Chapter 1: //-He'll Never Feel The Same-// Jimmy's Pov: I woke up on a normal school day, my hair falling into my face. I groaned and rolled over to check the time. 6:45 am. I turned back over and laid on my bed, staring at the paint-chipped wall. After a few minutes I then fell asleep again, only to be woken up by my sister who knows how long later. My sister Elizabeth, or "Lizzie", as everyone calls her, was yelling at me as she pulled the duvet off. I didn't really do anything, I just continued to lie there. "First day back after 2 weeks. Great." I thought to myself, slowly sitting up, with Lizzie still yelling at me. I turned around to face the clock. 7:15 am. "We still have 45 minutes to get to school, there's no reason for you to be yelling at me." I said monotonously. Lizzie just smirked and rolled her eyes at me, before saying happily, "Yea, but it's the first day back, and I've not seen Joel in ages!" To this, I just smirked and stood up, walking toward the doorway of my room where Lizzie was standing. "Liz, you saw him 2 days ago." I chuckled quietly. Lizzie then grabbed a pillow and threw it at me, shouting, "That doesn't count!! I've not seen him at school for ages!!" Time Skip: 7:55 am I stood outside my house waiting for Lizzie. Despite the fact that she was up earlier than me, it still took her way longer to get ready. As I was waiting, my phone vibrated. I took it out my jacket and saw that Grian had texted me. Grian🦜 Hey Tim, I'm ill today so I wont be at school. Srry! 7:57 am I sighed, smiling slightly. Grian was definitely the type of friend who you would only see at school, like, once a year. I didn't really care, as I still had Joel to hang out with, but I replied anyway. Jimmy ⭐ No problem dude, I'll tell Joel when I get to school 8:01 am Around 5 minutes later, Lizzie finally came outside wearing the boring grey uniform. I looked up and put my phone back in my pocket. "Are you really wearing that jacket again?" Lizzie asked, looking down at my brown denim jacket. I didn't answer her, as both she and I already knew the answer to that question. We both quickly walked to the bus stop and only just made it on, finding our regular seats. As I was just about to put my headphones on, Lizzie tapped me on the shoulder. I turned to face her, my boring brown eyes gazing into her aqua blue. "Soooo, are you excited for what's happening today?" She asked, a hint of nervousness in her otherwise confident voice. I must have looked confused, because she just sighed and said "Did you really not hear? We're turning into our crushes today. I mean, it's only for one hour, and I already know I'm turning into Joel, but it's still exciting!" I just rolled my eyes and turned back to my phone, thinking that she was kidding. "Lizzie is always lying to me anyway, so why would I trust her? She lied when she said she wasn't going to get back together with Joel, she lied when she said her natural hair colour was pink, and she lied when she said my dad would- Never mind." I was so wrapped up in my own thoughts that I didn't notice we had already reached school, until Lizzie was elbowing me out the way. I quickly snapped my head back up and got off, walking toward the school. I guess Lizzie wasn't lying, because the crush-swapping thing is all everyone was talking about. I just sighed and walked down the halls filled with people talking about it. They were really doing my head in. "Why is it that all everybody cares about nowadays is stupid crushes?" I thought, annoyed. As I reached my locker, I was trying to remember the code, when I saw a bit of cyan out of the corner of my eye. I glanced over to see my friend Scott. Well, we weren't really friends, but I sat next to Scott in History and we got along well. He was also in my English class. He noticed me looking at him, and before I could walk over to say hi (mainly because I forgot to do the History homework), he quickly walked away, a tint of red on his usually pale cheeks. I didn't think much of it and just walked to my first class, my bag slowing me down as I had actually forgotten my locker code. By the end of second period I would be lying if I were to say I wasn't at least a bit concerned about Scott. I had History period 2, and Scott hadn't shown up. (I also got detention for not doing the homework) I wasn't that concerned about where he was, because he would sometimes go do work in a different classroom, but he had never not come to History. I was going to go look for Scott as soon as the bell rang for break, but the speakers came on just before the bell, asking for the