Just wanted to give a quick what to expect on the channel over the next couple months and since you guys asked, give an updated health video. This is just me talking about my health over the winter and in no way insinuates i'm asking for advice, help, or recommendations. Please remember that my email is for business only and refrain from emailing this type of info even if trying to help! Thank you :D
You are a badass. Content creation can be brutal emotionally and the fact that you are dealing w chronic pain is a lot. You seriously are exceptional. Stay strong. 💪
I've said this a few times, but it's still true: even though we've never met and never will, you've helped me so much since I found this channel, whether it was getting through my first surgery, two cancer scares and just good ol' depression. You're always here to help pull me through it all, no matter how thick the muck, no matter how dark the pit. Thank you so much for everything you do.
The fact that you have been able to do all of this while taking care of your animals does indeed make you a strong person. And if you need to take a break every once in a while i say you have more then earned that. I've never really told anybody but i have a mild form of autism and i struggle with a lot of stuff that people find normal so i don't really leave the house much, having people like you to watch provides me with some mental breaks from being inside my own head and it allows me to recharge my battery for a bit. Long story short, i'm gratefull that you do what you do.
That's really sad to hear, i'm kinda struggling with depression and am a very hermit person as well.. but being a comunity will make us better, it's therapeutic to know there's always someone who cares about you, chear up my man! 🙂
Woo same thing! Barely leave my house and also got no job. Your circumstances hardly sound mild to me but if you prefer describing it that way then it's fine. If you're comparing yourself to others and saying it's mild because of that then don't discredit yourself. That said, labels are only important if they help you so sorry to get hung up on the use of "mild" :) I spend a lot of time watching TH-cam including this channel which helps pass the days in non stressful ways. The Dark Souls 3 play through has been very satisfying because the tension of it takes me away from my own head completely. In general the Souls games are incredible for doing that. The best times of my life in the last few years were slowly progressing through those games. It's like an ultimate but punishing form of mindfulness :D
Hi mate, I deal with chronic illness every day and what you said makes total sense. Even though I am the disabled guy, I am who people turn to for help. When you need help treat it like you are asking someone to pass the salt. Simple as that. It’s not weak to talk about it at all, you are right. You, are doing so well dude. Keep going, smile, through the bad days and enjoy the good ones.
3:43 "...you're actually very strong, and being able to talk to you guys about it, not only gives me strength, but it helps give you strength. It builds awareness." You just summed up my exact philosophy on dealing with any sort of pain/trauma/etc. Opening up and talking about one's problems helps both listeners and speakers. Thank you for being you Marz, you are so incredibly strong
As someone who suffers some chronics pains, i can totally understand the suffering you are going through. I am very sorry to hear that you have scoliosis, it is horrible. As you said your health comes first and do not worry if you do not download as many videos as before. I hope you'll get better soon.
Why so many youtubers suffer from this? I mean, this is a common health issues with them so far I've seen. Could be because they were spending time for too long in front of monitor? And their back leaning too much? Maybe that caused their back bone having problems
@@justmindset It's not always from birth, and not always from genetics. Circumstances can cause it too. More females have it and I think it's from having a higher chance of getting it growing up with more flexibility.
As someone who went through a lot of lower back problems when i was younger lower back nerve/damage is the worst type of pain i have ever experienced : i could not sleep, eat , stand , walk , run, focus , think... i could not even lay down on my bed properly , i was like a plant that is in constant pain . After 2 operations and 4-5 years of physiotherapy /psychiatrist session i got better and now and am 150 % . I totally understand what are people with any sort of nerve damage /pain going through because u need to be really really strong both physically and mentally to beat this thing .I am glad u are doing better Marz but things like this take time to heal up, patience , discipline and the warrior spirit is the key to beat this thing and u have all 3 , stay 💪.
