emotional days at home: recharging, new ipad, reviewing Norwegian Wood, working out 🍃vlog
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a fellow viewer recommended the female author Banana Yoshimoto who also has a similar writing style as Murakami minus the toxic masculinity vibes a lot you also mentioned feeling! her favs are Kitchen and Goodbye Tsugumi ~ I'm gonna check them out but if anyone has any other recommendations feel free to leave them below!
kinda wanna have a book club with this community now so we can talk about these things lol im gonna start reading "kitchen" tonight!
Oh, Yoshimoto ❤️ Love all her books I read so far, they give me so much peace and appreciate the small things in completely different way
I recommend Han Kang!
I've really been struggling with Murakami's misogyny recently.... but keep going back for the atmosphere which makes me feel calm... Will definitely try Yoshimoto, thank you for sharing!
yes book club on disc pls :(((
1. keep the ipad you deserve it ball out !!! 2. human design type is absolutely blowing my mind 3. sending so much love to you, thank you for sharing your experience with us
1. thank u imma keep it T-T 2. omg what is your profile?????? 3. i love you, literally still blows my mind that u watch my vids ive been watching u 4ever
my favourites 🥺🌹
Leah and Andrew's relationship is just so open and heathy, if i'm ever in a relationship I aspire for it to give off this kind of energy.
no que dijiste pero estoy de acuerdo
@@maylo6651 Dije que la relación entre Leah y Andrew es muy honesta y sana y que si algún día estoy en una relación quiero que tenga ese tipo de energía:)
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@@lilia8545 aah, gracias, yo tmb espero lo mismo
exactlyyy i really wanna have a relationship that they have
having these conversations with ur white peers are so important, thank you for being vulnerable
I was thinking the same! It’s good that Leah can educated him on things he will never experience! And it takes a lot of patience and vulnerability to do thst
Thank you for sharing your experiences on camera - those are so deeply personal and it’s not your job to educate white people but it certainly wakes us up to microaggressions we’ve committed because of our ignorance. I’ve had a lot of reckoning to do esp. around judging asian friends for not feeling as safe parking somewhere, traveling somewhere, etc. it’s sickening that you can’t feel safe in this world.
I just wanna hug you :( thank you so much for sharing your experiences - I totally feel you on the rethinking past microaggressions and small things that happened which I overlooked or never processed. think this time has been hard and emotional and sending lots of love xx
With my bf always being home now I find I do less self care too & getting a separate space to work or create sounds like a great idea for you if you can afford it, even just to try it temporarily to see if it boosts your productivity or energy when you ARE together. I’m honestly adding that to my list of future goals! This video really had me full of emotions but also gave me a lot of motivation. Thanks for sharing with us Leah 💗 wishing you lots of sunny days !!
awww thanks alli ❤️sending u lots of love💕
I literally stared crying while listening to the asian American experiences of yours..as a teen and a Tibetan I have always gotten these racist remarks about the way my name sounds, my eyes and my lifestyle, I actually always laughed along with those remarks but I didn't even realise it was distancing me from my race, my identity my name, I feel very devastated about the situation and feel unsafe as well,, I hope we as a community as a family can just be human towards each other.. stay strong asian fam ,stay strong Leah🥺💕✨
It's so hard, I'm sorry you had to go through that too 😔i love your name, it's so beautiful and i hope to learn more about tibetan culture one day and share it on this channel too ❤️
@@leahsfieldnotes 💜💜 😭
Asian fam going strong, I'm here with you
@@juju-li7gc lots of love 🙏💜
thank you for showing vulnerability and sharing your feelings! acknowledging them is a beginning to change and healing!! &&& as an army, I send you lots of love !! 🤍🤍🤍
Watching you talk about micro-agressions and the fear felt by women on a daily basis made me tear up. Talking about these things with men or people with privilege is so important but also scary? You don't know how they're gonna react but yea Andrew seemed so open and comforting it's really sweet
it really is frightenin 😔 but i'm going to try and do it more often for myself and for all of us! i'm very grateful for andrew as well
The way you and Andrew communicate so openly is really refreshing even discussing something so politically charged. I was appalled hearing about the harrassment your friends got on the train, no one should feel unsafe, ever!
