Dad Reacts to Blake Coatney - (VIDEO) - last words before he committed suicide.

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  • @zaza5108
    @zaza5108 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1616

    “love yourself more than you love others” -Dad
    That hit my heart man.

    • @thepeopleschamp3823
      @thepeopleschamp3823 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Dud i was reading wat u said and the dad just says it

    • @joshuaharris243
      @joshuaharris243 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Love god more than you love yourself and others

    • @lauraburke9700
      @lauraburke9700 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      It's hard to love yourself when you're depressed and hate yourself

    • @Nyctophiliac.
      @Nyctophiliac. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@joshuaharris243 i don't believe in religion

    • @trapvibereactions615
      @trapvibereactions615 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@joshuaharris243 no love yourself before you love others, God put us on this Earth to love ourselves

  • @gen8720
    @gen8720 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2183

    Your dad only spits the truth. 💯 #respect

  • @nicolai5664
    @nicolai5664 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5295

    *Killing yourself doesn't end your suffering. It just passes on to someone else*

    • @FerrexD
      @FerrexD 7 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Dat Boi A.K.A. carrot Juice s Damn, so Deep.

    • @KayKashi
      @KayKashi 7 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      Dat Boi A.K.A. carrot Juice s it ends your suffering and passes it on. Ik your intentions but...THAT DOSE NOT HELP! In fact most Suicidal people HATE. Yo be told that. People say that that the person is selfish and is only thinking about the self and that they are hurting everyone around them...how selfish are you to tell someone going through a hard time that? Instead of that lift them up...just my 2cents

    • @jordanholt4286
      @jordanholt4286 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      So true 💯

    • @nicolai5664
      @nicolai5664 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kayden King .....

    • @sherbaazsmoothjazz2712
      @sherbaazsmoothjazz2712 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dat Boi A.K.A. carrot Juice s good

  • @darcyhewett5966
    @darcyhewett5966 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1361

    I wish I could have held this boy and told him everything would be ok.

    • @liltimer6149
      @liltimer6149 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Darcy Hewett that’s all you can do but at the end of the day they have to see there’s something better in the future, they can hear that 100 times and guess what, it’s all up to that person to take it In cause it’s ok right, but is it really ok. But I see you message I wish I could have the same. Much love ❤️

    • @darcyhewett5966
      @darcyhewett5966 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Lil timer You’re right. But I still wish someone could have helped him. Such a needless end to a young life...Love to you also.❤️

    • @Prxaiz
      @Prxaiz 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ❤️

    • @pierrewkeys3262
      @pierrewkeys3262 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ur a nice person darcy

    • @darcyhewett5966
      @darcyhewett5966 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Pierre Sapp thank you. 😊❤️

  • @jakethornbury4412
    @jakethornbury4412 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1806

    I just wish I could have given him a hug and let him know people love him and need him. Give him one more day to make it through.

    • @shinji_ikari
      @shinji_ikari 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Jake Thornbury You want to hug a dead body? (Sorry misread youre comment)

    • @lilyoshi232
      @lilyoshi232 7 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      PeppeTheHotPepper you didn't even edit your comment.. you did it on purpose bro

    • @ryanritter9878
      @ryanritter9878 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Man one hug could have made his day that's all someone had to do

    • @andrewvlaszof
      @andrewvlaszof 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Jake Thornbury I feel the same way 😔🤧😭

    • @bigez6835
      @bigez6835 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jake Thornbury true

  • @ayo3777
    @ayo3777 7 ปีที่แล้ว +585

    Suicide doesn't get rid of the pain , it passes it on to someone else

    • @Liam-yu7lm
      @Liam-yu7lm 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Wait to steal a comment.

    • @omensr1515
      @omensr1515 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Liam Boldt Honestly who cares 🤦‍♂️

    • @craftingmac6162
      @craftingmac6162 7 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Liam Boldt someone committed suicide and you're worried about someone stealing a comment? Go fuck yourself.

    • @poop-dr8ov
      @poop-dr8ov 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      crafting mac exactly

    • @LilXeviOsama
      @LilXeviOsama 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Goddamn thats True man

  • @asukiddo
    @asukiddo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +750

    This is trulty sad and i hope no one ever has suicidal thoughts.......

    • @CST4R1
      @CST4R1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Its Bryan Everyone has suicidal thoughts, fuck even my 6 year old daughter has said if mommy and daddy died she would kill herself, you just gotta hope nobody takes action on it

    • @asukiddo
      @asukiddo 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      true .

    • @GarrettChelberg
      @GarrettChelberg 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      i tried suicide

    • @Dark-xs5lf
      @Dark-xs5lf 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Garrett Chelberg so did I nothing feels better than going numb just hanging there in a room by yourself I still wish to this day I never was found and cut down

    • @toughshit330
      @toughshit330 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Youngboy spread love not hate you parasite

  • @dannbrown7560
    @dannbrown7560 5 ปีที่แล้ว +328

    “I’m not doing anything with my life..” that ladies and gents is heart wrenching.

  • @SFeeshh
    @SFeeshh 7 ปีที่แล้ว +302

    Hey dad, I'm the guy who said on stream that I might go homeless and I did everything you said and it worked it really did. Thank you soooo much it got rid of alot of stress and I'm happier. I talk my friends out of suicide and what I say to them is you should never have a permanent solution to a temporary problem and then sit down with them and talk with them. I have talked out 5 of my friend from suicide so I know how to deal with this kind of stuff.

    • @cherriterri47
      @cherriterri47 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm so glad things are working out for you. Its never the answer, suicide. Thank you for helping others. (sorry I just wanted to let you know someone read this.)

    • @OhhhJP
      @OhhhJP 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Anthony Rodarte Jr LOL

    • @SFeeshh
      @SFeeshh 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Cherri Terri thanks :)

    • @johnnycastro7110
      @johnnycastro7110 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Suicide is for the weak

    • @johnnycastro7110
      @johnnycastro7110 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Anthony Rodarte Jr you sound so fake just shut up

  • @smurftastic8117
    @smurftastic8117 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3139

    My son attempted suicide 2 years ago and that day he broke up with his gf and came home from school early and I told him that I was there if he needed me and to take the rest of the day to compose himself and that tomorrow is a new day. He came down a few hours later and told me he took all his night time pills so I ran him to the ER and they admitted him. He's doing better now, he got on some depression meds and this all happened 2 years ago and I'm am so grateful he told me and it was a long road for all of my family. My heart goes out to his family.

    • @joemama-ml9mo
      @joemama-ml9mo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Smurftastic nobody cares poopoo !!

    • @isavier
      @isavier 5 ปีที่แล้ว +205

      Shut up bro that’s not a joke , don’t play

    • @smurftastic8117
      @smurftastic8117 5 ปีที่แล้ว +183

      Joe mama you might not care but many many families go through that each year. I'm thankful my son told me before it was to late and I would have found him dead. I hope one day you don't ever have to be in that situation as a parent. Its a helpless feeling.

    • @smurftastic8117
      @smurftastic8117 5 ปีที่แล้ว +71

      Erock you can think its funny you can make your stupid comments but suicide is not a joke its not funny its a serious matter. By the time my son got to the hospital his heart rate was 40 his blood pressure was 183/110 and I couldn't fix what he was going through that is a helpless feeling. When a person contemplate suicide they are in a dark place and see no way out and the pain they are going through seems so overwhelming to them that they thinks it their only option

    • @bobross4616
      @bobross4616 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      Smurftastic Don’t worry about these people, take every insult they throw at you as a sign of their own self hatred. Pity them...

  • @josephokuwa
    @josephokuwa 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3992

    If only I could turn back time, sit down next to him, give him a hug and tell him everything is gonna be ok and help him through his problems.

    • @gabofps6725
      @gabofps6725 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Joseph Okuwa ok....

    • @beastclawplayz4783
      @beastclawplayz4783 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      That's cool dud

    • @dachieandtinasunknownson4776
      @dachieandtinasunknownson4776 7 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Joseph Okuwa Telling him everything will be OK will just hurt him more you know that right.....

