Pile 1. I was wondering why it sounded more like my current life until you said there are remnants happening now. Seeing truth clearly since young, blamed by family/friends no matter how much I gave, knowing many who try to mimic me. Teared up hearing the body thrown into the water. I struggle like crazy every time I fully submerged into water since I was a kid, though I get lotsa inspiration meditating near water, and this reading seems to explain why. Thank you so much.
I picked pile 1 too and I also have issues with water. I have always hated water since I was very young, also I have almost drowned so many times its insane I am still alive.
Pile 3. What's mind blowing is that soon after I met this guy I saw a sort of dream snippet of a past life, where he had unalived me. I mean the face was different but that was him. Your reading rings very true and unfortunately explains a lot. Thank you for being the messenger
Pile 3. Can’t tell you how much this resonates. Been so confused with what I need to do, where I need to go, what my purpose is. I’m in my early 20s living with my father who is very much this energy and I feel like I need to be away from him to see more clearly, but it also feels “hard” to leave without seeing clearly. It’s tough it’s a pickle
Pile one- I’ve always imagined I was born out of a spark, part of why I love the song “Isobel” by Bjork! This resonated with a lot of the visions I’d encountered through my own past life regressions, and analogies I’ve recently come up with to describe my birth chart. Sadly I lost my love in this life. We’d been separated for 9 years, he came back and it was a magical 5 months but he was relapsing and I lost him right next to me. I feel like he’s been on the other side holding my hand since he’s been gone. He always would say he didn’t deserve me, and I hope if he’s close he can now understand how much I love him because I really don’t think he did. You’re awesome, thank you for this ❤ Ps-it’s crazy that you used the phrase “butt hurt” cause that was definitely a phrase we both really liked to use and it was kind of thing between us. Pps- I’m rolling my eyes at how long my comment is lol
Pile 1 Thanks jess. You have always managed to bring out what's really inside of me clearly n helps me confirms my confusions n doubt of what I really really wanted for myself leading me to myself. Thank you.
Pile 2, 6 year old me should not have been waiting for my love to come and rescue me. I still miss someone I've never met and lovers being separated hits me the hardest in movies and books. I have never felt that love with anyone, but I know it exists...only thing is I have an aversion to the sea and water. Deep fear of the depths, even struggle with the shower sometimes just the initial feeling of getting wet, then after that it's amazing....leaving my husband was terrible and is very similar to what's described here.
@@kirstieperez2704haha I agree’! 😅 it gave us hope to continue on though atleast for me - I think it helped me during childhood so it did what it needed to at the time
Six year old me was waiting for that person too. I hope you’re giving yourself grace ❤ we did what we need to survive. I’m sorry about the heartbreak and the pain. Sending love your way!
Pile 2. I used to walk along the beach a lot and stare across in the direction that my twin was, on her beach. She wasn't worth it, but that's where my heart was. That's as far as I've gotten, but I had to start with that. I've been so ill for a few years that all I've been able to do anywhere is sit on my bed and develop my spiritual skills, and so I did, and I swam in the beach for the first time last summer. This is me this lifetime, though, I'm living it now. But this lifetime, I was sent two. I should start a new comment instead of just editing again, but in my mind's eye all I used to see was me pulling my twin from the water and trying to get her breathing again, and in the end, she didn't. During the entire thing she did, but at the end of it all, in my 5D, she was dead. I sang sacred music over her in a church. She's not dead in the 3D; her and her massive sunglasses drove past in a car owned by Caiaphus's work. Winning at life, clearly.
WOW Jess! I actually had a session at The Brian Weiss Institute with Dr Lita Sonpal in Miami over 20 years ago. I was in my early 20's after reading the book. It changed my life. Did not think it would work. Too head strong. WRONG!! I felt and experienced EVERYTHING! I was in the holocaust felt the dirt on legs cramped in a train car, heard the screams, felt the pain of not knowing where my husband, was holding my daughter's hand, looking up through slats near the roof. I was white. My name was Ana. I remember her eyes and dark hair. Another life I was a boy that was on the beach on an island with my father and sister and I drowned. It explained soooo much! We recorded the session. I have never played it to this day. I was soaked in tears. Then my jewish boyfriend took me to see Schindler's List. And we had to leave. He was shocked it affected me more than him. Can't write it...........
