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  • @yuliexov
    @yuliexov 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3688

    1:11 “thank you for the happiest year”
    2:05 “yeah we made each other bleed”
    2:52 “wake me up when they build that time machine”

    • @fadii7660
      @fadii7660 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Thanks

    • @taylorparkerson8929
      @taylorparkerson8929 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Thank you!!!!

    • @yuliexov
      @yuliexov 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Jasmine Allen well looks like you’re one of a kind! So unique ❤️🥺

    • @yuliexov
      @yuliexov 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Peace Man ❤️❤️

    • @xai5077
      @xai5077 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      im here for it all.

  • @user-mr1pg2je2x
    @user-mr1pg2je2x 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7709

    Hope this would b the happiest year for the one reading this :)

    • @alex-dl8wf
      @alex-dl8wf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      You too..

    • @Marie-sc5zn
      @Marie-sc5zn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Thanks you too!

    • @inanguyen4871
      @inanguyen4871 4 ปีที่แล้ว +211

      I can tell you that the end of 2019 and 2020 so far has been literal shit. So far in 2020 i've had my first panick attack. I hoped that everything would get better in 2020, but no. It didn't. But I really appriciate comments like yours. It truly makes my day and others slightly better somehow. Thank u and u too.

    • @addy5624
      @addy5624 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      u too:)

    • @jusst_sydney
      @jusst_sydney 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      i lish I hope that too ;/

  • @steelcreekblitzballleague1693
    @steelcreekblitzballleague1693 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3110

    Respect your pillows..they dried your tears when no one else did.

  • @yes5380
    @yes5380 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3875

    “We didn’t know we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun” -Winnie the Pooh-

    • @eeshayne9007
      @eeshayne9007 3 ปีที่แล้ว +86

      no i knew , every single time i have fun , the thought of everything changing scared me a lot

    • @nialavine
      @nialavine 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @ELIZABETH HOWARD when it does it hurts like hell 😭

    • @xxaetheticvibexx1624
      @xxaetheticvibexx1624 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Winnie the pooh taught me so many things ✋😌😪

    • @yes5380
      @yes5380 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      @@xxaetheticvibexx1624 “How Lucky I Am To Have Something That Makes Saying Goodbye So Hard.” W̶i̶n̶n̶i̶e̶ t̶h̶e̶ P̶o̶o̶h̶

    • @ek7407
      @ek7407 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I never knew this quote! I'm glad I see it now. I can relate more than ever. I really did have the best childhood ever. I wish I could go back and relive the happiest memories ever. Oh man do I wish.... But I think I'll be ok, I found a beautiful girl a year and a half ago and we folded perfectly into each other. I'm gonna marry this girl when we graduate from university. I'm gonna have kids with her too. I'm gonna love her and try for her forever.

  • @emine7883
    @emine7883 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13157

    to the person who read this, i love you.
    now it's 2021, and I still love you.

    • @ashlee8998
      @ashlee8998 4 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      emily thank you

    • @abbystiffarm6376
      @abbystiffarm6376 4 ปีที่แล้ว +173

      Boy Te ur just taking it in a weird way this person is trying to show love and ur just saying it’s weird, dang what has our world become 🤦🏽‍♀️

    • @hannahmarie3475
      @hannahmarie3475 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      emily ilyt

    • @nereagatt6871
      @nereagatt6871 4 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      i love you too 🥺

    • @Jooshtin
      @Jooshtin 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      emily needed that

  • @alex-dl8wf
    @alex-dl8wf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5562

    Am I the only one who is just crying in their room thinking of their loved ones that made their year good?

  • @NepheleFallen
    @NepheleFallen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1492

    "Do not cry because it is over, smile because it happend."
    -Dr Seuss

    • @milanklaassen6077
      @milanklaassen6077 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      People at funerals be like 😓

    • @NepheleFallen
      @NepheleFallen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@milanklaassen6077 I SHOULD NOT HAVE LAUGHED AT THAT

    • @milanklaassen6077
      @milanklaassen6077 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@NepheleFallen there is a reason there is fun in funeral 😓

    • @lisamariegroll799
      @lisamariegroll799 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      But I just can’t..

    • @arleideschanis4311
      @arleideschanis4311 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@milanklaassen6077 JAIL

  • @shamaelzarin7732
    @shamaelzarin7732 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2900

    *when your own bestfriends are slowly becoming strangers to you*

    • @therka7265
      @therka7265 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@isabellagrassia2134 same

    • @jayelah1081
      @jayelah1081 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      yea ikr

    • @ismaidrees7504
      @ismaidrees7504 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@isabellagrassia2134 I honestly feel you but trust me it gets better 💗

    • @notaztrid9795
      @notaztrid9795 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      This is happening to me rn it hurts... 😔💔

    • @j3nnq
      @j3nnq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@isabellagrassia2134 im also always here for u 💞

  • @errniixuxi
    @errniixuxi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4256

    Crazy how fast the best days turned into memories

  • @madisonmonroe1746
    @madisonmonroe1746 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2721

    He likes her, and I’m in love with him

    • @claireemond3541
      @claireemond3541 4 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      Madison Monroe same thing for me hun, we’ll be ok:)

    • @harryrandy4896
      @harryrandy4896 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      same 💔

    • @mariettee7038
      @mariettee7038 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      if its meant to be, it'll be bby. if you need someone to talk to, just reply and ask for my snap :)

    • @janie1752
      @janie1752 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      hi :D awh that’s so sweet🥺

    • @mariettee7038
      @mariettee7038 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@janie1752 aw ty,, if you ever need help i'll be ur therapist

  • @joslyncoleman7946
    @joslyncoleman7946 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1019

    remember this.
    hug the hurt.
    kiss the broken.
    befriend the lost.
    love the lonely.

    • @editsshorts6842
      @editsshorts6842 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love can you suscribe me pleas i love you and know you hav 2 coments

    • @hirokiyam4
      @hirokiyam4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@editsshorts6842 You can’t just beg for subscribers,you have to earn them.

