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tracklist:
00:00 aurenth - green to blue (slowed + reverb)
02:03 øneheart & reidenshi - snowfall
04:04 my head is empty - evanesce
05:26 ødyzon - sleepless
07:50 théos & antent - all for you
10:02 c152 & .diedlonely - escape again
12:10 .diedlonely & énouement - stellar
13:49 øneheart - watching the stars
15:28 øneheart - apathy
17:24 .diedlonely - in the bleak midwinter
18:56 alixe. - hold on
20:44 🔁 - เกม
hello chat... , until 3 weeks ago my life was ok, but now my mother has proved to be suffering from cancer and I need money to be able to save her.. as soon as I get it, I will continue to make videos, until then I can't really..
wishing the best for you and your mom
Oh my God.. We are so sorry. But please don't worry, everything will be fine! You can do it and we believe in you! I wish your mother a speedy recovery.
I know I'm not supposed to be commenting on videos for safer reasons, But I hope your mother gets well soon. Wishing you the best for your mom and you.
Stay strong.
i hope you and your mom will be okay
"There comes a time in life where you realize nobody is coming to save you." Trust me, i realized.
❤I Love you Jesus Loves you God Bless in Jesus' Mighty Name 😊
Romans 5:6-11 NIV
[6] You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. [7] Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous person, though for a good person someone might possibly dare to die. [8] But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us
❤And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.
in this world, you must fight fire will hellfire. I wish otherwise but im only human in the end
There’ll come a time that your hero kicks the door in.
That hero has your face but the scars aren’t dripping anymore.
Life will hunt you down and break you down. It will break you down so hard, that nothing will ever break you again after this. It’s your responsibility, your strength to build yourself up, brick by brick, your fortitude to carry on and face everything that is meant for you. Happiness is only a by product of courage and mental robustness. If life has any meaning at all, its main purpose is not to be happy first of all, but to be meaningful for us, humans. Everybody has skills and assets to save yourself, no matter what. Looking for something or someone to save you, means that there is still a lot of room for mental growth. All the best, good luck, brother.
@@Straighandflamey If you ever need reassurance, everyone is always a call away. Even strangers will be willing to help, so, I hope this message finds you well-- and most importantly I hope you're doing well. There's so much potential to this world, so give it one more try. :)
It's not okay, at the end im still alone...
real..
For real..
No your not
You are not now, nor will you ever be truly alone. ❤️🫂
Don't fear loneliness, embrace it, and create entertainement all by yourself, you can find yourself in loneliness.
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
These are not my words but spread them and copy paste..
❤ty man
ily!!!!!
No matter how many of these i see, they will never make me happy.
thank you
@@TwilightCry4308 i used to be there too
Hey, you! Yeah, you reading this. Yeah the one who might be feeling sad, like you're not good enough for the world, almost like you're nothing. Remember you're not alone in this, we're here pal. Even if you don't feel like talking, music connects us all. And the fact that you took the time to read this makes you all the more amazing
Thank you!
Music has always been an important part of my life
It can evoke such strong emotions sometimes
Thank you. You made me cry... Everything you say is true, this is exactly how I feel and it has been very difficult to be this way for the last few years. I hope things get better...
❤
@@eddieduffy7676 I know that life will improve, they are like seasons, I mean that it will always change, you may not be in the best of times, but I assure you that everything will improve, God bless you.
😢❤❤❤❤
Yesterday was my daughter birthday.. She told how great of a day it was for her . She doesn't realize it was special for the both of us . Being a single dad you never know if you're doing anything right but these moments of clarity are so special and uplifting. Makes me wonder if I'll ever hear it again . Just like you never know when it's the last time you will pick up your child in your arms the last time.
You are a good father, I love you for taking care of your daughter sir, she loves you more then you realize. You're doing great! 🫶🏻
I am certain you are a great father man.
