BEXEY - LETTER TO PEEP [Prod. Despair Shiro] [LYRICS]

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  • Rest in peace, Peep
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  • @PatoNoob
    @PatoNoob  6 ปีที่แล้ว +6501

    I can feel the pain in your voice...

    • @notmindless3804
      @notmindless3804 6 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      PatoNoob hes fake and useing this song as a way to gain popularity. People disgust me.

    • @PatoNoob
      @PatoNoob  6 ปีที่แล้ว +190

      Are you sure about that?

    • @joddehehe2825
      @joddehehe2825 6 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      He wasn't dead on the bus tho.

    • @tweektweak1795
      @tweektweak1795 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Joddelito pettersson this is not...good

    • @idontwantone132
      @idontwantone132 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      PatoNoob nah this is him trying too hard

  • @soundhound2188
    @soundhound2188 5 ปีที่แล้ว +249

    “Everyone you warned me about now claiming they miss you” 😥

    • @heatherkoolaid
      @heatherkoolaid 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Wish he would list those people

    • @soundhound2188
      @soundhound2188 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@heatherkoolaid same 👀

    • @Nate___
      @Nate___ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      He was one of those people...

    • @ray-xq2jx
      @ray-xq2jx 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Nate___he kinda wasn’t tho they partly got listed but got away with it bc no one cared

    • @ray-xq2jx
      @ray-xq2jx 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ⁠@@heatherkoolaidone that sort of got listed was Mackned

  • @hellbxbyy2702
    @hellbxbyy2702 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1040

    “Gus, what’s it like up there, man? I wanna join ya.” Same 💔☹️

  • @DobiSclavelu
    @DobiSclavelu 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1355

    the sadness in his voice..

    • @lilmoses6861
      @lilmoses6861 5 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      The fakeness*

    • @pinkwitchblade
      @pinkwitchblade 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      @lil Moses they were friends, he loses his friend... what is ur Problem...

    • @lilmoses6861
      @lilmoses6861 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@pinkwitchblade hes faking man thats my fukin problem fuk him. Long Live Peeper.

    • @chaos.p1xie
      @chaos.p1xie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      @@lilmoses6861 can you just calm the fuck down? They knew each other way before fame and were practically brothers. Stop ruining other peoples emotions

    • @lilmoses6861
      @lilmoses6861 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      That's why your supposed to keep an eye on each other u dumb fuck. 💜

  • @AprilScreamzSilence
    @AprilScreamzSilence 5 ปีที่แล้ว +559

    Runaway make friends with the moon. Why you tripping you'll be with your friends soon.
    RIP lil bo peep. Your music and spirit will forever ring.

    • @mariamarquez4357
      @mariamarquez4357 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Life hits different :(

    • @jessicapreece8642
      @jessicapreece8642 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@mariamarquez4357 i wanna die fr

    • @eiima192
      @eiima192 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jessicapreece8642 u okay darlin

    • @GoofySillyGoose
      @GoofySillyGoose 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jessicapreece8642 you’re okay chill the hell out

    • @Ruby-hl6zz
      @Ruby-hl6zz 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      «I think imma die alone inside my room »

  • @amandadawn1173
    @amandadawn1173 6 ปีที่แล้ว +824

    I swear I'm 34 years old and I don't think I've ever felt the pain through someone's voice like I do when I heard this for the first time. This pain in this man is so deep. I hope his friends and family are holding him close right now. He needs it. WOW!! I am truly speechless. All this hate I see on the comments and on other social media sites towards this man is disgusting at the very least. Put yourself in his shoes!! Put yourself on that tour bus. It was no secret that this was normal for them. Not only does he say it on this song but Peep had SO MANY videos of himself taking different pills. The fact his buddy thought he was "passed out" and took that video was only a joke. Something to show Peep later. Yet, people are being so mean to him. Bullying isn't ok. For any reason... Keep your head up sweetie. This to shall pass is something my grandma always told me. She also said that to me the day she died. She didn't want me to be sad about her leaving. I'm sure Peep wouldn't want his best friend upset... Nor would he want the whole world being mean and bulling that meant so much to him. Do better world 💖🖤💖🖤💖🖤

    • @jg8952
      @jg8952 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Amanda Dawn Couldn't have said it better myself honey. RIP PEEP an sendin all my love to him, his family and his REAL friends. 💔 The hate is disgusting and breaks my heart. WTF up with some people? ♥♥😢

    • @amandadawn1173
      @amandadawn1173 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Loki HL This world we live in is so cold. This is a man who has struggled with substance abuse, being (what he says) a loner, struggles with depression, an introvert and at times suicidal. He just lost his very best friend. And on top of all that he had/has the internet bulling him. It broke my heart. I I couldn't imagine losing my best friend and having to deal with what this man was dealing with. I really did mean it when I say I have never felt pain so deep just through somebody's voice. That was a new experience for me. A horrible experience but an experience none the less. Thank you for your comment though it is nice to know that I'm not the only one that felt that way.
      💔😢🙅‍♀️💔😒☹️

    • @sky-mt3vq
      @sky-mt3vq 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      gay

    • @amandadawn1173
      @amandadawn1173 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Geo Me? I'm assuming you calling me gay?

