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- Original music video from K's Choice for Not An Addict.
Breath it in and breath it out
and pass it on it's almost out
We're so creative and so much more
We're high above, but on the floor
It's not a habit, it's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it your on
the other side
The deeper you stick it in your vein
The deeper the thoughts there's no more pain
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot
It's not a habit, it's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it your on
the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
Oohoo (8x)
It's over now, I'm cold, alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing to me
Oh, nothing means a thing to me
It's not a habit, it's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it your on
the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
Free me, leave me
Watch me as I'm going down
Free me, see me
Look at me I'm falling
And I'm falling.........
It is not a habit, it is cool
I feel alive I feel.......
It is not a habit, it is cool
I feel alive
It's not a habit, it's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it your on
the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
I'm not an addict, I'm not an addict, I'm not an addict. - เพลง
Here in 2022 🙋🏼♀️ I heard this for the first time a few weeks ago..it changed me. I didn’t want to accept it, but after 10 years of substance abuse I made the call to get the help I need. I’ve been sober since 1/22/22. Reading these comments give me so much hope for my future. You are all amazing!
Hi! This is just a random internet stranger, reminding you that you are strong, you got this and you will leave this mess behind you to become an even better person! Continue being amazing. ;)
I'm trying myself ♥
Congratulations, hope you see it through.
Yes yes yessssssssssss - so proud of you. It can take many times of starting “stopping” and it’s worth it
I'm over 1 month free now
One of my very best friends overdosed and died yesterday. She introduced me to this song. We used to belt it out on our knees at our sober house years ago. Now I listen to it alone.....talk about goosebumps. I know she will be with me every time I listen to this. Music is and was so near and dear to our relationship. RIP Kara K.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Please keep moving forward. You will always be worth it.
I'm so sorry for your loss 😢My husband died of heroin in 2009. Please take care of yourself there are people who love you❤
I’m
So sorry 😢. I worked in the field 23 years trying to love folks and stop 🛑 death.
It’s never gets any easier.
Sending you love from Victoria Australia. Fly high Kara. ❤
6 days clean still shivering and sweating goosebumps still coming but I’m almost there🙌🏼
How are you doing 3 years later?
Fall stumble who cares just please come back...
You can try again if that's the case. Say something.
We gotchu
Many of us here want to know how you're doing 3 years later..?
You stumbled, fell, relapsed? No shame in that, as long as you're still around to tell the tale.
I'm in the same boat, but with little reason to even change.
I wish you the best, Internet Stranger.
God bless, D
If your still alive, and bumping this song in 2023 your a legend. Rest in peace and roll on to so many. Keep the music alive. nfa
My sister died. I always knew she would. Its been 20 years when she took that path. I got the call. She was such a great person. RIP Regina I love you sister
rip
I lost my dad to an overdose 12/28/2018. It hurts because I tried so hard to help him. I sunk so low when he died and I took the path he took for a brief time but found my way back. Got married and living a healthier life surrounded by love and no more abuse of any kind
I somehow know for a fact she was a wonderful woman.
Sorry to hear that. Truth is, that we all have some kind of demon that directs us how to go. Addiction is very obvious. We understand our weakness and see it as a way to forgo our own responcibility to try and change this dark world. We know it is wrong, but for some of us, this world is just too much to bare.
This is a dog eat dog world and some of us are so sensitive to that insanity we must medicate to turn away from that hurting felt in us and expressed on to our fellow human. At least, that is the way for me. I know it is wrong, but I cant help myself.
For you and your sister, I just can't say. For me, however, those calling light for dark and dark for light are trapped in a spiritual conundrum for which there is rearly reprieve. I am all alone in these United States. Our union is going to fracture again. Sorry for the spealing.
Peace dear one. I plan to drink to the end. The pain has grown to much to bear and those that supply that incongruity are showing no sigh of backing off. Such is the way of life some times.
Your post is beautiful. Today I think I can dring just a little less
Much love
Very sorry for your loss❤
this song used to really help me back when i was still using. I still listen to it from time to time just to sort of remember how far ive come. Ive got 15 years clean from heroin under my belt.
