Sad Multifandom | "I'm doing everything I can to change" | Saturn
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 4 ม.ค. 2018
- I know Saturn by Sleeping At Last has been used a lot but I wanted to try doing a sad multifandom vid of my own to this song - hope you enjoy.
MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS for the shows/movies listed below.
Music: Saturn by Sleeping At Last
I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING.
shows/movies: stranger things, broadchurch, breaking bad, interstellar, crash, fences, casino royale, harry potter, captain phillips, dexter, the leftovers, good will hunting, schindlers list, the green mile, castaway, romeo & juliet, i am legend, the basketball diaries, 13 reasons why, the crown, lost, banshee, marley & me, up - บันเทิง
“if i’m not hurting myself, i’m hurting everyone around me. i’m broken!”
dexter
I know I feel that
I was there before
Like me 😥
Just don't quit. We all are going through our own shit
"If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. Not because I want it, but because they do. And therein lies the catch."
- Rue Bennett
I wish I could change. Sometimes I do for a while, but I always fall back in my old ways. I wish my family knew that I really try.
I understand, I feel the same way, and i've lost a lot because of my ways, I wish I could change for the better and stick to it, there is hope, and insha Allah (in god's will) we will change for the better.
Saleh El-Farraj
Please try EFT (tapping) by Brad Yates. Search it on TH-cam and try watching and tapping with a few of his videos that deal with problems you have. EFT is VERY good at allowing you to start healing, back by dozens of clinical studies. You two are going to be okay :)
itsnotabaddick never read something that describes me so much! I know I’ve gone back to my old ways because I can’t stop watching these😞
itsnotabaddick My family doesn’t even know the bad habits I have, the bad things I do and continue to do - and I can’t bring myself to tell them.
itsnotabaddick I can relate so much ..
Anyone else ever just watch a ton of these but keep getting interrupted by ads??? Like come on youtube let me be depressed without seeing an ad with happy people when I know I'm not
Ikr. Like, I'm ready to be sad and TH-cam is like "Nah, fam, let's watch those 2 unskippable ads first"
And my eyes are already watery then boom an ad with happy people🤦♀️
@@precious5626 i know it’s so fucking unbearable, like they are rubbing someone else’s happiness right in my fucking face as if I needed a mother fucking reminder.
use brave browser and enjoy every depressing video on youtube without any ads.
try Adblock plus, I cry without interruption
You will never know how broken you truly are until you meet someone who mirrors all the good parts of you, that you have lost.
Hi! Whoever is reading this, I understand how rough things are right now. I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares. You're wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn't be writing this. You're not alone, we may be miles away but we're all going through the same things. Please keep holding on
@@abhishekpatel7116 we're same my dad always bit me my older brother he always drag me down I know how it feels but listen to me I care for you just stay strong and always pray to God he listen our prayers and he always guide us
@@abhishekpatel7116 when you don't Know what to do, JUST PRAY.
Because I'm tried being sad I know how it hurts the pain stay and I know my family needs me even they hurt me and drag me down and I love them so much they still my family and I know you love your family too don't do it they love you
@@abhishekpatel7116 I know you're really tired of all the disappointments you have done. I know you're trying your best but it all ends up in failure. I want you to be strong. Just please don't give up. Not now. Not ever.
@@abhishekpatel7116 I'm going to nosebleed
This how you discover yourself.. spend time alone and get in touch with your true feelings.. cry! Laugh!, smile! Scream! Watever it takes to fully recover
Thank you
But it’s not working Its getting worse day by day
zar khan know how it feel I can’t not make you better if you give me your private identity I can help with that but I can’t sorry
Ashley marie I feel for you for you so much , I hope you get better I know what it is seriously....
It doesnt work! Im not getting better!!!
Im sorry to be the downer on this comment....
“I am what’s wrong, and there is nothing I can do about it.” I felt that
Do you know name movie 😕
Dexter
If im not hurting myself im hurting everyone around me im heartbroken
none of you are broken x take one day at a time start to love the world and yourself x be kind to others and live your life
the show?
Cassandre T dexter
I'm so deep into depression I don't even cry any more 😢. I don't feel a thing. On the inside I am already dead. I'm just a empty shell existing on this planet. 15 years of depression and I'm only 26. My time is very shortly up....
Hi.. i am from india vijay oneday life will change for you be faith Russell
Bro, keep fighting! Keep living!
