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  • Directed and Written by Sharifah Amani for IKAL MAYANG 2013
    Starring Shera Aiyob and Zahiril Adzim.
    A few years ago, Adam and Hawa were a young couple in love. It was naturally assumed that they would get married and live happily ever after just like their namesakes. Today, they are no longer together. Instead, Hawa is housemate to Ayu and their relationship is complicated to say the least. Things take a turn for the worse when Ayu meets Adam and romance blossoms. Is their union a match made in heaven as everyone seems to think it is? Not if Hawa has anything to say about it.

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  • @ashj5186
    @ashj5186 2 ปีที่แล้ว +259

    at the end, Hawa still chose Allah and her religion as her stands. Mashaallah it is so beautiful.

  • @ankaguzarith1643
    @ankaguzarith1643 2 ปีที่แล้ว +530

    Bagi yang tak faham, ini kisah lesbian yang mengalami konflik dalaman -- antara turutan agama dan seksualiti. Tbh this story is very relatable to a lot of lesbians and gays in Malaysia. Very simple yet heartbreaking. It happened to me as well, so I understand what Hawa feels. :')

    • @batrisyia3840
      @batrisyia3840 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Same i feel it too😭😭😭

  • @nurinnazifa6488
    @nurinnazifa6488 2 ปีที่แล้ว +431

    This short film is a proof that sexuality isnt something that we can change easily. We can be a religious Muslim and still have those feelings, we were born with it. Things that we could do are pray and sacrifice the love for the love of God and our religion. Thank you for the representation Sharifah Amani!

    • @nurinnazifa
      @nurinnazifa 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ha sudah nama sama ngan aku 😭

    • @mrrorschach837
      @mrrorschach837 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Ada sebab kenapa jadi songsang. Dan kebanyakannya daripada trauma. Terutama sekali kena cabul masa kecil.

  • @picochannel1800
    @picochannel1800 2 ปีที่แล้ว +198

    In my interpretation on 13:03 where Hawa woke up from bed and there was an azan background, I felt that even if we feel lost or lose someone for good, we still have Allah and Allah always there for us. He never leaves us ;(

  • @Alex-mu7bb
    @Alex-mu7bb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +295

    “He makes me normal”. As a person yang baru hilang “partner” with the same gender sebab kami tahu it’s going nowhere, these drama is so relatable with my situation right now. It’s hard without her but we can’t do anything. 😔

    • @shoborneo2432
      @shoborneo2432 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Have courage we can do this..

    • @nurshahira3763
      @nurshahira3763 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Takpe awk, tuhan takkan tinggalkan awak sendirian. Awak akan dapat yang lebih baik

    • @zieyma
      @zieyma 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too

    • @emylqys
      @emylqys ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nurshahira3763 betul tu !

  • @yerii-san2203
    @yerii-san2203 2 ปีที่แล้ว +342

    “Biasalah, masalah sama yang saya tak boleh ubah…”
    My tears flowed nonstop at this part. Being born in a conventionally conservative family taught me well enough the rights and wrongs, the lines in my religion that should never be crossed. been taught that it’s a fitrah or norm for a woman to love a man and a man to love a woman. and when i realized i felt different, having a ‘problem that i cant change” it’s like having a concrete wall fell on top of your lungs, making it hard to breathe. knew im more attracted on how god created women than men since i was 10, fell in love with the same gender ever since i was 13, keeping it all in until im finally more accepting, of myself, of the fact that i have so much love in me, of the fitrah i know is just mencintai. mencintai tak pernah salah. cuma setiap langkah yang kena jaga, kena kaji, fikir seratus juta kali. letting go for love is normal. loving is normal. idk what kind of normal is the right one tapi bagi aku mencintai itu sudah cukup normal. dan semoga tuhan masih sayang aku dan cinta aku as much as he did when he first decided to create me with so much delicacy and precision. he knows. he loves. it’s normal.

    • @linathecoolest
      @linathecoolest 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      :(

    • @nath6149
      @nath6149 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I can feel you.. Its hurt sooooo much.. But need to accept it no matter what..

    • @hani-uh5yj
      @hani-uh5yj 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      i face the same problem actually its not problem its just ujian .kita dilahirkan sempurna sifat mungkin dri segi fitrah kita tk sempurna .moga2 dgn meninggalkan ape yg dilarang agama menjadi salah satu jihad kita yg di pandg Allah kelak amin .

