I Became Everything I ever wanted. But…
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A message from me:
I know that loneliness can be difficult and I know how challenging it can be to find people with the same passion but you just have to keep going.
It can quite quickly happen that you start to blame others for not experiencing this same spark as you but trust me I've learned now that people that find their passion, take risks and pursue their passion aren't any better than those who don't. It's just a preference that we all need to accept from each other.
It's important to realize this so that you can from the beginning on treat people appropriately and not expect or demand it from them. Nevertheless, at the same time it's fine to accept that you will need to find others for this particular goal. Because, if you feel like you need to chase that spark, then you should do so and find people who feel the same way.
But never give up. Life is worth it and the sooner you realize that everything is a result of your mindset, effort and optimimism the sooner you will find friends to share your passion with and achieve common goals with. You got this and you can do this.
This video isn't a cry for help but a reminder that even when you achieve your goals you might end up walking some stretches of your path alone again. How ever, the last thing I will ever do is give up and I'm hoping you won't either.
Let's get it and I hope you will keep following along to see me chasing my dreams and walking the path that fulfills me the most.
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OVERVIEW
0:00 Intro
0:47 Was it all for nothing?
4:49 Why I'm going through a lonely period.
6:32 Artlist
7:32 Reflection
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Hey all!🎥 I hope you’re doing well🙌🏽 I actually filmed this all alone with just a tripod.
As I’m currently working on a software which costs me a lot of money monthly I wasn’t able to hire anyone to come and create with me for the last months.
However, instead of using it as an excuse to not create. I tried using it as reason to create something all alone in my spare time.
In doing so I decided to share my reflections from the last three months. Going through this uncertain, risky path, all alone. Hope you enjoy!
The next videos will be about the journey. If the risk will be worth it and how life continues for me. I’m sure there are adventures to come soon :)
Hey man. loneliness is so real. I'm so sorry that loneliness has haunted you. We aren't meant to be by ourselves because God has made us social beings. There are people who have also hurt me in the past due to my unrealistic expectations of others. we all desire others to love on us, but others might have their own burdens to carry already so we can't blame them for not doing things we want them to. But God has all the capacity to love you man, he loves us so so much. I pray that if you feel burdened again by this weight.. that you will seek the Lord and lay it down on the Cross for God to help carry your burdens and loneliness. Hes always with you and will not forsake you.
Hi Kay,
I don’t know where to start, I decided only last month to sell my business and possession to start traveling in the new year. Your not alone I would like to walk the path with you if you allow me… I have all the time in the world.
I don’t know how your videos/ channel came up on my page but it was like a sign from the universe, it’s like god heard my prayers.
I would like to join you, I have a deep story to tell that has made me make this decisions. I have watched all your videos all evening and night!
I hope you will reach out and we can travel together I just have a few more things to sort out In the UK.
Hi Kay did you get my message? Thank you.
Growing up, I was one of few that wanted to pursue making videos online. I saw my passion for filmmaking starting to fade in college but once I started connecting with like minded people online, I finally felt that I was getting to a place where I belonged. I suck at skating but if you're ever in NYC don't be a stranger!
Incredible video brother! 🙌🏽
I‘m going through the exact same phase in my life right now and I understand how challenging it is.
Once both of us are through this period, we have to do a few adventures together! 💯
We sure need content of you two together 🙌🏽
❤😊
When your course is done you got a brilliant product worth the investment and you can start building on that foundation!👊🏼🎥 It’s time to take over TH-cam this coming year🔥
Don't forget to keep me posted once this happens 😆
i really miss you on you tube , your videos was one of the thing that kept me going on that covid period as it motivated me and give me idea of what my passion really is . good luck for both of you guys
Dude, what a video! 🔥 I'm glad to call you my friend, or as the kids would say Uncle Kay (Robot). It's time to spend some more time together, hopefully in the near future! Btw. love the seamless talking cuts!
