"Some good memories that now they are painful to think" at 3am while it rains - Playlist
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Songs:
00:00 - 04:53 : Wheres my love - SYML
04:53 - 06:56 : Snowfall - Oneheart x reidenshi
06:56 - 11:36 : Fourth of july - Sufjan Stevens
11:36 - 13:46 : Novo Amor x Ed Tullett - Ontario
13:46 - 17:12 : Lights are on - Tom Rosenthal
I do not own any rights to these wonderful songs. All rights to the song Owners.
- Carol
#indiemusic #music #songs #sad #viral #snowfall #wheresmylove #ontario #lightsareon #fourthofjuly #rain #night #enjoy #relax #calm #memories #caligo - เพลง
No memory will ever recreate the feeling of having nothing to worry about, no responsibilities, just being yourself in your own world.
you actually dont have to worry about anything. think about it. just breathe. if you are truly in the present moment there is literally not a thing to be worried about. just living the life.
That's why some states humans are junk! They make people low and force them with bullshit phycology and lies to do as they do or fade! Why not make them feel empowered and that they live within a world where we don't have to lie for progress and also that we can live without drama, with the understanding that we can also be in touch with our feelings! This song is perfect now that I don't have junk masks roaming within hospitals selling fear campaigns of illnesses that never where so they could promote thier cheap positions! Grow people! Please!
@@BytesizedL get the
@@mcdonaldmansaveukraine1604griddy
I want this
If you ever lost someone just be grateful you spent time with them. Life is a series of moments, we are all going to die sooner or later.
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I wish I could go back to the last day I spent with my best friend when we were 21. I didn't know I'd never see him again after that day, and now I'm 34 and I still think about him every single day.
Where is that friend?
It was the 1st of March 2024 when I last saw you, We kissed eachother goodbye and that was it. Never in a million years would i have thought that I wouldn't get to see your beautiful face again. Im glad we ended things well though, but it shouldn't have ended like this. I still love you A.
why does this hurt to much to listen to but feels so right.....
I love you, I hope you are well❤️
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while your going through it your not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting everyday, cus it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad your here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones❤.
I appreciate you 🫂💞
thank you. thankyou so much. whoever you are. danke schon
oh how sweet u are...ım not sure that ur really exist
You save me today bro I needed ti hear that I'm falling in love with the right person but my time dont allow me stay with what I should do
i needed it soooooo badly thank yooouuu
I feel very good that many people around the world love this music like this, it shows that we are not alone
😊 I’m from U.K England and I’m with you X
"Even if the night sky is full of rain, and the summer day is covered in clouds, the only cloud you will be affected by, is the cloud over your heart, blocking everything you love to enter, the sky let's out it's sadness in rain, you let out your sadness in tears, you are no different to the beautiful sky you see everyday, the more it rains, the more beauty will be in the sky after the clouds disappear, but you, you will not let that cloud go, you keep it contained, without letting the rain out, causing your emotions to be indecisive and unable to be controlled, then you lose everything you love, just like how the sky loses the clouds after the rain, your cloud is full of sadness but is now full of rage, due to being trapped for so long, it is now a storm, blocking your heart, that is ready to burst out of its cage, by the smallest touch"
- from a random person on the internet :)
may your sadness goes away🖤
@@goldenthemes692 Thank you ❤️❤️ it's been getting better recently so I hope it does go away ❤️❤️
This is really well written, you should consider being a poet:)
- a fellow young poet
@@thebrickthathitjasongrace2902 thank you ❤️❤️
No one has ever said that before, you just made my day. ❤️❤️❤️
woww, im creating a story and this describes so much my main character, you just inspired me more. That was incredible !!
What a journey ! What a life ! Although our parents warned us about it bit never expected this roughness this pain this
To everyone who is doing homework,
leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep,
leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad,
grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating something,
you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
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-Not mine, but pass it around!
I really needed that thx:)
Thank you
I'm trying to school work at home because I'm year 11 and I'm failing class bc I listen to a friend problems and I never go bc of my mh so I'm really struggling and I need sleep but I just can't
Thnks sir/mam , i am suffering from the rejection of my art, thanks for your golden words, i don't know why even tho when i m writting this i got tears in my eyes. Thanks a lot again may God bless you ❤
im writing a book atm, and this comment gave me motive. :)
I wish I could just go back man just let me experience those memories one more time take me back we’re I could just be myself
This message goes too everyone going too someone who is having trouble in life, God is real and he loves you sooooooo much. So if you ever fell like there is no one is with you, there is, it's God.