It's always inspiring hearing someone coping with a similar situation. I'm 32 and I have chronic low back and sciatic pain since the last 3 years due to a major lumbar disc herniation, which I got surgery for. Surgery fixed the disabling nerve pain I had which made me more or less bedridden for 6 months including two weeks of hospitalization. Now days I can function, somewhat ok but it varies, being able to work full time again despite the constant pain that probably will never go away. I'm a wreck every morning and evening, although coping and taking one day at the time. I can relate to the physical and mental agony that is overwhelming from time to time. You're so strong talking about this in the open
Yup...I have constantly severe muscle spasms, muscle pain/tension, and migraines. It's impossible for someone to understand unless they've experienced it.
I know how you feel, I've been dealing with chronic back pain sense I crashed my truck into a tree at 55mph about 6 years ago, I woke up screaming, I shattered my nose, I went to physical therapy for several months for my back and my knee, and had weekly chiro appointments. Had nightmares about the crash for years, and I still feel that if I close my eyes I can still see the moment in my head. It's really hard to stay on track, and when I fall off, it's hard to stay motivated. Some days I wake up and feel like the accident never happened, and then there's days like today where getting out of bed feels like I'm still crawling out of my truck window, and like you I really struggled to ask for help, I do feel like it makes me weak. Thank You so much for speaking about your problems, I felt like I was the only one for a long time. ❤️
@@andrewjesmer6639 playing Gran Turismo was my therapy dude. Cockpit view. Steering wheel. Just me, my car, and the road. And i struggled with driving for a while after the truck accident i was in. But I have my joy back now. My driving mind is back and GT sport will forever be one of the most important games in my life. I cannot wait for Gran Turismo 7 on PS5 😎
I injured my back when I was younger working and it has never been the same since. The pain makes you mental, makes you sad. I turned to alcohol too treat it, still do 10 years later. It is cliché but hearing your struggles gives me a bit of hope, someone around my age group with a similar problem, mad respect for being so brave to tell so many people and be real with your fans! You do not have to worry about us liking your content, your content is great. keep your style going!
This vid randomly popped up on my feed. I never knew you had this kind of pain. I just wanted you to know, when you said "waking up like you got hit by a truck. Pain score 9 out of 10". That hit home to me, 'cus been there, still there. Hope you're feeling better.
It's disappointing, but usually less than half her subscribers watch these updates. For me these updates are the best part of the channel and the reason she's my favorite content creator.
you know what was weird about that too? shes like I feel like you guys can tell when somethings wrong while youre watching me. Its like you have a quarter of a million subscribers maybe a handful notice who cares?
I hope your back condition improves over time. I'd suggest making yourself as comfy as possible when working. Prioritize health above everything else. God bless. ✌
Same here, suffer from constant neck pain and getting it checked out cuz it started affecting my mood and mental health. Also felt ashamed to complain or voice how I was feeling but exactly, nothing to feel bad or wrong about. Thanks for sharing, love your vids and the platform you created, you should be super proud. Much love from Puerto Rico 🇵🇷✌🏼
Thank you for this video and the previous videos you’ve done on your health. It is definitely difficult to go through so much pain and sometimes putting it into words is a tough task because there seems to never be enough words to explain what a person especially with your pain goes through. I’m 20 now but I still feel 17 mentally because that’s when all my pain started. I worked at a fast food place, let’s say, and I overworked myself till one day I had to quit because I realized I started having neck pain that wouldn’t resolve itself. Since then, much like you I’ve been going in and out of doctor’s offices: neurologist, orthopedic doctor, physical therapist, rheumatology, all types. Nobody’s been able to give me a concrete diagnosis. There are days where I give up on my body and any responsibilities. But I will push through my physical therapy and try to reach a point where I can smile and be happy without a weight on my shoulders. Your struggle with close relationships you’ve had to cut off, and idk if you’ve felt this but being gaslit like a motherfucker by people saying “you’re too young to have this” such and such. You’ve made me felt heard and I’m glad you continue to spread positive vibes on this platform 💚💚💚
as somebody who has scoliosis it can be bad. It is nowhere Near as bad as Marz is (based on how it sounds) but it can be bad. I can't be bent over for too long, and I don't/can't stand straight up, for what I think is "straight" for me is slouched about 4 inches. when I lean back to get straight it feels like bending back. And muscles can ache so easily and you can't do much in the moment to treat things. and the "needing the sun" sounds A Lot like "seasonal depression" which is what my dad (and me to an extent) have. Even if it's gloomy for a few days in a row you feel depressed
I genuinely always appreciated these videos because of your transparency and willingness to share Marz ! All i'll say is that i'm glad you're doing your best as the process is never easy. Your consistency in delivering quality content is always there as well ! Thank You for what you do Marz and also sharing as it can feel vulnerable and scary, as always keep up the amazing work and wishing you all the best this year you deserve it and so much more !