    • @alana-qs3ke
      @alana-qs3ke 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      why is it so hard though. every time i try. it never works. 😭

    • @courtneygray4360
      @courtneygray4360 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I befriended my worst enemy... And you know what.... He was there when no one else wasn't. He let me cry on him, he yelled at who ever hurt me, he laughed at me when I did something dumb and now that it's been about a week we've become best friends

    • @hirokiyam4
      @hirokiyam4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@courtneygray4360 I don’t think I’ll ever be friends with my enemy’s

  • @mira6191
    @mira6191 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1110

    The “thank you for the happiest year of my life” makes me cry, literally.
    4 months after: thank you for the likes yall are the best

    • @memphi_s2403
      @memphi_s2403 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      bruh same, really cant hold back the tears whenever that part comes on

    • @MattKlocke
      @MattKlocke 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same

    • @mira6191
      @mira6191 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@memphi_s2403 ikr

    • @bailypappas6411
      @bailypappas6411 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i texted that to my bf because i loved that line so much

  • @hannahblossom2549
    @hannahblossom2549 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2378

    The worst type of cry is when u don’t have any more tears to cry😔💧

    • @riftypanda6769
      @riftypanda6769 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      this.

    • @sph-de8eh
      @sph-de8eh 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@christosargyropoylos6379 you think that until you only feel anger then return to numb 😆

    • @katieann918
      @katieann918 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes it is

    • @trans_boi69
      @trans_boi69 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      all i am now is numb because the only people that made me really happy one of them left me and the other one i can only talk to sometimes and the next time i can talk to them is in 3 weeks

    • @Rachel-bp1xg
      @Rachel-bp1xg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      And the ones where you have to be silent so no one hears you

  • @kad9218
    @kad9218 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2869

    Most I’ve cried this year.

    • @kochamhaszysz
      @kochamhaszysz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Me too

    • @cst1930
      @cst1930 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😔😔

    • @alineeid8872
      @alineeid8872 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hey don’t cry

    • @alineeid8872
      @alineeid8872 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Matylda Piotrowska noo DONT be sad it’s not worth it :(

    • @alineeid8872
      @alineeid8872 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Iconic.cheetos no no don’t be sad please

  • @sabrinaz9023
    @sabrinaz9023 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1291

    “Perfect girls aren’t real, real girls aren’t perfect”
    -Harry styles

  • @zomii8471
    @zomii8471 3 ปีที่แล้ว +445

    i’m numb enough that I forgot which year was my “happiest” year

    • @sirtacothefirst5722
      @sirtacothefirst5722 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      2016 for me. I may have only been 7 but it was a fun year and school was actually enjoyable.

    • @ilikediamonds9869
      @ilikediamonds9869 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cap

    • @Vivian_7
      @Vivian_7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My happiest year was 2020

    • @flash84737
      @flash84737 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hasn’t been a happy year in a long time. I’ve given up on trying and I don’t want to here anymore. I havnt for a while

    • @nejak.6438
      @nejak.6438 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Eamon Giles-McCreary yeah no

  • @etrnlsae
    @etrnlsae 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1744

    22th depressed person here

  • @alexisjohnson2101
    @alexisjohnson2101 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2607

    I'm tired of crying
    I'm tired of yelling
    I'm tired of being sad
    I'm tired of pretending
    I'm tired of being alone
    I'm tired of being angry
    I'm tired of feeling crazy
    I'm tired of feeling stuck
    I'm tired of needing help
    I'm tired of remembering
    I'm tired of missing things
    I'm tired of being different
    I'm tired of missing people
    I'm tired of feeling worthless
    I'm tired of feeling empty inside
    I'm tired of not being able to just let go
    I'm tired of wishing I could just start over
    I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have
    But most of all I'm tired of just being tired...
    I wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up

    • @sabrinaz9023
      @sabrinaz9023 3 ปีที่แล้ว +103

      Don't give up...keep fighting...please...

    • @alexisjohnson2101
      @alexisjohnson2101 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      @@sabrinaz9023 Thank you

    • @xlonely_bitchx3622
      @xlonely_bitchx3622 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      At least I,we're not alone ❤

    • @haneensamir5510
      @haneensamir5510 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I know it’s a hard time but I totally that you’ll pass it and please never give up keep fighting..... Hope you the best

    • @anna-ni8zx
      @anna-ni8zx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Stay strong you can do this I believe in you... you’re worth it💞:)

  • @Jess-ft8dt
    @Jess-ft8dt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +570

    I wanted 2019 to be over so bad but now all I want is to go back

  • @bozzy7090
    @bozzy7090 3 ปีที่แล้ว +153

    Suicide doesn’t end the pain, it just passes it on too someone else. ❤️

    • @summerao4538
      @summerao4538 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I wish that was true in my case

    • @hihiyessirlol427
      @hihiyessirlol427 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@summerao4538 you matter. i love u. everything will get better, stay strong

    • @Crusadepq
      @Crusadepq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      How does it pass it on to someone else if you know that no one else would care I have been tired for so long and I think I’m ready to go to sleep

    • @hihiyessirlol427
      @hihiyessirlol427 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Crusadepq noooo i care even if i don’t know you. There is always a person that enjoys your time with them , loves you and will get hurt if you’re gone. i promise. it’s not worth it. stay here please ❤️

    • @Crusadepq
      @Crusadepq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@hihiyessirlol427 I try to be strong and I think I am that’s why I’m still alive but there is no reason for you to care because i really shouldn’t be here and plus like you said you don’t know me honestly I don’t deserve to be known she left because of me idk what I did wrong but she left

  • @laurentait4696
    @laurentait4696 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1453

    This song went from a song to reality

  • @nomuun5626
    @nomuun5626 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2043

    The “thank you for the happiest year of my life” makes me cry, literally.