Andrea Jimenez brilliant stay free Andrea 23 yrs here you a champion 😇
No Shit? Me too.
fred minor i wouldnt shit you about something like that, my friend. :)
I got 11 mths clean
Stephanie Miller enjoy every minute warrior you're smashing it well done 😇
October 7, 2023 made 4 years sober. And it’s some of the best times of my life. God, keep me away from the baggage. Keep me away from the evil that the substance is. That substance is 100% evil. God bless all going through the struggles of addiction.
PLEASE.........
ALL THE BEST TO YOU IN YOUR DAILY FIGHT
PLEASE KEEP FIGHTING
IF YOU FALL, GET BACK UP AND FIGHT AGAIN
@@jamesdavison2927
Thanks man. Still going strong brother. Oct. 7 this year will make 5 years sober and it feels so so great. I used to run to it when I would get stressed out. I had to learn how to deal with the stressful situations another way. Just walk away and take a deep breath. God bless sir.
@@jamesdavison2927
If you’re dealing with the same situation, I pray you keep fighting also. Thanks man. Really appreciate your comment sir.
Reading through the comments and you should all be SO proud of yourselves for staying clean! I'm glad this song helped you guys.
Sarah Eaves .^.
Sarah Eaves 🤗🤗🤗
I too have listened to this song. Many times. I'm currently in treatment. 8 years of heroin use off and on. I relapsed three times. I listened to this song, detoxing a lone on my couch. Thank you to k's choice. Your songs touch my soul. Keep fighting them fires! Thank you for allowing me to share. Thank you to my higher power!
I'm not clean. Weed keeps me sane.
Fake friends do this
My mother passed away when I was 15 from drugs. She lost me when I was 8. My life has been hard but I realize how hard it is for addicts. For all of you recovering or trying remember there can be more. People do care. Even if you're a stranger to me I want you beat this. Keep trying. Love to you all.
Much respect, we do recover
Sending you good vibes
@@brettkenny3556 I always love to hear when someone does ❤️ A good friend was able to stop for her daughter. It takes strength. I can't even quit smoking and I figure heroin is much harder.
@@Taradise34 Thank you lady ❤️ you too!
Love you, bb
I`m not an addict, I just love this song!
Same. 😅
Ditto
plot twist: You are an addict...you are addicted to this song.
Love you 😌
Pure 90’s.
I was 13.
I still feel everything and more.
And I’m addict to this song.
You and me both. I was a young kid at this concert alone in Nashville, my hometown… it struck me still even then… years later i would know what being an addict meant.
Im addicted to you LOL
My late cousin; who, was more like a brother to me, used to sing this song with me. We both had our demons we battled. His was drugs and HIV. Mine was alcohol. I really appreciate you posting this!! He passed away in 2013. I miss him every day!! I am watching this now and can still see me and him singing this!!
It still has that power. Feels like time travel
I was also 13 when it came out.
I miss the 90s!!!!
Yes
This song rocks and gets forgotten about as a mid-90's awesome release...especially that bad-ass bass line + that powerful bridge. Vocals are perfectly powerful + raspy.✌🏼
Fuck yea, the 90s was the absolute best musical era!
They were playing on the second stage at Lilith fair the year i went. They were one of the acts that made me want to even go that weekend. (It was a 9-10 hour drive lol)
The day in general was awesome. It was my gf and i, like 20 other guys with their gfs, and 10,000 lesbians. One of the best festival concerts I've ever been too.
Have you ever heard this song live? There is a magic within those vocal cords. Absolutely beautiful.
@@introverthoney8876
I've seen a few clips of it Live and it looks powerful as hell.
That bass is smokin', love it!
Women really rocked in the 90s
No, they've never had a space 😢
Women really got these cocks in 2024
You're disgusting.
The singer transitioned to a male, how dare you use the wrong pronoun
Tears come down listening to this song and reading the comments....May God help us all.
Truest comment ever written. God help us all 😞
Good words Pete! God of the Universe help us all!! May God give us the love we never had.
Same, rn
Indeed my friend. Indeed
This song wasn’t just about addiction it was about our life trapped in situations where we wanted out. Thankfully we had 90’s music
I believe music is different for everyone, you make it your own and it speaks to you in your own way. Maybe it was about the ninties. For me its a journey through my own addiction. Beginning, middle, the end is still to be written, i hope its not the last verse
It's Also About All The Pain We Have Inside And We Can't Let Go...