    • @russxander5434
      @russxander5434 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      U said it perfectly

    • @juns9750
      @juns9750 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      :(((

  • @linathecoolest
    @linathecoolest 2 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    "aku nikah dengan dia sebab aku boleh,kau boleh?" ☹️☹️☹️☹️

  • @sbrnokry
    @sbrnokry 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    guys your comments and stories got my heart touched and i can relate to that. but i BELIEVE real almighty god doesn't discriminate love. you can find that not only humans have same attractions towards same gender, in animals world they do too. Goodnews is thailand just announced legal marriage in there. it's not much but could help some of us. i pray for better Malaysia. whatever ur choice remember tetap bangga.

  • @qwertyuiop663
    @qwertyuiop663 2 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    Didn't expect this kind of short film in Malaysia. Thanks Sharifah for representing us who still suffer from this pain.
    Dear J, i know u won't read this.
    You were officially married on June.
    I was crying in happiness.
    (Did i? or i wish that i was the one who besides you)
    I was so happy that you found your soulmate.
    I know it's hard for the both of us.
    But letting you go is a good decision of mine.
    Seeing you smiling so beautifully on your kerusi pengantin with your husband is what i wish for you.
    I wish he can give you happiness more than i do.
    Understand you more than i do.
    Loving you more than i do.
    Im not giving up on us, but i know how our religion works.
    Instead of being selfish, this is a better option.
    I can see in his eyes that he loves you so much.
    Don't worry about me, im okay im good.
    Im still looking for my own peace.
    I wish you all the happiness that this world can give.
    Thanks for inviting me to your wedding day.
    Thanks for the last kiss.
    You will always have a special place in my heart.
    Sincerely,
    yours.

    • @meowbiyuri1587
      @meowbiyuri1587 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hahaha..not kidding but your situation same like me...but she my dear S 😊 Saya pun ucap bnde yg sme dkt die... Syg die sbb Allah..cinta bole pelbagai, x semestinya hanya di pelamin sahaja, love is beyond that...

    • @akiraben2701
      @akiraben2701 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i feel you..

  • @Dazai_s
    @Dazai_s 2 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    Adam's words towards Hawa hurts alot. The saddest thing is there's no end to this feelings, concealing it is the only acceptable ways in religion term..

  • @defrost1027
    @defrost1027 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    I can relate this😭 I'm trying my best to put the gap. She fell first but I fell harder. And then suddenly she be that 'normal ayu'. Back then,I'm hurting so much. But now, Alhamdulillah Allah save me from the those feelings and I still love her as a good friend. Always be there for her. So, my friend out there, ask Allah forgiveness, and ask Him to save you from all those feelings. May Allah save us. ❤️

    • @adbegula
      @adbegula 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same here. And I almost go crazy when we put things end. Still broken into pieces until today. It is what it is. Life moves on.

  • @ziqahtells
    @ziqahtells 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    in whatever situation, put religion first, put allah first, and everything will fall in place :)

  • @scorpiodoid2317
    @scorpiodoid2317 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Tgh hadap bnda ni skrg.. she’s going to married soon.. how hard it is I still need to let her go…. I felt pain inside my heart… fell alone without her love.. org hnya taw jugde kmbali ke pgkal jln.. bkn x cuba tp x blh… hnya bisa single smpai tua shja & mngharap ajal jmput dlu… mcm mana nk bsama klo tiada prasaan utk lwn jenis.. ujian terhebat buat kta yg hadapi mslh ni …

    • @jellymelly1147
      @jellymelly1147 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same with me. Perasaan tu mmg tak ada dekat opposite gender or maybe i belum jumpa lg. Hopefully one day ada someone yg boleh kita sayang. Cemburu tgk orang lain bebas loving each other. I minat dekat someone but i mampu pendam je. Sakit sangat tak dapat nk meluahkan.

  • @KaiserLovr
    @KaiserLovr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    "why are you crying it's just a short film"
    The short film:

  • @biyuntae5594
    @biyuntae5594 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    How i wish for this short film to be longer. Surprisingly they managed to deliver alot of emotions and messages within the short time. The music/background sound was amazing, it was so soothing and well timed to set in the mood.
    How i wish Malaysia have more queer films, but i know it needs to be a low-key hidden queer messaged film to avoid any controversy.
    Thank you for this short phenomenal film. I was once in this situation. I knew i had to let her go because i am only needed in her past as a lesson but not in her future. I still love and care for her always, just let Allah do the rest.

