Praying on my downfall Like we ain’t seen stormy weather I was in my bag that’s where it all seems to come together The strap stay included Got my brothers all suited with aces and kings We just playing the cards right until we learn to play the game right
Started from the bottom look mama I made it Remember when I had the Toyota just had to be patient Remember nights I stayed up crying in my granny basement Put a hand in the air if you can relate it. yeah Basic bitches was curving me Now I'm fucking bitches who had surgery Bbl and lip fillers now them hoes just burden me I know I'm in my prime so I'm moving forward with urgency no time to chill to busy out here chasing currency She told me that she love me wonder why she wanna get close to me These days I can't tell if it's Louie V or a family tree I can hardly sleep at night still haunted by some memories Crazy where I'm at because this shit could have went differently I don't even talk to my uncle and he my kin to me.....
We haven't spoke in years don't be acting like you a friend to me I be dealing this depression and this anxiety I told her that I love her I never felt that way entirely I never truly felt like I fit in with this society I can call up shane just know that it would be a robbery No new friends because I know who really gone ride for me Same ones that was there when I was living in poverty Same one was there before the money and the properties I know that someone's watching man it gotta be
they said speed up if you wanna run the game so I'm fast now when I'm feeling pain I'm staying tame while they pass out disbelief when I tell how long I've rapped and they ask how so I tell em my motivations to be a cash cow
(December Embers) Demon time with these ghost hours bitches is cracked vases not worth flowers been on my red pill since Neo unearth ours i wasn't fit to mold to accommodate cowards as of this age i'd chose satisfaction over power when there's no love ambition fades faster than powder left turns make ya hesitate & wonder did you go wrong in life and was that last decision beyond ya My greatest blessing in disguise was Larhonda walking out of my life and inspired to me write My mind keeps slipping through 10 year gaps like 1999 was yesterday and 2009 was just today Living in a neighborhood chasing lizards ducks and rabbits just to play so far from where i am today My Life flashed that one May Cruel Winter i told my pain Crying inside but working so hard needing a friend no going out partying, even when its my birthday the smile is pretend overworked hours an my pursuit of music had to reach its end Partners had babies, my niggas became men through my lonely nights i had bottles & Corinthians weed when the negative of work was trippin man 2019 i was susceptible to being a victim chasing a broad when her ass wasn't worth assistin No longer in that place but my choice always hit different but dark seeded nature doesn't disappear in instant i'm too close to 2019 life became repetitive and mundane i forgot how to inspire my dream the day they let me go i aspired again to stargaze embers of my dreams (Bridge) December Remembers Cold Nights of Fire nature Its my eleventh hour These are my Embers I Love you, I may never see you later (V2) Demon Time with ghost hours vampires tried to drain my superpower im ex-machina call me a star child my story far from the end to the denials felt my penmanship ring like the phone dial built a emotional stockpile in exile bitches digging through my bio surface the web for history i wish you high hope You only get one chance so kick ya best freestyle This me now, my background can't been seen now more than 10 years without dating can't even see how she wild baby you think you got this then show me how my pen has been with more than 16 now 2021 i can't be found been incapacitated for a year through illness, my younger self was so aware thought i was speaking cool shit to the future but it's more server even if death comes since 2000s i'm never scared wrote some classics, they gone now but i'm glad i was here Let this thanksgiving be iced out and come December first ash my remains to flames coz if the wind catches me i'll have to reincarnate do life again i swear its demon time on these ghost hours it's 3am does a poltergeist howler are we really 6 feet deep if these shadow crowd us these embers are foul bruh (Bridge) December Remembers Cold Nights with a Fire nature Its my eleventh hour, i doubt i'll see you later These are my Embers The snow can't bury I Love you but life's not cherry (V3) Demon Time with ghost hours time has funny way of showing who we really are i was near the tragedy of twin towers i was in Texas when Katrina devoured Spoke to people with covid and year later i caught it 9/11 is horrid but 911 can't comment they commit