@@JP-et9hv nah Andrew doesn't seem like the kind of person to get angry about that. even my dad, who is very old fashioned, doesn't get that angry when my mom and I called him privileged
I'm sick of people calling topics of racism "politically charged". It's human decency and everyone should have the right to be treated as equals, politics has nothing to do with this.
@@aliceattran i feel like equality is very political because the inequality of any kind (gender, race etc) was made political. Like, we wouldn't get political if some people didn't make it political first to earn privileges they have
Exactlyy like I'm watching them and I'm like ohhh so that's what a healthy relationship is supposed to look like
dude i just love how happy is andrew when leah got the ipad
My tears wouldn’t stop when you’d started crying... I’m from north-east India and people here have beautiful oriental features but when I go to central India I am ALWAYS asked “are you Chinese or Japanese?” Many a times my sister and I have been catcalled and groped..I also look down when I walk so that no one can see my eyes :(
Leah, I just wanna really thank you for being there for me. The videos that you make, make me feel so comfortable in my own skin and appreciate what I have. Everytime I’m anxious, just seeing your videos calm me. Take care and thank you so much. always.
Soo true!
It has happened so many times yet i still get panic attacks when i see a bunch of boys or even kids in groups or walking past by me. Whats even worst is its like the moment they pass by me im just waiting for them to cat call or call racist names cause ive developed this thing where i feel relieved if im out of the situation asap, and when they surprisingly dont give racist remarks the sigh i release is like a heavy burden lifted up.
i love u and im sorry u have to go through that 😔💐
@Akari Bloo I'm also an Indian living in Jaipur rn. So sorry for your experience in central India. And I'm sure, your eyes are beautiful and no you don't need to look down while walking.
That really sucks. I’ve realised that north-east representation is practically nonexistent in Indian media. I’m sorry you’ve had to go through this shit. Love from south india❤️
Fellow North Eastern here, I feel you.. we're in this together
Your crying really broke me. Seeing all the hate crime happening in New York scared me to death. That old women couldve easily been my own. It's so upsetting and this repeative cycle shouldn't be happening in this century. Asian lives Black Lives Hispanic Lives Brown Lives LGBTQ lives are beautiful. Things will change one day at least I like to think so the more we realize we're all people and we all feel pain. 💗💗💗
You don't need a 'theme' to talk about, or a theme to make a video. Your personality and your lived experiences are enough ❤️ When I watch your vlogs I feel all the emotions and I truly always feel like I've learned something 🌻
aww thank u , this is really comforting to know 🌻❤️
@@leahsfieldnotes I agree! It's pleasant and healing to just watch you move through your day and interact with people and the world.
As an Asian girl who is currently in a relationship with a white guy, I totally relate to what you were telling Andrew in the video. Having recently gone through an identity crisis (being Chinese, born and raised in Europe and having lived in a small town where I was the only Asian person in my school) I vocalized my frustration to my boyfriend about the fact that he is unaware of these things and doesn't educate himself, despite having all the white hetero cis privileges. I hope you feel better now, from your video I see you have a close friend group of Asian Americans and it's so important to have a safe space where you can talk about your emotions without being gaslight and having to explain yourself all the time. Stay safe and take care, thank you again for your videos, it's nice to see asian girls of my age on TH-cam and being able to relate to them ^_^
I agree with what you shared about Murakami. In my experience with his books, all his male protagonists have the same trope with a lot of toxic mindsets and a lot of the female characters are objectified and only exist for the protagonist (manic pixie dream girls?). however, I highly recommend Kafka on the shore, it is a completely different genre than Norwegian wood and in my opinion gives the best taste of his writing style. its without a doubt one of my favourite novels BUT I agree that any reader must understand the implications and problematic tropes in his writing and not be afraid to critique or dislike that. It's also important to recognize Murakami's background, as someone born in 1949, in Japan, a country with a more backwards stance when it comes to gender and extremely conflicting views on women and their roles in it especially from a Western perspective. It's important to read Murakami with that in mind, and that's one of the biggest things i've learned as someone whose favorite novels are amongst his work. but plsss read kafka on the shore, can't stress it enough. its a brilliant/beautiful story. that being said awareness and discussion is vital.
HOW DID I NEVER KNOW IKEA HAD VEGAN MEATBALLS????? THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE LMAO
THEY HAVE TWO DIFFERENT TYPES TOO!!!!!!!! !!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ! !!!!!!