Keep doing what you’re doing. I can only wish to have a father as good as you are to your princess. Good luck with it all, never stop, never give up. Do it for your daughter. Just be there for her like many other fathers werent. Like you said you’ll never know when its the last time you’ll pick up your angel before they become an angel. xo
you’re doing a great job man, let her know how much she means to you everyday. as a daughter that would make her day or entire existence, Bravo my friend
*If you ever sense loneliness creeping in, remember that there are others out there, tuning in to the same melodies at the same moment. In essence, we're sharing this experience together. Acknowledging this brings solace to me, and I hope it brings the same comfort to you.*
Real shit you said ❤
i falled u fr
thank you for this
🖤
Beautiful friend
I miss people I never meet again.
I understand this.
Me too bro
Me fr
Me too ❤
Anyone you met on a day in your life should meet her again. This thing is not in your will, but there is no person who cannot exist in your life only the dead person.
If you feel alone
please know that there are us listening to this same music at the same time
by this definition we are together
knowing this comfort me
hope it comfort you too
Such a sweet comment! God bless you! 🙏🙏👌
@j59424
Nice comment.😊
Thank you for your kind words..means a lot! 🙏
Thanks
i feel alone with people all the time
I miss my mom. Every day, every night. I feel like I'll never recover from her death. People around me forget, move on. I can't show this in front of people. I can't constantly remind people that I'm thinking of her. That I see her in the details of my day. I see her every time I smell a cigarette, every time I hear about the job she had, the things she loved. It's as if I refuse to forget even the simplest thing that made her, her. To you who read me and who have also lost someone. I understand you, I hear you. We are not alone. And you have every right to want to talk about the person you miss. You have the right to be in pain. You have the right to regret. It's okay to cry, Tomorrow will be a better day.
I lost my mom unexpectedly a year ago April 20th. She was 48. My entire family never speak of her. They left me with all the boxes of her things to go through, even her own mother wouldn’t take them to sort through. Left me paying for her storage unit so the remainder of her life wouldn’t just be thrown out. The last reminisces of her wouldn’t just disappear in the same way we all do when we leave this plane…… I feel so weird and lost and like I’m in this maze of disassociation and grief trying to navigate through the whole thing alone and being a new single mom with no help from a single member of my family” family … everyday so far has only gotten significantly worse since she passed… idk how to even begin.. I can’t even begging to think of how to begin dealing with losing her… she was the only one in my family that always stood up for me & behind me, supported me, and was there everytime I called on her… the last thing I said to her was I didn’t want her to die before she got to see my son grow up … we both cried and she said her either.. we said we loved one another and hung up the phone… less than 6 hours later she passed. Idk how the fuck to even go on with my life.
It’s understandable to still feel that way about a parent, someone who made up a large part of your life so of course you’re never going to forget them, and those feelings are very valid, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. I might not understand the feeling completely yet, but I know that there will be good days for you even though you will always miss your mom, but always remember the good memories and know that she wants what’s best for you, I’m sure.
I love you ❤
My ma died…2 years ago, I’m 13 and I can’t stop thinking about how she cared about me actually…
I know how it feels I also lost my mom.I was 7 years old and it was the hardest thing I’ve ever been through. It’s been years and I still miss her so much so I understand very well hope things get better ❤️🩹
It doesn’t get better you just sink into the emptiness and wait for it to be over
How old are you
I have been chronically ill since early 2011. I have no hope of ever getting better. So....is it ok? Is it? Because nothing is gonna change. Life feels like an endless punishment as it is. I am 21 years old, I have been ill fot longer then I was healthy. I don't even remember how it felt like to not be nauseous or in pain all the time. And it won't get better. It never does. I have been working so hard to be ok, for 13 never ending years.... And I still only have music to get me through the extra hard nights. I hope all of you reading this are healthy and stay this way. Enjoy your life while you can, you'll never know when or if it hits you too.
I’m praying that God heals you ❤
13 years. You’re a survivor. Be proud of that.
“A doctor pronounces somebody dead, not the news”.
