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  • @teddie6894
    @teddie6894 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11865

    I listen to this everyday I love it sm

  • @missjei9928
    @missjei9928 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5514

    *gets sad for no absolute reason*

    • @skillmaster9116
      @skillmaster9116 4 ปีที่แล้ว +81

      Fortnite Girl for no reason at all;)

    • @risingsun3545
      @risingsun3545 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      You'll be used to that when you grow up

    • @luv_kendraa
      @luv_kendraa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@risingsun3545 yup

    • @liannejacinto1906
      @liannejacinto1906 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      I can give you mine
      1. my crush left and moved schools without telling me.
      2. Childhood shi like my dads stepdad kicked us out of our own house lmfao
      3. i dont wanna be perfect and alive anymore.
      4. Fake, using,toxic friends.
      5. everything in my life basically.
      6. this covid stuff..
      7. i lost connection with my online friend named juno on discord.
      8. my dog died 🥰
      9. my parents expect me to be perfect and smart.
      10. im insecure of my fat body ✨
      11. my dads og dad died before i even met him.
      12. I miss my old life where noone was toxic, mean and jealous
      13. A girl named mae used me for stuff and wanted my style or whatever and fought me lol, but now she changed schools so im happy.

    • @pancake6160
      @pancake6160 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Miss Jei For no reason at all~

  • @foxythefennicfox1561
    @foxythefennicfox1561 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9184

    I don’t think I’ve ever felt so happy but sad at the same time...

    • @janicerubio
      @janicerubio  5 ปีที่แล้ว +194

      Foxythefennic Fox
      ok mood

    • @alicepaige7724
      @alicepaige7724 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Same..

    • @roberth6111
      @roberth6111 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Listen to take me to church

    • @spacenomad9418
      @spacenomad9418 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Oh my god, the same! And all lyrics in this song is about me!!

    • @SDKThe8God
      @SDKThe8God 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Is the word you’re looking for either nostalgic or melancholic?

  • @mayumi-chan
    @mayumi-chan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4035

    I really really want to cry right now, but my eyes are dry at this point

    • @harusu8610
      @harusu8610 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Are you alright?

    • @suzukei_9379
      @suzukei_9379 3 ปีที่แล้ว +117

      I'm 14 and this is deep

    • @chlo644
      @chlo644 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      @@suzukei_9379 grfhjdsxnz jail

    • @pyperneddo
      @pyperneddo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Me to baby...me too

    • @conehead07
      @conehead07 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      I havent been able to cry for 3 months

  • @imnotok2347
    @imnotok2347 3 ปีที่แล้ว +858

    Imagine dying slowly with this background music...

    • @isacarignano3783
      @isacarignano3783 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      falling of a building in slowmo with the sunset 👁👄👁

    • @umoyawriter4249
      @umoyawriter4249 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@isacarignano3783 and just every good thing to happen in your life flashes in front of you while you “fly”

    • @roseyvng3681
      @roseyvng3681 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Man I wish I was spider man so I can do that like type shi miles morales did :/

    • @user-xy7qw8nn1o
      @user-xy7qw8nn1o 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Beautiful

    • @user-xy7qw8nn1o
      @user-xy7qw8nn1o 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@isacarignano3783 I would rather fall of a building at night

  • @ripaurora444
    @ripaurora444 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4622

    I accidentally killed my Minecraft parrot so here I am

    • @Mars-ii4lc
      @Mars-ii4lc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +112

      Nonononononononono rip

    • @notnownacho3465
      @notnownacho3465 3 ปีที่แล้ว +162

      i tamed and named like a thousand parrots and my friend killed all of them :(

    • @xcosmicrosex4152
      @xcosmicrosex4152 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      mood

    • @lil_pinkkitten1422
      @lil_pinkkitten1422 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Same thing happened

    • @sealseally
      @sealseally 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      fuuuck, rest in peace lil homie

  • @user-ns8is3fu5i
    @user-ns8is3fu5i 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1352

    This comment section comforts me. It’s weird.

    • @Shane-impact
      @Shane-impact 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Sometimes it's comforting to know your not the only broken one.

    • @gwessfr
      @gwessfr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same

    • @teat1598
      @teat1598 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Shane-impact why is that so true-

    • @ciocia72
      @ciocia72 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ikr?

