The Rotten Fern's Just Deserts / Solaria (Original Song)

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  • @AbbysArchive
    @AbbysArchive ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Interesting symbolism with ferns: they’re one of the most ancient plants still alive. At 300 million years old, they’re so old they actually predate both pollination and the dinosaurs. Which means that their species witnessed and survived a LOT of death and mass extinction events. As countless others died, the ferns lived on

    • @AbbysArchive
      @AbbysArchive ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Another thing: ferns reproduce through spores. So if all of the pollinators were to die from a parasite (like the varroa mite, one of the contributors to colony collapse disorder), the ferns would survive as all else decayed

  • @anonalpaca2513
    @anonalpaca2513 2 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    “What is a fern but a memory at best? A wisp from the past who might as well not exist.”
    “But as I enter the forest of the dead, I’m granted the life that I long ago had led.”
    …This almost makes me think that Fern wasn’t just a fake persona of the goddess, but…who the goddess was before they attained godhood - or perhaps before they had it forced upon them.
    They were mortal. Mortals only have to deal with so much responsibility. And from the looks of it, it would’ve been best if they stayed that way…

    • @Zarmdthecoolest
      @Zarmdthecoolest 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      "Something is nice about being just a girl, and not a goddess meant to save the broken world"

  • @katyahina5312
    @katyahina5312 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    This feels like a rather deep story... Characters that committed something that cost at least one person (usually way more people) suffering, for completely sympathetic reasons, but can never tell about their past to their new friends lest they are ready to lose them and have them hate them forever... They always break my heart so bad. This is a heavy burden, that everyone loves to pretend they could never have to carry. This shit is the reason why I do not turn away from people who confess some fucked up stuff to me - everyone deserves someone who can at least listen and be a step towards redemption, nobody should just be cast away into obscurity for shit they never can undo but wish they could grow from.

  • @angelwingz6632
    @angelwingz6632 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Aaaaaaaa the story this one tells! It feels to me that Fern actually had a good reason why she was gone!

  • @TheWilderCat
    @TheWilderCat ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Something I find interesting is she switches between implying her leaving was intentional and not. Especially between the lines “I never meant to leave, trapped in captivity” and “the world abandoned by Fern, who ran away.”
    I can’t tell if the latter line is meant to be her explaining it based on Cedar’s perspective, her feeling guilty and taking blame despite not feeling like it’s her fault, or that she’s taking partial responsibility where her actions lead to it but it wasn’t her decision.
    I kinda wonder if disappearing for a millennium wasn’t intentional but she did actually intend to run away for some (probably shorter) period of time in a moment of desperation. Maybe she tried turning her self human and got stuck unable to turn herself back or something IDK. Something about how she’s talking makes it seem more like the fault of a third party though.

  • @GalaxiiSmoothie
    @GalaxiiSmoothie 2 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    this song reminds me of the time 5 years ago when I was walking down my local park and a deer came to me and asked for my help and we ran away together on a mission to dethrone god herself

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Are u or the deer God now

    • @GalaxiiSmoothie
      @GalaxiiSmoothie 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@PumpkinHead the hike is a long one; the trail is never-ending. I follow the way the wind blows. I’m there, I’m gone. my faithful companion prances with me with antlers that pierce the sky. Is god defeated, you ask? The answer lies within. who is thy god, what is thy purpose? Who’s to say god was found on our long winding mission? maybe god has been us all along

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      @@GalaxiiSmoothie Maybe the real God was the gay couple that my brain inserted in to Lord of the Rings in the dream I just woke up from

    • @rinatepaste9218
      @rinatepaste9218 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Just here to say this is probably the weirdest thread i have ever read and i love it

  • @236SPIDERS
    @236SPIDERS 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    One thousand years have passed in such a blur
    I hardly recall who I am or who you were
    Soon I'll return to that long-forgotten world
    With no memory of the wrath that unfurled
    What is a fern but a memory at best?
    A wisp from the past who might as well not exist
    But as I enter the forest of the dead
    I'm granted the life that I long ago had led
    I woke up in a world familiar
    And laid my eyes on the deer I left here
    Hello sir, my name is Fern
    I am from middle Earth
    I don't know where I am
    Please sir help me if you can
    I missed you so dearly,
    But you don't know it's me
    You took me by the hand
    And to my past I ran
    Something is nice about being just a girl
    And not a goddess meant to save a broken world
    This world is dead because I abandoned it
    And no one would trust any answer I give
    I see the glint of suspicion in your eyes
    A grim reminder that I live on borrowed time
    I know that I sit upon a throne of lies
    But if I confess, then I'll lose all that's mine
    I can't hide from the truth forever
    I want to show you that I would never
    Leave you to suffer and hide in comfort
    I'll prove myself, or my name's not-

    Even as the forest falls, I am bound to you all
    I'll never leave again, I'll fight 'til the bitter end
    I never meant to leave, trapped in captivity
    You don't believe a word, my pain won't be heard
    Feel the guilt of a kingdom in decay
    A world abandoned by Fern who ran away
    Cedar trust me, it's not what I wanted
    Please understand that I am cursed to hide the truth