    • @desireejones5745
      @desireejones5745 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same

    • @okay264
      @okay264 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      omg same i met these people online about 10 of them or more and they give me attention which is something i dont really get but it's been like a month not a year and i feel like they are getting annoyed by me, whenever they give me attention i take advantage of it without even noticing and i just want them to tell me when im annoying so i can stop im so scared of losing them, im crying right now because of it
      edit: i dont remember writing this but then again i do
      edit 2 august 25: not 10 less than 10 about 5 or 6

    • @torry_and_kymber553
      @torry_and_kymber553 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@okay264 🐼

    • @okay264
      @okay264 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@torry_and_kymber553 hm? whats that suppose to mean?

    • @wifey2300
      @wifey2300 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      fr doe

  • @jenthewijering4197
    @jenthewijering4197 3 ปีที่แล้ว +199

    My cuts are red,
    My tears are blue
    Depression is a literal war. You against you.

    • @mefolupeter7436
      @mefolupeter7436 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      JESUS CAN HELP YOU ❤

    • @lav6645
      @lav6645 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      True besti True

    • @unknown_energy2151
      @unknown_energy2151 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mefolupeter7436 Please, please, please, Stop. Just stop forcing your religion onto others.

    • @mefolupeter7436
      @mefolupeter7436 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@unknown_energy2151 it would be Nice if you could use a dictionary to check the meaning of FORCE...
      Don't misuse words...
      You have a good Internet connection 24/7 and you cant educate yourself just on one word..

    • @vending3945
      @vending3945 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      tears are clear btw

  • @nikol_ch
    @nikol_ch 3 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    "you were my medicine"

    • @AE_619
      @AE_619 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      "And ya can't make it thru tough sickness if u have no medications.. Unless there's a replacement to it. "

  • @abigailwettig1294
    @abigailwettig1294 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1180

    You ever think your life can't get any worse...
    And then it does.

    • @libbie257
      @libbie257 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yeah.... I feel ya😖

    • @iamauselesshumanfromtexas7263
      @iamauselesshumanfromtexas7263 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yh i am sry for all the people that have no parents

    • @jazzy766
      @jazzy766 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      every fcking day

    • @jodiecotton4864
      @jodiecotton4864 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      🥺🥺

    • @alideep9656
      @alideep9656 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It really dose, I don't know i
      If I'm too tough now, or I have really lost it all.

  • @katiestrawbridge8420
    @katiestrawbridge8420 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8948

    tik tok gonna go crazy with this one

  • @winniethepooh8237
    @winniethepooh8237 3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    This song makes me cry, it reminds me of how my cat died. It reminds me of how he was there to support me, and care for me. I’m crying right now sad and happy tears.

  • @jessicamarshall4549
    @jessicamarshall4549 3 ปีที่แล้ว +124

    never thought i would be crying my eyes out on christmas

  • @mohkissmyass6512
    @mohkissmyass6512 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1733

    can't say 2020 will be anybodys happiest year-

    • @kittynewton4255
      @kittynewton4255 4 ปีที่แล้ว +106

      remember when we all thought 2019 was bad and we were saying that 2020 is a new start and its gonna be good...

    • @kobekzn
      @kobekzn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      kitty newton ong. end of 2019 was so good for me now that i think abt it 💔

    • @wessel3755
      @wessel3755 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@kobekzn thank you dude like 2019 was the best year of the decade god damn it

    • @kobekzn
      @kobekzn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Wessel 2019 was like, lowkey bad but good @ the same time, cause you learnt abt life n shit. how people are fake. ion know

    • @wessel3755
      @wessel3755 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@kobekzn This song makes me think of a girl I meet a couple months ago,We saw each other at the airport,I washed as her siblings and her playing soccer.She was amazing,I just looked at her I didn't even talk to her.When she left I didn't really pay attiention.I took me 6 month to realize I was in love with her but then 2 seconds that she was gone I that I wouldn't see her again.2019 was a great year but when that girl left man was it painful.Since the virus pandemic it has brought me to these sad songs

  • @rainanan
    @rainanan 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1032

    ive never cried so hard listening to a song
    reminder: i love you and i care
    edit: i dont really care about the likes, im just happy that u guys appreciated what i said :) (you matter)

    • @kiyiahwhite5002
      @kiyiahwhite5002 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      obese diabetic human bless your heart 💕💕💕

    • @haleytroxell6592
      @haleytroxell6592 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      obese diabetic human I love you!

    • @lilhungry352
      @lilhungry352 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i love u too. take care bb💕🤍

    • @avanichole1866
      @avanichole1866 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love you too, godbless your heart for tryna make other people happy, you deserve everything🥺💕 I was very upset and reading your comment made me feel better💓🥺 I thank you so much😭💕😪💓

    • @isisgouveia4311
      @isisgouveia4311 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      why would u care abt me? im just useless

  • @picklethedinosaur8432
    @picklethedinosaur8432 3 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    Respect your pillow because it catches your tears when no one else did. - anonymous

  • @kizliiq
    @kizliiq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +162

    The only thing that’s keeping me alive is this comment section.

    • @crabjuice2737
      @crabjuice2737 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      "keep breathing"
      -JackKahoonaLagoona

    • @sophiamerritt1157
      @sophiamerritt1157 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I don't know if you believe in God, but I do. And I know that if he wakes you up every morning he still has something in store for you. I'm struggling a lot right now too, but I just thought I could say it, because I do believe it.

    • @neve5579
      @neve5579 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sophiamerritt1157 Honestly, that’s beautiful. I get how people can believe in God, but I’m sorry to be that person. What’s the point in god, some tell me he’s a concept, others that he’s a miracle. Why is he a he, especially when he isn’t an anything, or anyone? And how is he possible? If he created everything, then when we created the idea of him, he created us creating him. And if you keep going back and back and back, he keeps creating my idea of me creating him and so on, for infinite. So please, someone explain how God works.

    • @sophiamerritt1157
      @sophiamerritt1157 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@neve5579 I can't explain him. I wish I could. It is something that you have to come to yourself. I've done a lot of praying and studying for myself. Different religions see him as different things. He's kinda like a father to me, one that i can't see but i can still talk to. Just out of curiosity, how do you believe we came to be how did these fleshy things come to live on this planet? I love hearing what people believe in. I would say that I hope this helps, but I don't think I helped that much. So, sorry and I love you, even if you're a random stranger.