I'm just getting started still in pile one but definitely me lol. My ascendant and sun are Mula which Claire Nakti's Videos say is Belle and it absolutely fits me. But i got Mercury in Jyestha. People basically think I'm nuts but the ones who really get to know me love me but been tricked betrayed and attacked in every way throughout my life
#3 is very interesting regarding mars and masculine energy. I have mars 27 degrees Scorpio and I find men are often unconsciously intimidated by me. This person withholds compliments because they feel the need to keep me down. ( breadcrumbing you mentioned) Very much my father and my partner. They have one standard for me which is far higher than their standard for everyone else. Very past life Dojo energy
Pile 1! My chart is so riddled with hard pluto aspects and to top it off my ketu is in mrigashira rahu in jyestha. Power hungry ppl come to me like moths to a flame. Still trying to protect myself psychically. ❤
God… pile 1 and that princess Diana quote- I literally posted that recently on my Facebook page and it has been stuck in my mind My astrology chart tells me “Beware of water”- I have always wondered what it meant- now I know HOLY SH *T!!!! THIS! I never even met the group in person- just my divine masculine in this life- I had no idea what was going on behind the scenes but that hit hard- clarified everything
Pile 2. Jess I have the chills! I’m always soaking in epsom salt(nightly) and growing up, my family wasn’t close to God. Dad made it known. I would try every Saturday to stay with a friend so I could go to church and if I couldn’t I would sneak out on Sundays to go to church. I have always wondered why I’m so close to God. It makes sense now. I’m extremely close to him. On another reading I was told I had someone die in my past life and he was in the military. She said I really loved him and he died young. I always feel like I’m held down and I just want to be wild and free lol.This is so crazy!!!!
sameeee!!! i always wanted to go to church when i was a child. but i practically raised myself and i had severe anxiety but i still tried to go. i just felt disappointed with church religious people over and over again.
Thank you. Pile 1. Just had my daughter two days ago. I think she is the catalyst for him finally stepping out of his fear and insecurities and move into his masculinity. He has all the tools if he would just believe ya know. We shall see. If not, I will be moving into my power and find my happiness. My whole life I've beeb surrounded by truly cruel individuals. My spiritual awakening was insane and happened these past two years. Its been a wild 29 years. My goodness. But I am thankful for it all. I intuitively know its time for ne to move into my peaceful era. Alone or not.
Just now seeing this video....pile 2....the lost love part in the beginning....... I tattooed "Lost My Love " on myself ....I lost a boyfriend of 5 years to suicide in 2006...and the connection to the ocean and what you said about salt water being healing .....my jaw hit the floor....after he died I moved back down to the beach where I grew up and started to go out in the water and just float in the waves.....I told my mom that I felt like the salt water cleared my skin and was so healing and helped me feel better.....so I went everyday for almost 2 years to go out in the water.....I also just had a really weird vivid dream about black salt.....was not a very positive dream though....there was something in the room I was in.....and my BF that Im with currently ran in the room and threw black salt across the floor to stop the entity from being able to cross and get at me. Ive had some pretty crazy shit happen to me over the years....regarding people approaching me when I've been out an about ....like at the grocery store, etc.... that have said some pretty weird stuff....always about spirituality....and the funny thing about that is it was before the first awakening I had ....so it always left me in this dumbfounded state......trying to make sense of what the hell just happened. My grandmother used to say "this to shall pass" ...im trying like hell to not cry right now .....life has been rough lately....listening to you helps so much.......this was incredible....thank you so very much for everything you do. It is appreciated more than you know....
Pile 1. I haven't finished the reading yet but alot of it sounds so much like my current self and current life. I don't really believe in reincarnation but if its real, I guess cycles repeat to a point.
