2 weeks later after breast surgery... | MtF Transgender
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 8 มิ.ย. 2024
- I've been surprised at the changes and also the things that haven't change.
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The voice thing is so real. I have op next week and can't wait for it to go away.
Looking Fab!!!! Nice B cup. Make you a bet sleeping is the biggest change, but you do look fabulus. Enjoy them and show them off they look great and so do you!!!!!!!
I agree with everything you said. Having a new top caused me to rethink and relearn where my arms are as i bump into them all the time. And you bring up points that i learned about from someone who transitioned in the past who sent me a study of " The five stages of transitioning " and where i fit in the study. I suffered with that study for the longest time. Oh. I gave my friends each their own name too. At night time we have convesations , which i hope you don't think is too strange but we are in a lock down.
it’s so nice seeing you working through this and being happy
Thank you so much!!
Hi Ashley,
I think you do an excellent job of describing how this physical change has changed you inside. For me, the greatest change I've felt similar to what you describe has been with electrolysis. It's been over 4 years and had to stop at some points due to Covid restrictions. It's been very dysphoric to look in the mirror and see either stubble or red spots every day of the week. It truly felt like this wasn't ever going to end. I don't think I felt like I was making ANY serious head way until I doubled down 6 months ago, doing 4 hours a week instead of 2. Sometimes that was 4 hours in one session. That in itself was brutal and I sometimes walked out of there thinking "I'm done with electrolysis. This isn't worth the pain and the pain of what I see in the mirror."
But now I've started having complete clearings of all hair on my face as of September and although I haven't had complete clearings every week since then, it has been happening more and more often. From the very first clearing it brought on it's own euphoria. Yes, I could count on red spots showing up a few days afterwards but even that has been diminishing. Although, It's still hard to see the woman I am in the mirror, it is truly wonderful to see and feel the skin I always felt was a part of the woman inside of me.
Thank You for all you do and sharing your journey!!!
Hugs!!
Christie
Christie wow what a wonderful story! I'm sorry to reply so late. I haven't fully crossed the hair removal line. I still have hair all over my face I am just lucky to have a thin amount of hair growth there. Wishing you all the best and BIG hugs! 🤗
This is a very reasoned and well-stated exploration of some really complicated, complex feelings. Makes me think that becoming female/male is always just a sub-goal in the overall process of becoming yourself. And the sooner one realizes that, the benchmarks stop being external... in the end, it's ourselves holding to our own standard!
That said, I think you are looking great! :)
Literally so inspiring and your wording is just perfect! 💯💞
Thanks for sharing your experiences! Always a pleasure.
I noticed I changed my clothing quite often on the days I had nothing special to do. Even on those ordinary days, When I did, getting dressed to go out into the world has always been more of a challenge for me than probably most people. My point being, Ashley, is I realized I was always trying to change into something else, anything else other than who I was! It floored me, Ashley, to think I was so dissatisfied with myself that I did that. It's hard to claim who I am when I'm not quite sure who I really want that to truly be... Does that resonate with you at all? It just seems the quickest way for forbidden fruit to lose its luster is to give it to me.
They are really beautiful. They belong to you now. I hope you become happy with them and can live the life of the woman you have ever been inside.
Thank you very much for this video. As I listen to you talk, you answered many questions I have and thoughts about having the surgery.
I love the adventurous thought of having breasts. Not big, B cup would be perfect. So when I shower or look in the mirror, I can see the real me. The person I wanted to be for over ten years. I doubt you will ever read my message, but thank you .
When I started HRT this past August, I wasn't sure that I wanted breasts. I was scared that when the began to show, the incongruence between them and my male face would make me look weird and ridiculous. Now that I have small breasts, I find that I want more, and I think augmentation is in my future. I am hoping that somehow I can find the means to get FFS before then.
I was interesting to hear your perspective.
I’m glad that my perspective was helpful!
Both internal and external pathways are vital and needed. I need to have the breasts and a vagina. I need to loose my excessive body hair. I need to walk and feel like a woman and right now I am just not there yet. It is literally like the woman is still struggling to get out. I really liked the way that you have explained your positions and connecting the fact with the journey and seeing that we are actually just trying to bring the internal and the external into step with each other. We have to set goals and steps and see where we need to go with that process and listen through the noise of the world.
They look great. You're so beautiful
I love this vlog I have a consult in a week and this helped me soooo much ..
Good luck!!
Well done
You look Fabulous ⚘⚘⚘⚘
Oh thank you!
Fellow trans girl here, where did you go for top surgery? They look fantastic ;) I am trying really hard to loose weight so I can get top surgery for myself soon.
Dr Chiu in Beverly Hills!
Omg you look soooooo beautiful!, how many cc’s did you get? ❤️
360!
The euphoria I experienced when I put my very first silicone breast forms on and bra gave me such an amazing feeling! I’ll never forget that feeling of excitement. Now when I do it I get dispohoria about it. Want the real girls. I’m also so tired of chest hair. Actually all the body hair. Back, should ers,face, arms, when I sit and pee I see hairs I missed on my thighs even on my hands. Please help me Ashley!!!!
miss ashley, i have a (department stores measured me @) 36C all natural. all hrt. i have been on hrt for 9 years now. i wear a 36b but it is a little small in cup size. watch my video.
Beautiful
#SexyAndNiceBosom😘❤️👍🧔🏻📱🏣👩🏻♐♀️♂️🏳️🌈
U looks beautiful.
Wow, thank you!
@@AshleyxAdamson pls do some bikini type videos pls
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Pls make video on bikini....
What specifically?