But We Have To Because Life Is So Wonderful...
We Keep On Dreaming, Hoping, Listening 🎶 And Learning And Even Wondering No Matter How Old We Are And The Most Important We Are All Alive And Still Loving Each Other
BECAUSE EVERY HEART ❤️ AND LIVE MATTERS 💓
This song makes me want to throw up. Kicked 13 years agp
@@БорянаВанева Yeah... mostly self help bullshit. Life is shit. Yes, it is a pretty well crafted structure, the amount of combinations and diversity of structures, organisms, types of creatures and different things, it's all quite puzzling and technically amazing. Sometimes, some of these things feel nice, seem awesome and beautiful, it feels like it is worth it. Some music have that effect (not this one... this song is ok music wise, and the lyrics make it interesting and unique). But life is still shit. But our brain, well, most people's brain's, come equipped with some type of *care* , for things and people, on different levels. It's mostly NOT YOUR CHOICE. just like psychopaths don't choose to like to murder and mutilate people. When I was a kid I got impressed and traumatized easily. Even porn (when I was areal kid, like 9, 10 , 11) made me a little disturbed and traumatized. Nowadays I can watch a video of a person being mutilated to death and have no reaction at all. I mean, not any relevant neurochemical reaction. But still, I don't like it. I still find it all disgusting, I just find everything somewhat disgusting all the time. It is not that awful things don't disturb me, I sort of trained myself to get used to disturbing things, simply because they have always existed and are everywhere. That part of my brain is there, minimized to some extent, much less active. I kinda wish it would just go away and I felt zero empathy for anyone. And anyone who might think I have a problem should study a little bit, not too much, just a little bit, about world history, wars, capital punishment. Or simply go to certain places.
Life is something that should have not existed. So many psychopaths have entered history as heroes. I wish I had no feeling about anything, like killing someone and fuck it, just like stepping on an ant and didn't even realize. Emotions are bull shit.
I miss how MTV and vh1 were all about music videos
Hell ya.. I've been saying that for yrs. I don't watch those channels any more...of course I pretty much watch everything on my phone nowadays..
Miss the 90s
Assy McNasty I feel you, 100%!! Now it’s all reality TV and other bullsh*t...The M stands for Music.
Look for "Why doesn't mtv play music videos anymore" video. It will explain in funny way who is responsible, and it will make you feel old and uncomfortable.
Same here. I work at home and watch MTV in the morning. No more music videos - very ironic.
15 days clean and counting! Here's to the future!
What's the progress now?
Keep going sister. I’m praying you are still clean. 48 days for me
well?
15 days ugh the memories
@@LittleSlim78 well;)? and honestly!?
Damn... this song brings me right back to 96'. I was 25 and this song just resonated with me. The last great time period of music, seriously.
I heard my coworker who's mid 20's talk about how 2010 Era music was the last "good era" of music. And the guys in their 30s love 90's music. I think it's just a nostalgic feeling that music makes you feel like times were easier when you were a kid.
Same…but i was 27…strange how nostalgia works…but at the time in my life, I didn’t think things were too great and was just trying to survive to 28…time for those of us with whom this song resonates (regardless of our reasons) to create new memories and LIVE
i was 16 when i first heard and didnt kno shit about addiction....i just thought it was about Life?
@@damone70 i hope your days now are filled with joy ❤️
@@Dissident_Rapture I thought the same thing. 💯
This song should be playing every time they show our city streets lined with people on the ground high on fentanyl.
Fent will never go away to easy 2 make. Either we offer safe NOT SUPER ADDICTING alternatives like suboxone that locks ppl in for like. Instead offer natural.poppy tea etc and put thr drug war money into rehabs amd programs to help those who want/need help. There will always be "junkies" who any substance will destroy their life, but the stigma means most addicts r functioning silent and scared. If we make ppl edicated on risks and offer safe regulated alternatives to adults and educate kids on why skydiving/ trying opioids is dangerous but as an adult u can take damgerous risks if you choose
That sounds corny AF.
One of those bands that should have had more success. So underrated. This album is great, too.
Yeah it is.......I haven't listened to them in a long, long time myself.
true
Apparently they're still around and have enjoyed a nice long career in their native Belgium and surrounding countries, just didn't catch on in the states.
