Alexander Stewart - If You Only Knew(Lyrics)
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Alexander Stewart - If You Only Knew(Lyrics)
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
I feel so fucking guilty 'cause God, I'm so lucky to live my life
So I keep all the pain to myself
Losin' faith, but nobody can tell
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
So I pretend I'm fine
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
If you only knew
I wish I was somebody else
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
It's a silent cry for help
I wanna get better, I want you to know
That I can't do this on my own
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Take me outta this hell
Oh, somebody help
Take me outta this hell
Oh, I'm not myself
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, but I want to
Oh, if you only knew
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My 15 yr old son overdosed Friday he's now In rehab this hits hard I'm in tears I miss the son I use to know please everyone pray for me and my son Owen even if you don't know me please ❤😢
I pray for God's devine intervention
I pray for you and Owen to find peace and happiness even during these dark days 🙏 ✨ 😢 ❤
Courage! He is still alive. 🙏💙
🙌🏼❤️🙏🏼
Prayers of healing support and love for Owen and your family.
I hope and pray each person that hears this song, will get out of that room and go ask for help. Speak your unfiltered feelings. God bless to those who are suffering. Praying for you and those that love you.
My brother Shot himself newyears I wish he would of let me know that night fr speak up and reach out to someone you can trust
Thank you
I'm trying 😢😢😢😢😢😢
I'm. Debbie. And. I've. Asked. For. Help. Because. I. Ave. No. Friends. Or. Family. I'm. All. Alone. Sorry. I've. Got. My. Little. Dog. That's. Why. I. Need. Help.. Thank. You. For. Your. Message. My. Friend. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I wish I could but there is No one I can go to I am all on my own 😢
My brother shot himself in the heart when he was 21. I'm now 72 years old. It has been 46 years and I still cry for him. GET HELP. THE PAIN IT CAUSES of losing a loved one is unbearable.
I'm so sorry for your loss . It's hard I lost so many. The pain will always be there but not as sharp as that first cut...I try to remember the strengths and weakness each one taught me. I like to think maybe they left me with some of that. Once again sorry. 🌸
My son was found dead in a motel room....I didn't know how to answer his cries for help...I had done all I could. I'm 72...he was 40...this song reminds me of him.😢
😢 I'm so sorry!!
Hello Linda, how are you doing??
I'm very sorry for your loss, May his soul rest in perfect peace.
This song is too sad and painful. I know exactly what he's feeling. Please dear Lord be with everyone going through pain and relieve them from this sadness and give them happiness and love and joy 🙏🏼🙌🏼
Amen❤ 🙏
Amen!! 🙏🏻
Anybody else here that's who is struggling with bipolar and chronic depression. It's like every word is your daily struggle? You are not alone!!!!
Ik how both those feel they suck there's times where I don't feel like I am enough
So me 😢
I'm here
Me. But they don't believe it's that. They say it's other mental health
Yes definitely
Praying for everyone going through the pain. Going through anything .
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I think that on some level, at some point in our lives, we can all relate to the meaning of this song. Praying for all who need it. God bless 🙏
The song really touch me oh how Feel it
My girl cut herself bad and overdosed on Monday. My heart hurts so much I can’t breathe and I’m in bits. I’m praying she gets through and gets the help she needs
💛 So sorry
Hope things for you both are better
I am sure there are so many people who can identify with this song, you put it all beautifully bitter sweet in words...faith...
WOW THIS SONG BLEW ME AWAY LITERALLY PHEW IM CRYING GO TO GOD GIVE IT TO GOD IM GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE IT HURTS BUT IM GETTING BETTER CAUSE I DONT LOVE HIM NO MORE HE KNOWS HES TO BLAME I STILL HOPE HE FINDS JESUS AS I TRIED GOG KNOWS I TRIED!!
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Be with God. A good result will come your way.🙏❤️
I know this is not what the song is about. But it applies. I just lost my Dad on Friday. God does this hit home! Every word could have been written for me. At least I know I’m not alone fighting things now. ❤
Just breath and hang in there! Bad times don't last, the good times will make their way back, I promise, just hold on!!
