First Time Hearing Cemetery Gates by Pantera | Suicide Survivor Reacts
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This is my reaction to my first time hearing Pantera. Can you tell I am jealous of the hair? HAHA. Seriously though, I can see why this is a classic!
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It has been 10 years (it will be on December 8th to be exact) since Dimebag Daryl has been taken from us. Still hurts to this day!
This is about his girl dying and him wanting to change places with her and struggling with how to deal with it
Please read my comment. God bless.
Ya, I'm alone. I'm agoraphobic
I love that you’re listening to Pantera through those adorable headphones.
Don't we all?
Lol
WHOEVER REQUESTED THIS IS AWESOME!!!!!!! Love pantera and heavy metal! Nice amanda, didn't know you still did video requests
Dime was murdered on stage
That was just tragic he was one great guiarist of that time and should be considered one of the greatest✌️
him and randy rhodes were both taken before they could really reach their peak. both were among the best already but both also had so much potential to make the playing we know them for seem like beginner stuff by comparison. Neither was even close to the pinnacle they would have reached
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@@ryantannar5301 Agree totally
@@IceMan2035almost forgot to put Stevie Ray Vaughn in there too. Hendrix himself went to great lengths to help Stevie grow and if Jimi bets on you being the next greatest it means something.
He's haunted by the death of his loved one, contemplating entering the cemetary gates willingly (self inflctedly) - to follow his love that was pulled away before her time, asking the reverend to save his soul from condemnation, in vain. It's deep. I lost a close friend in 2001 and thought for months about any way to see her again, any way! At the time I felt no pain, just anger. I still wonder aloud sometimes when I'm alone if she's watching over me. This song was therapy and I still cry when I hear it.
you witnessed the crying and screaming of the guitar of Dimebag Darrel now.
I gotta admit, I wasn’t expecting you to jump at the beginning there and that made me jump too 😂
there is a longer version of 7 min that has a softer start.
This song has an amazing acoustic intro that was cut off in the music video to save time for TV. You should definitely listen to that version
One of the best guitar solos of all time Dimebag was a genius. RIP Dime and Vinny
And it's not even in his own top five.
The back and forth between phil Anselmo high notes and dimebag Darrell guitar at the end always get me chill rip dimebag and his brother Vinnie Paul (Pantera's drummer as well)
Phil once said that he thought Darrell was the greatest guitar player he could think of because Darrell could make a guitar sound like it was literally crying and screaming
the drummer of MASTODON BRANN DAILOR lost his twin sister skye as a teen and as a tribute wrote CRACK THE SKYE (song) which was also the album title-well worth checking out
had to have been extremely hard to process that type of loss but the music is a great tribute
"Crack The Skye" is a masterpiece!
@TheScorpio1999 is still probably my favorite song by mastodon. Along with blood and thunder!
Oh hell yeah. Pantera. This reminds me I need to listen to "Cowboys from Hell" later on today after I get back from running errands. So this song, there's a particular line in it that reminds me of my past and I feel like I know exactly what Phil is saying here. "And when she died, I should've cried, and spared myself some pain." I've been there. More than once. More than twice. So many funerals. You get to this point after a while that sometimes, some people get emotionally numb and I've been guilty of that. It's not that I'm afraid to be emotional in front of anyone. It's that at times, I guess the easiest way to explain it is I'm "empty." Take a glass of water, and pour it out. No more water comes out afterward, right? Same concept.
Either you know PANTERA or you don't...
This is the shortened version for Mtv. The album version is MUCH better with a whole intro w/ an acoustic, piano and vocal intro. It just makes it an overall complete song. This version just abruptly starts into that heavier riff without any buildup. This version is less effective because of that.
*btw: the story about your friend @ 6:22 , was something I relate can relate to. When I finally started getting my life together and decided I was not going to quit, I started viewing my past negative experiences in the exact same way that you described. I started recognizing the bad sh*t from my past as a necessary part of the story. And I decided to use them almost as a tool for my life. Today, I actually like myself, and I wouldn't be who I am today had those events never occurred. So I'm thankful. Thank you for sharing that story. ❤
Another you may like is “In This River” by Black Label Society
the live version is awesome
I went through a similar dark time after a break up and another song that you have reacted to, "Spirits will collide" by Devin Townsend helped me get through it. I am not ashamed to admit that when I saw him perform it live last november, that I shed a few tears ( good tears ) during it.