    • @TheGaryAir
      @TheGaryAir 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Very well said, there's enough hate already in this world.

  • @ges2146
    @ges2146 4 ปีที่แล้ว +135

    its crazy how far bexey has come since he released this, He is still releasing music to this day and has grown a lot as a person. Peep would be proud.

  • @yallhearsumn6398
    @yallhearsumn6398 5 ปีที่แล้ว +631

    I can’t even imagine loosing someone as important to me as peep was to bexey.

    • @GameAssassin777
      @GameAssassin777 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Well i did, its fkin worse than anything

    • @TreyFiveNine
      @TreyFiveNine 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      You don’t want to. I lost my mother a year ago. And the pain never eases. Not a day goes by i don’t advise people to hold their loved ones as close as possible, you never truly know when it’s their time.

    • @localgothboi1026
      @localgothboi1026 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i can't imagine either, thats because nobody in my life is important. nobody has loved me, and nobody will. my ex asked to see my arms when i said i thought i was going to bleed out, she never told me to stop. she told me to choke myself so i could go to sleep. she didnt care, and she only said she loved me when i bought her shit.

    • @leaftube9323
      @leaftube9323 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Insanee Pain nothing’s worse than losing a friend

    • @lilmoses6861
      @lilmoses6861 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh STFU

  • @Yuki-kh6mc
    @Yuki-kh6mc 5 ปีที่แล้ว +288

    Going into 2019 still 🌹💔

  • @Scumcult666
    @Scumcult666 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1204

    Death is an illusion. “Ash is our purest form” peep once said. Remember? Just because he is gone from the physical world we all occupy, does not mean he isn’t “here”. Energy never dies. It never stops. Our souls are infinite. We go on. I miss peep every single day. But I listen to his music, and just like that he’s sill with me. With us. He lives through his sound. Through the wavelengths of each song. Gus will always be in my heart. And I know for a fact, I will get to meet him someday. And tell him all the things he has done for me, and many others personally. I smile, and share his music, and who he was to everyone around me. He is now his purest form. And we will all keep him alive.

    • @animepussy8356
      @animepussy8356 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I get what you're saying....his "spirit" will always be around aslong as we are playing his music, but he won't :(
      He got cremated, so I guess "ash is our purest form" makes sense. RIP Peep.

    • @COURTsaysSCREAM
      @COURTsaysSCREAM 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      this is no doubt not only the best comment on this video, but probably the best reply when it comes to peepers passing away. it makes sense. every word of it. and it's all 100% truth. 💕☄

    • @rubenferreira3861
      @rubenferreira3861 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Deep stuff bro

    • @tylerpoole9350
      @tylerpoole9350 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      If you recognize what is inside of you....you'll realize that peep and you aren't very different, just in form. Not in soul. The same light in his eyes is the same light in your eyes.

    • @jessetorres2693
      @jessetorres2693 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Shane Arellano you're so spot on man. I can't wait to meet him someday too

  • @babydino3o321
    @babydino3o321 5 ปีที่แล้ว +846

    He sounds like he is crying but holding it in

    • @lilmoses6861
      @lilmoses6861 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Nah mate

    • @champkmaq7510
      @champkmaq7510 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      He is a very good actor. You would know this if met him in person or seen him live

    • @lilmoses6861
      @lilmoses6861 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Stfu

    • @fantasy_4772
      @fantasy_4772 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@champkmaq7510 why would he act like he is crying you honestely dont know anything about their friendship so just stop allrady

    • @antonionsfw
      @antonionsfw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i don't think so man.

  • @lilshelbz9136
    @lilshelbz9136 6 ปีที่แล้ว +378

    Here i am again.. playing this song... few more months will be a year since Gus died.. im still heartbroken... My heart aches so much for bexey ... and others specially after yesterday and X's death...

    • @angeloco2608
      @angeloco2608 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Ye man. a few days till a year. Still thinkin about it. Why gus? What did he do wrong. He was a real angel.
      Legends never die!
      Stay strong. Cowys2 is almost here
      Love

    • @g3wb
      @g3wb 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i just wanna hug peep and bexey and tracy rite now

    • @angeloco2608
      @angeloco2608 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@g3wb me too. I would trade ny life for gus

    • @sqazaplaza3868
      @sqazaplaza3868 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Don't worry man Gus little peepers is okay and his energy is everywhere and we will never die we all live through each other the world needs to wake up but the corporate f**** and all the social media distorts our minds and calcifies our pineal gland and the store says from seeing the true beauty and knowing that all of our brothers and sisters bleed the same color all these idiots doing mass shootings and s*** they need to wake up and realize that they're killing their own family love is the only thing that defeats the demons keep Love in Your Heart y'all and stay up big dog rip little peepers... Sincerely s q a Z a p l a z a... Out