Pain is pain. No excesses. Had Scoliosis at a young age and I know what you feel (to a certain extent) the cold hurts. Feeling alright feels scary. I get it. but I think no one here will complain for the wrong reasons. We're all here to support for all the good reasons. "Its not that you GET UP, but rather, HOW you get up" that defines who you are... Salude to the hardships and to all who you inspire. But I have found that just "talking about it" feels great...
You're lovely Marz.🥰 And fighting your suffering like you do shows how strong you are.💪 4:10, 8:25 I wished I'd watched this video earlier. I would have not leave such a bad 1st impression. I watched your suffering and my reflex was to give advices about how I handle my problems, assuming it will somewhat solve or at the very least help you too. And you, not knowing me, probably saw another smartass trying to fix things he knows half about. Part of me is sorry that I had not respected your wishes, and part of me isn't because I tried to help someone, even if it was clumsy or not wished. We do what we hope is the best. It's unfortunately later that we learn if it was helpful or not. 5:25 That picture is so true. Pain tolerance is so different from one person to another. Add to that, life experiences (those who suffers a lot has more 'tools' to handle it than those who never experienced it before).
Talking about coffee: I felt I seriously had to cut back on my coffee intake, it was doing nothing for me, even making me more tired. I'm drinking tea now which helps a lot.
You hit it right on the mark Marz, “Pain is relative” it’s nice to be reminded about that because I too feel like I’m an 100 year old person inside the body of a “healthy” 20 year old. Except not even in a cool way like Captain America or something lol. But in all seriousness, mad respect to you and all the hard work you push yourself to do. It’s a struggle, but (at least for me) reminds you of the blessings you have. Stay strong my friend, much love from a friend from Cali💜
Stay strong 🙏 I was diagnosed with lupus and it took me a while to accept it and now I'm actually come to terms with it...and with my incident cause my lupus came with ptsd and depression with axiety also...and u talking about it shows how strong of a person u are in general....keep grinding and keep smiling through all the hard times....it pay off...gained a new fan 🙏💜
I always wondered what happened to your health issues since I watched your health vid way back after that you hardly even brought it up , you are strong marz please take care of yourself .
When it's a long time with nothing but gameplay videos, it's easy to forget that you are full of compassion and intelligence and strength. You've gone through challenges I will likely never see, and it gives you strengths I don't have. So try not to doubt yourself as much. I never notice much of a difference in your...presentation. It's always nice to see that "hey guys" at the beginning of the video. You always joke and laugh and smile at least some. Don't feel like you have to reach a certain level of happiness to make a good video. You are you no matter what, and that's what people love. I wish I could lend you some strength and energy to maintain your health. It can't be easy to eat right and workout regularly and I don't want to imagine the challenge of getting the medical care you need. But I hope it gets easier with time. You'll make it routine and it will get more manageable. I have some (I think) minor issues with my neck and back that I've been wanting to get adjusted for a while, but they have so little impact on my life that I don't put the effort into finding a really good chiropractor. Marz, do you have any advice on this? I watch some of the really attentive, specialized chiropractors on TH-cam who deal with each patient based on their own specific needs, and that's the kind of person I'd like to see. Do you have a single dedicated chiropractor to give you special attention, or do you think just about any decently trained person would be able to take care of me?
