A Gamer’s Secret Life and Tragic Death

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  • @TheAtlantic
    @TheAtlantic  5 ปีที่แล้ว +1427

    Online gaming is more than just a hobby. For some, it's a social scene, an elite sport, a high-paying job, and an obsession. Watch more videos on the world of gaming here: th-cam.com/video/QUcr5nZcQLU/w-d-xo.html

    • @miniena7774
      @miniena7774 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      The Atlantic
      I’m here after Medical Monday.

    • @shatyrajones494
      @shatyrajones494 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      I didn't know how Allied was, but thank you for telling his story. May he rest in peace.

    • @argyre3275
      @argyre3275 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      God i wish that was me

    • @StaticImage
      @StaticImage 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Exactly.
      People will watch people play chess in a dead silent room for hours on end and that's enlightenment, but watching people try and outpace the other at an incredibly fast rate- one which really tests all cognitive ability- is somehow wrong? Let people enjoy what they enjoy, people.

    • @argyre3275
      @argyre3275 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@StaticImage what

  • @icecreambone
    @icecreambone 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8045

    he wasn't an introvert. he just needed to find people who would accept him

    • @helloworld2784
      @helloworld2784 5 ปีที่แล้ว +281

      I relate to their story, I am very introvert, despite my welcoming schoolmates and family, I prefer being alone and spending time in my room. But, when I play games and people watch me, I have the energy..

    • @alondor8157
      @alondor8157 5 ปีที่แล้ว +143

      I suffer from an anxiety disorder, as do many people aswell. Sometimes we appear to be introverted. But it's simply not true. We love cracking up and being entertaining as much as the next person. It's just harder for us in personal contact. Anonymity of being online, and not in person helps a ton. I'm a completely different person in the online world than in person, unless it's next to very close friends.
      Sometimes it's not as simple as being an introvert or an extrovert.

    • @gogglespisano24
      @gogglespisano24 5 ปีที่แล้ว +126

      BINGO. I have a feeling his mom and this family belittled his passion. So he clammed up and shied away.

    • @ostapbendervan7874
      @ostapbendervan7874 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Unlike some people
      What conservatives people call others
      You can see irritation
      Within. Familia

    • @kindasorta123
      @kindasorta123 5 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Yeah from what it sounds like his mom never supported his hobby, making him feel like what he liked doing was wrong. No wonder he was distant and quiet in real life.

  • @rincam5
    @rincam5 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5987

    "he was good at everything he played" "allied youre actual garbage"
    thats real friendship

    • @gavizn
      @gavizn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +135

      that's just how it works.. lmao

    • @deadlypink7458
      @deadlypink7458 5 ปีที่แล้ว +166

      A gamers way of talking friendly to someone is by talking shit ...

    • @Абдулло-щ3е9э
      @Абдулло-щ3е9э 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      @@deadlypink7458 I mean personally I call everybody a c*nt. I'll walk into a room of people I know and go "sup ya f*cking c*nts." That isn't out of hate, just how I talk and I wouldn't do it to people I don't know because that wouldn't be nice considering they don't know the type of person that I am. If anything if I didn't say stuff like that around the people who know me they'd probably be concerned because I wouldn't be acting normal.

    • @matthewwalker8165
      @matthewwalker8165 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Villus me and my closest friend are the same.

    • @momovellia3816
      @momovellia3816 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I got penta in LoL and my friend said to me "youre sick". Just like that.

  • @prolo6309
    @prolo6309 5 ปีที่แล้ว +553

    Rest in peace, David. I have never heard of you previously but this story just broke my heart.

    • @tcmr5775
      @tcmr5775 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same. Holy shit

    • @aimsta44
      @aimsta44 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I cried

    • @truthseekeralways7050
      @truthseekeralways7050 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@aimsta44 Same
      Rest in Heaven David 😇❤️🕊️

  • @mrhenry4907
    @mrhenry4907 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3729

    I don't know this guy but I'm sitting here watching and it hurts inside

    • @Keewaf
      @Keewaf 5 ปีที่แล้ว +77

      same, ive never heard of him before but this made me cry a lot

    • @allispossible8447
      @allispossible8447 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      D MERCHANT Me too. He was young and such a good kid 😩

    • @twitterienne3679
      @twitterienne3679 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      i cried even though i've never heard of him :/

    • @StaticImage
      @StaticImage 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Same. This guy seems to have an incredible way of really influencing people, even after death. That says a LOT about him and who he was. And what he did to others and for others. That's something to be proud of.

    • @roadrollerda9113
      @roadrollerda9113 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      D MERCHANT Meh

  • @darianf
    @darianf 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1520

    Enough about the mother, look at the positivity and understanding the sister had for who he was.

    • @SameerAli-by5td
      @SameerAli-by5td 5 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Darian Fontaine I know right she supported him so much and is so proud of him

    • @Thezxc568III
      @Thezxc568III 5 ปีที่แล้ว +49

      When her selfish motherhood feelings block his friends and fans.

    • @yikes710
      @yikes710 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      You realize she even said she didn't care to know about his gaming until he passed.. It was only after he passed that she actually gave a shit about the kid's hobby..

    • @ireu7666
      @ireu7666 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      y i k e s bruh no parents give a fuck about a kids gaming hobby when it doesn’t help someone’s education skills or anything like that

    • @darianf
      @darianf 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @risinglotuswind his mom was simply ignorant. Being his mom doesnt excuse that or her selfishness. Clearly he felt more comfortable with his friends and fans. He did nothing wrong. Im sure he appreciated his family but that doesnt mean he needs to have a forced relationship with his mom or any other family member

  • @maryalvarez8358
    @maryalvarez8358 5 ปีที่แล้ว +115

    The tweet “ I’m so scared haha “
    Broke my heart 😢 RIP 🙏💗

  • @callenguyen1119
    @callenguyen1119 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1155

    David was my son's team mate and mentor. He was a wonderful young man. Glad we were able to meet him. He will forever be missed.

    • @joshuameans3022
      @joshuameans3022 5 ปีที่แล้ว +75

      Wait is this cyclonespins mother?

    • @joshuameans3022
      @joshuameans3022 5 ปีที่แล้ว +80

      Surprise aside, thank you for being here with the rest of this unconventional family remembering and recognizing the real life importance of the connections we make online.

    • @callenguyen1119
      @callenguyen1119 5 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      @@joshuameans3022 yes, I am

    • @notthatguypal14
      @notthatguypal14 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Calle Nguyen sure?

    • @callenguyen1119
      @callenguyen1119 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@notthatguypal14 ???

  • @kierramos1315
    @kierramos1315 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3100

    His mom is so fixated on her own idea on how he should live his life, to the point that she missed 90% of her sons life, only to find out that she wasn’t there the whole time.
    To all parents out there, appreciate and accept the uniqueness of people for what they are, instead of forcing your ideologies on how they should be, specially with your sons and daughters.

    • @KingLouis420th
      @KingLouis420th 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      In this situation, yes, but doing what you suggest is what makes the world as crazy as it is today.

    • @Mary1337
      @Mary1337 5 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      @@KingLouis420th You cannot force anyone to believe what you want them to believe if they really don't want to. I think that's the point of Kier's message, at least kind of.

    • @lepiee
      @lepiee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      She’s a narcissist.

    • @amberkelly8055
      @amberkelly8055 5 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      She didn't understand it. What she understood was that it was in direct conflict with his education. She worked hard to get them out of poverty, so I know education was extremely important to her.

    • @eyelenz6532
      @eyelenz6532 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      The mother grew up in ny... She aint no damn narcissist shes a survivor a hard worker ..Many ppl done make it out of new york . people need to watch their mouths. Knowing damnnnnnn well. 95% of us have fake accounts.

  • @flich3598
    @flich3598 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1097

    Not gonna lie if this were my mum she would say the gaming gave me cancer

    • @energyflowswhereattentiongoes
      @energyflowswhereattentiongoes 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      because of WiFi radiation? and how radiation does have very bad consequences for kids? not sure for pc but for mobile phones the radiation is known to cause tumors etc if kids are exposed too long to them. even adults. so there is fear from certain findings. but the moms knee jerk reaction is the typical narcissistic personality disorder that the world is going through atm, that was just her looking to be right about something about him some more.

    • @itzblinkzy1728
      @itzblinkzy1728 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@energyflowswhereattentiongoes there is legit cancer in everything

    • @itzblinkzy1728
      @itzblinkzy1728 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      eat sleep breathe there is a chance you get cancer you cannot prevent if that happens or not

    • @oliviaanderson1210
      @oliviaanderson1210 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i mean i play games all the time so this isnt biased but theres a shit ton of radiation especially if you use wireless stuff

    • @deopressoliber5984
      @deopressoliber5984 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      not the game itself but the lifestyle. not much is said about the toxic lifestyle of game binging without food ,water, or sleep. Alot of that can be taxing on the body , toppled with mental exhaustion from playing on a competitive level. This can have serious effects on your body , and not all people are the same , so some are more susceptible to the fatigue and damage done to ones body while playing/streaming games 24/7. Not to say all lifestyles are the same but typically some if not most involve no sleep , no food/water and a whole bunch of gaming.