  • @rafiqaroslan3018
    @rafiqaroslan3018 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I felt like this deserved to make 1 more. Which from Ayu POV. What a brilliant short film 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

  • @nursufianis
    @nursufianis 2 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    I hope everyone who’s in the same situation, will find their own purpose. Thank you for this beautiful film ❤️

  • @erdena
    @erdena 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    hawa's lucky she got to talked to her mum bout it

  • @Sunflwr_92
    @Sunflwr_92 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    10:00 "ayu tu mcm anak mama tau" .. yes , mak2 sbenarnya tau anak dia mcm mana , then dia akan anggap bff / partner anak dia as her daughter also ..
    Kita tak boleh kawal hati kita untuk sayangkan seseorang , tapi kita boleh kawal the way we express the love .. Mencintai tapi tak dpt dimiliki memang sakit . 🥲

  • @gmk1452
    @gmk1452 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Alhamdulillah mak dia support anak dia utk tetap dgn ajaran Allah

  • @deadmouzes8389
    @deadmouzes8389 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    this is so heartbreaking.. just heartbreaking.. she sat at the guy side wishing she was the guy.. i bet she does.

    • @umin2121
      @umin2121 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      she really does. 😌😓

  • @niniichu
    @niniichu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    it hurts that i can relate to this. I dated this one girl for months now and we talk about our future all night but i know i will never get to be with her forever, what hurts me even more that people giving me hateful words sebab i lesbian and they think that i can change my feelings for her that easily. Kalau dh suka nak ubah tu susah sebab we cant control our feelings yang tau nak ceramah nak maki ii ni pls la i'm tired of this shit seriously

    • @tiara_krunch2437
      @tiara_krunch2437 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Moga awak dipermudahkan urusan dan setiap hinaan dan cacian yang dilemparkan oleh golongan muslim lain yang konon “ceramah” mereka pasti akan dapat balasan setimpalnya, keep going>3

  • @shiny2401
    @shiny2401 2 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    This was honestly unexpected. I was not expecting a queer story from Malaysia. I have to admit, I respect the fact they did not demonise Hawa's feelings for Ayu and the portrayal of pining after someone you're already with (but you can't become of society and religion). The internal struggles both of them face, the natural gravitation towards each other due to their feelings is very authentic.
    Dear Muslims, I have a question. Why is something as fundamental as Love a sin in Islam? If its nature, its innate, why is it wrong? Please don't tell me its in the Quran, I know that, I'd like to know the justification for categorising it as a sin.

    • @colddishwasher3072
      @colddishwasher3072 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      i typed 3 paragraphs and the laptop died so short answer. i chose this route, the least i could do is follow the rules that are already set. maybe its respect, maybe its because i believe in Allah. just having so much faith in him even if i dont really know what to do with my sexuality and gender crisis rn. maybe this is love too. in a way. just following what is forbidden for me. it is what it is. because i just believe in Him. maybe there's more qualified people to tell you why but my answer is it is what it is. out of topic but i dont think natural or not is that relevant tbh.
      i have theories but i dont think im allowed to say those but perhaps its cuz of the sexual aspects of the relationship. i think it violates some rules accordance to other stuff in our religion. i have heard that some people says u can fall in love and stuff but u can't act on that feeling so theres that. thats sad too tbh. cant say more. maybe theres reasons, maybe theres not. but to follow or not is really our own choice.
      just take this with a grain of salt. im no preacher or orang ilmiah enough but ig this qualifies as a citizen's opinion?

    • @umin2121
      @umin2121 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i think the only reason why it became a sin is bcs it brings harmful illness like hiv and stuff. usually in Islam, if a thing brings harm to you or people around you, it automatically became a sin. like smoking or drinking alchohol. other than that, idk what's so wrong with being in love with someone your heart always long for.

    • @shiny2401
      @shiny2401 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@colddishwasher3072 Thanks for your answer. Well, you have explained your choice of faith over feelings, although this doesn't answer my question of why its categorised as a sin. Mind you, I was speaking of love, not lust. It seems bizarre to me that people accept the fact something pure like love is forbidden and no one really seems to question why, despite struggling so much with it. Nevertheless, these are the choices you make, I wish you the best.