I just DON'T understand WHY can't more of the Continental acts break through to the USA Market.
K's Choice was one of the BEST Belgian bands out there.
@@think4tomorrow79 They're fantastic. From this I bought the album, from the album, I got ALL their albums.
I truly never understood it. There are so many bands out there with "one hit" but people never look past the song to see there are more hidden gems on the album (or other albums). It's a shame.
Another band (though they are from the US) was Concrete Blonde. Awesome band with many great albums but "Joey" is the song everyone knows.
2024, being nostalgic for the mid-90's:)
Same here
17 years sober, listen to this song at least once a year. Brilliant song
Here in 2023, but it's less than 30 days until 2024.. i loved this song when i heard it as a kid, & didn't understand it until i was 29 & started using. That was after it killed dozens of friends and family including my sister & brother. I guess you have to struggle through it to understand. But this is 1 of those songs that will stand the test of time, at least in my life. I'm 6 years clean & married & I'm not looking back. Love u all ❤
Congratulations on 6 years of being clean and on your marriage. As far as staying clean, you totally got this!
@5kylord that means so much, thank you!
@@D0ntTickleMe You're welcome. Be well and stay strong🙂
I was 18 years CAS but beieve it was not worth it 🤣
Loved it when it first came out and have loved it all these years , now in 2024
❤
I always found this song so soothing... When I was using, it was soothing because it reflected how I was feeling... Now 4 years clean, it's soothing that I don't have to feel that way anymore.
To all those who have fought addiction in any form, I salute you. 27 years for me! Great song and killer lyrics
Inspiring, Julia! Thank you!
Im fighting it right now listening to this while i smoke blues
Fighting it since early teens . 40 now once u get to using heroin and fentanyl every day each day ur alive must be a miracle . 3 months clean with a couple relapses but gotta keep going ❤
@@treverloyaltyanderson6501 u smoking blues pills suck . Powder is better . Hope ur clean stay up g
Fought it and lost. SEXUAL for me :-(
Wow, I guess I'm not the only recovering heroin addict who comes back to this song. Got the feeling.. The coments made feel warm. I can do this, 7months now...
Not the only one
Don't ride the horse! but a lot of vodca can change the world
You’re not and you totally got this! Been off Heroin 9 yrs myself, off methadone 6 months. We got it
8 years for me but I struggle so much and only the fear of fentanyl keeps me clean. I'd do anything to have it again, to feel that amazing. The worst part is there is nothing that fills that role for me like other people have. I just have a black void that I stupidly created out of pain and it stays open and aching all the time.
@@omgleah
Family and love was how I replaced that emptiness and loneliness and boredom.
I wish you all the best, with strength and happiness.
Be strong on your journey.❤
man, 2 years 3 months 30 days sober. I should have paid better attention when I was 12 when this song (and the grunge heroin chic) stuff was coming out of my city of Seattle and learned before I got hooked. I hope all struggling addicts can find some peace.
+Rand Miller Congrats on you're sobriety.
eammon wright stay away from that person and slowly get off methadone. Taper off and get that shit out of your system. Believe me, you don't wanna be tied to anything for the rest of your life. Whether it be illicit or legal drugs. (Unless it's for chemical imbalances, heart, body issues, etc)
***** I was 12 when the song came out. I meant to imply I should have listened to the song and to everyone around me saying that even during the hardest points in your life -- Like the times you witness your parents dead bodies.... And you just don't want to feel so horrible anymore don't use drugs!
+Rand Miller I've got 6 years clean, and I always find it ironic that this was one of my favorite songs in high school.
I'm from seattle and thank god I didn't get involved in that but know many who did best of luck to you take care
22 months clean off alcohol and cocaine. It's still hard sometimes but when I remember the nightmare my life use to be I stay sober one more day. It's always just for Today..✌
I've never done dope...But I always understood what this song was about. And your comments...Made me cry. There. I said it. Good for every one of you. Be strong!!!
Hits you just the same as it did decades ago ❤
Clean since Feb 21 2016 . One day at a time. I shouldn't be here but here I am. Congrats to all who celebrate another day clean from this deadly unforgiving sickness.