  • @meownug5193
    @meownug5193 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2163

    Headsets off and a moment of silence for our fallen gamer. May you respawn in heaven

    • @onevaux3995
      @onevaux3995 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      😔

    • @DaniellesMicoMarley
      @DaniellesMicoMarley 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      true gaming comment right here sweet and sad at the same time :( what a tragedy

    • @ImBlackIvy
      @ImBlackIvy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      He can play his favorite games for life now 😇

    • @pentprod7766
      @pentprod7766 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      i felt that

    • @whoactivist6245
      @whoactivist6245 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      rip😔

  • @jazzyjenkins
    @jazzyjenkins 5 ปีที่แล้ว +382

    Grandmas main concern was him not eating, lol. Got to love grandmas

    • @reyes3579
      @reyes3579 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thats true

    • @armandd3578
      @armandd3578 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      If your grandma ain’t concerned about wether you’ve ate every other 10 minutes is she even your grandma let’s be real

    • @ALUCARD-us3il
      @ALUCARD-us3il 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      True

  • @KaptenShambles
    @KaptenShambles 5 ปีที่แล้ว +555

    * I'm gonna drive, to every hospital, until i find him! *
    That right there. is true friendship

    • @jansommer5735
      @jansommer5735 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Ludvig Smaavik Hansen he may have sounded like a good person but if you watch dmbrandons smite streams and videos, he’s a piece of shit (not talking about allied)

    • @jansommer5735
      @jansommer5735 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cade Amadashi entirely true

    • @meganlee2012
      @meganlee2012 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I cried at that.

    • @GodyP
      @GodyP 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Because his mother told him not to

    • @jesusisthetruth4497
      @jesusisthetruth4497 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jan Sommer oof

  • @DaequanLoco
    @DaequanLoco 5 ปีที่แล้ว +278

    We love you Allied

  • @jacobside2656
    @jacobside2656 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2251

    That's the problem just because you don't understand it doesn't mean it's not a valid job. It's an entertainment job.

    • @tajayfoot1
      @tajayfoot1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +98

      Jacob Side I swear to god this is every parent; this is truly told from the perspective of a parent

    • @wereNeverToBeSeenAgain
      @wereNeverToBeSeenAgain 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      And most enternainers now a days are just big sacks of useless shit. These people contribute nothing to society.

    • @el_equidistante
      @el_equidistante 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      it is a pretty sad life but ok

    • @nuhbudi
      @nuhbudi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      jassLmhn how is doing something you love sad?

    • @aquillandscroll6428
      @aquillandscroll6428 5 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      Cooper & the Cash What do you mean by ‘contribute to society’? If you mean by taxes gamers do have to pay,in fact gamers provide entertainment to many people doing what they love,sure there are bad sides to gaming,there’s addiction,there’s stress and sometimes that leads to gamers being toxic or what not but there’s also good gamers as well.’Contribute to society’can you answer how a catering job contributes to society?Can you tell me how an accountant contributes?It depends on perspective?If E-sports isn’t a job that ‘contributes to society’ then quite frankly youtubers are the same,but here you are,on the very platform where amongst the toxic click baiters and 10 minute delayers,there exist great youtubers and people that entertain and inform us and allow us to discover.

  • @kwcbomb
    @kwcbomb 5 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    I like the news people saying "so they get paid to sit there and play video games." They get paid to sit there and read a teleprompter for six figures... whos complaining again?

  • @Nadia72639
    @Nadia72639 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4907

    "It's a lot of people sitting there watching other people play video games" It's like, why do people sit and watch other people play football? Play in the olympics? It's entertaining, especially when you get to watch the most talented people play their sport

    • @Sforza9050
      @Sforza9050 5 ปีที่แล้ว +262

      I totally agree. Nothing gives away how somebody is scared of change quite like getting snooty at younger people for doing something slightly different

    • @Fi1del
      @Fi1del 5 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      its fucking ridiculous is what it is

    • @bez1196
      @bez1196 5 ปีที่แล้ว +84

      Watching a game every once in a while ( like on the weekends) is not a problem. But let's face it, this gaming "community" is full of addicts who easily spend up to 48 hours non-stop playing/watching games.

    • @socialineptitude
      @socialineptitude 5 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      I think the retort would be that, when you watch the Olympics or professional athletes, you are watching people who are pushing the boundaries of what a human can do physically. Gaming is more like chess or something where success depends on acquiring a skill set within a limited universe with set rules. Either way, people like what they like, so who cares?

    • @Cowswillrul3
      @Cowswillrul3 5 ปีที่แล้ว +113

      @@bez1196 Right because watching TV for just as long is SOOOO much better. At least with video games it's some sort of active stimulation and requires some thinking rather than just consuming. There's two sides of the coin here, and also a very large inbetween. Not every person is an "Addict" and play them in their leisure time. Why bash someone for doing something they enjoy? It's not like we as players do it because WE NEED THE HIT BRO. It's a fucking hobby, and the thousands of small and large gaming communities out there have helped me and millions of other people make friends where they could otherwise not locally. Don't be a willful ignorant.

  • @DaisyStarlightSL
    @DaisyStarlightSL 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1024

    This is how your parents get in the way of your potential career path because, they want you to follow the normal career path. I am glad he was defiant.

    • @FOTHER_MUCKER
      @FOTHER_MUCKER 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      They were "getting in the way" they were looking out for their son going into a field with a massive failure rate

    • @michaelscott6419
      @michaelscott6419 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Umberto Tortellini So what if there’s a massive failure rate. Starting a business has a massive failure rate being a professional sportsman has a massive failure rate but people try because it’s what they’re interested in.

    • @dontemchan
      @dontemchan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@FOTHER_MUCKER You're too worried about failing to the point you miss the windows of success. Success is a leap of faith.

    • @FOTHER_MUCKER
      @FOTHER_MUCKER 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@dontemchan are you a parent? It's a parent's natural instinct to want to protect their children from something that could be potentially detrimental to their lives

    • @dontemchan
      @dontemchan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@FOTHER_MUCKER That's called control. Failing is not detrimental to one's life. Failing is a process. I'm not saying her feelings are wrong. I understand the good intentions but you should trust your child with their own life as long as you played your part well, as a parent. Success does not come from a safe path. That's called mediocrity.
      Children are just a manifestation of life, just like any other organism in the universe. He's his own person. He does as he pleases. You are just a spectator, just as I am.
      Continue to accrue all of these fail safes and you miss your window of success.

  • @HighHatOG
    @HighHatOG 5 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    R.i.p Allied. Loved his content and miss his videos. I’ve been in the Smite community for years and he is definitely missed.

  • @dfjiro
    @dfjiro 5 ปีที่แล้ว +317

    Never heard of Allied, but he seems like an amazing person. God speed friend.

  • @SpicyCurrey
    @SpicyCurrey 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1063

    Imagine not being able to say goodbye to your girlfriend. They couldn't let her see him for 5 minutes?

    • @jasinbiggs7189
      @jasinbiggs7189 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Loser

    • @enviousgaming3250
      @enviousgaming3250 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      i tink it is more of a liabuility issue and safety issue.
      in most states in the US hospital patients are only allowed to see their family for the last few days they have left to live. or close friends their family allows to go see.
      I don't know the specifics but I learned that when one of my ebst friends passed away. her family allowed me to go see her but I couldn't as I'd have to fly to seattle from colorado and she was in a coma so I wouldn't be able to tlak with her anyway.
      my parents were lucky enough to have a few last moments with her before she died in the coma.
      i could have but I couldn't. and from that the family told me generally how everything worked out

    • @vergance_softwares
      @vergance_softwares 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I see you everywhere.

    • @enviousgaming3250
      @enviousgaming3250 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@vergance_softwares me? haha well I like to comment on nerdy videos and stuff
      and informational ones too like this

    • @vergance_softwares
      @vergance_softwares 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      No, Spicy.

  • @anainmazatlan
    @anainmazatlan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This has helped me understand my nephew so much better and I will be even more supportive of him than I already am. Thanks for posting this.

  • @maryvalentyne2553
    @maryvalentyne2553 5 ปีที่แล้ว +850

    I’m going back and forth between feeling for the mother and feeling for his best gamer friend

    • @ShaudaySmith
      @ShaudaySmith 5 ปีที่แล้ว +119

      Me too, you can feel for both. Both have valid reasons for their pain, sorrow, and desire to support and protect Allied. It's a shame that they couldn't have come closer as they both had to witness what happened to him. It seems like they both could have used that mutual support as a critical person in their lives passed away.

    • @VivaLeRevolucion
      @VivaLeRevolucion 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Shauday Smith 🙏

    • @helloworld2784
      @helloworld2784 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I wish she was able to know him.. maybe if she know about their friendship and shaving their head together, she'd be gladly to meet him..

    • @BriPer1992
      @BriPer1992 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Feel for both. Both tried to be there for him, in their own ways. His mother only wanted the best for him, as she explains. And his friend wanted to be a good friend. Both loved him immensely, and both have experienced immense loss. Feel for both.

    • @dwippity
      @dwippity 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Cbass man, who fuckin cares? the dude may be toxic outside of this scenario but "sucks he lost a friend????" in the words of dmbrandon, fuck you. i know nothing about any of these people but that dude lost someone incredibly close to him. there's a time and place for criticism and in the comment section of a documentary about his friend's death maybe isn't the fucking place, man.

  • @sasukeroxmymind
    @sasukeroxmymind 5 ปีที่แล้ว +579

    Allied was a huge reason I stayed with the community, because he made it a family. Towards the end of his life, my friend was diagnosed with cancer. I had a little over two weeks to spend with him, and the same thing as what happened to Diem happened to me. "Family only". I wanted to at least give him a clip of allied giving him hope, but then allied passed away as well. Just an all around fact that cancer is the worst.