    • @QuintinArlieNoggle
      @QuintinArlieNoggle 7 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      Well.. You know, man. Sometimes it does help. You know, the little things, to know there's someone you can rely on, someone to tell you - you can rely on them, to tell you they love you for just the person you are, show you some support. A hug, smile, few words - always help.. to keep you away from all this s... 'cause I've been having these thoughts a lot, tried it once and damn, you just can't imagine how worthless and meaningless one Must feel to go this way, to take this route, 'cause the whole time you're thinking of all these people - the ones you love, wanna be friends with, those you just want to leave you alone or just show you some respect as a human being, but instead all you receive is lonely instead. So yeah, when you feel help-less, you desperately look and hope for a reason that'll make you change your mind and hug, small, mace always helps.

    • @reallydude7040
      @reallydude7040 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Tay lmao same

  • @antisocialone
    @antisocialone 5 ปีที่แล้ว +186

    Crying like a baby because I've felt like this before and things could've ended up the way they did for him. I pray his soul finds eternal peace and love

    • @azz75sl
      @azz75sl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Bryson Hills same here. I’m so happy I didn’t pull off what I tried to. I still feel tortured by my brain and really wish I could cash out but at least I can think somewhat rationally about it now. I’ll never stop trying to find a way out.

    • @Valeria-mg4ty
      @Valeria-mg4ty 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stay strong the both of you. I hope you guys are better💕💕💕

    • @tirowgaming1650
      @tirowgaming1650 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amen

  • @brittx3
    @brittx3 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1894

    Your dad is the sweetest guy ever.

    • @ike907
      @ike907 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Brittany Janelle your profile picture looks 2D and fake af

    • @brittx3
      @brittx3 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      As̸ap nonce Lmfao, it looks 2D? Feel free to send me a message and I'll add you on Snapchat, since I'm "fake af." Idiot 😂🙄

    • @lakechicotguyrippnlips9350
      @lakechicotguyrippnlips9350 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Add me dylancoffee

    • @danrees2126
      @danrees2126 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Brittany Janelle just ignore them

    • @Savage_Gamer777
      @Savage_Gamer777 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      you're beautiful.

  • @notreallytoxic
    @notreallytoxic 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1539

    This is what I would say to everyone who think or is thinking that they going to kill them self. "The pain doesn't go away, the pain just passes on to the ones who love you and care about you"

    • @Evjen97
      @Evjen97 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Dylan Keogh very true

    • @GozoFoolish
      @GozoFoolish 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Dylan Keogh amen

    • @deruko1251
      @deruko1251 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      #ripchester

    • @blackice5224
      @blackice5224 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Dylan Keogh damnit I was gonna say that... no joke

    • @patek9789
      @patek9789 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dylan Keogh thx but idk...

  • @JustMe-db3ob
    @JustMe-db3ob 6 ปีที่แล้ว +284

    Poor dad trying to tell him theres still time to do things. What a sweet heart of a dad you have.

  • @itsjaiden7521
    @itsjaiden7521 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1417

    Pain Is Temporary, But Suicide is Forever......

    • @johonnaj3038
      @johonnaj3038 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Beauty Subliminals well to me it is.... i just want the pain to end , thats all.

    • @landynzamora6488
      @landynzamora6488 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Johonna J no god loves you more then wanting to die

    • @landynzamora6488
      @landynzamora6488 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      My uncle died 6 years ago then my other uncle died shortly after then my grandma died 1 year ago

    • @johonnaj3038
      @johonnaj3038 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      LJZ_ DONTBETHE1 thanks for the advice asked god severals times to HELP. Im good tho... nobody wants me here so im gone..

    • @johonnaj3038
      @johonnaj3038 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ZaC kWinz thanks for the advice❤️ but imma be dead soon....

  • @frojo4596
    @frojo4596 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2934

    4:45 ur dad is so inspiring thank u so much

    • @resetzed1660
      @resetzed1660 7 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Joey don't take his advice lightly I've been following his advice and life has been going well until video......

    • @hevillepeacefoot8647
      @hevillepeacefoot8647 7 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      He's always wise

    • @tytydinguy
      @tytydinguy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Joey He gives the best advice for everything I swear, I love him and Dyn and have for years

    • @x_suxia_x8979
      @x_suxia_x8979 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Joey bro his amazing the best advice you can prob get on TH-cam

    • @sliceroni2039
      @sliceroni2039 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Joey .

  • @gbosf
    @gbosf 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1189

    My friend killed himself last week and it sucks man it really does. His funeral had over 1,000 ppl there he was really loved R.I.P Ellis I miss you buddy

    • @hauntmoor
      @hauntmoor 7 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      god bless.

    • @SmartSpacemanOG
      @SmartSpacemanOG 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Just_ Trix no fuck you you're 9

    • @gbosf
      @gbosf 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Supreme Duke 6 thank you

    • @Hug0Guilherme
      @Hug0Guilherme 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Just_ Trix I'm sorry for ur loss bro

    • @hockeysnipes8762
      @hockeysnipes8762 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      JIYPLAYZ just don't comment smh 🤦‍♂️

  • @dylanwells6598
    @dylanwells6598 7 ปีที่แล้ว +316

    I think this man just got fucked over in life all at the same time and couldn't deal with it Rip man

  • @WavePapi0
    @WavePapi0 5 ปีที่แล้ว +314

    The fishing pole part just got sooooo hard! RIP Blake RIP Cody

    • @JB449
      @JB449 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i see your a fan of dutt reacts

    • @WavePapi0
      @WavePapi0 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Prosper I like watching flight vids but I don’t watch dutt

    • @JB449
      @JB449 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@WavePapi0 flight is a dutt

  • @lostandnumb1536
    @lostandnumb1536 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2579

    I’m gonna stop playing so many video games and do more stuff with my dad. He’s nearly 60 I’m sorry Dad

    • @gat3725
      @gat3725 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Anzly 😭😭

    • @casual4419
      @casual4419 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Hbv

    • @dontdominateme
      @dontdominateme 6 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Anzly i am 41 now and my mom os 58 and my father is 65. Time passes before you know. Now my parents are disabled and can't get around much.i regret not spending more time with them.if you can change things please.please don't live with regrets like I do. 💕

    • @latinheat28
      @latinheat28 6 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Wish I could hear that from kids..

    • @cosmichour8374
      @cosmichour8374 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Ya i wish i could do that. But.. It just too late for me

  • @trristanavilasauce2762
    @trristanavilasauce2762 7 ปีที่แล้ว +344

    My cousin died Last month in a car crash he was only 19...the church was packed...that shows how much people actually cared and loved you.Please people do not think about suicide. R.I.P Alan

    • @lumi8725
      @lumi8725 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      best of wishes to ur family

    • @yoas548
      @yoas548 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Trristan Avilasauce R.I.P to him bruh and best of wishes to your family 🙏🏾

    • @feen4none
      @feen4none 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      R.I.P

    • @vinnyslawncare
      @vinnyslawncare 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      They only care when something happens.

    • @bane4839
      @bane4839 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Vinny’sCummin exactly

  • @rosariomoreno1473
    @rosariomoreno1473 7 ปีที่แล้ว +680

    Suicide doesn't end pain. It passes onto someone else...

    • @fredrickholloway4455
      @fredrickholloway4455 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      ThatGoodJuice sure sure

    • @fredrickholloway4455
      @fredrickholloway4455 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ThatGoodJuice nigga what

    • @idonwandodisnomo
      @idonwandodisnomo 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kakashi Hatake It's a virus in our community.

    • @nextforlan
      @nextforlan 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Kamui kakashi and it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

    • @Chkris
      @Chkris 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Aaron Cranor What you said is much worse than what he did...

