This is the third day I'm not affirming all the fucking time. Oh man. I'm feeling so free. Nah. I'm too tired. I'm gonna get these beautiful things without going crazy anymore
oh this is the one!! wow this just encompasses so many of my recent realisations beautifully. Only with this understanding, do i feel a profound surrendering to it all. thank u for this! this one is gonna have to marinate!!!
We do create our reality though, it’s been scientifically proven. There’s a difference between controlling everything and going with the flow for sure but I don’t agree either your opinion that deep down we know we don’t control anything.
my head is still trying to process this. I kinda get it though, reality is already happening and our thoughts are just PERCEPTIONS of whats already happening NOT explanations or manifestations. The biggest thing for me is what you said at the start… you said something about when you start to become aware of the emotional field and manipulate it you sacrifice being in the moment, i kind of just got out of being so much in tune with the emotional field and it was going good for me until i started to slack off and my emotional field was just bad and i was stuck in an energetic loop where i couldnt find myself doing anything i wanted to do. in fact i did the opposite of anything i wanted to do. ANYTHING. so i just stopped everything and i realized that after starting this emotional field manipulation i felt like i somehow lost touch with the rest of the world. like i was an outsider, and i still dont know if it was because of my background of being super shy as a child and always feeling left out or if its because that just happens as you get out of the ego and operate in creator all the time. I came across a diagnosis doctors made for it that i forgot what name but psychologists already made some bs up about it but it felt so disturbing to me i just wanna be able to create without feeling like im a viewer in the world instead of an actual human being…
and then the thing is that the shyness and the lack of interaction with society in my childhood is one of the reasons im able to seperate so fast, to control my emotions, and to actually KNOW that the esoteric is true knowledge, because anybody so engrained in the world of the ego would suffer trying to accept it.
I love your videos. May i ask to increase the volume of the mic. I listen to you in my car on the way to work but you speak so softly it's hard to hear
I feel like my underlying emotion is I resent having to control my life I rly hate the idea of it and all I am trying to figure out is how to let it be what people say it supposed to be on its own!
@@divinenonbinary start watching those thoughts without judgement. Simply let it be. The less tangled you are with those thoughts, the easier it will be to see that you were never in control. And the crazy thing is you gain “control” from it. A sense of freedom. That’s really why people want control, because they want freedom.
Do you notice that specific gap between dreaming mind activity and awake? In my experience I must effortfully stop the dreaming that’s possessing my thinking faculty by starting up some alternative “awake” thinking/distraction. Like I only notice my mind getting more or less quiet with my physical energy getting down so somewhere right before falling asleep or so
Like I do wanna be in silence and wholeness and I love it endlessly. That just doesn’t compute with the necessity of continuing on with this 3d experience. Silence is there whether I’m 3d or not. And without 3d it would be just as awesome if not better PLUS there’s zero work of constantly pulling urself back out of whatever 3d phenomena again n again n again n again 😭 So that’s kind of the only reason I even entertain the idea of “conscious creation” bc if not for that, why I need mind here in 3d or 3d to my consciousness at all
@@divinenonbinary I make an intention of noticing the space between thoughts. We aren’t trained to do it so it’s not automatic but once we practice it becomes more automatic. I’m not saying to give up being a separate person with autonomy. I’m simply suggesting that you see that’s already the case. From there the conscious creation process is seamless. You fall into line with the natural flow of life and it always wants to lead you down the path that’s best for your evolution. That’s the forces job, we just get in the way with all the ideas we have about what should be. It’s important to have an aim so you know where you’re headed, but also loosely having an aim because if you end up going in the completely opposite direction of where you intended but you’re at peace then you’ve won.
The silence just brings up so much pain that I can’t face. I have no support to lean on to face it. I know we have to face it on our own but I can’t do it. Not even in little bits. How tf do I move forward from this?
you always upload videos that are so aligned with the journey I’m on!!!
Thank you so much 🙏🏼 This was well needed!!
Good English. i have learnt about letting go and surrender.My Life Has Changed. Am observer of my thoughts. am here and now.
Thank youuuuu for this video. Wow. Exactly what I need
This is the third day I'm not affirming all the fucking time. Oh man. I'm feeling so free. Nah. I'm too tired. I'm gonna get these beautiful things without going crazy anymore
oh this is the one!! wow this just encompasses so many of my recent realisations beautifully. Only with this understanding, do i feel a profound surrendering to it all. thank u for this! this one is gonna have to marinate!!!