Hang in there kid, don’t let go of the ledge, don’t slip off the ice. You’ve got this.
you know it’s bad when you can’t even cry anymore
This is life. You must live with it. You must know that you are subject to betrayal at any time. You must know that you are subject to betrayal. You must know that you are subject to abandonment. You must know that life can compensate you for every tear that falls from your eyes. Life teaches us lessons and must. We have to save it. Life does not depend on someone you loved and he left you. Life goes on. If you can get someone else, and perhaps he is better than the person who left you alone, in this comment of mine, I wanted to say to every sad person, smile, buddy, and live your life. Life is one thing, it will not be repeated. There is no need to be sad and anxious 😊
It’s been 5 years this pit never ends
I'm going through it right now too. Don't give up!! It gets better at some point. Keep pushing. You got this. I don't the circumstances, but it will be ok. It will.
@@JohnUSMC0311 its been 5 years and you Think ill give UP?
@@malthefnsdissing511
Not at all.
Its been 5 years but now i listen to this music because i’m calm not sad.
Best music to listen while sleeping, eating, studying, sad, tired, crying, playing games.
from severe episodic mania to disassociation, thank you.
Totally get that. Me too. From mania to the depths of hell. Discovered this & it just calms me down
I will support your issues
I will support your illnesses
I will support your sickness
I will support you for being a therain
I will support you for being a furry
I will support you and your family
I will support your traumas
I will support everything.
I love your mouth
I love your eyes
I love your hair
I love your voice
I love your moles/markings
I love your scars
I love your nose
I love your cheeks
I love your ears
I love your chin
I love your neck
I love your shoulders
I love your chest
I love your arms
I love your hands
I love your hips
I love your shins
I love your makeup
I won't judge your family
I won't judge your gender
I won't judge your money
I won't judge your body
I wont judge your past/childhood
I won't judge your traumas
I won't judge your age
I won't judge your tears
I won't judge your language
I won't judge you for where you came from
you aren't fat
you aren't skinny
you aren't annoying
you aren't mean
you aren't evil
you aren't crazy
you aren't weird
you aren't worthless
you aren't scary
you aren't selfish
you aren't too feminine
you aren't too masculine
you aren't too young
you aren't too old
you aren't disgusting
you aren't a doormat
You are pretty
You are kind
You are handsome
You are cool
I'm proud of you for getting sleep
Im proud of you for doing your hair
Im proud of you when you eat
Im proud of you when you breathe
I'm proud of you when you blink
Im proud of you for brushing your teeth
Im proud of you for washing your face
Im proud of you for smiling
Im proud of you for being proud in general.
I will not judge you
I will be proud of you
I will like you
I will support you..
i love you,make sure to sleep good and have a great breakfast and wonderful day ❤️❗️
You’re the best
💚💚💚
Wow, beautiful, listening to this while tripping. And reading your coment, you gave me an unreal experience thank you very much
You brought tears to my eyes, i suffer so much in my life, it was beautiful to read thank you
xoxox this made me feel a validation I didn't know I desperately needed. thank you. your kinda special. rare and what the good ,light, and positive warm fuzzy feelings are made of. that's what you are.
a whole lotta feel good all wrapped up in all that is you
😘🥰🌞💥🔥💝💖❤️🔥🫂🫶🏼🤟🏼🧚🏼🌻🔥🌄🌅🌞☀️🎇🧲💌🔆🔅✴️💟🕉️
I know I’m not alone, but it’s so lonely.
I know.
so we're all here bcs we thought things were getting better, but it was actually just a pause, now it's back as it was and worse?
real
True
It’s all peaks and valleys at the end of the day. In the valleys the only way is back up.
Fr I feel that
das loife bby. it ebbs and flows. savour every positive you can and rejoice when youre finally out of a rough patch.
There’s something comforting about this vibe even though it seems like it would be creepy
It is a song with a bizarre beat, a kind of relaxation for the pulse and for sad thoughts.