Connor Russell ♥️♥️
Connor Russell hey I was wondering why I wasn’t crying , it’s so painful I am broken 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I'm so sorry that you're going through this, you'll always be in my prayers Connor Russell💔💔
When faking happiness has become so difficult that making a realistic smile for group photos makes you want to cry. Im so tired of faking it. I watch these edits to see ppl who have it worse than me so I can numb the pain until it starts showing up again because even though I hate faking it I don't want ppl to know since they'll tell me how i have good life better than most and I don't need to feel worse about myself.
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I see Leonardo i click..
big facts
...guess that makes you a VERY simple girl...ahah
@@letiziadisano3169 I- 😂😂
What's the movie name with Leonardo
@@alexia._.5485 Romeo and Juliet
Anyone who is reading and going through a rough patch. Just know that you strong than you can ever imagine. It’s hard not keep afloat at times but the heavy the falls the greater you rise. Trust me. It’s no end. If either people or family in many shapes or ways don’t get you. You know that you learn to understand people that you wished to have understood you. Is that how you will become a greater person. Keep going, keep limping the heavy walk because you my friend, will get there. It doesn’t have to be a perfect and straight walk. The important thing is you keep moving💖
Why is it i only cried when it showed the scene from I Am Legend with the dog, and then Marley and Me with the dog also dying.
Daisy marley and me gave me a sad sad memory. I watched this movie when i was 15.
I cried so so hard.
And now , animals is my passion
Daisy I cried to them the most too do u have pet if u do then that's probably why it's to sad for people who have a dog 🐕🐶
Me too i was allready in tears and than i saw Marley and started bawling
Maybe because dogs give you unconditional love. Trough their lives, they can't say it in words so they show it to you through compassion.
I'm feeling so low right now could really use a hug 😞 😔
I just want to be truly loved...💔
Isaiah Guerrero same 💔
Isn't that what we all want my friend
Good luck
Be patiënt, it will come unexpected💕
BE HAPPY ALWAYS ...EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON ...JUST SMILE AND FACE EVERYTHING 😘
This is the first video with Saturn playing that I’ve cried to. Ever. I literally balled my eyes out and had an emotional breakdown in my bathroom so no one would know. 😭❤️
Aminah Riahi I cried when I heard the song
Same here. It effects on you when you are broken.
YES.
Don't change yourself for no one, the very moment you have to change yourself for anyone, is the day you should tell them that if your not good enough as you are then your not ever going to have peace of mind,
I don't know why I can't feel anything through my senses that I don't even get a tear out of my eyes and I feel like sometimes maybe I am becoming unemotional that I don't even feel pain on my body but inside there's a waves of difficulties that breaks me up into Million things and I don't know whether to cry or be quite. Wish nobody in world remain in sadness or pain coz it really feels like scary . Even having such endless inexplicable pain and torture inside hope I get strength to make parents be happy along with people around. Coz this is what I really can hope. Also wish everyone gets strength to At least keep everyone happy around .
This hits different when you realise you’re alone
I'm so alone now as well 😪
My family think I’m a disappointment 😖 I try to make them happy but it never works
If they give you this feeling, they don't deserve your work or your love
They are not your family, hunny. They are just people who don't see how much you're worth. Which is a whole lot❤
They don't deserve you, you are everything you try to be and much more
It hurts so much, but I just can’t cry. i need help..
The pain of giving my best and still failing will be the feeling which will end all my hopes. So I do the things which matter the most with half my effort so that when I fail, I can say that, "Oh, I will succeed next time because I hadn't given my full effort this time." The weight of shame on my shoulders keep increasing over the years and I keep going nevertheless. I don't know how to break the cycle. I don't have to courage to test my boundaries in the fear of seeing a dead end there and way forward.
So how's going ? Everything good ..hope you doing alright
@@Sehra.himanshu Coming back to this video after 2 yrs, a lot has changed even if for a slightly better situation. Something's broken forever inside that can't be fixed but I am better off now. Thanks for asking. Hope the best for you too
the universe is just to be seen,
I couldn't help but ask
How rare and beautiful it is that even we exist
Mỗi lần mệt mỏi
Suy nghỉ nhiều thứ
Nhiều áp lực
Có đắng có cay, có buồn có bực
Lại bật video này lên
Thấy nhẹ lòng hẵn đi, không thấy nhiều vướng bận và bụi bẫn và cuộc sống này đè nén nữa
Thấy nhẹ lòng vì lòng đau xót mọi thứ
Moved out , moved to another country and city , met some many wonderful people but why still I think that I’m not good enough for anyone, that I’m a failure,that anyone is proud of me and nobody can understand what’s going on in my mind
You're not a failure my friend
Damn.. I feel you :(.. Tell me, what I must do to feel things, to feel these emotions!