I needed to be reminded not to worry, surrender is serving me well, but it's taken years of hard to get to this. She *is* the key. I seem like i'm the key to mine and everybody else's lives sometimes, and I suppose I am, but my life path is calling me, and the start of this one has a name and a face and is so close now. Thanks always for channelling the goods
Pile #2 ❤ It's funny how we are led to watch these at a certain time. I was so excited when I saw this live was coming & then when I joined, I kept getting interrupted & didn't feel connected to the options. Enter in several days & life experiences & then I looked again & knew instantly which was my pile. ❤
Omg pile one this is my life and past life regression showed im living a similar life out esp karmic with my mother. I was killed in it as well. I have taurus moon conj lilith and north node. But i am a saturn in Scorpio 1h conj Scorpio rising. And pluto conj SN Scorpio 12h. I get projected on a ton and bring out peoples lower energies when I just try to be kind. I’ve learned a lot of hard lessons.
Pile 2, yes my problem is acceptence. About the twinflames, twinflames main purpose is to accept and love yourself unconditonally, connected by spiritual. It supposed to make you feel free & content within yourself, isnt that tf force to be together its more like with/ without each other by side we are still connected together because we are one, & only by heal ourself & love ourself then we both heal. Eventhough many people want tf connection, experience it & talk about it its different. Too many happy delulu & obsession in that when tf is far from it. Thank you for your reading, May God Bless You 💗
I watched pile 1 and 2. I deeply resonate with the plutonic themes of pile one I have pluto in the 4th house and pluto was transiting my 5th house for the majortity of my childhood and I am currently going to college on my pluto line. Which has been incredibly confronting and required to recognize my power by stripping everything else away. But Pile 2 is why I commented, First off I have this deck and agape was the first card I pulled from it. I bought it with money I got from donating plasama. The card inspired my first tattoo. The water has always been my greatest love. My family outings growing up would consist of going into nature and I would fight them tooth and nail. I was resistant. This resitance would reveal itself either before we left for our trip or, if I tried be good and supress my anxiety it would creep up mid hike. It was frustrating for everyone, but Then we would arrive at the river. As soon as I touched the river I would meet with unbridled joy. My spirit would shed all of its heaviness and I was free. It awakened this profound happiness and peace in me. All of the tension and pain of before was surrendered. It would take all of my willpower to not fully submerse myself. This has been main access to natural bodies of water. I have only been to the ocean three times in my life. The summer I had left college my family flew to california it had been a horrible day and our hotel wasnt ready and we stopped at the beach. I was close to melting down complelty. I was feeling hateful ( which is a very uncommon emotion for me, I tend to be able to keep a clear head about things and realize that if I am negatively about another it is projection). I went to the water because I remembered its care. I became the happiest person on that beach. I was fully clothed and the water was tugging at my clothes. I was in state of ecatasy.I think It is interesting both pile one and 2 have themes with the water, there is more I resonant with but this comment is quite long and I wanted to express my gratitude for water. Thank you for this reading and your work
Pile one immediately i reasoned.. And i found out my best friend is the one that is on the witch hunt..ooh and you explained my husband and our relationship perfectly. I wish i could tell you the whole story but that’s creepy so yeah😅😅 and i am terrified of swimming so that explains that cuz if i died that way i can understand that and i am taking care of my sisters twins… she passed on
Man pile one is exactly what's happening with me hard core. I'm creating at the moment and i was making a video about the beast. My initiation facing it and taming the beast and using it to build and protect society
Thank you Jess! Your messages are so helpful and insightful. I always listen to the hold thing. I also share it on Facebook all the time because if anyone else can get the same because i think that would be awesome
I wonder about pile 2 actually wondering about someone passing soon or just could be an ending of a relationship. I don't know where I'm going to go but i have v be to leave where i live. I got heart break, heart attack, death, also smelt dust hardcore last night. Today actually Pluto squares my moon exact.
oh my god. i picked pile 2 and something weird happened to me that gave me an idea that this place with a beach is my soul tribe (i really have no one but this ocean will be enough) some idea keeps on telling me im gonna meet them here but i literally met no one. i felt so at peace watching the raging waters. also another reader i chose a pile from said i will manifest best with water and i had that vision too. i thought this idea is so farfetched but you somehow and connecting other related info confirms it. my god. is this a sign to really move there???