    • @mollygulick8171
      @mollygulick8171 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

  • @lanayahsworld
    @lanayahsworld 4 ปีที่แล้ว +746

    dear best friend, thank you. for being my medicine that i couldnt quit. you the most i could ever ask for, thank you for the happiest year of my life. thank you for all the late nights, movies, dinners, sleepovers, sneaking out, screaming at your parents, softball trips, love, laughter, joy,sadness. but most importantly, a friendship stronger than i could ever could imagine. typing this makes me physically numb. when i was with you i had 0 cares. i miss it. i miss you. i miss US. summer 19 was the best months of my life. not even kidding. thank you for being my medicine. 2020 is horrible. soon your gonna be a freshman and ill still be an 8th grader. i know it will slowly rip us apart. im gonna miss us. 2020 is gonna bring me nothing but pain, sadness, and depression. i wanna say im wrong, but im not. i love you. so let me know when you want it to be just us again. take me back. please.

    • @PUA.
      @PUA. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      send this to them, please

    • @tiffanyhoover1399
      @tiffanyhoover1399 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Oh hun, you are so so young. Even if you and your friend don’t make up, even if getting over this takes forever, you have so much time. You’re not even done with middle school yet, and then you’ll still have all your high school years to still be a kid. You will heal. You will develop new friendships, strengthen old ones. You will create new memories and remember the ones you already have. Just because something has ended doesn’t mean you have to be sad about it. Remember it fondly, and use it as fuel to grow. You had a good time, you know what made you happy. Do those things now. Do what makes you happy. Seek joy in your life. You’re gonna make it. You have time. You can do this. ❤️❤️

    • @kobekzn
      @kobekzn 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same 😐

    • @gigispace
      @gigispace 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg i'm crying

    • @ali_cialzr
      @ali_cialzr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Awwww🙁

  • @brookehofmann8631
    @brookehofmann8631 4 ปีที่แล้ว +374

    the slow mo version brings back every single memory... this year was the hardest year of my life but i’m not ready for it to end. they were my light in the darkness... i miss them.

    • @lozzz7496
      @lozzz7496 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      brooke hofmann aw. You got this I promise. If you need to talk my insta is L.13_xox and my snap is L.13xox

    • @nevillecooper2008
      @nevillecooper2008 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Weet nie of jy gaan verstaan wat ek se nie maar sterkte met alles x

  • @lucija.c8745
    @lucija.c8745 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    Oh what i would give to go back to 2019... life was so simple: no corona, no teenage crap, no stress.

  • @paigegrace4853
    @paigegrace4853 3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Why is being sad so damn easy but jet trying to be happy is so fricking hard

  • @rosalynbayly5627
    @rosalynbayly5627 4 ปีที่แล้ว +448

    I never thought I’d cry this much to a song

  • @pearlisurdadsfav
    @pearlisurdadsfav 4 ปีที่แล้ว +555

    Mom, come back.
    Take a day off heaven
    Please.

    • @boosouls
      @boosouls 3 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      my condolences, i hope youre doing better

    • @4sethx
      @4sethx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      r.i.p to her, Hope you're okay 🥺

    • @dzeinabarkevica5048
      @dzeinabarkevica5048 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      It’s okay stay strong

    • @sallyyzaidii8566
      @sallyyzaidii8566 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Stay strong baby

    • @oykuyavuz6247
      @oykuyavuz6247 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      stay strong ily keep your head up

  • @xyrenevalenzuela8445
    @xyrenevalenzuela8445 3 ปีที่แล้ว +132

    I'm having a mental breakdown. I'm trying my best not to cry

    • @alana-qs3ke
      @alana-qs3ke 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      let it out. you’ll feel better

    • @lav6645
      @lav6645 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Let it out,Everything.

    • @magnulicious3011
      @magnulicious3011 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cheer up Sisss

  • @soudaluvu2031
    @soudaluvu2031 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    “I never should have said good bye...” “You were my medicine.” “Thank you for the happiest year of my life.” I felt that-

  • @brooklynnisbell2598
    @brooklynnisbell2598 4 ปีที่แล้ว +378

    I’m not crying, I’m not crying, I’m not crying, I’m not crying, I’m not crying, I’m not crying, I’m not crying, I’m not crying,

  • @miriambrayerova5968
    @miriambrayerova5968 4 ปีที่แล้ว +702

    I'm really on the ropes this time
    I've been fighting all my life for you
    I never should have said goodbye
    But maybe that's what stupid people do
    'Cause you gave me peace
    And I wasted it
    I'm here to admit
    That you were my medicine
    Oh, I couldn't quit
    And I'm down on my knees again
    Asking for nothing
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life, ooh
    Ooh, ooh, ooh
    Don't think I could forgive myself
    I'm sorry for the ways that I used you
    And I could care less right now
    But you know, you hurt me pretty good too
    Yeah, we made each other bleed
    And we tasted it
    I'm here to admit
    That you were my medicine
    Oh, love, I couldn't quit
    And I'm down on my knees again
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life
    Oh, thank you for the happiest year of my life, ooh
    So wake me up when they build that time machine
    I want to go back
    Wake me up when you are sleeping next to me
    'Cause I really loved you, ooh
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life, ooh
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life, yeah
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life

  • @wiktorias6071
    @wiktorias6071 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    every time someone breaks my heart I go back to this song.Well...

    • @LCSzninja
      @LCSzninja 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so proud of you. I don't know you personally... but I don't need to. You are perfect just the way you are! :)

  • @roukirou
    @roukirou 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Your laughs and jokes with them just turned into sweet memories that you'll never forget..

    • @P_Diddy3
      @P_Diddy3 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      That’s the thing. What if we do forget

  • @polinaa6748
    @polinaa6748 3 ปีที่แล้ว +338

    who else is crying thinking about him/her?