    • @sqazaplaza3868
      @sqazaplaza3868 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Don't let your vision be distorted love defeats the demons rip Little peepers I love you big Dawg... ;-)

  • @KandiKidd1738
    @KandiKidd1738 6 ปีที่แล้ว +367

    "I Didn't Know That You Was Dead Man, As If I Woulda Recorded." 😭

    • @fzrsen1785
      @fzrsen1785 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Shane Jordan yes that soo sad 😢😢😢

    • @FLOW505.
      @FLOW505. 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      He knew he was dead tf bruh he ran wtf

    • @GORDIIS
      @GORDIIS 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Josh sykes no shut the fuck up

    • @davidburleson7491
      @davidburleson7491 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      He did Kno he was dead.....hell look hard on TH-cam somebody recorded him dead hours before bexey did.....bexey knew ...

    • @GORDIIS
      @GORDIIS 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@davidburleson7491 no I don't believe that

  • @darkobunnybabe
    @darkobunnybabe 6 ปีที่แล้ว +228

    Have listened to this multiple times and it still makes me tear up. As a fan, Peep helped me when I was dealing with bouts of depression, the days that I could hardly leave my bed or get dressed or eat. I feel so fucked up and sad, I can't imagine what it's like for the people who were close to him like Bexey.
    Gus, I hope you're resting easy knowing the legacy you left behind.💔💕

    • @andreramirez4726
      @andreramirez4726 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Perfectly said 🙏🏻

    • @Ab-bd2un
      @Ab-bd2un 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Damn it makes me not feel so alone knowing I'm not the only person in the world than can barely get out of bed from depression.

    • @darkobunnybabe
      @darkobunnybabe 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      A b trust me, you're definitely not alone. It's such an isolated feeling though

  • @zhidneysilvestre2965
    @zhidneysilvestre2965 4 ปีที่แล้ว +286

    Who's still listening to this in quarantine?
    2020 and I'm still sad hearing this

    • @BoNiToR92
      @BoNiToR92 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Don't be SAD

    • @shizuku.444
      @shizuku.444 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      same.

    • @chebowes6278
      @chebowes6278 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      it dont matter if the world goes haywire at any time i'll always be listening to peeps music no matter what 💔💔

    • @qc100_7
      @qc100_7 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I can’t believe he gone man 😞❤️

    • @qc100_7
      @qc100_7 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lil High same love his music

  • @braxtonbrock2272
    @braxtonbrock2272 6 ปีที่แล้ว +670

    I feel the pain in his voice and can tell he deeply regrets recording gus

    • @joddehehe2825
      @joddehehe2825 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      They were bros ofc he's sad about that

    • @lilmoses6861
      @lilmoses6861 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      💩

    • @sqazaplaza2402
      @sqazaplaza2402 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bexey killed peep

    • @xandrakarner7534
      @xandrakarner7534 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      SqAza PlAza bexy didn’t kill peep, peep died from a accidental drug overdose that was peeps own fault

    • @MinecraftCreeper909
      @MinecraftCreeper909 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Xandra Karner wasn’t an OD it was laced roxies

  • @Yellow1337
    @Yellow1337 6 ปีที่แล้ว +951

    I hope, Gustav has found peace for his soul.

    • @PanSpacja
      @PanSpacja 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Mój pies ma na imię Gustaw

    • @Yellow1337
      @Yellow1337 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Mój Gustaw ma na imię Lil Peep

    • @MultiVersusEdits
      @MultiVersusEdits 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You never know until you die...

    • @Crematedgarden
      @Crematedgarden 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      If there's a God... then he had to have.

    • @mfwr
      @mfwr 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Tu Papi glad I'm not the only person who remembers that

  • @Kategan
    @Kategan 6 ปีที่แล้ว +621

    It's December and I still can't get over Lil Peep's death.

    • @Dirt_Worm
      @Dirt_Worm 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Kategan me too...

    • @ionutpetrache2131
      @ionutpetrache2131 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Kategan I feel you

    • @icanseeyouinmyeyes9904
      @icanseeyouinmyeyes9904 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Whenever I listen to his music. Makes me cry. Because I know that I will never hear his beautiful voice again.

    • @kennedyzell4054
      @kennedyzell4054 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kategan I can't either, I'm really about to cry right now, and, I've listened to this song so many times, it's unbelievable, OMG 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔

    • @jessewebster6121
      @jessewebster6121 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same bro.

  • @terranceduncan123
    @terranceduncan123 4 ปีที่แล้ว +426

    I think bexey was the only person peep really had on his side when he passed a lot of the others was around for the perks but I think Tracy really cared for him until he blew up then he got a lil jealous. Just my opinion

    • @danmartin4910
      @danmartin4910 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Tracy and makkonen?

