Living Alone Diaries | Hello 2021 & Hitting a Wall

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  • @SamElle
    @SamElle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +193

    its so bizarre to see the living room so OPEN like that!!! THAT HOUSE IS AMAZING, like truly a dream house

    • @LuckyUrbana
      @LuckyUrbana 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lol😂😂😂you using the word bizarre is sending meeee!

    • @SamElle
      @SamElle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@LuckyUrbana I KEEP THINKING ABOUT THE TIKTOK SOUND LOL

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      haha for real! it's truly a glass house but luckily no close neighbors around :)

    • @EnyaKellermann
      @EnyaKellermann 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      HAHAHA how bizarre?!?! 😂❤️

  • @AnetaBartova
    @AnetaBartova 3 ปีที่แล้ว +210

    Your videos are like a warm hug. Thank you for being so open, it really makes me feel like we are long lost best friends. I wish you only the best for the new year!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      aw shucks thank you so much aneta! I’m feeling the genuine warmth from this comment 😭♥️

  • @cassidyshim7118
    @cassidyshim7118 3 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    Watching this literally just makes me feel at peace

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yay i'm glad- thanks for being here cassidy!

  • @carbqueencass
    @carbqueencass 3 ปีที่แล้ว +151

    41 MINUTES AND 5 SECONDS OF AMY LEE?!
    ✨I’m here for it✨

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      carb queen?! i too am a fellow carb kween LOL thnx for bein here

    • @carbqueencass
      @carbqueencass 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@amy_lee LOVE IT~💓

  • @hannahramirez3591
    @hannahramirez3591 3 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    Amy, I just want you to know that your rawness and vulnerability is so appreciated. When you were crying, it just made me want to give you a big hug. I AM SENDING YOU SO MUCH LOVE AND HEALING. I was having a great morning, and watching your video made it that much better. Love you!!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      aw thank u hannah!! I’m so happy you could have an even BETTA morning cuz of this vid 😤💓🤣 sending u a hug ✨

  • @estrellasjournal
    @estrellasjournal 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    it’s so sweet that you did that for your parents!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      my brother did this year's but it IS really sweet, aint it lol :D

  • @sylvette8277
    @sylvette8277 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    i haven't been feeling well and i asked the universe for a little burst of happiness and you posted this, everything really happens for all of us.

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      thanks for being here zy na! i hope you're feeling better today!! keep on keeping on :]

  • @BeingTiffany
    @BeingTiffany 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    wow..."we cant selectively numb our emotions. when you numb out the negative ones, you also numb out the positive ones" what a word! 🤯

  • @kaymcdowell9860
    @kaymcdowell9860 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Seeing you laugh with your family makes me feel so happy. The relationship you share is so beautiful and special

  • @samanthabrooks8168
    @samanthabrooks8168 3 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    Honestly, immediately when I noticed she had out “we’re not really strangers “ game I was like oh no. ~ :/ it’s bound to dredge stuff up with family (speaking from my own experience my own family issues/ trauma/ learned behavior etc)

    • @Mikalya100
      @Mikalya100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Seriously I wanted to get that to do with my friends I couldn’t imagine doing it with my family so much stuff kept deep down

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      totally- i guess we can use my experience as a warning sign for ya'll xD tread with caution haha

    • @gabriellas
      @gabriellas 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      lmao let's just play monopoly

    • @Mikalya100
      @Mikalya100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@gabriellas lol girl even monopoly is stressful 🙄

  • @JuliethGG
    @JuliethGG 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    You make me laugh and cry and all those emotions, but i wanna thank you for that!! Its a good thing to feel the negative too

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      YAY im so glad i could support you in any way julieth feel it heal it :]

  • @ninjamuffinish
    @ninjamuffinish 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Parents staycation is Goals 😍

  • @bloom_some1402
    @bloom_some1402 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I appreciate your rawness so much! I admire how open you're. You're a true inspiration. How sweet of your manager to reach out to you, bless his heart 💜 hope you're doing good now