  • @donrainesoh
    @donrainesoh 5 ปีที่แล้ว +288

    This dude was strong for so long and finally broke. It breaks my heart. When I was 18 I walked to the bathroom and just happened to look outside. I wear glasses and am blind without them. Anyhow I had them off ass I washed my face. As I walked back tot he living room I saw something hanging in the tree above the pond. I knew instantly it was my little brother. I screamed for my mom to call 911. I ran out there and couldn’t get him down. My sisters boyfriend was there and happened to have his pocket knife. I cut him down and got the rope off his neck. He was dead and I knew it but I wasn’t giving up. He had foam all around his mouth and I didn’t care. I started cpr gave a breath and then started chest compressions. I did this for almost 5 minutes. I was so distraught I and angry I balled my fists together and slammed them on his chest cussing. He coughed and just laid there gasping for air. I’ll never forget that sound. It’s been 15 years and I still wake up some nights reliving that. I hate when people say someone ending their life only hurts others. Yes, it does hurt, but to place even more stress on someone that is suicidal by saying that just shows you are far more selfish than they are. They are sick and in need and to shame them is not the answer. My brother still apologizes at times and I always say the same thing “I never gave up on you bub, never give up on yourself.” How can anyone pass judgment on someone for suicide? It’s selfish to expect them to put you above themselves.

    • @kyotosrvnge
      @kyotosrvnge 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Wow...stay strong

    • @bdssith888
      @bdssith888 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I guilt trip myself by thinking about how it will harm others.

    • @aesop2733
      @aesop2733 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@bdssith888 hey dude. Life's all about perspective. And happiness. Maybe instead of giving yourself a hard time about what effect you would have on others by leaving, inspire yourself and feel self love by accepting that you can be something positive for others around you. Wake up trying to be happy and appreciate the small accomplishments even if it's just a smile. Make yourself proud of who you are, right now. Forgive yourself, find closure. Whatever it is that's bothering you, just embrace it in a healthy way and be your new, best self today. Just like me talking to you right now. I'm far from perfect but I feel purposeful right now, whether you accept what I have to say or not. I'm trying to be a good person and that makes the world a better place. Maybe I make you feel differently, or 100 people read this and it makes them want to evolve or just do something nice. People crave community my friend, whether we feel a solitary creature or not. And the easiest way to embrace that is to contribute to it.

    • @exsasstone4095
      @exsasstone4095 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You saved a life and you will make it up to heaven with your brother stay strong man

    • @Severnensis
      @Severnensis 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I would still say it if I needed 2 because at that point I would be saying anything to stop them even if it ment guilt tripping them out of it

  • @CaucasianPedro
    @CaucasianPedro 7 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    A man who shows emotion is a true man

    • @foolishyou9683
      @foolishyou9683 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      not like dis guy

    • @vincent3215
      @vincent3215 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Alexander Ramos and you were correct

    • @XxDSRYRxX
      @XxDSRYRxX 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Vincent Ton yep

  • @wadeswander2222
    @wadeswander2222 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1196

    I needed to hear this video... and hear you guys talk.. thank you so much I believe you have saved me.

    • @samc8941
      @samc8941 7 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      wade swander suicide is never the answer

    • @lucahmailman5566
      @lucahmailman5566 7 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      Stay strong❤️

    • @DarknessWithinYou
      @DarknessWithinYou 7 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      It shouldn't be a thing

    • @anthonycontreras7386
      @anthonycontreras7386 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      wade swander stay strong bro just remember "suicide wont make the pain go away itll only carry the pain to your family and to the rest of the people who love you" tmrow will be a better day❤

    • @excobxr
      @excobxr 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Bankrupt - Rocket League And More Please stop..the racism please

  • @SgtCawthonJ
    @SgtCawthonJ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +632

    Man I love your Dad! The world needs more of him and we'll be fine.

  • @bird_chill_412
    @bird_chill_412 5 ปีที่แล้ว +242

    It’s kinda hard watching this when your kinda going through almost the same yourself..

    • @OXSkuldream
      @OXSkuldream 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hope all's well now fam.

    • @owennelson2460
      @owennelson2460 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You good bro

    • @itsdonte879
      @itsdonte879 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      No matter how hard life can get just know there’s people that care the about you more than you know of at all, love life for what it is and what it will be for you

    • @womanofgod701
      @womanofgod701 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Keep ur head up

    • @cjturner2008
      @cjturner2008 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yup me too

  • @sierrasmith7717
    @sierrasmith7717 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1329

    suicide is a long term solution to a short term problem. you will get through this. you are loved.

    • @thatcherevans9137
      @thatcherevans9137 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Sierra Smith but are you?

    • @Bamiyanbigasf
      @Bamiyanbigasf 7 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      Not really depression isn't short term it is something you will deal with the rest of your life

    • @TruthIsTheNewHate84
      @TruthIsTheNewHate84 7 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      my problem has been pretty long term. I'm in my 30s and been dealing with this since I was a kid. I've been on countless meds, seen countless doctors, been hospitalized countless times. my problem has only gotten worse... so I get why you said that but some times it's not a short term problem. some times it's life long pain.

    • @brandonwaagner1869
      @brandonwaagner1869 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Sierra Smith did u learn this from heath class buddy

    • @daltonjwelch7725
      @daltonjwelch7725 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sierra Smith not long term. permanent.

  • @gundamgunpla4685
    @gundamgunpla4685 7 ปีที่แล้ว +753

    Your Dad literally saved my life through this video.... Thank you...

    • @gearheadgaming2340
      @gearheadgaming2340 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Dawson Klein ,same

    • @viccii1260
      @viccii1260 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Respect

    • @shyelow
      @shyelow 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dawson Klein
      ❤️

    • @viccii1260
      @viccii1260 6 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      coldsore wtf

    • @gatorskin472
      @gatorskin472 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Juan Sosa just giving the kid some advice

  • @seanoloan5627
    @seanoloan5627 7 ปีที่แล้ว +531

    Hard to see a man cry like that

    • @dafucksgoinon
      @dafucksgoinon 7 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      sean oloan it really makes me break down, rest in piece

    • @vfornill4603
      @vfornill4603 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      garrettholliday
      "piece"

    • @wvlordnord2547
      @wvlordnord2547 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Tehz 😂

    • @kplayzxp2376
      @kplayzxp2376 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Treyyy Wavyy your stupid

    • @TheMasterPorkchop
      @TheMasterPorkchop 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      K Playz how the fuck are you gonna call another man stupid when you can't even spell 'you're' right...

  • @LNSYha
    @LNSYha 5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    He lived in my hometown, it’s crazy how I randomly got here, and how people are reacting to this.

  • @itzyezii4823
    @itzyezii4823 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1406

    Nicks dad is my inspiration

  • @brianzmolek5527
    @brianzmolek5527 7 ปีที่แล้ว +444

    My dad committed suicide when I was 5 and even though I don't remember him, there is still an emptiness in my heart

    • @mr.flame4202
      @mr.flame4202 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Brian Zmolek That made me tear up, sorry for your loss.

    • @haydenadame8754
      @haydenadame8754 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Damn

    • @michaelbechaalani1441
      @michaelbechaalani1441 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      God is there for you

    • @Poog1337
      @Poog1337 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      IG: dat_bruv can you fuck off with that bullshit?

    • @michaelbechaalani1441
      @michaelbechaalani1441 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Puggles¿? Ahhh sorry for being nice and helping him ofc the devil is there to destroy relationships......God is still there for you!

  • @eragoat5662
    @eragoat5662 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2251

    Don’t use a permanent solution for a temporary problem. 😔

    • @renville_
      @renville_ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      Morfin 1320 what's your problem?

    • @morfinthamisfit5012
      @morfinthamisfit5012 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      PyrexEditsHD nobody wanna hear another person talking suicide

    • @renville_
      @renville_ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      Morfin 1320 he's giving advice wtf are you talking about?

    • @renville_
      @renville_ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +48

      Morfin 1320 and you come to the comments of a video talking about suicide and get mad about somebody in the comments talking about suicide? Sounds real dumb man.

