U are not alone. I'm not going to therapists because i don't have more financial. But, i can feel it. Over 6 years until now! It's so painful to says. Not just losing yourself, change your mood so heavy. My heart beats increasing all days. I can feel pain at my back (neurophaty). Lose energy, and somethime i feel like i wanna die soon. I'm searching about su*cide thought etc. All the emotion just pain. Please live!
Thank you for your support! I'm much better now. The thing that helped the most was writing diary every morning and sometimes evening. You can poor out there all the pain you have inside, all the frustration and hate. For me it was like decluttering bad files from my computer. Maybe I'll make a video about that. I've been busy with my other channel, so no promises. Have a great day and a wholesome life!
U are not alone. I'm not going to therapists because i don't have more financial. But, i can feel it. Over 6 years until now! It's so painful to says.
Not just losing yourself, change your mood so heavy. My heart beats increasing all days. I can feel pain at my back (neurophaty). Lose energy, and somethime i feel like i wanna die soon. I'm searching about su*cide thought etc.
All the emotion just pain.
Please live!
Thank you for your support! I'm much better now. The thing that helped the most was writing diary every morning and sometimes evening. You can poor out there all the pain you have inside, all the frustration and hate. For me it was like decluttering bad files from my computer. Maybe I'll make a video about that. I've been busy with my other channel, so no promises. Have a great day and a wholesome life!