I know the pain
Spoiler alert
It never goes away
I share this same feeling and sentiment as you.. I dont know what's wrong with me
We're all same 🥺
To think last month I would be balling my eyes out so broken and down about how life is and how these edits were the only way I can let everything out , I wanted nothing more than to finally be free of all the hurt I caused and the pain I felt I’m still not fully healed but at this point I’m trying .
Why can’t I be happy? No matter what I do, I don’t feel happy. I feel emotionless, I don’t feel happy nor sad. I simply feel nothing, I want to lay to rest and not wake up. I haven’t fallen into my past ways but I’m sick of waking up in the mornings and I’m living for everyone but myself.
Oh god when he said your a great dog Marlee oh I could not stop crying it's a dog that's so sad
Whenever i can sense the pain in people eyes i will automatically cry. Idk why but i can see it by just focusing in their eyes. Maybe it’s because im always looking at my eyes in the mirror and i can see a deep water that making me drown all the time
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Phenomenal Edit. I'm mostly impressed that you took one of the most beautiful songs ever and made it more beautiful by slowing it down. Bravo 👏👏👏
My family is great, loving, supportive, caring. But no matter what I do i end up either hurting them or disappointing them which kills me on the inside because no matter how hard I try it's never enough and now I'm just done feeling this way and i just want to give up
I just ended five years relationship because i know he could do better without me. I feel like I'm the one who's holding him back. He deserves better. (i wish you all the best my love. I'm so sorry i can't change that's who i am. I tried)
Don't forget! You tried...🙏
Sometimes I just wanna runaway . Or just sleep forever 💔
Same thing
Me: *doesn't cry* wow I'm heartless
Video: shows sirius blacks death
Me: *crying* never mind
Hannah Miller this seriously hurt me
I'm glad I wasnt the only one😂😔Rip Sirius Black...and snap
Snape**
I'm glad someone else feels the same.
Cringe
That Wilson part broke my heart.
I just need someone who can change me. I know I'm bad but there is good in me. All it'll take is good person just like me. I'm broken and dead.
Don't you think that you just need someone who will be by your side to support you through this changement process.
You could put your changement into anyone hand because if this person failes it will end with 2 broken persons.
Just pray GOD to give you this one person who will love and handle you through all situation and difficulties you will face.
Sorry for Bad english, i'm a french speakers
Courage, just believe and it will happen by GOD love
That shit hit hard it got me on my feelings I cry like never before good job dude
The Marley and Me one made me tear up 😭
I live all my life the way my family want , and still they didn't recognize me they remember me when I do mistake
The passion in this movie move me like great work
Motivation ends when inspiration builds his flow and its stronger than waves
When I change I’m doing not for myself but for others... but the funny thing is you never realise until they’ve left you all alone in the dark again. BMC x.
I always cry during the castaway part.
that ending with 'Up' was priceless
oh my god, schindler's list, jesus, i can't.
I stop feeling the pain bcz i had enough. Im walking beautiful dead body.
Having anxiety, stress and nobody to talk to...it fucking sucks. I feel worthless everyday. I repeat the same sequence everyday. As a 15 y/o I have dreams that I intend to reach but I feel so lost and empty.
I'm dead ..... I'm just waiting for my body to come into terms with that and conform
0.58 hits different when you've done all you could😓😢😭
so an amazing multifandom. nice work!
At 1:31 I thought the man that was holding Harry Potter was Hitler lmao
I had to look twice, but you're right lmao
My furher are you crying?
"No*
When you change so many times for hundreds of people and still get broken, lied to, cheated on, everything in the book. Now it's like I can't remember a time I was truly me, I can't remember a time I was truly happy truly joy full. But you keep smiling and keep changing but can't change for yourself. 😁💔
I feel pain but I can't cry
this is the sadest shit I've ever seen in my life tf?
Controling your mind with 400% strength
This is amazing..
everytime i see the hug scene from good will hunting i just wanna cry😭it took him forever to express that emotion and i was so happy when he did
I recommend you to a man who help me manifest whatever you want to manifest within two days💞
He was the person who helped me manifest my ex back three days ago without daley🌹
Text him on whatsap 💞
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3:20 that movie when the dog got attacked made me cry so hard because that dog was the last and only person that guy had. His best friend.