    • @renville_
      @renville_ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      double d and you, what's your problem

  • @crispybacon5802
    @crispybacon5802 5 ปีที่แล้ว +267

    When he said he loves his mom i think everyone started to tear up

    • @ytcicixot1473
      @ytcicixot1473 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Crispy Bacon hell yeah if they weren’t crying already

    • @DeepFriedChumChum
      @DeepFriedChumChum 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You think wrong

    • @MnMindGames
      @MnMindGames 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Not me

    • @bricklayerlzdp9825
      @bricklayerlzdp9825 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      He should have thought about what his death would do to her.

    • @heisenburg8608
      @heisenburg8608 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@bricklayerlzdp9825 absolutely destroyed her I can imagine. That thought alone would stop me.
      Plus she will be blaming herself for this for the rest of her life. Should have thought about that.

  • @CST4R1
    @CST4R1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +200

    This is so sad, after breaking up with my wife to be and losing the chance to see my daughter grow up day to day and then having my grandad pass away in my arms has left me feeling not too dissimilar from Blake but I'm too scared to do it and I'd never want my daughter to feel that sort of pain so imma trudge on through

    • @stanshiest
      @stanshiest 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Takahashi keep going.......it's not about you anymore but your daughter.......she loves you man so stay there fr her🤙🏽💯

    • @CST4R1
      @CST4R1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      The one man team thanks man..She's the only one keeping me strong atm, I know it'll get better probably

    • @CST4R1
      @CST4R1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      George Torres Jr. I'm trying my best man - I'd never go through with it never ever but the voices are constantly there I don't know how to shut them off
      If anyone knows how that feels and isreading this Id love to have a chat and try and help eachother :)

    • @KngIP
      @KngIP 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Takahashi Keep on mind suiciding will not make the pain go away itll just pass on to your loved ones head up bro ❤

    • @ximlebron2397
      @ximlebron2397 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bro trust me I had a girlfriend that I liked she broke my heart and took everything I bought her and stuff and I. Was crying and I just stopped thinking about it and moved on it's always best to stop thinking about it and move on when your ready don't do it please don't

  • @alwayswright223
    @alwayswright223 7 ปีที่แล้ว +706

    The problem in the video besides the fact that he wants to kill himself is that he walked out of a store with bullets and say I'm his car crying and nobody thought to walk up and talk to him that's the problem with our society

    • @DisturbOreo
      @DisturbOreo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Always Wright I recently watched a video of someone in a motorcycle crash who after said they couldn't afford an ambulance 😢

    • @THESKINIMIN1234
      @THESKINIMIN1234 7 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I know what video you're talking about, its pretty old by now but yeah. Ambulance rides can be up to 10k.. Its crazy, but what he didn't think about was that the driver that was at fault and ran, would have to pay for everything, and he had the plates on camera

    • @Caleb-bp8bm
      @Caleb-bp8bm 7 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      No one may have even noticed. People are too caught up in their own world to notice what's going on around them.

    • @Diss2k
      @Diss2k 7 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      Um, how the fuck would the people around him know he bought bullets? Did niggas from the register follow him?? You're not thinking

    • @alexrebby4395
      @alexrebby4395 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      My Bad Vibes Same shit i was thinking 😔

  • @tysonbigslyce752
    @tysonbigslyce752 7 ปีที่แล้ว +277

    damn bro had me in tears. rest in peace Blake.

    • @tonycodm7411
      @tonycodm7411 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      My G Blake can't R.I.P. cuz he burning in hell sorry it is what it is

    • @jluck1399
      @jluck1399 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Antonio Heeeraman the hell you’re talking about doesn’t exist, “hell” is earth, worst case scenario he probably got reincarnated instead of going to heaven

  • @trapjesus951
    @trapjesus951 5 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    It's the hardest thing to make me cry but this video made me burst into tears Rest In Peace Blake😭

  • @derekfelenczak3039
    @derekfelenczak3039 6 ปีที่แล้ว +430

    Dads speeches get me through each day

    • @L.V__
      @L.V__ 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      derek felenczak that doesn’t work when dad never been there

    • @unbracedbooch3990
      @unbracedbooch3990 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      New Revolution hes talking bout the youtuber

    • @mrcapt8106
      @mrcapt8106 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Softy

    • @mrchen5935
      @mrchen5935 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      derek felenczak I agree they always do nick you have the best dad

    • @p.a.7212
      @p.a.7212 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@mrcapt8106 what's that suppose to mean?

  • @notevengay6866
    @notevengay6866 7 ปีที่แล้ว +794

    Y'all are my favorite TH-camrs keep up the good work

    • @kidvitalsproductioninc.
      @kidvitalsproductioninc. 7 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Not Even Gay like only for your profile pic

    • @elijahjavierr0311
      @elijahjavierr0311 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      BitterFlank lmao ur profile pic is Bhd

    • @michaellampe3080
      @michaellampe3080 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      it's not even gay bro

    • @crazyape2927
      @crazyape2927 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Not Even Gay funny you say that but blastphamousHD is your profile picture

    • @NonComics
      @NonComics 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Not Even Gay nice profile picture

  • @kombatgaming7072
    @kombatgaming7072 6 ปีที่แล้ว +480

    His dad is totally right I love myself more than anybody except my mother 🙏

    • @cluckeymonkey5401
      @cluckeymonkey5401 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Kombat Gaming what about your dad

    • @saiyangods4254
      @saiyangods4254 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      And god

    • @hollowvoidz3472
      @hollowvoidz3472 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      The KID no

    • @lizaaagotem
      @lizaaagotem 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Kombat Gaming vro what about god I’m a mom girl but I still love god more than myself and my fam

    • @servingjesus5972
      @servingjesus5972 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Kombat Gaming I love God first. He knows my ups and downs

  • @spilttaco3343
    @spilttaco3343 5 ปีที่แล้ว +263

    Sounds like his girlfriend did him dirty around the time he needed her the most. The loyal ones always get walked on. I say this with experience. Sometimes... you got to chuck it... in the bucket... and f*ck it.
    What helps me get through it is being thankful for the things that I have. Like my hearing.... my eyesight... my limbs... my family.

    • @Dontbmaddcuzubadd
      @Dontbmaddcuzubadd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      So true

    • @JokerrJoshh
      @JokerrJoshh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      "You got to chuck it in the bucket and say fuck it I'll remember this thanks

    • @kjlandon9140
      @kjlandon9140 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      at the same time though they were only 18.
      My high school bf cheated on me back then
      He’s a really good guy now though- a successful doctor (pediatrician) who is married and has kids.
      i had serious depression back then too and if i ever went through with it i would hate people blaming him
      it’s not fair to blame an 18 year old in my opinion
      everyone makes dumb mistakes as a kid

    • @mela3889
      @mela3889 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Brianna Perez I hear you, soon as I heard it was about his ex I was just like “ugh dude no just fuck that chick (if it was a man fuck that dude)” any chick/guy you’re with before 20 almost always means nothing to you by 30 he just didn’t get past that point to realize life goes on. In your case sorry to hear that, but I hope things worked out in the best for you 🤞🏾

    • @mela3889
      @mela3889 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Brianna Perez also side note: I’ve been thinking a lot of suicide (not personally just infamous people who have committed suicide or serial killers who have and such) and I’ve kinda started thinking when you take your life it’s not just an empty blank forever, I feel like it’s a blink. You just blink and you wake up in another world/dimension/afterlife and IMMEDIATELY have to answer for what you’ve done. Just a thought lol

  • @warriorjjg334
    @warriorjjg334 6 ปีที่แล้ว +602

    Pray for the family and this man rip 🙏

    • @bigdipper8220
      @bigdipper8220 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Worrior JJG he was a close friend to me

  • @orlandow1723
    @orlandow1723 7 ปีที่แล้ว +768

    I've had two friends commit suicide (veterans) and it still rips me to shreds to this day. I felt like I wasn't a good enough friend because they didn't call me... I believe I could've said the right thing to turn them around. Now I'm left with an "emergency love" for any random that truly needs it a message about what happens to everyone else in the aftermath.... this vid brought it all back...smh

    • @kace7230
      @kace7230 7 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      I heard the suicide rate for veterans is 18 per day. That's so terrible.
      Keeping your humanity is a very precious thing.