    • @StaticImage
      @StaticImage 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I'm really sorry to hear that, but thank you for being a good person and trying to help a hurting friend in their deepest time of need. That's something we all could use a little bit more of.

    • @xxxxbigrich5752
      @xxxxbigrich5752 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sorry so for you. You're in my prayers🙏

    • @user-qtztvjt
      @user-qtztvjt 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Theres 90%no escape from cancer my mother had for 4 years and she was ready to win it but it was going bad to good good to very bad evry single day bu suddenly she got really bad and cancer just took over her body and it was clear she gonna die and shw did this cancer really hard tho foreall .

    • @beigela
      @beigela 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@user-qtztvjt Stay strong my friend

  • @ggfoxer5382
    @ggfoxer5382 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    Davids Mom: "My david is a shy introvert.. Allied is a louder than life personality. I was concerned"
    WHY?!?!?!?!?!?

    • @ALUCARD-us3il
      @ALUCARD-us3il 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ggFoxer FR, has she never seen or been in a friendship like that?, come on

  • @byrl1
    @byrl1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1136

    "why would people like to watch others play videogames?" i find this question unbelievably hypocritical when you look at sports and their affect on everyday life and society as a whole. it is the same thing fundamentally.

    • @BlownMacTruck
      @BlownMacTruck 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Oh please, it's not hypocritical, it's a lack of understanding. If you came from a life where you struggled consistently to make money it can be difficult to understand why someone would spend their valuable money on what you consider superfluous. We all have to meet each other halfway - one person has to be open minded, and the other person has be able to communicate effectively on why something's important to them.

    • @byrl1
      @byrl1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      @@BlownMacTruck and yet the announcers who so vigorously ridicule games are making 7 figures so i am not sure if they care about spending large sums of money on stupid things. they are trying to spur up the crowd by whatever means possible, even at the expense of the people they are interviewing or shouting out.

    • @Northrop-Grumman1991
      @Northrop-Grumman1991 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Did you watch this the hole video ok well same shit some people enjoy watching people popping pimples others enjoy watching others play games other like to watch docs it's just a preference like you watching porn I'd say why do you get off watching other people fucking same shit

    • @hectorrodriguez6843
      @hectorrodriguez6843 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's not their fault they grew up in a different era where they didn't really have any cash tournaments like now a days. Which is why they simply can't grasp the idea.

    • @tridentremixes5449
      @tridentremixes5449 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@hectorrodriguez6843 this sounds fucked up but I think the world will be a better place after all the old people die.

  • @Acsion42
    @Acsion42 5 ปีที่แล้ว +570

    I think the saddest part of all of this, is that even after his death his family still not only fails to accept him, but openly derides his passion.

    • @Roostest
      @Roostest 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Either that or they're taking advantage out of his death

    • @bachelorofstuff
      @bachelorofstuff 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @Blanchette Fotopoulos
      The mother comes off as a heartless narcissist. I can't believe you didn't mention the grandmother's dishevelled wig and tacky chairs - it's truly bizarre. Raised by these nagging hags, the boy had no choice but seek refuge in games and succumb to toxic masculinity, which helped him mentally disassociate himself from his castrating mother.

    • @imacomputer101
      @imacomputer101 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      You read into the video incorrectly then. Because it's obvious that they understood in the end and that they loved and cared for him.

    • @flame6579
      @flame6579 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      He didn't deserve a family like this thats for sure

    • @kobefrancois7373
      @kobefrancois7373 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@imacomputer101 watch the video again and listen to what they say a little better. they never once said they fully understood him. the mom had the balls to say "maybe he thought i wouldn't accept it" which thoughout the whole fucking video she showed exactly that. she said she was his family when his friends were there for him thick and thin, his friends paid the bills that his mom couldn't, his COMMUNITY did what they felt they could for there fellow member and what does the mom do??? she turns her back on them and denies all of them especially his best friend the right to see him in his final moments.

  • @Kerzun
    @Kerzun 5 ปีที่แล้ว +317

    Community raises 150 thousand dollars...mom and sister "it almost felt invasive all these people knowing(Caring) whats going on"

    • @thelegacyofgaming2928
      @thelegacyofgaming2928 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      There's a reason women get talked shit on. They always do stuff like this.

    • @melinda1951
      @melinda1951 5 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      What really saddens me, is that she didn’t allow his friend to see him. She denied them a final goodbye in person. Horrible.

    • @error-tb7wk
      @error-tb7wk 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Cheeky Hajoon she is annoying

    • @Kerzun
      @Kerzun 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@error-tb7wk just insane how someone can be like that regardless of the situation

    • @3dcomrade
      @3dcomrade 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      @@thelegacyofgaming2928 shitty persons arent limited to genders man

  • @rattoota
    @rattoota 5 ปีที่แล้ว +618

    That mom was incredibly selfish for not letting the people he loved and cared for see him in his final moments. She didn't have the right to do that and now some people may never get the closure they need.
    16:38 Its not that she didn't understand. Its that she wasn't willing to try and understand.

    • @KingAndy-gc2bw
      @KingAndy-gc2bw 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Gaming Weirdo no the thing was when he called her she didn’t know who it was, she didn’t know it was one of his closest friends, it could’ve been any one of the thousands and thousands of his fans so how could she just say yes to come see her dying son to a fan, if she knew it was actualy him I think she would’ve let him

    • @KingAndy-gc2bw
      @KingAndy-gc2bw 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      petit man lmao das a fact

    • @ryantrentmann7364
      @ryantrentmann7364 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@KingAndy-gc2bw If she actually took time to "know" who her own son was she would atleast know who his best friend is.

    • @ariton1952
      @ariton1952 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      kuubnbkgttich

    • @donbebe6092
      @donbebe6092 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Gaming Weirdo She does have a right as his mother. Whether she was a good one or not is a different story.

  • @banjanrameen7514
    @banjanrameen7514 5 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    his family really just dissed him this whole video

  • @jackreacher4297
    @jackreacher4297 5 ปีที่แล้ว +371

    Jesus the baby boomers trying to understand esports LoL

    • @KillerQueensRyche
      @KillerQueensRyche 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Agreed. That was so cringy and sad, i felt embarrassed for them.

    • @JackieOdonnel
      @JackieOdonnel 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Hahaha, she's no baby boomer. She's about 20 years too young to be one.

    • @simonjohnston9488
      @simonjohnston9488 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Jesus the kids pretending they know it all are exactly the same as all kids before them.

    • @mgal6234
      @mgal6234 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      J. Donnelly GenXer for sure.

    • @davidc3839
      @davidc3839 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It's parents and children, it's been the same for millennia. What type of parent could/would you be, perfect ?

  • @netbunnie
    @netbunnie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +440

    God, I got so frustrated when his mother was denying his gamer friend to see him. He clearly cared so much to even shave his head WITH him, yet she didn't let him see his friend, even when they all knew he was going to be gone soon.
    Clearly, other people cared very much for him and I think maybe seeing a close friend AND his family of his might've just made him feel that much better before he moved on.
    So sad, rip Allied.

    • @mrbadguysan
      @mrbadguysan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      She didn't know if it was a troll. Blame the trolls.

    •  5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      mrbadguysan what do you mean trolls?!? She wouldn’t let “HIS” best friend see him when he was dying. Like cmon dude you have to be fucking kidding me right now.

    • @hahah17
      @hahah17 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      God, I got so frustrated when you said "gamer friend" instead of friend.
      lmao this is just a joke and i agree with u, but whyd u say gamer friend

    • @JensengTea
      @JensengTea 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I don't think it's quite possible to understand until you become a parent yourself. I am not one, so I can only speak of what I assume. However, the love a parent feels for their child is their gravity. Upsetting as it was, I did not blame her one bit for keeping him to herself. We are often most selfish in our darkest hours. Neither you nor I can honestly say that we know how it feels to lose our child. But both of us should be able to empathize and try to walk a mile in her shoes. I am definitely not saying she was right to do what she did... but I am not blaming her either.

    • @omarhuda4997
      @omarhuda4997 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Bunker Sieben helicopter parents

  • @jericho3703
    @jericho3703 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1464

    His mother was upset he was happy when he played games?
    There upset the community supported him and raised money for him?

    • @mariorobe4805
      @mariorobe4805 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Wait what? His family was mad because his friends raised money for him?

    • @jericho3703
      @jericho3703 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Mario Robe uh huh.

    • @syrupdeity2099
      @syrupdeity2099 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@mariorobe4805 yea

    • @ahmarcamacho8404
      @ahmarcamacho8404 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Its kinda of ridiculous, they treated him like he was 9

    • @mariorobe4805
      @mariorobe4805 5 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      @@ahmarcamacho8404 it's really idiotic to say that someones invasive because they're helping your family financially to cure your son...and btw his friends were more of a family to him than his mom ever was...his friend shaved his head to make him feel better about losing hair ffs...

  • @connorwilson8450
    @connorwilson8450 5 ปีที่แล้ว +864

    I feel sorry for the mother. Even after his death, she still cannot accept her son for who he was. Pitiful.

    • @speedythegamer9848
      @speedythegamer9848 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Fr

    • @spacedout1773
      @spacedout1773 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Wtf

    • @justiny.6925
      @justiny.6925 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I know man it’s sad

    • @kodakazie2750
      @kodakazie2750 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Fr

    • @idropws8929
      @idropws8929 5 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      You should feel bad for the son for having a mother like that the community raised 150k and she got upset? Like come on now and she still doesn’t accept the way he was

  • @ThomasJamesBeauchene
    @ThomasJamesBeauchene 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1300

    Very sad and amazing documentary. He was a great person.