I'm in my early 30s and just went through knee surgery recently and it really bummed me out not being able to move, exercise and now that I'm recovering not being able to run or even walk fast lol. I am getting better, going to the gym again and have most mobility back again but I'm not out the woods and still have issues and will need to take care for the rest of my life to avoid knee replacement and I'm still having some stiffness on both knees. I find that just going day by day and working on getting better really helps me out but just remember that it's ok to have bad days and just feel down but don't allow yourself to fall into a rut, try to find comfort in the small things. Hope you feel better and keep the nice content, I just discovered you with the final fantasy video. Hope you improve and be happy overall.
Thanks something that I'm going through. I have a inguinal hernia for almost 2 years so I don't really work out or do martial arts as much as I use to. Do want to go and get it fixed, but I seem to be so scared of it that I keep putting it off lol. I really want to because I love martial arts, I love doing intense an work outs and calisthenics, on top of gaming and music. Oh well hopefully one day I'll get the courage :).
Yup as I've gotten older i have had more health issues due to a life of unhealthy choices. I know this is a cliché but it does get better with time. You just have to get off your ass & make it happen. Thanks for reading thus far strangers you take care of yourselves now you hear!!!!
I found out recently that I have scoliosis too. I've had neural pain for several years now. I've been doing yoga for several years now, but I've recently found that pilates is more helpful. At least for the pain. So I have a question for you, what sort of exercise do YOU do for it exactly?
I think I’ve had scoliosis since I was really young. Been in a chair since 12. Big pharma got me hooked on fentanyl at the age of 15. I’ve had chronic pain since I was 5ish (maybe before that, I just can’t remember). I was on the fentanyl until I was 32 (I’m now 37). Weed helped me ween off the poison. I don’t have as much pain anymore, but it’s always at a dull 4/10 when I’m sober and maybe a 3 when I’m stoned. It’s really hard for people to comprehend what pain does to a person’s mind and how they develop. Pros and cons. I wouldn’t change anything now, but getting a chance at a normal life would be nice too. PS Dark Souls changed my life. I hope you can figure out some solutions for the pain. You should train Luka to carry you around on his back if you feel too weak. Stay positive.
Just wanted to give a quick what to expect on the channel over the next couple months and since you guys asked, give an updated health video.
This is just me talking about my health over the winter and in no way insinuates i'm asking for advice, help, or recommendations. Please remember that my email is for business only and refrain from emailing this type of info even if trying to help!
Thank you :D
What's your thoughts on the announcement of The Last of Us on HBO?
Love you Christine! (In fact... I’m writing you into my newest fanfic based in the world of Bloodborne.... you’re an absolute badass hunter ❤️❤️)
Helo marz... is so nice to see you again.☺
How was your day goddam can I have your number
You are a badass. Content creation can be brutal emotionally and the fact that you are dealing w chronic pain is a lot. You seriously are exceptional. Stay strong. 💪
I've said this a few times, but it's still true: even though we've never met and never will, you've helped me so much since I found this channel, whether it was getting through my first surgery, two cancer scares and just good ol' depression. You're always here to help pull me through it all, no matter how thick the muck, no matter how dark the pit. Thank you so much for everything you do.
The fact that you have been able to do all of this while taking care of your animals does indeed make you a strong person.
And if you need to take a break every once in a while i say you have more then earned that.
I've never really told anybody but i have a mild form of autism and i struggle with a lot of stuff that people find normal so i don't really leave the house much, having people like you to watch provides me with some mental breaks from being inside my own head and it allows me to recharge my battery for a bit. Long story short, i'm gratefull that you do what you do.