Thats like my whole deal lol
Ohh creepy 🤔 i don't think so. Only you think that
🍬🤡
Waffles recipe:
Ingredients
2 cups all-purpose flour
1 teaspoon salt
4 teaspoons baking powder
2 tablespoons white sugar
2 eggs
1 ½ cups warm milk
⅓ cup butter, melted
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
Gather all ingredients. In a large bowl, mix together flour, salt, baking powder and sugar; set aside. Preheat waffle iron to desired temperature. In a separate bowl, beat the eggs. Stir in the milk, butter and vanilla. Pour the milk mixture into the flour mixture; beat until blended. Ladle the batter into a preheated waffle iron. Cook the waffles until golden and crisp. Serve immediately and enjoy!
LMFAO
Does the milk have to be warm and can i substitute the flour for another kind?
@@rainbowphrog I'm no cook but I would use room temperature milk and I think it's ok to use any kind of flour
@@gemmeix oh slay thx
There’s no way I’m gonna make waffles at 2 in the mo-
*whips out flour*
The horrible thing about being tired, even though I'm doing nothing, but that's what ends up tiring me: I discovered that I'm being nothing, and in a very dangerous place, getting lost in the labyrinths of my mind.
Hey ! How are you now , i hope you feel better than the last month. Don't say to you that you are nothing, you are strong and deserve a lot of love. Even if you don't believe me, i really think what i say. Be safe and take care of you okay?♡
@@Joanna.gs0 Hello, thank you for your reassuring words ^_^
@@Alone72183 your welcome ! take care of you :)
It's okay, life is short, and good and bad moments pass quickly and are not received ♡
thats the problem. the bad moments will come back
Maybe 30-40 years ago I would have felt alone. The amount of company I feel just by scrolling through these comment sections fills my heart with so much joy. I know I don't know any of you, but when I read people's stories of going through turmoil and just wanting a nice and positive life, I can relate. But, all I ever see is positivity. If TH-cam wasn't around or social media, I have no clue what my life would be like
A lot of people who work on TH-cam have honestly shaped my life like any other show I watch on TV or music I listen to shapes me. Life can be very difficult indeed, but I am glad to have things around me like Yoututbe to make it that tad more enjoyable
Next year I'll go to university.I hate to think about the fact my parents are thinking and realizing that Im getting older. I want to kill me. But I can't, my dogs are alive. I need to be a child again. Live my whole childhood one more time. Have those lucid dreams with eyes on the curtains. I don't want to grow up. I don't want to be old and boring, full of diseases abd wrinkles. I want to be a child and life the perfect life I had. Tomorrow is my last year on college.
You may find that you can keep many more things in adulthood than you suspect. Though the issue is strength. You will need to see darkness and choose love and light.
There was a time people told me I needed more experience in life...their reason to thinking that is that I am not struggling, I am optimistic so I must not have experienced anything. Even when I am bitter I am optimist and when I am crying I am also glad. It's weird- and definitely a gift from God. Though is shows it's possible, I think for most it's not natural but grown- but it's a hard plant to grow. It needs a ground that's so solid that the worlds reality can't shake it.
unfortunately it’s not okay. as much as my mom supports me and does her absolute best to make me happy. it’s like everyone else around me fills me with such horrible thoughts. bringing up difficult moments in my life and even blaming me for so many things. i’m not someone who’s selfish but there are moments where i don’t want to be here anymore. but my mom is truly the one who keeps me here. she does her absolute best to ensure that im always in great health. i just wish i could get rid of these thoughts and move forward.
I’m sending you so much love and prayers for your peace, friend. ❤
Your inner child is suffering 😢💔 read about it - heal it! Change your life with changing your mind ❤ I promise, it will get better!