OMG WHAT??? I didn‘t know that either :(( they sre stepping up their game okaaay🤩🔥🔥🔥
Yayyy they have so many good vegan food ! The hotdogs are really good in my opinion, and also so cheap (less than 1 euro here in France) so i like so grab some when I go there haha
obviously everyone is different, but renting out an art studio may be really beneficial. this is what my older sister (who you remind me a lot of) and her bf did and it's worked really well for he bc they get their alone time to be productive and then they can still come back to be with each other at the end of the day and if one of them is sick or something, then the other is there to help them. not that you're looking for advice from random people on the internet but that's just what i've seen that works
haha thank you for your random advice it's very encouraging, i appreciate it ❤️
seconding this! i have started to go to my parents house during the day to "work from home" at their house so that my bf and I can be more productive during the day and then we get to come home to each other every night and spend quality time together
something about this channel is so unique. it feels honest without being abrasive. it also feels intimate without making me the viewer feel intrusive and i just get the feel goods every video✨
Oh my gosh leah crying is breaking my heart
I just got back from a nice little walk at the seaside, and was ready to chill, and there couldn't be a better way to relax. ✨💜
im doing the exact same thing!!
i swear each video of lea is like a conversation with a best friend where you learn things
my heart broke when i saw her crying...im so sorry leah. no one should feel unsafe like this ever. i just want to say i hope you're safe and okay right now. sending you lots of love❤️
The moment you and your grandma hanging out together outside is so wholesome❤️
leah, thank you for being vulnerable and having this discussion with andrew and us. as a fellow asian(-american), it really irks me when others get defensive over discussions of race. it's not a personal attack; it's education. listening is so valuable, and i'm glad that's what andrew did. i hope you feel better and that the world changes perspectives so no marginalized groups have to be in fear anymore.
As an African American woman I can never know what you have experienced but I was balling when you were crying. I am so sorry for the experiences you and your friends have had to go through. It is so difficult being a minority in a majority white society. I wish there was less hate in the world.
I’m not AAPI but I am brown so I can empathize with you. I stand with you and your community Leah. I love you. We love you. We hear you!
Not me crying when you cried. I'm so sorry you have to go through this, not just now but throughout your life. I'm from Mexico and there's a lot of racism here too, and although I'm many miles away from you and the states, I will try to do my part by educating everyone I can. Sending you so much love
thank you from the bottom of my heart ily ❤️🥺
Her editing skills are so stunning✨
Here’s your inspiration to try and make the most of your spring break! Even if you just try be a bit more productive, take a walk somewhere new, or start up a new skill, I believe in you!
That actually helped, thanks♡
thank uu!!
Thank you ❤️ As a new skill,I will learn Korean.
Thank you for showing us more and more of your vulnerable side for us
I was crying the whole time with you Leah, we're together in this, there's good in the world and the bad will stay but we'll always get through it, we'll be just fine
This is so wholesome♥️
Totally agree with your thoughts on Norwegian Wood! I tend to feel that some of Murakami's books repeat the same patterns with women - either very sexualized or almost maternal, even when regarding underage characters. It is a beautiful story and the writing is amazing but yeah felt the same, slightly conflicted.
“Leah’s favourite thing is you guys should take this personality test.” I felt that cause I am the SAME lmao.
OMG I think I manifested this video !!!!!! I was watching your ‘Mother’s Day’ video earlier today and I thought “wouldn’t it be cool if Leah could have a video where her mother is in it and they spend a day together?” And now THIS?!?!?! Whaaaaaaat!!! Ily Ranran!!!
hahaha we're connected 🤗
@@leahsfieldnotes yesssssss and thank you for sharing your emotions and stories with us xx giving you a air hug my love🫂 ❤️
I enjoyed so much listening to Leah and her family speaking Chinese. As a Chinese speaker myself, I am so amazed on how calm and gentle they sound.
when your grandmother sat in her chair and did her ankle exercises that reminded me so much of my own grandma!! she used to do the exact same thing! she passed away 3 years ago, i hadn't been able to visit her in the last year of her life and i haven't been able to go back home and visit her grave still but seeing you hang out with your grandmother made me very happy and nostalgic, it was almost cathartic... i hope you both have a beautiful day!
awww sending love to both u and ur grandma 🥺💕
I cried seeing you and your grandmother together 💛. I saw mine for the last time in Christmas, I already miss her a lot.
i can completely relate to feeling guilty about spending money it’s so so hard for me to buy stuff 😫
it's the opposite for me, it's so easy for me to spend money and then feel guilty after i bought it
This video really came out at the best time, these past days have bee really harsh and I've barely done self-care... Your videos feel like a warm cup of chocolate, like a warm hug... Thank you💜
i loved seeing you and your granma just chillin in the garden, so wholesome
Leah's back again with her stunning editing!!