That's really sad to hear, i'm kinda struggling with depression and am a very hermit person as well.. but being a comunity will make us better, it's therapeutic to know there's always someone who cares about you, chear up my man! 🙂
Woo same thing! Barely leave my house and also got no job. Your circumstances hardly sound mild to me but if you prefer describing it that way then it's fine. If you're comparing yourself to others and saying it's mild because of that then don't discredit yourself. That said, labels are only important if they help you so sorry to get hung up on the use of "mild" :)
I spend a lot of time watching TH-cam including this channel which helps pass the days in non stressful ways. The Dark Souls 3 play through has been very satisfying because the tension of it takes me away from my own head completely. In general the Souls games are incredible for doing that. The best times of my life in the last few years were slowly progressing through those games. It's like an ultimate but punishing form of mindfulness :D
Hi mate, I deal with chronic illness every day and what you said makes total sense. Even though I am the disabled guy, I am who people turn to for help. When you need help treat it like you are asking someone to pass the salt. Simple as that.
It’s not weak to talk about it at all, you are right. You, are doing so well dude. Keep going, smile, through the bad days and enjoy the good ones.
You’re fkn strong Marz! No excuses, we all have had ups and downs. But life’s not impossible. Yes it’s hard, but we find ways to fight back!
Thanks for making these update videos Marz! It shows you really care about the relationship between you and your viewers.
3:43 "...you're actually very strong, and being able to talk to you guys about it, not only gives me strength, but it helps give you strength. It builds awareness." You just summed up my exact philosophy on dealing with any sort of pain/trauma/etc. Opening up and talking about one's problems helps both listeners and speakers. Thank you for being you Marz, you are so incredibly strong
@Ian LundquistReally Ian? 🤣😂🤦🏻♂️
As someone who suffers some chronics pains, i can totally understand the suffering you are going through. I am very sorry to hear that you have scoliosis, it is horrible. As you said your health comes first and do not worry if you do not download as many videos as before. I hope you'll get better soon.
Why so many youtubers suffer from this? I mean, this is a common health issues with them so far I've seen. Could be because they were spending time for too long in front of monitor? And their back leaning too much? Maybe that caused their back bone having problems
@@rpgamezzz270 Maybe, who knows... 🤷🏻♂️
@@rpgamezzz270 Scoliosis is kinda genetic,my sister got it and i got it as a kid while not sitting much at all.
@@rpgamezzz270 You're born with scoliosis, but sitting for long periods of time and not practicing good posture can make it worse.
@@justmindset It's not always from birth, and not always from genetics. Circumstances can cause it too. More females have it and I think it's from having a higher chance of getting it growing up with more flexibility.
As someone who went through a lot of lower back problems when i was younger lower back nerve/damage is the worst type of pain i have ever experienced : i could not sleep, eat , stand , walk , run, focus , think... i could not even lay down on my bed properly , i was like a plant that is in constant pain . After 2 operations and 4-5 years of physiotherapy /psychiatrist session i got better and now and am 150 % . I totally understand what are people with any sort of nerve damage /pain going through because u need to be really really strong both physically and mentally to beat this thing .I am glad u are doing better Marz but things like this take time to heal up, patience , discipline and the warrior spirit is the key to beat this thing and u have all 3 , stay 💪.
It's always inspiring hearing someone coping with a similar situation. I'm 32 and I have chronic low back and sciatic pain since the last 3 years due to a major lumbar disc herniation, which I got surgery for. Surgery fixed the disabling nerve pain I had which made me more or less bedridden for 6 months including two weeks of hospitalization. Now days I can function, somewhat ok but it varies, being able to work full time again despite the constant pain that probably will never go away. I'm a wreck every morning and evening, although coping and taking one day at the time. I can relate to the physical and mental agony that is overwhelming from time to time. You're so strong talking about this in the open
It's so difficult to live with invisible ailments like chronic pain. Sending good vibes and massive respect.
I have chronic pain.
@@globalvillage423 thank you for sharing george
innerbloom lol
Yup...I have constantly severe muscle spasms, muscle pain/tension, and migraines.
It's impossible for someone to understand unless they've experienced it.