  • @aura8028
    @aura8028 3 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    it looks like the Cullens house heheh

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      haha i dont remember but i did LOVE twilight xD

  • @leesh2051
    @leesh2051 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Amy, I look forward to your living alone diaries every time you upload. I live alone and work from home and rarely get to see friends because of the pandemic so I feel connected to you through your videos. I resonate deeply with having family issues and trauma and it's oddly refreshing to see that other people have these issues too. I know it isn't the "happy" side of TH-cam, but thank you for showing your struggles with your family and your emotional breakdowns because it shows your beautiful authentic self.

  • @awakebynight
    @awakebynight 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Please don’t ever stop being you. You’re such a genuine soul and i really appreciate you showing the reality of your life. I enjoy your videos soooo muchhh 💓✨

  • @esthere4255
    @esthere4255 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Your father seems so sweet. The shots with your family had me smiling so big. 😍

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      He is! Kindest man who wants to help everyone ♥️

  • @JustJRR
    @JustJRR 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Absolutely loved this video Amy. What you said about healing yourself having a ripple effect on your friends (& family) is so relatable. I've felt myself shift and the "role" I play in my family is so different than it once was. ✨

  • @lizdavis2764
    @lizdavis2764 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i just want to share that i have been SO feeling the same going into this first month of 2021. it has more been a time of processing and realizing all the trauma i have suppressed from 2020 (you know, just trying to get through it) than a time of a fresh start, new beginnings, all the things culture expects from us for a new year. thanks for being real. so relatable. much love, amy.

  • @MsLadyLancelot
    @MsLadyLancelot 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Amy..i just want to say i really appreciate that you are open about the conflicts and fights you have with your family. It makes me feel like I am not alone when I have fights with my parents. It makes me feel that my family is also just a normal family. Especially being first-generation immigrations in the US and having parents who grew up not only in a different time but also a whole world away. Many times we don't agree on views and values but I still love them. :) Thank you!

  • @fluxusjpg
    @fluxusjpg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ur videos make me feel less alone in my healing journey. Thank you 😊

  • @MunchyMoka
    @MunchyMoka 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    “Cry at the kindness of the world” :,) awww I love you Amy! I see you. I am you!

  • @mewmew6158
    @mewmew6158 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I know exactly what you mean about crying because kindness in this world feels foreign. I'm definitely one of those people who can cry from a smile alone💙

  • @JustKhristine
    @JustKhristine 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow! I cannot tell you how much joy your vlogs brings me. Thank you for sharing and just simply being you.

  • @janeosun
    @janeosun 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    holy cow that malibu house has me drooling and dreaming

  • @marinaussami9816
    @marinaussami9816 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    amy your videos help me so much with my self-esteem! When I see you, I think with myself "oh, she's so pretty" and then "oh, I loook a little like her!". Asian women need to admire asian women e need to admire themselfs!! Hugs from Brazil

  • @terrah6172
    @terrah6172 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I found myself playing with the playdoh I bought my students last night. Glad we can still enjoy these little things!

  • @ennabayudewa8660
    @ennabayudewa8660 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    very late comment but just wanted to touch on ur point about positive impact because u rly did make a positive impact on me! attended a couple of the healing circles u hosted last year and it made me think a lot about prioritising myself going into 2021 and now i can say im ready to continue my journey of self-reflection and healing

  • @laurad3863
    @laurad3863 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    "this is a parasite vibe" lol

    • @kvtiebug
      @kvtiebug 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      did someone actually say that? the blatant racism

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      lol my family and I joked that “but we’re the family underground!” 😭🤣

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@kvtiebug haha i said it! :]

    • @kvtiebug
      @kvtiebug 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@amy_lee omg i was about to be so pressed, still watching the video 👀

    • @kvtiebug
      @kvtiebug 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @UCrJ3noopdTXyDB7FqusyCrw yes and that’s why i asked if someone actually said that...