students to go to the main hall for the "crush-changing event". As soon as everybody, or, almost everybody, had changed into their crushes, it was absolute havoc. We were let out the hall, and instantly basically everybody was looking around for someone who had turned into them. I gazed around and noticed Joel hugging Lizzie, or rather, Lizzie as Joel, hugging Joel as Lizzie. I smirked and just walked off, leaving them alone. I was not going to 3rd wheel again. We were allowed to miss period 3, so that in the hour everyone had time to find their crushes, but since I didn't have one, I just wandered around for like, 50 minutes. It had almost been an hour, so I decided to just go to the library for the last few minutes. Nobody was there, and I mean nobody. Not even Miss. Moon, who worked there. I walked over to the YA (Young Adult- British school years 10 & 11) section, and began looking at the books. A few minutes later however, I heard a noise that sounded like crying. It was very faint, and I almost missed it, but with how quiet and empty the library was I heard it. Slowly and quietly walking towards the sounds, I turned the corner to another section, to see somebody who had turned into... me. My eyes widened and I took a sharp breath. The person, whoever it was, whipped their head around quickly, glaring up at me. I'm not going to lie, it was rather creepy seeing myself looking at, well, me. As soon as the person saw that it was me, or, in their mind, another person who had turned into me, they turned their head back around and chuckled. But it just sounded empty and sad. I slowly sat down next to them, my eyes filled with concern. "Are you... ok?" I asked gently. They just laughed, the laugh hollow and their face expressionless. "Let's see, I'm sitting on the floor of an empty school library crying, but oh yeah, I'm fine." They said sarcastically, before continuing. "So, you like him too, hm?" I was rather confused at first, before realising that they probably thought I was someone else. "Uhh... yeah." I responded quietly. The person, whoever it was, just smiled and looked down. "You can have him. I didn't want to turn into him. He's just... he's so fuck!ng perfect, y'know?" They said, their voice drowning in sorrow. I didn't say anything, letting them continue. "H-he would never date a freak like me. I'm not good enough for anyone. Especially not him. He's probably not even gay anyway..." They continued, their voice going high-pitched and cracking slightly. My eyes widened, a few tears forming. I'm not sure why, but in that moment, I just wanted to hug them. I wanted to hug them tightly and tell them not to talk about themself like that, even if I had no idea who it was. It was silent for a while, so I slowly said, "Even if he doesn't... like you back... that doesn't mean you should talk about yourself like that. There will be people who care about you, who you're good enough for." They looked up slightly, still facing the wall. I noticed that their facial features were changing, and I then realised it had been a full hour, and they were turning back. "Ha. Yeah r-right. I'm fuck!ng w-worthless." They spat, voice shaking. And I could swear, I recognised that voice. And I did. As they turned back, the tears resting on my eyes escaped. Because I knew them. That Scottish accent, the long cyan hair. Scott... liked me. ---------------------------
1:35 Is that Milo and WC!Scott in the background? Also, jimmy timmy solidarity, you have a problem now.... and poor Scott, ik he doesnt have good self esteem cannon wise but stil!! (Very excited for this! Much love from Eli!)
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Chapter 1: //-He'll Never Feel The Same-//
Jimmy's Pov:
I woke up on a normal school day, my hair falling into my face. I groaned and rolled over to check the time. 6:45 am. I turned back over and laid on my bed, staring at the paint-chipped wall.
After a few minutes I then fell asleep again, only to be woken up by my sister who knows how long later. My sister Elizabeth, or "Lizzie", as everyone calls her, was yelling at me as she pulled the duvet off. I didn't really do anything, I just continued to lie there. "First day back after 2 weeks. Great." I thought to myself, slowly sitting up, with Lizzie still yelling at me. I turned around to face the clock. 7:15 am. "We still have 45 minutes to get to school, there's no reason for you to be yelling at me." I said monotonously. Lizzie just smirked and rolled her eyes at me, before saying happily, "Yea, but it's the first day back, and I've not seen Joel in ages!"