I know how you feel, I've been dealing with chronic back pain sense I crashed my truck into a tree at 55mph about 6 years ago, I woke up screaming, I shattered my nose, I went to physical therapy for several months for my back and my knee, and had weekly chiro appointments. Had nightmares about the crash for years, and I still feel that if I close my eyes I can still see the moment in my head. It's really hard to stay on track, and when I fall off, it's hard to stay motivated. Some days I wake up and feel like the accident never happened, and then there's days like today where getting out of bed feels like I'm still crawling out of my truck window, and like you I really struggled to ask for help, I do feel like it makes me weak. Thank You so much for speaking about your problems, I felt like I was the only one for a long time. ❤️
Dude seriously get better 👍
I'll be aight, just need to stay on track 💪🏻
ily stranger, stay strong
@@andrewjesmer6639 playing Gran Turismo was my therapy dude. Cockpit view. Steering wheel. Just me, my car, and the road.
And i struggled with driving for a while after the truck accident i was in. But I have my joy back now. My driving mind is back and GT sport will forever be one of the most important games in my life.
I cannot wait for Gran Turismo 7 on PS5 😎
I injured my back when I was younger working and it has never been the same since. The pain makes you mental, makes you sad. I turned to alcohol too treat it, still do 10 years later. It is cliché but hearing your struggles gives me a bit of hope, someone around my age group with a similar problem, mad respect for being so brave to tell so many people and be real with your fans!
You do not have to worry about us liking your content, your content is great. keep your style going!
This vid randomly popped up on my feed. I never knew you had this kind of pain. I just wanted you to know, when you said "waking up like you got hit by a truck. Pain score 9 out of 10". That hit home to me, 'cus been there, still there. Hope you're feeling better.
Good luck with everything, dear Marzy !👍👍
“We’re gonna have a 1 on 1 talk”. Um I think it’s technically 1 on 251,000
251,001*
Or is it 251,000 simultaneous 1 on 1 talks?
It's disappointing, but usually less than half her subscribers watch these updates. For me these updates are the best part of the channel and the reason she's my favorite content creator.
you know what was weird about that too? shes like I feel like you guys can tell when somethings wrong while youre watching me. Its like you have a quarter of a million subscribers maybe a handful notice who cares?
252,000*
I hope your back condition improves over time. I'd suggest making yourself as comfy as possible when working. Prioritize health above everything else. God bless. ✌
Same here, suffer from constant neck pain and getting it checked out cuz it started affecting my mood and mental health. Also felt ashamed to complain or voice how I was feeling but exactly, nothing to feel bad or wrong about. Thanks for sharing, love your vids and the platform you created, you should be super proud. Much love from Puerto Rico 🇵🇷✌🏼
Thank you for this video and the previous videos you’ve done on your health. It is definitely difficult to go through so much pain and sometimes putting it into words is a tough task because there seems to never be enough words to explain what a person especially with your pain goes through. I’m 20 now but I still feel 17 mentally because that’s when all my pain started. I worked at a fast food place, let’s say, and I overworked myself till one day I had to quit because I realized I started having neck pain that wouldn’t resolve itself. Since then, much like you I’ve been going in and out of doctor’s offices: neurologist, orthopedic doctor, physical therapist, rheumatology, all types. Nobody’s been able to give me a concrete diagnosis. There are days where I give up on my body and any responsibilities. But I will push through my physical therapy and try to reach a point where I can smile and be happy without a weight on my shoulders. Your struggle with close relationships you’ve had to cut off, and idk if you’ve felt this but being gaslit like a motherfucker by people saying “you’re too young to have this” such and such. You’ve made me felt heard and I’m glad you continue to spread positive vibes on this platform 💚💚💚
as somebody who has scoliosis it can be bad. It is nowhere Near as bad as Marz is (based on how it sounds) but it can be bad. I can't be bent over for too long, and I don't/can't stand straight up, for what I think is "straight" for me is slouched about 4 inches. when I lean back to get straight it feels like bending back. And muscles can ache so easily and you can't do much in the moment to treat things.
and the "needing the sun" sounds A Lot like "seasonal depression" which is what my dad (and me to an extent) have. Even if it's gloomy for a few days in a row you feel depressed
Your videos are great Marz! Thanks for the work you put in them. Keep it up.