  • @Mikalya100
    @Mikalya100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Your videos just do it for me. I have no other words but they inspire me to live a life for me, embracing my inner child, I even want to try different styles or just get out of my comfort zone and just do what makes me happy

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      YES yes yes!! ☺️ do it 🦋✨💓

  • @channeylag3250
    @channeylag3250 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The support and vibes I needed, but didn’t know where to get it, and then boom Amy delivers 💛

  • @rudig5698
    @rudig5698 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I waited for such a video soo long! I’m so excited on what 2021 has to offer! 🥺❤️ Thank you Amy, for always making me smile, you’ve even inspired me for starting my own channel!🤗

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thanks for being here rudi- good luck on your channel! ill check it out :)

  • @sunnyisalien
    @sunnyisalien 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    love you girly! you are always inspiring me to heal and love myself unapologetically ❤️

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      so happy I could inspire you in any way. keep on keeping on!

  • @boroyalty6281
    @boroyalty6281 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    The interior reminded of the house in the movie Parasite xD

  • @gloriatorres1055
    @gloriatorres1055 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I feel the same way about the capacity thing, taking breaks from social media helps somehow. Wishing you the best and I am glad that you're taking care of yourself. 💕✨

  • @teemalikxo
    @teemalikxo 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love how you show up authentically Amy! We need more of this in the world. 💗💗

  • @jeanneleadelahoussaye8577
    @jeanneleadelahoussaye8577 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i genuinely laughed so hard at your brother biting into the hot bread/spitting it out ahahahha, and then your mamma's walk, plus everything that comes out of papa Lee's month is simply hysterical! ahahahah thank you so much for allowing us to be apart of the Lee Family

  • @nateherrera1971
    @nateherrera1971 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hi Amy! Do you mind sharing any podcasts you listen to and/or any workshops/classes you’re involved in? 2021 is gonna be my year of self growth and healing 🌱✨

  • @zanaherbst4015
    @zanaherbst4015 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amy I know you since last year and I freaking love everything about you, your honest spirit helps me to be a better person. You helped me a lot with my problems and I always cry,laugh and enjoy the videos with you ! much Love from me ❤️❤️❤️

  • @DaisyShaz
    @DaisyShaz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You and your family together is soo wholesome ❤️

  • @alexacepeda2801
    @alexacepeda2801 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Omfg yalls dancing and singing took me OUT, the JOY!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍

  • @Frost-wb7sh
    @Frost-wb7sh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It is so Korean culture that a dad asks some erand that he is surely able to do himself, and one of kids(mostly a woman, not a man)does it instead for him, but as soon as daughter-in-law hears it, she quickly stands up and finally does it because she can't handle the pressure of duty as a daugher in law. She would felt like she had an obligation to do every single labor during family in law gathering.😭
    I am in same position with her as a korean, so it kind of makes me sad a bit. I didn't expect to see the scene in Amy's blog, but her family is also so Korean following old tradition, even in USA. 😅 Just thought.
    I am happy to see her vlog for a long time though. I hope it has been a great refresh for her.💙

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Haha yes and also no! Bc my dad wouldn’t mind if me or Elysia said no and to get it himself LOLOL ive done this before. 🤪
      also he would do that for us :) grab smth from far away.

    • @Frost-wb7sh
      @Frost-wb7sh 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@amy_lee Thanks for sharing Amy! And l apologize if I have been too prematurely judged. Lots of love from Korea🌌

  • @Bee-qm7rd
    @Bee-qm7rd 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I cannot imagine what it’s like to live in the land of eternal sunshine.. just wow I hope you know how lucky you are😍

  • @Booomeow
    @Booomeow 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm literally crying over the cuteness of Komey at 3:55

  • @annipallaspuro
    @annipallaspuro 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    watching this was so comforting after spending weeks mostly alone, thank you again for sharing amy! all the best for the new year

  • @cynthiasanchez5040
    @cynthiasanchez5040 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    oh amy you are the only youtuber I know who opens like this, so sincerely. We are not alone, the sensitive ones, the ones who show ourselves as we are. I hope someday you come to Argentina, we love you here

  • @nonkululekohadebe1989
    @nonkululekohadebe1989 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love how honest and real your videos are. Like my family is just like any other family. You are awesome I love you, all the way from South Africa.

