It feels like I'm destined to be alone. Every time I try to connect with someone, I'm pushed further and further away from them. I keep having introspection, seeking console from peers, even from those who eject away from me. It always when I try to change up how I approach those relationships: You're too forward, you're too patient, you're too guarded. I've tried to do the opposite and it backfires yet again. I wanna keep trying, but the belief that some people are meant to be alone and die alone is starting to hold water.
Is that so wrong? It is normal to want what you seemingly can’t have. But solitude can be a pathway to many spiritual gifts. I am in the same boat as you right now and currently looking to finding peace in other places. It certainly has been hard but the world we live in is false and disillusioned. The real world is beautiful and raw and forgotten by many. I seek refuge there
@@Bazonkaz I've been alone my entire life, and at a certain point I just became tired with it. All of my friends from childhood to now are very distant to me. I can't talk about anything of my personal life, unless they become unfocused and just try to get through the conversation. The people who I thought were actually going to be at least close friends turned out to be using me. No favor left unpaid, help that I asked for flakes. November last year, I was worked like a slave at a temp construction agency for little pay. When I quit that job and my three interviews fell through, I asked to bunk at their place, denied. Now I'm back with my parents because I can't still find a job. No car, no job, dwindling funds. I'm rotting on the couch because I been in a constant stream of failures for 7 months. I just want a change of life.
@@Bazonkaz I can't subscribe to that sentiment, due to my very big issues in life. I assumedly can't tell you of it due to how disappointing it is but I know what's happening. I'm not depressed, just tired.
Bro, your stuff is insane. From your videos' simple, title-based themes, the images used, and most importantly the audio; you are making fabulous pieces of art.
Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.
This channel is a guttering, flickering, but still-burning torch in a dark cave.
A knight on the plains is such a fucking vibe ngl.
Waiting on that Kingdom Come/ Red Dead crossover fanfic I see lol
When we look with eyes of love, we see only beauty
bojack horseman, ep6 s2
It looks cool. Like a knight travelling the Far West
casually doing homework and this banger of ambience comes up
It feels like I'm destined to be alone. Every time I try to connect with someone, I'm pushed further and further away from them. I keep having introspection, seeking console from peers, even from those who eject away from me. It always when I try to change up how I approach those relationships: You're too forward, you're too patient, you're too guarded. I've tried to do the opposite and it backfires yet again.
I wanna keep trying, but the belief that some people are meant to be alone and die alone is starting to hold water.
Is that so wrong? It is normal to want what you seemingly can’t have. But solitude can be a pathway to many spiritual gifts. I am in the same boat as you right now and currently looking to finding peace in other places. It certainly has been hard but the world we live in is false and disillusioned. The real world is beautiful and raw and forgotten by many. I seek refuge there
@@Bazonkaz I've been alone my entire life, and at a certain point I just became tired with it. All of my friends from childhood to now are very distant to me. I can't talk about anything of my personal life, unless they become unfocused and just try to get through the conversation. The people who I thought were actually going to be at least close friends turned out to be using me. No favor left unpaid, help that I asked for flakes. November last year, I was worked like a slave at a temp construction agency for little pay. When I quit that job and my three interviews fell through, I asked to bunk at their place, denied. Now I'm back with my parents because I can't still find a job. No car, no job, dwindling funds. I'm rotting on the couch because I been in a constant stream of failures for 7 months.
I just want a change of life.
@@Bazonkaz I can't subscribe to that sentiment, due to my very big issues in life. I assumedly can't tell you of it due to how disappointing it is but I know what's happening. I'm not depressed, just tired.
@@Worn_Guide well, you can share what you want to share. But ultimately this doesn’t matter, so why fret?
find yourself, and all may start make some sense
Bro, your stuff is insane. From your videos' simple, title-based themes, the images used, and most importantly the audio; you are making fabulous pieces of art.
"There's one thing to talk about warriors and another to live like one" - Dan Pena
Amazing image and beautiful music. Thanks for sharing. I've liked it 💙💙
i need your thumbnails on wallpaper engine please
Midjourney AI
Or you can just snip the images using the snipping tool.
This one sounds a little adventurous to me. It's nice
love your content
Wow. What's the image? It's beautiful. Thanks for the upload man.
it takes me so far away
Hello brother, where can I access these images in high resolution? They’re incredible.
Great ambient, but where did you get all those backgrounds ? They are so cool
I wanna know also
Fk another banger already
nice
Unless you get the Conditioning perk in the Heavy Armor skill tree, then it weighs nothing
I need this art in my library
this is a AI art, probaly
@@davizz2993 yeah
scutum autem Christi leve est
Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.
Amen
Matthew 11:28-30