more crime than convicts only good i see is in comics but the world lives in fantasy and can't see the problems 10 years ago i was senior who smoked weed to avoid drama had exs try to fight exs who tried to trap me but became the next niggas karma can't be me i won't raise another seed if i didn't bless upon her bitches got me hot like Curry with the threes even Drake made his own league women don't want certified lover boy just toxicity roll up the grape owl swisha sweet cuz honestly i stay solo don't fuck me Y'all move on demon time with no authenticity Ghost had Angela when Tasha moving recklessly Had you feeling as if you was the best of me Don't play with men's heart especially stop having so many partners if you hate being called thot you bitches love drama never playing your role watch the next take your part look what happen to Brittney the internet reacted while she blew her spot chase the bag bitch coz wife worthy you are not Been on my red pill since 09 and started think to jot i was 16 when a heartbreak ignited a spark December Remembers the burning fire of my Embers
Ugh I pray for them Hands clasped breath heavy just want to breath their moms life back into her Into the ones Arms held they're looking at moms She doesn't know where she is And that kills those girls That is their world That is their world. Hearts so heavy can't imagine that, hearts so slow can't even look at her Minds so low you wonder if they'll ever come back Those 3 sisters are gonna lose their mom And know she'll never come back Never come back Never come back I don't believe in God But Ill still pray for them Too many of my niggas lose their moms these days Its like death is whats left these ways I bless their hearts I really do Just know she loved you She really loved you. Take care of your brother miss. That's all that's left to do. Hold on to dad, you don't even know what he's going thru. And Monica Coming from me You raised 3 girls from the ashes like a Pheonix But now it's time to go They're ready to go They don't want to leave But know Just know They're not alone. You raised them right They'll save lives They'll raise their kids right Just sit tight.
Imagine tryna make shit right but you get waist deep, having visions of success and dreaming great things . Shit I'm addicted to the high from when my name rings .shit I was ignorant before but not as much as it seemed .
Greatest love missions are the ones that were really missing , you went and did it in ways u didn’t really mention I mean , forget but never really forgiven , my love is sitting to fitting but u never really listen , step Back and relax and go get your heart together, your thoughts together Greatest fear is that we fought forever Guess I’m better off , where the weathers off like there’s no sun or shine Your heart or mines , it doesn’t really matter tho You rather go Deep end , for whatever reason Like u really mean it....
@@loveforourlord3338 im tryna understand my surroundings and their meaning, my life is full of uncertainty, any second i could be leaving, that's why i try my best in believing, God puts my mind at rest when im dreaming, i know im away from any evil that may be scheming, Drugs taking over lately i've been fiending, Craving and feeding it, wanna get high till i cant see anything, Spiritual path saves me from me everyday, Wanna be free and sent away, All the demons love to play, use my mind as swingsets and other games, i ain't even writing to the beat just writing whatever comes to me, Binding to yall regardless of distance, I love to see, Appreciating whatever yall write, i love to read, Saad, my pleasure to meet, hope yall had fun with these.
Look, me and Lil Sandra bagging CDs in the bubble wrap People recognize me from the TV, but I'm done with that People don't wanna see me succeed, this shit come with that Even when I come back, I don't know if it's me that's gonna be coming back Soon as I left, I had to make peace with that Dropped out of school 'cause nobody was teaching that The Best Western is where a nigga was sleeping at Daemen College booking me to pull up and speak the facts Even if they make a movie 'bout us, this shit'll be hard to re-enact Dislocated shoulder, it's hard to be always reaching back All these IOUs, it's hard for me to be keeping track Friends that dedicated they life to just keepin' me intact Hard to pay 40, pay Noel, pay Niko back All the nights I needed to vent to someone and CJ sat All the nights Chubbs was pulling up where I need him at All the times Mark was making sure that my luggage packed At times he had to double back I mean, even with his salary, you can't put no prices on that There is no salary cap, there is no payin' him back, for real I wonder what it could've been if I had snakes in the mix Actually, I never wanna know 