To this, I just smirked and stood up, walking toward the doorway of my room where Lizzie was standing. "Liz, you saw him 2 days ago." I chuckled quietly. Lizzie then grabbed a pillow and threw it at me, shouting, "That doesn't count!! I've not seen him at school for ages!!"
Time Skip: 7:55 am
I stood outside my house waiting for Lizzie. Despite the fact that she was up earlier than me, it still took her way longer to get ready. As I was waiting, my phone vibrated. I took it out my jacket and saw that Grian had texted me.
Grian🦜
Hey Tim, I'm ill today so I wont be at school. Srry! 7:57 am
I sighed, smiling slightly. Grian was definitely the type of friend who you would only see at school, like, once a year. I didn't really care, as I still had Joel to hang out with, but I replied anyway.
Jimmy ⭐
No problem dude, I'll tell Joel when I get to school 8:01 am
Around 5 minutes later, Lizzie finally came outside wearing the boring grey uniform. I looked up and put my phone back in my pocket. "Are you really wearing that jacket again?" Lizzie asked, looking down at my brown denim jacket. I didn't answer her, as both she and I already knew the answer to that question.
We both quickly walked to the bus stop and only just made it on, finding our regular seats. As I was just about to put my headphones on, Lizzie tapped me on the shoulder. I turned to face her, my boring brown eyes gazing into her aqua blue. "Soooo, are you excited for what's happening today?" She asked, a hint of nervousness in her otherwise confident voice. I must have looked confused, because she just sighed and said "Did you really not hear? We're turning into our crushes today. I mean, it's only for one hour, and I already know I'm turning into Joel, but it's still exciting!" I just rolled my eyes and turned back to my phone, thinking that she was kidding. "Lizzie is always lying to me anyway, so why would I trust her? She lied when she said she wasn't going to get back together with Joel, she lied when she said her natural hair colour was pink, and she lied when she said my dad would- Never mind."
I was so wrapped up in my own thoughts that I didn't notice we had already reached school, until Lizzie was elbowing me out the way. I quickly snapped my head back up and got off, walking toward the school.
I guess Lizzie wasn't lying, because the crush-swapping thing is all everyone was talking about. I just sighed and walked down the halls filled with people talking about it. They were really doing my head in. "Why is it that all everybody cares about nowadays is stupid crushes?" I thought, annoyed.
As I reached my locker, I was trying to remember the code, when I saw a bit of cyan out of the corner of my eye. I glanced over to see my friend Scott. Well, we weren't really friends, but I sat next to Scott in History and we got along well. He was also in my English class. He noticed me looking at him, and before I could walk over to say hi (mainly because I forgot to do the History homework), he quickly walked away, a tint of red on his usually pale cheeks. I didn't think much of it and just walked to my first class, my bag slowing me down as I had actually forgotten my locker code.
By the end of second period I would be lying if I were to say I wasn't at least a bit concerned about Scott. I had History period 2, and Scott hadn't shown up. (I also got detention for not doing the homework) I wasn't that concerned about where he was, because he would sometimes go do work in a different classroom, but he had never not come to History.
I was going to go look for Scott as soon as the bell rang for break, but the speakers came on just before the bell, asking for the students to go to the main hall for the "crush-changing event".
As soon as everybody, or, almost everybody, had changed into their crushes, it was absolute havoc. We were let out the hall, and instantly basically everybody was looking around for someone who had turned into them. I gazed around and noticed Joel hugging Lizzie, or rather, Lizzie as Joel, hugging Joel as Lizzie. I smirked and just walked off, leaving them alone. I was not going to 3rd wheel again.