I genuinely always appreciated these videos because of your transparency and willingness to share Marz !
All i'll say is that i'm glad you're doing your best as the process is never easy.
Your consistency in delivering quality content is always there as well !
Thank You for what you do Marz and also sharing as it can feel vulnerable and scary, as always keep up the amazing work and wishing you all the best this year you deserve it and so much more !
Pain is pain. No excesses. Had Scoliosis at a young age and I know what you feel (to a certain extent) the cold hurts. Feeling alright feels scary. I get it. but I think no one here will complain for the wrong reasons. We're all here to support for all the good reasons. "Its not that you GET UP, but rather, HOW you get up" that defines who you are... Salude to the hardships and to all who you inspire. But I have found that just "talking about it" feels great...
You're lovely Marz.🥰 And fighting your suffering like you do shows how strong you are.💪
4:10, 8:25 I wished I'd watched this video earlier. I would have not leave such a bad 1st impression. I watched your suffering and my reflex was to give advices about how I handle my problems, assuming it will somewhat solve or at the very least help you too. And you, not knowing me, probably saw another smartass trying to fix things he knows half about.
Part of me is sorry that I had not respected your wishes, and part of me isn't because I tried to help someone, even if it was clumsy or not wished.
We do what we hope is the best. It's unfortunately later that we learn if it was helpful or not.
5:25 That picture is so true. Pain tolerance is so different from one person to another. Add to that, life experiences (those who suffers a lot has more 'tools' to handle it than those who never experienced it before).
we are realy get that we love you and support you mush love
Talking about coffee: I felt I seriously had to cut back on my coffee intake, it was doing nothing for me, even making me more tired. I'm drinking tea now which helps a lot.
Add some lemon in that tea, bud 🍻 I feel the same way with coffee too, but I get bad aftertaste with tea, so I just mix lemon squeeze with warm water.
Im a coffee addict. Cant live one day without it
Sometimes I just want to hug her, hold her hand and tell her that everything is will be good. It's okay not to be okay...
You hit it right on the mark Marz, “Pain is relative” it’s nice to be reminded about that because I too feel like I’m an 100 year old person inside the body of a “healthy” 20 year old. Except not even in a cool way like Captain America or something lol. But in all seriousness, mad respect to you and all the hard work you push yourself to do. It’s a struggle, but (at least for me) reminds you of the blessings you have. Stay strong my friend, much love from a friend from Cali💜
Ooo your awesomeness amazing Human 😍😍😍😍 you The bravest warriors
Stay strong 🙏 I was diagnosed with lupus and it took me a while to accept it and now I'm actually come to terms with it...and with my incident cause my lupus came with ptsd and depression with axiety also...and u talking about it shows how strong of a person u are in general....keep grinding and keep smiling through all the hard times....it pay off...gained a new fan 🙏💜
I always wondered what happened to your health issues since I watched your health vid way back after that you hardly even brought it up , you are strong marz please take care of yourself .
Your eyes are mesmerizing. Damn >.< God bless you , girl!
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When it's a long time with nothing but gameplay videos, it's easy to forget that you are full of compassion and intelligence and strength. You've gone through challenges I will likely never see, and it gives you strengths I don't have. So try not to doubt yourself as much. I never notice much of a difference in your...presentation. It's always nice to see that "hey guys" at the beginning of the video. You always joke and laugh and smile at least some. Don't feel like you have to reach a certain level of happiness to make a good video. You are you no matter what, and that's what people love.
I wish I could lend you some strength and energy to maintain your health. It can't be easy to eat right and workout regularly and I don't want to imagine the challenge of getting the medical care you need. But I hope it gets easier with time. You'll make it routine and it will get more manageable.