God loves you so much too ! don’t forget it
He is always by your side 😊
i loved him.
i protected him.
i enjoyed talking with him every night.
i made him laugh.
i made him tell the truth.
i made him see the real me. the other side of me..
i miss him so damn much 😭
But then he cheated behind my back. And turned out to be a jerk after all so I guess it is time to move forward ✨
be strong .be you.dont worry.people dont deserve the best of you.
@@haz4rdd_ I’ll stay strong don’t worry
Yeah. Yeah.
And even all these years later he pops back into my thoughts and I can’t help but wonder.
Relatable
My heart died 💔 I don't recognise who I am or who stairs back at me in the mirror.
I trust very little in this world, but that is just one side of me.
I still laugh and love my family even though I struggle with life.
i hope everything becomes good for you.
How is everything?❤🙏
Yes, been through the hard knocks of life and I still want to demonstrate genuine love to my close ones.
Lost both parents at different times, I'm 16 and when I think about the memories I break a little bit every time. But I would rather hurt when remembering because I know one day all my memories of them will be gone. Remember to tell that someone that you love them because if you don't one day you will wish you did ❤
Lost my 3 boys walked in the valley for years
I lost both my brothers to cancers before I was 16 and just lost my father in February from cancer also - I'm 27 now. Now it's just me and my mother left - She is my motivation to keep going
@@willmarinac5201 omg mr will !!
I really donno how to console you
But i hope peace for ur heart 😢❤
@@hysteriareaper7571 oh dude 😭💔 u too !
I hope u peacful days !
Its hard
But u r pure .. u gonna keep going
& They gonna look at u from the sky .. so proud 😢❤
one day you’re gonna see them again in heaven , trust in God ❤
My childhood traumas are haunting me while im listening to this wonderful playlist
I lost my granddad when I was 7, back in 2011. I miss him, so fucking much. I'm now 18, but I still think about him occasionally. I am at uni and above my bed, I have a notice board, near to where my head is, I have a picture of me and him on a chair, as he has his arm around me. I am smiling widely and my granddad is just smiling, happy. I have another picture that, for some reason speaks to me, it's a picture of me as a young child, using one of my toy hairbrushes (for like Barbie's or something) and I am brushing his thinning hair, whilst he's looking up at the brush. It's pictures like that, that make me think of the good times I had with grandad.
I kind of saw my grandad as more of a fatherly figure than my own dad, I'd often go up to him asking for a hug. He made a cot for me, which i still have, no matter how old I get, I'm never throwing it away, my granddad made it. He was a crafty man, he never gave up. If something didn't work how he wanted it, he'd go away, maybe have a tea or a drink or something, think of a better way to fix something. He was and I suppose still is my role model.
I remember the days leading up to his death in 2011, he would be growing frail, he never had a cane, as far as I can remember. My family and I would visit him at our grandparents, whenever we could. I still remember one day, I was happily running around the house, until I stopped at the living room, mottled door, I looked up through the door, my grandad was sat in a chair as my grandma sat on the arm of the chair he was sat in. She had a bowl and a flannel and was washing his face. (Omg these memories are actually making me sob). I was just thinking "is he ok?". There was an odd sense in the air, I went into the other part of the living room, everyone was quiet and on their phones, I was so confused.
The day came when we had to leave the house that weekend, I sat in the car on the way home, just thinking of my grandad.
A few weeks/months went past, we'd visit them at their house over and over again.
Another month passed, around November 2011 if I'm correct, he was put into hospital for lung cancer. I was still young, 7. We found his room, there he was, sat in bed, covers over him, he was excited to see us. He was flicking through the tv guide above his bed.
"How do we get this to work?" he said. I remember that.
We showed him how it worked. He lay there watching TV for a while, until he grew tired and decided to take a nap. We all decided it was best we left my grandma and grandad alone, for time they had left with each other. We went home.
That was the last time I ever saw him.
My dad went to his dad's funeral, us children and our mum decided not to go. My dad came back, black suit and a navy tie I seem to remember. He dropped his suitcase down and just collapsed at our door, he was too broken. His eyes, puffy/baggy and red. For the first time, I knew my dad had been crying. He got me and my brother toys. I appriciated this gesture, but nothing could heal the pain of knowing whenever I go back, he's not there anymore and it will just be my grandma.