    • @OfficialChewy
      @OfficialChewy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      O Dubb I feel you stay strong I had a friend kill himself last year and I felt like I could have helped but I didn't because I didn't know.

    • @jennymac7938
      @jennymac7938 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      O Dubb First let me say thank you for your service one fine American. My dads a Vietnam Vet with PTSD so I have a firsthand look at what vets go through. It's truly sad because the human brain is not conditioned to see what war does. Many come home but never leave combat in their head. Just be aware that it wasn't your fault and out of your control. God Bless you.

    • @LifeofLatimer
      @LifeofLatimer 7 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Thank you for your service

    • @hunterhudzik1450
      @hunterhudzik1450 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      O Dubb semper fi brother

  • @Amy_503
    @Amy_503 7 ปีที่แล้ว +684

    I try to be an upbeat person, but recently, my husband passed away due to having a seizure and falling down the stairs when I wasn't home... It has been a rough couple of months.. Honestly, the only thing that has kept me going is our son. I pray for his family to be strong through this ❤

    • @freedogg5956
      @freedogg5956 7 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Amy Munson thats awful im sorry for your loss. god give his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. You will find happiness again i can hardly imagine your hurt your going through. Stay strong💪

    • @enri447
      @enri447 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Man that’s terrible. Keep strong. It’ll get better.

    • @traderjoes7976
      @traderjoes7976 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      🙏

    • @courtneyhayes6597
      @courtneyhayes6597 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Amy Munson we pray for you

    • @NatalieL523
      @NatalieL523 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @markalton4610
    @markalton4610 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    It's so sad when it's just a kid. He doesn't know how much he doesn't know. This dude had so much left to look forward to

  • @taylorw8843
    @taylorw8843 6 ปีที่แล้ว +335

    This is the true sound and look of hitting rock bottom and wanting to die. It is sad, it is hard for family to understand and the person going through it. He looks very confused and depressed, he doesn't want to die though but I think he is seeing no other way out of the pain. God bless his soul.

    • @cartermyers576
      @cartermyers576 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Taylor W dont want to seem like im crying for attention or some shit like that. But i undertand what you said right there and has been affecting me for a few months. So just wanted to say thanks👍

    • @kevinchullet111
      @kevinchullet111 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm not trynna hate or something but god ain't blessin his soul cuz he killed it . Worst sin there is . God would have blessed him if he stayed strong and took another root..

    • @kevinchullet111
      @kevinchullet111 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm not trynna hate or something but god ain't blessin his soul cuz he killed it . Worst sin there is . God would have blessed him if he stayed strong and took another root..

    • @phipxso6976
      @phipxso6976 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      +Kevin Chullet god abandoned him in his darkest time fuck your god

    • @phipxso6976
      @phipxso6976 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      +Kevin Chullet me neither

  • @haruhilisette
    @haruhilisette 7 ปีที่แล้ว +231

    Suicide is a very touchy subject for me because I've tried to commit suicide before and I was in the hospital for 3 months because of it. And had to be sent to like a "rehab" for people with depression and suicidal tendencies. And all I can say to people who are going through suicide is that there's so much in the world to look forward to. Philip DeFranco said something that really stuck with me "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" and that is the truth. I look back on all the hardships I went through that caused me to try and take my own life, and yeah I still deal with the scars but I've learned how to be stronger. If you're struggling with suicide, please get help. Because once you do and you get better, you'll be so proud of yourself for pushing through. And that victory will be something that nobody can take from you.

    • @Ebbychina
      @Ebbychina 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ShannonLisette thanks for this comment. And glad you got better

    • @falseleadersareamongus1999
      @falseleadersareamongus1999 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ShannonLisette I'm not sure why people even care anymore! it's your life your choice

    • @ckthedreamchaser3483
      @ckthedreamchaser3483 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Your weak ive been through so much and i know suicide is for the weak.

    • @badmon7732
      @badmon7732 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      CKtheDREAMchaser facts

    • @haruhilisette
      @haruhilisette 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      CKtheDREAMchaser if that's your opinion than fine. All I know is that I'm stronger than I was before and it'll take more than a troll to make me feel otherwise

  • @giuSE2004
    @giuSE2004 7 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    If your going to kill your self, the pain won't go away, it will pass on to someone who loves you, never kill your self, because it wont end anything

    • @user-tp9dx5yq2m
      @user-tp9dx5yq2m 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Raging Gamer It ends your life. . .

    • @llajll6867
      @llajll6867 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      O CHILL 😂😂

    • @giuSE2004
      @giuSE2004 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      O I mean by feelings

    • @giuSE2004
      @giuSE2004 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Lewis Vowles are you that triggered that your gonna threat someone's life

    • @lewisvowles3184
      @lewisvowles3184 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Raging Gamer Yeah because it's a sensitive subject and he's being so insensitive.

  • @HermanMelendez
    @HermanMelendez 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Such a wise father and a compassionate young son, I'm so glad you all have each other. RIP Blake.

  • @dolphinsblu
    @dolphinsblu 6 ปีที่แล้ว +345

    This young man is someone that we all need to pay attention to in our loved ones. They aren't being cry babies, they can't just buck up, there's no getting over it... Saying that will make things worse. Please talk to them, don't let them hurt alone no matter what they say. When I listened to him talk I heard myself talking. I'm older and been through more than I think anyone should ever have to go through. This young man's tears hit my heart hard as I'm sure it did everyone listening. If you've never been to this place in your mind it's not easy to see tomorrow, it's not easy to see things getting better, really all you can see is things getting worse. Fighting cancer right now and knowing what the loss of his friend did to him, it hurts so bad to think of the pain I could cause the people I love and care about. I wish things could have been different for him, his soul was so kind and filled with love. Just remember to love each other, don't let go no matter how hard it is. I'm fighting and don't want to hurt anyone and I know I'm too stubborn to go anywhere...I just want people to remember in a case like mine... We don't want to die, it's something we try every single day not to do. If we do pass away we haven't left you, we will always be in your heart, your memories and will watch over you forever. If you are struggling and want to talk to someone you don't think will freak out when you tell them how you feel, there's a national hotline you can call, it's 1-800-273-8255. Please give them a chance to talk to you first, please!

    • @MsBabylove11
      @MsBabylove11 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @dolphins blu Been there myself too after my mum died for 2 years and then again for 4 years following the 10 year anniversary of her death, it's been almost 20 years now and if not for my kids and medical help then I definitely would not be here so I know exactly what you mean and hope that people see this and reach out to someone as it can.... And does get better! ♥

    • @itsyogi5610
      @itsyogi5610 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      May Jesus bless you amen

    • @bloop9290
      @bloop9290 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel bad for his mom and everyone that he nose and thank you all fore supporting him and his loved ones may you all have a good life AMEN

    • @mrcapt8106
      @mrcapt8106 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm not going to pay attention to a sensitive guy that killed him self tf hes stupid just like every one else that does suicide

    • @benji1217
      @benji1217 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mrcapt8106 you're right but i don't want it to be right :/

  • @gracemercy5478
    @gracemercy5478 6 ปีที่แล้ว +336

    May his soul find peace😢

    • @aliabbani2974
      @aliabbani2974 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      His path didn’t end in life, he ended it himself, his soul is tormented

    • @viralvidss4105
      @viralvidss4105 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Poppa Pump fuck you

    • @azz75sl
      @azz75sl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      FaceLess not even your laughably false book says that, the best you can do is stretch other verses that talk about the body and murder. For all that’s worth I can argue Jesus committed suicide. Go fuck fuck yourself.

    • @henriqque_5579
      @henriqque_5579 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      wow why are all of you guys so angry

    • @user-gu2hn5fx1v
      @user-gu2hn5fx1v 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@azz75sl What said it was false?