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      aw wow thanks sibulele- sending my warm regards to south africa and ty so much for being here!

  • @kvtiebug
    @kvtiebug 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    your mom singing karaoke in korean made me think of my grandma who i haven’t seen all year bc of covid ❤️

  • @sophia5849
    @sophia5849 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    thank you for everything amy. i hope one day i have people like you in my life

  • @samanthamejia4666
    @samanthamejia4666 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    so so glad to have you back!!! we missed you amy!! happy to see you happy!! thank you for sharing all your parts with us! Love you!

  • @hollyh1148
    @hollyh1148 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I needed something like this. Thank you for sharing your soul, Amy.

  • @ddstyl3
    @ddstyl3 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    literally everything you eat looks absolutely amazing!

  • @kellielin4506
    @kellielin4506 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    them singing in the living room reminds me of that scene in parasite where they all sitting drinking the family's alcohol LMAO

  • @Shetravelstheworld
    @Shetravelstheworld 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I loveeee this vlogs! 🥰 after soo much overthinking, you inspired me to lose my fears and start my own youtube channel. Sharing my travels and life in Korea as Colombian, so far I can't be more happy! 💕 thank u sooo much for your love and beautiful energy in your videos! 💖

  • @lu-ft4kp
    @lu-ft4kp 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i LOVE your parents! They seem so open and funny

  • @janad4678
    @janad4678 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    everytime i feel down with myself or stuck with my life I come back to ur channel cause ur videos really inspire me to do better!! sending u so much love from the north of Spain beautiful

  • @xbbykristine
    @xbbykristine 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i love how real you are in your vlogs

  • @michellejy
    @michellejy 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    wow that malibu house looks like a dream

  • @nelli-kaneli3913
    @nelli-kaneli3913 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love the vibes here! Want more of that into my life❤️❤️ Thank you for making these videos😘

  • @jupitired777
    @jupitired777 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i love your vlogs amy. Feels like a warm hug

  • @Esther-xr9bb
    @Esther-xr9bb 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your videos calm me and motivate me so much. Thank you for being so open. I found you trough your mean girls video when i was writing a paper on internalised misogyny and now i can’t stop watching ❤️ glad i found u! Wish u all the best & keep doing what ur doing. From the netherlands! 🥰

  • @lavisiondonde
    @lavisiondonde 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    watching you play board games with ur fam made me happy cry. I miss my family

  • @LSanos
    @LSanos 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The queen is backk🥳🥳🥳

  • @didu2689
    @didu2689 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    41 minutes we are blessed babyyyy

  • @bebenka222
    @bebenka222 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Watching you with the girls in the joshua tree gives me lifeee!!!

  • @EmilyYait
    @EmilyYait 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love long vlogs! You and Sophia are making me excited every week!))) Amy, stay healthy and happy, always!)

  • @EnyaKellermann
    @EnyaKellermann 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    AMY YOU ARE SOOO WONDERFUL?! You’re such an inspiration and have such an amazing personality 😍 ❤️❤️

  • @catcat609
    @catcat609 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    LITERALLY DO A COOKING CHANNEL PLEASE! your food always looks BOMB and it looks simple enough that it inspires me to create healthy and yummy foods.

  • @betulcetinkaya7157
    @betulcetinkaya7157 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Felt like really hanging out with you guys! Thank you so much i am so in love with this video!🤍

  • @cynthiamartell8750
    @cynthiamartell8750 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    That house tho 👀. Loved the decor and overall look. Must’ve been a blessing to have stayed there! Glad you enjoyed!