I'm so very sorry
I felt as if this was about me as well a few years back. I have my life over to Christ and my family is so unbelievably strong,they were with me every step of the way. Thank you God for saving me. And please be with this mother who lost her son. Dear God,thank you that he finally has peace..God Bless
every one is just enjoying the song and i am feeling the pain in his voice......and understanding the song by relating it to my life
I don't think anybody is enjoying this song, it's heartbreaking
I know the feeling, lost my Son 4 yesrs ago he was 30. I miss him so so much every day. I don't think my Husband and i would be here if it wasn't for our 2 Grandson's. No parent should have to go through the pain of loseing your child. The pain never goes away 😮💨😭😢❤️ my heart goes out to all of you who have lost a loved one, may God Bless you all. Amen 🙏
My son was 31,two years ago he left this world 😢 But before that there was endless agony and struggle for 10 years... oh,dear God.😢
What hurts the most, is when you tell someone and it still doesn't matter.😢
Facts❤
I hear you! But I’m right there with you and I DO CARE!!!!! 💜💜💜🥰🙌
That is such a sad statement. I really felt that and I am sending you the biggest hug ever.
😢😢😢
I felt this.
I lost my brother to suicide 4 years ago due to meth addiction he felt he had lost himself and he couldn't find happiness anymore without meth he told my sister he was hopeless we tried so hard to save him that we offered rehab that my older sister would pay for but he chose to end his life because he couldn't find the person he was anymore. He was a beautiful soul who got lost and addiction stoled him away and it was devastating. Be kind and show love because that is all that is left in the end!
God Keep you
Brother keep faith for God gave you a purpose to help others realize they are not alone. I feel the same way as you do. But being a singer as well. Your song is medicine to people like use.
Sorry..
Amen
That song gave me chills.Its beauthiful & so sad. Many people cry in silence.They need to get help.Its so true& powerful!😢❤🙏
It hits a thousand times harder because mom passed away.. 0:36 "Mom I don't want you worried" 🥺 I am broken that she isn't with us anymore. She was the one person I could always run to. When I'm overwhelmed I subconsciously still ask for her. And then realize over and over again she isn't with us anymore.. 💔
She will always be with you ❤️
It's hard and the thoughts we have is so bad and angry and negative but praise God, He is near when we call to Him to help us. 😢
Hello 👋
Hello 👋
Where are you from
Hi Alexander, I am from South Africa 🌍
how are you doing today I live in Virginia
These words are definitely 😢sad. There is always that ray of hope if you understand the love of GOD will surpass all our misery and pull us up out of what we think will not change.♥️😇If there was someone close to you that took their life,it was simply they thought their life would not change. We should continue to love them and pray for them and never judge. The line between sanity and one’s own reality is a thin line.
Dear Alexander, there is a God who loves you with eternal love. He sent his son Jesus who died for you on the cross in order that you can be free and you can start all over again because of his love. Your song is very beautiful and God has given you a great talent of music and a wonderful voice. Make the best out of it, and don't forget you are never alone. God is close to you!🥰🤗
I am a true believer and know this, but also battle with depression. Sometimes KNOWING this helps and sometimes it feels futile. Footprints is my favorite poem and I truly believe He carries me thru, He is my rock and I depend on Him daily. However, I still have moments when I feel like NO ONE cares. That I benefit no one and nothing. That nothing I do in life is good enough or helpful enough. And even like I'm all alone. The constant struggles I deal with (that few know about) are exhausting and I want to be done!! So I appreciate your sentiment and your faith but preaching to people and assuming they have not been saved or don't believe is NOT helping them. How do you know this singer doesn't believe in Christ and the resurrection. Also remember God allows trials and struggles as learning, growth, and to bring us closer to Him. Sometimes we need that reminder. People of faith still have depression. They still have bipolar disorders, eating disorders, cancer, sleep apnea, diabetes etc. God is NOT a human who is physically here to help the hurting. To hug them. To pull them out of homelessness. Putting food on the plates. To tell them they are worth so much more than they think and not just to God but to the human race! Sometimes we need to hear what we give to others. How we benefit earth and society. That as a Christian is your servanthood!! Be the hands and feet not just the mouth. We don't need people to talk AT us we need people to truly care "How are you doing?" and talk WITH us. After my husband died and people would ask me this question I found out how many truly want to know how I'm truly doing. 1 out of 20 maybe. It's a superficial question. When you answer with the truth people walk away saying nothing. Everyone wants an I'm good answer. Well sometimes life is really really crappy!!