Thanks mate!! Love you guys and the kids❤ So funny how we connected over comments on TH-cam and became such good friends by just meeting twice. Reminds me to stay open to new connections and each time I’m suprised with how quickly I connect with great people like you mate!! See you soon. Any adventure I’m down to come with, you know it😜
Love this quote: “The journey is all about coming back to the point where you started and seeing it for the first time. “
I’ve felt this way the past few years especially travelling solo. If you ever need someone to travel with brother I’m trying to get back out there!
Exactly where I am right now, it's oddly comforting hearing from someone else in the 'same place'.
les go bro, I've been playing poker and reached pretty high stakes doing so while travelling to exotic paradises, I've seen and realized crazy things, my life on paper and on the outside looks like a dream yet I'm sure im one of the loneliest people from my circle, cheers
One of the most genuine people I've ever met! Bro thank you for sharing so openly, I've always been inspired by your work but meeting you took it to a a next level, I wish we had more opportunity to hang out. Also, not gonna lie but I'm really happy you joined the Sony Fam hehe!
I feel tremendously alone in my hostel room. I love your voice, thoughts and story.
I feel like I am imprisoned living alone.
Mate!!! What a special video man 🖤 I can imagine it takes a lot of courage to talk so openly about this stuff, lots of respect to you! Would love to see more in this style⚡Really love the close up insert shots btw!
Appreciate the love bro!! More positive videos coming soon for sure but I just want to start sharing the journey more transparently. Big highs coming soon and hoping some of those adventures include you!🔥👌🏽
So much intimacy in the overall sonic experience. Perfect choices.
woo... seems like this video just found me. Never travelled as much as this year, but also never felt so lonely. But the good thing is, that on such extraordinary adventures you often meet people with so much more depth. And even if they cannot stay physically close, the connections last. They can even have a stronger effect than with people who join you every day.
Apart from that: Great work, I look forward to see more here.
Totally feel this, living in China I have plenty of other foreign friends, but in the city I live in only a few of them are fellow creatives. I do enjoy my own company and lots of times enjoy getting to create by myself, but at the same time it can be the simple fact that you are with other creatives that sparks an idea. But overall can't complain, great vid dude
travelling with other half makes it full experience :)
Everything that you've said in this video totally relates to me. I aspire to be a travel filmmaker out of inspiration from people like you. But the limited budget, resources, and passport are what keep me from doing what I love. But the feeling of being alone tops it all.
There's nothing compared to the joy of being with someone who has the passion that you also have.
So I’m not alone ❤
WOW man, your video really hit me hard, in a good way. Nice reality check and I can really relate. I've started my TH-cam channel in february, started exploring filmmaking more and more, and have always had the dream to do this with people, for people and just make connections along the way. Unfortunately, the reality has been not so promising as of yet, but it really want to make my dreams come true. I also want to get better at cinematography and making short films + running my cooking TH-cam video for now. But I can already see that it's a more lonely road to the top then I thought it might be, in the start.
I truly believe you and I will find people on along the way to share our interests and passions with, and create new connections, even good friendships. I believe it's up to us to stay open to it, genuinely listen to others and share our stories freely as well. For the record, I even think we could get along really along since I see a lot of similar passion we have, so if you are ever in Amsterdam man, let's meet! Thank you for sharing this video, this means a lot and I appreciate your openness, it's inspiring as well. Cheers, Tim
I've been feeling quite lonely lately and it's been tougher as a creator. I started creating videos a few years ago and I had friends and others say that I was looking for attention when I just had always been creating my whole life. Documenting moments, and having an outlet to share my vulnerable moments where words weren't enough was everything to me. It's painful to see it being disingenuous when it's my heart and soul out there. Thank you for making this. It helped me know I'm not alone in this lonely venture.
Every time I feel like I don't have the energy to create something new, I come here to watch your videos. I'm also a filmmaker and traveler, I have big dreams of making documentaries. It seems to me the reality of travelers. They always know when to leave. And they never know how to explain why it hurts so much to leave once again. I couldn't hold back my tears when you talked about regretting leaving skateboarding. I've been a skateboarder for 10 years and last month, due to psychological problems, I started to stop skating, but I always kept in mind that I might regret it. It made me rethink. I think I'm going to give this piece of wood that is my passion one more chance. Thank you for sharing this video. I hope you are good. Greetings from Switzerland!