The super sneaky arsehole is my ex partner, who I'm still recovering from. Left money and arseholery and he's still financially abusing me (court mid this year, custody bullshit), and it's why I'm living where I am. Cometh, judgement. 10 year relationship, 3 kids, that was the start of it all. I left, and I think we're going to win. We left after school one day with a full car and never went home. Freedom, abundance, it's been a long road, but god has led me every step of the way.
Pile 1 amazing reading I know who my past life was for this one and the divine masculine she got pregnant with but had to keep it a secret, pretty much I went through with my 2 kids both of their dad's had nothing to do with them married with the women they picked to be in love, yeah one chat friend too I'm thinking this is him because he'd send me photos of himself by the ocean front when he was on vacation guess if I told you who these 2 past lives are you'd never believe me, Marilyn Monroe and her lover boy JFK even had a past life meditation with him sitting by the ocean front she's walking towards him sits next to him, he puts his arms around her starts hugging her and I really felt his hug no wonder why he cried after she died
Pile 1 she died on another timeline too as an American Indian due to this man's hand. He took her son and left her to die. After the guilt was so great he killed himself. This life nothing is changed. This karmic still is there and torture this person. He was under her thumb due to business and money I believe. Only recently he began to realize his own personal power. The divine feminine is now getting on with her life and she still did not receive an apology from this person. but he is in grief - and shamed and he could not face her. as powerful as this person be I guess because he used others to boost his image thus he could not really feel deep down he has all that it takes to succeed all on his own.
dang jess! the knowledge you share and just rapid fire at us, is such a gift. it’s such a flow state! so thank you so so much for sharing! &i lost my shiz 😂 when you did that “yes he doooooes” gesticulation about the pastor and the church saying god wants you to have a private jet 🛩️ 😂 &okay but, “jess-sticulation”
Very much Marcellina the Leader of the Carpocratians. And I feel descendant of Mary and Jesus energy here strong. She’s coming up as we go into the year of The Serpentine13 thirteen. 🖤🎱🤍
Pile 1. I was wondering why it sounded more like my current life until you said there are remnants happening now. Seeing truth clearly since young, blamed by family/friends no matter how much I gave, knowing many who try to mimic me. Teared up hearing the body thrown into the water. I struggle like crazy every time I fully submerged into water since I was a kid, though I get lotsa inspiration meditating near water, and this reading seems to explain why. Thank you so much.
I picked pile 1 too and I also have issues with water. I have always hated water since I was very young, also I have almost drowned so many times its insane I am still alive.
Wow this sounds like me too. I loved water as a kid. Sending love your way!💕
Pile 1 and I started to cry unexplicably at the time you explain the DF description and how she was viewed
Pile 3 - preached loyalty, and I said ,'You don't want loyalty. You want control' *mic drop*
Pile 3. What's mind blowing is that soon after I met this guy I saw a sort of dream snippet of a past life, where he had unalived me. I mean the face was different but that was him. Your reading rings very true and unfortunately explains a lot. Thank you for being the messenger
Pile 3. Can’t tell you how much this resonates. Been so confused with what I need to do, where I need to go, what my purpose is. I’m in my early 20s living with my father who is very much this energy and I feel like I need to be away from him to see more clearly, but it also feels “hard” to leave without seeing clearly. It’s tough it’s a pickle
Pile one- I’ve always imagined I was born out of a spark, part of why I love the song “Isobel” by Bjork! This resonated with a lot of the visions I’d encountered through my own past life regressions, and analogies I’ve recently come up with to describe my birth chart. Sadly I lost my love in this life. We’d been separated for 9 years, he came back and it was a magical 5 months but he was relapsing and I lost him right next to me. I feel like he’s been on the other side holding my hand since he’s been gone. He always would say he didn’t deserve me, and I hope if he’s close he can now understand how much I love him because I really don’t think he did. You’re awesome, thank you for this ❤
Ps-it’s crazy that you used the phrase “butt hurt” cause that was definitely a phrase we both really liked to use and it was kind of thing between us.
