Depression Nearly Killed Me: Mark Rutland Talks His Darkest Season & Attempted Suicide |Full Episode

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  • The pain of depression had gripped him so tightly that the only release he could find was to take his own life... Dr. Mark Rutland details his battle with depression, the 2 failed suicide attempts involving supernatural intervention, and the statement one pastor would speak to him that would change everything!
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  • @onedrop7817
    @onedrop7817 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    Respect to Mark for being open and sharing what he went through. This is encouraging. Thank you Daystar for the work you are doing. Its great having a Chriatian based talk show. God bless you.

    • @cherylwilliams4738
      @cherylwilliams4738 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm struggling greatly. I'm suffering a physical illness. I don't want to suffer anymore

    • @lindaoclinaria8134
      @lindaoclinaria8134 ปีที่แล้ว

      Joni l really understand u the setuation:
      Thank uĹord the real.Amen

    • @lindaoclinaria8134
      @lindaoclinaria8134 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you Lord,the ŕèal ,
      In Jesus.Christ 🙏

    • @WhistleblowingGoodWitch
      @WhistleblowingGoodWitch ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you Daystar and Mark and for all your prayers and mental health encouragement and support. God Loves You ❤️

  • @vanessacreed1562
    @vanessacreed1562 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    This is such a powerful message, I've been dealing with my husband who has PTSD and depression and his family is giving up on him. I have faith that he will change so I struggle with him and I pray for him as best as I can. GOD delivers and HE is more powerful than mental illnesses we just have to hold onto our faith.

    • @confidentalways7526
      @confidentalways7526 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      May God continue to be a source of strength and may your husband be delivered from the spirits behind his condition in Jesus mighty name.

    • @garenray1762
      @garenray1762 ปีที่แล้ว

      God bless you, & may the Lord bless you & keep you. I am another like your husband that struggles with depression, & I also have a wife like you. Amazing, amazing, woman. Boggles my mind why she is my wife sometimes. Don’t give up, It WILL get better. I know it is VERY difficult to keep going, but our Lord will bless you for it, though you may never see it on this side of life. Shalom.😊

    • @vanessacreed1562
      @vanessacreed1562 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@confidentalways7526 thank you, GOD bless you and your family

    • @vanessacreed1562
      @vanessacreed1562 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@garenray1762 thank you Garen, GOD bless you and your wife. It is very tough indeed, I just try to find joy with the LORD. It is my most challenging time yet the closest I am to GOD.

    • @garyleuba3036
      @garyleuba3036 ปีที่แล้ว

      For anyone going through mental battles, the book, “Conquering The Chaos In Your Mind” by Pastor Eddie Turner (Harrison House publishers) is an excellent help!

  • @conniemoravec713
    @conniemoravec713 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Thank you for speaking to it as Mental Anguish, not mental illness, Joni.
    Dr. Rutland’s story has only validated what I’ve been trying to get people to understand for years . So much dismissing and devaluing that has gone on for people, especially at the hands of believers wielding scriptures as a battering ram rather than as empathetic fellow journeyers.

    • @sharoncrawford7192
      @sharoncrawford7192 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes. Totally true. Many people just don't tell anyone about it.

  • @kittiesbytheseamalloryscastle
    @kittiesbytheseamalloryscastle ปีที่แล้ว +15

    ❤️Thank you Joni❤️🕊🙏✨ this one really hit home. God is healing me little by little.

  • @MTknitter22
    @MTknitter22 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is so enlightening and important. My father went through terrible depression for many years. My mother and we five kids I am ashamed to say gave him so little support and understanding. The professionals and doctors back then had awful drugs to offer or electroshock therapy in the 70’s. He is now 95 and his body so accustomed to the Zoloft he is still on it. I praise God he got saved in his 80’s!

  • @richardyoung6721
    @richardyoung6721 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Dear Joni, I am new to your show. I really enjoy the content and the guests you have on such as Phil Driscoll and Dr. Rutland. Dr. Rutland was the president of the university I attended in the 90's. I never knew this about him. I only knew he was a great man of God and gifted speaker. It really touches me since I have had struggles with depression too. It was great to see him and hear him speak after all these years! P.S. I am sorry for the loss of your husband. Thank you for continuing your very incredible ministry. Lord bless you

  • @TinaM9592
    @TinaM9592 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you so much Dr. Rutland for encouraging me. My husband is a Pastor and has been battling depression.....God is faithful. I will not give up on him. Thanks for sharing ...

    • @cw6500
      @cw6500 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Saying a prayer for you both! You can do all things through Christ - conquering this season, included! God bless you, Christine.