Hope my comment will notice You have exactly the same thing going on with my friend..We travel for 10 months together we become so close and now journey ends we separated now I am here at Philippines he is at USA now it's hard for the both of us to accept it but we met for a reason and still connected and life must go on for the both of us and trusting the universe that everything will be ok moving forward was the only thing we can accept but importantly the memories will never fade and the bond we both create is understandable.. Hold on I feel you really I see him struggle leaving a lots of friends including me but I did my very best to take care and create unforgettable memories...
Love you Buddy from Philippines 🇵🇭
Thanks for the encouragement and kind words! More videos to come to document the way up :)
@@justkayy omg thanks so much this mean a lot to me... please don't forget if there is anything I can Help let me know... Cheers bro
Always wanted to create videos like yours but life got in the way. I know I am the only one that owns my time but with various responsibilities I just don't have the energy left. But glad you are following your passion. ❤
I definitely feel that tug between solitude and loneliness too being on the road full time. Well filmed and excellent voiceover
Feels like
You are me
and
I am you.
And that's the power of your films.
Keep going brother !!
Thank you❤
Just love these calm and cinematic shots and the message behind it, this is exactly what I've been looking for, just keep it up man ! 👏😍🎥
Thanks Josua! Appreciate you :)
I love the still frames and the more slow pace style! Great job!
There's a beauty in the lonely hour. And you articulate it gracefully through the video.🫡
Thank you :)
Nice film, mate! I totally feel you and can relate a lot. I am surprised to know how many people feel exactly like this disregarding achievements, social status, money and etc. It all made me realise how it's important not only to do what you love but also be surrounded by people who you can share your joy and your love with. 🙌
Totally, couldn’t have said it better!
Those words reflects deeply on me. Feel kinda same many times. For last four years I've been around 3.5 month in a solo mountaineering and hiking expeditions. Of cause i had communicate with other people i met on the way. But feelings, when you absolutely alone is the same as yours. Thanks for the video, and thanks for sharing the thoughts, man.🙏🏽
Hola Kay, sinceramente aún no tengo mucha idea de vídeo ni de fotografía, pero creo que no hace falta saber nada para darse cuenta de que la calidad de tus vídeos es impresionante, tanto visual como narrativamente.
Soy de España, y aún tengo 14 años, así que aún soy muy joven para viajar, pero algún día me gustaría viajar como tú, descubriendo nuevas culturas y conociendo gente nueva.
Eres una de mis mayores inspiraciones en esto, gracias por tu increíble trabajo. Te deseo lo mejor en tus viajes y espero poder hacerlo algún día también.
Lo harás 🎉
@@jonesarriamartinez5966 Eres muy joven y tienes todo por delante. No tengas prisa, si tienes constancia y dedicación y trabajo lo lograrás seguro.
Muchas gracias bro🫶🏽 Estoy de acuerdo con Carolina. Todavia eres muy joven y tienes que disfrutar mucho del recorido. Solo te puedo aconsejar no aislarte, ser abierto a nuevas amistades y aprender lo que te interesa. Video, fotografie, communication, psychology, emprendimiento, salud. Todo eso te va a venir muy bien en la vida y cuanto antes empiezas mejor pero sin prisa👊🏼
Gracias! Sinceramente no estoy pasando por un buen momento mentalmente y este tipo de comentarios ayudan mucho🥰
I would prefer to watch and listen to this daily.. peaceful content❤
Love the message in this video. I also love to go hiking to be alone and recenter. Best place to feel at peace. So much better than big cities. Also at a time where I feel lost in life after achieving the dreams I had for myself. I think it's great that you travel so much and can live from it. I travel every 3 months or I feel trapped in life. Sadly missed your insta post looking for a travel buddy, looks like you had found one when I checked. I'm moving from the US to Australia/NZ for 2024 to destuck my life. Been living in 3 countries so far and used to change cities every year. Definitely the odd one in my passion for travel in my circle as well. People keep asking me where I live even if I've been in the same place the last 4y 😅
Thanks again for your beautiful travel and nature videos but also for the very spiritual messages in them. I think it's a good thing for people who seem to have it all to share their vulnerable feelings and doubts. Shows that we're all on the same growth journey and the key is to find what makes us feel fulfilled and at peace.