'cause we made it like this Shots gotta fly either way, now I make it or miss Overtime, I was all good, we take it in shifts What would you do if it wasn't this? That's a hard one The finish line is where I like to pull up and start from Pain is just a place that I go to get the bars from Anxiety's a drug that I use to get the job done Delusional's a space I like to think that I'm far from My son is the one thing I hate to be apart from Bet against me, don't know where they getting their odds from I know that when it's done, I'm going wherever God's from But I still don't know where I get the calm from Yeah Yeah Look, gotta hold my head high with two dry eyes I told you everything is fine, dawg, but I lied I be tryna draw the line, but it's a fine line And I'm drownin' out the noise from the sideline Sometime it's louder than the voice I got in my mind I can't even hear myself when I get quiet time Like, how they tellin' me I'm done, when I'm in my prime? They've been tryna push a narrative since '09 And they even had my ass convinced a couple times But that ain't even the half, I had tougher times Only look for sympathy inside my mother's eyes And it's whatever with them niggas on the other side We got problems we could never really put aside I cracked the door 'fore I saw her put my foot inside I tried to kill them boys with kindness, but they wouldn't die So now I kill 'em all for acting like they couldn't die (yeah) My hard work doesn't just pay off, it pays all the family debts off I'm taking heads off, Future out here like Irving Azoff Houses paid off, label paid off My soul for the money wasn't the trade-off Unlike most of you boys that fade off I feel guilty taking some days off Please don't google my net worth, the numbers are way off I mean, if you comparin' it to what I really made off with I'm more like Bernie with all the earnest that they came off Trust me it was nothin' light, homes They tried to give me a slice of the pie and I took the knife home I know you love me Can't picture being a hubby, finger too stubby to fit a ring on Unless Kawhi wanna run it back Other than that, the strings'll be unattached Certified Lover Boy, I'm not the one for cuddling or none of that Y'all music is watered down, will you love 'em back? And you know what I'm on, blowing past ya, owning masters Said you're like a father figure to me But now daddy's not around, so I'm a bastard Oh, of course The only villain that show remorse when I owe you more Soft spot for all the ones that came before, I can't ignore it I'm always tryna rekindle From the bottom to the top, man, what's it like in the middle? From the lemon faced radio host that love to be bitter To my dogs in the game who wasn't pick of the litter For the young Gs out here starting from the beginning Nobody praying for you when you winning Don't forget it
I I still feel I I lord like how many times do I I feel less than two but I I have to tell you how much I I feel like I I ouh why I try Always wish em well even if they doubt I I... bad idea bad taste but I I have to come to the basics of my I I feel like I... why not to stay with I I oh I just wanted you to think of why I why not to stay, Lowkey Cant expect ya to understand but I'm afraid I I... might just lose it all, allegations on I I & hopefully they'll understand why you should not stay Getting into the hard times now i just cant say but i still feel like i i
Like look at all this bullshit they've been done to improve my life mymy I I love lost in these words still collecting I I swear you'll find a way through some time before you think you need anything else free from you I I
Speak with heart heavy heart, I could prolly love you better but you don’t really have heart problems I just don’t need practice anymore with your heart don’t need shits different now just different me you you mine yours shits different now getting the old me they won’t ever see now Man’s changing something different now… don’t don’t speak, there’s nothing else I could believe speak with heart heavy heart I could prolly love you better but you don’t really have heart.. mean what you say about me you mine yours I speak with heart heavy heart prolly love you better but you don’t really have heart… Yours truly I really hope you find your heart, hearts keep yours keep yours…. Safe alive fam I swear to god don’t ever change you can lose it all in a minute hearts keep yours keep yours … here, like I swear to god you know I did all that could but you yours keep, just don’t let that heart their leave keep keep yours thinking bout you I can’t love you like I do … yours keep you not nice you far from life…
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Hi I'am New Here
I stopped rapping along 3 years ago. This has just sparked my soul. Got alot to say
Why u stop?