THE ANSWER TO EVERYONE'S PROBLEMS IS GOD🙏🏻I PRAY THAT ALLMIGHTY GOD MAY BREAKE ALL CHAINS OF EVIL AND UNHAPPYNESS AND HAVE MERCY WITH ALL IN NEED🙏🏻HEARTACHE🙏🏻DEPRESSION🙏🏻DRUG🙏🏻ALCHOHOL ADDICTION🙏🏻THANK YOU LORD FOR ALL YOUR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND BLESSINGS🙏🏻👑💝🕊✝️
Thankyou Amen...😭💔
Such a true song. Thank you God for listening ❤❤
Hi trust god
Yes trust god alleayes
Amen. To God always.🙏❤️
BEAUTIFUL
My brother died when he was 40 15 years ago. I don’t always feel lucky to be here but I have had a lot of thoughts throughout the years. Why was I left here with no parents and now no sibling. I sure miss him
My brother died when he was 41, less than a year ago. I miss him too
I lost my daughter it will be 3 years in Oct. It feels like yesterday..😢😢 It wasnt suppose to be this way. Then you hear songs like this that should be out there so some of us could help our children. If only I knew maybe I could of made a diffrence I beat myself up daily. ❤❤❤❤
I share your pain💔
No matter how hard you try to explain yourself....still you going to get hurt because no one is willing to listen or find a way to make you feel better or stop being hurt
I have just opened my TH-cam app just to find this song on top and I played it. 😢😢😢 wow I'm in tears of the lyrics.
I'm pretending to okay too😭😭
You are never Alone.Call out yo youf Heavenly Father.His Amazing Grace and Powerful Loving Healing Presence Will Be You . Always Watching Over You 🙏
You got me in your prayers for sure GOD is good all the time
I've saved the song, I'm crying.
To Alexander Stewart, great job on the making of this song, it truly touched my heart.♥️🎼♥️🎼♥️🎼
Brought tears to me on what is a sad day for me 😢😢❤
If you only knew, how often I’ve thought this in the last few years. Sometimes life can change so drastically so suddenly and you wake and realise everything, everyone is gone. Even those right beside you, my heart cries for help, if you only knew.
I hear this am crying, I don't know what to do or say, I have a problem my two sons are going through this also,they finished school and one became an army officer,he stopped going for work and started drinking beer like noones business I have tried everything but to finish me off, the young brother also stopped going for work he has joined his brother, I don't know what this is just after the death of their father 16 years now,am so sad I cry every evening asking God to help me,am the saddest mother in this world 😢
What a beautiful voice. ❤❤❤
This song is deep. Many of us know the feeling. Even if you think you dont matter. You do.! Think of your parents, your siblings your grandparents, your neighbors, your friends, your teachers everyone around you. You think you may not be missed, but you will and it hurts. It scars your loved ones even your pets. Seek professional help. There’s many places that help. The suicide/crisis hotline is there. God has saved me from these thoughts. I am stronger than those thoughts. I pray he saves you, if you seek him. Take care. Remember you matter.
I can't shake the passion and love I have just cry and pray
Pure pain and hurt spilled out with this song. Young man you did a great job of delivering this feeling for the whole world to hear. I wish you the best in your music career. You've got, use it!
Extremely sad song I don’t understand when people have to endure such pain alone.