Your video found me. My mind has been all over the place and I have been feeling lost even though I making my living off my passion now like I always dreamt of. Thank you for sharing your side of the story mate. Looking forward to your adventures.
I travel frequently and long term, preferably off the beaten path, am a photographer wanting to get in to videography/filmmaking, and I've skated for more than half my life. hahaha maybe we should link up!
..... literally shedding tears right now listening to this..... I completely felt alone for some reason so this... just made me cry...
wow, I felt so immersed! Hope some people came back to you to adventure with
This could not be more accurate to how i feel! I hope to one day join you on an adventure!
All you have said is so real. Pursuing a passion alone is quite hard as well like you. focusing on my goals we also lose many people but that made me realize that walking alone in my journey is also showing me that there are only 1 or 2 or 3 people who will never leave me and trust the choice I take. And I realized we don't need many people to believe in us. We only need real someone. To be honest, even though I know taking a path different from anyone's opinions is the hardest part of my life. But I always told myself that everything I work hard will be successful Because I choose this, I choose to explore and learn different cultures. And I believe that my journey will put me where I want to be. , Right now, I don't know if what I am choosing is the path life gives me. To be honest I see myself in a phase of a journey to understanding my vulnerability. But I want to believe that this is one of the aspects of my life, and a reflection of a journey to take. sometimes it's a lot deeper understanding of life-challenging choices, for real. It's so hard to be honest. But I think it's okay. I think it's all right. I do believe, every step we take is a growth and it's the most beautiful experience. I'm grateful for my life.
i admire everything you create all the very best in your journey
i too am surfing on high and low tides, totally can relate
you inspire me always
This is the video that I have been waiting for. I can completely understand ur situation and I can totally relate your situation. Appreciate ur time in putting the efforts in making a video of it.
Thanks for the kind words and watching❤
This REALLY REALLY REALLY hit the spot with exactly what im going through. Thank you. I love being on my own, however sometimes not having anyone to share my passion with and having people that i can bring creativity to life really makes me want to quit. Im currently selling my gear because of it and it HURTS... it hurts so bad feeling Im giving up... I have another passion that i quit in the past too and i regret it. i like to go back to it or maybe try to see if somehow i can incorporate both somehow. Sometimes... i feel im really struggling... and its hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel... Hope to be able to meet one day. I live in Las Vegas NV in case you ever need anything.
Colour Grading is just mind-blowing bro❤.loved it man from bottom of my heart 💞❤️.
Thank you so much❤
a message that I think a lot can relate. I appreciate the transparency!
Such a beautiful Film you have crafted one again. You are such a big inspiration. I really love your storytelling.
Thank you so so much!
great video, i think a lot of people pursuing purpose can relate to this conundrum, i've always felt like there's a Path that your gut could recognize as the right one, i still think it is, but sometimes its very very hard to find, and once you have found it, it gets even harder to walk to through it. I have become old and only now i have the means to pursuit my passion, but now i don't know if i can endure it.
Thanks man, I really needed this. I've just come out of film school and I'm in that transitional period. I live in an area where I feel alone in passion. I'm glad that at least I'm not the only one who feels that way. Can we connect so that we can learn from each other. This is really good and I am now a subscriber, can't wait to see your new content
I feel like this is a common theme for a lot of people this year. Including me
Very touching video! You definitely not alone! and it will pass and I am sure you will have many more great adventures! ^.^
Thats basically how i started out filming too, first skateboarding, then filming and editing the skateboarding, now i work with videography and photography. Great video, got a new supporter here 🔥
Thank you for making this video. I admire your art, how you live, explore and communicate. I think my art comes from that feeling of loneliness and the sensation of missing (that leads me to want to communicate that feeling that i can't understand). When i'm feeling that way, i start to question myself, my reality, why do i feel such way, which things do i enjoy, what i'm feeling, which feelings are the ones that make me feel alive. It opens up your consciousness and the way you look at everything. In that place is where i get to know me, so then i can transform, evolutionate and connect to create. Art is what makes me feel alive and not alone. Reading, watching this videos, movies, listening to music, connecting with other humans expressing their experiencies and points of view.