    • @shiny2401
      @shiny2401 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@umin2121 That still doesn't quite make sense. HIV is not exclusive to queer people. Straight couples get HIV or STD too, even married ones,if they were not tested. We're not banning straight people from being together, are we? How different is the feelings between straight and queer people that one needs to be discriminated for their love?

    • @colddishwasher3072
      @colddishwasher3072 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@shiny2401 im sorry I couldn't give a better answer. It's probably horrible to just hear that people goes "cuz it is" when talking abt pure love as something forbidden. But truly, i don't understand either. I fell in love and somehow, can't act on it without feeling like I'm failing my own self. It's horrible but i am resigned by it atp 💀. I guess even if i fell in love with a girl, the only thing that matters is that i still worship Allah. I'll be a horrible Muslim but a Muslim regardless. Thanks for ur understanding too ❤️

  • @acejay8553
    @acejay8553 2 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    Omg no other video less than 15 minutes has ever made me cry this much!! So well made, acting is on point, good storyline. Ye la sharifah amani kot!

    • @zalika8101
      @zalika8101 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bro literally any film with kakak kita sorang ni memang superb wey. My fav is sepet 🙄💅

  • @barney6649
    @barney6649 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    walaupun dah bertahun.. shortfilem ni mmg relatable dgn aku.. tak rela tapi terpaksa melepaskan kerana agama dan seksualiti kita.

  • @nath6149
    @nath6149 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Sharifah amani ni..bagi la watak apa pun.. Smua jadi..

  • @mozzarellacheese5118
    @mozzarellacheese5118 2 ปีที่แล้ว +430

    At first, I thought that this story was about friendship betrayal. Turns out this is a great representative of our closeted rainbows.
    This is my perspective; a super long one.
    0:40 The story starts with Hawa staring at her empty bed & embracing the pillow, like someone that she's missing.
    1:39 Now flashing back to the past. Ayu is struggling with her mental health and Hawa tries to comfort her.
    1:52 How gentle she is with her.
    2:11 Deep down Ayu still struggling with her decision. She's crying.
    3:08 Hawa tried to convince Ayu, despite how broken she is.
    3:42 seems uninterested, but later 4:32 she's kinda interested in him because he was Hawa's past lover (?) Idk, Ayu kinda annoying here imo. lol.
    5:20 auch.
    5:55 cover up the pain.
    6:13 "He makes you happy kan?" Hawa prioritizes Ayu's happiness. If you really love someone, you want them to be happy even without you.
    6:15 "he makes me normal" this is referring to sexuality context ya peeps. With the azan background, the heartbreak is obviously deep & relatable, especially for the Muslim LGBT community that struggling between religion & love.
    How Ayu doesn't reply to her question about happiness also shows that she is obviously struggling with herself too. Inner battles ain't something that your partner can help. Hawa knows that Ayu found something that she can't ever give to her. And it breaks Hawa, deeply.
    6:35 She was smiling before, never once did she cry in front of her. All the heartbreak and silent tears only during prayers.
    7:11 They already separated bed, that's why Hawa is uncomfortable sharing bed & even put the pillow in between. If they're just normal friends, this scene will be unnecessary.
    7:45 Out of habit, their sleeping position became closer like lovers. Even when the alarm clock rang, she came back to snuggle Ayu.
    8:10 She remembers their boundaries, that's why she was startled.
    8:13 She stares at her face lovingly. Staring at her lips means intimacy-- like you want to kiss someone you love, but you can't. She doesn't let her desire wins, so she gets out the bed quickly.
    8:30 I just assume that Isma (Azma Aizal) is her gay friend that knows her real sexuality & past relationship. See how comfortable she expressed her real frustration bout Ayu's relationship. Isma might blame Ayu for choosing Adam. But Hawa defended Ayu & accused Adam as the one who made the move to pursue Ayu.
    9:12 "aku nak kahwin dengan dia sebab aku boleh. Kau boleh?" Well, this scene is quite harsh & annoying tbh. I hate how he smirked at her. I guess Adam knew about Hawa's sexuality & try to prove his (fragile) masculinity by marrying Ayu. Sounds like some sort of winning for him. Which kinda petty.
    9:22 So relatable.
    9:55 "macam anak mama pulak yang kahwin" "Ayu tu dah macam anak mama tau"
    Relatable too. Moms tend to love your best friend (partner) like their own, though they didn't know your relationship. Kinda hurts tho, like you already found a partner (menantu) that your mom loves; but can't be together.
    10:18 Her mom might already know her sexuality, which is a huge relief for a child. At least someone acknowledges her sadness.