    • @rcinbow8100
      @rcinbow8100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ian gonna lie i am rn..:)

    • @julianna_aguilera6071
      @julianna_aguilera6071 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me 😅

    • @madisonkeith8387
      @madisonkeith8387 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      NAH IM THINKING ABOUT MY DOG

    • @nikol_ch
      @nikol_ch 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      oh thats me

    • @Coco-qo7gd
      @Coco-qo7gd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Its crazy how much a song makes you think so much about that one person

  • @lmao7593
    @lmao7593 3 ปีที่แล้ว +333

    anyone else flashing all their memories while listening to this back when everything was still normal?

  • @jazzzzzz2601
    @jazzzzzz2601 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    "Life is like a piano. Black keys are pain and white keys are happines But you need both to play the music"

    • @zegabbas3058
      @zegabbas3058 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      U racist

    • @SheriffredGT
      @SheriffredGT 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Words of wisdom

  • @shadowwolf7469
    @shadowwolf7469 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I wish I had that special someone by my side who understands what I am going through. Sadly we can't meet up.

    • @voli6570
      @voli6570 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      update

  • @amandaneglia2196
    @amandaneglia2196 3 ปีที่แล้ว +432

    I love how everyone is helping everyone even though you may have no clue who they are

    • @hxllo_me1722
      @hxllo_me1722 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      its called being nice

    • @emmanuel3499
      @emmanuel3499 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Not every heroes wear capes

    • @chrisdwayneramos5443
      @chrisdwayneramos5443 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      facts

    • @justryo5819
      @justryo5819 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thats what all people should do. Because no matter what happens we all have feelings. But the most people forgot that..sadly..

    • @ashleyharrison7130
      @ashleyharrison7130 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      it warms my heart.

  • @rokayaahmed9055
    @rokayaahmed9055 4 ปีที่แล้ว +160

    This song speaks to my soul in ways no other could

  • @myfavoriteminionisbob
    @myfavoriteminionisbob 3 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    I think the biggest fear that everybody could possibly have is the fear of missing out.
    Standing by the sidelines as life passes you by, feeling like you were a spectator in someone else's story.
    I think that's the thing that eats away people the most. - Markaplier 🌹

  • @tacomerlina9109
    @tacomerlina9109 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I always watch friends online hugging and having the best times it just makes me feel empty knowing I have not found someone I can do that with sometimes I just want to cry knowing I don’t have that certain someone and I feel empty.

  • @katiekushnerov3262
    @katiekushnerov3262 4 ปีที่แล้ว +402

    Sadly she’s gone forever now 😭

  • @annabellefrendo2074
    @annabellefrendo2074 3 ปีที่แล้ว +438

    The only thing I want back......
    is 2019

    • @shannonlee8967
      @shannonlee8967 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      this the comment

    • @she0npluto404
      @she0npluto404 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes please

    • @sonder.1715
      @sonder.1715 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thats nice, but i'd rather have my parents than 2019💔

    • @meii.2226
      @meii.2226 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      No thanks this year literally killed my brother

    • @trans_boi69
      @trans_boi69 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      that year killed my closest family member id rather have the year before i was born then 2019

  • @d3ssy919
    @d3ssy919 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Done lost everyone I cared abt . Some went to heaven and some walked away .🥺💔

  • @evaroesell4815
    @evaroesell4815 3 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    Castiel: "You changed me, Dean."
    Dean: "Why does this sound like a goodbye?"
    Castiel: "Because it is. I love you"
    Dean: "Don't do this, Cas. Cas..."
    Castiel: "Goodbye, Dean."

    • @a3z2e
      @a3z2e 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Don’t 😭

    • @voli6570
      @voli6570 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      cheesy.

  • @yuniarwidyaningrum4719
    @yuniarwidyaningrum4719 3 ปีที่แล้ว +556

    - Happiest Year -
    I'm really on the ropes this time
    I've been fighting all my life for you
    I never should have said goodbye
    But maybe that's what stupid people do
    'Cause you gave me peace
    And I wasted it
    I'm here to admit
    That you were my medicine
    Oh, I couldn't quit
    And I'm down on my knees again
    Asking
    For nothing
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life, ooh
    Ooh, ooh, ooh
    Don't think I could forgive myself
    I'm sorry for the ways that I used you
    And I could care less right now
    But you know, you hurt me pretty good too
    Yeah, we made each other bleed
    And we tasted it
    I'm here to admit
    That you were my medicine
    Oh, love, I couldn't quit
    And I'm down on my knees again
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life, oh
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life, ooh
    So wake me up when they build that time machine
    I want to go back
    Wake me up when you were sleeping next to me
    'Cause I really loved you, ooh
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life ohh
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life, yeah
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life
    Thank you for the happiest year of my life

    • @katherineferguson2556
      @katherineferguson2556 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      To my best friend, im so sorry for leaving, but thank you for the happiest year of my life,i love you im so sorry babes

    • @nonametay.4159
      @nonametay.4159 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ty for this one i literally heard pee instead of bleed and i was like wtf but nvm cus now i know

  • @ren1110
    @ren1110 4 ปีที่แล้ว +254

    If you read this; know, there are people out their that love you. It may take time to find that special person that loves you, it may even take a long journey, but you'll soon make it.. Love you

    • @her.07
      @her.07 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      k

    • @Francesca-ow7rj
      @Francesca-ow7rj 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      love you too💞

    • @spork.444
      @spork.444 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      XxMoOnLiGhTxX it's comments like these that keep me going... thank you 💕✨

    • @ren1110
      @ren1110 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Abigail Watt you to

    • @ren1110
      @ren1110 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@spork.444 Aww, No problem

  • @livosweiler27
    @livosweiler27 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    i know exactly how she said „why i should ignore you? i love you forever!“.. and now she ignores me everyday :D

    • @dabossrides2239
      @dabossrides2239 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Feel that, after 4 years of being best friends and 2 years of dating, and now she ignores me and treats me like a stranger, she was all I had, and now she's gone...

  • @adarshij1266
    @adarshij1266 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Life turned good, gave my best moments and suddenly everything fell apart.
    Now its just my thoughts, memories and the dreams every night🦋

  • @Eneps1gos
    @Eneps1gos 3 ปีที่แล้ว +179

    To everyone who helped me go through leukemia
    "thank you for the happiest year of my life"

    • @Softyvibes
      @Softyvibes 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You are strong!