    • @Wallad
      @Wallad 4 ปีที่แล้ว +90

      tracy and peep fell out because of the awful things video, tracy felt he didn’t get enough time on camera . he later said he was so high he could barely move and felt bad for getting upset over it

    • @KryptonZombie132
      @KryptonZombie132 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Joe Eve they fell out cuz the label separated them and told peep he was the star and that gbc was a leech to his success

    • @DumpsterFire96
      @DumpsterFire96 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      KryptonZombie132 Which, to be fair, a lot of people in GBC were leaching off of Peep. Not Tracy, Bexey, or Coldy, but there were plenty of people who were living off his success

    • @user-gi3cp4wf2j
      @user-gi3cp4wf2j 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@DumpsterFire96 and smokeasac

  • @Aurora-gs2mz
    @Aurora-gs2mz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    15 months man, and I'm still crying my eyes out 😭
    Rip peep🐣💔
    Gothboiclique till my soul take🖤

    • @gabrysiamaroszyk
      @gabrysiamaroszyk 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      25 months:((

    • @saturnboof7590
      @saturnboof7590 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      28 months

    • @nia3186
      @nia3186 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aurora gbc let peep die :/

    • @taken5533
      @taken5533 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nia3186 I agree with that but i still respect the real ones,Tracy,Cold Hart,Horse head and Wicca. Rest of them were dickriding with Lil Peeps fame.

    • @nia3186
      @nia3186 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      taken thats right^^ I also love cold hart, tracy, horse head but like I really don’t like gbc and Gus also wanted to leave it and thats pretty sad in my opinion :/

  • @Dark-xs5lf
    @Dark-xs5lf 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1642

    Going into 2018 still sad af about his death, he helped me through so much I wish I could trade my life for his he had a purpose.

    • @warlordeve2595
      @warlordeve2595 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      L E T M E B L E E D and yours didn’t??

    • @madlenahr6806
      @madlenahr6806 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      L E T M E B L E E D same tbh

    • @remAor
      @remAor 6 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      You have purpose, even if you don't see it. I do. Cheer up mate, life gets better.
      - total stranger

    • @jayisduhfknmanbtch6596
      @jayisduhfknmanbtch6596 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      what he said

    • @dakotafugate25
      @dakotafugate25 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I know I’m a total stranger but,your life don’t?! Dude everyone’s life is important and everyone has a purpose for living,cheer up. I miss Peep too,and I would trade my life for his..but you need to remember,everyone is on this world for a reason.

  • @BManStan1991
    @BManStan1991 6 ปีที่แล้ว +440

    Feels like it just happened yesterday.

    • @nicholassantos6533
      @nicholassantos6533 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Do you know de wae huah spi

    • @viltsu7635
      @viltsu7635 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Igniting Mental Fires still💔

  • @datboibarlos6766
    @datboibarlos6766 5 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    Peep wouldn’t blame you. He’ll always forgive you.
    I didn’t listen to his music before but may Gus rest in peace.

    • @saltymellow7838
      @saltymellow7838 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hate everyone who’s saying it’s his fault, peep wouldn’t have wanted that. He would want us to comfort him and let him grieve instead of being assholes to him

    • @caryptic6684
      @caryptic6684 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      It’s not his fault, because peep probably would’ve OD’d eventually with all the drugs he took, but I still can never forgive what Bexey did… peep was on the back of the bus with his head up, mouth open, and eyes closed. Clearly fucked up on something, and Bexey didn’t have one thought saying “maybe I should check on peep he hasn’t said nothing for a couple hours” ? Saddening shit man

  • @supremebapehype3401
    @supremebapehype3401 5 ปีที่แล้ว +379

    I miss my fucking best friend, he passed away two days ago... 3/4/19 Rest in peace buddy I miss you.

    • @crybaby6987
      @crybaby6987 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Supreme Bape Hype OMFG IM CRYING 😭
      REST IN PEACE
      YOUR BEST FRIEND WILL LIVE FOREVER IN YOUR HEART,IM SO SAD BRAH💔

    • @GameAssassin777
      @GameAssassin777 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      rip , hope he will be fine , i lost my best friend bout almost 5 years ago and it still hurts like the first day.

    • @fever_spike
      @fever_spike 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Supreme Bape Hype Sincerest condolences to you on your loss.

    • @pazaw7358
      @pazaw7358 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      i feel this so much.. my best friend killed himself last year on August 28th and it still feels so unreal

    • @tomasrohr7417
      @tomasrohr7417 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@pazaw7358 my gf did too, a bit over a year ago..

  • @MemoriesWithMarley
    @MemoriesWithMarley 6 ปีที่แล้ว +313

    Ah this is hurting my heart... I hope bexey and everyone close to him is handling this the best they can.. I’m so sad... love you peep

  • @gunnertherunner4568
    @gunnertherunner4568 6 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    I wish I had a friend like peep what a cool guy the legend was
    :(

  • @Riyu0203
    @Riyu0203 5 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    This is the most painful tribute to Lil Peep that I have ever heard , I can feel your pain in these lyrics. Bexey , You just got a New Fan man , This brings so many memories back to me about my Late Mom who passed shortly after Gus did. I miss them both dearly , It always hurts losing someone to soon. My mom was only 35 with me being 17.