I have some (I think) minor issues with my neck and back that I've been wanting to get adjusted for a while, but they have so little impact on my life that I don't put the effort into finding a really good chiropractor. Marz, do you have any advice on this? I watch some of the really attentive, specialized chiropractors on TH-cam who deal with each patient based on their own specific needs, and that's the kind of person I'd like to see. Do you have a single dedicated chiropractor to give you special attention, or do you think just about any decently trained person would be able to take care of me?
I got an award for similar topic. Anyway, I’m rooting for you and can’t wait to see RE3 Remake. Be well!
Thank you for all your videos that always make me smile in sad days you're a great youtuber i love your content !✌✌
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I'm in my early 30s and just went through knee surgery recently and it really bummed me out not being able to move, exercise and now that I'm recovering not being able to run or even walk fast lol. I am getting better, going to the gym again and have most mobility back again but I'm not out the woods and still have issues and will need to take care for the rest of my life to avoid knee replacement and I'm still having some stiffness on both knees. I find that just going day by day and working on getting better really helps me out but just remember that it's ok to have bad days and just feel down but don't allow yourself to fall into a rut, try to find comfort in the small things. Hope you feel better and keep the nice content, I just discovered you with the final fantasy video. Hope you improve and be happy overall.
Thanks something that I'm going through. I have a inguinal hernia for almost 2 years so I don't really work out or do martial arts as much as I use to. Do want to go and get it fixed, but I seem to be so scared of it that I keep putting it off lol. I really want to because I love martial arts, I love doing intense an work outs and calisthenics, on top of gaming and music. Oh well hopefully one day I'll get the courage :).
Really...you’re eyes are so beautiful😍
Yup as I've gotten older i have had more health issues due to a life of unhealthy choices.
I know this is a cliché but it does get better with time. You just have to get off your ass & make it happen.
Thanks for reading thus far strangers
you take care of yourselves now you hear!!!!
I found out recently that I have scoliosis too. I've had neural pain for several years now. I've been doing yoga for several years now, but I've recently found that pilates is more helpful. At least for the pain. So I have a question for you, what sort of exercise do YOU do for it exactly?
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The Last Of Us Part II, Ghost Of Tsushima and Marvel's Avengers all have release dates, so excited!!!
I think I’ve had scoliosis since I was really young. Been in a chair since 12. Big pharma got me hooked on fentanyl at the age of 15. I’ve had chronic pain since I was 5ish (maybe before that, I just can’t remember). I was on the fentanyl until I was 32 (I’m now 37). Weed helped me ween off the poison. I don’t have as much pain anymore, but it’s always at a dull 4/10 when I’m sober and maybe a 3 when I’m stoned. It’s really hard for people to comprehend what pain does to a person’s mind and how they develop. Pros and cons. I wouldn’t change anything now, but getting a chance at a normal life would be nice too.
PS Dark Souls changed my life.
I hope you can figure out some solutions for the pain. You should train Luka to carry you around on his back if you feel too weak. Stay positive.
Damn,are you from America? Cause here in Europe most cases of heavy scoliosis are getting surgery and the patients mostly function decent afterwards.
Whew. I thought you were breaking up with us for a second.
Mmm... it would be bold of her to think that she can break up with us. Theres no refunds. Lol
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You are the best,,,keep up the great work dear
At least you don't have the black lung... Take your time. You're an inspiration Marz. Keep making videos. 👍🏼
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Piss off, you god damn rat! I talked to agent Milton!
Wishing the best for you! Tats looking fire as always btw
Marz, I recommend fallout 4 as a more relaxing game
SlayerGod 22
*The Outer Worlds
@@ghostgate82 fallout 4 has more content than outer worlds
SlayerGod 22 yes please!
No. She needs to play them in order because it would be a better experience for her.
@@baconfan1239 I think she only has a PS4, not sure about an Xbox
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Seeing you cry set me off. :(
i hate to see both of you cry :-(
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