It's now 2023, my grandma is doing well.
My deepest condolences to you and your family on the loss of your beloved granddad. Losing someone who was such an important part of your life, especially at such a young age, can be incredibly difficult and painful. It is clear from your words how much you loved and admired him, and how much he meant to you. Remembering the happy times you shared together and cherishing the special memories you have will help keep him close to your heart always. Please know everyone is here for you if you ever need someone to talk to or just a listening ear during this difficult time.
@@goldenthemes692
@@jasmineday6691 he will be for sure
I put this playlist because the name, I remembered a friend that I lost these year. what was my suprise, the first song is the one I always sing when I miss him. I'm just writting all my feelings and memories right now, because was a such strong react, I've a smile on my face know.
He was the first one I liked in life, and my first kiss when I was 13. A silly and innocent thing. After that we became good friends, we knew each other and He was like a book character in life, no just for me but for everyone who knew him.
he presented me Johnny Cash when we was 16 years, jack kerouac, some good movies, the strokes, he always liked nature, was like a wild horse, he was always kind and respectful with everyone. I can't put in words how different soul he is.
I miss you, my dear friend. and everyday, when I'm going home after work, late on night... i look sky, moon, nature and remember you! with love...
This immediately made me tear up. I am still grieving the loss of a family member, but I heard a quote that makes it a little easier:
"Grief is all the unexpressed love you were never able to give".
Even though I am still struggling with the loss, I would rather hurt and know that I loved and was loved. Hopefully this will help others out there that are grieving or hurting. It's one of the hardest things I've gone through, but I'm starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel, it's still going to be a while but I will get there, and so will you!!
I'm really sorry to hear about your loss, and I understand that grief can be an incredibly difficult and painful experience. It's natural to feel overwhelmed with emotions during such a time. The quote you shared holds a profound truth about the nature of grief-it's a reflection of the unexpressed love we wanted to give to our loved ones.
Allowing yourself to experience the pain and hurt that comes with grief is a testament to the love you had for your family member. It's a reminder of the deep connections we form and the impact they have on our lives. While the healing process may take time, it's encouraging to hear that you're starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Every small step forward is a sign of strength and resilience.
Remember that everyone's grief journey is unique, and there's no right or wrong way to navigate through it. It's important to give yourself permission to grieve and to be patient with yourself as you continue to heal. Surround yourself with supportive people who understand and respect your process. Consider seeking professional help if you feel it would be beneficial.
Remember, healing takes time, and there will be ups and downs along the way. Cherish the memories of your family member and keep their spirit alive in your heart. As you continue to move forward, may you find comfort in the love you shared and the strength that resides within you. You're not alone in this journey, and there are others out there who understand and empathize with your pain. Take care, and know that you have the capacity to heal and find happiness again.
I know the memories w her are still there , but to get the nostalgic feeling of reliving that moment w her is starting to fade away & I have to fall backwards into a black hole in my soul to pull out the memories to make myself remember how sacred our relationship was.
Lovely - for a rainy day that your sitting beside your family or friends gravestone because you cant take it anymore
Sorry to hear that . My sincere condolences
thank you. I wish the best for you all tho
I'm so sorry, I hope you find someone who can understand how you feel when you are sat there, If you need to vent, I am right here, and will answer as quick as possible ❤️❤️❤️
@@In.A.Memory I have so much to say but i dont know where to start
My friends are so much drama and all they do is talk abt boys and then my brother raan away 5 months ago and its been really hard, without the people who understood me most but i still have the one person i keep going for everyday - and thats trent we have been dating since october and i dont wanna lose him
Just lost my mom unexpectedly a few months ago.. life is so unfair. Its so weird not being able to talk to someone youve spoken to everyday of your life. My 4 four year old asked why Mimi isnt here to protect him anymore and the little girl inside me broke. My mom isnt here anymore and i never got to say what i needed to say 💔
To anyone feeling depressed just know that you are so important and loved! Life is so hard and unfair and unfortunately to love deeply is to feel great loss.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a parent is one of the hardest things anyone can go through, and it's completely normal to feel overwhelmed with grief and sadness. It's understandable that your little one is struggling to understand why their Mimi isn't here anymore, and it's okay to feel the weight of that responsibility on your shoulders.