I just wish that I could end all this pain silently. Sometimes it hurts to go through another day and another day with the pain inside
This video always make me cry.
Wooow so emotional....
I never cried or beg for someone in life but I did for her, but all she did is leave and don't even look back.......Maybe she didn't see the love I had for her...maybe she didn't know that at some point...I'm human...Now she's not here but here I am thinking about her...she fixed me, she made me a better person...I never loved someone as I do to her... she won't gonna believe me.. I know.
Same lil happy.I care about your feelings.I know feels like when it is like no cares for you.I am so sorry.
You see sometimes you do all you can but it seems like no body appreciate it.
during our kinder garden days they say that the world is fair but as you grow up you starting to learn that life is unfair. heres why most good people didnt get what they want but most rich and cold hearted and ignorant people gets what they want. from there you will see life is unfair.
but if we look closely to life theres more downs than ups, more heart breaking memories than Good memories, and in this i came up with a belief they say that memories build us its true its true but not wholely true you know why the happy memories and happy remarkable memories didnt made us who we are, but what really made us is the heart breaking memories, bad memories, and heres the most and crucial memories that really made us who we are the UNBEARABLE MEMORIES!. yes yes you read it you know why cause that memories will never go away BUT! when you exp. it you have to find who you are. they say God is LOVE but they didnt realize that GOD is also hate he curse too, not bad words but meaningfull words.
you see they say you have to wait, but do we really know what is the meaning of wait?, heres my thought when we wait for something it will come, but what if doesnt come?. you keep waiting for it?, or you wait plus act? you choose? for me am only 22 i just finish my college and am waiting for God to say to me Go, but up until now nah ahhh i got nothing no job am good for nothing but i become strong emotionally mentally spiritually and i find who i am, but then there is still emptiness that filled my heart and that is my missing rib, not literally a rib though but ya i miss my girl, i dont know her yet never even meet her, i tell myself everyday SHES WORTH THE WAIT, will you believe me if i say that i never had girl once never kiss hold hands with girls never have sex with anyone, its hard though but its my choice.
you see life is a matter of choice either you give up or keep walking and let me tell you guys and i know you felt it too that if you keep on walking you feel like your wandering its like walking around the circles. life is tough you have to be tough if you to leave a life or maybe God himself made you tough you see in order for us to leave we have tobe tough i mean really tough not strong but be STILL like a ROCK because strenght will never last, but if you become STILL then you will understand.
you see everyone is a poet everyone have and has a story to tell, i encourage you to write everything what comes to your mind when the unbearable feeling comes, heres the sign when you feel the unbearable feel a peace night becomes darker or even pitch black, short night becomes a long night, and when this happened i want you to keep in mind what you say that night becomes who you are, BECAREFUL about your words.
heres my quetos in life:
life is a choice.
you have to be tough when long nights takes your soul.
remember that long nights will not stay but its just passing through.
what you say becomes who you are becareful!.
take care, and God loves you.
always smile, because they who holds the brightest smile holds the deepest pain, they are the once who understand pain.
always be good to everyone, because theres someone who looks to us.
pity not for pity belongs to worthless people, but we are not worthless we are worthy.
BE TRUE to youself!!!.
listen to others but let there opinions be like a wind, its just passing through.
sometimes we need to stop to listem to ourselves.
others will hurt you or help you, but no one will take care of you so takecare of yourself.
if you found your love one never let them Go, because the moment you let them go you will see.
sometimes we dont need to understand, its not our place to understand it in the first place.
in the bible God created everything from day 1 to 7, and then theres 7 seasons in our life 1 is darkness 2 is dark 3 is being lost 4 get up 5 keep pushing 6 be still 7 VICTORY!!.
Victory is always there, never look circumstance as a final period of your life.
dont look to what you dont have , look for what you have then you will be thankful for it.
and lastly DONT LET LIFE PUT YOU DOWN TO YOUR KNEES because most of the time it will, but you should know who you are and say am i who i am and life will bow dowm before me...
thats all everyone i hope i help you BE HAPPY... stay safe and spread LOVE AND RESPECT because i do believe that there is still faith in humanity 🤗🤗🤗. PEACE✌
Change for me comes and goes like the rain. I wish I could just stick it out and not let old habits affect my future
I love thise
I cried twice. When I lost my grandmother on my birthday and I made love but she left me but I will never forget because people change over time. 😢
He left a big wound in my heart but i know that god will compensate me 😭
Life is a Emotional but Life is a Hard work💪
Y'all got me with Marley😭😭😭
Everytime i watch videos like this
It reminds me of myself watching my reflection crying and blame myself
My Puppy died because I'm not at home
Once then I'm home i saw my pet lifeless
My brother said it was poisoned by our neighbor
Then a week ago my bf broke up with me
I feel myself its all my fault 😭
Thats why when i watch my reflection at the mirror i keep crying
Its never ever ur fault mate, even if u caused it its not. This world fucks people up man, it does.