This song never fails to bring a tear to my eye
🌹❤😢
same here
Just don't listen to it then
Such a relatable song I've been living like this for a long, long time!
Finally got Six months sober thanks to Betel Rehab after 14 years in addiction..
Awesome man I'm 23 and love to make great music you can follow me if you want let's make ot great again !..
Just got out of a State drug treatment program on Monday. 20 years of drug abuse caught up to me in September 2020. I'm now 18 months clean and sober. Fight the good fight..
"It's not a habit be it's cool, I feel alive" The words of any true addict. Such a great song. I love this band.
This song was written by someone who wasn't an addict.
Any true addict will straight up tell you they're an addict. When I was shooting heroin I certainly wasn't deluding myself that I wasn't
when this song came out, i was a teen and i smoked weed. it was no big deal. now I'm 36 and recently celebrated one year clean from heroin and i get the song now, fully. although i understood what it was about then, you don't truly know it until you live it
I got subs off the street and wish i hadn't. I would take 1/4 to 1/2 a day and when i stopped, i was sick for 2 months. Literally. It would've been easier to just be sick from the dope for 2weeks. It was one of the hardest things I've ever done, but it was one of the best. If anything, I'd recommend neurontin to help with the withdrawals
eammon wright my problem was the "Jimmy legs" which contributed to the insomnia, which led to the anxiety
Good for you Comrade
Stalin was worse than Hitler
Kratom works wonders getting off opiates... give it chance. Red vein kratom or gold veins... it will give u your life back. Amazed by the my friend’s transition off opiates.
Good lord. I was listening to this just after i left high school in the mid 90s. Back then, I was a baby and didnt know shit about addiction but i felt this like i still feel it now in 2024. Its a perspective.
1995 still feels alive. This song always sounds brand new everytime I hear it.
Will any decade in music ever top the 90’s?
Still one of the best songs on addiction ever made❤
I remember banging up H and listening to this song bawling on the floor of a bathroom in a house I had never been to. Took me 2 years to find this song after that.
5 years clean off of heroin. This song takes me back and it makes me feel grateful for where I am today.
I pray you're still with us...🤍
Reading through the comments and realizing how songs are making a difference in people's life choices ..... more of these please 🙏
One day Music may heal the world. 🤞
22 months sober from 7 years of using heroin and crack. I heard this song on the radio today and randomly really wanted to use. Music is amazing like that. Lots of light and love to all of us who survived.
Being sober for two years now I like to look back at my life and see how far I've come. A wife that stuck with me trough the darkest times. The loss of our daughter, my addiction. Numerous other things. Now I have two beautiful twin 2 year old boys. .. I'm thankful Everyday I got clean from heroin and then off suboxone wich in my opinion was worse.
We're so creative, so much more, we're high above but on the floor...
I love that line, cuz it's true
it took me 20 years to understand this song. i wish i didn't understand.
So damn true
Well, my dear lady, might you give a more in depth query, on what took you 20 years to comprehend?
Lala Lee WHOOOA, slow yer role there, Ms Lee. My question was, and as is, THE SAME, a question. I was just asking if the lady would give me something a little deeper. My post was NOT meant to be facetious, condescending, NOR JUST ME BEING A SMARTASS. As for addiction, I do NOT believe. Although I have never done Heroin, THAT is something I feel MAY have an addictive quality.
Lala Lee ...seriously,..how hard can they be? ;)
Me too I've battled my demons still am actually.......
was a teenager in the 90s, loved all these song's on the radio back then!
+Cristal Bassett - music had more soul at the time. hopefully, it will come back...
+popkorn I felt the same way. was recently turned on to a band called highly suspect. its very reminiscent of AIC and Cornell. look up song Lydia and serotonia. enjoy
+Stacey Colson same here those guys have that same 90's grunge feel. we don't get to hear/feel that very often. might wanna give meg Myers and EMA a listen.
+Jt Cross baby, meg is my SHIT. love her!!!!! favorite song by her? mine is monster.
+Stacey Colson Desire for sure my fave from Meg. It's just so psycho sexy. Its the ex that we all hope we never run into and do at the same time
I found this song when I was in the first shaky weeks of my recovery. It really helped keep me on the straight and narrow. Now I'm a mentor to those in their recovery. I'm clean but still a recovering addict
Brett Kenny my pops taught me that there is no greater feeling than helping someone. I hope your addiction is cured and/or helped by helping others.