Leah is such a precious being. Sending lots of love and strength to you and everyone who needs it
You’re so kind to your family and those around you. Whenever I watch your videos I feel so happy and reflective
Hey Leah, could you maybe upload a video that’s kind of like a fashion 101? Maybe just sharing what you pay attention to when you put an outfit together, what to look out for when you want to buy new stuff, and so on... that would be so nice :)))
seeing leah so vulnerable just breaks my heart
seeing you cry and be so vulnerable.. made my heart break...
we love you... you are so strong... you are perfect the way you are...
Hey Leah you might not read this, i haven't even watched the video yet i just found your channel a few days ago ,things in the real world are tough lately your channel brought me calm and comfort and you make me wanna be a better person .your videos feel like a hug from a friend, im so grateful for your existence and all that you do thank you.
ahhh thank you 🙏❤️
i’m so sorry you had to go through those difficult and suppressed memories 💞 cry it out, rest up, and remember that people love you😘
Thank you for your openness and ability to show us the beauty and duality in life as always!
sending you so much love through these times, and always. i love seeing you spending time with your family, especially with your grandma, who reminds me of my own
every time you post I'm forever grateful by the feelings you make my overemotional heart experience and the countless things you teach me about. Thank you truly for taking us on such a heart warming journey Leah
I'm happy finally someone notices those problems in the book, it made me feel so lonely to not hear other people talk about it but even with that Murakami's writing id really nice and poetic ;)
I just wanted to say that i can't imagine what you're going through right now, i hope you stay safe, love you so much 💕 Thanks for bringing the awareness. Your vlogs make me feel better always, it feels like having an older sister :") your energy is just so nice, I'm watching your vlog before my exam to relax💕 love from Mexico 🇲🇽
leah!! im so proud that you were able to validate and reward yourself. thats amazing and honestly really hard to do, especially when you have a scarcity mindset. also your conversation with andrew was so emotionally mature and im so glad you had that level of communication with him. its something i really hope i can also have someday!
You’re so genuine and open with the content you put out it makes me feel like I know you after watching your videos for the past year, you seem like such a lovely soul 💛 sending you good vibes during these uncertain and trying times
this was so wholesome 💖 Thank you for sharing your experiences. My favorite scene was when you were sitting outside with your grandma. The weather was perfect. It made so peaceful.
I am really happy I found this channel. These videos are pure bliss.I am binge watching all her videos 🌸
you're amazing leah, never change
Watching her cry broke my heart. Sending you a virtual hug, Leah.
Thank you so much for having the courage and strenght to share all of this with us. I'm feeling very grateful for your honesty and transparency. You often make me really emotional but it always results in something positive on a personal side afterwards, so thank you so much. Please take care 🐥
This video was like therapy to me, I was having a not so good day and once I watched this video it kinda made me feel fuzzy and nice, couldn't thank you enough. Lots of love🥰
This is so incredibly powerful. Thank you for sharing your experiences in such an unfiltered and raw manner. I am so sorry for the experiences that you and so many others have gone through.
Thank you Leah. Your videos are always very comforting for me. I sincerely hope you health, safety, and contentment whenever you are. Much love
Leah thanking you for opening up and showing your viewers such vulnerable & personal footages and for sharing your experiences with asian hate
Your videos are such a good way to wind down from a stressful day of school. You give off such a good energy and I am beyond that I have found your content.
Your videos are always so beautiful and this one made me cry... I'm really sorry for everything that's going on, I appreciate you sharing your experiences and I'm hoping things get better.
This just motivated me to read and take care of myself. Sending you love and healing in this turbulent time. Love you!
I’m new to your channel...but I love your openness. I’ve found a new motivation and outlook through seeing your life and your views. Thanks for being open to share us the good and the hard moments.