In regards to your comment on males not being allowed to cry...my gorgeous mother died when I was a child, but my father was a truck driver, and boys don't cry. Had to run a bath and cry underwater so no one heard me. :/ This bullsh!t about boys don't cry is just not right, we are not machines... let boys cry when it is needed, the stigma is just unfair and serves no one.
Amanda!!! could we hear you listen to "Floods" By Pantera?
Should really check out the album version, this one cuts out the whole opening
OMG, I wasn't expecting that. Thank you so much for your intake on this song and its message. For me, it's some reprocessing because of the way my Dad taught me at a young age. Especially when it came to showing tears or compassion. It was a sign of weakness and we have to be strong or otherwise someone will take advantage of that. It's a wonderful feeling to finally let the sorrow and heartache go and able to open my heart and life for others. ❤you Amanda and thank you so much for sharing.
I loved at 5:30 when the 🤟started coming out.😁 And now, Dime(guitar) and Vinne(drummer), brothers, are gone. I'm glad you got to experience this amazing song!
yeah, when she through out the horns my soul got goosebumps haha
Wish people wouldnt teact to official video it chops 2 mins of a beautiful intro
I had no way of knowing!
I can relate to this song in Si many levels. It reminds me of my mother.
When I was young,she was an abusive monster. I still have 100 scars in my head where I was burned with cigarettes.i won't go into the horrors of my childhood.
Later on I was introduced to satanism .I had practiced it for over 35 years bc all I knew was pain and hatred.
About 8 years ago I went to church,denounced my former practice and was saved.
My mother was very close to death,and told me she was proud of me.
About 8 months before she died we had a Conversation .
She told me when she was young she made deals with satan and promised him to get things...( To this day i believe that thing was me)..i never knew this.
In the end,her ex satanic son led her to salvation on her death bed.
The pastor went to her and told her that I forgave her for everything she had done...all is forgiven
He told her God would forgive her too.
this song hits hard.
Who would have known it would have turned out that way ?
Now,I believe the word. Like my mother,I will unlock my door,and pass the cemetery gates
Love you Amanda!❤❤❤❤❤
I definitely agree that you should check out the Pantera songs "Hollow", and maybe "Floods". I don't know if you want to hear "Suicide Note Pt. 1 & 2" - unless you want to talk about pure anger and hopelessness.
A song that isn't by Pantera that you should check out: "Breathe" by The Warning. I recommended it to a friend who had lost her daughter to suicide, and she found it very meaningful.
You should react to “Sober” by BAD WOLVES. And “Strong For Someone Else” by Tommy Vext solo.
Check out Hollow, by Pantera...that would be a great outlet song for you. Its pain, confusion, hate, anger...please check it out.
Check out my favorite 2 groups, Death and Carcass, yes, i know, it sounds bad, but the music is just amazing @Mental Amanda💯
I love watching people😂 discover the band thats is my all time favorite 😁 Especially a smart, thoughtful and beautiful woman 😉 New sub here!
Could you please react to the song Alive by P.O.D!!! It’s such an uplifting song that holds deep meaning to me, while my mom was fighting a losing battle with cancer, that song kept me sane ❤❤❤
Where's the acoustic guitar intro. The F...Personally i feel you missed out half the song. Totally missed it.
Phil’s voice is so incredible. His range is incredible. He’s hitting like a G5 which is very very difficult to do. Usually when people try and hit that note it sounds very tinny but Phil nails it. I’m 46 years old,Gen X, and Pantera is still one of my favorite bands ever. I’ve seen them 4-5 times,mostly in the 90’s, and they never disappointed. “Vulgar Display of Power “ came out when I was a sophomore in high school and it’s one of the best metal albums of all time. If you have never listened to the whole album do yourself a favor a listen to it. If you are going on a road trip put that jank in and enjoy because it’s a masterpiece. “Cowboys from Hell” and “ Far beyond driven” are also amazing albums but “Vulgar” is unbelievable
What you just listened was not full version of a song. I recommend checking album version, because this "official" video is missing the intro :)
Im so glad to finnaly see this request. It's a truly great song and for me it has it's own special place. I had just lost a friend and just a few days before his funeral i heard this song and the lyrics just hit so hard. Love these react videos, keep them coming ❤
This is the ultimate Dime Bag Darrel and Pantera. Maybe not in terms of technical excellence, but the meaning in the lyrics and the changes in the song style and rhythm (horrible description, I know).