Never cured, just managed and still clean
Good for you glad it didnt destroy your digestive system. Dont encourage people to jump off high doses whatever you do.
I come here every now and then to relive my teen years. I wasn't addicted to anything; just really loved this song the first time I heard it, bought the album, and jammed to it every day. I still have it 25 years later.
700 days sober but this song still takes me back to a certain time
August 2023 and this song still hits me the same as it did in the 90’s
Thanks to TH-cam for being my time machine back to the 90’s.
Love you too :)
I’m seven years clean from meth and heroin and I used to play this all the time on the bass. Nobody ever understood it’s meaning to me, but I still play and sing it to, very small, crowds; knowing it’s meaning, hoping it’ll resonate with someone else going to through the same same thing like it did me 🖤🖤🖤
Edit for extra heart
That’s awesome, definitely something worth bragging about:)
Actually the meaning is pretty clear. Smoking pot to mainlining heroin and the song tends to indicate that she knows it is a bad thing and she wants to quit.
Well done, Indrid! Bless you for passing it along too!
Hope you're still clean my friend! Fucking. Keep going!!!
@@swinde It's actually not about that, in an interview they said they (brother and sister, now brother and brother) had only ever smoked weed, and LSD/shrooms. They knew and fought to stay away from the hard stuff, but understand that this song is interpreted in many ways. In some ways explaining that drugs are a negative, and in other ways they are joyful. I agree, 10 years clean myself from the hard stuff and this song definitely resonates on that level, albeit the song meaning is not quite intended that way.
I'm not a addict, the few beers. I just miss good music.
A time where every song was good.
My mother was an addict for almost 15 years and this song came out in the beginning of her drug use. She was sober for the last 10 years and passed away 3 weeks ago. 😢
I’m sorry for you loss friend ❤️🩹
At one in the arm of angels❤
*for those of you still struggling with addiction*
You are not alone and you are important. 💚
Yeah junkie friends, never alone
Such a beautiful voice...….haunting, piercing and absolutely perfect for this song. Simply amazing!!!
"In a Kiss We PROVE Our commitment for WHERE we ARE in LIFE and SHARE survival."
- St. CUPID OZ."
I listened to this for the first time in my high school health class. I grew up in a city hit hard by the opioid crisis, and this was a really rough public high school. The other kids in the class acted like they were too cool to like this song, but I think maybe it was just too close to home for a lot of them and they didn’t want to appear vulnerable.
Haven't heard this song in ages. So glad that substance addiction hasn't been a problem. BUT there but for the grace of God go I. My thoughts and prayers for everyone who fights with addictions. Post note: I struggle with my own issues so I'm no better than anyone else.
It's quite a powerful and touching song, heard it when i was young but only later understood it
same!
Years after hearing it when i wasn't an addict then became and addict and am now sober. Now, i get it.
so true!🙂
a lost truly great 90s song i love this one hit wonder its brilliant and her vocal is wonderful and the lyrics blow me away
k stands for knife
Courtney Love thatnks for showing this band to me... her voice is amazing and the lyrics so meaninful..
Been completely clean for over 10 yrs now but my god, this song gets me every fucking time....Xx
The 90's were a decade devoid of passion...it shows in the music, and the cultural ennui that was experienced. I remember MTV questioning what the next big genre of music was going to be in the middle of grunge, and don't get me started on the cultural influences that created this lack of passion. I will just say that this song is one of the best, least played, songs I ever heard. I just wonder if it's SERIOUSLY Courtney Love commenting...because if so, *laughing*...wow. :)
I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!
*in a monica voice!*
Jesus. I forgot all about this song and then my son started humming something that reminded me of it. Last time I heard it, I had no idea I'd be six years clean, have my daughter back and completely lived that life for 26 years, before I finally saved my own life. Holy crap, I can't stop crying, now.
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Why We All Enjoy This Song?
The Emotions Laid in This Song Will Echo Through Out History Because We Feel These Emotions - No Matter What Decade - We Still Feel.