Remember that it's okay to take things one day at a time and to give yourself permission to feel however you need to feel. It's also important to talk about your feelings with someone you trust, whether that's a friend, family member, or a professional counselor.
Your mom may not be physically here anymore, but she will always live on in your memories and the love she gave you. Even though you didn't get to say everything you wanted to say, know that your mom loved you deeply and knew how much you cared for her.
Take care of yourself and your little one, and don't be afraid to ask for help when you need it.
@@goldenthemes692 Thank you so much for taking the time to reply! I appreciate your words more than you’ll ever know ❤
I remembered him, I remembered him since I remembered him and I will never forget him;)
This got tears in my eyes automatically ❤
awesome list ... !
Just what I needed
I love the first one ❤ it’s beautiful .
If u have lost a friend or family member just think how proud they would be for how far u have came just imagine what they would be doin to u . They might be really happy for u and motivate u to keep going in life to get the best possible life u could ever ask for. Just think of all the good times u have had with that person If u cry that's fine that's normal that means u loved them and love u all enjoy the rest of your day
How i love this playlist❤
I feel too bad these days
But i love this playlist
How beautiful is your choice of songs
This is my favorite playlist on yt
These comments are filled with Soo much sadness ✨
I wish everyone gets peace in their own self ❤ ; relax and enjoy in ur own company just don't depend on anyone either your parent and friends...
beautiful❤❤
The composer of the 2nd track should take music award, the best one on this video
Amo esta Playlist. ❤️
thank you
I’ll forever miss her. She won’t ever leave my heart no matter how much I deny it. I haven’t stopped loving her but instead I just got used to not being able to. I wish I could be the person she needed but I failed her every time and I can never forgive myself. She deserves so much better than what I can give her. However, I will never forget what memories we had. In the years we loved each other she showed me what true love really was and how to treat someone you love. I’m sorry I was too stupid to see it then. I hope you achieve all the things and go to all places you talked abt going even if it is without me.
I can sense that the message you received from your ex-partner is filled with regret and sadness. It seems like she had a significant impact on your life and that you cherish the memories you shared together. It's okay to feel the way you do and to miss her, but it's important to remember that it's okay to move on and to accept that things didn't work out.
It's important to acknowledge that you tried your best in the relationship, but sometimes, despite our efforts, things don't work out the way we want them to. It's important to forgive yourself and to realize that you're human and capable of making mistakes. You can learn from those mistakes and use them as an opportunity for growth in future relationships.
Remember to cherish the memories you shared, but also to focus on your own personal growth and happiness. You deserve to find someone who makes you happy and who you can be the best version of yourself with. I wish you all the best in your journey, and I hope you find peace and happiness.
@@goldenthemes692 Thank you..this means a lot
Some memories you will never forget, try to live with them.
I had a friend..I loved her so much..we would play games with each other every day through our devices..I was so happy..and everywhere I was in a game, she joined right there with me..we were like inseparable twins...we role played..gossiped..bullied little kids in the game who were literal snobs...then she went missing for a while, many many months..I got so worried...she finally came back..I cried so hard from happiness I had to hide from my family before they questioned me on why I was crying..she's now changed...she's not the same as she was a few months ago..those memories..were so fun..but so painful to remember now...I wish I could go back and tell her to never change..and that I care for her so, so, so much..there is no telling how much I care for her..I would ki// myself for her...if she ki//ed herself..like she keeps saying she might do..
My best friend of ten years ghosted me out of the blue, for several months. (Before this it was normal for us to break contact for maybe a few weeks.) Then she came back from nowhere acting like it never happened with the excuse of “Sorry, I kinda forgot about you.”
Apparently she didn’t like that I changed since childhood. She never told me, if she did I would have quit right then and there, and tried my best to act like before.
Every time I think about her it still hurts. We don’t talk anymore, but I still think of her from time to time.
Shit hurts.
thank you
988 can’t help the fact that I’ve been in court with my dad so he can give me up😭… then finding someone I can love and being too scared to admit, then when I admit she leaves 😭
Same thing happening to me too 😭 I just went to court with my mom against my dad for parental rights and he showed up late and drunk on a live video website... Then I also just found out that one of the biggest crushes I have ever had on a person before is already probably dating someone...
I feel you..