Pps- I’m rolling my eyes at how long my comment is lol
Pile 2 Emotion is originally by the Bee Gees not Destiny's child. Ty ❤
Pile 1
Thanks jess. You have always managed to bring out what's really inside of me clearly n helps me confirms my confusions n doubt of what I really really wanted for myself leading me to myself. Thank you.
Pile 2, 6 year old me should not have been waiting for my love to come and rescue me. I still miss someone I've never met and lovers being separated hits me the hardest in movies and books. I have never felt that love with anyone, but I know it exists...only thing is I have an aversion to the sea and water. Deep fear of the depths, even struggle with the shower sometimes just the initial feeling of getting wet, then after that it's amazing....leaving my husband was terrible and is very similar to what's described here.
To be fair, Disney did our generation in with that rescuing plot 😅☠️ you've got this, mama
@@kirstieperez2704haha I agree’! 😅 it gave us hope to continue on though atleast for me - I think it helped me during childhood so it did what it needed to at the time
Six year old me was waiting for that person too. I hope you’re giving yourself grace ❤ we did what we need to survive. I’m sorry about the heartbreak and the pain. Sending love your way!
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Pile 2. I used to walk along the beach a lot and stare across in the direction that my twin was, on her beach. She wasn't worth it, but that's where my heart was. That's as far as I've gotten, but I had to start with that. I've been so ill for a few years that all I've been able to do anywhere is sit on my bed and develop my spiritual skills, and so I did, and I swam in the beach for the first time last summer. This is me this lifetime, though, I'm living it now. But this lifetime, I was sent two.
I should start a new comment instead of just editing again, but in my mind's eye all I used to see was me pulling my twin from the water and trying to get her breathing again, and in the end, she didn't. During the entire thing she did, but at the end of it all, in my 5D, she was dead. I sang sacred music over her in a church. She's not dead in the 3D; her and her massive sunglasses drove past in a car owned by Caiaphus's work. Winning at life, clearly.
WOW Jess! I actually had a session at The Brian Weiss Institute with Dr Lita Sonpal in Miami over 20 years ago. I was in my early 20's after reading the book. It changed my life. Did not think it would work. Too head strong. WRONG!! I felt and experienced EVERYTHING! I was in the holocaust felt the dirt on legs cramped in a train car, heard the screams, felt the pain of not knowing where my husband, was holding my daughter's hand, looking up through slats near the roof. I was white. My name was Ana. I remember her eyes and dark hair. Another life I was a boy that was on the beach on an island with my father and sister and I drowned. It explained soooo much! We recorded the session. I have never played it to this day. I was soaked in tears. Then my jewish boyfriend took me to see Schindler's List. And we had to leave. He was shocked it affected me more than him. Can't write it...........
I'm just getting started still in pile one but definitely me lol. My ascendant and sun are Mula which Claire Nakti's Videos say is Belle and it absolutely fits me. But i got Mercury in Jyestha. People basically think I'm nuts but the ones who really get to know me love me but been tricked betrayed and attacked in every way throughout my life
holy shiz as always so accurate and on point, and detailed, thank you so much 💜 what a blessing you are for anyone that encounters this cannel 🙏
Pile one: D9: Venus in Scorpio (Annurada) 1st house. D1: ketu and stellum in cancer 1st house. Thank you.