You should check out The River Flows Frozen by Eternal Tears of Sorrow and Take This Life by In Flames
The River is a ballad that gets heavy as it goes but that outro solo says more than any words
And Take This Life is heavy but so are the lyrics and very important positive reinforcement in a very aggressive song
I say this as a staunch heterosexual, Rex's hair is (three words) FAB U LOUS!!🤣
You should react to Hollow. One of their most heartbreaking songs
Boys Don't Cry by The Cure is a good one. Simple but a classic.
Great song. Thank you for the review, analysis, and sharing your knowledge. The actual song is longer than this video version which makes it better for me.
Check out five bolt main "the gift". A very emotional song about the the singer who as a child was adopted but the woman who adopted him killed herself. Very sad song but also a very good one
Pantera has a song called Hallow which captures an emotion between two people. Seems like Phil, the vocalist is singing about Dimebag, the guitarist. It's worth checking out.
well that song was written in the late 80s so its not about Dime. It can be thought that way now.
@@peterlois1086 That's what I'm saying. It seems like it, but the song is about someone else.
I would suggest a song by chaosyum called " smile again" if you want to dive deep into the mental aspect of " copeing"
Im sure you'll ponder on this song for days .
I claim it as my theme song
Or the person that you're supposed to cry for, you didn't have a deep connection like you should've, so you really don't know how to feel. Like if your mother died but all you ever got was grief and ridicule from her then it would be hard to feel.
you NEED to listen to 1916 by SABATON pls pls pls
Been to the shrine of Dime in Columbus. People who werent alive with Dime or Vinny wouldnt understand
R.I.P. Dime and Big Vin! The metal world will never be the same!
As always, great reaction. You should listen to the album version of this song when you get a chance though... the video cuts out a good chunk of the song (the entire intro).
Dimebag Darrell was and still is one of the most influential guitarists in metal history. Take care of yourself and get well young lady.
The one song I highly recommend is Angel by Judas Priest
you should react to Avenge seven fold's song "So far away"
Thanks to you for telling me about your life. I do not know how to cope after me mom. But my dad will say go to work.
4:29 Rex Brown (bassist) perfect hair lol
Yup, get the poison out. I am a U.S.M.C., Combat Veteran that Lost way too many Brothers in Iraq. I am 6'2", 198 pounds, and I cry sometimes....
Thank you for you sacrifice and for reminding us that we all have normal human emotions!
Listen to Hollow by Pantera! It deals with the stages of Loss better that we feel. Loved this reaction though.
You need to listen to Bullet For My Valentine a place where you belong.
It must be 2024. A sweet, blonde lady wearing pink and blue, with a "So-cal" accent is reviewing Pantera🤣.... If only they knew her inside thoughts.. Appearances can be deceptive. I like this channel, there are some great reactions and honest truthes... but I can't help thinking - covering things in pink hearts and adopting a Disney princess voice / persona is actually doing you any good. But if it's what makes you happy, In the words of Pantera - be yourself, by yourself.🤘
I have been a lover of all things girly and sparkly since my childhood. It isn't an adopted persona. It's me being authentic and not listening to people that tell me being "grown up" has to look a certain way. It's just as much a part of me as my true crime and horror movie loving dark side. As for my "princess" voice, I'm actually flattered by this because I'm always self conscious when I hear recordings of myself that I actually sound a little masculine! If I alter it, it's completely subconscious! I'm indeed happy with the way I express myself and am grateful that you can hold space for it.
Everyone must pass their own cemetery gates.🤟🙏
Well fk, finally someone that talks about the lyrics !