Someone would be able to replace her since she's gone, but.. not the same way, yknow? The memories are impossible,and I mean down right impossible to forget. We've been through eachothers highs, and lows, all of them, im so thankful that we had done all these memories. I'll keep writing it on the morning but gn-
Thank you for making this
My pleasure!
esta canción es demasiado reconfortante para mi, se siente como hogar, tengo este sentimiento de tristeza sin razón y de extrañar pero no sé a que, es mi canción favorita me da un lugar seguro
Love it!
Just be happy in ur life , Don't be sad , go chill out with your friends , go to gym ... Enjoy your day
Im 12 years old, and recently i have been feeling horrible, between school and my parents always arguing i have a hard time getting a good amount of rest, im both mentally and physically exhausted. I miss when i was 6, when i didn't care about grades, or what people thought of me, when i didn't worry about anything. But now that version of me seems so far and distant, i dont even know her anymore, and i know it sounds horrible because im still so young and adults have it much worse. Im aware of that, but i cant stop thinking about how i always wanted to be so grown, and now i just want to be little again. I feel like i have nobody to talk to without feeling judged or being called dramatic, im even in therapy and that isn't helping. i just want to feel good for once.
Im so sorry, your so young and I'm 15 so I really shouldn't be talking but I wanted to let you know that life is going to be rough but its also going to be incredible.I genuinely believe that u cannot experience rainbows without rain, and life isn't life without being able to feel all of the emotions.Rember you have yourself and that's truly all you need.
I’m really sorry for that I wish you the best for your future 💕
I'm going through the same thing and im 12 too. I have alot of people around me but I still feel alone and I feel like I have no one to share my feelings. But always remember the smile on your face that you lost is not so far away. And when it reaches you it brings a light into your life it is a person who takes away any type of pain from your heart and soul. Nothing is forever even sadness. Just remember you are not alone im here with you. ❤❤❤
I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's important to remember that your age doesn't invalidate the struggles you're going through. Everyone faces challenges at different stages of life, and it's okay to feel overwhelmed, even as a young person.
It sounds like you're dealing with a lot of stress from school and your parents' arguments, which can definitely take a toll on your well-being. It's completely normal to long for the carefree days of childhood when things seemed simpler. But as we grow older, responsibilities and expectations increase, making it more challenging to maintain that sense of innocence and freedom.
It's great that you're already in therapy, as having a professional to talk to can be really helpful. However, if you feel like it's not providing the support you need, it might be worth discussing your concerns with your therapist. They may be able to adjust their approach or recommend alternative resources that could be more effective for you.
In the meantime, it's essential to find healthy coping mechanisms that can help you manage stress. Engaging in activities you enjoy, such as hobbies, sports, or creative outlets, can provide a much-needed sense of relief and distraction. Additionally, try to establish a self-care routine that includes enough rest, exercise, and nutritious meals to support your physical and mental well-being.
Remember that you're not alone, even if it might feel that way at times. Reach out to trusted friends or family members who may be understanding and supportive. If you're comfortable doing so, express your feelings to them and let them know that you just need someone to listen without judgment.
Finally, be patient with yourself. It takes time to navigate through difficult emotions, and healing is a gradual process. While it may seem like a distant goal right now, it's possible to feel good again. Keep seeking help, practicing self-care, and staying connected with others who care about you.
when you lose touch with the present you lose yourself. Dont focus on anything but now. Now is what we can control. Dont focus on the past or the future. Anxiety is merely losing touch with now. We are all connected. We are all energy. We are one. You are in control.
❤I wish i can go back when i was a young cute little girl,when I was the happiest person in the whole world,when I was always outside on sunny days for run and got ice cream,when I got a little sister❤Tysm this bring me so much good memories of my childhood now, I feel kinda bad I lost two members of my family and I don’t really find any time to go outside and enjoy but I will always enjoy life because this is the best gift ever that we got and our family but sadly not all people have a family so I think we have to enjoy life with all we have
Don't worry good time still come again sometime in form of friends sometimes good days after being in difficulty and some times in relationship or from closed ones but only if you stay positive through difficult time.
@@goldenthemes692 yh thank you
Realizing music is my only escape
Everythings is trial, just go with the flows
You only live once. Enjoy it, especially while you are young and can blame stupid actions on “being a dumb teenager”
Some of us cant live
Nice miusic
Life is just the way you look out the window, you can love the rain or you can hate it.
I hope you can grow from your failure and learn that even when you feel like surrendering, remember, every setback lies the seed of opportunity, to be honest life is like a short hike it’s just the matter of how you veiw it.