    • @061_gustiayupudakchandraki6
      @061_gustiayupudakchandraki6 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Heyy you are strong!!!!!!!! Keep smilee. We love youuuu!!!

    • @kenziefriest2983
      @kenziefriest2983 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i dont know you,but i love you.

    • @kasper2137
      @kasper2137 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @antsjekievit9175
      @antsjekievit9175 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You are strong man we love u ❤️❤️ if u need me you say so, we are here for u

  • @pancake6160
    @pancake6160 3 ปีที่แล้ว +311

    If this isn’t playing at my funeral I’m not going

  • @ali_cialzr
    @ali_cialzr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    This song.
    Made me cry
    Question myself
    Choose between death or life

    • @sabrinaz9023
      @sabrinaz9023 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Chose life... stay... stay here... we all need you.. your loved.. please stay

    • @ali_cialzr
      @ali_cialzr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sabrinaz9023 as I should😔

    • @jaaliyahcymone7603
      @jaaliyahcymone7603 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      My life has come to an end .

    • @amyGurl8483
      @amyGurl8483 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I hope you’re still with us and you’re doing fine.. if nobody said it to you today I wanna be the one saying it.. you’re important and you matter.. you’re smart and you’re beautiful

    • @ali_cialzr
      @ali_cialzr 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@amyGurl8483 hi:)thank you (today im better since i chose to stay with my Family and friends)

  • @aljunsilapan966
    @aljunsilapan966 3 ปีที่แล้ว +138

    You know that you can't breathe when you smile?
    Just kidding I just wanna make you smile

    • @lillianduffy8572
      @lillianduffy8572 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i- ty TwT

    • @billybob5908
      @billybob5908 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      omg this hit hard

    • @elizabethminott4788
      @elizabethminott4788 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well I can breath because my smiles are always fake

    • @laila1320
      @laila1320 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Wow you actually made smile

    • @mrc9126
      @mrc9126 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      u made me smile tru the tears thanks

  • @batthuga3659
    @batthuga3659 4 ปีที่แล้ว +202

    I’m struggling with depression and anxiety, I feel like nothing will ever get better. This song makes me remember the time when I was happy, I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. :/

    • @annabelle2789
      @annabelle2789 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Batt Huga id recommend getting a therapist or seeing a psychiatrist. if you don’t like that then please talk to someone you trust. i understand you and know where you’re coming from and people care about you.

    • @avo11
      @avo11 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      stay strong because there is hope at the end.

    • @naomirae7368
      @naomirae7368 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Batt Huga trust me love i can understand i tried taking my life... multiple times but thats all in the pass basically what I’m trying to say is I understand and please don’t give up it gets wayyy better I promise and i stick to my promises

    • @girlwithluv.
      @girlwithluv. 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Batt Huga I know how you feel.. It’ll probably get better hun don’t be sad 🥺😘❤️

    • @nicolegatto
      @nicolegatto 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      stay strong and talk to someone. it will get better. god bless you, i wish you all the best.

  • @makeup_couture3872
    @makeup_couture3872 4 ปีที่แล้ว +281

    Anyone sitting here crying about graduating of the class of 2020 and having everything ruined by the virus and now colleges can scout us at games for colleges and how we can have prom and graduation is either canceled or post poned and how things are extra stressful and our goals were canceled from all this and we are leaving our classmates we grew up with cause same

    • @makeup_couture3872
      @makeup_couture3872 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Cant*

    • @oliviahuynh6545
      @oliviahuynh6545 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aw 🥺 If you need someone to talk to i’m here always.

    • @isnairahmalawi4447
      @isnairahmalawi4447 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It's sad cause my graduation got cancelled:( My classmates and I were really looking forward to it 😭😔

    • @addison7859
      @addison7859 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel super bad for class of 2020 because they went to school for so many years waiting to graduate and say goodbye to all of their classmates properly and prom and all of these amazing things but now the virus canceled all their plans

    • @Sophie-zm6mw
      @Sophie-zm6mw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me. It’s sad it has to end this way, thrown out of school without a proper goodbye to those we will never see again.

  • @hannahbackes1424
    @hannahbackes1424 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I'm a 14 years old teenager.
    I'm happy in school and I laugh a lot with my friends. I say every time that everything is alright. I feel like my smile isn't real and my friends help me to forget the live at home.
    At home I sit in my room and I listen to this song. In the night like now it's 11 pm and I listen to this with earphones and I cry. I have two sites. One the site who's really happy but the other site is sad at home and cries me in the sleep

    • @Blaze-zd5wm
      @Blaze-zd5wm 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      omg same,, i’m 14 too and i feel the exact same way. i feel like corona has honestly ruined my life and i also feel like i’ve lost all the friends i’ve had :( i used to be such a good student but lately i’ve been falling behind on all my assignments and it’s really bothering me. i feel like no one else understands and i have no one to talk to but i try my best to stay happy for the sake of everyone around me :(((

  • @BrysonBurgess2007
    @BrysonBurgess2007 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    The Other Night, I cried my eyes out thinking about my loved ones making my year better, because I feel so alone sometimes, so if anyone else feels or felt this way your not alone.

  • @sezenputz5990
    @sezenputz5990 4 ปีที่แล้ว +866

    could you do a playlist on spotify with the slowed down music? i’m sorry if this wasn’t english but i’m trying😂

    • @colin6098
      @colin6098 4 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      Sezen Putz agreed, i would want that playlist, and your english is good enough, 💙

    • @kineticsand7754
      @kineticsand7754 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      There’s a “podcast” that has it it’s literally the same name as this vid I think

    • @sezenputz5990
      @sezenputz5990 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Colin Tan thank you haha

    • @sezenputz5990
      @sezenputz5990 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kinetic Sand thank youuu

    • @user-lt7ff1tg9f
      @user-lt7ff1tg9f 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Your english is amazing XD but yes I am dying for that playlist

  • @azara678
    @azara678 4 ปีที่แล้ว +335

    I’m numb I don’t feel like I’m going to survive this...just know I tried💔

    • @avo11
      @avo11 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Azara Appiah stay strong!! i believe in you 🥰

    • @esthercruz1770
      @esthercruz1770 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Stay strong you got this💯❤️

    • @lauren-ff9ew
      @lauren-ff9ew 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      please don’t give up, keep fighting. life will be better soon, just hold on. you’d be missing out on too many things if you left now

    • @lydia-mc7eg
      @lydia-mc7eg 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Azara Appiah
      hey
      I know I'm late, but I hope you chose to keep fighting! It WILL get better, trust me! You're a beautiful person and your life is so precious, so if you're still there, stay strong please! I love you so so much!