    • @YusuphYT
      @YusuphYT 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Sad that some kids get away with putting video games first over simply eating dinner with family. Video game addiction can most definitely ruin lives. Without a doubt.

    • @ksearcher4623
      @ksearcher4623 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Brave how lived up to his dream

    • @xxpacman05xx21
      @xxpacman05xx21 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@YusuphYT I mean I've done that a few times cause gaming can be so fun and immersive you never wanna stop and yeah it can ruin lives but not if your carefull with it also this man was a fucking legend

    • @YusuphYT
      @YusuphYT 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Xxpacman05xX yeah this guy seems really nice, but that’s not the point when he spent more time online than with his family in his dying days... that’s not right, if he was disciplined on video games he wouldn’t have instinctively wanted to spend his last days on earth on Twitter and video games 😂 feel sorry for his family, don’t be a single mother if you’re not prepared to compensate for the father being missing.

    • @xxpacman05xx21
      @xxpacman05xx21 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@YusuphYT that wasnt the issue he died doing something he loved and I'm sure he spent time with his family for that 1 year he had left it

  • @Adrianlovesmusic
    @Adrianlovesmusic 5 ปีที่แล้ว +406

    didnt know about the guy but this hurts to watch.
    RIP
    im just glad he got to live what he loved

    • @Reth_Hard
      @Reth_Hard 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      At least he had a beautiful virtual life...

  • @Paco1337
    @Paco1337 5 ปีที่แล้ว +344

    Not letting his best friend to be with him in last minutes,damn what an ignorance

    • @simonjohnston9488
      @simonjohnston9488 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      Attacking the grieving mother of someone who died of cancer merely shows that all you see here is entertainment, not people. The ignorance is yours, asshole. As is your decision to not listen to what she said.

    • @WorthlessDeadEnd
      @WorthlessDeadEnd 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      The woman said she didn't know if he was a friend or a troll. David was his Bruce Wayne, and Allied was his Batman, as corny as that sounds. The man led a double life, and his own mother knew nothing about his gaming life, so she had no way of knowing who anybody from the gaming community was.

    • @chrisreed26
      @chrisreed26 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      She could have shared her son...He was obviously closer to his gaming family than his blood family...He would have liked to have seen his best friend one last time I'm sure but the selfish grieving control freak of a mother who David (Allied) escaped from did not allow her dying son to have one final goodbye with his best friend who meant soo much to him..Let her live with that and answer to her son one day in heaven for her selfishness...

    • @schisandra
      @schisandra 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Think about it. The fact that she was suspicious - that she knew about trolls and was worried that his friend could be one - tells you that she had experienced some bad sh-t. The video showed us the nice, supportive folks in the gaming community, but I’m guessing that not everyone was. (I don’t think gamers are terrible people; I just know that a-holes are everywhere.) Have some compassion for mom. She clearly loved her son and would’ve done anything to make him happy. She did what she thought was best at the time. I think the friend’s anger and frustration is really an expression of his grief. Even if he had had that last moment with David, I think he would still be angry and frustrated and sad that he can’t have more. He misses his friend.

    • @jesusisthetruth4497
      @jesusisthetruth4497 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Paco oof

  • @jauxro
    @jauxro 5 ปีที่แล้ว +290

    12:24 she seems to understand it as "he became angry because he couldn't play"... I feel like that misses the whole aspect of letting down an audience.

    • @ih8youmuch
      @ih8youmuch 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      t s ó l a r i a not to mention his competitive spirit. He was good at what he did, and he wanted to win always. To see your body change and not be able to do the things you used to is crushing in it’s own right

    • @ostapbendervan7874
      @ostapbendervan7874 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      She protecting her earlier mean ways

    • @astre09
      @astre09 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      JR Thomas she probably had no idea

  • @markeverhart3835
    @markeverhart3835 5 ปีที่แล้ว +291

    really don't like the mothers attitude just because you don't understand the gaming life doesn't mean he don't want to see his close friend

    • @Mary1337
      @Mary1337 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Remember that she also said that she didn't know who SHE could trust. Her son is fighting for his life, slowly dying and then random people want to see him... I'm not a mother, I don't have children but somehow I can understand that perspective?

    • @DrSmileyFace18
      @DrSmileyFace18 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@Mary1337 Imagine not taking the time to know who your child's best friend is? If my mother denied my ability to see my best friend on my death bed I would fucking hope that people got mad at her after.

    • @joshuabranson74
      @joshuabranson74 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yeah she is a peice of shit.

    • @Smokeout48
      @Smokeout48 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mark Everhart ima cancer survivor and tbh I wanted my friends there more than my family so I feel like she was maybe mad he was closer with them than her cause my dad acted the same way when I asked about my friends he told me fuck them I should be happy my family’s there so who knows

    • @Smokeout48
      @Smokeout48 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mark Everhart rip to bro tho

  • @actinup_
    @actinup_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    Allied is a man that looks humble even tho I never watched him 1 second 😂 still injoyed

  • @dmbrandon
    @dmbrandon 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1711

    She might not remember, but I met Allied's mom once when I was a stinky smasher. She was great to me when I stayed over, sick as hell after eating some super suspect food. I don't think she knew the real weight he had on the world. I hope she chooses to explore it, because his memory is everywhere.

    • @NonPlayerCharlie
      @NonPlayerCharlie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      Definitely hurt seeing your perspective. Appreciate everything the two of you have done for SMITE.

    • @LuxInvicta
      @LuxInvicta 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      #AlliedStrong

    • @gridlock2958
      @gridlock2958 5 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      Damn bro. When you said "What the fuck is family?"... I could feel your pain. You couldn't be there with Allied at the end and it hurt you. A lot of the smite community has controversial opinions about you but you do have a fucking heart DM and you're not a bad person. Thank you for telling your story DM. Hope to have a beer with you one day.

    • @jenniferlawrence9473
      @jenniferlawrence9473 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      I really didn't get why she was so concerned though. Like, he wasn't doing drugs or in a gang. He was just playing video games. No wonder he kept that part of his life a secret.

    • @Fauxjob
      @Fauxjob 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Maybe the thing to consider in this doc is that when you leave the nest, you become your own being that most parents will never fully accept or understand. They still love you, but your parents have this innate inability to have a disconnection to the person they brought into this world. It's in the DNA so you can get out and do your own thing, unimpeded.

  • @Nox.INkRecords
    @Nox.INkRecords 5 ปีที่แล้ว +392

    R.I.P brother. You will be missed.
    Hope you 'respawn' someplace nice :)

    • @parnavad1794
      @parnavad1794 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Where he does not have a Selfish mom to moderate what he does..

    • @shinobu3817
      @shinobu3817 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      PARNAVA DEBNATH people don’t understand what this mom went through, she worked her blood and sweat off and sacrificed her life so her kids could be fortunate to have a roof over their heads. do u guys know how that feels?? to sacrifice your sleep, emotions, and everything all for your future and kids? that’s what she wanted. she only the wanted the best for her son, and honestly, she’s spent most of her life working ground on up so she wouldn’t really understand anything about this video game scene.

    • @parnavad1794
      @parnavad1794 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@shinobu3817 Boy this is gonna be a long one. I am also kinda like him. Not in the same way though. My dream was to work in the aerospace industry but because of my poor academics and super compettitive nature of Indian exams now I am going on Mechanical Engineering. My mother is also forcing me the same way his mother did. As most of our relatives work in the softwere outsourcing companies in India my mom is trying to force me into Computer Engineering. Whenever I try to show her something great like New Horizons, Nasa's Opportunity rover's incredible journy on 5498 SOLS on mars that was made to last only 90 SOLS, The Falcon Heavy Test flight etc.. She says will they make you rich some day?...These kind of moms dont understand that everyone does not do something because of money..Some people have passion too and they wanna persue it to there hearts content and just maybe...He wont make a lot of money but he will be Happy of what he is Doing..

    • @shphdwg
      @shphdwg 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is the most touching thing ever, I will now quote you.

    • @morpheus7422
      @morpheus7422 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      "RESPAWN" Gave me goose bumps. Like I can relate to that. Word👍👍 RIP to Allied

  • @logictinker
    @logictinker 5 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    You assumed the worst that he might got his girlfriend pregnant, that much you don't know your son ,, it might be the reason he didn't hangout with you THE family, yet when he finds friends that can call family you have the audacity to forbid even him from seeing each other !! There's an old saying where im from "when god takes a young soul it means he loves them too much" may you rest in peace brother such a pure soul ❤️

    • @ALUCARD-us3il
      @ALUCARD-us3il 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sam Amri very very true, people like that mother piss me off, their ignorance is astounding

  • @umiluv
    @umiluv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +740

    Unfortunately, it’s clear from the way his family acted and dismissed his passion and how only until after he passed that they even tried getting to know who he was (which I find insane since he was streaming daily), was the reason why he didn’t share who he was with them and why he created a family outside of his own.
    His family may have loved him but they didn’t know how to. He felt completely accepted in his gamer family and so he showed who he was to them.
    Those of us who aren’t close to our families know that this is just what you do to cope with feeling invisible in your own family.

    • @Pleaseleavemealoneooga
      @Pleaseleavemealoneooga 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Honestly it made me feel hurt for him even more- you’d think the mother would be happy something brought her son out of his shell and made him really happy ??