I hope you heal from everything you don't talk about.
Masterpeace🌟💯
no matter how good your life is nostalgia will always be sad, its the one blessing or curse of mankind.
I wish I could go back to the days I was with my grandmother she was my everything. I was with her every single day only she understood and knew me. I wish I could go back to the days i was sleeping next to her and falling asleep while listening to her favourites stories she did when she was young. I wish I could go back to the days we where dancing in the middle of the night to our favourite song and having the time of my life with my favourite person on this earth I love her. those times I will never forget. ❤️E.P
Wow im just looking for look laying in my bed and thinking of life now that i think of it i was still a little kid i think 5 or 6 and we went to a place with Jesus's Christ and we just sat there and we started to pray and just after we were done it started raining and there was a sunny day then came a man out of no where and he gave us a umbrella
Do you ever think about how were going to be sitting in the ground on day? No more thoughts, no more feeling. Even the pain we will miss. All the sun burns, the brain freeze, the tears from missing a love we got to feel, cold water after eating a mint, getting woken up for school by your dad, the ache after a workout, when you hit your funny bone. You'll never know when it will be the last time you ever get to do that. One day we'll just drop to the floor and never get back up. Eyes open but well never see again. The air in out lungs will go stale . Like.
Wtf are we even worrying about? None of this matters anyway. The pain WILL go away one way or the other. We WILL die. We WILL slowly rot in a dark cold grave alone for eternity. This is it. Its over. That was all the life we got to experience. The end.
If this is life. Than why should i care what someone else thinks. Its not going to matter when im rotting. When there is maggots in my nose or embalming fluid in my veins. WHEN MY mortician takes all my organs out and puts then in a cold dry baggie.
Por isso devemos aproveitar enquanto estamos vivos! Mas é tão difícil.
Goosebumps.
❣️❣️
last day of middle school, I hate them, but I’ll miss my classmates
The feeling when you have been waiting for a while but they didn't show up
Darkness fills the sky
Encroaches on my soul
Slips into my mind
Pulls at every cell
And weighs on my heart
In the silent hours
Remembering pain;
What a beautiful music!!🎧
THANK YOU
Yeah it is ❤
It gave me
Memories
Flashbacks
Pain
Peace🙂💫❤️
BRO THIS IS COOOL AF💀❤
Thank you Hassan jani ☺️
Nothing in this entire world could stop me from loving you
have a nice day, bro
Recently my parents have been fighting a TON I mean just today my mom flew to Florida for “a break” wasn’t even a planned thing she just woke up after fighting with my dad and left I don’t show it at all especially not in front of others but… I’m scared, I’m tired, I’m sad, and it feels like I’m alone I’ve lost so many of my best friends and have been backstabbed so much I’m scared to make friends every time I’m happy with my friend and we’re having a good time I remember it will all be gone one day and it feels like it just keeps getting worse and worse I remember my childhood…. How good it was how I never cried out of deep emotional pain i want to go back and freeze it I know that’s not possible and I so so badly want to end it there’s no point in it anyways huh? Just a cycle of pain over and over again….
Sorry for the vent
I'm sorry to hear that you're going through a tough time with your parents fighting and feeling alone due to losing friends. It sounds like you're dealing with a lot of emotional pain and uncertainty, and it's understandable to feel scared and sad.
It's important to remember that it's okay to feel the way you do and to seek support when you need it. Talking to a trusted friend, family member, or mental health professional can help you process your feelings and find ways to cope with the challenges you're facing.
Although it's natural to feel nostalgic for happier times in the past, it's important to remember that you can create new happy memories in the future. It might take some time and effort, but there are people out there who would be willing to be your friend and support you through your struggles.
Remember that you're not alone, and it's never too late to reach out for help. You deserve to be happy and to have positive relationships in your life, and I believe that with time and effort, you can find them.
@@goldenthemes692 Tysm I rlly needed to hear that :} I hope u have a great day/night
When fourth of july came on i started crying, sigh
Love
Remember I love you
São 3 da manhã e realmente está chovendo!