    10:27 "You are doing the right thing". It is a sacrifice. Religion over love. Many of us actually sacrifice our love for religious reasons, and it is hard. It hurts. So deep. It is a struggle that we never talk about.
    10:36 The breakup, this forbidden & unrequited love is expected from the very beginning but of course, it doesn't hurt any less
    11:07 Look how Hawa's sighing (breaking inside) but then smiling at Ayu.
    11:16 that background music 'ku tatap syurgaku'. In Islam, once married the women's heaven is under her husband's feet (under his redha).
    That doesn't mean that Ayu loves him (yet), but more towards responsibilities and making the right decisions.
    This song is very relatable. Nastia Band - Pastel.
    11:36 ...
    Pinta saja kemana kau mahu
    Pasti kau akan aku bawa
    Wherever you asked me to be. I'll be there, even as your bridesmaid (+ex). lol.
    11:52 At first I thought this is Hawa's mother. She's kinda rushing to let go, seems like your mom's reaction towards your ex? lol. Like 'I wish you happy, but you still broke my daughter's heart' kinda reaction. haha.
    But turns out she is actually Ayu's mother. Ayu seems uncomfortable and wants her mom. Maybe her mom is the one that forces the marriage or dislikes her daughter's sexuality. Idk, I wish we have a full perspective on Ayu's story too.
    12:00 Hawa is the one that holds her and becomes her strength at that moment.
    Jangan kau tunduk
    Biar zahirmu bisu
    Lumrah dunia
    Kita sama saja
    12:26
    Jangan menangis andai ku pergi
    Berpautlah dengan pesan ibu
    12:44 When she's alone, her true self broke down. She sat on the guy's seat, how she wished she was the one.
    12:49 Come back to the present time as at the starting of this story. She's hugging the pillow, like someone that she's missing so dearly, now we know who. Now we know whose scent that lingers in Hawa's life.
    12:57 The azan for prayer time. She came back to reality, wiping her tears.
    Slowly dragging herself outta bed for wudhu. She took a second to breathe and get up. It is tiring. Symbolise that she was sad, but she drags herself out of the memories & goes for prayer. She turned to her Eternal Love.
    That's what moving on seems like. You still missing them, reminiscing them, but all you can do is cry & pray. Until one day, it doesn't hurt anymore.
    So to those who didn't understand, this isn't a story about best friends stealing each other's boyfriends. It's about the Muslim LGBT story.
    Yes, Ayu and Hawa were partners and maybe still in love with each other. If you see the way they're so gentle to each other and still using pet names (B, sayang), the way they hold hands; they're obviously more than friends. Complicated relationship.
    They might already break up because of religion, and even separate beds. It's like divorce but still being friends with each other. Some people might question why still living together if you already broke up kan. Babe, not all people broke up because their ex is a bad person. Sometimes it is a mutual decision, especially in LGBT relationships, religion is one of the valid reasons.
    This story is heavily biased on Hawa's side, which is understandable because she's the main character & the main focus is on religion. However, Ayu's perspective is also important. She's struggling with her inner battles-- maybe denying her sexuality because of religion and fighting for her family's acceptance. Though it kinda hurts to see her choosing the guy, we do not know her struggles to accept herself and leave her true love. She was reluctant, but she still proceed with the marriage.
    Love isn't easy and sometimes it is not enough. Though it is sincere and beautiful, somehow we stop growing spiritually because it is opposing our religion. Kinda sad but true, so many of us have to sacrifice our love to pursue something deem as normal. Sacrifice to get deemed as acceptable in our religion. Because the truth is life is a long journey, and religion is far more important than our worldly desire. Sometimes you have to be brave and love more to let go; just like Hawa.
    Well, maybe not as a bridesmaid, but yeah, love made you do dumb things that gonna hurt you later on.
    From my experience and others closeted fellas, no you shouldn't be your ex's bridesmaid.
    It's better to break up and never talk to each other for a while. You can always reconcile years from now, but don't leave yourself with some heartbreaking memories. Unless you have a huge heart like Hawa or is simply a masochist. lol.
    Overall, this is a superb short film. 2013 heh, quite sad to admit how LGBT issue rarely discussed in our country. Especially this kind of honourable sacrifice. If this story came out earlier, I might be able to avoid the same kind of heartbreak. lol.
    Nevertheless, thank you for this amazing art.