Dime could make his guitar literally crying
I’m a Marian Catholic who loves Metallica,AC/DC,NightWish,Pantera,etc. and to prove the beautiful truth’s of Catholicism please watch the warning or illumination of conscience by Christine Watkins. Christine was a militant anti Catholic atheist until she had this phenomenal experience which totally changed her life. Then please watch Following Padre Pio. (it was padre Pio who introduced me to my guardian angel and to angel’s in general). Being a Marian Catholic is the hardest thing to be because being obedient to the infallible teaching’s of the holy Catholic Church is carrying a heavy Cross that can only be carried through grace of the Holy Spirit - God himself. I tell atheist’s not to play Russian roulette with their immortal soul’s. Most soul’s in HELL didn’t believe in HELL when alive - they do now!! Please watch what St Faustina witnessed in HELL the horrific tortures the damned soul’s experience all the time! God bless.
I actually have indulged in her works. Still an atheist, but I appreciate different perspectives.
Hi Amanda, once in a while I'll add a comment. Well today is one. I think a song you should react to is Liar by The Rollins Band. I'm sure we all can relate in some way. Also the Falling In Reverse "reimagined" version of the Papa Roach song Last Resort (warning on that one, you need to be in a good place or it will wreck you). One more empowering song would be the Hatebreed song I will be Heard. Keep putting out videos! I for one appreciate you.
Thank you!
Pantera was an amazing band, Dimebag was just a virtuoso on guitar. I miss him.
I’ve commented before, and you replied, and helped some. Unfortunately I’m worse now than I’ve been in a long time. I’m finding it more difficult day by day to find a reason to keep going on. If it wouldn’t leave my wife in a financial ruin, I doubt I’d be hanging on. I’m not in danger, I’m not going to do anything, but to me, I’m not alive, I’m just existing. I live with a pretty severe depression, severe chronic pain that’s debilitating and loneliness. For a married guy that’s odd to say I know, but my wife works and isn’t home much, and I’m alone 90% of the time. I have no friends here, left them behind when we moved and this small town really doesn’t have people like…me.
I feel like I’m just waiting for that inevitable heart attack to happen due to weight, pain and a very inactive lifestyle. To top that I have a major panic disorder, anxiety and agoraphobia. I’m trying to change, but money, pain, mental issues and just a total lack of motivation is really feeling impossible to overcome. We found out we owe the IRS and since we live paycheck to paycheck, we don’t have it. The stress lately has been off the charts…..which will likely lead to a really bad outcome.
Sorry…I’m just venting. I don’t have many people to confide in, and tend to trauma dump when I hit my limit. I’m sorry if this bothers anyone, it’s not my intention.
I apologize that it took me a bit to see this comment. You can message me on IG @mentalamanda and we can talk more 💖
Alli I know that you are awesome and I would love to see you happy
"when she died, i should have cried" Is he singing about child abuse?
You should have listened to the extended version. The longer intro talks more to the reverend
I have a request you should do
Take away my pain by dream theater
I wanna see you react to life of agony. The song ,my eyes, or any song off of the river runs red.
I've struggled daily with suicidal ideations for years. As well as homicidal, which they left off the report. Can't be a liability, even if you jumped off the hospital roof
I'm deeply sorry to hear that you've been struggling with such intense thoughts for so long. I know it's incredibly difficult to cope with. It's unfortunate that sometimes the complexity of our experiences isn't fully understood by others. It's crucial to find someone who can listen and support you without judgment. It sounds like you've tried talking to a mental health professional, but it's important to realize that not every therapist and not every treatment type is effective for every person. It might be worth looking into other options. I am so glad that you have a safe space here where you can express these feelings openly. It's an important part of the journey. Remember, you're not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help.
Please listen to their song slaughtered, the other pantera face.
My mom passed in 2016 3 days after Christmas bad unexpected divorce four long term relationships ended blamed on me so done with that shit love your videos I’ve been in a dark place several
Times
I'm so humbled to bring any solace from such a hearbreaking loss 💔
Like I've said before quit looking for meaning in metal lyrics this shit is the same reason ozzy ,j priest, and twisted sister went on bullshit trials in the 80's we write what sounds cool with the song lets hear you pick apart RAP then see what hate mail you get 💩💩💩💩💩💩😠
I've done quite a few rap songs and gotten very little "hate mail". This channel is about analyzing songs, not making exaggerated faces and going "ohh" and "ahh".
