Benidorm 2012 , Why haven´t I been here in 9 years!

In September 2012, my sister and I , traveled to Spain ,
to visit our parents.
they had rented an apartment in Altea, and we were going to be there for a week.
Last day before we were going home, I went into Benidorm alone,
to take in memories..
The last time I was there was in July 2012.
S0 i sat in the Don Cesar Bar, and thought why haven´t I been hare during the
9 years....