  • @MysticalDyl
    @MysticalDyl 7 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    "Pain is temporary, Quitting lasts forever." ~ Danny Duncan

    • @codythompson6573
      @codythompson6573 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      _/BreEzy42\_ Legend

    • @ogunmontgomery103
      @ogunmontgomery103 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      _/BreEzy42\_ bruh im sorry Danny is not a quotable dude

    • @uhFascination
      @uhFascination 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dingiling_wingback dannys the fucking man alright

    • @MysticalDyl
      @MysticalDyl 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Dingiling_wingback Then whats the point of him saying his quotes

    • @devin5067
      @devin5067 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      That's not true

  • @wyattfrancis3679
    @wyattfrancis3679 5 ปีที่แล้ว +145

    Aw shit this got my tears going witch rarely EVER come out, R.I.P Blake

  • @Wesley-rj6zp
    @Wesley-rj6zp 6 ปีที่แล้ว +508

    He bought him a fishing pole... He wanted to go fishing man😪 wtf man😭 this kills me😖😭

    • @icezmogis
      @icezmogis 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      fuck when he showed that fishing pole it just broke my fucking heart damm how he was feeling that moment fuuuck it horible

    • @octo6844
      @octo6844 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      freezi why have you said this on so many other comments, we get it go somewhere else if you want to talk about that

    • @yvng_greenbean8019
      @yvng_greenbean8019 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@octo6844 hes saying that because people feel like no one loves them and they commit suicide. so hes saying that for a reason which is related to all this. so you go somewhere else since you dont understand

    • @octo6844
      @octo6844 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yvng_Greenbean nah man I like it here, maybe you should take a hike

    • @boondocksfishing1159
      @boondocksfishing1159 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Now he’s catching them big bass up in heaven

  • @unintentionaleffectiveness4393
    @unintentionaleffectiveness4393 7 ปีที่แล้ว +604

    I met this girl on tinder a while back. We exchanged snapchats but it didn't go beyond that. One day on Valentine's Day I posted a screenshot of a text a received from a friend that was really nice. She then replied to it saying I WISH I HAD SOMEONE THAT FELT THAT WAY ABOUT ME... I thought she was just saying that cuz maybe she didn't have a boyfriend during this time. We started really chatting and one night she just starts talking about how she has contemplated suicide and she's crying, how she is depressed and is thinking about just doing it because she doesn't feel like her family would care and she didn't have anyone besides them. I know some people would just back off and say "this girl is crazy" and block her but I could tell she wasn't looking for love, she was looking for acceptance, someone that just cared for her without expecting anything in return. So, I stayed with her talking through her problems staying up til 2, 3, and even 4 am with her til she fell asleep. Slowly we started hanging out and I became a friend to the point where she thought of me as a brother and I was so overprotective of her like a sister I've never had.
    Happy to say that today she is happy. Me and her don't text as much as we use to but I explained to her that it isn't because we aren't as close but because she doesn't need me to hover over her. Plus, tbh it's my own personality that makes me push people away slowly. Regardless, I told her if she ever felt like she was back in that dark place to hit me up Day or night. Recently she texted me letting me know she has a boyfriend and she is very happy with him. I got to tell you guys, it was hard to be there for her. I didn't even know the girl and let's be real, we all know why we use tinder to begin with but it was physically hurting me that she was so down on life. Maybe I did too much, idk but I'll tell you this much. I got a friend for life and I feel really good to been able to help her out in her time of need. We all have needed someone at some point. Never take anything anyone says without extending your hand. I went through a journey after I did and like to think I made the world a little better with positive thinking.
    Idk I've had that for a while and just wanted to randomly throw it out there because friends and suicide is something that hits close to home. Much love to all that are going through the comments looking for something to help them pass their depression. You are never alone, reach out and I promise someone will be there to reach back. There is a lot of negativity in the world but there still a lot of humans that care for one another.

    • @bongozc
      @bongozc 7 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      Unintentional Effectiveness You sir, you are a good man.

    • @JuanMartinez-tr8ww
      @JuanMartinez-tr8ww 7 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Unintentional Effectiveness thank you. much love. I appreciate ppl like you.

    • @gayinsults8836
      @gayinsults8836 7 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Unintentional Effectiveness but did you pipe?

    • @JC-oz8bb
      @JC-oz8bb 7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Gay insults go fuck yourself

    • @bongozc
      @bongozc 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Gay insults stfu

  • @Treetrimmer82
    @Treetrimmer82 6 ปีที่แล้ว +766

    Loosing a love one is so hard I lost my 36 old sister two years ago and lost my mom two weeks ago an trust me it's really hard #loveyourself

    • @franklam-paard7223
      @franklam-paard7223 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      tree trimmer82 Be strong my brother, I know easy said but I know Jesus will give you strength to overcome your emotions.🙏🏽

    • @Treetrimmer82
      @Treetrimmer82 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@franklam-paard7223 thanks alot frank for the support bro i really appreciate that

    • @TheStrayy
      @TheStrayy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Be strong bro

    • @574dawoodz
      @574dawoodz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      DoomieFlakez oh yeah yeah

    • @kingsammy1105
      @kingsammy1105 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Stay stong brotha

  • @giovannimonari6080
    @giovannimonari6080 4 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    Imagine being the ex of Blake. She must have been guilty as hell

    • @cerebrxll6064
      @cerebrxll6064 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Exactly, because what I got from this video is there is 2 main reasons for the outcome, 1. Being Cody’s death 2. Being her breaking up with him.

    • @vannchansenany10d32
      @vannchansenany10d32 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Cerebrxll tbh I think the one that impacted him the most that lead to that is Cody deaths but the girlfriend one doesn’t sound that bad....but this is my opinion and I think ending yourself cuz u broke up with ur girlfriend is kinda stupid...so yh I think it’s Cody death that lead to that

    • @TrialsPassage
      @TrialsPassage 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Vann Chansenany 10D He said she was cheating on him the whole time with someone else while still playing the role and saying she loved him. It hits different when someone you pour everything into stabs you in the heart while staring you in the eyes and knowing everything she said was a lie. It's hard it puts you in such a fucked up state of mind because then it's hard to ever trust again and some people all they want is loyalty and a real lasting relationship with a partner after shit like that happens its almost impossible for you to have that because you will never forget what happened the last time and that's too much for some people to handle.

    • @Galoran1234
      @Galoran1234 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Vann Chansenany 10D his ex cheated on him with his friend

    • @JB-mh8hp
      @JB-mh8hp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@TrialsPassage realest shit I seen in 2020 👏🏼

  • @BrendonWayne2p
    @BrendonWayne2p 7 ปีที่แล้ว +235

    Suicide calls should be a regular thing for dispatch. Along with family crisis counselors, and negotiators. It's an epdimic, the depression and anxiety, all these people need is support and HOPE!

  • @ijustwatch2148
    @ijustwatch2148 7 ปีที่แล้ว +605

    🙌😭Man You And Your Dad Have REALLY inspired me. I love watching you guys.😭🙌

    • @ericaldridge7989
      @ericaldridge7989 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      IJust Watch ..same

    • @Wqllahhh
      @Wqllahhh 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Shut the fuck up

    • @Espadadre
      @Espadadre 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Big Bones I gave ur dad these big bones

    • @Espadadre
      @Espadadre 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Big Bones no homo

    • @Wqllahhh
      @Wqllahhh 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      GamingIsNotACrime your 12 ahahah

  • @zaneshredz
    @zaneshredz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +385

    poor man i wish i could of been his friend...

    • @AndyAndy.
      @AndyAndy. 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Zane Foley same here

    • @HiHi-gi4cs
      @HiHi-gi4cs 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me to

    • @gladgan
      @gladgan 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      IKR he seemed amazing 😭

    • @cassierosecooper2641
      @cassierosecooper2641 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      wish I was a super women so I can help him right at that moment💯

    • @ghostface8443
      @ghostface8443 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Man. I'm always looking to be a friend to someone.

  • @chickennuggetboy863
    @chickennuggetboy863 5 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    10 years ago I almost committed subside but I didn't, now k have a wife and 3 kids

    • @mariesoto569
      @mariesoto569 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Amazing grace.