    • @rainanan
      @rainanan 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Azara Appiah we love you

  • @Dauvonx
    @Dauvonx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I’m laying in my bed feeling the most and if you are too, I hope you feel better

  • @motionfn7565
    @motionfn7565 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Im tired of this unbearable pain in my heart but this pain taught me how to be alone it taught me that the one guaranteed person thats not going to leave no matter what path you take is yourself and if you manage to lose yourself just a tiny bit of effort u will smile not a fake one a real one without even realizing it love yourself

    • @imIoneIy
      @imIoneIy  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i've tried to apply this mindset to a lot of situations, taking the positives out of a negative situation! of course i don't wish anything bad on anyone but it's important to reflect & to understand

  • @papajohn4514
    @papajohn4514 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    my girl just sent me this. and if she ever finds this know you’re my life. i’m glad i could be here. i’m sorry nobody’s ever seen your true colors. i’m always here for you.

  • @aleenahussain9899
    @aleenahussain9899 3 ปีที่แล้ว +191

    My best friend committed suicide and she sent me this song, I didn't think much about it until her ,mum called me and said she is gone. I miss everything about her, her smile ,her humor, her personality. I was so wrapped around myself like always. I wish I could I could go back and tell her that everything is going to be ok. I wish it was me and not her. I will never stop blaming myself for her death, I was her best friend and I didn't realise anything she was so good at hiding her pain. She always helped me when I was down and I cant believe she's actually gone
    Guys love the people around you before its to late....

    • @Luna-gw7iq
      @Luna-gw7iq 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm so sorry for u... Be strong

    • @aleenahussain9899
      @aleenahussain9899 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Luna-gw7iq Thanks I will try to.......

    • @ananya3979
      @ananya3979 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Stay strong love❤️ you got this! We all have lost people we shouldn't lose. You got this.

    • @erica9312
      @erica9312 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m sobbing I’m so sorry I can’t even began to imagine

    • @rhysgreen7417
      @rhysgreen7417 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sorry to hear that things like this break my heart to see because i can’t believe people actually do this your best friend loves u and is having the best time in heaven be strong remember whatever happens she/he will be proud of u as long as u put in the work take care of urself and make ur best friend proud

  • @axel9616
    @axel9616 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I finally felt happiness in my ongoing 3 yrs of depression I had a beautiful, funny, and very loving girlfriend she moved away to a whole new state and I'm stuck here hoping one day we'll be together again...

    • @zahraaakhtar9033
      @zahraaakhtar9033 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aww that’s so sad hope u guys get back together in the future

  • @nefeliipsk
    @nefeliipsk 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I've never thought everything could change that fast. I've never thought u could leave in one night. I've never thought a argue could broke us :(

  • @nenejnenen7403
    @nenejnenen7403 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    2019 was my year. i was so fucking happy at least for till the september. i just miss it so much

    • @mxmmi8720
      @mxmmi8720 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      nenej nenen 2019 was the best year ever!!

    • @ruqayahkhodr4870
      @ruqayahkhodr4870 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      nenej nenen me too, 2020 has just become so bad even before corona, I was so suicidal

  • @emily-grace3950
    @emily-grace3950 4 ปีที่แล้ว +240

    To my ex-best friend
    ‘Thankyou for the happiest year of my life’

    • @djbritton
      @djbritton 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah...

    • @oykuyavuz6247
      @oykuyavuz6247 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      felt it in a diff way..

    • @bxtchass.angell6764
      @bxtchass.angell6764 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yea. that’s why i’m listening rn. 8 years down the drain.

    • @djbritton
      @djbritton 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@bxtchass.angell6764 yeah I felt that. 8 years with my first love and a failed marriage. That was HARD to leave

    • @kennedierodman2587
      @kennedierodman2587 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same we meet last August and she slowly pushed me away and it all ended in February

  • @savage6372
    @savage6372 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This song makes all the memories back,am i right?

  • @cassie-annethompson4609
    @cassie-annethompson4609 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you for all the memories I needed the hope you gave me and now your gone I have to still hold on I will miss you forever thank you for the happiest year of my life goodbye baby I’ll always love you 🥺💔 xx

  • @gisellevelasquez7647
    @gisellevelasquez7647 4 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    it’s going to be 4 years without him in 2 days 🥺😞

    • @supersassy9441
      @supersassy9441 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      stay strong love ❤️

    • @averyhanson6706
      @averyhanson6706 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      its ok, stay strong you arent alone. your doing your best

  • @isobel9389
    @isobel9389 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I love him..... he’s gone..... it hits hard when it’s slows down

  • @princeparantar4244
    @princeparantar4244 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Not my Happiest year but i learned alot, thanku 2020.

  • @layla5704
    @layla5704 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    congrats guys we made it it’s 2021 now if u r reading this u r love and keep waiting don’t end it u will love it then and I hope 2021 treats everyone better and ilyyy 🥺🥺

  • @idkwhatsmyname9953
    @idkwhatsmyname9953 3 ปีที่แล้ว +457

    Hello read this
    Hey it’s okay life will get better
    I promise.
    I might not be okay but I’m getting better..
    Whatever has happened to you remember..
    You are a queen or king
    You are handsome or pretty
    Love yourself please!❤️

    • @kimberlyyy940
      @kimberlyyy940 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you so much🥺🥺 the same goes to you! 🥺

    • @faithcooksey4127
      @faithcooksey4127 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      if only you knew how much i needed this. Thank you sm

    • @hamdisaid3958
      @hamdisaid3958 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💟🥰thx this really made my day🥰💟

    • @r.aisminabila3124
      @r.aisminabila3124 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you!🥺

    • @auranabila7744
      @auranabila7744 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      thank you❤

  • @jujuwingchangchong3047
    @jujuwingchangchong3047 4 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    “Time enjoyed isn’t time wasted”- Danny Duncan

  • @rediet1693
    @rediet1693 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I met him on August 29th, 2019. He was an amazing friend, best friend, lover, soulmate and I'll always thank him for giving me the happiest year of my life.
    Thank you.