    • @fgtrhwu2
      @fgtrhwu2 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Do you know the title of the ending credits song?

    • @mozzarellacheese5118
      @mozzarellacheese5118 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@fgtrhwu2 idk, but you can google the lyrics or use Shazam app

    • @fgtrhwu2
      @fgtrhwu2 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@mozzarellacheese5118 That was the first thing I did. The app can't detect

    • @mozzarellacheese5118
      @mozzarellacheese5118 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@fgtrhwu2 Max Brodie - When The Sun Comes Out. I use Musixmatch app.

    • @fgtrhwu2
      @fgtrhwu2 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mozzarellacheese5118 Thank you so much

  • @izzid4907
    @izzid4907 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Bertahun2 tunggu short film ni release. Finally🥺 Hasilnya tak mengecewakan.. Thank you Sharifah Amani.. ❤️

  • @syakirmohamed
    @syakirmohamed 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    ikal mayang ni mmg ade series dia kan? rasa throw back sgt zaman sekolah dulu layan series mcm ni, syok laaa bila any character perform walaupun short film...

  • @theyareg0n3
    @theyareg0n3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    "Aku nak kawin dgn dia sbb aku boleh. Kau boleh?"
    This line hurt me so much :(

  • @easterbel11
    @easterbel11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This is not only happen in Muslim, it happens to other religion too, one of them is Christian. Muslim and Christian has so many similarities. I’m experiencing it now, we’ve been together for almost 7years now. But she is battling so much with her inner-self. I want to make it stop and choose the best for her over my happiness, our own happiness. I hope we both are getting stronger going through this, i dont know how, but surely bcs it is the only choice we have and i tell you, it is never easy. 😔

  • @ayuninabila1250
    @ayuninabila1250 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    it was made in 2013 but it’s still relevant until this day

  • @entahlerrrful
    @entahlerrrful 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    When u had to let someone you love go either you sincere or not, the painful is still the same. It left a scars forever. The memories will be remained and will always hunting you. but the moment you feel lost or lonely, always remember GOD will always be there for you. Find Him and put all hopes & trust towards Him, He will guide you and show you His mercy

  • @atonliloo
    @atonliloo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    tak salah untuk ada perasaan itu, tapi berpada pada. takut end up akan makan diri :) and pls remind urself we will always belongs to Allah SWT 😁

    • @atonliloo
      @atonliloo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      good movie tho ✊🏻

  • @rohaniahnoor6
    @rohaniahnoor6 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Terbaik short filem ni. Inilah yang biasa berlaku dalam dunia lesbian in closet dan muslim. Tahniah atas karya yang sangat menyentuh hati dan penuh mesej ni. Jelas dalam kebanyakan masyarakat melayu di Malaysia, ramai terpaksa pilih antara jadi diri sendiri sebagai gay dan lesbian atau jadi muslim

    • @umin2121
      @umin2121 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yes, betul. for queer people, it's either being a religious muslim or being yourself, there's no in between.

    • @sbrnokry
      @sbrnokry 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      and i choose to be myself. i only love god's creation i do no harm. at the end of the day we all just humans with feelings. if god want to punish for my feelings then be it.

  • @drewb9505
    @drewb9505 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Aku dh pernah rasa . Even wedding dia pun aku dtg. Lepas dia, aku takda perasaan kat org lain dah. Mcm perasaan tu mati di situ. Tp lambat laun perasaan dgn dia tu pun dh beransur pudar. Dh mcm kwn je skrg

  • @zuhairahamzah9686
    @zuhairahamzah9686 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Been years! Rasa every year google tengok dah keluar ke belum. Thank youuuuuuu. Sedih betul . Tapi tu la yang perlu di buat. Cuma bab ayu kawen adam tu wont be fair to Adam kut. Idk.

  • @mrs.j4559
    @mrs.j4559 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    this drama makes me dejavu with my old times ..

  • @zulaikhasvy3366
    @zulaikhasvy3366 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    this short film deserve a lot more attention :)

  • @coacherni
    @coacherni 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    As someone who has experience this . It's break my heart, again.

  • @faid366
    @faid366 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    My two fav actress.. Kak Nani well done!

  • @vanillafrost100
    @vanillafrost100 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Man I cant stop crying this shouldnt hit too close to home.