    • @rj-ps6sj
      @rj-ps6sj 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Shane-impact yea lol

  • @tami4501
    @tami4501 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2162

    **sigh** **imagines falling off a building because of a tiktok about anime characters falling and making it look peaceful**

    • @laniyahbennett5231
      @laniyahbennett5231 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Read my mine

    • @gabitta__0931
      @gabitta__0931 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      I literally do the same while laying in my bed

    • @ailanipulley8268
      @ailanipulley8268 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Fr tho 💀

    • @wdym5065
      @wdym5065 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      OMG I SAW THAT ONE!! IT DOES LOOK PEACEFUL!! 😭😭

    • @ajla5034
      @ajla5034 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes 🤲🏻😏🕺🏻

  • @tarobobaenjoyer
    @tarobobaenjoyer 3 ปีที่แล้ว +310

    THIS SONG REMINDS ME OF THE FACT WE ARE ALL GROWING AND THE FACT THAT THERE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME PERSON TWICE. IT REMINDS ME OF THE FACT THAT TIME FLIES BY SO FAST, AND WE HAVE TO APPRECIATE WHAT WE HAVE RN. IT ALSO REMINDS ME OF 2019

    • @guilhermepaiva2137
      @guilhermepaiva2137 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      yo who’s ur profile pic

    • @lindamockl8812
      @lindamockl8812 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      this is what makes me sad

    • @Renbadoobee
      @Renbadoobee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Your pfp lol

    • @tarobobaenjoyer
      @tarobobaenjoyer 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@guilhermepaiva2137 jojo from Horton hears a who lmao

    • @ttzab
      @ttzab 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      who asked

  • @doukyuuseilol6928
    @doukyuuseilol6928 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1417

    u listening to this, crying, wishing it was all over? bc same.

    • @turkeytoes2509
      @turkeytoes2509 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same

    • @scrimblo3028
      @scrimblo3028 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Hold on. Things will get better. I promise.

    • @madisonstark543
      @madisonstark543 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I use to but it got better and I’m sure it’ll get better for you to love, just gotta hang in there because your soulmate is cheering you on and can’t wait to met you! Your soulmate, your future family, they are all waiting for you and cheering you on, and you gotta hang on for them. That’s what keeps me going anyway❤️

    • @randomperson1817
      @randomperson1817 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I hate feelings I really do

    • @mollieblaylock
      @mollieblaylock 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      hey, how you doing?

  • @taylorhill195
    @taylorhill195 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3795

    I have no idea why this song makes me so emotional... but I like it😭

    • @tialilymaria7990
      @tialilymaria7990 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      can´t agree more

    • @loganlepard6151
      @loganlepard6151 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      It’s such a wonder Music is so weird it can make people feel different emotions

    • @mono.isgtds
      @mono.isgtds 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I think it’s because of how chaotic but also strangely relaxing it is.

    • @Lonelybutpretty
      @Lonelybutpretty 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      omfg same 😭♥️♥️

    • @sirenskai
      @sirenskai 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Right ?

  • @erikabenitez656
    @erikabenitez656 3 ปีที่แล้ว +563

    “who hurt you” me lol

  • @gitikasaravanan4517
    @gitikasaravanan4517 3 ปีที่แล้ว +189

    listening to this and realizing you have no friends, no crush, no motivation and have wasted most of your teenage years hits diff 🙂

    • @ducki_ducki7945
      @ducki_ducki7945 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      True facts just be hanging in my room

    • @suranganarlshah1391
      @suranganarlshah1391 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah and then i start to compare my teen years with others :)

  • @heiditomkinson2135
    @heiditomkinson2135 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1139

    This reminds me of memories that never even happened

    • @sydney9356
      @sydney9356 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      heidi tomkinson sameee

    • @AymaxGaming
      @AymaxGaming 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      felt that

    • @angelscupid
      @angelscupid 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I know right

    • @Brookkit
      @Brookkit 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I remember dreams that feel memories... and sometimes really old memories

    • @braxtontok4984
      @braxtontok4984 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You fool, its called anemoia

  • @reesemeyers4702
    @reesemeyers4702 5 ปีที่แล้ว +894

    any version of this song hits me in the heart

  • @00.weheartem93
    @00.weheartem93 3 ปีที่แล้ว +780

    This makes me want to play it through my headphones while I’m falling off a really high building..

    • @alyssab4212
      @alyssab4212 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Off topic but um I love ur pfp

    • @Spoteem
      @Spoteem 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Huh

    • @loganmacg-ps6vw
      @loganmacg-ps6vw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Try it

    • @Em-qd8yx
      @Em-qd8yx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Omg- and not die of course

    • @00.weheartem93
      @00.weheartem93 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      @@Em-qd8yx YES, that would be so embarrassing, just splattering infront of everybody 💀

  • @aurorakeemder7421
    @aurorakeemder7421 3 ปีที่แล้ว +375

    2:23 here's the part where it gives u incredible feeling

  • @arielgarcia7022
    @arielgarcia7022 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1753

    Let’s all be honest, the beat gives us an indescribable feeling
    edit: NO WAY THANKS FOR 1K LIKES

    • @wokery
      @wokery 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      its like possocdisxncjkfdasnzikdsxz deep feeling

    • @kelseyhcxo2827
      @kelseyhcxo2827 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      i want to go sky diving to this, just falling at the chorus