    • @TinaM9592
      @TinaM9592 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@cw6500 Amen and thank you again 🙏

  • @jules8910
    @jules8910 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Battling! I can identify with that separation by feeling as if you are NOT like everyone and there’s a barrier around you. I can recall specifically while standing in a grocery line, I looked at the front of a magazine that had a smiling woman holding a cake and thinking …..”She’s probably such a good person, NOT like me.” It is a horrible and lonely feeling. I recognized those feelings that I couldn’t explain as a small child. At that time I was holding a secret from something that had been “being done” to me that I didn’t understand, but knew the responsibility of my family was resting on me..
    I went into it again after the difficult birth of my first and only baby. I realized then that I had suffered depression as a child. Maybe my story could help to recognize in children. I kept it in and became an over achiever and wore the happiest mask I could.
    Thank you for sharing this story and may God bless.✝️

  • @rebaludwig7766
    @rebaludwig7766 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Lost Family member to suicide. Very traumatic! Recovery was difficult!

  • @tombagreen5763
    @tombagreen5763 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm suffering from deep depression and I feel so alone. God please help me!

    • @aydensvidz9533
      @aydensvidz9533 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sending prayers your way. Know that you have a purpose in this life God needs you and others around you need you. Even if you might get bad feelings at times God is with you . Cry out to Him and receive His loving embrace and receive healing ❤️‍🩹 In Jesus mighty name 🙏🏼

    • @carleneparker7154
      @carleneparker7154 ปีที่แล้ว

      God will heal you

    • @tombagreen5763
      @tombagreen5763 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@carleneparker7154 I don't believe in God

    • @carleneparker7154
      @carleneparker7154 ปีที่แล้ว

      I believe in God.

    • @carleneparker7154
      @carleneparker7154 ปีที่แล้ว

      I believe in God.

  • @worshipwhilewewait
    @worshipwhilewewait ปีที่แล้ว +6

    "God KNOWS what We need..." - POWERFUL!! Love Pastor Mark but WOW had NOOOOO idea how the Holy Spirit first took Him and REALLY Love Him now! TESTIMONY makes a POWER-FILLED difference! It's a Process - so true because it's been a Process with Me!!! DAYSTAR - THANK YOU AND PRAISE GOD!!!!

  • @lindamolyneux3536
    @lindamolyneux3536 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow, this is so amazing and beautiful. Thank you all for making this testimony known.
    I grew up in a Methodist Church and the reason I left it as a young girl was because I started attending a ministry that was strong in the gifts of the Spirit!
    I believed in tongues and all of of the 9 gifts and so desired to begin with tongues as a young woman, newly coming to Messiah. I was led to tongues and truly blessed...this was in the 70's. When I went to share the excitement of it and my experience, the Methodist minister was so negative and against it. He wouldn't even look at the Scriptures that support it, so I knew I could not stay in that church. I wasn't learned enough in it and strong enough to stay and cause change. The Lord led me on another path and I became very involved in the ministry that taught about the Holy Spirit and the gifts of the Spirit they were very strong in this. Fast forwarding to today, I see such a need in many churches and ministries to come into the fullness of walking in the Spirit and making sure they are born of the Spirit and baptized. I think because of the misuse of these things in the spiritual realm and that the enemy has infiltrated, many are afraid to step out in faith, that it might get out of order...and afraid to just ask, as you shared earlier.
    There is a Scripture that talks about walking in Spirit and in Truth. Many are seeing that we need both and we need both in balance! Every group seems to be out of balance in the sense that they are strong in one area, but weak in another. I pray that all of YAH's true people will experience all He has for them and come into truly walking an obedient and HolySpirit led life.
    I pray that we continue to seek him with a pure heart in humility and willingness to learn.
    I thank Him that speaking in tongues builds us up in the inner man, as the Bible says.
    May we be built up in Him in all the ways of His Way.
    ❤🙏🔥

  • @debbiesartain3309
    @debbiesartain3309 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m a Spirit filled woman. My sister thinks I’m crazy yet she’s dealt with depression most of her life. This testimony has encouraged me. Praying that she will watch

  • @lindaswearingen8768
    @lindaswearingen8768 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Please increase Joni and Friends for a full hour!!!! We love this anointed show.

  • @cinda6874
    @cinda6874 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Amazing! Love Dr Rutland's story. Thank you Joni and everyone on your show. I love your shows and have been encouraged and blessed. 🙏❤

  • @TodaysBibleTruth
    @TodaysBibleTruth ปีที่แล้ว +22

    "...like something lurking in the closet... a darkness... constant thought of suicide." Demons.