  • @lostwon1799
    @lostwon1799 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Just because the text is hard to read along the edges at 1:52, here is the best transcription I can do: (Please comment if I made any mistakes.)
    When the Goddess first vanished we had complete faith she
    would return. We were sure she had a plan. Then, more and
    more years passed, and despite things getting worse and
    worse, the Goddess never returned. Eventually, even the most
    faithful of us accepted that our own goddess had abandoned us.
    It's been one thousand years and we still don't know why she
    left. I think that it was out of cowardice. Evil threatened our
    usually peaceful world, and after eons of comfortable peace,
    the Goddess just couldn't find it in herself to risk her life to
    protect the people who mattered to her most. Was she just that
    much of a coward, or did no one ever matter to her at all? She
    left everyone to die. I hope that she's still alive after all that
    time just so that the memory of what she's done can continue
    to haunt her. I hope she's miserable. I hope she wishes she was
    never born. It's only fair to feel how she made us feel.

  • @genericsinger
    @genericsinger 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I really like the story and also i hope things get better cedar and fern deserve some happy, i dont know why fern left but it really didnt seem like she wanted to leave

  • @DianeSteele
    @DianeSteele 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Wonderful song, heartbreaking story, everything I could ask for and more!

  • @twodinosaursinatrenchcoat
    @twodinosaursinatrenchcoat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    OHHHH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! AND SOLARIA SOUNDS WONDERFUL OH MY GOD?!?!?!?! I love the parallels between the two songs 💕💕💕💕

  • @chalkish4855
    @chalkish4855 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I've been so excited for this!! And you post it the morning of my toughest A Level exam

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Good luck on your exam you got this!

    • @chalkish4855
      @chalkish4855 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ​@@PumpkinHead I did "got this"!! Got my results back and I'm going to the uni I wanted ^-^

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh that's fantastic congratulations!!

  • @ododo2538
    @ododo2538 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Woaaah let's gooo !! It's so cool ! And Solaria sounds really good too :00 And I really like the melody, you did something really cool !!

  • @KrazyKitty
    @KrazyKitty 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    AHHHH THIS IS SO GOOD! I LOVE IT! It sounds so good and I love that we get to see Fern's side of the story!

  • @gwendaartist
    @gwendaartist 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Welcome back!
    I've heard your music in the past,and I can say,they are so good! And I'm happy that you are improving your music too! I love Solaria's tuning. AND YOU INCLUDED ONE OF MY FAV INSTRUMENTS,THE VIOLIN!
    KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK AND FOLLOW YOUR MUSIC DREAMS!! :D

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Thank you so much!! :D The violin is one of my favorite instruments too, so I end up including it in so many of my songs lol. Same with the cello and bassoon!

  • @TheWilderCat
    @TheWilderCat ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hands down the most realistic sounding vocal synth song I've ever heard. I honest to God wouldn't know the singer wasn't real if it wasn't in the title.

  • @beaniesintheclouds
    @beaniesintheclouds ปีที่แล้ว +2

    3:45 sounds like the end of The Gravedigger’s Fern… this plus another comment I saw plus some word similarities… I think Cedar’s words kinda got to her 😭
    She’s giving me elf vibes. Plus the Middle Earth thing… Galadriel in disguise??

  • @aria.muscaria
    @aria.muscaria 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    screaming crying ripping my hair out sobbing on the floor FERN!!!!!!! FERN!!!!!!!!! beloved.............

  • @starlightexpress3387
    @starlightexpress3387 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    oh i want to know the lore between these characters. i would read a book about these characters man

  • @thesleepiithingqwq9371
    @thesleepiithingqwq9371 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    OMG WOW!! You made her sound so amazing!!

  • @stardustnebula8317
    @stardustnebula8317 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I've been listening to this for hours---and I'm being driven crazy by something in the instrumental sort of buried under everything else---it sounds like a bit of New Person Today
    I can't hear it well but I do love that song so maybe just wishful thinking
    anyway this song, I love it, you've improved so much and it's so so so amazing

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Is it the glitching sounds? I use a VST called Glitch2 and I made a preset for it that I love, and I use that preset in a lot of my songs :P Idk for sure if I used that preset in New Person Today but it's fairly likely I did lol

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Also tysm!! I'm really glad you like the song haha

  • @nekosandmatcha3359
    @nekosandmatcha3359 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Was Fern captured by the evil forces mentioned in the text then given some kind of curse similar to the prophet cassandra where no one would believe her when she told them she was captured?

  • @ohwow9559
    @ohwow9559 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    holy hell dude this is so good, gravediggers fern was my fav song since i heard it about a month ago (such a banger) and i decided to finally stop having it on repeat and check your profile and oh my god this is so good im so invested in this story. honestly at first i thought you were a repost account because of how underrated you are omgh

  • @Milkshake-Bakes
    @Milkshake-Bakes ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Oh my WORD i remember waiting for this to come out and im so sad i didn't see it sooner. Great job as always!!