Love Pantera, too bad both brothers are gone now, cause even Hell yea kicked ass as a band too
Obviously not for a video, but for yourself personally, check out the studio version of the song. The music video cuts out a very soft, beautiful intro that builds up to where the music video kicks in. The lyrics you mentioned “Crucified for no sins” are part of that intro.
It aways bugged me how the record company, or whoever, cut out the intro in the music video. What a strange choice. The build-up is what makes the main riff hit so hard. Oh well, still a badass, classic song haha
aren't we all suicide survivors tho
Suicide note part 1 and 2 are great songs by pantera give em a listen
I'm sorry, but when it comes to the emotion of crying, l haven't been able to do it since I was 7 years old, and I'm now I'm 52 years old and I lost my 16 year old sister two weeks after my 20th birthday and I couldn't cry and still haven't plus I lost all my grandparents and my mother and still I can't cry because I was told at a young age to shut up men don't cry so I now can't and feel I don't know how too.
It's so heartbreaking that so many boys were raised with that mentality. Don't force it. Just don't repress it either. Sit with yourself. Journal in detail about these losses. Allow whatever emotions comes to come. Talk to a professional who can help you dive into your grief.
R I P Dimebag and Vinny
🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘
I had to kill in Afghanistan, am I still human
Yes you are 💖
Why many bloggers choose the video version? There is no beautiful introduction!
Because we don't know going in!
ur so pretty today, well i mean this was posted a month ago but you get the point
Glad you're hung around to get a little taste?
Dime was a an absolute beast of a guitarist
This song is magic! Always loved it since the release of the album. The feeling, the mood, the lyrics and the final guitar vs vocal is fantastic. The solo is magic to. This song is so much more sad now when Dimebag is missed!!!
Have you my feelgood song? Dark Funeral - My Funeral....
Love that surprised look at the end of that song
One of my favorite songs of all time
public crying by a man will devastate the perception of him.
Depends on who is watching.
Ironically this song is about a girlfriend who killed herself
💔
Her reactions is just priceless
I can't get of being lonely after my divorce
I'm thinking of joining the cemetery
I got divorced in 2021. It's a devastating path, but I promise there's light on the other side.
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I grew up listening to Pantera (One of my all-time favorite bands). This song has always just been a good song, and really didn't have much meaning to me until about 5 years ago when I lost my wife to cancer. Now I total relate and live these lyrics. I get emotional every time I hear this song.
That ending is obviously just bonkers. As I understand it, Phil goes up to an E5, an F5 and even a G5. With Dimebag matching him each time on guitar. It’s so wildly over-the-top and incredible. But, I agree with you as far as tears and crying. Men and women are still held to different standards that cause harm. Males are expected to refrain from tears, which can build up sorrow inside. While females are expected to be very emotional, which can deter them from being strong. And yes, life is to be lived. The meaning of life is to live your own.
RIP Abbott bros. You definitely shouldn't repress your emotions. It will come back to haunt you. We have them for a reason.
🥰 As always Amanda
I pop in every once in a while nice to see your smiling face
Love Pantera. Check out their songs Hollow and Suicide Note Part 1 and Suicide Note Part II, too. Your ears might not appreciate Part II if you're new to metal, but lots of good stuff to talk about in there.
2pac “ Hit’em up”
I like you a lot. But you are wrong. Men can cry only when 100% alone. Anyone even our own mothers will judge us for openly showing weakness. As a woman you have no idea how hard the entire world is on men. There are many issues women face also. But when something happens to a woman, people at least give a crap. No one really gives a crap about men.
I am sorry that has been your experience. I do not know what it is to be a man and want to learn. That way I can better help and support.
@@MentalAmanda The fact that you actually care enough to want to learn and understand is huge. Any man you decide to be with is extremely lucky.
excellent video!
I don't recommend listening to suicide note part 1&2 on their Great Southern trend Kill album, you may be offended but the album still kicks ass
Gotta do "Hollow" next!!