  • @gracefaith9035
    @gracefaith9035 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Tongues is a weapon and devil fights it but it is crucial. It’s a gift to every believer and wonderful

  • @francinepacente7704
    @francinepacente7704 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Thank you for this wonderful message. It’s helped more people than you know

  • @scottfranson4215
    @scottfranson4215 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Dr. Mark Rutland ! TESTIMONY makes a POWER-FILLED difference! It's a Process - so true because it's been a Process !!! DAYSTAR - THANK YOU AND PRAISE GOD!!!!

  • @jeaninerichardson7179
    @jeaninerichardson7179 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    That suicidal spirit is an abominable subtle lurking dark presence. It is absolutely real. Only the precious blood of JESUS kept me because I dealt with this spirit from the time I was 8 years old. I'd experienced so much at that age. My father moved out of state, my mother was broken 💔 and began drinking which wasn't her m.o., my sister was a baby so she wasn't aware of all that was going on. I developed an eating disorder, I was molested by a family member, and there was a Church around the corner from me where they were always giving free lunches and they talked to me about the LORD. I got water baptized Praise Jesus. 🙌 🙏 There was a lot of abuses that I incurred physically, mentally, sexually, verbally, emotionally and I got placed in foster care. I could hear a lot of suggestions 🤔 to hurt myself but they were all in my voice. I know now that the LORD was letting me know that something was wrong with me although I couldn't necessarily convey it in professional jargon, yet I knew. The deep rejection, fear, trauma, and self-hatred was very present. I remember being in 4th or 5th grade right before going into foster care. There were these 2 boys that were really nice to me and at that particular time because my mom was so broken 💔 this wasn't her regular character but I was sent to school disheveled & unkempt, I also was being bullied because of this and I remember just wanting to run away and die. So this boy I remember his name was Matthew and his brother's name was Mark. Matthew had stood up for me and told the other kids to not treat me like that and what they were doing & saying to me and about me was mean. I was crying because I was embarrassed, but I kissed Matthew on the cheek because he was genuinely nice to me. Unfortunately some of the students were taunting me saying I was "fast" and my teacher absolutely had no wisdom and she labeled me "aggressive" which just added to my 💔 brokenness. I've forgiven her within the last 10 years because I do recognize that the Enemy of our souls wrote that evil script to destroy me personally, it was definitely him speaking. 😢 😔 I'm skipping forward the Holy Spirit fell on me when I was living with my dad at this Church that a coworker invited us to. The pastor called me his little dancing girl because the Holy Spirit fire 🔥 had me dancing all over the Church. I have to let you know that unfortunately I experienced more mockery, rejection, bullying in Junior High and High School. You know the LORD is so wonderful and how He takes the foolish things to confound the wise. Its so incredibly interesting to me how the LORD uses things that we can relate to outside of the box and exactly where we live to help us understand. My Mother used to watch the stories *(soap 🧼 operas) so did I, it was a way to escape different things in my life that I couldn't deal with. Anyways, there was this particular main character "Vicki" she was very kind, empathetic, and family oriented. However, she started having these so called premonitions but they were actually memories that her mind covered up because they were too traumatic for her to process. So basically she ended up "splitting" in her personality. Ergo she had multiple personalities that had specific orders to implement. Apparently due to her having been controlled, manipulated, & molested by her father and other men he allowed to abuse her, these issues lay dormant within her psyche. Now in reality we understand that these are demons waiting to manifest. However, from the perspective of the story their job is to protect "Vicki" from further trauma. However, spirits and their manifestations are fluid. So anyways I remember saying in my mind to the LORD that I see myself in a lot of ways like "Vicki" because her so called "alters" did the cleanup work for her because she couldn't face all the pain and shame. Serious, its like one of her personalities loathed being touched, she's very mechanical, but one could see that she was very angry, stringent, and exhibits no emotions, another one was very promiscuous, one was childlike meek & trusting, all these various characteristics working. I know that the LORD showed me myself to help me understand. You see He's so merciful, kind, compassionate although we're so undeserving. LOVE is Who HE Is. I received the baptism of the Holy Spirit at 22 years old. I can't lie to you and say that I hadn't still experienced cycles with this spirit of suicide because I'd be lying to you. And I also want to encourage you that even though the cycles come the LORD is greater because as Paul stated, "In our weaknesses we're made strong because of the LORD, He's indeed 💪 our strength." I've experienced being in a mental hospital several times But GOD is still GOD, He's on the throne of my life, not just Savior but also LORD. Sometimes, there's a need for medication 💊 for whatever imbalances are present, and there's absolutely no shame because His Love for us is mind-blowing we can't even begin to comprehend the depths and heights of it. Also, its very critical that we forgive we can't do this in our own strength and dead works, we need the power of the Holy Spirit to help us. Regardless of how 🤔 many times we have to scream into a pillow, cry on the floor it doesn't matter because the LORD will help us, He's our Deliverance, He's a mind regulator and a heart fixer. And also I absolutely know what it is to suffer when guilt, condemnation, self hatred, being a co-conspirator with others that really don't like you, I've done it. But I'll tell you one thing unequivocally that the LORD because He loves you won't allow you to fit in. I tried 😪 so many times but its because He wants you to stand out for His Glory, you're not meant to be like someone else, we're His unique masterpieces. He'll teach you how to love yourself because when you're loving yourself in the right context then you're simultaneously loving Him. We tend to think that if we try adding punishment to ourselves that we're expressing how unworthy we are. Its about what JESUS did 🙌 not us, He already overpaid so why do we try to pay what He already paid, as if we could cover the bill??? When we repent then receive His Forgiveness we cannot add anything to it nor take away anything from it. He loves us, we're here at such a time as this because He purposed in His heart ❤ to create us well before we were ever in our mother's womb He knew us and He calls us His own. We're not accidentally here, He prepared for us, PRE meaning before, we didn't accidentally arrive here, He created us in His image. The Holy Spirit is our Teacher pointing us to JESUS CHRIST. Ask the LORD to fill you with the baptism of the Holy Spirit, He'll keep you even during those times when we don't want to be kept because greater is He that's within us, than he that's in the world. I've been filled with the Holy Spirit for approximately 30 years and I won't dare tell you that I still have had times of the Enemy attacking me in this area but I'd like to say that Paul had it right. My perspective is this my weaknesses are as flags 🏳 & medals 🏅 of commendations from the LORD qualifying me to be used as an example to glorify the LORD our GOD. This applies to you to my sister or brother in Christ, take joy 😂 😊 in this because He said we're overcomers!!!!!!!