  • @MKARLIS
    @MKARLIS 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    The last part got me broke man, I can't imagine his pain not knowing that Peep was gone. Life is unfair.

  • @macaronicheese8721
    @macaronicheese8721 6 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    It's hard to not cry while listening to this.

    • @420trippyhippy
      @420trippyhippy 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah thats true

    • @smoresthehusky2581
      @smoresthehusky2581 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'm not a huge fan of the guy, but he has mad respect for putting out a beautiful piece of work like this.

    • @tessstewart355
      @tessstewart355 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ya. I was listening t9 thins at school and it was so hard to hold back the tears

    • @yunlldubz6ix9ine64
      @yunlldubz6ix9ine64 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Easy not to

  • @308trooper-topic5
    @308trooper-topic5 6 ปีที่แล้ว +478

    For loners like us.

    • @KoryGraphic
      @KoryGraphic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      :)

    • @Sara-vy4hm
      @Sara-vy4hm 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oohh.. Song for me :)

    • @Hhhhhhhhoo
      @Hhhhhhhhoo 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      PerkysEdits nerd ass nigga

    • @Hhhhhhhhoo
      @Hhhhhhhhoo 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      CMD cuz hes a loner lmao

    • @308trooper-topic5
      @308trooper-topic5 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Dex nothing wrong with being alone bud. Calm your ass fr

  • @xthesamesonx
    @xthesamesonx ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This song is so fucking nuts. Bexey was a legit friend to Gus and this song explains all the love and the hurt. Bless his soul.

  • @user-xu9zj4ch8s
    @user-xu9zj4ch8s 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Oh my god at the end when Bexey said "Recorded" it sounded like he was about to burst into tears. I feel so bad for Bexey, it must of been so much pain loosing a basically brother. I love you to Lil peep have a good time up there we all love you and miss you man!

    • @djusdj
      @djusdj 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      fuck bexey
      i.imgur.com/X84Xx7W.png

    • @Laura._68
      @Laura._68 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@djusdj nah fuck you

    • @prodbyfelony
      @prodbyfelony 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @McFlickers peep was one of bexeys best friends, the fact that you're saying he's happy he was recording when he walked in and he was dead is morbid. And he has a huge amount of peep fans because he is carrying on the torch, he's trying to keep his friends memory alive for as long as possible. The video ends as soon as bexey realized what was going on, and no one knows what happened immediately after, but im sure he didnt just walk away from peep and not try to save him

    • @fantasy_4772
      @fantasy_4772 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@prodbyfelony itz just sad that he got that stigma om him even friends of peep said bexey had a good influence on peep god knows if it was true but he fr didnet deserve that stigma at all

  • @LostinGame33
    @LostinGame33 6 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    I'm always here to support you, month after month and I still can't realize that this shit it's true.. so sad bro, we miss a fucking legend

  • @looseog
    @looseog 6 ปีที่แล้ว +969

    ITS Beautiful , Lil RIP

    • @KingKacperro
      @KingKacperro 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      bozy gbc kill peep

  • @blanco2k
    @blanco2k 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Half way through 2019 and I'm still 💔
    This song was so hard to listen to, you can hear the pain in Bexey😵😭

    • @sqazaplaza2402
      @sqazaplaza2402 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bexey killed peep

    • @Laura._68
      @Laura._68 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sqazaplaza2402 no he didnt shut the fuck up. Did he force him to OD? No he didnt BEXEY DIDNT KILL PEEP

  • @user-ez5xm1py6y
    @user-ez5xm1py6y 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    i miss him so much. his appearance, words, laughter, everything. listened to him since 2016 and his death broke my heart. i listened to him crying in my room thinking about ending my life, but i also listened to him on beautiful summer days looking at the sun. he was never my friend, but he was like a friend to me, this song makes me burst out in tears no matter how i feel, i just get so sad... RIP Gus.

  • @maariyah7233
    @maariyah7233 6 ปีที่แล้ว +514

    Thanks for uploading. R.I.P peep

  • @ChungLikesFlying
    @ChungLikesFlying 6 ปีที่แล้ว +224

    Lil peep till I die

    • @jessewebster6121
      @jessewebster6121 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ChungLivesMatter always brother 💯

    • @tothbence9783
      @tothbence9783 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Till WE die* ;(

    • @m_q802
      @m_q802 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Always, cept I wont be alive for another decade

    • @fantasy_4772
      @fantasy_4772 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      If they play this at my funeral i ll die a happy man⚘💖

  • @jeaneh3136
    @jeaneh3136 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    This is one of the most depressing, beautiful, emotional song I have ever heard.
    Rip lil peep

  • @soraya-3530
    @soraya-3530 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    "I held ur face took a step back nothing looked okay brother, you was shining bright now you've turned into this grey color" 💔

  • @4godprod.738
    @4godprod.738 6 ปีที่แล้ว +297

    OMG, crying

  • @carolineyep6372
    @carolineyep6372 6 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    I’ve never cried so much. It feels like an illusion.
    I miss him so much

    • @KooKaRoach727
      @KooKaRoach727 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      My heart goes out to bexey,nobody can ever imagine the pain ,and everything else he must have felt... the back handed comments.no one knows the pain he must have felt.one love people...r.i.p gus

    • @ldisab42
      @ldisab42 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bexy stay alive for me

    • @nickdoyle3950
      @nickdoyle3950 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Dont cry

  • @mariaz1394
    @mariaz1394 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I barely watch the video of him recording Peep passed away on the bus before I heard this... I just pray this guy dont hold no guilt because he probably didnt realise at the time his friend was gone. I just hope he finds peace and honor Peep, and live the live he deserves. RIP Peep.

