morgan
John Marston
Rick Grimes
James 'Logan' Howlet
Kratos
Joel miller.
Dutch Van der linde.
Alan Grant.
John Wick.
Matt Murdock.
Frank Castle.
Loki.
Waiting for time when I won't be crying myself to sleep using this song...
I remember all my friends back then everyone went away 1 by 1 till my shadow walks among side me time moves on and people come and go i just miss my old friends i remember the time we all hung out and said we'll all be here no matter what i guess time has changed that i sit here and shed a tear because of what we became time changes everyone hold on to them while you can
I’m proud to share the same birthday as The Man In Black! 🖤💪🏻
I remember when I could feel love. Family and friends. Now all I feel is disappointment, can’t please or save them from disappointment anymore. No matter how hard I try, eventually it gets out of my control. Maybe leaving them is for the best, I won’t be a burden anymore.
I wouldn't say that brother. Sure, shit gets outta hand and all hope is lost sometimes. But I'd like to think it's that grit sometimes that we carry, that keeps us going. Things do get hard, sometimes even harder, to the point where you can't help but FEEL like that disappointment. But, there's also lessons in between those moments. And I think if not for anyone else, strive to be better for yourself. I hope this helps. God Bless.
You know in truth go down the right path morior invictus
When it says what have I become that hits home
I don’t want to commit suicide but I don’t want to commit to life either
Use this as a replay button 2:45
"Life is Like a Journey to Death." ~ From a Wise person.
Johnny cash didn't have a happy life because over he Brother he He couldn't get over what happened but he sand that to everyone but he was the best person To sing and play music that Made him happy Made him really strong
Johnny cash is the best.. Period
When I hear this song, I remember my self-harms and my mental issues... 🥲❤️🩹
this basically sums up my life at the moment
This songs reminds me of a time when I was younger and happier now a days I’m quiet alone and suffering all that I’ve done to people is hurt them cause of how I’ve been hurt and so many people in my life walked out on me and I’ve never gotten close to many people since and my friends call me a jerk even though I’m afraid of hurting them and them leaving me and they don’t realize I’m suffering till that sadness turns into anger and now I’m alone contemplating every mistake I’ve made
Soy el unico de bolivia con estos gustos que loco..
Singing in an empty concert hall...
That's an underrated POV tho...
1:55 Arthur Morgan's voice? Wow
No it's Johnny Cash's voice
Finally, another RDR fan
Memories tear a hole, that old familiar sting….. try to kill it all away…. But I remember everything
Thanks
I guess now is the era of slowing down all good songs.
Roland of Gilead. The Last Gunslinger💔
What have I become, my sweetest friend. Everyone I know, goes away in the end
Descanse em paz querido logan❤️
Rick Grimes owns this
Agreed
I like rick but I feel this really belongs to alot of characters. Logan it fit well because he really lost everyone slowly and he continued to live and lose the closest people to him.
“I’m looking for my family..... I found ‘em........” 🥺😭
@walking among the dead you are dishing out some facts there my friend 👏.
Couldn’t agree with you anymore than I already do
I hurt myself today to feel something different then I found myself singing this song, tears in my eyes and blood on my arm and now I'm sitting here at my desk with a cold glass of off brand Dr pepper and listening to this, what the fuck
Been through alot
Wonder I'm only 34 years old and lonely and thinking I lost few friends it still hurt me 😢
*what i've become is what life was shadowing all along... alone. *
amazing 🙁👏👏👏
The modern pressures of society have a certain hold on a man.
This will be the melody i shall sing to My wife before i go, showing her despite the tears of we were together, i am still but nothing and understand my time when I go
what I have become? my sweetest friend
Everyone I know, goes away, in the end.
Crap I guess
@@sheldorthegrey640 And you could have it all, my empire of dirt.
YEAH YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL……PLEASE TAKE MY EMPIRE OF DIRT….. I WILL LET YOU DOWN…….. MY EXISTENCE HURTS
Last of us 2 new theme song?
No seriously listen to this while playing....
@@taylorindigo7328 yes.
everyone she knows, goes away, in the end
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥‼️
I hurt myself today… to see if I still feel….. I focus… on my pain… the only thing that’s real
This sounds like Sam Elliot singing instead of Johnny Cash, fascinating what a bit of audio tools can do.
Nice!
All the people who know me knew that i used to be happy but now i just try and make people laugh and i try to put up a smile but apparently im not a good enough worker or friend nor partner only my best friend knows about all this but in reality i feel empty inside i work and work and for nothing i try to go on day by day trying to make friends and nothing i go on day by day week by week month by month to find purpose and nothing but Hey i wont kill my self thats why i smoke alot and drink alot im doing it slowly with the only 2 things i ever found that wouldn't abandon me my only 2 true friends
3:10
i am fire, i am death
ashes upon ashes
embers upon the earth
i will burn this world
and harrow its souls
they will feel the flames
and the brandished heat
i will cut them down
‘til their like are no more
You could have it all, my empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt, if i could start agai-
0:59 - 1:01 - 1:00 - 1:55 - 1:53 - 3:32 - 3:33
1:22 PM }|{ 12//25//2021
1:45 am 11//3//2022
What have I become…………….. my sweetest friend…. When everyone I know… go away……. In the end…………
Jesus saved Johnny Cash. He is with Him now.
I am the best I am at what I do, but what I do isn’t very nice
😢
1.05 x speed = original song
idk wtf should I do...
Kenneth
Scotty
Shawn
Konrad
Darren
Daniel
The Obits keep piling up
I dont think I can keep goin
Friends, Brothers.
Waitin for the hurt to stop
painful to live
surrounded by orphans
huge gaps in our lives
- Logan....que hiciste ?
- Charles el mundo ya no es el mismo de antes, los mutantes....se han ido
I'm so lonely
🖤🖤🖤🖤
1:55 what he said?
paranoia ta acabando genti
paranoia ta acabando mesmo genti 1 sessão só
Logan..
Sam Elliot?
Kinda
...my girlfriend left me today..
This was the last time I was gonna date..
I'm just gonna stop I'ma quit my job drop outta School..
And probably end it all
This will be the last thing I ever say..last song I'll hear...
And even though I don't know you but I love you with all my heart and I hope this never happens to you..
@@DanielLee-qb6yj thanks for your concern I'm feeling much better
@@roseyposey333 Dude, please still me you're still here.
Bro....I was in a similar spot. How are you man? You stay in school? I myself lost mine in my sophomore year. I really went downhill from there. I thought I was gonna flunk highschool and be fucked for the rest of my life but I considered suicide and planned it all out if I didnt make it through school and join the Marines which was my goal. I managed to get to senior year, I got back with my Ex and I thought life was coming back together until she dumped me and we dont speak anymore. I'm enlisted but I question the whole point of all the pain. I got through highschool but at what cost? But I'm getting better. Just know I can relate to you and I dont want you to die bro. Let me know if youd like to talk
I'm in a different situation but still a bad one...
@@BoeForPresidant Don't give into despair. Find anything to anchor you here. It could be something as simple as waiting for a new episode of a show or TH-camr you like, or trying to start new relationships with people. Think about everything you could lose/miss out on.
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This was neither slowed nor reverb
It was only lowered by a few semitones and yea its definitely slowed and has reverb. Compare it to the original.
lmao tobias pfp
✨🦋
Arthur Morgan Rip
that's not really slowed lol