    • @umiluv
      @umiluv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Clarity - as for my situation, even though I’m a mom now and almost 40, it hasn’t gotten better. My mother continues to refuse that she has to work on how to talk to me, even though I’ve told her how to. So I’ve stopped talking to her about things in my life. It is, what it is. I know my mom loves me but that it hurts her too much to admit that she’s wrong or doesn’t know how. As a mom, I understand mom guilt very much, so I get it.
      I’m learning from it and trying to make sure I read all the books to learn the correct tools to be there for my son.
      Normally I wouldn’t make such an opinionated comment but I’m just tired of seeing parents blaming their children for their own failures. Yes, it’s hard being a parent and you have to cut yourself some slack but you also have to own up to your own shit too.

    • @TachibanaTengoku
      @TachibanaTengoku 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @Clarity That still doesn't make it any better that she denied his friend the ability to visit him on the premise that he was not his friend....I can understand being afraid because you don't know the guy but damn man, in retrospect that is kind of fucked up. I know that when my grandfather died, he did not want any of us to be around him, to see him suffering, and it's entirely possible that Allied was the same way. The thing that bugs me is the fact that she said visitation was for FRIENDS and FAMILY, but she denied what seems to me to be one of his closest friends, and definitely part of his family, from being able to see her son before his death. This is why I have a list of people I need my family to contact in case anything ever happens to me. Allied is 100% correct, life is not predictable and you have no idea what may ever happen.

    • @umiluv
      @umiluv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Clarity - his friends raised money for his illness. How is that not caring for him? And how can you assume only his family was there to care for him in the end if his family didn’t allow his friends to come and visit? I find your comments to be very odd and actually have more assumptions than my own.
      You assume his family were the only ones to care in the end when that was NOT true. His friends were not allowed to see him.
      His friend shaved his head in solidarity with him because of his fear of chemo. He shared his fears with his friend and he was there with him through those fears. And his friend was VERY upset he was unable to see him before he died.
      His family denied his friend the ability to say goodbye to him and for what? Because they didn’t understand how he could be friends with people through gaming or online? Why does that matter?
      Death is not just for the person dying. It’s also for the people who care about that person. People need closure or they live through life with the burden of regret. It’s not cool what his family did to his friend.
      I understand not streaming your illness to an audience but if you have your son’s friend calling clearly upset and that they want to see their friend before they pass, how do you say no? I just can’t understand it. And I find it odd that you would justify the family’s behavior.

    • @shantie66
      @shantie66 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's always that

  • @Liuhuayue
    @Liuhuayue 5 ปีที่แล้ว +211

    Based on the title, I thought he was going to die from playing too many video games until I read the description.

    • @soccerboy1447
      @soccerboy1447 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Liuhuayue I thought he was gonna commit suicide from hate because he gamed or something

    • @ets160
      @ets160 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      A Salty Fry bruh same I thought he was gonna kill himself

    • @subhadipdas7963
      @subhadipdas7963 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here

  • @jayden.m3386
    @jayden.m3386 5 ปีที่แล้ว +242

    The mum never understood her kid sad
    Tip for the mum times are changing

    • @Wr1d
      @Wr1d 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jayden.m was gonna like your comment but it’s at 69.....

    • @patstokes3615
      @patstokes3615 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Believe it or not Time is always a changing. One day you'll wonder what happened to your kid.

    • @simonjohnston9488
      @simonjohnston9488 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Tip for Jayden you're a walking cliche who knows very little of the world.

    • @davidc3839
      @davidc3839 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      What a naive and hurtful comment

  • @josiahprofenno4136
    @josiahprofenno4136 5 ปีที่แล้ว +429

    Things like 'obsession' and 'don’t understand' is what bugs gamers, entertainment is entertainment, no better or worse.

    • @TheBrenanas
      @TheBrenanas 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      It is just like people being obsessed with sports and putting their all into them, gaming is the exact same thing. It's a hobby, it's a passion, it's a community.

    • @SonicFan147
      @SonicFan147 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know that it bugs me a lot, as a gamer myself. A lot of my older family members are all just thinking that I'm being unsociable but then I remind them of how much money I'll get when I'm older XD

    • @alondor8157
      @alondor8157 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Nick with no last name OK. Why aren't you playing sports? Since you clearly know what's better. Do a little practice what you preach?
      It's just not everyones cup of tea. And btw, tons of people die in sports from injuries and such, so to say it's completely safe and healthy is questionable.

    • @jackrush1222
      @jackrush1222 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Exercise and sports are different. Yes sports doesn't need to be violent in fact, that is rarely the case. Sports might be "healthier" but it's sure as fuck not safer. A lot of injuries doesn't come from violence, it comes from simply playing the game. landing on the wrong foot is pretty dangerous when trying to dunk a basketball, punching too hard in boxing might kill somebody, failing a backflip on gymnastics might end your career and so on.

    • @beastking-zk1yk
      @beastking-zk1yk 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Nick with no last name im gamer i workout a ,lot but im not bout to get on here tell her other ppl wat to do

  • @BlahChen
    @BlahChen 5 ปีที่แล้ว +374

    14:30 "I feel I wasn't given the respect..."
    Respect? This ain't about you. To me that just sounds selfish. It took the mom him dying for her to realize that whats important was HIS happiness.

    • @donbebe6092
      @donbebe6092 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      BLAH Chen I actually agree with what she said there.

    • @BlahChen
      @BlahChen 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@donbebe6092 To me that's just plain selfish. She put her own feelings before Allied's. DURING THE LAST MOMENTS. A few minutes wouldn't hurt. Yet she felt offended for some reason.

    • @donbebe6092
      @donbebe6092 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      BLAH Chen You have to realize she didn’t know whether it was a troll or not. Don’t forget that at the end of the day she might not have been a good mother but she was still his mother. And the way it seems his friend talked to her was not respectful. Her son is dying. You can’t blame her whatsoever for wanting privacy in her sons last moments. It’s a very personal thing.

    • @tenzin2614
      @tenzin2614 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      SilkyGames to me it seems like his friends were more family to him more then his actual family, and maybe if she had been a better mom and be more involved in his life instead of using the excuse “I didnt understand what he was doing” she would know who his best friend was. I can understand wanting privacy but David deserves having the people who were most important to him be by his side as he passed

    • @NamNguyen-zc4tm
      @NamNguyen-zc4tm 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      7.99k his son didn’t want to man. Listen, we gotta be respectful. We are addressing a dead persons family. Kinda taboo to cuss them don’t you think? I’m sure his mother wanted to know him more. But since gaming took up most of his time, he didn’t have the chance too. And in the end, it’s in our nature, it’s human nature, to be selfish. That’s how we survived all this time. We at core are all extremely selfish but those who experience true empathy by having that wave of realization, guide the rest of us and help us have a better understanding for empathy and selflessness.

  • @tayloredbydrew
    @tayloredbydrew 5 ปีที่แล้ว +210

    Sad how the Mother couldn't admit where she went wrong.
    I pray I never fail my kids like this.

    • @karencalifano6132
      @karencalifano6132 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      You hit the nail on the head!! One of her issues is that she never even seemed to make the effort to get to know what her son was into. So instead of admitting that now, she just seems to be ok with the fact that she was so disconnected from him when he was alive. She automatically shunned it and thought it was senseless, stupid, crazy, etc. She is too narrow minded and selfish and now she will have to live with that guilt of never bothering to get to know her son when he was alive. Sad but true. My partners parents were like that with him and his siblings growing up. Now, he suffers from anxiety, he drinks, and he always feels "empty" because he never pursued a career in music due to his parents never supporting it and always shunning it and telling him he will never amount to anything or make any money being a musician. He is pushing 60 and feels it's "too late". He is very talented and can sing, play guitar but is also depressed and has that "woulda, coulda, shoulda" mentality about it now. I tell him to try and get gigs in bars or small clubs to at least have an outlet to play in front of an audience yet he never pursues it. He had a dream to be a "rock star", however, it may be too late for that but it's never too late to get out there and play for some people in a smaller venue. He almost seems as if that would not be "good enough" for him, but I blame that on his upbringing as well and his selfish, narcissistic parents. So he's stuck in a job he hates.

    • @ThisIsPhami
      @ThisIsPhami 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Drew Taylor you won’t bro 💯

    • @simonjohnston9488
      @simonjohnston9488 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@karencalifano6132 My god you kids are going to be embarrassed about this behavior when you grow up. For now, just know that you're behaving like walking cliches. That you think you know all about that family after watching a 17-minute video, and demonize Allies' grieving mother the way you all are, just shows how little you know. Of course, you think you know it all, because you're... yep, walking cliches. Ever tried thinking of others, for once? Can you at least try to be a little bit less self-absorbed?

    • @simonjohnston9488
      @simonjohnston9488 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@karencalifano6132 Oh my god Karen, you're not an adult and still think like this. Fuuuucking hell.

    • @simonjohnston9488
      @simonjohnston9488 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ThisIsPhami LOL

  • @jerrymiao7605
    @jerrymiao7605 5 ปีที่แล้ว +631

    wow Atlantic at it again with the great mini docs! Keep it up!!!

    • @helloworld2784
      @helloworld2784 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I subscribed just because of their docs

  • @kingvexation1192
    @kingvexation1192 5 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    “I’m so scared haha”
    Speechless.. to imagine myself in that situation, I feel so empathetic. Life’s unfair.