  • @LessIsMore1111
    @LessIsMore1111 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thanks Nani untuk ubati kerinduan hati tengok Nani berlakon 😍

  • @al8357MG
    @al8357MG 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I'm here because of Sharifah Amani.. Orked forever

  • @mintbento
    @mintbento 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    We want from ayu's pov!

  • @jedibreezy7212
    @jedibreezy7212 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Rindu nak tengok akak Sharifah Amani berlakon. Thanks for this !

  • @daddyw0uldy0usmaCk
    @daddyw0uldy0usmaCk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Pernah sekali ex-bf aku tanya, "sayang, you ada rasa nak kahwin tak?" Then aku replied, "kahwin tu semua orang nak, I nak sangat ada anak". Then dia pun termenung sejenak, sebulan lepas dia tanya soalan tu, dia tukar profile WhatsApp dia. Gambar dia dengan perempuan. Aku tanya siapa perempuan tu? Dia macam mengelak nak jawab.. tapi aku tahu, tu gf dia. Then aku cakap "sampai sini je hubungan kita, semoga awak bahagia dengan pasangan awak."
    Sampai sekarang aku masih ingat kat dia, he's my first boyfriend, tak ada yang sama dengan dia.. tapi tak apa la, hope he's doing fine with his life.

    • @umin2121
      @umin2121 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      kot ye pun dia nak ada gf baru, tkleh ke mintk breakup dulu? tu dh mcm cheating namanya. dia mcm buat main ii pulak relationship segender ni, pdhl melibatkan hati dan perasaan jgk.

  • @feliciaerinaubong3854
    @feliciaerinaubong3854 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Its damn hurt..coz i am in the same situation as Hawa where I have to learn to let her....

  • @joancheong6801
    @joancheong6801 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This is soooo Good, what a beautiful story that touches our soul. Thank You🌈🙏💛

  • @areezan29
    @areezan29 2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    It was never easy... people around you don't understand.. define normal? Not all answear are clear as black and white

  • @umin2121
    @umin2121 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    for me lebih rela tak kawen smpai mati dripada kena kawen dgn org yg tak boleh nak sayang. lgipun kesian dkt org yg kawen dgn kita tu, dia pun diam ii tersakiti jgk.

    • @ashabdrahman4512
      @ashabdrahman4512 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Dlm movie rasanya ayu mmg ada rasa sayang dekat adam. Dia jugak ada sayang kt hawa. Ayu sayang dua2. But she choose adam, sbb itu yg normalnya..

    • @umin2121
      @umin2121 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ashabdrahman4512 pstu knp dia taknak turun? dia mcm menyesal waktu akhir ii je. mcm dia pilih adam mula ii sbb itu yg normalnya, tp hati dia lgi pilih hawa

    • @roslianaramli5519
      @roslianaramli5519 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@umin2121 kalau pernah in relay same gender, memang hati tu akan lebih dgn ex berbanding yg akan dia hidup bersama. true love has no gender hehe maybe some people akan more to same gender and some berbeza pula. ikut orang tu juga sis. this movie show sides of how strong Hawa tu je. sebabtu org yg normal takkan faham how struggle org yg pelangi ni nak ubah perasaan yang diorg tak minta pun :)) kita ada Allah, tapi fahamla kan setiap ujian perlu kesabaran dan everything takkan mudah. apapun, spread love not hate hehehe :))))

    • @umin2121
      @umin2121 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@roslianaramli5519 saya bukan sis. tp ye tahu saya pun pernah brsama dgn gender yg sama sbbtu la saya ckp yg ayu mcm terpaksa kawen dgn adam sbb realitinya, itu lah yg "normal". dia sedar dia dgn hawa tk boleh pegi jauh and maybe sbb family lgi, mesti family dia nak tgok dia berumah tangga smua

    • @emylqys
      @emylqys ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this is so true !

  • @Ra-gs5ol
    @Ra-gs5ol 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Saya rasa patut buat filem lagi tp cerita dia kenapa dan sebab timbulnya rasa suka dgn sejenis ni. bcs yg saya perasan. ramai yg jd gay sbb prnah kena cabul time kecil dulu. my friends smua sma nasib dgn i. so we need to spread awareness psl pencabulan kanak2.

    • @tenderbutter3811
      @tenderbutter3811 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It happens for a number of reasons, but I think sometimes feelings organically happen. Saya tak pernah mengalami kes cabul thankfully but I still have liking towards women. Saya rasa susah utk kita gali sebab yang specific because tak semua sama and there is a diverse reason out there in my opinion, from my humble experience la :D
      Edit: spelling errorr

  • @nfrblack2886
    @nfrblack2886 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Terlalu dalam sakit itu hingga kelam lautan biru.. Hurmm 😊 .. Moga kita jumpa jalan kita nanti In sya Allah..

