Thank you to everyone who helped and supported the previous video even though there were numerous mistakes in it! It means the world to me and so do my listeners! I love u guys soooo much! 🥹❤️
This had me crying which is incredibly rare to happen in my life to a point where I can count the number of times on one hand and still have extra fingers This just hit a little to close to home for comfort
OMG!😆 I literally love all of your hawks and izuku fics soooo much! I always cry at the end! There ADORABLE 🥰 IM GONNA READ SOME MORE ON THE CHANNEL SOON!🥹🥹
@@twinkie_sweet_arts9240I just need to vent my position in class is 10 of 43 (excellent to my teachers) mom took one look at my position and practicly said I failed teacher's note on me I am an active learner who participates in class,groupwork and helping greatly keep encouraging me to work hard. She brought out her disappointment and she as a nurse said she would teach me academicly
(my apologies for the emotional rant it is the only thing that seems to help. Don't feel pressured to read my trauma dump)... I'm jealous. I never had such a severe self harming episode as a child that izuku had. In this fic he had two loving parents and losing them broke him. I grew up ignored. I was rarely bathed my hair was not taken care of my teeth weren't brushed. I was not taken care of until I could care for myself. I did small self-harming behaviors. pulling small chunks of my hair out, picking up my skin, and not drinking water. Anytime I did these behaviors I was yelled at. I was called disgusting. I wish my parents had a good excuse. I wish they were like Hawks or rumi but nobody cared. And my siblings hated me because even though I was neglected they were neglected more. I had nobody and I still have nobody now. I am broken human being and everyone expects me to be fine. At my last psychiatrist appointment I was accused of being lazy and not taking accountability for myself. Even though I explained my trauma. How asks like doing the dishes, sweeping the floor, vacuuming, taking a shower, and even brushing my teeth make me have panic attacks because it brings back years of people telling me I didn't deserve to live because I couldn't do these things right or fast enough or frequently enough. no one accepts how broken I am and by doing that it is like they are telling me that what was done to me wasn't wrong. That it shouldn't hurt. To this day I have to depend on the same parents that hurt me because they hurt me so much I can't escape them completely. At least not yet. I have to depend on my mother who tells me she doesn't remember neglecting me and who when I finally told her that my brother molested me when I was younger she still answer his calls and hangs out with him like everything is normal. She also didn't warn me when he came with her when she visited me. She didn't want me to times when I came by the house for stuff that he would be there. I'm so sick of living like this. I never want to see or hear that bastard again. I'm sick of thinking I can trust my mother a little only for her to hurt me again. I'm sick of hearing her apologies only for nothing to change. I'm so sick of the fact that I'm so broken I can't heal and I'm sick of the fact that I am jealous of other people who are hurt.
I’m so sorry that that happened to you, you are allowed to feel like that. Every single thing that you experienced does not define who you are and even if the little steps are hard, you’re still trying to move forward no matter what. You might not feel like it, but you are so strong for making it another day despite what happened to you. it shows that you are striving to get somewhere better than now, and believe me when I say this, it’s hard but in the end it feels so much better, when you get better. And I hope that you can find the true happiness in life that you deserve. You are valid and loved unconditionally no matter what.
Thank you to everyone who helped and supported the previous video even though there were numerous mistakes in it! It means the world to me and so do my listeners!
I love u guys soooo much! 🥹❤️
Hey, your reading was so emotional, I legit had tears in my eyes by the and was so close to crying.
"Woo, that was super angsty. I love that" The way I went from crying to rolling on the ground in 2 seconds
This had me crying which is incredibly rare to happen in my life to a point where I can count the number of times on one hand and still have extra fingers
This just hit a little to close to home for comfort
I was watching this at like 2:00 am a I just started crying so loud I think my Neighbours heard
Omg same it’s 2;50 am
…I’m in shock… this is my fic… thank you so much for reading it. You made it so much more than I imagined it could have been.
I’m gonna cry. Thank you
OMG!😆 I literally love all of your hawks and izuku fics soooo much! I always cry at the end! There ADORABLE 🥰 IM GONNA READ SOME MORE ON THE CHANNEL SOON!🥹🥹
This jas me ugly crying thku
@@twinkie_sweet_arts9240I just need to vent my position in class is 10 of 43 (excellent to my teachers) mom took one look at my position and practicly said I failed teacher's note on me I am an active learner who participates in class,groupwork and helping greatly keep encouraging me to work hard. She brought out her disappointment and she as a nurse said she would teach me academicly
The emotion in your voice istg- I was holding back literal tears and I’m not one to cry much. You have real talent!