  • @buffdude4281
    @buffdude4281 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I played with Allied during the glory days of Smite. He was an awesome player - great teammate - and clearly a better son and friend. RIP. -Achilles

  • @bagobeans
    @bagobeans 5 ปีที่แล้ว +691

    What a sad story because his mother was oblivious to what he was doing. He was living and had friends, and she had no clue. She could have let his friend say goodbye, but in her selfishness all she thought was, " he's my son, he's my son!" Now he belongs to everyone and she can't stop that. I hope he is at peace.

    • @manictiger
      @manictiger 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      She was oblivious to the entire fucking world.
      If you want money, don't go to college. That's how you get saddled with debt, only to find out the only jobs with an opening pay in a day what that streamer was getting in an HOUR!
      There are so many ways to get money and going to school AIN'T FUCKIN' ONE OF THEM!

    • @bagobeans
      @bagobeans 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      @@manictiger You are correct. My son is successful and he did not go to college. College is a waste of money and they fill young people's heads with absolute crap. So, I agree 100% with you.

    • @finaothak5140
      @finaothak5140 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Marie Just Marie then he obviously had the skills but most of us don’t which is why we got to college to get a degree

    • @bagobeans
      @bagobeans 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@finaothak5140 Yes, but not everyone needs college. They bought into the scam. College is good if it helps you get a job but most just end up with high student loan debt. He was able to use his skills because he was able to do something at the right time. He played games...that was unheard of 20 years ago.

    • @chellesama8256
      @chellesama8256 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@bagobeans Go say that to a neurosurgeon - bet they wouldn't agree that college was "a waste of money" that filled their heads with "absolute crap."

  • @arpanine7495
    @arpanine7495 5 ปีที่แล้ว +241

    Some people are so out of touch and judgemental it's unbelievable.
    Let people like what they like.

  • @cyanwesh5062
    @cyanwesh5062 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    "I don't understand how someone can make a living off of gaming."
    Just cause you don't understand it, dosent mean that it dosent happen.

    • @donutsprinkles9002
      @donutsprinkles9002 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      how often does it happen?

    • @cyanwesh5062
      @cyanwesh5062 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@donutsprinkles9002 on hand with how often people try a lot of times

  • @Drockthehouse95
    @Drockthehouse95 5 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    As an outsider I have huge respect for any community that shows passion like this. Its a shame his family didnt feel the same way at the time but also great that he was able to reach out and influence so many people. Hope everyone is able to keep celebrating him and not let his name die.

  • @lenagazawani8876
    @lenagazawani8876 5 ปีที่แล้ว +591

    I don't know but the mom kinda piss me off ...like "he was an introvert and didn't have any friends but now he has this bigger than life personality.. and I'm concerned .."
    Like WTF you should be happy!!

    • @noway4517
      @noway4517 5 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      She's concerned because she doesn't know how he developed this personality and because he doesn't show it to his family. It's not that she is not proud of him, it is just that she is confused and there is no way for her to get to him.

    • @mf_gamesamanda1542
      @mf_gamesamanda1542 5 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      @@noway4517 that's bullshit.

    • @Bradlee297
      @Bradlee297 5 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      I'm sure she's happy now with the money she got

    • @ostapbendervan7874
      @ostapbendervan7874 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you that ego shine
      This was about him
      But she wanna show her rules me me me

    • @ostapbendervan7874
      @ostapbendervan7874 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      She shun him
      Why she.did not.know
      Watch it carefully again
      The backdrop
      The make up
      Like daughter
      She act like she is fifty

  • @belascott2406
    @belascott2406 5 ปีที่แล้ว +141

    "I just don't understand how someone could make a living off of gaming"
    Maybe if you took the time to notice what he was doing and learn about your own son's passions that wouldn't be a problem

    • @jessidawkins5245
      @jessidawkins5245 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My bf is 22 he works and he doesnt want to go to work because of it he fails to clean he doesnt wanna change his clothes its like he doesnt care about his self

    • @incel-simp
      @incel-simp ปีที่แล้ว

      ⁠what does ur response even mean?

  • @Storystein
    @Storystein 5 ปีที่แล้ว +138

    Try not to cry. Cry a lot.
    Such a heartbreaking story. I didn't even know the guy, but now I miss him.

  • @scuffeduterus303
    @scuffeduterus303 5 ปีที่แล้ว +687

    "you sit there and watch people play video games" wtf is football and basketball again??

    • @natnat8393
      @natnat8393 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Ikr! It's the same Damn thing!

    • @XxlilmewmewxX
      @XxlilmewmewxX 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      did you really just compare gamers to athletes?

    • @michaelg9893
      @michaelg9893 5 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      Macaroni and Jesus no he compared people watching people play a game to people watching people play a game

    • @viceanterra3
      @viceanterra3 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@XxlilmewmewxX I'm pretty sure they just compared games.

    • @XxlilmewmewxX
      @XxlilmewmewxX 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@michaelg9893 videos games are not equivalent to actual sports

  • @ericshimon5496
    @ericshimon5496 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    13:03 This is a wake up call to whoever takes life for granted, I shedded grown man tears. This story is amazing.

  • @gogglespisano24
    @gogglespisano24 5 ปีที่แล้ว +859

    I am a mom of a child who has a lot of online friends. Most of which do not know her. She was offline for a while because she was ill. I made sure to update her friends because I knew how much they meant to her. To say I have anger for this mother is putting it mildly. I couldn't finish this doc because of the selfishness. She never got to know her son, she put down his job, she brushed off his friends, that is just plain shitty to do, especially since this was a HUGE part of him and his life. Speaking to her directly: I understand you are hurting, but the way you treated a HUGE part of his life did not do him any justice. You put him in YOUR box, you selfishly turned a blind eye to others who were very close to him that were hurting, too. Maybe he was an introvert with you and your family because you belittled him? I can see it the way you spoke about him and his passion.
    If anything you, or others, learn from this is to allow your children to love what-and who-they love. Stop making them live for YOU. We are only loaned our children for a short while and then they go out in the world. You do not want to end up on a doc where people have mixed feelings about you after your own child died.

    • @cassidydeneau7076
      @cassidydeneau7076 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      Thank you for being a supportive parent. Too many brush off that our online friends are just as valuable and important to us, if not more than our "real-life" friends.

    • @drippy-szn7438
      @drippy-szn7438 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      gogglespisano24 cool mom alert 🚨

    • @cst256
      @cst256 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Very well said. Her son is about to die and all she can think about is someone is 'disrespecting' her.

    • @L337Dratini
      @L337Dratini 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you for putting it so eloquently. All I want to do is scream at her that she hurt him so badly by blocking his friend from seeing him and most likely preventing him from going online while in hospice.

    • @robertmedeleanu7573
      @robertmedeleanu7573 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      She just wanted the attention that he got.

  • @Anne--Marie
    @Anne--Marie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +266

    Thank you for the insight into the world of gaming. If his friends would have been from a church, they would have been welcomed. If his friends had been from a softball team, they would have been welcomed. The fact that the gaming community stood behind him, propped him up and helped him like that spoke volumes. They were his family.

    • @jbre7233
      @jbre7233 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Anne-Marie A i don’t know, I’ve been around a lot of people dying at work, and it’s almost always just immediate family present in the last days.

    • @Anne--Marie
      @Anne--Marie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @bruce wayne You're correct. It was quite presumptuous of me. I have known many people that have experienced it, so I'm a bit jaded. Thank you for the grounding.

    • @verneshabritt3262
      @verneshabritt3262 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      nah it just seemed like he had this whole other world with the gaming community and didn't take the time to introduce his friends to the family. so honestly like the mom said she doesn't know who these ppl are or if they were really that close to him.

    • @benjamingarcia2282
      @benjamingarcia2282 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Gamers are oppressed

  • @iipiickle1928
    @iipiickle1928 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    No idea why this popped up on my recommended, but thank God it did - a gentle reminder that life is good, that you should always respect yourself and who you are, and to surround yourself with good people.
    Peace Allied, and much love to everyone. 🙏🏼

  • @jbre7233
    @jbre7233 5 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    Am crying for a mother who lost her son, an abuela whose heart is broken, and his friends who have an allied-sized hole in their hearts now. This is tragic. #Fcancer

  • @HarriW
    @HarriW 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1572

    4:20 "My son, David, is a quiet, reserved, shy introvert."
    No lol

    • @yu4233
      @yu4233 5 ปีที่แล้ว +82

      She is dumb as hell

    • @fisherman7237
      @fisherman7237 5 ปีที่แล้ว +115

      Maybe you don’t realize she’s trying to say that his online personality brought out his true personality. She means that her son is an introvert but the twitch streamer is a whole different person.

    • @awescar3231
      @awescar3231 5 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      Fisherman no lol, she described his online personality as a "performance" putting on a show. she didn't think it was the real him. she thought he was only doing it to entertain...

    • @---bb8ut
      @---bb8ut 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yup how is it would you know more than his actual mother?

    • @awescar3231
      @awescar3231 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ville ok

  • @dododog6
    @dododog6 5 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    Sees him making a living off of gaming yet still doesn’t understand. Gtfoh

    • @TheGhjgjgjgjgjg
      @TheGhjgjgjgjgjg 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      she's dreadful

    • @sherpaderpdingo3405
      @sherpaderpdingo3405 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @Fab StillSmokin this is probably true. I take public transport and live inexpensively while banking my money. My brother drives nice cars and buys flashy shit but lives cheque to cheque and it could all come crumbling down if he lost his job even for a few months. I'm the one my mother worries about, though.