    • @elm000l
      @elm000l 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I feel sad but happy almost like a nostalgic feeling as though I've already listened to this song before.
      I feel home sick and I wish I could go back and experience the good times again. All these feelings are happening that it sorta makes me feel numb afterwards. Emotions are confusing

    • @nickiminaj3045
      @nickiminaj3045 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@kelseyhcxo2827 like closing your eyes while falling at night time in tokyo

    • @kuromingusan
      @kuromingusan 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      frrr

  • @torreyquinque673
    @torreyquinque673 3 ปีที่แล้ว +720

    "nothing i do is ever good"
    *same*

  • @eliza9907
    @eliza9907 3 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    when ur actually shaking for no reason at all rn

    • @Fern-gk3so
      @Fern-gk3so 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I actually do and when I realise I breakdown

  • @jaywhyp4748
    @jaywhyp4748 3 ปีที่แล้ว +126

    "its going to be better"
    no it won't, I already tried my hardest and i realise that this is not sum disney shit, not all of us get a happy ending .

    • @hanacej5414
      @hanacej5414 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      If its not the a happy ending then its not the end .

    • @jaywhyp4748
      @jaywhyp4748 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@hanacej5414 for some of us, it is

    • @autumnelizabeth3806
      @autumnelizabeth3806 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@hanacej5414 that made me think a bit💗

    • @texas_arda
      @texas_arda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Some people aren't meant to be happy.

    • @jswitchdat9071
      @jswitchdat9071 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@texas_ardaeveryday that goes by I start to realize that more

  • @adrianpiedra9069
    @adrianpiedra9069 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1017

    this song plays while remembering good times with ur friends that are growing distant from you

    • @adrianlopez5945
      @adrianlopez5945 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      adrian piedra totally

    • @nobodybutKJ
      @nobodybutKJ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      adrian piedra damn you brought it out even more-

    • @tozume
      @tozume 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      nooo stop 😭

    • @Loonaurtheworld
      @Loonaurtheworld 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Hits harder when in quarantine

    • @goldenbangtan1303
      @goldenbangtan1303 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      And you realize your a lonley loser ::) they just felt bad i can't keep up with anything im really weak

  • @haileyjaquin7689
    @haileyjaquin7689 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5593

    this song makes me nostalgic
    sad
    anxious
    depressed
    confused
    scared
    but also
    happy
    hopeful
    chilling
    warm
    and most of all
    hyped😂😂

    • @luv_kendraa
      @luv_kendraa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yup

    • @drawaboo4435
      @drawaboo4435 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      ikr i don't know how to explain it it makes me cry;-;

    • @asimplehuman2177
      @asimplehuman2177 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Depress is not an feeling

    • @silaoc
      @silaoc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This song makes me high tho

    • @vxidalex
      @vxidalex 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      same omg

  • @scarlett6262
    @scarlett6262 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Sometimes I like being sad, sure it can be a real pain but sometimes it’s good :)

  • @avjcb
    @avjcb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    last year, this was my favourite song, my stepdad passed away during this time last year and i couldnt listen to this song anymore, he was my everything. here today listening to it again brings back all my past emotions. holding it all in for the past year. i never said goodbye to him. its hard. but this song once again is getting me through it.

    • @lloydjones3504
      @lloydjones3504 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope you're okay dumb as that sounds and you are amazing I really hope you feel better

  • @bethchay6153
    @bethchay6153 4 ปีที่แล้ว +294

    *"Still lately I begin to shake for no reason at all"*
    OK but that part just make me feel sooo 😭😢😔😌💖

  • @moodybluez
    @moodybluez 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2368

    I’m sorry but all I hear is “Welcome to TopMojo’s most stupidest people” 😭

  • @user-xy7qw8nn1o
    @user-xy7qw8nn1o 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I can’t take it anymore. All this sadness ,anger, and stress. I can’t control it anymore

    • @lanakat
      @lanakat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same I’m done with life

    • @user-xy7qw8nn1o
      @user-xy7qw8nn1o 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@lanakat honestly at this point

    • @adamrendic4157
      @adamrendic4157 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      same i just wanna sleep and never wake up

  • @user-fl6gk8xf9c
    @user-fl6gk8xf9c 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I feel very proud of everyone who found this song

  • @cassidyhorn2059
    @cassidyhorn2059 4 ปีที่แล้ว +294

    Houston, we have a problem. This user is experiencing too many emotions at once.
    This includes:
    -Sadness
    -Anxiety
    -Depression
    -Hype
    -Anger
    -Rejection
    -Hope
    -Happiness
    -Joy
    -Acceptance
    User has now passed out, call the ambulance.