  • @internetaccountlol3865
    @internetaccountlol3865 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song is heartbreaking fr. I love how he stayed on topic and told a story with this rap. A lot of people don't write like that anymore, and not only could you feel the words in this, I could feel the emotion in his voice. This song is powerful and has a lot of meaning. This is the first song I've heard by Bexey tbh, and i'm impressed.

  • @Zermos605
    @Zermos605 6 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    So fucking sad.. RIP lil peep

  • @AsNTeo
    @AsNTeo 6 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Rip peep, always with us. Respect from an italian fan of gus and bexey. Rip man, im crying.

    • @taze6815
      @taze6815 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      AsNTeo per sempre Lil Peep💔

  • @Raineeer
    @Raineeer 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    "Gus, what's it like up there, man? I wanna join ya" felt that😭

  • @toejam7110
    @toejam7110 5 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    Truth is I didn't listen to peep till after he died. I saw him as a gimmick but when he died of an overdose I realized he had issues I could most likely relate to. And now I play his music more than anything....
    I wish I hadn't judged him before I knew him cuz I know exactly how it feels to have others do the same too me...

    • @yycforlife5048
      @yycforlife5048 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Truth is peep made emo rap famous the guy was a fucking genius with it nobody compares to him

    • @DeadlyPunches
      @DeadlyPunches 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@yycforlife5048 well i wouldn't go that far but he made good music and it's tragic how he died

  • @CantCeaseWillB
    @CantCeaseWillB 6 ปีที่แล้ว +144

    It’s okay bexey. He loves you you’ll see him again. Don’t worry

    • @Megan-do5ox
      @Megan-do5ox 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      CantCeaseWillB hopefully not yet (not being nasty)

    • @kaemitennell3256
      @kaemitennell3256 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Goosebumps bro😢

  • @wackydaydreams6710
    @wackydaydreams6710 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I miss him... this song just keeps getting deeper

  • @josetted.3981
    @josetted.3981 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I can hear you holding back tears
    Don’t worry, I cried for you. Both of you

  • @Annak-zd4vf
    @Annak-zd4vf 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I am not a fan of his voice, but I hear pain in it and the message is beautiful. I wish great things for his gorgeous soul. Rest in peace Gus, so many miss you. People say people who discovered him after death are "fake fans" but peep would still love them and wish the best for them. I miss him so much. Rest in peace 💜💔

  • @rachetwrenchaccent8486
    @rachetwrenchaccent8486 6 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Man this shit hit me hard my heart is broken in pieces his voice is full of so much pain 😢😢😢 gus will live threw me i promise this

    • @josephineluxlux9834
      @josephineluxlux9834 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      12 year old tryna sound like a die hard peep fan

    • @chaos.p1xie
      @chaos.p1xie 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@josephineluxlux9834 what does it matter if they're 12, what does it matter if they ain't a diehard. Everyone can feel emotion, empathy and sympathy, shovelfuck.

  • @cloudsrmine
    @cloudsrmine 6 ปีที่แล้ว +115

    I'm so sorry you didn't know that he was no longer with us... You didn't know, I know you wouldn't have recorded if you knew.. You would have called 911... Hope you find some peace for yourself... the pain in your voice says it all... Gus would want you to hang in there... if you don't, he will forgive you, but you have to try... He was an angel, he's with you as you walk through this struggle. Peace to Lil' Peep.... Much love...

    • @nicksimmons9565
      @nicksimmons9565 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Even if he called 9-1-1, I don't think they would've been able to do anything. Fentanyl is a insane drug, if I'm not mistaken It is 50x more potent than heroine, it also does horrible things to your body. It is hard to recover someone from a fentanyl.

    • @catfromcentauri3762
      @catfromcentauri3762 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@nicksimmons9565 there's a drug medics carry called narcan that can snap someone out of an opiate overdose instantly. If he'd still been alive they could of tried it.
      Im just saying this so people know it's worth trying to help someone even if they're taken too much fentanyl

    • @solarpanel8195
      @solarpanel8195 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      you guys are horrrrible at reading people... horrible. I spent many years in the streets being fuckd over by various humans. I can see it all over his face- that guy KNEW peep was dead- the girl in the background also knew, you can tell by her body language- shes both shocked and comical at the same time, trying to fit in, but the human soul in her is screaming. These people are disgusting. They value nothing in life except Materials and Worship. This is satanic occult behavior 101. If you go study the satanic forces that run this earth, its amazing how their actions line up literally IDENTICAL to the actions of entertainers like this guy.... these people are disgustingly evil. Learn how to READ people, observe how they move, their actions, their body language, observe the things people speak about ina passionate manner- and the things they just shrug off... be better observers...