    • @donutsprinkles9002
      @donutsprinkles9002 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      No she's not, she knew education was the way out of poverty for her son. How many people make it as profeessional gamers every year? now think about the amount of people who have a useful degree and are well off. I can totally understand where she comes from. She didn't want her kid to struggle

    • @dododog6
      @dododog6 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@donutsprinkles9002 but she SEEN HIM MAKING A LIVING. No one else matters in this situation but him and his mom.

    • @donutsprinkles9002
      @donutsprinkles9002 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@dododog6 yeah i know

  • @jotaroandres
    @jotaroandres 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Shy, nerdy Puerto Rican here, Going thru cancer treatment right now and have received a ton of support from my VR artist friends. I'm always in awe considering that I've only been in this niche community a little over a year. Can't say enough how important it is for these communities to exist. We all have to look out for each other!

    • @Gen-yh1jz
      @Gen-yh1jz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jose Rosero Hi shy, nerdy Puerto Rican. Let me just say I completely agree with your post
      the community can be a life saver when someone is sick. I wish you well and hope you kick the
      sh*t out of your cancer. Be strong friend, you are in my prayers-from One crazy Mexican.
      -

  • @zigguratjones6458
    @zigguratjones6458 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1731

    "But unfortunately I didn't know any of these people"
    Well, maybe if you actually took an interest in your son's career you would have.

    • @evotop
      @evotop 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ziggurat Jones exactly

    • @MidnightVirgo24
      @MidnightVirgo24 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Y’all like to judge lol

    • @salvadorramirez4517
      @salvadorramirez4517 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Mimi Gone we’re not judging, the facts are literally given to us in this video

    • @perksofvon
      @perksofvon 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@salvadorramirez4517 y'all are all literally judging lmao. criticizing, whatever you wanna call it. stop it.

    • @finnleyphillips2250
      @finnleyphillips2250 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      imagine being a mother working 4 jobs and trying to understand streaming she just couldnt quite clutch that he was making money off what he loves so stop criticising the mother for not understanding

  • @TheXenaFilms
    @TheXenaFilms 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    3:34 minutes in and looking in the comments to see if anyone else felt off about the mother. Turns out 90% is about her lol

  • @sassiehealzyo
    @sassiehealzyo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    :'( I feel SO bad for his best friend....shaving his head to help him to be told "friends and family only." I can't imagine losing my best friend and having their family prevent me from seeing them and saying goodbye...

  • @OutInTheAM
    @OutInTheAM 5 ปีที่แล้ว +336

    video broke my heart. but this G ma's wig got me laughin

  • @Popsutten
    @Popsutten 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Shocked this wasn’t in the video but he has his own statue in smites current map at the location where he got his penta kill just thought it was really cool of hi Rez to do that. Also he has his own avatar you can get through the promotional code system
    : #AlliedStrong
    Miss you buddy ❤️

  • @winidepuh4868
    @winidepuh4868 5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    the sad thing is his Smite esports wiki said 'Player has retired'

  • @aped
    @aped 5 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    My friend passed last year from cancer. When us friends from business school found out she was being transferred to palliative care we went there that weekend. Her family didn’t know most of us but we were welcomed graciously and were thanked for coming. Our friend perked up.
    We came back a month later for her birthday. By that time she couldn’t eat and could barely speak. She passed a week later.

    • @bagobeans
      @bagobeans 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      How nice the family let you see your friend. Unlike this mother who refused. That was the most tragic.

    • @Jemelet
      @Jemelet 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@bagobeans At her dying sons request. Pull your head out.

    • @bagobeans
      @bagobeans 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@Jemelet That is not what I heard. Now, I could be mistaken, but that is not what I heard. Either way, it hurts not to be able to say goodbye to someone you love. This story was painful to watch. (My head was never buried.)

  • @sushimane6996
    @sushimane6996 5 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    The mother is so ignorant man. Let him do what he loves. Just because she doesnt understand it she is against it

    • @ALUCARD-us3il
      @ALUCARD-us3il 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Vast majority of boomers in a nutshell

    • @eustab.anas-mann9510
      @eustab.anas-mann9510 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ALUCARD-us3il this so much

    • @donttalktomeyoureannoying8736
      @donttalktomeyoureannoying8736 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ALUCARD-us3il she is likely generation x not a boomer. A lot of younger millennials have Gen X parents like myself.

    • @ALUCARD-us3il
      @ALUCARD-us3il 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@donttalktomeyoureannoying8736 I’m a gen z, so I wouldn’t know would I, but the whole stigma against gaming started with boomers if i recall

  • @keepXonXrockin
    @keepXonXrockin 5 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    Those stories freak me out because they don't say how he was diagnosed and now I'm wondering if I have cancer everywhere

    • @katet8639
      @katet8639 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same

    • @imjuststoppingby7820
      @imjuststoppingby7820 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I am the same way, it sucks because I take this away from his story and make it about me. Feels very self-centered, but I think he was first diagnosed with esophageal cancer

    • @keepXonXrockin
      @keepXonXrockin 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@imjuststoppingby7820 good point, it feels very egotistical, but I can't help it either.

    • @alondor8157
      @alondor8157 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Oh god. Thought it was only me. Sitting here thinking. Do I need to get checked out? He seems pretty damn healthy.🤷‍♀️

    • @verneshabritt3262
      @verneshabritt3262 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      if he had stage 4 he most likely hadn't been going to the doctor for regular check ups like most guys do...so go to the doctor. people with cancer are living longer now a days if its caught in time.

  • @fdotOnline
    @fdotOnline 5 ปีที่แล้ว +350

    #alliedstrong
    My Man. Much love. Thank yall for telling his story.

    • @tylerpartain
      @tylerpartain 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      #AlliedStrong #SmiteStrong, Much love to you too F. and everything you've done for the community too.

    • @dablazun9686
      @dablazun9686 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      you're the guy that kept harrassing and insulting DraculaV aren't you?

  • @lownslow2099
    @lownslow2099 5 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    Everybody- who would pay to watch other people play video?
    Gamers- don’t you do that with sports
    Everybody- it’s different?
    Gamers- how
    Everybody- ...........

    • @poopbruh7676
      @poopbruh7676 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      N-word Surfer Not really. Still getting paid boi.

    • @ALUCARD-us3il
      @ALUCARD-us3il 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bruh moment

  • @omninulla9472
    @omninulla9472 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1298

    Telling the guy that shaved his head to help your son feel better about loosing his hair to chemo that he can't come to his death bead because it's "friends and family" only? wow. I feel bad for her and don't blame her for thinking the way she does: it's hard to share your son with people you don't know when you are going to lose him. It's just so frustrating watching her reject what is obviously a big part of her sons life right up till he died.
    =EDIT=
    Since this is getting allot of attention, I would like to clarify some things:
    I don't see anything wrong with family only bed side, I take issue with her saying he couldn't come because it was "FRIENDS and family only" this signals to me that she didn't think of him as her sons friend. Maybe that's how Allied felt but IDK, shaving your head for someone feels like a thing only a friend would do.
    Like I said, I definitely don't blame her. No one teaches you the right way to loose a son. There isn't one. And when everyone in the room is grieving and distraught, it's not surprising that they might argue or say less than tactful things to each other.

    • @alicelu5691
      @alicelu5691 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      then world of cancers...

    • @ChanaElisheva
      @ChanaElisheva 5 ปีที่แล้ว +100

      That’s awful. Allied loved gaming and the people he spent all that time with. And because of ego and the fact that he chose them over his natural family the mom pulled rank as he was dying, didn’t let him see his friends. What ignorant, petty behavior. I hope I am NEVER that selfish and egocentric when the end comes for my loved ones. She should’ve ashamed of herself, that she as a mom did that to her son.

    • @gdex86
      @gdex86 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      It's a generational thing. If I was in a car crash my wife has a list of people who I mostly only talk to through a computer that she's to contact and she gets it. To a mom it probably didn't make sense that these people could be that close over nothing but a modem, and also lets be honest Allied didn't want his friends to see him at the very end. The last stages of cancer aren't pretty and and I've seen a lot of older people not want their families last memories of them to be them in that stage. It's not great what happened but ...

    • @dallasnorris1901
      @dallasnorris1901 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      Most parents don’t understand that you ( a child) are your parents dream - your parents aren’t yours. She truly needed to respect that. She needed to support him and let him be himself. That’s why when he chose his family (the gaming community & his friends) he could finally be himself (allied- the larger than life personality that wasn’t her son) and she couldn’t accept him. That’s truly tragic.

    • @carolinecristalj
      @carolinecristalj 5 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      @@ChanaElisheva She wasn't being ignorant or petty she was being a mother who was losing her son who she loved very much. She just wasn't given the chance to get to know his friends because time for him went too fast to get to that point. She said she has that guilt but it's not anyone's fault.

  • @BlueBaron3339
    @BlueBaron3339 5 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    Under the consensual stress of online gaming people can't help but reveal who they really are. This serves to accelerate the development of genuine bonds among people and has been doing so for over 30 years. And now, with the near infinite "friends" without friendships of social media, online gaming is even more important now than it ever was and not just for young folks in an evermore disconnected world. Perhaps this documentary will help people understand that, gut-wrenching as this story is.

    • @alinacalm
      @alinacalm 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Damn this comment is brilliant

    • @ABfan97
      @ABfan97 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      very well said

  • @danielayala3170
    @danielayala3170 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Beautiful vid! It felt so good to see how many people cared about him. He had charisma; you can see it. He was a special, remarkable person, and talented. God bless.