#3 is very interesting regarding mars and masculine energy. I have mars 27 degrees Scorpio and I find men are often unconsciously intimidated by me. This person withholds compliments because they feel the need to keep me down. ( breadcrumbing you mentioned) Very much my father and my partner. They have one standard for me which is far higher than their standard for everyone else. Very past life Dojo energy
Pile 1! My chart is so riddled with hard pluto aspects and to top it off my ketu is in mrigashira rahu in jyestha. Power hungry ppl come to me like moths to a flame. Still trying to protect myself psychically. ❤
God… pile 1 and that princess Diana quote- I literally posted that recently on my Facebook page and it has been stuck in my mind
My astrology chart tells me “Beware of water”- I have always wondered what it meant- now I know HOLY SH *T!!!! THIS! I never even met the group in person- just my divine masculine in this life- I had no idea what was going on behind the scenes but that hit hard- clarified everything
Pile 2. Jess I have the chills! I’m always soaking in epsom salt(nightly) and growing up, my family wasn’t close to God. Dad made it known. I would try every Saturday to stay with a friend so I could go to church and if I couldn’t I would sneak out on Sundays to go to church. I have always wondered why I’m so close to God. It makes sense now. I’m extremely close to him. On another reading I was told I had someone die in my past life and he was in the military. She said I really loved him and he died young. I always feel like I’m held down and I just want to be wild and free lol.This is so crazy!!!!
sameeee!!! i always wanted to go to church when i was a child. but i practically raised myself and i had severe anxiety but i still tried to go. i just felt disappointed with church religious people over and over again.
was the reader Jewlia?
Pile 2. you were mentioning salt and from my childhood I always loved salt, I salt EVERYTHING, I love taste of salt:D
Pile 1: This was a personal reading. There were so many confirmations to my own messages. I am in awe of you. Thank you for being you. ❤❤❤
Thank you. Pile 1. Just had my daughter two days ago. I think she is the catalyst for him finally stepping out of his fear and insecurities and move into his masculinity. He has all the tools if he would just believe ya know. We shall see. If not, I will be moving into my power and find my happiness. My whole life I've beeb surrounded by truly cruel individuals. My spiritual awakening was insane and happened these past two years. Its been a wild 29 years. My goodness. But I am thankful for it all. I intuitively know its time for ne to move into my peaceful era. Alone or not.
Thanks. ❤❤ this is so resonant 🥹🥹🥹🥹 everything is as it should be indeed. This is such a blessing thank you
Thank you!!!!!!🙏 💕✨
I fell in a river on his birthday and it woke me up.
Just now seeing this video....pile 2....the lost love part in the beginning....... I tattooed "Lost My Love " on myself ....I lost a boyfriend of 5 years to suicide in 2006...and the connection to the ocean and what you said about salt water being healing .....my jaw hit the floor....after he died I moved back down to the beach where I grew up and started to go out in the water and just float in the waves.....I told my mom that I felt like the salt water cleared my skin and was so healing and helped me feel better.....so I went everyday for almost 2 years to go out in the water.....I also just had a really weird vivid dream about black salt.....was not a very positive dream though....there was something in the room I was in.....and my BF that Im with currently ran in the room and threw black salt across the floor to stop the entity from being able to cross and get at me. Ive had some pretty crazy shit happen to me over the years....regarding people approaching me when I've been out an about ....like at the grocery store, etc.... that have said some pretty weird stuff....always about spirituality....and the funny thing about that is it was before the first awakening I had ....so it always left me in this dumbfounded state......trying to make sense of what the hell just happened. My grandmother used to say "this to shall pass" ...im trying like hell to not cry right now .....life has been rough lately....listening to you helps so much.......this was incredible....thank you so very much for everything you do. It is appreciated more than you know....
Pile 1. I haven't finished the reading yet but alot of it sounds so much like my current self and current life. I don't really believe in reincarnation but if its real, I guess cycles repeat to a point.
I needed to be reminded not to worry, surrender is serving me well, but it's taken years of hard to get to this. She *is* the key. I seem like i'm the key to mine and everybody else's lives sometimes, and I suppose I am, but my life path is calling me, and the start of this one has a name and a face and is so close now. Thanks always for channelling the goods
Pile #2 ❤ It's funny how we are led to watch these at a certain time. I was so excited when I saw this live was coming & then when I joined, I kept getting interrupted & didn't feel connected to the options. Enter in several days & life experiences & then I looked again & knew instantly which was my pile. ❤
Omg pile one this is my life and past life regression showed im living a similar life out esp karmic with my mother. I was killed in it as well. I have taurus moon conj lilith and north node. But i am a saturn in Scorpio 1h conj Scorpio rising. And pluto conj SN Scorpio 12h. I get projected on a ton and bring out peoples lower energies when I just try to be kind. I’ve learned a lot of hard lessons.
wow. Thanks for the Four Dharma Seals. So correct.
