I'll be 3 years clean in about 2 months, and I regret everything I did then because I've got permanent scars from temporary emotions. It's tough, but that part of myself will still always be in the back of my mind, and things like this audio make me feel like that part is seen. Thank you for your comfort and acknowledgement 🤍🤍
I remember the first time I self harmed. My dad told me that I didnt even flinch when he cleaned them out, didnt react at all, and that's what terrified him the most. I'm 8 years clean now.
The scary thing is that I am so deep that I don’t even have the strength to do this, although my brain remembers things and thinks that this will bring relief. My hands itch because of how much I want this in some back part of my brain. But I have absolutely no strength either to hurt myself or to take care of myself. I don't remember the last time I changed my bed linen. I had to throw away one mug because there was mold in it. Lots of mold.
I cant look at myself in the mirror, or talk to friend anymore, because of scissors. Thank you so much for the video, it made me understand how many people go through the same stuff and that im never alone, just lonely. You deserve so much more love ❤️
You honestly have no idea how much I needed this right now I relapsed yesterday and that wasn't all I did but I was clean for two months before that so it was really hard
1 month and 3 days clean, as of today. i’ve been in this cycle for two years and i’ve only ever been able to stay a month clean once. i almost made it to a month in december, but didn’t make it. finally did it, and i feel a sense of accomplishment but also a sense of wanting to keep at it. i know i won’t, at least not right now anyway, but it just goes to show that no matter how long i stay clean, whether that be days or months, i still want to do it.
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I'll be 3 years clean in about 2 months, and I regret everything I did then because I've got permanent scars from temporary emotions. It's tough, but that part of myself will still always be in the back of my mind, and things like this audio make me feel like that part is seen. Thank you for your comfort and acknowledgement 🤍🤍
I remember the first time I self harmed. My dad told me that I didnt even flinch when he cleaned them out, didnt react at all, and that's what terrified him the most. I'm 8 years clean now.
relapsed 30 minutes ago . things never get better for me . i’ve been trying to get clean for 5 years and my life just keeps getting worse
I keep relapsing. I can’t stay clean it’s horrible at this point. Thank you so much for this audio it was rlly soothing
I had a relapse today and this really helped me calm down so thank you for making this
The scary thing is that I am so deep that I don’t even have the strength to do this, although my brain remembers things and thinks that this will bring relief. My hands itch because of how much I want this in some back part of my brain. But I have absolutely no strength either to hurt myself or to take care of myself. I don't remember the last time I changed my bed linen. I had to throw away one mug because there was mold in it. Lots of mold.
I cant look at myself in the mirror, or talk to friend anymore, because of scissors. Thank you so much for the video, it made me understand how many people go through the same stuff and that im never alone, just lonely. You deserve so much more love ❤️
i just relapsed after five months and im so ashamed of myself. thank you for this.
I relapsed about 20 minutes ago after almost 6 months and I can’t tell anyone I know so I turn to audios like this for comfort.
I was 5 months clean but I relapsed this month due to IRL family issues, and hearing audios like these help a lot
Honestly every single part of me wants to relapse rn. But this is actually helping. Thank u so much
as someone whos been on both sides of this, this hurt yet healed my heart at the same time
Thank you for this I just relapsed a few mins ago and this helps but I'm in pain but it's okay! Thank you for the audio!
You honestly have no idea how much I needed this right now I relapsed yesterday and that wasn't all I did but I was clean for two months before that so it was really hard
The fact that I literally relapsed not even a week ago and I just found this video I cant Wait to listen to this video🖤
1 month and 3 days clean, as of today. i’ve been in this cycle for two years and i’ve only ever been able to stay a month clean once. i almost made it to a month in december, but didn’t make it. finally did it, and i feel a sense of accomplishment but also a sense of wanting to keep at it. i know i won’t, at least not right now anyway, but it just goes to show that no matter how long i stay clean, whether that be days or months, i still want to do it.
Im honestly glad i found this because i needed this
you deserve so many more subscribers, your videos comfort me sm
This helped a lot, I’ve been clean for almost half a year and starting to feel like relapsing again. This helped so much ❤️😩