Again, making me smile. I really appreciate your honesty in this video, its hard to talk about these things and being vulnerable.
Thank you for sharing your experience, Leah - you're a ray of sunlight! Congrats on your new ipad x
the best way to start my friday morning~ thank you for such heartwarming content. love u leah!! hope everyone has a wonderful day🤍
fun fact: watching your videos is the favorite part of my day
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Your whole family is so adorable they seem so sweet! 🥰
Thank you for being so open and honest with your feelings and thoughts Leah 😌❤️ you are so strong and I value your opinion, it’s such an important topic that doesn’t get talked about enough!
I love how your family speaks Mandarin! It's so soothing and relaxing
this video makes me feel wholesome on so many levels
So many mixed feelings while watching this video. Smiled and cried :’) thank you Leah for taking me along your journey and... congrats to your cousin ❤️❤️
This clip have a lot of emotion. I think i can feel your heart when you share your story. 🥺❤️
after a really rough few days, your videos are really calming! tysm for making videos
i love u sm thank u for making these types of videos. its really comforting especially during this pandemic where i feel so overwhelmed with everthing that i just needed to unwind and destressed. your videos really help a lot, leah
Just recently discovered your videos and I love them so much. Thank you for showing your vulnerability and especially your talk with Andrew - I cried the whole way through that and feel so grateful for you sharing some of your feelings when you really didn't have to.
Leah you are such a light. I felt such a deep connection to you when you were telling Andrew about your experiences, about your sadness and I want you to know how very gratefull I am for you sharing such vulnerable moments. I'm sending you the biggest hug, you are lovely!
Leah crying really breaks my heart.I hope you feel better after talking about those difficulties to Andrew .Stay strong Leah.I support you 100%
After discovering this channel, this is the only thing I look forward to every week now..I can only hope to be as aesthetically pleasing as Leah 🥺
i wrote a whole paragraph but i really just want to say that i hope you're okay leah. i can only imagine how terrifying this has been, i know how upsetting racism can feel. i'm sorry. i don't know why i'm crying asa i write this, but i really am sorry and i truly hope you're okay. my heart is with you. please take your time to rest. sending my love to you.
the way you and your boyfriend communicate motivates me to work on myself and my relationship more.
Watching you from 5 months now. Your vlogs are realistic, calming and helpful. I like watching every vlogs you update but these one was really different and touched my heart. I also listen to you on Spotify. Thank you for all the hard work that you go through for making them. They are awesome.
“Spring Bear” and “Strawberry Cake” are my favourite parts of the novel🥺🐻🍰
This past year with everything going on. I definitely relate and made me realize that I also experienced micro aggression racism like thinking about what people said to me during high school got me shook. 😳 love your vlogs ✨
thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your experiences Leah, this is really helpful in understanding the complexities of racism and how deeply knitted it is in our society. Sending so much love to you and your family and continuing to have conversations with family and friends about this.
I really love your videos, when I watch them they make me feel calm and very inspired. I love the relationship you and Andrew have, it's so healthy. It broke my heart to see you cry, I send you so much love from Mexico.💗✨☀️
I love you Leah so much, your content makes me appreciate life, thank you for opening up I know its such a hard thing, have a blessed day🖤✨
This definitely makes my day feel so complete when you upload, your videos are so relaxing and calming! ❤️✨🪁
thank you 😭❤️
your family is so kind !!
Stay strong love 🥺💗 thank you for sharing your experience with us I hope we as a generation can make a difference in the future, towards being kind and understanding to each other 💙
ur literally the sweetest, so pretty inside n out. the way u just are urself truly is inspiring and calming. and really thank u for sharing a piece of yourself #hateisavirus
thank you so much for being so emotionally vulnerable in this Adulting Diaries video
i felt a lot of hesitation including it so thank you for your kind comment 🥺❤️
u are such a beautiful person from inside out omg/// ilyy smm
Leah, I just love you so much. You give me so much inspiration. You bring so much meaning and art into your videos that sometimes I just wanna live in them, you know? It makes me think, "Ah. This is what I'm missing in life." Someday, I hope I can look at life with colors like you do.
thank you so much for sharing your experiences and emotions so openly, leah. it is really refreshing and, authentic & brave 🥰 i admire you a lot.
aww thank u 🥺💕