  • @nurulzakiyyah7890
    @nurulzakiyyah7890 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Masterpiece

  • @nurhatiqa905
    @nurhatiqa905 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    "he makes me normal" :(

  • @ellyanawang
    @ellyanawang 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Penat lah nangis😭

  • @linathecoolest
    @linathecoolest 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    this shi got me crying and throwing up bruh

  • @berrieberrie1555
    @berrieberrie1555 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    barisan pelakon yang menarik! 😍😍

  • @anisazehar4205
    @anisazehar4205 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Even it's just a short film but it's beautiful 🤍

  • @shoborneo2432
    @shoborneo2432 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank You for this Nani 🌹❤️

  • @qashasmr
    @qashasmr ปีที่แล้ว +2

    thank you

  • @iamhuman007
    @iamhuman007 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Short and meaningful!

  • @acendra1792
    @acendra1792 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Wife Zahiril in real life..🥰

  • @farahchez3526
    @farahchez3526 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Kpd yg islam jgn mengeluh ya..mengucap..jaga tutur kata..takut terpesong

  • @kaisahirdina6614
    @kaisahirdina6614 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I related to this. its hard because i love her so damn much.

  • @danishsamsul
    @danishsamsul 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    been waiting for u to release this for sooooo long! Thank you💓

  • @jackfruit5018
    @jackfruit5018 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    apa tajuk lagu background tu ea

  • @diyah593
    @diyah593 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    happened to me :)

  • @aysaradha8868
    @aysaradha8868 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Okay............................

  • @mohamedbinelias3246
    @mohamedbinelias3246 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So sweet can English

  • @nananimii
    @nananimii 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    relatable

  • @wanyahya7441
    @wanyahya7441 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    10/5 bintang!

  • @ShaFAi1122
    @ShaFAi1122 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Macam kene potong je?🤔 X nampak pun penampilan Bront & Amerul.

  • @punditjee3380
    @punditjee3380 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Ambiguous, irrational, adaptable, blurry, moving, expanding, highly variable, like Malay???

  • @adriannaap117
    @adriannaap117 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Crying

  • @shukriy6268
    @shukriy6268 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Noted

  • @deysideysi4939
    @deysideysi4939 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    That’s pain”)

  • @mohamedbinelias3246
    @mohamedbinelias3246 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Night too

  • @emycha1005
    @emycha1005 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    omg can someone explain the ending? i don't understand 😭

    • @nurfarahfazmibintimohdhelm7784
      @nurfarahfazmibintimohdhelm7784 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Her partner got married with someone else

    • @entahlerrrful
      @entahlerrrful 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      When u had to let someone you love go either you sincere or not, the painful is still the same. It left a scars forever. The memories will be remained and will always hunting you. but the moment you feel lost or lonely, always remember, GOD will always be there for you. Find Him and put all hopes & trust towards Him, He will guide you and show you His mercy

  • @mohamedbinelias3246
    @mohamedbinelias3246 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Solat ada rasa dapat malu sama orang tak dapat solat mahu ilmu solat sudah

  • @norasmidaaliassan5252
    @norasmidaaliassan5252 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Baca komen baru paham .

  • @nursyarinaazira4763
    @nursyarinaazira4763 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    But in real life ayu dan Adam nie suami isteri kan ke x😅

    • @atiqanur-wd1ds
      @atiqanur-wd1ds 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Yes husband and wife betul

  • @Reina_Kousaka
    @Reina_Kousaka ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Kalau ada sheira aiyob mesti ada Zahiril Adzim 😂

  • @zahidahbahari3325
    @zahidahbahari3325 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    kenapa ayu binti raudhah 😂😂

    • @crackscreen3983
      @crackscreen3983 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sama..3x ulang nk kan kepastian.. kot salah dgr..haha

  • @meo-yk2zh
    @meo-yk2zh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    :")

  • @mohamedbinelias3246
    @mohamedbinelias3246 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You can speak English I'm not go to school but I want to meet you

  • @mohamedbinelias3246
    @mohamedbinelias3246 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Muslim group say live solat

  • @SaFiey97
    @SaFiey97 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    💔