  • @eggdrea
    @eggdrea 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable to us, your videos always make me feel understood ❤️

  • @agnerukaite5742
    @agnerukaite5742 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    yay finally, 41 best minutes of my life! love you Amy!!!

  • @janeosun
    @janeosun 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    also i love how genuine you are in front of john...i want that with a future boi 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 burps and all!!!!

  • @LeahGraceEvans
    @LeahGraceEvans 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    41 minutes you are spoiling us x

  • @nonnsha
    @nonnsha 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    haha awe! your mom getting excited about walking with nick in real life

  • @tamikonesley4236
    @tamikonesley4236 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow Amy thank you for sharing some of the highest and lowest points of your life. I've been watching you for years and always appreciate your honesty!

  • @Aninpals
    @Aninpals 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Exactly what I needed today

  • @mouna8720
    @mouna8720 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you. This was beautiful.

  • @paulacakure8662
    @paulacakure8662 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks, Amy! This video made me register for my first online meditation ever ur the best.

  • @disladycaity8815
    @disladycaity8815 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    you're just amazing and inspiring in every video

  • @estrellasjournal
    @estrellasjournal 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    aw i love how u and your friend both have colorful hair

  • @SkyMist227
    @SkyMist227 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hey amy, it's ok if u never show john!! Ur guys' relationship is more important, so as much as id love to see him, it's okay if u decide to show less meal times/etc. to keep your relationship more private. at the same time, really appreciate the transparency abt ur family conflicts--i feel less crazy

  • @ruthnk6575
    @ruthnk6575 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    aww i love this. this made me feel hopeful

  • @mella3360
    @mella3360 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your videos make me happy to be alive:)

  • @destinydai908
    @destinydai908 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This genuinely made me happy ❤️ thanks for sharing

  • @Moonshinevlogs
    @Moonshinevlogs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    wow unwinding with your vlog ❤️

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thanks for being here!

  • @mirosupit2333
    @mirosupit2333 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I went all 🥺🥺🥺 watching this

  • @ciara7015
    @ciara7015 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    you have made a positive impact on me

  • @stars.are.blind_955
    @stars.are.blind_955 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love everything about this, and yes. You did make a positive impact in our lifes. 💗

  • @sashankonyana7422
    @sashankonyana7422 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    so wholesome

  • @rootedro
    @rootedro 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    House goals fo sho!!!!!¡¡

  • @jamiechaa
    @jamiechaa 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    you asking your mom if she wants to meet Nick 😂 also the tik tok dance and karaoke is EVERYTHING!! 💓😭

  • @LeandraYomo
    @LeandraYomo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    yessss for 41 minutes

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      hehe thank you for being here leandra!

  • @sandrinem.3516
    @sandrinem.3516 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi Amy I love your personality and vlogs and watch them from France 🇫🇷 coz I'm French! Greetings!

  • @nurseeatsworld
    @nurseeatsworld 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    FIRST OF ALL, I miss philz coffee so much !!!
    Secondly,
    I forgot I CAN be a sympathetic crier (doesnt happen often, which i think helps me in my profession as a health care worker haha) but I hit 34:00 and could feel my eyes welling up
    I hope youre feeling much better nowadays Amy !
    Love the red hair btw

  • @LuckyUrbana
    @LuckyUrbana 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Woooow😍😍😍thanks for sharing with us!!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      thank YOU for being here!

  • @feedcin6314
    @feedcin6314 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow this has me right in the feels and I’m only 6 min in 🥲

  • @MedieTC
    @MedieTC 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow Amy! Wow!
    Such a beautiful vlog ❤️

  • @sarahharmonie
    @sarahharmonie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just discovered your channel and I love it, your videos are really chill and relaxing to watch :) subscribed!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      omg yay welcome to the pahtaaayyy

  • @qianacarney3578
    @qianacarney3578 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So glad I found you❤️ Love your content