We all once had a heart, but this world keeps tearing it , nothing u can do , either turn into a monster, or end it.
If I could change into a different person I would but not bc of others but bc I’m so tired and exhausted from hating myself in my own skin, judging myself every time I looked in the mirror or if someone looked at me. I have been through a lot of trauma that lead me to have bpd. For some I thought after being diagnosed it would start to get better but I was extremely wrong
I want to give everyone in these comments a massive hug 🥺🥺🥺🥺
The title itself is so relatable
I hate myself because you hate me... But why you... 💔
Exactly. Why you 💔💔💔
I feel empty and it's killing me
Idk what to do with my life, I can't start at home anymore because each day I live here I feel like I am dieing I can't breath I can't stop crying and feeling depressed I keep eating even if I am not hungry I just want to leave but I know if I do I would get disowned by my parents I will loss my friends idk what to do
Hey it's ok
I know it's hard right now but you got to hold on you got to keep going...
I know how you feel I may not know how you feel entirely but I do a little bit. Maybe try writing down your feelings that helps sometimes! Just give yourself a break even it's just 5 minutes. I'm here ok? I'm proud of you and I love you
A young leo crying really does put me in the 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑠 :(
😭 it’s been a long day
Got used to this and now solo forever no family , no friends and no love ... just hoping this end soon
Why can't I cry anymore
You block the emotions that don't feel comfortable
Am fighting the idea that i cant change
damn.. good will hunting got me
I see people say how much they want to change. Well I did. And to be honest, I am more miserable than I ever was. I tried to be the best, I tried to be everything for them. But after they changed me they left me. Each time, over and over. And I miss who I was. Because I don't know who I am now. So don't change for people. If they don't want you for who you are you let them walk past. Because once you have lost who you are. That's when you are the loneliest.
people would quit on you, you have to wake up everyday and make sure you dont quit on yourself.
I started crying when I saw leo
I know this was made in 2018 and I didn't see it mentioned but the movie on 3:33 is The Pianist. It's a real story and during WW2, go check it on Netflix. (If it's still on it)
Im so sorry wilson. We will meet again. You saved my life.
When Marley from Marley and Me died..that broke my heart in so many ways its not funny
That part where Viola Davis is tearing up😢
Why I'm just cry😭😭😭
Every day I try to be the nice guy but then everyone treats me so bad and so mean and they wonder why I'm such a angry person because I dont wanna be hurt so much any more I wanna give up every day but I just cant I'm weak man I'm so weak😔
This world always hated me so I hate it right back and keep to myself and never let anyone else in ever again there is no Trust left in my Heart for anyone to hurt me ever again
I feel it so much...I tried ....I tried and then I failed....So why not just stick to that cold blooded myself who can do everything she wants....And then just go back to the room and sink in all those tears... Everyone thinks that I am rude and ill mannered but I observed this from my surrounding...Trust me...You don't even know that how much my teachers praise me and my friends love me....So why can't you just take a moment and look at me with their eyes...I really think that I am a different person at home compared to my school....My parents are happy with my grades and love me(I guess)
But they still want more...With the depth of my heart I feel really sorry to not be That Perfect Child they want
I don't even know... That why did I just breakdown over your comment...And flooded all my feelings here
@@satyarana5477 most won't see you that way but I will don't just hold hurt in you wind up loosen yourself
Depression is jus 1 stage closer to ending it all it's like a never ending pain death is a way out no one understands
Omg Leonardo and I am legend 😭😭😭
What in the world. I LOVE NF and my name is Ashlyn!!!
It was nice living on this Earth I really appreciate everything at this point I think I’m done living RIP to me🙂
HOW DARE YOU REMIND ME OF MARLEY! THAT MOVIE SCARRED ME
The pain is exhausting...... I wish I could change me.
... I am doing better than ever. That's how I feel.