    • @phalabearden3645
      @phalabearden3645 ปีที่แล้ว

      My gosh I read ur testimony. Im happy for u.. Im 74 and still have trouble wth depression. But the Lord Jesus deliveres me. But I have to say im 😩

  • @DK-sp1kb
    @DK-sp1kb ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The Holy Spirit is gentle, he will not scare us he gives just enough to get the message to us because we have to be able to accept Him individually Jesus knows us individually!!! So sweet 💕Gosh I so can relate to this man nearly word for word!!!

  • @codymcmichael2702
    @codymcmichael2702 ปีที่แล้ว

    I attended Southeastern one semester. Mark is an amazing human being.

  • @sharoncrawford7192
    @sharoncrawford7192 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    No one knows what depression really feels like until you have it.

  • @dmmataboge2421
    @dmmataboge2421 ปีที่แล้ว

    Good Morning thanx Mark for sharing my son has gonne through depression since 2016 till now I have forwarded him your testimony God bless you

  • @melindercaudell9120
    @melindercaudell9120 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Dr. Rutland.

  • @franciencrane204
    @franciencrane204 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much. Have struggled with depression and discouragement for many years. Dr. Rutland's experience with depression was very helpful.

  • @lyimoej7198
    @lyimoej7198 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    KEEP THE GOOD WORK JONI. GOD BLESS YOU

  • @marylamb6063
    @marylamb6063 ปีที่แล้ว

    I had severe depression for years. It wasn't related to any events in life. I found out it was due to five foods I was eating, one of them which also gave me horrible back pains. One day I had difficulty with catching my breath. The fatigue was bad. My doctor thought I had COPD. There I noticed that my sinuses felt slightly tender. He believed me and gave me three courses of antibiotics. The fatigue left in a day. Then I somehow knew I could eat whatever I wanted. It was true, and I was completely cured of depression.

  • @pAusten
    @pAusten ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Wonderful espisode!!
    I ask for prayer that I will receive the Holy Spirit. Something is preventing my breakthrough.
    I'm so thankful for Joni and her program.

    • @gracefaith9035
      @gracefaith9035 ปีที่แล้ว

      If you asked Jesus to baptize you then He did. Ask Holy Spirit to help you yield your tongue and just relax and trust. Let go of any discouragement and any preconceived notions of how it will flow.