I just love those moments when I'm in the forest during the night or early morning and seeing the distant light from street lights and antennas
My father passed on 12 of January at 9.30pm Friday night watching him died at home was his whish and me seeing him crossing over was my own and yes very painful but he was very sick and he fought the good fight his departure willing to go when his name was called . Amen dad pray for those who are in need and thoes who don't know that they need to God my my father be the one that is by your side and may light gets even brighter when darkness comes to the surface
Blessings to you brother
@@Internet_Eaterme too brother🤝
My stepdad passed 18.04.24 in the hospice. Me and my two kids were with him, holding his hand until his last breath 💔 he had so much pain. It was horrible to see him in so bad condition. The memories of his life in terrible pain are more painful to remember, then his death day. By god I suffer everytime thinking of this time so bad 😢😢😢
Since 2011, I've been stuck in bed due to my chronic illness. Hope? It's like a distant memory now. Life feels like a never-ending punishment. I'm only 27, but I've spent more time in bed sick than out of it. I can't even remember what it's like to feel good anymore. And it doesn't seem like things will ever improve. I've tried so hard for 13 years to get better, but all I have to keep me going on tough nights is music and movies. Nobody wants to spend time with me anymore. My illness has made me an outcast, isolated in this room with only my thoughts and pain for company. Love? I don't even know what that is anymore. If you're lucky enough to be healthy, cherish it. Don't take a single moment for granted, because you never know when illness might strike, stealing not only your health but also your connections with others.
May the CHRIST send someone your way to love on you. 🌹
@@ark198989I think he will. He wouldn't want his children to suffer.
It's scary and sad at the same time, I loved it
it's more psychological, I don't think I can explain to someone in words what I feel when I listen to my own playlists.
Faut dire aussi que melancholic music makes me happy
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones❤️.
Спасибо за ваш комментарий, я ценю ваши слова, и я заплакала😭
In the darkest times, hope is something you give yourself.
I want a hug that warms me while telling me it's okay everything will be good
Sending a virtual hug🫂🫂🥺🥺🥺
It's okay! It'll be good whatever it is
@@alexee4776thank you I really appreciate it , I'm really thankful to you 🥺🥺🥺🥺🤍🤍🤍
So feel me hugging you now, I love you so much and I know everything will be okay, I trust you, you can achieve it no matter what🫶🏼❤️🩹
same i love hugs but i dont hug people that much so sending u a virtual hug 🫂🤗
I had my first panic attack today..... and it shook me to my core, I'm still a bit uneasy...... so the title and playlist really helps; thank you for making this
Sorry to hear that, they are terrible. I hope soon you find peace
miss you grandpa
I miss my life
The music is just wonderful. And I hope who is reading this line will be happy. Remember, tomorrow will be better.
Thank you Dark. You will never know how much this has calmed me down. As a sufferer of BiPolar and just having had a manic episode lasting 4 days, which includes no sleep, listening to this is so helping me calm down.
🙏
Totally get that. I’m a fellow suffer of BiPolar & this really helps during my comedown from a manic episode. Keep well x
The comments are so comforting
I wholeheartedly embrace and support every aspect of you. Your struggles, your challenges, your vulnerabilities-I am here for it all. Whether you're navigating through illnesses, facing traumas, or just being your authentic self, know that you have my unwavering support.
I celebrate every part of you, from the curves and contours of your body to the unique features that make you who you are. Your scars, moles, and markings are a testament to your journey, and I love and appreciate each one.
In this space, judgment has no place. I won't judge your family, your gender, your past, or anything else that makes you, you. Your value is not determined by your appearance, your age, or any societal standards. You are not too much or too little of anything; you are simply perfect as you are.
Let's celebrate your victories together-whether it's getting a good night's sleep, taking care of your hair, or simply breathing. I am proud of you for every little triumph, for every step you take towards self-care and self-love.
In this journey called life, I am here as your ally. I love you unconditionally, and my wish for you is to experience the goodness of a restful night's sleep, indulge in a delightful breakfast, and embrace the day with all its possibilities. Your happiness and well-being are my priorities. ❤ Have a fantastic day!
Same for you too
My tip after recent experience: have some self control when it comes to wanting something or someone. I made the mistake of believing I had a second chance of getting someone I was interested in. Don’t trust people right away either, and some people will try to tell you to be one way and tell you nice guys always finish last. Being yourself and enjoying the things you like and actually doing those things you like will be the only things keeping you afloat. Enjoy the little things
i need a hug so bad.
Me too...😭😭
❤ and hugs to you both. I think of you! You matter and you are loved. Please remember that. We are all together, connected. We feel the same.