    • @jwo279
      @jwo279 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      All of the above

    • @i.am.sylvia
      @i.am.sylvia 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      BUT NOT FOR ME

    • @that1animekid394
      @that1animekid394 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This is so true it's actually sad

    • @rebeccanobody7486
      @rebeccanobody7486 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You didnt have to call me out like that 🙃

  • @millieallwood683
    @millieallwood683 4 ปีที่แล้ว +715

    This is one of those songs where you have your headphones on and your in your room, it’s 2am and your parents are arguing downstairs but when the beat drops you stand in the middle of your room, close your eyes and just sway with a smile and wet eyes

  • @junkoscootchperiodt8509
    @junkoscootchperiodt8509 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    This song makes me feel like I've been betrayed by everyone I've had fun with.

  • @marianaguazzelli1019
    @marianaguazzelli1019 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I never realized how much I relate to this song till everything changed, I really can’t handle change :(

  • @sleeviegrey4196
    @sleeviegrey4196 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1901

    This song gives me the feeling of smoking with my friend at night outside its cool and as i blow the smoke everything slows down as all my past floods my mind like an open dam after a hurricane.

    • @grof6634
      @grof6634 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Thaaaaaasss deeeeeeppp braaah..

    • @angelli2289
      @angelli2289 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Fuck up

    • @sleeviegrey4196
      @sleeviegrey4196 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@poppyh4303 too late for that man ive smoked since I was like 8th

    • @chiefgaming5693
      @chiefgaming5693 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Only shit that deep

    • @sisvssis2906
      @sisvssis2906 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      This makes me feel like I'm at the top of a high building and I'm going to jump but then my life comes rushing back..
      Just consider that happen omg to you

  • @laurenhudson5360
    @laurenhudson5360 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3093

    The ten dislikes are from the people crying and couldn’t see the like button

    • @beigebleach5582
      @beigebleach5582 4 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      YOUR NOT WRONG I WAS JUST BALLING MY EYES OUT AND ACCIDENTALLY DISLIKED😭

    • @DANNNYY
      @DANNNYY 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      you mean 85 dislikes? sir i think you were the one crying?

    • @Jasja208
      @Jasja208 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      People must really need someone to talk to, theres 111 now ):

    • @abbyh06
      @abbyh06 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      115 now, ppl really do be crying tho cant blame em'

    • @zannaxz
      @zannaxz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Truee

  • @pah4362
    @pah4362 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    this song is perfect, this band should have more recognition.

  • @daniyah24
    @daniyah24 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    People keep hurting me but I keep trusting more of them. Imagine if it was just raining and u were just sitting by a window watching the rain while listening to this. Idek lmao 3:16 :)

    • @avlgbq2177
      @avlgbq2177 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Ik you might not believe in God (please don’t come at me) but I recommend going to him. He’ll give you happiness and love. And he’ll take away the toxic in your life and you’ll feel complete

  • @sammy-nt8ed
    @sammy-nt8ed 4 ปีที่แล้ว +659

    *Ive never felt so psychopathic in my life*

    • @13jae85
      @13jae85 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Spookex_Gaming damn memories 😿 i’d listen to it on the bus every morning on the way to school

    • @anonymousx957
      @anonymousx957 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Okay edgelord

    • @13jae85
      @13jae85 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Anonymous X right 💀

    • @VillainIzuku
      @VillainIzuku 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yesss

    • @Scenicetheythem
      @Scenicetheythem 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      👁️👄👁️

  • @MoodySands
    @MoodySands 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I feel like you would listen to this like right before the world ends or on New Year’s Eve🤧✋🏽✨

  • @paran0id947
    @paran0id947 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Thank you.
    Mother: “Why can’t you do more?!”
    Father: “You’re so lazy.”
    Brother: “You’re like a zombie!”
    What seems to be everyone: “You don’t fit in, you’re too ugly and unpopular.”
    The music that I listen to: “...I feel you.”

    • @sizolt4020
      @sizolt4020 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I thought i was the only one being called a zombie

    • @demonluci1957
      @demonluci1957 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I guess I'm not the only one going through this

  • @mandyneedscoffee942
    @mandyneedscoffee942 5 ปีที่แล้ว +792

    something about the beginning makes me feel so warm and at home

    • @iheartnoctis
      @iheartnoctis 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      your profile picture-

    • @moriwitch1821
      @moriwitch1821 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Wish I could say the same

    • @possum6545
      @possum6545 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same omg, the beninning of this song is so nostalgic and good, i love it

  • @SyntheticMan_Lover
    @SyntheticMan_Lover 4 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    This slowed down version of it hurts more than any of the others, reminds me of a person I lost

  • @saaya3806
    @saaya3806 3 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    Hits different when your lying in bed with 5 missing assignments on your mind trying to fall asleep.