  • @joannesposito7750
    @joannesposito7750 ปีที่แล้ว

    This said it's from a month ago, so I'm not sure if you will see this, but I'm hoping?! My son is in the hospital as we speak. He is 35yrs old. He tried to take his life 2xs, and has been hospitalized 3xs. Something has come over him since about 2yrs ago, he is depressed and his demeanor has changed. He is in desperate need of prayer!!! He has spoken of seeing dark beings that another Pastor spoke about, I believe something is attached to him...we need prayer about this, he is not saved yet, please, if you see this, pray for my son Joe!!!💝🙏

  • @lindaphillips3916
    @lindaphillips3916 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love Daystar!!Blessed!😇❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @LG-wm1nw
    @LG-wm1nw ปีที่แล้ว

    Anna Kendall has to be the sweetest woman on the planet. What a beautiful soul. Joni, please have her share her story one of these days. I don't think I have ever heard her testimony. Thanks.

  • @debbiefennell6843
    @debbiefennell6843 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'd love to hear how God led Pastor Mark Rutland in the weeks and months after he became Spirit filled. My husband was a pastor in a non Spirit filled denomination. My dad and both my brothers pastor in the same denomination. I became Spirit filled about 10 years ago. I pray for them to receive the fullness of the Holy Spirit. It has been hard and I pray for much wisdom. So I'm curious how God led him out of one church group and into the Spirit filled group.

  • @baciliac183
    @baciliac183 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow I love this testimony.

  • @JessiPerez1234
    @JessiPerez1234 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Very powerful testimony! Praise the Lord 😊🙏

  • @relebohilematima7310
    @relebohilematima7310 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your shows
    Always watching and following you from. South Africa

  • @garyleuba3036
    @garyleuba3036 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    For anyone going through mental battles, the book, “Conquering The Chaos In Your Mind” by Pastor Eddie Turner (Harrison House publishers) is an excellent help.

  • @sosthenezl5630
    @sosthenezl5630 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Please pray for my son 🙏

  • @elizabethjanaschliman5098
    @elizabethjanaschliman5098 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wonderful words of life🔥

  • @what582
    @what582 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have experienced depression and despair.
    To my Jesus be all the glory for delivering me and healing me and making me happy.

  • @deborahgonzalezknight168
    @deborahgonzalezknight168 ปีที่แล้ว

    Such a helpful channel.

  • @tracypotts5728
    @tracypotts5728 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this man and his family.

  • @sarahall7161
    @sarahall7161 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video

  • @lindaoclinaria8134
    @lindaoclinaria8134 ปีที่แล้ว

    Mark,may the good Lord keep and bless you, Amen

  • @helenavaneden1684
    @helenavaneden1684 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thánk you SÓ MÚCH for your program today. It was TÓTALLY for me and should i say, for my BELÓVED husband too. I can't afford to call you. Please pray for my whole family. I feel like a TÓTAL FAILURE and can ÁBSOLUTELY UNDERSTAND what Dr.Rutland went through as a child. I SÓ NÉÉD the Holy Spirit like you walk in Him... I know I'm His child, but lost my relationship with Him, yet I daily experience His leading ut I elie e I eed to be baptized in Holy Spirit and I LÓNG TO KNÓW HIM INTIMATELY our lives are falling apart and I have also seriously considered suicide. I LÓVE YOU ÁLL SÓ MÚCH!!!!!!!

  • @lindaoclinaria8134
    @lindaoclinaria8134 ปีที่แล้ว

    Mark 💘 u.much Amen

  • @SherriNDallasTX
    @SherriNDallasTX ปีที่แล้ว +1

    No, Joni, I don't "like" Table Talk. I LOVE it! 😉

  • @sandrabounds4480
    @sandrabounds4480 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Depression happened to me as well and I had a lot that could of contributed to it I think, I had it for years I could feel it at times it was a horrible feeling. I knew my mother never loved me as well as my dad I was put in special ed my mom told the school that I was retarded and I never learned anything at school my life as a child was horrible.

    • @elenarogers5311
      @elenarogers5311 ปีที่แล้ว

      Remember who you are in Christ. That is your true identity. Not what anyone not even a parent tells you. Blessings!

  • @janking3227
    @janking3227 ปีที่แล้ว

    THANK YOU, FATHER GOD !!!🙇🏼‍♀️❤️‍🔥🙌🏼🕊

  • @dmmataboge2421
    @dmmataboge2421 ปีที่แล้ว

    From South Africa

  • @debbiewoodhouse4940
    @debbiewoodhouse4940 ปีที่แล้ว

    What a lovely gentleman he shines and such a witness for The Lord

  • @lightdefeatsdarkness7574
    @lightdefeatsdarkness7574 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Baptism of the Holy Spirit:
    Believe
    Breath
    Receive

  • @kathygarvey8167
    @kathygarvey8167 ปีที่แล้ว

    Prayer to Jesus , talk to him out loud , never claim your sickness and disease give it to God, Holy Spirit dear lord , I believe , breath and received ! Speaking in tongue is about the yielding ! Blessing to your table Joni and guess wow what a great story , God Bless 🙏🏻🕊

  • @sallybyrd3712
    @sallybyrd3712 ปีที่แล้ว

    Depression can be generational in a family but it was never talked about because no one was able to put a label on it. People use to just call it Black Moods that came and went. I was filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke in tongues and still had severe depressions. A knowledge that God loves you and learning self-love is very important. Psalm 139:14 "I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well." To stay depression free, one must renew their mind in the Word and change thinking patterns.