Amooooo ❤❤❤
Musica bonita. Com. Um. Tom meio. Gouve se. Diz. Parece um. Choro. E. Profundo
This music is SERENITY 😅
I miss her
After my parents passed away, I was basically in mental coma for over a year. I do not remember anything from that time period. There is no way to explain this terrible feeling of loss, of your heart feeling shattered to someone that has never lost someone. Over the years, though, I noticed that they both come for " visits " in either dreams or special moments. I feel them by my side and sometimes when I really need them, I talk to them and they help me through the tough times. If you keep them in your heart, they will never die.
I'm really sorry to hear about the loss of your parents. Losing loved ones can be an incredibly challenging and painful experience, and it's understandable that you went through a difficult period of time after their passing. Grief can manifest differently for each person, and it's not uncommon for some individuals to experience a kind of emotional and psychological numbness, as if they were in a mental coma, as you described it.
The feeling of loss and the pain associated with it can be difficult to convey to someone who hasn't experienced a similar loss themselves. It's a deeply personal and profound experience that can be difficult to put into words. The shattered feeling in your heart is a testament to the depth of your love and the impact your parents had on your life.
It's heartening to hear that over the years you have found a sense of comfort and connection with your parents, even after their physical presence is no longer with you. Dreams and special moments can be a way for our minds and hearts to create a bridge to our loved ones who have passed away. These experiences can bring solace and a sense of their continued presence in your life.
Talking to your parents in times of need and feeling their support is a beautiful way to cope with the challenges that life throws at you. It's a testament to the lasting bond you shared with them and the impact they had on shaping who you are. Keeping them close to your heart and cherishing their memory is a way to honor their legacy and keep their love alive within you.
Remember that the grieving process is unique for each person, and it can take time to navigate through the emotions and find your own path towards healing. It's important to give yourself permission to mourn and to seek support from others who can understand and empathize with what you're going through. Whether it's friends, family, or a support group, having a network of people who can provide comfort and understanding can make a significant difference in your healing journey.
While the pain of loss may never fully go away, I hope that with time, you'll continue to find strength and solace in the memories, dreams, and moments that connect you to your parents. Their love and guidance will always be a part of you, helping you navigate through life's challenges and shaping your journey ahead.
@@goldenthemes692 Thank you for your beautiful words. As I read your comment, I cried. Years have passed since my Mom and Dad passed away but the pain remains just under the surface. It's like I have emotionally put this pain in a box and every so often something happens to make this box open and the pain rushes out. They weren't perfect, they made mistakes but they were for the most part wonderful parents, loving, supportive and endlessly patient. I am very aware that I was truly blessed. I miss them every day.
Energy cannot be created or destroyed. We are all energy. When we die we dont disappear, our energy just transforms. They are very much alive and present. When you celebrate them, they are there. When you remember the good times they are there. Keep their memory alive and you will feel their energy. You are their continuation.
i have nothing to say about motivation any of you but you have to keep go yourself. Everyone born alone and die alone with nothing to bring and nothing to take so you have to keep going in this life we are nothing. we were born too late to explore the earth and too soon to explore space . so what are we.... we are the one who can light to others so keep going.... forgot about those who make you sad forgot about those who make you angry. we only have this life with this personality so forgot everything that made you hurt and just keep going and live peacefully.
Very nice
The first song is really emotional for me because it makes me remember that I don’t have two parents to love everyday,I have parents but I don’t see them and haven’t seen them for a while at least my mom I haven’t seen in a while 🙁😟🌧️🌧️🌇🌅💔💔
I'm sorry to hear that the first song brought up some painful emotions for you. It must be difficult to not have both parents around, especially when it's someone as important as a mother. It's okay to feel sad about it, and I hope that listening to music and expressing yourself through it can be a way to cope with those feelings.
Remember that even if you don't see your parents every day, they still love you and care for you in their own way. It's important to try and maintain a connection with them, whether that's through phone calls, messages, or visits when possible. But also understand that everyone's situation is different, and sometimes circumstances can prevent us from seeing the people we care about as often as we would like.
Whatever you're going through, know that you're not alone. Keep expressing yourself through music and finding healthy ways to process your emotions. And if you ever need someone to talk to, there are resources and support systems available to you.
@@goldenthemes692 thank you I really appreciate that 🙂
It was when loneliness burnt what was left of my soul that I chose to hide in the shadows
i have memory issues so this is like the least perfect playlist to listen to, but here i am, listening to this while drawing silly cats 😎👍
That girl will be better than me for him. It's time to forget you, but I can't, my sunshine ..
the reality is that the world has become so materialistic. no relationship can escape this. partners can't be trusted. everybody is in for their own interests only. one can't be himself but has to meet so many benchmarks. one's lucky if they can find unconditional love for life. but its something becoming so rare.