Ufff this must've been so hard to record with all the emotions 💔🥺 My poor heart
I've read this in the past and I cried, but hearing you read it? Fuuuuuuuuck, I had to pause a few times because cry
I think i am a psychopath everyone is talking about how they are crying, and then i laugh at sad scenes
ya me to its fine were not too insane
I actually cried by the end
This can’t make me cry a fourth time…right?
Dang…
I’m not one to cry during fics but this one had me full on sobbing 😭
Here is a goodnight kiss my child 💕 💋 *wipes ur tears and tucks u in bed* sweet dreams 🫵🏻🥹
Thank you mother I appreciate it🥹
@@BuffElmo your welcome my little raptor🐥🥹💗
This is the 9th time I’ve seen this and it still makes me cry 😭
not me watching this infront of people so i started like ugly crying and had to leave
You gonna love the next one then 🏃♀️💨
@@twinkie_sweet_arts9240 i probably will 🥲
@@Rand0m_Op1n10ns go look…😈
@@twinkie_sweet_arts9240 the most recent vid?
That made me cry at the end
Please more episodes please 😂❤😂❤😂❤😂❤😂❤❤❤😂❤😂
Damn I'm 3 minutes in and I'm already crying
Holy shit this is the first time I cried in a whileeeee
This made me cry omg poor izu
(my apologies for the emotional rant it is the only thing that seems to help. Don't feel pressured to read my trauma dump)... I'm jealous. I never had such a severe self harming episode as a child that izuku had. In this fic he had two loving parents and losing them broke him. I grew up ignored. I was rarely bathed my hair was not taken care of my teeth weren't brushed. I was not taken care of until I could care for myself. I did small self-harming behaviors. pulling small chunks of my hair out, picking up my skin, and not drinking water. Anytime I did these behaviors I was yelled at. I was called disgusting. I wish my parents had a good excuse. I wish they were like Hawks or rumi but nobody cared. And my siblings hated me because even though I was neglected they were neglected more. I had nobody and I still have nobody now. I am broken human being and everyone expects me to be fine. At my last psychiatrist appointment I was accused of being lazy and not taking accountability for myself. Even though I explained my trauma. How asks like doing the dishes, sweeping the floor, vacuuming, taking a shower, and even brushing my teeth make me have panic attacks because it brings back years of people telling me I didn't deserve to live because I couldn't do these things right or fast enough or frequently enough. no one accepts how broken I am and by doing that it is like they are telling me that what was done to me wasn't wrong. That it shouldn't hurt. To this day I have to depend on the same parents that hurt me because they hurt me so much I can't escape them completely. At least not yet. I have to depend on my mother who tells me she doesn't remember neglecting me and who when I finally told her that my brother molested me when I was younger she still answer his calls and hangs out with him like everything is normal. She also didn't warn me when he came with her when she visited me. She didn't want me to times when I came by the house for stuff that he would be there. I'm so sick of living like this. I never want to see or hear that bastard again. I'm sick of thinking I can trust my mother a little only for her to hurt me again. I'm sick of hearing her apologies only for nothing to change. I'm so sick of the fact that I'm so broken I can't heal and I'm sick of the fact that I am jealous of other people who are hurt.
I’m so sorry that that happened to you, you are allowed to feel like that. Every single thing that you experienced does not define who you are and even if the little steps are hard, you’re still trying to move forward no matter what. You might not feel like it, but you are so strong for making it another day despite what happened to you. it shows that you are striving to get somewhere better than now, and believe me when I say this, it’s hard but in the end it feels so much better, when you get better. And I hope that you can find the true happiness in life that you deserve. You are valid and loved unconditionally no matter what.
@@twinkie_sweet_arts9240 thank you, the best I can do is try.
Please part 2😂❤😂❤😂❤😂😂❤😂❤😂❤
I was in tears hearing this because it’s so realistic that’s how it felt given that I was a little older I was about sex😊😢
6 not sex😂
I was just trying to listen to this whilst doing a gem art but i a ended up crying
I thought the comments were over exaggerating but no this made me cry omg 😭
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