    • @kellie7676
      @kellie7676 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      This gives me a lot of hope 😕

    • @feec8105
      @feec8105 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ❤️❤️

    • @Erick_osvl
      @Erick_osvl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @freezi Amen🙏🤲✝️

    • @SAD-sx6tx
      @SAD-sx6tx 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes I would commite subside sheesshhh all those subs hit different dawg

  • @bevb9619
    @bevb9619 6 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Dont think your worthless..your priceless..dont believe someone else..believe in yourself..dont think your not loved..your cherished❤❤❤

  • @samphilj.1328
    @samphilj.1328 6 ปีที่แล้ว +372

    I hope the mom is okay she lost both of her kids

    • @rhysplays784
      @rhysplays784 6 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      Samphil J. She didnt she only lost him he lost his best friend and he called him his brother

    • @williamthomas1714
      @williamthomas1714 6 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      rhys u never know he could have been like a son to her

    • @beakyturf6336
      @beakyturf6336 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Samphil J. I highly doubt that she is okay.

    • @wickedraven
      @wickedraven 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Samphil J. Bruh.........OF COURSE SHE'S NOT OK!!!😒

    • @fuolku1006
      @fuolku1006 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      EXE. gaming salty ass fuck

  • @chewwyyy6574
    @chewwyyy6574 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Those words you said near the middle of the video made me feel so much better about my life. You inspire me so much and every time I feel terrible, I will remember your words

  • @JoshMJG
    @JoshMJG 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Your dad is one of the most genuine, amazing people around.

  • @fireboy8464
    @fireboy8464 6 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    I want everyone on TH-cam to remember you are not alone everyone will always be with you. Thanks

    • @kingnano1172
      @kingnano1172 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Peace n love

    • @marcaye6651
      @marcaye6651 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lol I see no one giving a fuck about me

    • @MargauxNeedler
      @MargauxNeedler 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      zMarc -_- same. No one gives a fuck about me either. Only themselves - their image.

    • @marcaye6651
      @marcaye6651 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just Me FeelsBadMan :(

    • @imissedthejoke3369
      @imissedthejoke3369 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Marc Aye nigga are u dumb that guy said everyone everyone u a dumb ass

  • @idripzy2989
    @idripzy2989 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    This poor kid just needed somebody

    • @edgar7290
      @edgar7290 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      i Dripzy he had his mom and dad

  • @TS-nm3yx
    @TS-nm3yx 6 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    Your dad is a true inspiration✊. God bless you Nick and your dad🙏

  • @gkarumig7697
    @gkarumig7697 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I think I don’t need therapy anymore thx dad u gave the hope to not just end it all

  • @ozma7339
    @ozma7339 6 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Damn I wish there were more people like your dad in the world. He’s a good man. Plus he’s incredibly wise and lucid when he’s dropping knowledge. The world would be a much better place.

    • @kevindowd7893
      @kevindowd7893 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      True my dad and my step dad needed to be like this man's dad

  • @youngmaverick1774
    @youngmaverick1774 7 ปีที่แล้ว +572

    This a sad story

  • @katrinajordan7685
    @katrinajordan7685 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I went to school with him he was always smiling and always making everyone laugh he was an amazing friend and just a great person to be around R.I.P Blake we love and miss u

  • @motomagic1083
    @motomagic1083 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Dude this is sad story your dad is so caring i wish my dad was as caring

  • @carlitospapi259
    @carlitospapi259 6 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    Damn he loved her like hell ... and his friend too man RIP BLAKE ❤️

  • @Flyers20forlife
    @Flyers20forlife 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    You two show so much compassion for others the world needs more people like you. As for this video I’m heartbroken

  • @CherylHaurik
    @CherylHaurik 6 ปีที่แล้ว +657

    I came across this video. I am a new subscriber. You two are awesome men. Thank you. God Bless.

  • @danndan4470
    @danndan4470 5 ปีที่แล้ว +287

    imagine how guilty the guy who sold him the ammo must have felt if he seen this video

    • @malaniclark1618
      @malaniclark1618 5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

      Imagine how the girl who cheated on him feels

    • @destinyAlvarez1
      @destinyAlvarez1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      Guilty asf just like the gf I mean I don’t understand how people cheat it disgust me

    • @spongebitchbobface
      @spongebitchbobface 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Not at all. It's not that man's fault.

    • @stevekane8987
      @stevekane8987 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      For what STUPID comment

    • @connerb444_
      @connerb444_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Why do I keep seeing you Ttv dan in like every video

  • @zizzidy2
    @zizzidy2 6 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    Dad's right...you HAVE to love you more than you love others at times

  • @dehzzii
    @dehzzii 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I gotta say that your dad is so Fuckin inspirational. I wish my dad was like yours. Your dad gives the best advice by far. i swear! Love you Bucketheads!

    • @devine532
      @devine532 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Austin Desiderio i dont have a dad

    • @devine532
      @devine532 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I cri

  • @RoseGoldHoneyy
    @RoseGoldHoneyy 7 ปีที่แล้ว +318

    I have been suffering from severe depression and isolation for the past 3 years and it's so crazy how many times you try to break out of the dark place but it's never ending. You tell people you know and love and their say what they think will help you but that's only temporary. Some people do care and in your heart you feel the genuineness of it . But honestly a lot of People are so good at acting like they care . When someone tells you their depressed please check on them , reach out .. a text call anything . Don't be that person that comments on their wall or says "I wish I could've said something" or "I thought they were happy" people that are depressed are so good at faking happy just to get by day to day . I always say be kind because sometimes people are fighting battles that you know nothing about .

    • @luckiirevenge
      @luckiirevenge 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Tae idk you but I care about you

    • @taradactule6052
      @taradactule6052 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I hope you are feeling better gorgeous!

    • @ginachurchwell7510
      @ginachurchwell7510 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Tae, please, please listen to me, please. I became friend's with Blake's mother because earlier that year I lost my daughter, my only child, the same way. Please, I am begging you, go to a doctor, a therapist, get some help. If it doesn't work, go to another one and another one and another one...don't give up and find something that works. My daughter was my life, my everything. I am completely broken. February 2, 2018 will be 4 years since I lost her, and it doesn't get better with time like they say it does, not when someone you love does this. I don't want to live, I want to be with my baby, but I can't do to my mother what my daughter did to me. I KNOW how bad it is. My daughter didn't know how bad it would be for me, living in pain every damn day with no relief. But I know, I know what happens, and I can't do that to my mother. So I keep existing, not really living, just existing...so my mother won't carry the burden I carry. The people that love you the most are hurt the most, and the pain never ends. Please, please beautiful girl, with all my heart and soul I beg you to get some help, whatever it takes, just don't give up. Please sweet angel, please never give up.

    • @RoseGoldHoneyy
      @RoseGoldHoneyy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Gina Churchwell thank you Gina . I really appreciate you and your concern . I am deeply sorry for your loss and I am at loss for words . Suicide is such a selfish decision and I can’t even fathom the thought of leaving my family like that ... I’m so sorry Gina , that pain is deep . I love you .

    • @ginachurchwell7510
      @ginachurchwell7510 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Tae, a lot of people think it's selfish, and I can understand why, because of the pain loved ones are left with. But my daughter had been battling major depression for 5 years. We tried everything that was available to us, different doctors, medications, therapies...she was in so much pain for so long that she gave up hope it would ever get better. She thought we would be better off without her. It's not rational thinking, but in that state of depression year after year, and nothing has worked, you just aren't thinking clearly. She didn't do it to hurt us, I don't think she really wanted to die, she just wanted the pain to end and couldn't find another solution. She was also wrongly medicated and over-medicated, her doctor should burn in hell, I'm sorry, but he gave her medication that had a possible side effect of INCREASING suicidal thoughts, and never even followed up to see how she was doing because he just didn't care. She was over 21, so he wouldn't talk to me without her permission, and she wouldn't allow it. I now know she was planning it and hiding a lot from me. Her friends came to me after it was done and told me so much...they had been afraid to come to me before because she would get so mad at them and also they thought they could handle her. It's a tragedy and absolutely devastating. I am SO HAPPY to hear you won't leave your family like that. Please keep that thought in your mind, and get help if you need it. It's hard to find the right help, you might have to try over and over again...but keep trying. You are too special and too beautiful and too loved to throw it all away. I love you too.