@@MJIWANTUBACK thank you so much, you made my day
before opening TH-cam (while being upset) I asked the Universe to bring me some special music for my soul in recommendations. It gave me this.
just take a deep breath and relax, stranger.
"I'm scared to die. Im so scared. I'm not ready please don't take me yet. Let me stay a little longer please I'm not ready to leave you yet. Just help me please just help me. Give me another chance I'll make it right. Let me stay. Please."
If anyone reads this message,please pray for me I've been lately going through not so much good times"(
🙏
I love you. Please stay and inspire other people. Your life matters. We are all in thus together! You are not alone ❤
*In the gentle embrace of dark academia melodies, I find sanctuary from the chaos of the modern world, immersing myself in the timeless allure of literature, art, and introspection*
Dont be depressed listening to this makes me fall asleep
Sometimes I just feel regardlessly of deep prayers that I cant handle intesity of suffering of my own life. I advice people with wisdom of numerous observations, meditation and books on important matters yet sometimes I question all of it my self and feel deep urge to just act self destructively or destructivly in general. When you think someone has character that they can handle it all, no, not always they can.
Encuentra la causa de tus pensamientos, y solucionalo, aveces, no se puede cambiar todo, tienes que aprender a vivir con ello, la vida es un continuo cambio, hoy estás bien, y mañana puede que no, depende de ti estar en equilibrio, y prepararte para los malos momentos.
No it’s not okay i can’t breathe
Thank God for oxygen.
@@tommycoopersmagiccarpetwea817then why god takes it from our lungs with such anger?
forever feel comfort in this music.
my depression has been getting the better of me. in a way I guess you could say im relapsing as like a depression episode. its so hard. I feel like I dont know who I am anymore, I feel empty and useless. at times I think im fine but when im alone and theres no one to distract me I realize im just not going to be okay. I haven't been a good friend, daughter, or person. I am hard on myself and I dont do what I need to do to get better In life, I try so hard too perfect tho I know it's not possible I will never be good enough. I try not to think about killing myself when I have people who care about me but I also am struggling and I dont trust a therapist. I dont know why im here and I have started to give up on myself and life. I dont want to get up anymore and when I do, I stare at the same spot on the wall hoping to calm my mind and give me a rest from my anxiety and depression. I have gotten used to staring at one spot and I let everything drown around me. I dont say a word when this happens and I go into almost a hypnotic state. I can't hear anyone else or feel presences. I only hear the voice in the back of my head.... I know I shouldn't look for painless ways to kill myself but I also can't help but to look for anything thats easy and quick that doesn't affect anyone very much.
I’ve seen things people won’t believe, it brings me great joy, dread fear and a feeling of being outcasted but it’s also really cool so it’s bittersweet
It is always ok because you are never alone. Your separation from everyone else and from everything is only an illusion. We are all one with each other and with the universe and with our source which is loving, all knowing intelligent, infinite energy that is within you and all around you now and always
Thank you, much love ❤
Sadness when no friends is roming around, with you the angel of your mother speaks to your ear and says, don’t be sad son, there’s still hope is in your soul be happy in your heart.
Its ok to cry, let it out..
This melody its just bring peace to my soul and i noticed that i don't anyone to love me or appreciate me actually i need myself ...Thanks for that good vibe❤
I love and appreciate you🥺
The music connects us!
i really like what you're writing.. your music expresses how i feel inside
Listening to this makes me thinking about this world, the way it works and how we work as a society, I'm the kind of person who is curious about the action of the NPC on the street knowing that from their point of view I am the NPC, just a walking person nothing more. I am a professional overthinker I guess, it can be extremely bad sometimes but also very good. My life is about questions without answer, a quest impossible to finish but probably the most interesting quest possible and I don't even know what it is. Existence is truly something that we won't ever understand.
You know that saying that’s like “Everyone wants to go to heaven but no one wants to die”?