This song hit me we all go through hard times I’ve been there still trying to get get through if you only knew how hard it’s is to just pretend everything is okay 😢😢😢😢😢
This is my real story Thank you ❤
If I could die to make you live to love I would and if I could help you and reach out to you I would ...❤❤❤😂😂😂🎉🎉love forever your Star,cat...
I suffer with depression and I felt like ending my life today whilst at college as nothing makes me happy anymore. Then i found this song and it is me.
Keep on fighting against it darling. You are stronger than whatever you go through ❤.
@@franchellebock561 this is skyes mum. I'm sorry but skye took her own life last night 😪😪💔💔💔💔💔
So sorry
@@margaretharwood1733 she said she liked you
@@SkyeFinanI am sorry for your loss. Prayers 🙏🙏🙏 for your family.
This explains me very well. I relate very similar to this. Being epileptic trying to fight to get by physically and financially while trying to hide the tole it's taking. Used to deal with it in a bad way but have turned on a brighter path....feels very relatable.
Than God I'm 7 months sober now.help comes when you believe in God and pray .trust me I've been there
A song comes deeply from the heart. Well done.❤🙏
Omg, i am a mom, and this song cuts so deep 😢 I have been there and I will never not be there. I have seen my kids cry and I insist on sitting by there side and if it means not speaking but just being there makes all the difference❤
Mr brain tells me this daily. No one understands. I cannot escape it.
This song hits so close to home for me. My son committed suicide 2 years ago and I blame myself everyday for not knowing what he was going through.
This song hits my heart...
So powerful and beautiful ❤️
This song...made me..miss my mom more...I lost my mom so unexpectedly..November 18 2021.
"VERY POWERFUL"
relatable 2many of us....
*wishing myself n others healing 🙏
This song is so sad but it is so true to so many. Please if you are feeling this way tell someone and if they do not listen tell someone else. So many do care and we need you here. People love you and you are important to so many. I lost my granddaughter to suicide in 2021 and she never told us how she was feeling. It has torn our family a part. She hid her feelings. She was loved so much by so many but she did not think she was. If she only knew
This is just such a sad song 🥺We have all been here at one point in our lives. Losing someone hurts..
Some might not have been through this but might find this song when they are..It will get better. 😔It wont feel like it will but it will. ⚘
The longing is hard and the pain is absolutely painful.. Dont give up no matter what ! Your heart will heal..❤
Look at the strengths they left you and what they taught you. Keep that close and teach it to others. Its a great way of remembering them.
My 25 year old son overdosed in 2020 he was clean for 10 years but his girlfriend was cheating and it just destroyed him…….. he was a mama’s boy and wasn’t afraid to tell anyone he was .
I’m still so broken and my world is so dark,
I just went threw chemotherapy and radiation treatments for lung cancer and I’m in remission.
But I’m so ready to go be with him and my parents 💔it’s hell to loose a child and it’s a horrible pain that wont go away till your eyes close for good 😭
This is a beautiful song !
Another song.. that hits the heart so deep...
Im tryna fight addiction please pray for me
Prayers don't give up keep going once foot in front of the other, you can overcome this
I just prayed for you, I hope you make it through this, and God willing, come out of this on 😮the strong side!!!....
You can do it. I'm 2 years sober now. I'll keep you in my prayers.
🙏🙏❤
That's awesome! Fight the God fight. God bless you and remember it's one day at a time.
Wow this hit hard, I'm recovering addict, I spent so many nights on my own and still do..the addiction runs through my vains, it never goes away! I'm always shut down! I wanna say this shit never leaves you it's deep within your soul and all of you please pray with me and say it's okay not to okay, cos each day it takes your soul, bit by bit nights get longer crying in to your pillow 😢 please take me hand as I pray I'm not the only one that say says! We worth the trauma each of us has had! Each of us our worth the journey beginning or end but don't give up I got you and I think God evey day I'm alive ..God bless you all ❤xxx
I'm crying because the message is so powerful my brother is a struggling addict and this song would be him he suffers in silence 🥺🥺 Love and hugs to all those who relate or are in need of help for any reason, YOU ARE LOVED!