  • @frostblitzxdkartoffelliebh6081
    @frostblitzxdkartoffelliebh6081 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Such an amazing story and a beautiful song!
    I hope she can save her world…

  • @ninochamoi
    @ninochamoi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    this is amazing!! the lyrics are so well written and the tune is so addicting. i dont regret taking a look at ur channel

  • @bloberino8956
    @bloberino8956 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I love it!! I really appreciate the time and effort you put into your art. I’ve been going through a tough time recently and listening to your music is one of the few things I look forward to :)

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you so much! It makes me happy that my music can help a bit and I hope things get better for you soon

  • @knightmare6229
    @knightmare6229 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Ooh, cool music plus more lore on cedar and fern. Noice :D

  • @thatfatbird
    @thatfatbird 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This whole song is goregous! I’m addicted!!

  • @GalaxiiSmoothie
    @GalaxiiSmoothie 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I can’t tell the difference between the words desert and desserts and so whenever I listen to this song I unlock a new understanding

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The fun part is with the saying "just deserts" you pronounce it like "just desserts" even though it's spelled the other way. I hate English

    • @GalaxiiSmoothie
      @GalaxiiSmoothie 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@PumpkinHead do I have permission to make a parody?

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@GalaxiiSmoothie go for it lmao

  • @yvonneliu4861
    @yvonneliu4861 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Awesome song!!

  • @kyana5995
    @kyana5995 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Ahhh it sounds incredible !!! I’m so proud at how far and how much you’ve improved with your music 😭💕💕💕

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you!! 😊💙

  • @itznotaj3426
    @itznotaj3426 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I LOVE IT

  • @The_E364
    @The_E364 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Oh damn this is cool

  • @crownedexalt
    @crownedexalt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this is amazing!

  • @alexandrubadescu4200
    @alexandrubadescu4200 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hi could you please tell me what's written at 2:03 because i can't see very well.

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      "When the Goddess first vanished, we had complete faith she would return. We were sure she had a plan. Then, more and more years passed, and despite things getting worse and worse, the Goddess never returned. Eventually, even the most faithful of us accepted that our own goddess had abandoned us. It’s been one thousand years, and we still don’t know why she left. I think that it was out of cowardice. Evil threatened our usually peaceful world, and after eons of comfortable peace, the Goddess just couldn’t find it in herself to risk her life to protect the people who mattered to her most. Was she just that much of a coward, or did no one ever matter to her at all? She left everyone to die. I hope that she’s still alive after all this time, just so that the memory of what she’s done can continue to haunt her. I hope she’s miserable. I hope she wishes she were never born. It’s only fair to feel how she made us feel."
      I'm pretty sure this is what it says, it's possible the PV may be a slightly edited version of this but this is what I have in my notes 😅

    • @alexandrubadescu4200
      @alexandrubadescu4200 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@PumpkinHead thank you very much!!

  • @SuleMio
    @SuleMio 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    WAKE UP BABE NEW PUMPKIN HEAD SONG IS OUT

  • @rinatepaste9218
    @rinatepaste9218 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    damn, and i thought i felt bad for cedar...........

  • @silent_stalker3687
    @silent_stalker3687 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    1:57
    Where is the text from?

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It's just something I wrote for the PV

  • @unfinishedzizzy7582
    @unfinishedzizzy7582 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    1:45
    Was. Was the pun. Was it. It was intentional wasn't it?

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      😏

    • @rinatepaste9218
      @rinatepaste9218 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@PumpkinHead is that a yes?

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@rinatepaste9218 Yes

    • @beaniesintheclouds
      @beaniesintheclouds ปีที่แล้ว

      It took me WAY too long to figure that out 😭😭 dear god (teehee) that was GOOD

  • @noTgoodm0m
    @noTgoodm0m 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What is Fern? See? I heard that song and I'm closer to this girl from it. But, Welcome back!

  • @battulamusic
    @battulamusic 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Interesting story

  • @Firewall546
    @Firewall546 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Question, what does the text at 2:14 say if you remember.

  • @Shadowthian
    @Shadowthian 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was wondering if there'd be a sequel to gravedigger's fern! Is there anywhere I can learn more about Cedar and Fern, or is it a planned song series?

    • @PumpkinHead
      @PumpkinHead  2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I don't have any public social media anymore, but if you have specific questions about my OCs you could either comment the questions on my videos or join my Discord server and ask there! (discord.gg/2w3afDF ) I'm not super active on my server either but I don't mind being @'d to answer questions. I also get notified every time someone comments on my videos so if you ask questions there I will usually see that pretty quickly too :)
      I do want to write more songs for this story though! There's no guarantee I actually will but I definitely want to.

  • @awesomesauceyumyum
    @awesomesauceyumyum 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hey, I think I heard the name Fern recently but I can't remember where... What source material is the character from?

  • @GalaxiiSmoothie
    @GalaxiiSmoothie 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    f e r n

  • @bludraws094
    @bludraws094 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Solaria sounds like if the uncanny valley had a voice

  • @The_Did_it_to_Em_Society
    @The_Did_it_to_Em_Society 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    3rd