  • @TiboFPS
    @TiboFPS 5 ปีที่แล้ว +441

    I lost some respect for the mother when she began saying the stuff of "hes my son first"

    • @catriona_drummond
      @catriona_drummond 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      To her he was property.

    • @catriona_drummond
      @catriona_drummond 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      @Blade Vizor They don't.

    • @PrometheusXV
      @PrometheusXV 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @Blade Vizor Yeah, no.

    • @smoknbobmarle3169
      @smoknbobmarle3169 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It’s something that you never could understand....believe me

    • @catriona_drummond
      @catriona_drummond 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@smoknbobmarle3169 I don't believe you. Paen't down't own their children. Owning people is illegal under the penal code.
      Parents have a certain control over their children and also a responsibility. They have no right to violate certain right of their children.
      BUT WE ARE NOT TALKING A CHILD HERE.
      David Hance was 21 years one when he started playinG Smite and became an Online personality and successful businessman and 25 years old when he died, a fully adult person, and his mother took away an adult's persons right to socialise which who he wanted.
      That is borderline, if not actually criminal behavior.
      There is nothing I need to understand and nothing I need to believe from you.

  • @marlonbravo9466
    @marlonbravo9466 5 ปีที่แล้ว +437

    First I hear news about Etika, then I watch this. 😯

    • @PeanutButter0004
      @PeanutButter0004 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Marlon Bravo bruh ikr I don’t even know either of these people honestly but I’m ready to cry

    • @just1it1moko
      @just1it1moko 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      same... depressed N-word hours boys...

    • @strawberrywigz1658
      @strawberrywigz1658 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      And now hella sketchy... :( rip :(

    • @futuredemon2843
      @futuredemon2843 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      True

    • @MyPussyBleeding-rn1mw
      @MyPussyBleeding-rn1mw 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@strawberrywigz1658 do not know who that is but rip

  • @luismurillo281
    @luismurillo281 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I just stumbled across this video and it blew my mind rest in peace bro you made me think about life

  • @confirmationofinformation7714
    @confirmationofinformation7714 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Our 11 year old son calls this guy a gaming LEGEND....So I know he is. Our son took his passing harder than when the owner of Nintendo passed , we had to console him for about a week....but we encouraged him to just keep playing. We are PROUD parents of a gamer kid😊and will continue to invest in his future so he can see a return in his FUTURE....

    • @phanta3320
      @phanta3320 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I wish there were more people like you.

  • @Pengorii
    @Pengorii 5 ปีที่แล้ว +105

    I am so lucky to be a part of the Smite community. More lucky to have played with David in the past. He was and still is a large part of our community. We will always be #alliedstrong

    • @mimi2the4
      @mimi2the4 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Your use of the word 'apart' means that you are "lucky to be 'separated' from the Smite community" If you meant to say you are"lucky to be A PART OF the Smite community" I suggest you make friends with a spelling and grammar proofing app.

    • @amybrowning
      @amybrowning 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@mimi2the4 mimi... really not the place

  • @red.s1k
    @red.s1k 5 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    Never ever pull a gamers router, you're just asking for a bad relationship at that point

    • @kyushka.
      @kyushka. 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Payne for real bruv

    • @jedcastro3046
      @jedcastro3046 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      He had school the next day.

    • @LunaticTheCat
      @LunaticTheCat 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Fr, that's just horrible

    • @ALUCARD-us3il
      @ALUCARD-us3il 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      For real, If someone pulls that shit without reason to me, they are asking for me to dislike them

    • @ichmeiner4531
      @ichmeiner4531 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@ALUCARD-us3il having school the next day is a pretty good reason. Of course, harsh actions like unplugging a gamers router should always be the very last resort. In a good parent-child relationship it shouldn't be necessary, but, come on, we all know that teens can act incredibly stupid, bratty, immature, irresponsible and can have the worst attitude ever, that's what those years are for and that's what parents are there for. To prevent you from going overboard. If that means killing the Wi-Fi, so be it. Parents aren't supposed to be best friends.

  • @forcefull635
    @forcefull635 5 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    to all the people that need to hear this just like i did there is a specific quote i heard " Everyone fails at who their supposed to be ,but often win at who they are " let it sink in

    • @kapostrophelay
      @kapostrophelay 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey.. That quote is just like your nick in a way. I'm thinking power as force.. And that quote in your comment is really powerful. Something I also needed to hear/read today. Thank you!

    • @inspectorgalaxy
      @inspectorgalaxy 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Avengers endgame

  • @dineshbrahmam3528
    @dineshbrahmam3528 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I remember watching his last stream before he quit due to the cancer. I remember giving my first twitch sub and donate to him and I remember him shouting me out and that being a really exciting moment for me. I hope that my small donation helped him out in some way. RIP David.

  • @HugoFerreira24photo
    @HugoFerreira24photo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    This mom is wrong... Just wrong... Selfish! It's sad to see this :'(

    • @TomPlantagenet
      @TomPlantagenet ปีที่แล้ว

      I know right! Working four jobs to get herself and her family out of poverty. What’s wrong with her.

  • @victorsvariety4328
    @victorsvariety4328 5 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    "I'm so scared, haha" really got me.

    • @mahasina.k.5963
      @mahasina.k.5963 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Victor's Variety yeah that hurt

    • @MadelineDAmato
      @MadelineDAmato 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same 💔

    • @PistolSovereign
      @PistolSovereign 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      that freaked me out

    • @bofasaurus
      @bofasaurus 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      He accepted death and it was so sad to just sit there and have to witness it happen. I miss him so much:(

  • @morebaklavapls3637
    @morebaklavapls3637 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    i really dont understand older people, my mom can watch hours of food shows and fashion shows, byt when she sees me watching a stream she cant think its like the same thing

    • @andrelaurent9607
      @andrelaurent9607 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      More Baklava pls شكرا they just don’t understand millennials, their mind is so self centered in how they grew up that they completely forget about their kids. Its really sad but as more technological advances begin to come out older people would need to get out of their little bubble.

  • @souleaterevan5998
    @souleaterevan5998 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    4:15 - 4:40
    That's because you didn't take time to get to know your son. You belittled what he loved and in return you didn't get to see him for who he wanted to be, only what you wanted to make him be.

    • @theishaanandankitashow
      @theishaanandankitashow 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Exactly!

    • @mechamicro
      @mechamicro 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is so true. Ignorance is the enemy of the truth and respect. She got it so wrong

  • @leidenswerkzeug
    @leidenswerkzeug 5 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    What is so strange about watching other people play video games?!
    But watching a bunch of adult man kick a ball around and getting millions for that is totally fine…

    • @dhizzy
      @dhizzy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      exactly! same concept,

    • @jalees1994
      @jalees1994 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Its not the same contest lol what a fool are u its men running with they real body doing exercise not just pulling around a stick and push Ing Buttons. While real body is sitting on the sofa all day long. Oh yeah same concept...

    • @wonderwhatsnext5408
      @wonderwhatsnext5408 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jalees1994 Instead, it's the mind, teamwork, coordination, and strategy that come into play in video games. It's obviously not as complex as chess, but it's the same idea of pitting your own skill and strategy against others - especially in games where you're fighting other players in the top .1% or whatever bracket for tournaments.

    • @whatintheabrahamlincolnisg9567
      @whatintheabrahamlincolnisg9567 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I get where you coming from and i like both but i think people say its weird because they still live in 2008 or so where gamers been called weirdo’s and shit but now everyone wants to be like us gamers

    • @pavlepejovic5165
      @pavlepejovic5165 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jalees1994 its pretty much the same. For both sport and esport you need teamwork, hard work and a little bit of talent, but in sport focus is on strenght or speed etc and in esport on strategy and gameplan 😁👍

  • @DooIy
    @DooIy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    “I just don’t understand how someone could make money from gaming”
    Ninja: laughs

    • @painexotic3757
      @painexotic3757 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      you can make money from anything if you understand basic economics: supply and demand.

  • @legendarydairy5072
    @legendarydairy5072 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I never comment on videos. But his mom is one of the types of people I can't stand. I feel terrible that allied had to go through what he did, but his mom could have made his remaining time a bit more peaceful. You clearly don't know your own son. Rip Allied!

  • @stephalopod1999
    @stephalopod1999 5 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    Parents, call your adult children and see what their life is like. Adult children, call your parents and tell them about what’s going on in your life. I feel like there was some disconnection and had there been more communication, this story would have not been as tragic.

    • @Mary1337
      @Mary1337 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Gray Kin And that's where the part of "the people you choose become your family" and that is okay too. As he had his friends, as a family. A family doesn't always mean parent+parent and that is so wonderful I think. Good luck to you.

    • @DaniellesMicoMarley
      @DaniellesMicoMarley 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Gray Kin sucks to feel like youre not interesting to your own parents :( enough for them to call you and be like "so hows your blank blank going " or "here I got you blankity blank to help and support you on your endeavor" nothing...i need attention oooops i mean we all need attention

  • @Beradikals
    @Beradikals 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    If it were possible, it sounds like his community would have physically, aside from monetarily like they did, shown up and knocked the bolts off of cancer for Allied.
    They were down. It’s hard to find a crew like that. High.vibes.

    • @SuperSonicBlur
      @SuperSonicBlur 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Youre damn right we would have

  • @Oxiid
    @Oxiid 5 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    So his mum basically kept him for herself at the very end?