Yeah literally me so I used to have this best friend and me and her broke up so we ain’t besties anymore I actually think I’m over her but at the same time it hurts
I'm not crying me eyes are just taking a bath 😭❌️🛀 ✅️
I wish I had my own world😁 but my world is a black hole in space😅🥲😭
literalmente "algumas boas memorias que são dolorosas de lembrar"
I made my cat, Scarlet 4 years ago "type" on a computer. Shes dead now but in cat heaven
Im tired
Tired of pretending that im fine, that I can handle this
She was the one to brighten even the coldest and darkest days of my life
She was the one that let me be myself
She was the one that made me feel at home
She was the one.
I wasnt the best boyfriend, but i tried my best
I loved her more than anything, more than myself
But I watched everything fall apart
I tried my best to hold what was left, but it all fell down on me
And she left
Why do I still remember someone who has forgotten me already
What did I do wrong
I just want to see her one last time, to tell her how much she means to me, and hug her, even if it was for one second
Im tired
the same thing happened with my closest friend..I hope you're okay now
@@aconfusedspeckofdust life still sucks, but i got over her
This hit hard. I feel you. Your not alone. I'm on the same feelings
Don’t remember large memory gaps when my boys were young oh how I wish
I understand that you feel regretful about not being able to recall all the memories from when your boys were young. However, it's important to remember that our brains can only hold so much information, and it's natural to forget certain details as time passes.
Instead of dwelling on what you can't remember, try to focus on the memories that you do have and cherish them. You can also try talking to your boys or looking at old photos and videos to help jog your memory and bring back some of those precious moments.
At the end of the day, what's most important is the love and connection you have with your children, not the specific details of every moment from their childhood. So don't be too hard on yourself, and instead, cherish the memories you do have and continue to create new ones with your family.
Typing this here because i need to get this out and because no one who knows me can read this... i just miss him, i miss him so much, he comes back and leaves again without warning. I still see him everyday and i just give him that blank expression everytime i look at him. Gosh i care about him so damn much but i dont think i'll ever get the chance to tell him... i hope i do... i pray every night for him to text me... he talks to me at work and asks if i'm okay but i cant tell him its the fact i havent been able to talk to him much lately like a month so far and that i just miss him. just him.
my dad just died 2 years i rembember my dad so much i think I should go with dad
dad i will come with you
When I remember the safety and comfort I felt from a teacher just for her to betray me and replace me in the worst way possible
I just hate that im in a hole i dont know how to get out of no matter what i do I'm still stuck
Don't worry it's ok to feel like that but sometimes in life we are stuck in those kind of situations where we think there's no way out but constant struggle and hardwork will make you get out of it but if you will consistently think only problems come to you and and will be depressed about it instead of hoping for good future you will never be out of it so believe on yourself and someday in life you will think I would have enjoyed that time and shouldn't be overthinking it.
I dated the "love of my life" for almost 7 months. She told me that we should break up since she was in bad condition mentally, and didn't want that to affect me. That was a lie. My boy best friend came up to me during class and told me that he had heard that I cheated on her. I refused to look at some cheerleaders dancing because I was with her. I didn't hug anyone, I didn't hold anyone's hand, i basically pushed everyone away, for her. I found out later in the day that she had been flirting with someone else. Her ex-girlfriend. I was told not to worry about her and that she would never cheat on me like everyone else did. I wish I had more common sense. There were so many signs, my friends warned me, but I refused to listen. Lizeth, I don't care what you do. I don't care if you get heart broken, I don't care if your parents hate you, I don't care if you're poly, I don't care if you're struggling, I don't care if you didn't mean it, I don't care if it's just a rumor, I don't care, I don't care, I don't care. That's no damn excuse to cheat on me. I hate you. I wish I had never spent my time on you. I wish i never said I love you. I wish I never believed you. I wish I hadn't ever spoken to you. I wish I had left you alone in the back of the room, sitting by yourself. I wish I had never even looked at you, or smiled at you, or sat with you at lunch. I hate you.
i rember dating one person and i felt like i was a dream it was nice
I like the song at the part 5:13 can someone tell me the name and I subbed
I can't do this anie more IT hurt so so much
It’ll be okay. ❤
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