@@spinach4616 yess, marination is key 🔑
“Get out of your head” maannn you killing me with that one lol
This is the real definition of “embodying the state of the wish fulfilled”
Yeah I will be rewatching this one for suuuuuure cuz it's hitting hard. Thank you for being you and articulating these thoughts so well. ❤
It is Done! ✨✨✨Sending you love and blessings 💜💜💜
I appreciate you posting abt this so much❤
Yes. Thank u. I needed to hear this.
You explained this beautifully! Thank you!♥
We do create our reality though, it’s been scientifically proven. There’s a difference between controlling everything and going with the flow for sure but I don’t agree either your opinion that deep down we know we don’t control anything.
Excellent points!
@@freedone. thank you 🤍
Right on!
@@Foldisfitch thank you 🤍
What are you self-talking about, Willis? 😂
@@freedone. 😂😂
my head is still trying to process this. I kinda get it though, reality is already happening and our thoughts are just PERCEPTIONS of whats already happening NOT explanations or manifestations. The biggest thing for me is what you said at the start… you said something about when you start to become aware of the emotional field and manipulate it you sacrifice being in the moment, i kind of just got out of being so much in tune with the emotional field and it was going good for me until i started to slack off and my emotional field was just bad and i was stuck in an energetic loop where i couldnt find myself doing anything i wanted to do. in fact i did the opposite of anything i wanted to do. ANYTHING. so i just stopped everything and i realized that after starting this emotional field manipulation i felt like i somehow lost touch with the rest of the world. like i was an outsider, and i still dont know if it was because of my background of being super shy as a child and always feeling left out or if its because that just happens as you get out of the ego and operate in creator all the time. I came across a diagnosis doctors made for it that i forgot what name but psychologists already made some bs up about it but it felt so disturbing to me i just wanna be able to create without feeling like im a viewer in the world instead of an actual human being…
and then the thing is that the shyness and the lack of interaction with society in my childhood is one of the reasons im able to seperate so fast, to control my emotions, and to actually KNOW that the esoteric is true knowledge, because anybody so engrained in the world of the ego would suffer trying to accept it.
I love your videos. May i ask to increase the volume of the mic. I listen to you in my car on the way to work but you speak so softly it's hard to hear
I feel like my underlying emotion is I resent having to control my life I rly hate the idea of it and all I am trying to figure out is how to let it be what people say it supposed to be on its own!
@@divinenonbinary start watching those thoughts without judgement. Simply let it be. The less tangled you are with those thoughts, the easier it will be to see that you were never in control. And the crazy thing is you gain “control” from it. A sense of freedom. That’s really why people want control, because they want freedom.
Do you notice that specific gap between dreaming mind activity and awake? In my experience I must effortfully stop the dreaming that’s possessing my thinking faculty by starting up some alternative “awake” thinking/distraction. Like I only notice my mind getting more or less quiet with my physical energy getting down so somewhere right before falling asleep or so
Like I do wanna be in silence and wholeness and I love it endlessly. That just doesn’t compute with the necessity of continuing on with this 3d experience. Silence is there whether I’m 3d or not. And without 3d it would be just as awesome if not better PLUS there’s zero work of constantly pulling urself back out of whatever 3d phenomena again n again n again n again 😭
So that’s kind of the only reason I even entertain the idea of “conscious creation” bc if not for that, why I need mind here in 3d or 3d to my consciousness at all
@@divinenonbinary I make an intention of noticing the space between thoughts. We aren’t trained to do it so it’s not automatic but once we practice it becomes more automatic. I’m not saying to give up being a separate person with autonomy. I’m simply suggesting that you see that’s already the case. From there the conscious creation process is seamless. You fall into line with the natural flow of life and it always wants to lead you down the path that’s best for your evolution. That’s the forces job, we just get in the way with all the ideas we have about what should be.
It’s important to have an aim so you know where you’re headed, but also loosely having an aim because if you end up going in the completely opposite direction of where you intended but you’re at peace then you’ve won.
Beautiful ☝️
Very good
The silence just brings up so much pain that I can’t face. I have no support to lean on to face it. I know we have to face it on our own but I can’t do it. Not even in little bits. How tf do I move forward from this?