    • @laarnidecastro1424
      @laarnidecastro1424 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      oh yes

    • @pigeonmellow9212
      @pigeonmellow9212 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Only 5?😃

    • @lanakat
      @lanakat 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      so true

    • @w1reduser
      @w1reduser 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      same

    • @Random_Being1
      @Random_Being1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I have more then five in all classes and over 25 in math and I have to find a way to tell my parents :D

  • @sylviafrench7013
    @sylviafrench7013 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    You ever sit in your room, by yourself, in the dark or with your leds on, and listen to this song while wishing you were theirs?
    Me too

  • @anikal6557
    @anikal6557 5 ปีที่แล้ว +830

    this gives me the chills and makes me feel like i'm home, i love it

  • @supersourtrey2
    @supersourtrey2 3 ปีที่แล้ว +422

    to the boy i met on the beach:
    i miss you.
    i wish we didn’t live so far away,
    618 miles to be exact.
    i thought i knew what i was getting into
    but i wasn’t prepared for the heartbreak.
    i think about you every day.
    your fluffy brown hair,
    the sparkle you had in your eyes,
    your laugh.
    i hope you think ab me as much as i think ab you.
    its been a whole month.
    i miss you brandon frank :,(

    • @avishii__________
      @avishii__________ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      That's beautiful

    • @wokery
      @wokery 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      i hope brandon sees this one day

    • @kokoabeanies
      @kokoabeanies 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Try to find his socials

    • @geisnavek3604
      @geisnavek3604 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      go on twitter they find everyone there

    • @denzooly1236
      @denzooly1236 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I like cheese

  • @SleepyToby
    @SleepyToby 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This song is like that one feeling when your best friend just left and suddenly your room has never felt this empty

  • @kayleerhodeos4283
    @kayleerhodeos4283 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    i’m so tired of being the “therapist friend”.

  • @eijiokumura5172
    @eijiokumura5172 3 ปีที่แล้ว +945

    These comments make me want to hug each and every one of you. I just want to say..
    I’m proud of you for waking up.
    I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
    I’m proud of you for blinking.
    I’m proud of you for breathing.
    I’m proud of you for making your bed.
    I’m proud of you for eating.
    I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
    I’m proud of you for drinking water.
    I’m proud of you for being here.
    I’m proud of you for being you.
    I’m proud of you for smiling.
    I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
    I’m proud of you for standing up.
    I’m proud of you for blinking.
    I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
    I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
    I’m proud of you for standing up.
    I’m proud of you for sitting down.
    I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
    I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
    I’m proud of you for simply trying.
    IM PROUD OF YOU.
    Have a good day❤️

    • @vodkacat6252
      @vodkacat6252 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Thanks. I am going to say the same thing to you. I am proud of you too. Have a good day/night.

    • @drakensrattail1382
      @drakensrattail1382 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      thank you so much eiji i really needed that

    • @PlagueCrow1
      @PlagueCrow1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I needed that but now I'm crying so much that I can feel my heartbeat in my head

    • @eijiokumura5172
      @eijiokumura5172 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@PlagueCrow1 I’m giving hugs right now. Just know that it may not seem like it but, things always play in your favor in the end. We’ve got this, one day at a time.

    • @fiction10
      @fiction10 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Omg this made
      Me tear up in joy a little bit-
      Thanks ❤️

  • @ren1720
    @ren1720 4 ปีที่แล้ว +201

    This song makes me feel like it’s 2004 and I’m in my rebel teens. Like I’m sitting with my pothead friends smoking weed and dropping acid in their parent’s basement on their 1970s style couch.

  • @joydivision.
    @joydivision. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +179

    LYRICS
    Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me
    I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave
    I can't handle change
    I can't handle change
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good enough
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good enough
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Leave me alone
    Leave me alone
    Leave me alone
    Leave me alone
    I can't help but repeat myself
    I know it's not your fault
    Still lately I begin to shake
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all
    For no reason at all

  • @renntenn
    @renntenn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    this makes me feel 47 undiscovered emotions at once

  • @user-zg5ki6jl3l
    @user-zg5ki6jl3l 5 ปีที่แล้ว +649

    3:14 is my heart and soul

    • @simransandhu2755
      @simransandhu2755 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      yasssss omg 😍😍

    • @olivia.randle
      @olivia.randle 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yaaasssss

    • @erronmorgan993
      @erronmorgan993 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I want to like this comment, but your time stamp is 3:14 & you have 314 likes

    • @jvhts6723
      @jvhts6723 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I wish it lasted longer i could listen to that part forever

    • @dumbass1657
      @dumbass1657 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That part is where it hits the most for me..