    • @fantasy_4772
      @fantasy_4772 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nicksimmons9565 sadly you right peep would mostlikely died anyway :( uff fuck drugs!!!! I miss peep like he helped me so mutch he still helping me even when he is dead :( luv you forever⚘💖

    • @solarpanel8195
      @solarpanel8195 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @McFlickers yes sir, you see through the bs as well!

  • @deonzbored5487
    @deonzbored5487 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I drowned in my tears I can’t take him not being here 🤕❤️

    • @elegantdisarray
      @elegantdisarray 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Every time I think about it, I cry...

  • @lilpeepislife7515
    @lilpeepislife7515 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    2020 i still cry😭

  • @kailymckenzie8647
    @kailymckenzie8647 6 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    I feel so many pains on every different levels you'll be truly missed

    • @wishmeluck4933
      @wishmeluck4933 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Shantel Kodak it's like the grief is different everyday but you still recognize it as grief.

  • @BirdWally
    @BirdWally 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    So much emotion in this letter bro. I listen to it and tear up everyday at least 70 times a day #longliveLilPeep #ripgus

    • @stacireilly1629
      @stacireilly1629 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bird Wally didn't personally know the kid but lived that life for 20 outta 34 years, so kinda know what it's like to wake up every morning and justify getting"well". I think the world is all addicted to dopamine loops exploited by r&d research!!!

  • @ffhhhbbfxfggggfdddffffffff
    @ffhhhbbfxfggggfdddffffffff 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    when you popping bars with friends and constantly doing opiates and stuff, it's a lifestyle, it's so routine and a lot of people who use are very suicidal so they don't care if their shit gets laced or they don't mind something stronger thats why they most likely didn't test their stuff ever, and honest to god ive seen loved ones sleep in that same position off drugs all the time, i would always check their breathing if i wasn't too fucked up myself. When you're on heavy amount of xanax bars you're not gonna notice shit around you or think about shit like your brother dying on you. rest in peace peep you eased my mind and took the thoughts away, never a day i'm not bumping your music. I relate so deeply and i get chills with every single song ❤️
    fr brings tears to my eyes i never got to meet u, hopefully on the other side it's real trippy and beautiful

  • @cooldadpresident1
    @cooldadpresident1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I can hear a lot of "Rage" in his voice, Its like hes going to cry but He keeps "screaming lyrics"

  • @reosan1611
    @reosan1611 6 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    im shook

  • @user-gq4fv7jt9c
    @user-gq4fv7jt9c 6 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Lil Peep 'till my soul take

  • @xTheology
    @xTheology 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    That last line hits hard.

  • @jessicajasmine.6132
    @jessicajasmine.6132 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This is touching... my heart aches 😭😭
    R.I.P Beautiful soul 💔

  • @alrightnutter5913
    @alrightnutter5913 6 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Damn I'm tearing up. RIP PEEP 💔

  • @dakotafugate25
    @dakotafugate25 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’m crying,beautiful song. RIP Peep,hopefully he’s happy now that he’s in a better place. I hope that Bexey and everyone that was close to Gus will be ok,I can really hear the sadness in his voice. Stay strong Bexey!!! 🖤

  • @stormierose4418
    @stormierose4418 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I cry for him still.. I truly love him. Intense love, causes unbearable pain R.I.P to the greatest, most beautiful person who graced us for the time he was here. God needed an angel, that's why He took my true love. I'm coming home soon. Wait for me at the gate.

  • @DrJamstaman
    @DrJamstaman 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Songs like this is what music really means. Regardless of how it sounds to you, it is a true heartfelt story. How songwriters should be. Writing about life rather than getting the next generic hit. Sorry for your loss Bexey man.

  • @crocodiledabdee8342
    @crocodiledabdee8342 6 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    This is crazy rip peep

  • @zxctxbersrevenge1071
    @zxctxbersrevenge1071 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It’s honestly a pretty vivid and real song. And he seems to really be in pain

  • @max_5296
    @max_5296 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This song is so deep! It remembers me the day 5 years ago on 16 august a week before my summer vacation ends i found my father laying on the ground. Felt he's face, he whas so cold and purple R.I.P the best dad if ever could imagine😔💔. I felt you're pain dude. Things will never be easy, especially when its the close one's who fade away.

  • @xovakaine2881
    @xovakaine2881 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    June 11 and am still in tears rest in peace legend he helped me get through the worst part of my life once again r.i.p peep

  • @lilshelbz9136
    @lilshelbz9136 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    ... i am in in tears.. and this song is on replay... i cant . I hear the pain in bexeys voice. This is honestly so heart breaking

  • @yallhearsumn6398
    @yallhearsumn6398 6 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    0:00 to 0:47 was the best part of the song if he did that same voice and flow over the whole song it would be dope R.I.P peep

    • @angeloco2608
      @angeloco2608 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      True.
      Btw fuck ur picture. Was wiping my screen. But it's no hair hehehhe

  • @bammccraney8820
    @bammccraney8820 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Damn that’s deep man! I share the same exact birthday as peep and feel him so much in his music. This is awesome of you to make for him! He’s always with you!!