Thank you
this was beautiful. alot of us really are connecting more with your videos. just know you have a friend in kenya ⚡
This gave me such a calm feeling bro. I love the message, the cinematic shots, and overall vibe of the video. Really inspiring man keep it up!
So deep and meaningful. And I really can relate to a lot of things you've mentioned. Thanks for this beautiful film.
Finally my inspiration is again on TH-cam I waited it for very long time 😢❤
Just top notch🔥🔥
Thank you!!
Very relatable.Video full of emotions i must say.
Much respect from HongKong.Love your work bro.
Heh, I know that feeling. As time goes by you will be fine. Stay strong
wow dude, this is so good, such a big shift in the composition and camera movements from past videos. keep them coming :)
Hey bro! Could you pls tell me how to contact you for collab?
Im going through the same phase theres a quote i always remind my self - "loneliness is the price for independence"
Im 18 rn and im learning video editing so that i can save up money for travel , i shifted to a small room in uttarakhand , i choose peace over the pleasures that the city offers , Im prepared to walk the path alone but i hope that i will find the people that resonate with me and would like to experience this journey together
My friend, I've been watching your videos for a long time and you really do a great job, well done! But no trip will make you feel full. Only God can fill you. Turn your eyes around and see what he has create. Only he will make you happy! Τake care and stay creative , God bless you !
Dude! You are always amazing. Appreciation for such awesome content and creative film making. We learn more things from your every video.
This video resonates so much with me. I grew up skateboarding at around age 10 and now at 28 I’ve been in the middle of the transition to try making film my full time lifestyle. It’s been lonely a bit although I have a solid crew of friends in the film world or same pathway as I am. Love this 🙌🏼
Masterpiece Kay! Vulnerable and absolutely beautiful ❤
Hey Kay - this was an amazing video. Your ability to story tell has always been something that’s attracted me to your work. Also - this video was so much work haha, I can tell the hundreds of different tripod shots and having to keep setting it up prob wasn’t that fun lol.
I think you spoke on a vulnerability of yours that a lot of us face, and I believe hearing it from people like yourself who a lot of us appreciate as a person and artist, will be quite impactful. So I appreciate you sharing and creating a more personal video.
On another note, it would be a pleasure to travel with you. Excited to see this project you’ve been working on and dedicating so much time considering how amazing Filmspace turned out.
I hope we can do a trip together sometime mate! Appreciate it❤
It was really so relatable, Thank you so much for your content.
Be there where you wanna be
In nature🫶🏽
I send love to you. Where ever you are.
When you peel the layers of your personality one by one you discover that it's like an onion, there's nothing to find, it's just the layers.🎭 Alan Watts 10:17
Nice video, keep going! 👏
Beautifully shot - heart words spoken. I think we forget - or may not recognize - is that whatever goal or ending you imagine, Life is ALWAYS evolving, moving, changing. We somehow have this thought that there is a set, written-in-stone path to "Perfection." Whatever that may be to us. If we follow the path, we get to Perfection and will be happy. But paths have unexpected hills and valleys, crossroads, and branching out. And Perfection is an illusion because the idea or dream changes. Perfection, like everything in the Universe, is in a constant state of ebb and flow, morphing. It was never real. Only this moment is real. And it is supremely beautiful. Keep moving. It's OK. We are ALL there right with you. Peace and blessings.
Man I see myself at the same stage of life at the moment! I couldn't find any like minded people to travel the world with me, so I took over and I'm doing it alone. So far I count 107 countries. Great and inspiring video!
This is awesome… I really relate to what you’re feeling, and I find it very brave to share it openly! Well done Kay!