  • @greggers538
    @greggers538 3 ปีที่แล้ว +661

    this sounds like something you'd hear at the end of a Netflix series after the main character's family dies as the credits fade in and you see them lying on the roof regretting everything they did and how they could've changed the outcome

    • @prettylilpsycho603
      @prettylilpsycho603 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      YOU LITERALLY JUST GAVE ME INSPIRATION FOR A BOOK THANK YOU MY GOOD SIR I COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING AND THIS JUST-
      I LOVE YOU

    • @nikkinmansurful
      @nikkinmansurful 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@prettylilpsycho603 UAhseiebeibeHIqnsosJAOSNXOSNZOSBD

    • @emojimovieofficial4953
      @emojimovieofficial4953 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      What kinda shows u watching homie

    • @redxgamer1
      @redxgamer1 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      True

    • @IrkenZim123
      @IrkenZim123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@prettylilpsycho603 I just now found your comment and I wish to read whatever you have! I love dark stories very much and could provide feedback if you like! :) I too enjoy writing and coming up with ideas. Best of luck and I hope I hear back from you someday!

  • @zephyr1364
    @zephyr1364 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    People ask me why I want to go into an anime universe. Its better there. Its so peaceful. I don't want to be stuck here I don't want to feel the way I do. I just want to leave. No more pain, I'd finally be free. I've never fully vented my feelings because I need to keep everyone else stable. In my friend group I'm the "therapist" meaning I give my all to help them and I never talk about my feelings back. I'm falling back into that dark headspace I fought so hard to get out of. I don't want to go back there

  • @campbell1583
    @campbell1583 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    this song really helps me. some people just don’t understand my feelings and are just like “whatever, get over it. it’s not that hard.” but for me it is. i’m sorry, i’m really trying.

  • @madisrobloxadventures6635
    @madisrobloxadventures6635 4 ปีที่แล้ว +968

    this took me a whole fbi investigation to find.

  • @fkacoolgrl
    @fkacoolgrl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    this shit makes me feel high even if i didn’t smoke lmaooo

  • @on_satvrn
    @on_satvrn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Damn, this hits different when your sitting in the rain in the dark (what I'm currently doing) ✌️✨

  • @ttheweeklytea
    @ttheweeklytea 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    0:00-0:35 really hits different especially if you’re alone in the dark

  • @ccaseyy
    @ccaseyy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +290

    this song makes me feel every emotion in the world no matter how many times I've heard it

  • @slava5642
    @slava5642 3 ปีที่แล้ว +364

    last year i created a spam acc. i made lots of online friends that helped me in the worst moment of my life. One girl said that when she listens to this song she sees me. I met her and the others after lots of months. After that, I used to text them cuz I missed them, and they started not replying, or just reading it. They never tried to contact me, so I thought that it was better to delete the acc and move on. I cried every day waiting for something from them. Nobody else talked to me or cared about me. They don't talk to me anymore. and I really miss them. they were my best friends, and the reason why I was still here. I hope it wasn't anything that I said or did. Those girls meant the world to me and I'm very thankful.
    And I know that people that r reading this won't understand...
    If ur seeing this, thank you for everything. I also think about you when I listen to this song.

    • @kiznver
      @kiznver 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same but im still in contact with mine i never wanna loose them :(

    • @dumbass1657
      @dumbass1657 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Awe I'm sorry abt that :( but I hope u find new friends who will stay and care abt you..

    • @beemystery503
      @beemystery503 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      im sorry girl , i feel you . after 2 years ago , she’s change into someone that i dont know . her new personality and attitude .

    • @lilimposta2911
      @lilimposta2911 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      omg its you

    • @safiacarr8289
      @safiacarr8289 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i mean i dont mind being friends:)

  • @rolyx23
    @rolyx23 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song brings back memories from 2019.
    The fact that I miss those times and I'm graduating from high school this year, makes me get nostalgic, we truly can't handle the change huh?

  • @nalleboi564_7
    @nalleboi564_7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I'm just crying at the floor and eating potatoes and chocolate :)

  • @vampspeed
    @vampspeed 4 ปีที่แล้ว +139

    this is MY mental break down AND I get to choose what songs we play

  • @ethangoku8227
    @ethangoku8227 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1517

    3:14

    • @zuhaileyy
      @zuhaileyy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Thanks

    • @MyLifeAsMaddie-ve7wj
      @MyLifeAsMaddie-ve7wj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      THANK YOU ILY ILY ILY THAT'S THE BEST THING I DID EVER PRESSED

    • @dudareom
      @dudareom 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      ok i love u

    • @jzdky
      @jzdky 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      gguk , also try x1.25 speed :)

    • @eli_2419
      @eli_2419 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      𝚃𝚑𝚡♥

  • @xsunflowergamesx7129
    @xsunflowergamesx7129 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I love listening to this everyday ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Ashlyramirez516
    @Ashlyramirez516 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    “Nothing I do is ever good enough” felt that deeply. I have a bad habit of thinking that nothing is ever enough for anybody not even for myself.