Pile 2, yes my problem is acceptence. About the twinflames, twinflames main purpose is to accept and love yourself unconditonally, connected by spiritual. It supposed to make you feel free & content within yourself, isnt that tf force to be together its more like with/ without each other by side we are still connected together because we are one, & only by heal ourself & love ourself then we both heal. Eventhough many people want tf connection, experience it & talk about it its different. Too many happy delulu & obsession in that when tf is far from it.
Thank you for your reading, May God Bless You 💗
I watched pile 1 and 2. I deeply resonate with the plutonic themes of pile one I have pluto in the 4th house and pluto was transiting my 5th house for the majortity of my childhood and I am currently going to college on my pluto line. Which has been incredibly confronting and required to recognize my power by stripping everything else away. But Pile 2 is why I commented, First off I have this deck and agape was the first card I pulled from it. I bought it with money I got from donating plasama. The card inspired my first tattoo. The water has always been my greatest love. My family outings growing up would consist of going into nature and I would fight them tooth and nail. I was resistant. This resitance would reveal itself either before we left for our trip or, if I tried be good and supress my anxiety it would creep up mid hike. It was frustrating for everyone, but Then we would arrive at the river. As soon as I touched the river I would meet with unbridled joy. My spirit would shed all of its heaviness and I was free. It awakened this profound happiness and peace in me. All of the tension and pain of before was surrendered. It would take all of my willpower to not fully submerse myself. This has been main access to natural bodies of water. I have only been to the ocean three times in my life. The summer I had left college my family flew to california it had been a horrible day and our hotel wasnt ready and we stopped at the beach. I was close to melting down complelty. I was feeling hateful ( which is a very uncommon emotion for me, I tend to be able to keep a clear head about things and realize that if I am negatively about another it is projection). I went to the water because I remembered its care. I became the happiest person on that beach. I was fully clothed and the water was tugging at my clothes. I was in state of ecatasy.I think It is interesting both pile one and 2 have themes with the water, there is more I resonant with but this comment is quite long and I wanted to express my gratitude for water. Thank you for this reading and your work
Pile 2 doesn't feel like a past lifetime. It feels like the past of my current lifetime. 😭
I’m so sorry for your loss, that must be so hard 💕
HOLY SHIT..... THATS MY EYE, MY STORY, And it reflects in my music, and my twin flame WOOOOOW CHIILLSSSSSS
MAN!!!!!!!! JESS YOU ARE DANG GOOD!!!! WHEW sometimes its scary.... but sooooo good😮😂
❤ Thank You!
Pile # 2, The Count of Monte Crisco was the story you mentioned.
Yes! That’s the one!
Pile one immediately i reasoned.. And i found out my best friend is the one that is on the witch hunt..ooh and you explained my husband and our relationship perfectly. I wish i could tell you the whole story but that’s creepy so yeah😅😅 and i am terrified of swimming so that explains that cuz if i died that way i can understand that and i am taking care of my sisters twins… she passed on
You’re amazing and your energy is amazing ❤ thank you so much for these words of gold✨
Man pile one is exactly what's happening with me hard core. I'm creating at the moment and i was making a video about the beast. My initiation facing it and taming the beast and using it to build and protect society
same boat here
@@redefinedliving5974 crazy
😂😂😂 if he ever shows up again, I'm going to tell him that you said he has to write a dissertation in order to get back into my energy.
Thank you spirit for guiding and teaching me 🙏🏽
Thank you Jess! Your messages are so helpful and insightful. I always listen to the hold thing. I also share it on Facebook all the time because if anyone else can get the same because i think that would be awesome
Pile 1 - guess who’s about to have Pluto conjunct Venus for about 2 years (on and off bc of retrogrades). Any life advice lol?