  • @lindaoclinaria8134
    @lindaoclinaria8134 ปีที่แล้ว

    Daystar about Depressiom" no need to worry we have the best our guidance in Life,? Amen

    • @carleneparker7154
      @carleneparker7154 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am asking the Holy Spirit to heal me of depression.

  • @denonjoka8848
    @denonjoka8848 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks Dr. Mark Rutland *4 Sharing Yur Powerful, Blessful, Deep Testimony of How Our Great Almighty God Saved Yu From Depression & Attempted Suicide Where I Say That Hearing From Yu Dr. Mark Rutland Makes Me Cry 😢😭 Where I Say That The Late Pastor. David Wilkerson Was a Great, Powerful Preacher Where I Say Yu Can Listen 2 His Sermons on TH-cam Where I Say Dr. Mark Rutland That Our Great Almighty God Knew Yu Where The Powerful Scriptures That Encourage Against Depression/Attempted Suicide/Mental Health are That We Must Always Be Anxious 4 Nothing But Thru Prayers & Supplications With Thanksgiving, Let Our Requests Be Made Known 2 God 4 We Must Cast Our Cares Upon Him 4 He Cares 4 Us Written In Philippians 4:6 & 1st Peter 5:7 4 I Say That May Our Great Almighty God Bless Yu Beautiful ❤️ Leticia Singer, Anna Kendall, Rachel Lamb Brown, April Simmons & Yu Joni Lamb So Veryyyyy, Veryyyyyy Much Together With Dr. Mark Rutland So Veryyyyy, Veryyyyyy Much* 4 2day's Show Has Blessed Me & Thanks So Veryyyyyy, Veryyyyyy Much.🙏🙏🕊️🕊️

  • @Jules72264
    @Jules72264 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sooooooo true. Depression is not determined on your circumstances. It's a chemical imbalance that only God can heal.

    • @candyapple7445
      @candyapple7445 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Julie Ingraham. “Circumstances” can be various traumas, that do typically lead to depression. I would be willing to bet there was some trauma in this man’s life. He alluded to the fact that “things happen”. Chemical imbalances don’t come out of the blue.

    • @sharoncrawford7192
      @sharoncrawford7192 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes, in most cases it is chemical. But maybe not always. If you can take an antidepressant and not feel depressed anymore, then it's chemical.

  • @Liberty.girl82
    @Liberty.girl82 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have knivs, oh yeah I have a .pstol! God all calm over here saying oh yeah…”*I HAVE HANDS”! And being a Ga girl that has fired a 357. for years! They don’t jam! This man’s testimony has absolutely saved so many souls.

  • @joshuamitchell5481
    @joshuamitchell5481 ปีที่แล้ว

    Winston Churchill said depression follows me around like a black dog. I certainly have felt like that

  • @Luvurenemy
    @Luvurenemy ปีที่แล้ว

    “I’m a fraud.” I’ve said those exact words.

  • @shellyalbany
    @shellyalbany 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    🙏

  • @lindamoore902
    @lindamoore902 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Help Lord Holy Ghost Spirit 🙏🙏🙏

  • @hisforever4937
    @hisforever4937 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I don’t understand still , as a Spirit filled believer in Christ, why the gun my Nephew used in himself didn’t jam💔 where were the Angels? I’ve prayed for him for years. We are heart broken. But yet God….. I will continue following Jesus❤️‍🩹❤️🙏🏻

    • @pAusten
      @pAusten ปีที่แล้ว

      Our days are written in his book. No unexpected deaths to God.

    • @tizb5178
      @tizb5178 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pAusten
      So committing suicide is ok??? That's NOT how we should leave this planet. God gets no glory in someone committing suicide!

  • @mybuckhead
    @mybuckhead ปีที่แล้ว

    These signs shall follow those that believe

  • @tammysims8716
    @tammysims8716 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    If Joni is the lady wearing the blue jacket, she seems really depressed. Hope she's doing okay.

    • @sabrinay9430
      @sabrinay9430 ปีที่แล้ว

      Her husband died of Covid 19.