I stopped too but im actually gonna drop somethin even for fin why not. Dont ever quit
@@kingklassic3522 same shit with me FR
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Same for me 100
Reminds you of 2010 drake. His next album needs to sound like this
facts
Exactly
he kinda messed up imo
@@1vascontente smart move switchin up the sound for the summer
boy do i have some news for you
Praying on my downfall Like we ain’t seen stormy weather
I was in my bag that’s where it all seems to come together
The strap stay included
Got my brothers all suited with aces and kings
We just playing the cards right until we learn to play the game right
Started from the bottom look mama I made it
Remember when I had the Toyota just had to be patient
Remember nights I stayed up crying in my granny basement
Put a hand in the air if you can relate it.
yeah
Basic bitches was curving me
Now I'm fucking bitches who had surgery
Bbl and lip fillers now them hoes just burden me
I know I'm in my prime so I'm moving forward with urgency
no time to chill to busy out here chasing currency
She told me that she love me wonder why she wanna get close to me
These days I can't tell if it's Louie V or a family tree
I can hardly sleep at night still haunted by some memories
Crazy where I'm at because this shit could have went differently
I don't even talk to my uncle and he my kin to me.....
We haven't spoke in years don't be acting like you a friend to me
I be dealing this depression and this anxiety
I told her that I love her I never felt that way entirely
I never truly felt like I fit in with this society
I can call up shane just know that it would be a robbery
No new friends because I know who really gone ride for me
Same ones that was there when I was living in poverty
Same one was there before the money and the properties
I know that someone's watching man it gotta be
Nice rap.
This is fire🔥🔥
Verse cold
Keep going
I need these piano keys fr
Best song of the album no cap…
luv with this
Thanks for this
they said speed up if you wanna run the game so I'm fast now
when I'm feeling pain I'm staying tame while they pass out
disbelief when I tell how long I've rapped and they ask how
so I tell em my motivations to be a cash cow
(December Embers)
Demon time with these ghost hours
bitches is cracked vases not worth flowers
been on my red pill since Neo unearth ours
i wasn't fit to mold to accommodate cowards
as of this age i'd chose satisfaction over power
when there's no love ambition fades faster than powder
left turns make ya hesitate & wonder
did you go wrong in life and was that last decision beyond ya
My greatest blessing in disguise was Larhonda walking out of my life and inspired to me write
My mind keeps slipping through 10 year gaps like 1999 was yesterday and 2009 was just today
Living in a neighborhood chasing lizards ducks and rabbits just to play
so far from where i am today
My Life flashed that one May
Cruel Winter i told my pain
Crying inside but working so hard needing a friend
no going out partying, even when its my birthday the smile is pretend
overworked hours an my pursuit of music had to reach its end
Partners had babies, my niggas became men
through my lonely nights i had bottles & Corinthians
weed when the negative of work was trippin man
2019 i was susceptible to being a victim
chasing a broad when her ass wasn't worth assistin
No longer in that place but my choice always hit different
but dark seeded nature doesn't disappear in instant
i'm too close to 2019
life became repetitive and mundane i forgot how to inspire my dream
the day they let me go i aspired again to stargaze embers of my dreams
(Bridge)
December Remembers
Cold Nights of Fire nature
Its my eleventh hour
These are my Embers
I Love you, I may never see you later
(V2)
Demon Time with ghost hours
vampires tried to drain my superpower
im ex-machina call me a star child
my story far from the end to the denials
felt my penmanship ring like the phone dial
built a emotional stockpile in exile
bitches digging through my bio
surface the web for history i wish you high hope
You only get one chance so kick ya best freestyle
This me now, my background can't been seen now
more than 10 years without dating can't even see how she wild
baby you think you got this then show me how
my pen has been with more than 16 now
2021 i can't be found
been incapacitated for a year
through illness, my younger self was so aware
thought i was speaking cool shit to the future but it's more server
even if death comes since 2000s i'm never scared
wrote some classics, they gone now but i'm glad i was here
Let this thanksgiving be iced out and come December first ash my remains to flames
coz if the wind catches me i'll have to reincarnate do life again
i swear its demon time on these ghost hours
it's 3am does a poltergeist howler
are we really 6 feet deep if these shadow crowd us
these embers are foul bruh
(Bridge)
December Remembers
Cold Nights with a Fire nature
Its my eleventh hour, i doubt i'll see you later
These are my Embers
The snow can't bury
I Love you but life's not cherry
(V3)
Demon Time with ghost hours
time has funny way of showing who we really are
i was near the tragedy of twin towers
i was in Texas when Katrina devoured
Spoke to people with covid and year later i caught it
9/11 is horrid but 911 can't comment
they commit more crime than convicts
only good i see is in comics
but the world lives in fantasy and can't see the problems
10 years ago i was senior who smoked weed to avoid drama
had exs try to fight exs who tried to trap me but became the next niggas karma
can't be me i won't raise another seed if i didn't bless upon her
bitches got me hot like Curry with the threes
even Drake made his own league
women don't want certified lover boy just toxicity
roll up the grape owl swisha sweet cuz honestly
i stay solo don't fuck me
Y'all move on demon time with no authenticity
Ghost had Angela when Tasha moving recklessly
Had you feeling as if you was the best of me
Don't play with men's heart especially
stop having so many partners if you hate being called thot
you bitches love drama never playing your role watch the next take your part
look what happen to Brittney the internet reacted while she blew her spot
chase the bag bitch coz wife worthy you are not
Been on my red pill since 09 and started think to jot
i was 16 when a heartbreak ignited a spark
December Remembers the burning fire of my Embers
Ugh
I pray for them
Hands clasped breath heavy just want to breath their moms life back into her
Into the ones
Arms held they're looking at moms
She doesn't know where she is
And that kills those girls
That is their world
That is their world.