  • @rubylu4871
    @rubylu4871 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    The Childs Mind is filled with thoughts we no longer have because we were different people then...

  • @lowkey_amber4324
    @lowkey_amber4324 3 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    Your skin is not paper, don't cut it
    Your face is not a mask, don't hide it
    Your body is not a book, don't judge it
    Your life is not a movie, don't end it

    • @libbie257
      @libbie257 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Needed that

    • @lowkey_amber4324
      @lowkey_amber4324 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @Eliza FLETCHER np and stay safe

    • @mathiasvonzedtwitz4763
      @mathiasvonzedtwitz4763 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It might almost be to late for me

    • @Braishna15781
      @Braishna15781 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@mathiasvonzedtwitz4763 it’s not too late because you are loved! By me, I love you so much people don’t give up, sometimes life gets hard but we need to pull our selves back up and realize how strong we really are and one day we will all escape

    • @mathiasvonzedtwitz4763
      @mathiasvonzedtwitz4763 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Braishna15781 thank you🥺🥺 that’s the first time in a long time someone told me that

  • @dohugsnotdrugs1039
    @dohugsnotdrugs1039 4 ปีที่แล้ว +322

    I got into an argument with my Bestfriend last year and he said that if I didn’t forgive him he might as well die because he has nothing else. On his way home he got into a car “Accident”. Nobody knows, but I killed my Bestfriend.

    • @dapskesan1466
      @dapskesan1466 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Im soo sorry to hear that💔🥺but know that he is always watching over you! No matter what❤️ so be strong!!!💖

    • @avo11
      @avo11 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      babe stay strong❤️

    • @her.07
      @her.07 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      well. if you think that your best friend killed himself because you didn't forgive him. that isn't your fault. who told him to give you an ultimatum? and he basically threatened you that if you didn't forgive him, he would just go die or go away. nah. y'all have good moments. but he shouldn't be doing that shit. still, pay respect for the man with the "accident"

    • @katelynrata5650
      @katelynrata5650 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Nobodys knows but u killed him-

    • @ava6062
      @ava6062 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Katelyn Rata he didn’t kill his best friend. his best friend killed himself because he didn’t forgive him. but it stilll isn’t his fault

  • @kviinnw4383
    @kviinnw4383 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This song really reminds about the best birthday surprise I ever had when I was little

  • @charleeredrow2221
    @charleeredrow2221 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I hate it when I have no more tears to cry
    I'm tired of being alive I just want to go to sleep and never wake up

    • @LCSzninja
      @LCSzninja 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aye Charlee i'm glad your here man. I know I don't feel your pain. But I want you too know I understand. Your not alone. Keep fighting man. I want you here. So many people want you here aswell. Keep being yourself. I wanna see you do great things man. I'm proud of you.

    • @clowngaming122
      @clowngaming122 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I don't want to live but I do so live for your family and friends okay live for people that love you so live as much as you can and get some sleep okay

  • @gacha_donut_love722
    @gacha_donut_love722 4 ปีที่แล้ว +210

    I want to cry... but I can't
    I want to scream... but I can't
    I want help....
    *But nobody helps me*
    I'm lost in my own mind
    I can't find myself
    Nobody hears my screams
    Where is the exit to the maze

    • @valjoseph7500
      @valjoseph7500 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m here❤️❤️

    • @dindaayu3378
      @dindaayu3378 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      don't worry i'm here for you :D
      we can cry together
      we can eat chocolate together
      we can fight together
      sleep well, eat well, thank you so much for your hard work, i appreciate it :)
      i love you

    • @sefanitsolomon9787
      @sefanitsolomon9787 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Pray bro😥

    • @editsvsp911
      @editsvsp911 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm here 💘

    • @4str0n0my
      @4str0n0my 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Im here for you always🤍

  • @charne1290
    @charne1290 4 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    to the person reading this this is going to be cheesy im sorry, i just wanna say if you are going through something it will get better you might not understand everything now but it will get better thats one thing i can promise you

    • @girlwithluv.
      @girlwithluv. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yodaz child thank you 🥺❤️

    • @jorja9758
      @jorja9758 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      boi boi 2020 will not get better 💔

    • @KaralynisDepressed
      @KaralynisDepressed 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am going though a lot bc my 3 year relationship has ended. My bf got in an accident and didn't make it. I thought of killing myself to be with him. I cry every night and have dreams about him still. I miss him so much

    • @graciehitchborn2499
      @graciehitchborn2499 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I get sad and mad at myself for having suicidal thoughts it is horrible to even think my brain would think like that, even worse i cant see my dad due to coronavirus there always has to be a big rock on a straight path 😭🥺❤

    • @Masqueradeof7sins
      @Masqueradeof7sins 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you fellow step chicken- ❤

  • @toya516
    @toya516 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    "I hear this song every time I miss the memories :)"

  • @mateolankeroblox7858
    @mateolankeroblox7858 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    For the rest of my life

  • @yourstalker_lol238
    @yourstalker_lol238 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    This hits different when someone special person,to you,left the world

  • @coolbear4732
    @coolbear4732 4 ปีที่แล้ว +97

    my heart hurts

  • @aziizby2573
    @aziizby2573 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    literally at the lowest point of my life.. never felt weaker than this before.. if something ever happens I want my parents to know that I loved them so much 🖤

  • @athennaramirez9316
    @athennaramirez9316 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The part "thank you for the happiest year of my life" is the best 🥺