  • @lindaoclinaria8134
    @lindaoclinaria8134 ปีที่แล้ว

    Mark Depression gives all to our Beloved Father in Heaven, the most high
    Above all.And u will be resting., Hullelujah Amen

  • @geggerson6943
    @geggerson6943 ปีที่แล้ว

    U R a brave soul for sharing. People want u to be available to them and no one is available to you. It can be so heavy you can't explain what it is! God is my joy my source in every situation. People are so hard to figure out. 😪 let go and let God. Real Talk stay woke. 💯 Chemical imbalance I really believe it's a part of it. A well know blues singer with awards and so beautiful it's uncanny she performed on stage. I met her in a hall and told her how beautiful she was. Her eyes were so sad. She went back to NY locked herself I a hotel room and kill herself. U need to stay away from people! Trust God and no one else. 🙏A family member worth millions everybody looked up to lock himself in the lake house took a bunch of pills threw up some but he killed himself. Smiling giving and preaching sharing he gone! 🌟 .He didn't want medication. Talk his way out of the psych ward.

  • @lindaoclinaria8134
    @lindaoclinaria8134 ปีที่แล้ว

    Mark Rutland,Depression is normally while we are Living on world us we inherited to our eartĺy matters ;

  • @susanclutter7829
    @susanclutter7829 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    No sound 😢

  • @joshuamitchell5481
    @joshuamitchell5481 ปีที่แล้ว

    Mental pain or physical pain what really causes depression

  • @Rose-mx9no
    @Rose-mx9no ปีที่แล้ว

    Please pray for me to get to spend time with my grandchildren and teach them the truth about God Jesus And the Holy Spirit 🙏🙏

  • @zulemaalonzo256
    @zulemaalonzo256 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Mỹ boyfriend never mention anything to me, never saw a sign and he comited suicide.

    • @TodaysBibleTruth
      @TodaysBibleTruth ปีที่แล้ว +6

      So sorry. That must have been traumatizing.

    • @marianmears5179
      @marianmears5179 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm am so sorry.....love you. Praying the Lord hug you so tight in his presence❤

    • @zulemaalonzo256
      @zulemaalonzo256 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@TodaysBibleTruth Because of his death I gave my life to Jesus!! But I still strugle alot, his family blames me.

    • @zulemaalonzo256
      @zulemaalonzo256 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@marianmears5179 Thank you! Please Pray for me I still have lots of anger towards him. Thank you

    • @TodaysBibleTruth
      @TodaysBibleTruth ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@zulemaalonzo256 Not your fault. Never.

  • @Psalm-lb1gz
    @Psalm-lb1gz ปีที่แล้ว

    Ladies, pls. Stop interrupting him and putting words in his mouth. He knows his story. I needed to truly listen to him and learn to identify this awful thing that lurks in my mind also.

  • @heydinunn6701
    @heydinunn6701 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🔥🦅pray for protection for hyde park in winter garden fla, people😆👑don't want new owner more, cost,nooo,noo

  • @samsonbabayan6894
    @samsonbabayan6894 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Gratitude =Attitude =Altitude. THE Bible says in EVERYTHING give thanks! No reason to get depressed. How about thanking God for the air you breathe?

  • @TRUSTJESUS33
    @TRUSTJESUS33 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great testimony. You can not make this stuff up!! When the Lord has a plan and purpose for your life His Will Shall Be done!! Amen. Never, ever fight receiving the Power of the Holy Spirit. John MacArthur and his followers fight this. Sad.
    Anyways, Congrats Dr. Mark Rutland

  • @lindaoclinaria8134
    @lindaoclinaria8134 ปีที่แล้ว

    Mark Ruthland , this is God.will:þless
    On you,on JESÙS CHRIST,.AMEN

  • @judyberkovits1692
    @judyberkovits1692 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    𝙿𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚜𝚎 𝙶𝚘𝚍...

  • @VeronicaJones58
    @VeronicaJones58 ปีที่แล้ว

    ♥️♥️♥️🎁🎁🎁♥️♥️♥️

  • @lindaoclinaria8134
    @lindaoclinaria8134 ปีที่แล้ว

    Mark Ruthland.be calm inEverything God
    Is sood, not so stresses your.mind set.
    God want us to behappy.not Depression,
    Co'z we are.only limited life.
    Iñ Jesus Christ OUR Saviour, 🙏

  • @ShelovesJesusandElvis
    @ShelovesJesusandElvis ปีที่แล้ว +6

    That’s a demonic thing he’s talking about. He had a demon tormenting him. But all depression may not be.

    • @pAusten
      @pAusten ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Derek Prince taught me that suicide is the demonic spirit of death. A year ago I prayed the deliverance prayer with Prince while watching on TH-cam. That spirit is gone but others remain and I have not received the baptism of the Holy Spirit.

