from what I've experienced denial of the first and sometimes 2nd claim is normal. They do this to see who is really serious about their disability. Your lawyer also likes the denial and sometimes pushes for it because they get a bigger lump sum payment from months back pay from the first denial.
Hello Nick, good to see you with regular posts. So, how is it to be a full-time TH-camr? :) Godspeed, Nick. We are all so busy; so much to do, so little time. Well, anyhow, greetings from the Netherlands, and we haven't forgotten you. Keep the posts comming m8.
Personally I can pass out by 8pm.. wake up bright at 12.30/1am. Pass out until about 8am and it can take me until 10am to be able to function:)! Get crazy dreams sometimes. When I was in the hospital I went to punch an IV pump in the middle of the night..I was convinced it was a person standing over me.. weird how the mind works,or doesn't sometimes. Good luck as a full timer 👍
If you really want a channel, this is not it. IMHO, your way in to the TH-cam Hellscape is to talk about your life, alcoholism, And, Unpleasant as it may be, the gritty details of your symptoms, how they correlated to your stages, etc. That’s what people want to hear. So they can stop. Again, this is All assuming you want to make a living as an end stage liver disease patient.
I just mailed in my application for re-review today. I know that I'm going to get nowhere but this way I can say that I took the second step on my own. If they decline me this time I'm going to have to take the attorney route. That just scares me. I've tried doing everything the right way and only want to do what's right. I don't think I'm asking for much. Does that make any sense? I'm at the end of my rope and don't know what else to do.
The suffering is what ultimately makes it worth it. Granted I'm not for everybody. But if only one person has helped then I've been helped. And that makes it all worth it my friend. My personal insight is not yet for the online community. That's a sacrifice I'm not willing to make yet. Thank you for listening though 😏😉😀
@@fortressfarms82there is no accountability in any video you post. None. You drank yourself into end stage liver failure. No judgment- I’m probably there to, just no symptoms yet. I’m 60. Old enough to be your mother. But you come off as if everything is about you. No one will want to listen to a channel like that. You’re alive. I hope you continue. But some honesty about your part in your alcoholism- Which caused your liver failure and why you are here- is What people will listen to.
And I don’t believe people just “become” alcoholic I believe a genetic proclivity exists; I firmly believe it’s not triggered unless some form of trauma happened. I’ve never seen any successful person without trauma become an alcoholic. Ever.
Not to say we all aren’t responsible for our choices; we are. It’s a fine line between blaming and accepting responsibility: I blame my parents for what they did to me. I blame myself for how I responded to it. I hope we can be friends
Well Nick,i am fairly healthy but have always had trouble sleeping.Even since I was young.Ive been tak8ng Ambien wirh a prescription for Many years.Its not good to do,but it works for me.I would not recommend someone to rely on drugs to sleep.I'll probably pay for it in the future.Now i work second shift,stay ip all night,and go to bed early in the moring.On weekends i do the same but go late in the morning.Tgat seems to work best for me,and believe it or not seems to be productive for me.I dont get up to get ready for work until 2 pm.But believe me,even if I get 8 hrs sleep.I feel like im gwtting up early in the morning.Gotta set the alarm and force myself.Of course i do get up 2 or 3 times a (well day) to urinate,but luckily fall righ back asleep.My most restfull sleep.If im have off,stay up all night go to the doctor,or try to get a couple errands to run in the morning.Head home hopefully just after AM rush hour.I Sleep Like A Baby after that Then yeah,i wake up in the evening to start my day.Quite a vamire to sleep,buts works for me .
My take away from that,I think you should get as much sleep as possible.It'll pay dividends,especially for yourself.Hell,Nick,if your not working now,take advantage and sleep anytime you can.Take naps at different times,se what works best for you.
Ok. I’ll stick around. If, as you say, your alcoholism had nothing to do with your childhood (don’t believe that), Then tell us what you think made you destroy your life. - this administrative stuff is Boring If you want a channel, you’re going to have to reveal more Sorry. The drivel gets boring. I don’t say this unkindly- it’s boring.
I like you. Sadly, No one gives a shit about your daily goings on. They want to know about exactly what you did, what you drank, when and why, what were the first symptoms and every symptom thereafter. That’s what will make your channel take off. Lurid? Sure. Wanna Monetize? This is it.
Could you not say shit like “the suffering makes it worth it” Again, this is in the context of building a u tube channel. Talk about the horror of Alcoholic liver disease The pain, suffering loss Of friends and family; everything it cost you. This is where your TH-cam channel will gain purchase
from what I've experienced denial of the first and sometimes 2nd claim is normal. They do this to see who is really serious about their disability. Your lawyer also likes the denial and sometimes pushes for it because they get a bigger lump sum payment from months back pay from the first denial.
You did help. Thanks
Hello Nick, good to see you with regular posts. So, how is it to be a full-time TH-camr? :) Godspeed, Nick. We are all so busy; so much to do, so little time. Well, anyhow, greetings from the Netherlands, and we haven't forgotten you. Keep the posts comming m8.