  • @Sunny-xg5cz
    @Sunny-xg5cz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    "I wanna go home now"
    makes me tear up every damn time istg

    • @Ellie-nu3ic
      @Ellie-nu3ic 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      And the funny thing is you could be at home it just doesn’t feel like home

  • @kizziixx
    @kizziixx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +204

    Every time I listen to this it makes me cry

    • @janicerubio
      @janicerubio  5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      awh dont cry :((

    • @davidlawrence9257
      @davidlawrence9257 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      O

    • @urmom-ev2zp
      @urmom-ev2zp 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      wait you can cry? I wasn't aware that was something a person could do

    • @dumbass1657
      @dumbass1657 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same, I'm crying rn to this :/...

  • @briannebaker6673
    @briannebaker6673 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I just wanna feel the same as I did before, and no matter how hard I try to force my self of that feeling. I just watch myself get more and more unhappy. I pretend like everything’s the same and sometimes I get caught up in my own lies. Until I realize whats real. I stay up for hours doing nothing trying to force myself to sleep, but the constant unwanted thoughts keep my mind awake. And at the end of the day I find myself unhappy, sick, and tired. I faked my reality so much to the point, I don’t even know what’s real anymore. I can’t even trust myself.

  • @meoshadumas000
    @meoshadumas000 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    2:35-3:50 I can honestly say this particular part of art gives me all the nostalgia I will ever need in a song ever in life this it definitely that one song I’d never get tired of listening to, from 🌞 up to sun🌞 down/good or bad days this is jus perfect in every way!!!! 😩😌

  • @maggieh696
    @maggieh696 5 ปีที่แล้ว +179

    This song brings so many different emotions and I love it

  • @beth5297
    @beth5297 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1134

    i’ve been hurt so much i don’t feel pain anymore

    • @Kojiiboy
      @Kojiiboy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +169

      Your pfp makes me doubt that

    • @zannaxz
      @zannaxz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      @@Kojiiboy LMFAO 💀

    • @someone7356
      @someone7356 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@Kojiiboy i-

    • @akylahrivera4840
      @akylahrivera4840 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I love ur pfp

    • @veniskindacool.
      @veniskindacool. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I wish I was u bc I can't take this any longer now

  • @maevedarcy
    @maevedarcy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    oh my can we appreciate that they still like all the comments? It’s been 2 yrs to a true one

  • @hayleem1298
    @hayleem1298 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    POV: you just got broken up with the love of your life, its 2am, your parents are arguing downstairs, you listen to this song over and over again and you just slowly start to feel yourself fall apart bc damn I felt that):)

    • @zephyr1364
      @zephyr1364 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Can someone tell me why this is happening to me right now-- I'm not even kidding 😀--

  • @aileen2916
    @aileen2916 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    I imagine this song in the background while a high school senior in their graduation then it starts raining they stand there looking up at the sky laughing because they have finally made it through school, cured their depression and finally finds meaning in life.... finally accepting themselves

  • @jadirinsandoval623
    @jadirinsandoval623 5 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    This song hits the soul on so many levels

  • @tay_8184
    @tay_8184 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song replays in my mind constantly.

  • @oqhixlismroblox7466
    @oqhixlismroblox7466 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    As all good things come to an end, you realize, ‘what could I have done better.’ The thought races through your mind as all comes to one big moral. It all meant nothing.

  • @defiant_rice7030
    @defiant_rice7030 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    I have autism when I heard this song it completely changed my life...It cures my pain and makes me extremely happy 🥺 person who made this...God bless your soul you made several people extremely happy and you deserve a medal 💕

  • @zayisweird78
    @zayisweird78 4 ปีที่แล้ว +545

    This song makes me wanna run in the rain to my crushes house and kiss her
    Edit:Not actually, I’m too cowardly, thanks for the nice comments tho

    • @jessicaroses6776
      @jessicaroses6776 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      yes Jason do it get the girl

    • @TwilightTwinxie
      @TwilightTwinxie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      DO ITTT

    • @noh2822
      @noh2822 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      do it jason

    • @eclipse8579
      @eclipse8579 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      go, ik you probably heard this but you only live once... ONCE... And boom over so I'd do it

    • @paige2199
      @paige2199 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      same... but theyre hundreds of miles away

  • @valeskafernandes445
    @valeskafernandes445 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song gives me goosebumps honestly.

  • @4stupidletters
    @4stupidletters 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the melody towards the end is like the small amount of hope left in me

  • @sweet.cyanna8515
    @sweet.cyanna8515 4 ปีที่แล้ว +468

    This song makes me:
    Depressed
    Sad
    Lonely
    Cursed
    Alone forever
    Wanna die
    But also......chill.....

    • @smolmight9260
      @smolmight9260 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too tbh...

    • @aleen.k3143
      @aleen.k3143 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      It just reminds me of 2019 when I was always happy

    • @caveboi221
      @caveboi221 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      r/iam14andthisisdeep. still a great song though.