  • @mcrab95
    @mcrab95 ปีที่แล้ว

    Respectfully, one cannot throw a 357 magnum on the floor and it will go off.

  • @dmdb6696
    @dmdb6696 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ugh. Having recently buried a friend who committed suicide, this would have been useless to him, and someone who needs help! Don’t buy into the false teaching on tongues and the need for a second baptism of the Holy Spirit. 100% Unscriptural. The danger in such teaching is that it causes great harm to people chasing these experiences. Please run from these false teachers. Seek a doctor or counseling, have prayer and sound Christian support, do not be afraid to ask and receive help.

  • @hogansheroes2793
    @hogansheroes2793 ปีที่แล้ว

    Saving repentance is realizing that you are a sinner deserving of God's just punishment in Hell and turn (repent) from whatever you trusted in before, if indeed you trusted in anything; to trusting in the person and finished work of Christ "alone" for salvation.

  • @jodykidp5396
    @jodykidp5396 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sounds to me like He needed medical treatment for many years. God intervened

  • @deborahgonzalezknight168
    @deborahgonzalezknight168 ปีที่แล้ว

    Not everyone speaks or can speak in tongues. The Bible says SOME. So if it doesnt happen it does NOT mean you have not received the Holy Spirit. 1 Corinthians 14:5. / 1 Corinthians 1 12 :21- 31.

  • @wardashimon-australia33
    @wardashimon-australia33 ปีที่แล้ว

    The Gospel:
    Plain and
    Simple
    “But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent
    beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your
    minds should be corrupted from the simplicity
    that is in Christ.” - 2 Corithians 11:3
    Ask someone today if they are saved and
    you will most likely hear responses like these:
    “I have accepted Jesus into my heart.” Or “I
    have made him Lord of my life.” “I’ve been
    baptized.” “I said a prayer.” Sounds all good
    and churchy don’t it; but it is difficult to de-termine whether or not a person actually
    knows the gospel that saves them. These use￾less phrases don’t describe a thing about what
    the gospel is and has left a devastating effect
    of people not knowing what it is that they are
    saved from nor how they are saved; which
    leaves a more serious effect of people ques￾tioning their salvation.
    Let’s not muddy the simplicity of salva￾tion that is in Christ with vague church
    sounding phrases that do not communicate
    anything. But rather present God’s word with
    clarity and assuredness. So here is the gospel:
    plain and simple.
    Sin was passed upon all men by one man
    Adam, and death is a consequence of this sin
    (Rom 5:12). Mankind has an eternal destiny of
    condemnation and wrath - Hell - because of
    this sin (Rom 6:23). No matter what good
    works one might do we are still found sinners
    in the sight of our Creator God. And all un￾righteousness and those who follow get in￾dignation and wrath. We cannot be found
    righteous for by God’s law we are found sin￾ners (Rom 3:19-20). If we have broken even
    one law we are found guilty.
    It is for this reason of not being able to
    create our own righteousness and being born
    in a sinful flesh that we need a savior (Titus
    3:5). Christ is that Savior, God manifested in
    the flesh, sinless, died in our place on a cross
    2000 years ago. Taking upon him the wrath
    and judgement that was intended for us sin￾ners. And it is through his bloodshed, burial,
    and resurrection on our behalf that we are
    able to have peace with God and forgiveness
    of our sins (1 Cor 15:1-4, Col 3:14). This good
    news is unto all but only those that believe in
    it are made righteous in Christ (Romans
    3:22).
    It is then after we have heard this good
    news of Christ’s righteousness available to us freely, that we are sealed with the Holy Spirit
    and we are now part of Christ’s body the
    church (Eph 1:13)
    There is nothing that we need to do, no
    good works that are required, and no bad
    works that can separate us from our new po￾sition in Christ (Romans 8:35-39).
    Faith and belief in this information from
    God’s word is the gospel.
    The gospel is not accepting Jesus into your
    heart. The gospel is not making him lord of
    your life, it is not saying a prayer and it is not
    being baptized with water.
    So next time someone asks you if you are
    saved. Give them the clear assured answer
    “Yes! And let me tell you why!”
    Find more free resources at:
    www.graceambassadors.com

  • @lindaoclinaria8134
    @lindaoclinaria8134 ปีที่แล้ว

    Please don't forget Devorspapers.needed much in.Phiĺippines,? Thank u muçh,.Amen

    • @carleneparker7154
      @carleneparker7154 ปีที่แล้ว

      Please pray the Lord will heal me of depression and bad thoughts.