When someone who loves you reaches out to be your helper, let them take your hand and look into your eyes and let them help you heal!
My life has been falling apart for the last 2 yrs losing everyone that meant the world to me and no sign of things getting better for me this song hits home so hard
You would be surprised what a smile can hide and the words I'm fine can hide. Or maybe know body really cares to look beyond those words.
Very true
this song hits my heart so much for my son, he just lost his dad & I know he is so hurt,thank you for this beautiful song
I had best friend i tried to help him all different rehabs but they wont get better unless they want too the trouble with rehabs they meet other people like them they hook up after rehab he gone now only 25 years old too late miss him so much
Powerful song ❤
Ouch this hit me like a huge punch to the heart. My little brother (40yrs old) died by suicide in 2021 and used alcohol to cope so these words scream his silent plea's for help. If only he was allowed to see his family we would have known what was going on and maybe - just maybe he would still be with us today. There are no words to explain the pain and heartache I deal with every single day since he left
My 19 years old nephew took his life almost 4 years ago and I'm struggling I feel lost and broken 💔 ,4th of July was the holidays he loved the most , now on this day I lay on my bed doing nothing , and with every fireworks sound comes down 100 😢
Sorry for your loss !! May he Rest in Peace .
This song is my son through🎉 and through. He took his life at 43 years old. After battling alcoholism and drugs fir so long. He couldn't take the pain of friends and family not believing in him to get better. And he gave the devil the right to be in his head. He might have put thoughts in my son's head. But he was unable to bring him down to he'll. Jason has made it to heaven and now has peace of mind.❤
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So sorry for your unimaginable loss.
God bless. Praying for your son and you.🙏❤️
The lyrics said it all (my true feelings)
I'm from South Africa i can relate to that it's hard 😢 I'm not giving up 😢our flesh and blood god never gives up we are humans no matter our circumstances I'm proud of you God bless you 🙏
My bipolar in the winter it's a killer when I'm trying to stay alive for 4 kids .The support system is hit and miss .
I watch the world but I don't feel a part of it .
You'll be fine girl
I feel the same way not having a strong enough support system really sucks when you feel alone and want someone to be there to listen to you when you're going through a hard time just know you aren't alone and even though some days are dark you're still making it through even though there isn't a light to follow right now there will be later on ❤
@@SnowWolf6897 ❤️❤️❤️❤️ thankyou 😊
Lexapro''s a really good medication adivan at night. That would be my suggestion. Call your Doctor.
WOW..just WOW.Powerful lyrics..hits hard..so many suffering alone like this.Been there..
God bless you and your family 🙏
No matter how much one person works on themselves of their past triggers, you will always have a trigger response, this song did it for me. Sometimes, I think we have to go thru the emotions to not forget the pain that helps us to survive and to understand the lessons that were brought to us in the 1st place .