We were allowed to miss period 3, so that in the hour everyone had time to find their crushes, but since I didn't have one, I just wandered around for like, 50 minutes.
It had almost been an hour, so I decided to just go to the library for the last few minutes. Nobody was there, and I mean nobody. Not even Miss. Moon, who worked there. I walked over to the YA (Young Adult- British school years 10 & 11) section, and began looking at the books.
A few minutes later however, I heard a noise that sounded like crying. It was very faint, and I almost missed it, but with how quiet and empty the library was I heard it. Slowly and quietly walking towards the sounds, I turned the corner to another section, to see somebody who had turned into... me.
My eyes widened and I took a sharp breath. The person, whoever it was, whipped their head around quickly, glaring up at me. I'm not going to lie, it was rather creepy seeing myself looking at, well, me. As soon as the person saw that it was me, or, in their mind, another person who had turned into me, they turned their head back around and chuckled. But it just sounded empty and sad. I slowly sat down next to them, my eyes filled with concern. "Are you... ok?" I asked gently. They just laughed, the laugh hollow and their face expressionless. "Let's see, I'm sitting on the floor of an empty school library crying, but oh yeah, I'm fine." They said sarcastically, before continuing. "So, you like him too, hm?" I was rather confused at first, before realising that they probably thought I was someone else. "Uhh... yeah." I responded quietly. The person, whoever it was, just smiled and looked down. "You can have him. I didn't want to turn into him. He's just... he's so fuck!ng perfect, y'know?" They said, their voice drowning in sorrow. I didn't say anything, letting them continue. "H-he would never date a freak like me. I'm not good enough for anyone. Especially not him. He's probably not even gay anyway..." They continued, their voice going high-pitched and cracking slightly. My eyes widened, a few tears forming.
I'm not sure why, but in that moment, I just wanted to hug them. I wanted to hug them tightly and tell them not to talk about themself like that, even if I had no idea who it was. It was silent for a while, so I slowly said, "Even if he doesn't... like you back... that doesn't mean you should talk about yourself like that. There will be people who care about you, who you're good enough for."
They looked up slightly, still facing the wall. I noticed that their facial features were changing, and I then realised it had been a full hour, and they were turning back. "Ha. Yeah r-right. I'm fuck!ng w-worthless." They spat, voice shaking. And I could swear, I recognised that voice.
And I did. As they turned back, the tears resting on my eyes escaped. Because I knew them. That Scottish accent, the long cyan hair.
Scott... liked me.
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Talk about being incredibly picky about how you wrote this, huh?
Good job, though!
@@Sum_Bee yep... 👀
1:35 Is that Milo and WC!Scott in the background? Also, jimmy timmy solidarity, you have a problem now.... and poor Scott, ik he doesnt have good self esteem cannon wise but stil!! (Very excited for this! Much love from Eli!)
Yes it is them lol ty :)
1:35 okay so 1 rando, 1 that looks like their from mean girls, and 3 gays mhm okay
Correct :) 2 are Wcsmp Scott and Milo, Heather Duke, and my irl friends oc
No please don't cry! 🥺
Also these designs are so cute!
Thanx :D
(He cries >:D)
I just read the fic it's really good
so excited for more videos of this Au!!
Am I the only one asking "why does Jimmy just stay Jimmy"?
Jimmy in ep 1 doesnt like anyone lol
That is the equivalent of say he doesn’t like anyone.
YET.
yet... 👀
👀…..
NEW HIGHSCHOOL AU JUST DROPPED?!?!?!
NO SCOTT, MY CHILD YOUR NOT WORTHLESS DEAR
1:37 Milo and Scott 👍
They're being gay
Did anyone see Scott and Milo in the background
AHHHH I LOVE IT
am i going carzy? why does Joel's head look big?
I thought I fixed that lol :')
@@Scarhand so im not crazy?
@@IrregularityRowan Technically no, but at this point we're all crazy :)
@@Scarhand good point