My grandma is age 54 and just had a stroke last January due to drugs. I'm not sure which kinds she did but she's been doing em since she was 30. She's been drug/cigarette-free ever since and I finally now know what it's like to have a grandma. I am forever thankful to have her. Love you grandma. ❤
I'm pleased she kicked the addiction. She must have been a very young grandmother!
Nothing means a thing to me.... I was heartbroken when I was pregnant with my son, it was discovered in my 1st trimester that he had Gastroschisis (intestines formed on the outside of his body, later discovered his stomach was outside too) I was broken, I lived in despair day in day out - angry, sad, over protective of what people would think of me & my precious baby - I listened to this everyday on my 1980 Trans Am on my way to work, I was addicted to a person I had never met, he was my drug, he's my everything. I'm a proud Mummy of a Gastroschisis Warrior, every now and then I play this song and I remember those days Cleary drowning in my tears, I'm happy to say I'm addicted to my faith. I'll pray for you all and any challenges and heartache your going through, hold on to your faith and feed it.
God bless you and your Warrior
I was born with Gastroschisis in 1984. I always have been fascinated with other peoples belly buttons, because I technically never had one, just a scar. Did he ever have any complications with it in his life? I have lots of stomach issues and am afraid to have kids because of the scar tissue and the fact that they already stretched my skin. Anyway this is a good song, was addicted to it in HS!
you are beautiful angel, I'm sure it turned around
Thanks for sharing yr Beauty from Ashes story. Overcomers are my favorite type of people 👌
I'm sorry I'm barely reaching out I hadn't seen this. My baby is 15 months now with no complications, our Heavenly Father showed me mercy! I'm so proud of You for beating Gastroschisis!
Lots of cool and undiscovered songs in 90s, I'm so happy to hear this song ❤️📻🎶
There is a lottttttt of people out there that grew up listening to these songs and.. it was glorious 😉
@@j.johnson7891 💯 indeed
It was a *PRIVILEGE* to grow-up in the Nineties; the last great decade, I fear.
@@johnharrison6745 Yes it is 👍
Aw! Yes. The sounds of a tape entering the vhs brings back crazy memories.
Seeing all the recovering/recovered addicts here is a goddamn inspiration.
Yes it is!! I always love to see other success stories. For those of us that have sobriety time under our belts, no matter if it's 1 day or 50 years, it's an inspiration. We are the lucky 2%!! (I am 17 years clean from heroin.)
LOL what about all of the people that just weren't stupid enough to cave to drugs?
@@TheImtoomuch Why did you just waste your time posting that? It doesn't make a lick of sense. You could've just scrolled on by and not wasted yours or anyone else's time. Your just one of those useless ppl that love to try and start blind arguments, aren't you? Take it elsewhere bc, nobody is interested here.
@@ajimenez1719ify LOL take your own advice and scroll past. Also, learn how to correctly use your and you’re.
@@TheImtoomuch Blind arguments.......that's all your capable of. Nothing that is truly of value, huh? Nothing original? You can just copy others? Whine and cry about grammar? That's it? Put your back into it! You started it, now back it up! Damn, you are useless!
when I was very young I remember snorting meth and went on a trip to Phoenix AZ for no reason - we were just flying....this is the CD we listened to. Listening to this...takes me back. It's not habit it's cool. I'm not an addict....anymore.
The struggle is real believe you me. For me it was self medicating because of underlying issues. However, I can say that I am on the other side of most of it now. Therapy, faith, Crossfit and eating healthy does wonders. For all those struggling know that you are not alone that there is light at the end of the tunnel. Keep strong and stay safe.
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Having dealt with substance abuse after my time in Iraq and having to help get counseling to others, this song hits hard.
This is a truly great song.
When I was a junk for a good 20 yrs this song brought me comfort. I wasn't alone. Even though I'd isolated myself and was literally alone, by my own choice, someone out there put what I was experiencing into words. I'm clean now but this song got me through.
Her voice is so adorable i want more
Damn this song is powerful and hypnotic.
Just watched this 5 times in a row with the lyrics and the 5th time made me cry with the stick it in your vein,
No more pain part. 🥺. So glad I don’t have to do that anymore...
Clean since Dec. 4, 2018...663 days but who’s counting, right. Following 35 years of using, I am humbled and grateful.
