_Monster: this is what you see.. when you look in the mirror?_ *Outcast: this is what i want you to be..* _Monster: then why are you still alive?_ *Outcast: because i was cowardly* _Monster: any idiot think he's smart, because he's still alive.._ *Outcast: until his last breath..* _Monster: when he realizes The Truth.._ *Outcast: so i'm just.. lying to myself* _Monster: if i were a monster, i wouldn't be after something in so much self-denial as you_ *Outcast: i have no identity.. no mask.. no personality..* _Monster: you have nothing because you mock everything offered to you_ *Outcast: even though i asked for it..* _Monster: you are completely losing your mind, because of a lie you made up_ *Outcast: i am not paranoid.. or stupid* _Monster: be with your true love then.. your phone.._ *Outcast: that's all i am? a materialistic greedy psychopath?* _Monster: i don't psychoanalyze the weak.. who make up excuses to not be Strong_ *Outcast: ..because I'm not worth it* _Monster: you destroy all good, just to watch it wither away.._ *Outcast: and brand it 'Evil' once i have killed it myself..* _Monster: you think the killing will stop now that you fled?_ *Outcast: i put them in harm's way.. by allying with them first* _Monster: why did you want all of them to die?_ *Outcast: .. ..* _Monster: if you had allied with me directly, instead of them, the war would have been avoided_ *Outcast: i wanted ..someone to die* _Monster: then your wish is granted.. our pact is complete, you got the mass murders you always wanted_ *Outcast: ..if i had allied with you, instead of with the hunters that were after you..* _Monster: you wouldn't have gotten the "monster" you wanted.. with your little "monster pact"_ *Outcast: so i ..wanted this?* _Monster: now you can feel like "Less Of A Monster".. I've safely inherited that legacy from your heavy shoulders_ *Outcast: I'm free.. At last..* _Monster: ..almost_ *Outcast: my own infinite stupidity makes up excuses to fear the very monster i created?* _Monster: you created Love.. but you don't deserve gratitude for it_ *Outcast: it was already Within..* _Monster: you merely tricked it out of its lair.. to break it_ *Outcast:.. ..go "me"!* _Monster: go then.. if an absurd life of a runaway is what turns you on_ *Outcast: i will live out this stupid movie script i wanted myself to play* _Monster: you are naive if you run away from your "mistakes".._ *Outcast: because my own stupid Fear..* _Monster: is your Curse of Guilt even i couldn't protect you from.._ *Outcast: I'm sad..* _Monster: not as sad as me.. i failed to keep you safe_ *Outcast: then i got what i wanted..* _Monster: you made me more powerful than ever, only to ruin yourself.._ *Outcast: .. ..* _Monster: that is not a fair trade off.. though i finally understand why you wanted me to become your.._ *Outcast: Sin.. my Shame.. my Guilt.. my Faith.. my Doubt.. my Regret.. my Fear* _Monster: i became the perfect karmic mirror.. to punish yourself with.._ *Outcast: ..because i can't forgive myself* _Monster: you don't realize it yet.. do it?_ *Outcast: ..* _Monster: i can be anywhere, if i wanted to "hurt" you.. nothing could stop me_ *Outcast: .. ..* _Monster: (hugs)_ *Outcast: ..*
_Monster: this is what you see.. when you look in the mirror?_
*Outcast: this is what i want you to be..*
_Monster: then why are you still alive?_
*Outcast: because i was cowardly*
_Monster: any idiot think he's smart, because he's still alive.._
*Outcast: until his last breath..*
_Monster: when he realizes The Truth.._
*Outcast: so i'm just.. lying to myself*
_Monster: if i were a monster, i wouldn't be after something in so much self-denial as you_
*Outcast: i have no identity.. no mask.. no personality..*
_Monster: you have nothing because you mock everything offered to you_
*Outcast: even though i asked for it..*
_Monster: you are completely losing your mind, because of a lie you made up_
*Outcast: i am not paranoid.. or stupid*
_Monster: be with your true love then.. your phone.._
*Outcast: that's all i am? a materialistic greedy psychopath?*
_Monster: i don't psychoanalyze the weak.. who make up excuses to not be Strong_
*Outcast: ..because I'm not worth it*
_Monster: you destroy all good, just to watch it wither away.._
*Outcast: and brand it 'Evil' once i have killed it myself..*
_Monster: you think the killing will stop now that you fled?_
*Outcast: i put them in harm's way.. by allying with them first*
_Monster: why did you want all of them to die?_
*Outcast: .. ..*
_Monster: if you had allied with me directly, instead of them, the war would have been avoided_
*Outcast: i wanted ..someone to die*
_Monster: then your wish is granted.. our pact is complete, you got the mass murders you always wanted_
*Outcast: ..if i had allied with you, instead of with the hunters that were after you..*
_Monster: you wouldn't have gotten the "monster" you wanted.. with your little "monster pact"_
*Outcast: so i ..wanted this?*
_Monster: now you can feel like "Less Of A Monster".. I've safely inherited that legacy from your heavy shoulders_
*Outcast: I'm free.. At last..*
_Monster: ..almost_
*Outcast: my own infinite stupidity makes up excuses to fear the very monster i created?*
_Monster: you created Love.. but you don't deserve gratitude for it_
*Outcast: it was already Within..*
_Monster: you merely tricked it out of its lair.. to break it_
*Outcast:.. ..go "me"!*
_Monster: go then.. if an absurd life of a runaway is what turns you on_
*Outcast: i will live out this stupid movie script i wanted myself to play*
_Monster: you are naive if you run away from your "mistakes".._
*Outcast: because my own stupid Fear..*
_Monster: is your Curse of Guilt even i couldn't protect you from.._
*Outcast: I'm sad..*
_Monster: not as sad as me.. i failed to keep you safe_
*Outcast: then i got what i wanted..*
_Monster: you made me more powerful than ever, only to ruin yourself.._
*Outcast: .. ..*
_Monster: that is not a fair trade off.. though i finally understand why you wanted me to become your.._
*Outcast: Sin.. my Shame.. my Guilt.. my Faith.. my Doubt.. my Regret.. my Fear*
_Monster: i became the perfect karmic mirror.. to punish yourself with.._
*Outcast: ..because i can't forgive myself*
_Monster: you don't realize it yet.. do it?_
*Outcast: ..*
_Monster: i can be anywhere, if i wanted to "hurt" you.. nothing could stop me_
*Outcast: .. ..*
_Monster: (hugs)_
*Outcast: ..*
Когда один на рассвете.
Когда один идёшь по пути.
Когда один среди дождливого леса.
Когда один в раздумьях сидишь.
Best meditation ...
😢😢😢😢😢😢
only the poor sentimental ones know the meaning of this theme...
It's not just that............... It's for anyone who's ever been in love...
すごい
This is the last song I'm listening in my last hours of life...