Thank you so much bro! Excited to take you on a trip next year :)
daaaamn, this video is next level! always creating stunning visuals with powerful words
Just speechless..... Love you buddy
Much love mate always❤
you are not alone.. for myself.. as i became older and loved myself... got to know myself i never feel alone. i am my best friend.. and that has changed everything.. but.. it did take a good part of my life to learn this.. i hope the same for you.. you are not alone.
Your concerns that you stated in this video is what most creatives go through alone in silence. Thank you for coming out and sharing your story. It’s relatable and you’re not alone.
Well articulated and excited to see what’s next! Like you said, just keep moving forward.
Deserves more recognition 🔥
........ this video and message are what I and all of us needed.. Thank you. Definitely motivated my heart this morning.
So beautiful bro and so relatable! Thanks for sharing and hope to catch you soon somewhere :)
Thank you for such an amazing video❤❤✨✨... Your beautiful insights about life is true some journeys are really your own and you are not alone it's just the path you have to walk and own it alone😊... I am an amid watcher of your videos and this is something I too can relate as there are times in life we do face this alone time 💓💓💓.... Hopefully you achieve what you want and all the best for your journey 👍 and never lose hope and don't ever regret
So emotional. Thank you for sharing your feelings with us. Sometimes I feel the same like you. A bit lost , a bit disappointed and isolated. But i believe this is necessary and it’s a natural process in order to reassessed and reset. Every single phase we go through is useful. We love you Kay.❤😊
this is incredible man! truly insipiring, loved this! keep up
Absolutely incredible bro
Hey man, this video is so beautiful really. we are with you man❤️ keep create art.
Couldn’t off resonated more with this video that I accidentally found! Your video style and adventures are truly inspiring! Having done a lot of your experiences alone in remote locations, it is both uplifting and awakening to the mind! You have great gifts and you come across an amazingly balanced and passionate person! A rare trait these days! Keep doing you and I had wished I had someone like you growing up! Would off made my journey so much more shared and nourishingly rich! Being nearly mid life I will continue to chase experiences and more nourishment until my time is up! Keep up your beautiful work❤️
love your colours keep going brother.
wow, this hits home as I'm currently on my own journey at the moment, following my passion and dreams. Beautiful man. With which camera was this filmed? Looks sooo good
I can so relate with the video... I have lot of friends but no other likeminded filmmakers. The part with the mountains... exact to the point. Love your videos buddy. Good luck with your big project and looking forward to it ❤
Man I respect you so much for opening up this much! Thanks for sharing your experience this video made me reflect on my on situation as well. I wish you the best for you journey!
You're my inspiration to become a filmmaker, and tell my own stories out there. I may not have the things and environment to live my passion but one day I hope it all works and I will become what I always wanted to be ! Thank you for being a hope for many people !
Thank you for sharing this story. You inspire a lot of people brother
I can´t believe how deeply touched I am! What an incredible video, thank you for all the thoughts and transparent insight about what goes on in your life right now!
I guess many of us are going through something like this while chasing the dream ,,,, but dude,, I would like to see some behind the shots.
Awesome video, I can definitely relate on struggling to find people to share my passions with, I find myself venturing into the mountains alone quite often as well
My man you are amazing. We are like long lost brothers, your story with skateboarding to video and transition is extremely similar to mine. Always a huge fan of your work. This one was amazing and love the in home shots as well. Keep your head up homie ❤
this was really well-written and executed, I loved every second of it
Kay brother your storytelling is unreal man, I couldn't relate myself more to a video than this one. Really appreciate it you saying all this to your viewers, because when i watched this video i felt like i am not alone. Thanks man 🤝🏽
And also the story, music, grading, mood you setup everything is soo well connected, magic ✨ bro
Really beautifully put... Goosebumps all the way throughout the end!!
The amount of relief I felt seeing this video is a lot. I’m so glad you’re sharing this story with the world. Some of us are going through the same phase but don’t know how to express it all in a film. So thank you for this. And man! The intro shots are insanely beautiful and amazing. Loved the visuals too
Very inspirational❤
So relatable and well told. Thanks for sharing this with us. 🙌🏾