I do want to die and for that I do not think I’m going to heaven. I think of my mind as the sea, the ocean, the raging waters it will be so calm and still but then a storm comes from nowhere it’s almost terrifying how quickly the water changes the raging waves crash into me I can’t move I can’t speak or yell and at first I’m fighting to get to the surface “I can’t breath.” it registers quickly that I’m in danger and I swim and swim and keep trying to swim and I think I’m getting somewhere I’m getting closer but as soon as my fingertips hit the top breaking from under the depths another wave a stronger wave crashes into me again sinking me in deeper I’m exhausted but for some odd reason I’m not panicking I know what’s next I know how this story goes but I keep trying to swim I can feel my body getting tired everything hurts and I think to myself “Is it worth it?” even if I reach the surface the storm is still there and it’ll come again I’m lost in the middle of the ocean even if I bring my head up for air I’m still lost and hurting what is it all for and as that thought washes over me I feel my body relax I’m not swimming anymore I’ve given up “There's no point.” no point at all why fight to win a battle when all I know is war. I give up. I stopped swimming. I sink. I drown but I am not sad no no not at all I’m free. A jellyfish. I’m a jellyfish, free of thought, of worry, of hate, of anything I simply float and I give in to the ocean, the water is so beautiful the death is nothing but a blessing, a freeing blessing.
My heaven. My mind. The ocean.
It's such an atmospheric playlist that it calms me down from the thought that I have homework to do in a few hours. Because of this, I always feel stressed, which is why I can’t have a normal rest on the weekend.. In general, thank you again!
i have anxiety & insomnia sometimes i wonder when does this end ...?
these playlists are so good for sleep
I was about to lose myself today idk why I stopped. Things been tough lately man I’m having trouble still being here.
Your story isn’t over yet. Hang in there
. . "You lose yourself, you reappear, you suddenly find you've got nothing to fear. Alone you stand with nobody near, when a trembling, distant voice unclear, startles your sleeping ears to hear that somebody thinks they've really found you!"
Bob Dylan ~ 'It's Alright Ma (I'm Only Bleeding)'
1965.
Keep going my love. Yes you , the reader. You are unique to your sphere of influence, i won't lie to you. To everyone you've ever met you was and are the only one like you so if you disappear, you are removing something unique to everything that has and will ever see you. ❤❤❤
"The mind adapts and converts to its own purposes the obstacle to our acting. The impediment to action advances action. What stands in the way becomes the way." -Marcus Aurelius
Maybe one day.
I'm lost again
I can't study
I can't be successful
I'm not a good daughter
I'm not a good person
I don't have a good mind
I failed to stop being shy in school
I failed to skip you
I failed
I just failed
Being lost is a part of journey called life
It can't be clear all the time
We all feel lost sometimes
But you definitely will find yourself
Everything will be perfect
I used to feel the same
But now It's not like this
Do you take notes? Personally I find it very useful, it helped me
@@alexee4776yes I'm taking notes 💘💘, this words sticked in my heart, I'm not even telling this to anyone, even my parents, so it's the first thing I listen that warmed my heart🤍
just what i needed...
When i hear snowfall come on in videos like these ☺️
thank you sm for this, i needed this.
Life is all about letting go, of everything.. of everyone that you’ve ever known. There’s more for us, after this experience. If you hold that concept close to your heart bound by faith, this exhaustingly heavy life begins to soften up and remind you that no matter what, we’re all going through the same stuff. Just in very different ways. Fight for who you are, your entire ancestry had to do the same. We’re here. Nothings changing that, spiritual beings with so much blindness to the truths we can’t even fathom. None of this is real. But the emotions certainly are.
thanks, I needed that
Всё плохо, вокруг меня много людей, но никому я не могу поплакать в плечо, когда на грани….
я так понимаю вас..
accualy perfectly fits the situation im in, thanks...
“It takes a long time to realise how truly miserable you are and even longer to realise that it doesn’t have to be that way. Only after you give up everything, can you begin to feel happy”
I'm currently in a relationship. A relationship I never want to end, but day by day I feel that the end is getting closer. I feel very bad about it.
nothing last forever
I know your feeling.