  • @2g_jordan809
    @2g_jordan809 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    bro its so hard to see someone say " I love you mom" " I love you dad" and so on and not see that thats something to hold onto

  • @lennu3719
    @lennu3719 7 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    i wish he would of talked to his mom about every problem he had it would of helped and maybe even saved his life

    • @iiWreCkS23
      @iiWreCkS23 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The thing is when you get to a point like this you feel like nobody else no matter who it is will understand your problems and you feel like they are just gonna tell you stuff that doesnt matter. I went through depression like this crying every night and i never told my parents about it the only reason they figured out was because they found my suicide note in my room under my pillow but i wasnt intending on them actually seeing it which led to me going to counceling for months. Im sorry that i put so much into this and you might not even read it but i just wanted to share this.

  • @TCUsouthpaw
    @TCUsouthpaw 7 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I've had suicidal thoughts on and off for the past year. Ive never told a soul about it but videos like this definitely help. You two gentlemen don't stop what you're doing when it comes to videos like this. Luckily I've never gotten deep enough to try and every time I think about it I think about my mom and dad and how it would devastate them and I could never do that to them. I wouldn't consider myself to have a bad life at all I have family that loves me but it sometimes feels like I'm alone. If I could say give anyone advise it would be that pain is relative. By that I mean that although to someone else it may look like the person who is feeling these feelings has a great life, it is important that their pain is validated and they are reminded how much they are loved. And always remember that even on your worst day you live like someone on their best day. Keep your head down and keep pushing.

    • @RezkOfficial
      @RezkOfficial 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Jamie stay positive man, everyone has down days and we all feel alone and also feel like nobody understands. 9/10 times you feel better about the situation the next day just power through bro

    • @ericpage9710
      @ericpage9710 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bro no matter how low you get even when you hit rock bottom remember it could only get better and when you find what you love then you'll think why did I ever even think about ending myself

    • @mrgraves2170
      @mrgraves2170 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jamie You should go seek professional help because just two years ago I started having suicidal thoughts once in a blue moon and I've been struggling with mental illness for 14 years at the time but I didn't think it was going to be a problem so I didn't seek help but now it's every single day.. I dropped out of school, lost my job and now I'm getting evicted and won't have anywhere to live.. Everyday I have to fight and it's not easy whatsoever.. I hope you get some help as soon as possible because I don't want anybody to struggle like this.. I've been struggling with depression and social anxiety for 16 years now and it seems to get worse every year and most people don't last long, especially this long. So please seek help before it gets bad.. It's better to be safe than sorry. So save yourself before it's too late. Peace & Love✌🏾❤️

    • @desmondfutrell
      @desmondfutrell 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jamie keep pushing (:

  • @achilles_groyper
    @achilles_groyper 6 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    Your Dad is really cool. He is so down to earth I wish I could meet him.

    • @jamesyboy4626
      @jamesyboy4626 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Walk on walk on, with hope in your heart and you'll never walk alone you'll never walk alone. C'mon da hoops.

    • @krumplosss2935
      @krumplosss2935 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Celtic Spartan rangers gonna whoop that ass

  • @HONIXAVAG
    @HONIXAVAG 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Who else couldn’t help but tear up😩😭😭

  • @roberthendricks9803
    @roberthendricks9803 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I played football with Blake, sadly we werent relatively close. He was such a good person. Rip brother

  • @collin37
    @collin37 7 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    earlier this year my grandpa passed and only two months later my girlfriend broke up with me and i later found out she was cheating with one of two of my best friends, and those times were absolutely horrible, i'm better now

    • @ksuwildcats2494
      @ksuwildcats2494 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Icee Canz sry bro

    • @jn378
      @jn378 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Sorry for that man, there's so many more people loving you.

    • @Slim_Hodge
      @Slim_Hodge 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Icee Canz glad you're okay man...keep your head up.

    • @notginge
      @notginge 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Sorry for you're loss glad to know you're better now

    • @chef8449
      @chef8449 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Meph so your saying the guy in the video WAS a pus about it? wow

  • @timotea3919
    @timotea3919 7 ปีที่แล้ว +172

    Ur dad reminds me of yoda in a good way tho

    • @alexismartinez6610
      @alexismartinez6610 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He's yoda stuck in jabba's body

    • @timothyalexanderlewis
      @timothyalexanderlewis 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Yeah always telling wise words

    • @KingHarryy
      @KingHarryy 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Only Alexis why though 😂

    • @vhezla8944
      @vhezla8944 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Only Alexis bro stfu why would u even say something like that you fucking waste of space don't think u are funny saying that

    • @jaydensimmons512
      @jaydensimmons512 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Timothy Bernard is there A bad Yoda?

  • @shecreams5704
    @shecreams5704 4 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    I was close to this boy he really did keep a smile on his face

    • @skitz5126
      @skitz5126 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      wait really...?..

  • @kristy-leebloxsome6253
    @kristy-leebloxsome6253 6 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I'm crying my eyes out, I've felt this same way lately, your dad gave me hope, even tho he's not i feel like he's speaking to me

    • @chloeelizabeth6419
      @chloeelizabeth6419 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kristy-Lee Bloxsome don’t end it,it will get better I promise💞🙏

  • @ytjuniormvz325
    @ytjuniormvz325 5 ปีที่แล้ว +150

    I'm crying when I saw the scrapbook of him and his gf that is mom made for him

  • @Austin-ch5cj
    @Austin-ch5cj 6 ปีที่แล้ว +166

    Damn this kid really resonates with my struggles from last year. 😢💔

    • @jobetq4528
      @jobetq4528 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Keep your head up Building. Like the older guy said....love yourself! Hope you're doing better. 👍

    • @MsBabylove11
      @MsBabylove11 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Depression is no joke and sadly most people don't get it till they get it! 😔 hope you're doing better now? ♥

    • @amandab2005
      @amandab2005 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Building 7 glad you were able to overcome. Stay strong and shine your light you may help someone with your story🤟🏽

    • @turbookie
      @turbookie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@mrcapt8106 I just have no words you're a fucking disgrace

  • @itzrawsoup1688
    @itzrawsoup1688 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You know I feel him I feel his pain I lost my best friend in 2015 he lost his life in a car crash man I know your pain I hope heaven is treating you well Rest In Peace bro!🤙🏻🤘🏻

  • @therealswazzy5310
    @therealswazzy5310 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Damn man you could feel the hurt that he had when he said “momma i want you to know i love you”😭

  • @lilcottoncodex147
    @lilcottoncodex147 6 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    This video legit made me cry i wish i could of gave him a hug like im cry still throught this comment

    • @mrcapt8106
      @mrcapt8106 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sensitive boi

    • @catpolice21
      @catpolice21 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mrcapt8106 what wrong to cry ?

    • @mrcapt8106
      @mrcapt8106 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@catpolice21 why is it ok to cry

    • @kendrickstanley7658
      @kendrickstanley7658 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ma'an I cry to bro he did needed a huge

  • @nathanthomison777
    @nathanthomison777 7 ปีที่แล้ว +293

    I better not see a single ad on this video.

    • @vfornill4603
      @vfornill4603 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Rubix
      good for you
      but bad for them

    • @falseleadersareamongus1999
      @falseleadersareamongus1999 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Rubix so you don't wanna support them fuck you then

    • @steakzy9302
      @steakzy9302 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Rubix I hope this video makes them rich

    • @gerardmullin7676
      @gerardmullin7676 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      geo may as well, they're already dead

    • @falseleadersareamongus1999
      @falseleadersareamongus1999 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      geo so your saying that just because it's a sad video that it should be with no ads! it makes no fucking difference

  • @hankster4061
    @hankster4061 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I see alot of compassion in this older gentleman. His heart is real. His intention is real his words are wise. Thankyou Sir....