Hearts so heavy can't imagine that, hearts so slow can't even look at her
Minds so low you wonder if they'll ever come back
Those 3 sisters are gonna lose their mom
And know she'll never come back
Never come back
Never come back
I don't believe in God
But Ill still pray for them
Too many of my niggas lose their moms these days
Its like death is whats left these ways
I bless their hearts I really do
Just know she loved you
She really loved you.
Take care of your brother miss.
That's all that's left to do.
Hold on to dad, you don't even know what he's going thru.
And Monica
Coming from me
You raised 3 girls from the ashes like a Pheonix
But now it's time to go
They're ready to go
They don't want to leave
But know
Just know
They're not alone.
You raised them right
They'll save lives
They'll raise their kids right
Just sit tight.
This didn't rhyme or anything, but today hurt and it just came out
Imagine tryna make shit right but you get waist deep, having visions of success and dreaming great things . Shit I'm addicted to the high from when my name rings .shit I was ignorant before but not as much as it seemed .
Greatest love missions are the ones that were really missing ,
you went and did it in ways u didn’t really mention I mean ,
forget but never really forgiven ,
my love is sitting to fitting but u never really listen ,
step Back and relax and go get your heart together, your thoughts together
Greatest fear is that we fought forever
Guess I’m better off , where the weathers off
like there’s no sun or shine
Your heart or mines , it doesn’t really matter tho
You rather go
Deep end , for whatever reason
Like u really mean it....
False promises for true treason tell me and let me know if you know the reason...
@@loveforourlord3338 im tryna understand my surroundings and their meaning,
my life is full of uncertainty, any second i could be leaving,
that's why i try my best in believing,
God puts my mind at rest when im dreaming,
i know im away from any evil that may be scheming,
Drugs taking over lately i've been fiending,
Craving and feeding it, wanna get high till i cant see anything,
Spiritual path saves me from me everyday,
Wanna be free and sent away,
All the demons love to play, use my mind as swingsets and other games,
i ain't even writing to the beat just writing whatever comes to me,
Binding to yall regardless of distance, I love to see,
Appreciating whatever yall write, i love to read,
Saad, my pleasure to meet, hope yall had fun with these.