Remember, addiction to substances only brings more pain and lessons and those you only cause onto yourself. ❤
I am praying so hard for you and your son. Stay by his side tell him you love him
Don’t push asking why just let him know you are there Always
Hug him let him cry let him talk and tell him over over again how much you love him
I always felt out of place in my family. When I was gang ra**d and my mother didn’t want her family to know because of bringing her shame I shut down totally. I tried to carry on I did my best. Then it got too much. I overdosed and was in a coma for over 4 weeks. I still don’t say how I feel my mums attitude saw to that
I know you are different to my mum she wouldn’t even come to see me i hospital when I needed her
You stay with your boy. You are a wonderful mum. Be there for him listen and know you have all our prays with you ❤❤
Came home on Saturday with my shopping in the morning....I live by myself just stood in the kitchen and burst out crying....what if this is as good as it gets...so tough life
❤ It is not ever a easy road. We all go through life quit or not. Fact are my guts tell me different and as a mother and my Best friends my children family and silent or not hearing from them I need to know. Can not stand to lose another person in life I need to know we all are ok. I quit drinking, I have pancreas issues from four yrs of drinking. It has took me ten yrs and four one day relapses drinking not proud I want to share my thoughts and heart to all the ppl who don't know where to get help or how. We all fall we just have to get back up. Never alone God bless you all ❤😢
I’m struggling so bad with my head this song hits hard
But no matter who it is who says “you okay?” I just say yeah because I don’t know what’s up but I go away and cry it’s hard to hold back when I’m asked but I have a amazing partner who helps me along the way and I’ve had these problems before but this one’s a lot different so many demons shouting 😭 too loud need some peace even if it’s just for a little bit
Going through alot of pain n hurt right just heard the worst news ever about my mom last week we took her to c the Dr for a followup of pain in her stomach
Shes 83 years old n found out shes got stomach Cancer
She cant have the surgery or no chemo
Due to her age
Dr says we Have to put her in Hospice
This is so hard for me cz im the only 1 tats takes care of her
Knowing im loseing my mom is gona be so hard
Even harder cz she has Damenta n Alzheimers
I dont know u all
Can u plz pray for me n my family
Thank u
Prayers sent. 🤍🦋🙏🏻
I feel for you ❤ I lost my partner he had tongue and throat cancer won his battle but unfortunately kemo and the other treatment only lasted so long then the cancer came back to his lungs.
He was 136kg and he lost so much weight he could fit into my size 8 jean's he did euthanasia as he was in to much pain,he wanted to pass on the Sunday but the doctor could not get to him till the Wednesday.
We don't let dog's suffer so why should human and family as our dogs are family 💔❤💔
Praying for your mom.🙏❤️
Sending my prayers
@@amandalidey329 Thank u
God bless you and God loves you amen
Beautiful love .❤We all need to cherish this feeling.If we are unable to be by our loves side 🙏♥️😇they get to feel that love you had for them from a distance.
It always matters to someone, maybe the least person you think.
Brilliant what a voice
This song cuts so deep... And rings so damn true
This hits so hard
I've just spent 3 mths in hospital and mental health wards and u can understand this song😢😢
I believe in the Lord amen 🙏 believe in the Lord amen 🙏
Very very very beautiful song...thank you..i need you..please come cry with me
Praying for sll those to recieve the peace of the savior Jesues
OMG that is so true 😢. sometimes I feel like people want me to do it
Absolutely breaks my heart
Sometimes the answer to your problems is as simple as knocking a door 🚪 ❤
Sounds like me and my son !! Prayers to you and your son ! I PRAY HE BEATS THIS DEMON ! TAKE DEEP BREATHS AND PRAISE THE LORD HE IS STILL HERE 🙏❤😢
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Still praying for your son 🙏 💙 your story weighs heavy on my ❤️ heart ! Keep the Faith sweetie the rest God will take care of .sending prayers today 🙏 hope things are going OK for you ! In my prayers ! From Texas ! Sincerely
Mia
I hope your doing a little better ,Just wanted to say Your still in my prayers.Is your son doing better ? I pray he is .
Wow! This is a blessing in disguise! ❤💯☺️
It's a silent cry for help. I'm in tears hearing this song.This song is so sad yet reflection of reality.
It's okay to talk to people you trust about what you're going through. Sometimes we can't get through everything by ourselves. It will be okay. Have faith in God Jehovah and yourself ❤ above all, hang in there. Hugs
~~Absolutely Beautiful~~
i Love This Song 🙂👍🤎🎶
Only God can feel what you're really feeling
Reach out and talk to someone. You're not alone. There's an army of us that fight every day.
I lost my son to addiction & I just can't accept he's gone. I miss him so much, I literally ache for him. His touch, his smile/laugh, his voice, everything. His music, he was a musician. My heart is totally & completely broken. No-one really understands the loss of a child, regardless of their age. I just want him back. It's hard to acept I'll never see him again.
#TimmyDForever27. 💔😭
im sorry to hear about your loss it brings tears to my eyes