Personally I can pass out by 8pm.. wake up bright at 12.30/1am. Pass out until about 8am and it can take me until 10am to be able to function:)!
Get crazy dreams sometimes.
When I was in the hospital I went to punch an IV pump in the middle of the night..I was convinced it was a person standing over me.. weird how the mind works,or doesn't sometimes.
Good luck as a full timer 👍
Same.
My father sexually abused me;
My mother stood back as
Long as she could shop
Such fun
If you really want a channel, this is not it.
IMHO, your way in to the TH-cam
Hellscape is to talk about your life, alcoholism,
And,
Unpleasant as it may be, the gritty details of your symptoms, how they correlated to your stages, etc.
That’s what people want to hear.
So they can stop. Again, this is
All assuming you want to make a living as an end stage liver disease patient.
And don’t say, “suffering is what makes it all worth it”.
What the fuck does that bs mean.
Hey dude, I am SSDI attorney in Atlanta. I can help if you need it. Been doing it for 30 years and it's my main practice area.
I just mailed in my application for re-review today. I know that I'm going to get nowhere but this way I can say that I took the second step on my own. If they decline me this time I'm going to have to take the attorney route. That just scares me. I've tried doing everything the right way and only want to do what's right. I don't think I'm asking for much. Does that make any sense? I'm at the end of my rope and don't know what else to do.
May i ask how old are you??
41
I’m getting worked up
J Mascis tiny desk
You do give us alcoholics reason to stop drinking. I’ll give you that
But you have zero personal insight. Just zero. It’s insufferable.
The suffering is what ultimately makes it worth it. Granted I'm not for everybody. But if only one person has helped then I've been helped. And that makes it all worth it my friend. My personal insight is not yet for the online community. That's a sacrifice I'm not willing to make yet. Thank you for listening though 😏😉😀
@@fortressfarms82there is no accountability in any video you post. None.
You drank yourself into end stage liver failure. No judgment- I’m probably there to, just no symptoms yet.
I’m 60. Old enough to be your mother.
But you come off as if everything is about you.
No one will want to listen to a channel like that.
You’re alive. I hope you continue. But some honesty about your part in your alcoholism-
Which caused your liver failure and why you are here- is
What people will listen to.
*too
And I don’t believe people just “become” alcoholic
I believe a genetic proclivity exists; I firmly believe it’s not triggered unless some form of trauma happened.
I’ve never seen any successful person without trauma become an alcoholic.
Ever.
Not to say we all aren’t responsible for our choices; we are.
It’s a fine line between blaming and accepting responsibility:
I blame my parents for what they did to me.
I blame myself for how I responded to it.
I hope we can be friends
Well Nick,i am fairly healthy but have always had trouble sleeping.Even since I was young.Ive been tak8ng Ambien wirh a prescription for Many years.Its not good to do,but it works for me.I would not recommend someone to rely on drugs to sleep.I'll probably pay for it in the future.Now i work second shift,stay ip all night,and go to bed early in the moring.On weekends i do the same but go late in the morning.Tgat seems to work best for me,and believe it or not seems to be productive for me.I dont get up to get ready for work until 2 pm.But believe me,even if I get 8 hrs sleep.I feel like im gwtting up early in the morning.Gotta set the alarm and force myself.Of course i do get up 2 or 3 times a (well day) to urinate,but luckily fall righ back asleep.My most restfull sleep.If im have off,stay up all night go to the doctor,or try to get a couple errands to run in the morning.Head home hopefully just after AM rush hour.I Sleep Like A Baby after that
Then yeah,i wake up in the evening to start my day.Quite a vamire to sleep,buts works for me .
My take away from that,I think you should get as much sleep as possible.It'll pay dividends,especially for yourself.Hell,Nick,if your not working now,take advantage and sleep anytime you can.Take naps at different times,se what works best for you.
Alright, over and out of here.
Ok. I’ll stick around. If, as you say, your alcoholism had nothing to do with your childhood (don’t believe that), Then tell us what you think made you destroy your life. - this administrative stuff is
Boring
If you want a channel, you’re going to have to reveal more
Sorry.
The drivel gets boring. I don’t say this unkindly- it’s boring.
Did your dad sexually abuse you while your mommy went shopping?
You lack self awareness.
And dear god
Don’t quit your
Day job
Sooooo. Ok
Seems a little fake-a
Lot actually
I’ll stick around awhile
Don’t quit your day job.
Alabama, you got the rest of
The Union
What’s going wrong
I like you. Sadly,
No one gives a shit about your daily goings on.
They want to know about exactly what you did, what you drank, when and why, what were the first symptoms and every symptom thereafter.
That’s what will make your channel take off. Lurid? Sure. Wanna
Monetize? This is it.
Could you not say shit like “the suffering makes it worth it”
Again, this is in the context of building a u tube channel.
Talk about the horror of
Alcoholic liver disease
The pain, suffering loss
Of friends and family; everything it cost you.
This is where your TH-cam channel will gain purchase