    • @evamckee9278
      @evamckee9278 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Caveboi LMAO

    • @jasonkindalikescats4852
      @jasonkindalikescats4852 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@caveboi221 MY THOUGHTS EXACTLYYYYYYYY

  • @caitlin5755
    @caitlin5755 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    this song makes me so emotional like my heart aches and i have no idea why :,)

  • @user-mh2xr1pi1t
    @user-mh2xr1pi1t 3 ปีที่แล้ว +709

    *sad twerking*

    • @imscared4555
      @imscared4555 3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      Sad slow twerk

    • @dongleyliam8927
      @dongleyliam8927 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      😔==🍑

    • @deyarhilali2300
      @deyarhilali2300 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Literally

    • @barbjenial7648
      @barbjenial7648 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      just shut up and keep your smeely breath in your dirty mouth

    • @zephyr1364
      @zephyr1364 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@barbjenial7648 homeboy can't even spell smelly. Go Get a sense of humor and take some English classes while you are at it ;_;

  • @dani-zg4qi
    @dani-zg4qi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This song makes me feel happy, it makes me feel like everything is fine.
    It makes me feel -complete-, thank you sm for uploading it

  • @trash9443
    @trash9443 5 ปีที่แล้ว +397

    Hangin' out where I don't belong is nothing new to me
    I get tired and I get sick and then I lose the strength to leave
    I can't handle change
    Nothing I do is ever good
    Nothing I do is ever good enough
    Leave me alone
    I wanna go home now
    I can't help but repeat myself
    "I know it's not your fault"
    Still lately I begin to shake
    For no reason at all

    • @gooop
      @gooop 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thanks ibuki 😔👊👋

    • @trash9443
      @trash9443 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      TeChNiXaL wAvE np kokichi 😳👊🏼

    • @neoagent3
      @neoagent3 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@gooop can you stop following me pls

    • @joanwebber4161
      @joanwebber4161 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kokichi and ibuki danganronpa is my life

    • @Clementineohclem
      @Clementineohclem 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you..this is um my life in a few sentences...😕

  • @shaygocrazyy892
    @shaygocrazyy892 4 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    My music was soo one sided just rap pointless rap I came across this song and it’s completely changed my taste in music simply bc of how it made me feel. I could play this when I’m sad or happy anything I thank you so much for this

  • @dokudenpa1
    @dokudenpa1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    probably the best thing that i’ve ever heard

  • @number1toyafan
    @number1toyafan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    When 3:12 comes on, I feel like I'm having nostalgia. That part makes me wanna slow down time and gracefully fall of a city building. It makes me think back to the games I used to play when I was 3. When times were more simple. When I had the world in my hands

  • @ilikepeen7264
    @ilikepeen7264 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    i have so many memories tied to this song, it’s insane and it makes me feel so happy yet sad at the same time

  • @moousei
    @moousei 4 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    reminds me of a bad place.. everyone’s talking about the place they loved and sure i had a lot of freedom here but it’s also the place i learned i can’t trust the man who i once called my dad. sure i get more at my moms, he calls me a spoiled brat then to my face tells me he loves me. i’ve lost all hope in him. i’m safe now. not being lied to or abused.

    • @brianna3396
      @brianna3396 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      rylee I feel the exact same about my dad, I honestly miss the person I thought he once was

    • @crescentj4275
      @crescentj4275 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m sorry. (even though this is a bit late) I hope you’ve persisted to manage & your situation may result in a better direction further on.

    • @moousei
      @moousei 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      J. thank you for caring, my mother has officially gained full custody over me and my sister, im in a much better place now.

    • @crescentj4275
      @crescentj4275 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      rylee oh, you’re welcome & that’s good to hear. 🖤

  • @sofiaandskylar1156
    @sofiaandskylar1156 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    POV: Covid made you depressed and you just come back to this song over and over cause the song and comment comfort you 😁✌️

  • @femmilious
    @femmilious 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    POV- ur in a zoom class and u play this to muffle the teachers :)

  • @nic-qn1pq
    @nic-qn1pq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +114

    Man we just here listening to this song crying that you'll never find a relationship bc nobody wants you basically I am just a hopeless romantic

  • @manetgonzalez6263
    @manetgonzalez6263 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    this song literally makes me ball my eyes out

  • @adoreemiley
    @adoreemiley 3 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    When you lose your childhood best friend lmao. fun times.
    Edit: Hey angelina if you see this, hope you know I'm glad i dropped you out of my life

    • @mozzarella47
      @mozzarella47 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Right

    • @adoreemiley
      @adoreemiley 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@mozzarella47 Update, we made up but I cut her off, she lied about being r@p3d and leaked my address :D

    • @kyadeneya1514
      @kyadeneya1514 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@adoreemiley thats- oh

    • @adoreemiley
      @adoreemiley 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@kyadeneya1514 I'm planning revenge on her so don't worry-

    • @BRUH-rj1mh
      @BRUH-rj1mh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@adoreemiley update us🤠

  • @saraevelyn4050
    @saraevelyn4050 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Essa música traz uma vibe, que nossa !