@@hearsaad you killed it man
Look, me and Lil Sandra bagging CDs in the bubble wrap
People recognize me from the TV, but I'm done with that
People don't wanna see me succeed, this shit come with that
Even when I come back, I don't know if it's me that's gonna be coming back
Soon as I left, I had to make peace with that
Dropped out of school 'cause nobody was teaching that
The Best Western is where a nigga was sleeping at
Daemen College booking me to pull up and speak the facts
Even if they make a movie 'bout us, this shit'll be hard to re-enact
Dislocated shoulder, it's hard to be always reaching back
All these IOUs, it's hard for me to be keeping track
Friends that dedicated they life to just keepin' me intact
Hard to pay 40, pay Noel, pay Niko back
All the nights I needed to vent to someone and CJ sat
All the nights Chubbs was pulling up where I need him at
All the times Mark was making sure that my luggage packed
At times he had to double back
I mean, even with his salary, you can't put no prices on that
There is no salary cap, there is no payin' him back, for real
I wonder what it could've been if I had snakes in the mix
Actually, I never wanna know 'cause we made it like this
Shots gotta fly either way, now I make it or miss
Overtime, I was all good, we take it in shifts
What would you do if it wasn't this? That's a hard one
The finish line is where I like to pull up and start from
Pain is just a place that I go to get the bars from
Anxiety's a drug that I use to get the job done
Delusional's a space I like to think that I'm far from
My son is the one thing I hate to be apart from
Bet against me, don't know where they getting their odds from
I know that when it's done, I'm going wherever God's from
But I still don't know where I get the calm from
Yeah
Yeah
Look, gotta hold my head high with two dry eyes
I told you everything is fine, dawg, but I lied
I be tryna draw the line, but it's a fine line
And I'm drownin' out the noise from the sideline
Sometime it's louder than the voice I got in my mind
I can't even hear myself when I get quiet time
Like, how they tellin' me I'm done, when I'm in my prime?
They've been tryna push a narrative since '09
And they even had my ass convinced a couple times
But that ain't even the half, I had tougher times
Only look for sympathy inside my mother's eyes
And it's whatever with them niggas on the other side
We got problems we could never really put aside
I cracked the door 'fore I saw her put my foot inside
I tried to kill them boys with kindness, but they wouldn't die
So now I kill 'em all for acting like they couldn't die (yeah)
My hard work doesn't just pay off, it pays all the family debts off
I'm taking heads off, Future out here like Irving Azoff
Houses paid off, label paid off
My soul for the money wasn't the trade-off
Unlike most of you boys that fade off
I feel guilty taking some days off
Please don't google my net worth, the numbers are way off
I mean, if you comparin' it to what I really made off with
I'm more like Bernie with all the earnest that they came off
Trust me it was nothin' light, homes
They tried to give me a slice of the pie and I took the knife home
I know you love me
Can't picture being a hubby, finger too stubby to fit a ring on
Unless Kawhi wanna run it back
Other than that, the strings'll be unattached
Certified Lover Boy, I'm not the one for cuddling or none of that
Y'all music is watered down, will you love 'em back?
And you know what I'm on, blowing past ya, owning masters
Said you're like a father figure to me
But now daddy's not around, so I'm a bastard
Oh, of course
The only villain that show remorse when I owe you more
Soft spot for all the ones that came before, I can't ignore it
I'm always tryna rekindle
From the bottom to the top, man, what's it like in the middle?
From the lemon faced radio host that love to be bitter
To my dogs in the game who wasn't pick of the litter
For the young Gs out here starting from the beginning
Nobody praying for you when you winning
Don't forget it
I I still feel I I lord like how many times do I I feel less than two but I I have to tell you how much I I feel like I I ouh why I try Always wish em well even if they doubt I I... bad idea bad taste but I I have to come to the basics of my I I feel like I... why not to stay with I I oh I just wanted you to think of why I why not to stay,
Lowkey Cant expect ya to understand but I'm afraid I I... might just lose it all, allegations on I I & hopefully they'll understand why you should not stay
Getting into the hard times now i just cant say but i still feel like i i
Like look at all this bullshit they've been done to improve my life mymy I I love lost in these words still collecting I I swear you'll find a way through some time before you think you need anything else free from you I I
Speak with heart heavy heart, I could prolly love you better but you don’t really have heart problems I just don’t need practice anymore with your heart don’t need shits different now just different me you you mine yours shits different now getting the old me they won’t ever see now Man’s changing something different now… don’t don’t speak, there’s nothing else I could believe speak with heart heavy heart I could prolly love you better but you don’t really have heart.. mean what you say about me you mine yours I speak with heart heavy heart prolly love you better but you don’t really have heart…
Yours truly I really hope you find your heart, hearts keep yours keep yours…. Safe alive fam I swear to god don’t ever change you can lose it all in a minute hearts keep yours keep yours … here, like I swear to god you know I did all that could but you yours keep, just don’t let that heart their leave keep keep yours thinking bout you I can’t love you like I do … yours keep you not nice you far from life…
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