Man I was fortunate enough to grow up in the 90s and be part of the greatest music ever I had a hell of alot of fun that's forsure
Three years sober from anything I could get my hands on. This song always helps me stay sober
2 and half yrs clean after 15 yrs of Heroin
that's awesome. hell yeah
+x0druid0x congrats
20 years and still going strong !!!
+x0druid0x that's amazing ! you are amazing ! keep going ;)
+x0druid0x Keep it that way! :) Cheers to you! "The power is strong with you" (Words of the jedi) lol
What an AMAZING singer! LOVE this song can listen over & over
Day three of opiod withdrawal and Im in so much discomfort its unreal, but Im reminding myself how amazing this summer will be with a new lease on a life I havent lived in years.
You’ve got this ❤
had a friend who was tortured with issues, decided to go the US got a great job and was engaged to be married to what he called the most amazing woman, and then we heard the news of his passing in a motorbike accident. in my head he still lives in the US and listens to this tune who he loved.
Much much peace ✌️ and love 💜 , from Me , Australia. Sending all the best wishes possible 🙏
I'm not an addict at all, but this song man. Amazing
11 years sober and I still just take it 1 day at a time...
I used to think I was addicted to food. When I started eating 3 balanced meals I stopped feeling hungry and thinking about food all the time. I love this song but it also makes me feel sad because of how lonely the feeling of addiction can be. I got better when I finally opened up and spoke to someone about what was going on. Don't keep your problems to yourself.
+eammon wright The problem with bulimia, for instance, is that you don't have to be hungry to eat.
I got "I'm automatic" stuck in my head this morning and had to come here to search. I can't believe I found it! I used to love this song.
Heard this live at xfest in Birmingham back in 1997. It's really wierd back then, it was just a cool song with a nice groove. Now, man, it makes so much sense.
This songs 2nd verse hurts my heart so much. I still struggle with my sobriety, even being clean (mostly) for 2 years. The guilt from my relapses makes me hurt so much when I listen to this song... but it helps keep me clean. Facing the truth is something drugs never allowed me to do. The truth is something I want now. Not something I run from anymore. Good luck everyone I know you can do it. Love is the answer!
Used to work the graveyard shift. This was my anthem for 4 o'clock in the morning. What keeps you awake?
makes me think of my sister. I lost her in 2013 to a heroin overdose. I miss you jess
lost my sister jessarah in '13 to some shitty opiate overdose too /: sending you happy & healing vibies for brighter days
Sorry to hear that.Much love to both of you. I know how hard it is to deal with opiate use and family. It’s a struggle of hellish proportions
R.I.P. to the both of your sisters. I have been addicted to heroin for 2 years and 7 months now.
Condolences and prayers
She is absolutely beautiful this song has enchanted me for over 20 years
Sam’s a dude tho. still pretty. but a dude. married with a wife and two teenage kids
i really miss the 90's look and vibe of music video..... man what great music and what a great time to be a kid browing up and getting into music.
117 days clean and not lookin back.
U gotta stop counting after 117 days! Make it easier on yourself don't count the days
Cool! Best of luck to you!
keep it rolling. it's been over 15yrs for me. it does get easier .....after "boot camp". you got to seriously want to win it though.
Court Beall awesome!!! Addiction is sort of like a scar....it will always be there but will fade over time. (15 years clean from heroin )
4 days clean and looking forward to getting a dub on Thursday. I only smoke once a week. I will never be sick again!!! I am happy for you. seriousl;y. CHOOSE LIFE!!!
Used to be a fav song of my ex. He was a struggling heroin addict and died about 3 years ago at 28 yo.
One of the Best voice tones Ive heard
I was introduced to this song in 1997 by my cousin. I was visiting NC at the time. I loved the song the minute I heard it. I live in VA and this group never made it here. I was jamming out to them and Matchbox 20 before anyone in my area has heard of them. I still sing along with this song and the whole CD quite often. To all of you here that are clean and sober CONGRATULATIONS. Keep pushing. Keep fighting. YOU GOT THIS!!!
Been using H since I was 17. I am 37 now. It is mid July. Not used since mid January. 6 months. This song used to be my anthem. Here’s to hoping for a better future.
Just heard this for the first time today on the radio, surprised to find out it's over 20 years old. Love the message