  • @danielcyka635
    @danielcyka635 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Beatiful gesture from Bexey. Rip Legend. Peep will never be forgotten. And btw. Their old songs are so good. Peep and Bexey-Poison

  • @pudn818
    @pudn818 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    yo i heard this offf the cuff and was angry, but thank you sweet sweet bexey, much love to you & yours

  • @Rugrat.roswell
    @Rugrat.roswell 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is so sad u can hear the pain in his voice bexey and lil peep were like brothers

  • @piperblevins2985
    @piperblevins2985 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    listening to this after seeing the bus video and breaking down and this made me cry more. R.I.P peep. we miss you so much.

  • @raulmorales5088
    @raulmorales5088 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    BEXEY BOY,that was one awesome song letter u made for peep.I have to admit it brought tears to my eyes.

  • @moistgecko753
    @moistgecko753 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    this is the most devastating thing.

  • @tragic_k_townn7115
    @tragic_k_townn7115 6 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I can feel his FUCKI g pain God damnit I've NEVER heard somebody soul literally go thru the mic all jokes aside that's beutifull RIP Gus and bexey your amazing and int let nobody telly out diffrent

  • @sauceysteph3307
    @sauceysteph3307 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Still tears me up every time I hear this

  • @rameyhat3534
    @rameyhat3534 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This made me cry. I love both of you!❤️

  • @yazcrochetz
    @yazcrochetz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm crying this is so beautiful and I can hear the pain in your voice,,,,💔
    RIP Peep, we still love u💞

  • @andrewmarcus8272
    @andrewmarcus8272 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This song got me emotional first time listening today.

  • @justinshiro
    @justinshiro 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    thank u for uploading

  • @saarajenni6260
    @saarajenni6260 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    "holding back the tears everytime I hear your name come up" 💔😭

  • @veerarasanen2841
    @veerarasanen2841 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    i can't help crying everytime i listen to this. rest easy, peep

  • @colleenriordan9734
    @colleenriordan9734 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Things like this could be avoided if more kids knew how to check for breathing, and pulse and were trained with Narcan and CPR even. I lost track of how many times I had to administer Narc and breath for ODd people when I was still "running." I would have lost WAY MORE friends than I already have if it weren't for that knowledge. The whole situation is so ridiculously sad, and I thank my children everyday for giving me a reason to clean my act up and get sober before I never woke up. I wish Peep had made it to see his year and a half clean date like I'm about to. I hurt so badly for his friends and family, but especially for his mother. I can't even imagine the pain of losing one of your babies. It is my absolute worst nightmare! RIP Peep. I'm sorry It ended this way for you and everyone who loved you. There were many! 💕🐣🌌➕🆘💀💔

  • @Teddy-ue7vr
    @Teddy-ue7vr 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    thank you for making this up 😪

  • @Alyx.03
    @Alyx.03 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    2020 we still bumping this😞🖤

  • @Sara-vy4hm
    @Sara-vy4hm 6 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I am big fan for Bexey, He is very good person. Why peoples hate he, he is not fake friend. He love peep. He do mistake I know, but he didn't know. Bex is just loner guy in big world. #respect

    • @JoseDiaz-gx8qu
      @JoseDiaz-gx8qu 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me too.... I'm big fan of Bexey

    • @oceane2115
      @oceane2115 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too I love Bexey♥

    • @akashishinsou430
      @akashishinsou430 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same love him ❤️

    • @djusdj
      @djusdj 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      fuck bexey. total snake

    • @emoboiirawr3597
      @emoboiirawr3597 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bro I love bexey

  • @perosperoo
    @perosperoo 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I can feel his pain through this song .. just by his voice it makes me wanna tear up.

  • @tragicappealcollectibles
    @tragicappealcollectibles 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Omg this is amazing love you guys 💞💞💞

  • @livvy8057
    @livvy8057 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I remember listening to this when he first put it out. it took me so long to be able to listen to it all in one go. miss ya peep. you changed my life and I wish I could’ve thanked you

  • @bluesugar6455
    @bluesugar6455 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    So sad...he's really hurting...it sucks...rest in peace Gus!

  • @noobpeepxpostyguitarists5381
    @noobpeepxpostyguitarists5381 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    "Nothing worse than losing a friend
    And the feeling you get
    When everybody that you love ain't around" -Lil Peep

  • @Dakotab1817
    @Dakotab1817 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song actually breaks me heart.. I've never stopped listening to it

  • @rymaeproductions420
    @rymaeproductions420 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Haven't heard this in a while so decided to listen to it again! You can feel the pain & sadness whenever you listen to this! R.I.P. Peep!!