Ouais c'est ça melancholic music makes me happy ❤
" Please let me help you, use me as much as you need to feel better. Use my body to ease your problems. Tell me what hurts, what broke your heart and dismantled your soul. Kiss me until I have no breath left, give me hugs until I burst, lay on me, hold my hand, pat me or use my body to please you. I believe in you with my eyes closed, do whatever you want with me, I accept and tolerate everything if it is for your well-being. Speak everything that is on your mind, your feelings, emotions, expressions, thoughts. The pain that was taking place in your heart, tell me what tore at your soul, vent about everything that is bothering you. Just talk to me about anything you want, I always have open arms to hold you, ears ready to listen and two shoulders for you to let the pain out of you. "
Thank for this it’s been hard since things went down but I remember it’s a okay
just in time when I need to stop overthinking Thank you so much !!
reading everyones comments i love you guys
It's one of those mixtapes where you need to read the name before listening to this.
you don't read a book without a cover, no chapter without a title.
Thanks,@@sad_vibe3 I needed to hear this. That, and your mix. Helped me a lot just now. Wishing the best for you and everyone to those that need it as well.
My favourite lullaby.
Eu so queria ocupar minha mente ao pensar que ela esta com outro. Thanks playlist
This track is pure magic.
Is there anyone who have hope that one day everything will be okay that one day you will be a person that you always wanted to
Beautiful🖤
Thank you. I needed this..
Hello dad iam here just put the kids in bed and yes we can talk now iam listening thank you sprit guide for today was painful but puting that sadness way for me to avoid crying anymore I went back to work and learned how to laugh at a joke and felling happy and a little sad 😔 but hay I'm so GRATEFUL FOR ALL THE TIME THAT I SPENT WITH YOU AND YOUR MISS YOU SO MUCH BUT I KNOWE WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME THROUGH THIS PROCESS OF MUSIC CAN BE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME SO FAR AS GOOD AS IT'S GOING TO BE, SORRY JUST WAS TALKING TO YOU HOPEFULLY YOU ARE HAVING A WONDERFUL TIME UP IN HEAVEN AMEN RIP DAD FOR EVER LOVED AND NEVER FORGET YOU, LOVE YOU FOR EVER YOUR BABY boy Albe
It's confusing right? However, you know perfectly well when you are bad, your whole body physically and mentally lets you know, you feel lazy with fatalistic thoughts, that feeling that everything is lost, that nothing will be like before, you torture yourself remembering a random past experience at that moment or even It didn't even seem like a good time but compared to how you feel now it could even be said that... You were happy without knowing it.
whoever may be suffering listening to this right now, don't worry. we're all here, all suffering...well, most of us.
in some messed up way, it's kinda like we're all in this together.
take care. it's a desert out there...
It's so beatiful! I wish to melt with this music...
If you need this or if you haven’t heard it today: I love you and i’m so proud of you. just getting through a day is always enough. ❤
I love him sm that i wish i never met him
💓
I'll leave this, in exchange for its place in my heart.
It is okay. He made sure I was okay. As he always does.
Thank you, my Zandik. Nafasam. ❤
And for some reason this made me miss her more. I wish she loved me the way I love her.
lmao i wanted a hug.
I just wanted to save the world
I have done truely a horiffic thing. I cheated on my girlfriend of almost a month and i know what i did. i accepted what i did and i dont think i can ever forgive myself for it. After it happend i went as fast as i could to go tell her and it was horiffic. at that time i wanted to game end myself for what i had done but even tho i had hurt her so deeply she held me and made sure i was ok. I still dont understand how she could with what i had told her. But she kept sitting there makeing sure she was gonna see me the next day. Im 17 and still have a long way to go and i understand if i lose friends or even who i consider to be famliy but i think i deserve it. Not forever but for now it showed me that i need time to grow up before trying to take on that kind of thing. I think i need to rest get some water and think but to anyone hurting becuase you messed up juat know. It will be ok becuase we all screw up and the grace of forgiveness is unending.