Omg SO resonant pile 2 !! Damn Jess…
OMGEEEEEZE.. I love the Dr Brian Weiss in ACCIDENTLY discovered past life regressions. So cool you are talking about this.
Jess. Pile 2.. i feel like im walking this path now. Again?.. Strange
My Venus is also in Scorpio both Vedic and Western. Also have Items conjuct it in Scorpio in Western
Uranus not items
What if I feel like I'm repeating this now?
I chose Pile 2. The moment I hit the like button 501 likes, you literally said May 1. #confirmation ❤
I wonder about pile 2 actually wondering about someone passing soon or just could be an ending of a relationship. I don't know where I'm going to go but i have v be to leave where i live. I got heart break, heart attack, death, also smelt dust hardcore last night. Today actually Pluto squares my moon exact.
The movie: The Count of Monte Cristo? I probably spelled that wrong...
1 is literally me yep
Pile 3, thank´s!
just sinking into the depths of the water to think as the waves crash over me
oh my god. i picked pile 2 and something weird happened to me that gave me an idea that this place with a beach is my soul tribe (i really have no one but this ocean will be enough) some idea keeps on telling me im gonna meet them here but i literally met no one. i felt so at peace watching the raging waters. also another reader i chose a pile from said i will manifest best with water and i had that vision too. i thought this idea is so farfetched but you somehow and connecting other related info confirms it. my god. is this a sign to really move there???
Big big love to you jess ❤❤
Pile 3.
Love blessings and thank you beautiful ❤
The super sneaky arsehole is my ex partner, who I'm still recovering from. Left money and arseholery and he's still financially abusing me (court mid this year, custody bullshit), and it's why I'm living where I am. Cometh, judgement. 10 year relationship, 3 kids, that was the start of it all. I left, and I think we're going to win. We left after school one day with a full car and never went home. Freedom, abundance, it's been a long road, but god has led me every step of the way.
Pile 2 - 1:00:36
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Pile 2 is me.
Pile 1 amazing reading I know who my past life was for this one and the divine masculine she got pregnant with but had to keep it a secret, pretty much I went through with my 2 kids both of their dad's had nothing to do with them married with the women they picked to be in love, yeah one chat friend too I'm thinking this is him because he'd send me photos of himself by the ocean front when he was on vacation guess if I told you who these 2 past lives are you'd never believe me, Marilyn Monroe and her lover boy JFK even had a past life meditation with him sitting by the ocean front she's walking towards him sits next to him, he puts his arms around her starts hugging her and I really felt his hug no wonder why he cried after she died
the ending 😮💨
Susie Creamcheese has now become Soap Sally.
Pile 1 she died on another timeline too as an American Indian due to this man's hand. He took her son and left her to die. After the guilt was so great he killed himself. This life nothing is changed. This karmic still is there and torture this person. He was under her thumb due to business and money I believe. Only recently he began to realize his own personal power. The divine feminine is now getting on with her life and she still did not receive an apology from this person. but he is in grief - and shamed and he could not face her. as powerful as this person be I guess because he used others to boost his image thus he could not really feel deep down he has all that it takes to succeed all on his own.
1. Bingo. Bravo❤
Pile 2 🙏🏼💜
Sorry not sure why I think my gpay was cancelled
Pile 2
My ma always told me “marry for money and you’ll earn every penny”
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Destiny child song is a remake
Pile 3 1:41:45
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O 39:21 been there 39:28 u kill me 39:39 omg , my b
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dang jess! the knowledge you share and just rapid fire at us, is such a gift. it’s such a flow state! so thank you so so much for sharing!
&i lost my shiz 😂 when you did that “yes he doooooes” gesticulation about the pastor and the church saying god wants you to have a private jet 🛩️ 😂
&okay but, “jess-sticulation”
Great Southern Land/
Land Down Under....
Stralia Mate at this very point ...WA x😝😋😂💕🫶x
Very much Marcellina the Leader of the Carpocratians. And I feel descendant of Mary and Jesus energy here strong. She’s coming up as we go into the year of The Serpentine13 thirteen. 🖤🎱🤍
Pile 2