Court hearing, judicial authorization, clinic admission date, FAITH, coma, Psalm 118:17, SCARED
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Hi dear! On this channel I will share my journey with you how NOT to die from anorexia... I am still alive by the grace of God. I have suffered from all kinds of eating disorders since 31 years (!!) now. It is a miracle that I am still alive! And though I seem to be 'at my last end', I will keep trusting that I am still alive for a reason. One of which is to share my story with you. I will give all I have to give as long as I keep breathing. And I hope that you can use it for the better to prevent you and/or your beloved to suffer as much from this disease as I have. Topics I certainly will address: anorexia, bulimia, binge eating, orthorexia, intestine issues, intolerances, fear, anxiety, what I eat in a day, panic attacks, urges, overeating, undereating, purging, medical help, hospitalisation, inpatient treatment, outpatient treatment, twelve step program, spirituality, Higher Power... and so much more! Subscribe and like not to miss out on anything.
Faith is being able to take the steps into the unknown. Have faith, sign the papers. Let them help you. Psychiatrist, understand mental disorders even if the are not experts in ed. Sounds like they have consultants who are are experts. You have everything you need. Go, heal, live.
Amen
Yesss please we are praying for you heal save your life 🙏
Absolutely you don’t fully understand what having faith is until you have to leap into the unknown without any guarantee of what will happen but simply a belief that doing something is better than staying in the place you are
Nah, “Faith” is believing in something you know is not true.
I hope things move ahead quickly and smoothly. In reality, all the worst case scenarios that they can present can't be any worse than the position you are in now. They are all "if" scenarios ...if you don't do anything (don't agree to it) it's just a matter of when rather than if. IF the decision is in your hands GRAB it as hard as you can!
This is good Ange, this means you will get your treatment. Sign the papers and let the experts help you, Not just your physical well-being but also your mental health. This means you get a second chance with life. You have got this, you can do this. Stay positive, and get well again. Remember you can vlog your experience because your experience can help others in the same or similar position as you. Sending you love and healing light.
Keep us posted..💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜👍🇬🇧
Thank you so much dear! 🙏🏻❤️
Lique, do not focus on the negative outcomes that could be. Our brains our powerful and do create reality. It's good for you to give up control here, you must trust others as you trust yourself and God. Like Alan watts said, by giving up control, we gain power. You are not giving up your power, only giving up control. God makes the impossible, possible. All of the hardship is only to build you up. Blessed are those who suffer, because suffering is what drives us to change. God doesn't fix the cracks because he wants the light to shine through them. Psalm 22, God will never abandon you.
Wow, that quote gives me goosebumps. Today our yoga was rainbow yoga. This is God's promise to you.
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@Lique Faith you can trust the team, angelique faith. God's given you permission to.
Your name is powerful. You have angelic faith. And if yours is, so is mine. Staci Renee. Anatasis and rebirth. I believe in you and I believe in your team.
I can appreciate how scary it is. I just wanted to mention, as far as the granola and deep hunger, I think that's your body telling you it wants to live. It's so hopeful! God bless you and the teams that are going to help you save your life. We're all praying for you.💖💖🙏🙏
Thank you so much Jennifer! 🙏🏻❤️
❤🙏🥰 Do you know that you have become like family to us?? ❤️ You are in another country, but still near: because you live in our hearts, Lique! Thank you so much for your ( heartbreaking) update, Now I promise to pray even more, I surtainly know and feel that
you need us to hang on in prayers.
God bless and keep you safe all the way through the hard times( experiance all the roadbumps coming)! Big, warm, loving hugs from ‘sis’ Grethen, Norway. 🌹🌹❤️❤️🥰🙏🙏🙏
O dear sister… thank you so much for your encouragement. It means a lot to me Grethen! Big hug to you 💖
Oh my gosh just think of how many prayers are coming in from all over the world for this special lady?!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Yes!! I'm in USA and pray for her and love seeing her updates. ❤️ Please try hard to do what you can and get your life back! We are all rooting for you!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏
I am also in Norway and me mother’s name is Grete. I really hope she is still alive.
Sounds very stressful the meeting with your family. I believe nobody will have to deal with your body dying. You are going to survive Lique. Keep on doing all you can and we'll see you out if this mess. Sending love and best wishes forever ❤❤❤
Thank you for lavishing so much of your energy on keeping us up to date. That really means a lot. You’re going through very trying and tiring experiences, and there are more to come. But you are doing it!! You are a warrior, and you will win the battle! ❤
Amen!!!
Praying L! 🙏
Angelique, so glad to hear that finally you will get the help you deserve. I send you a big hug, and much love. It is so true that the unknown is the scariest thing... some years ago I took classes to become a yoga teacher (actually I am a doctor, but I wanted to to both) and I remember that one of our teacher told us "some poses need strenght and focus, other poses need you to completely let go of control otherwise you will literally fall on the ground". It was such a simple but mindblowing realisation for me and for many others to find not only that this was absolutely true (we fell hard on our asses so many times!!) but how this applied to many other aspects of life. That realy stuck with me. Still to this day, when I feel that my desire to control is too strong and extreme, and I panic, I remember that quote and just let go. I remember the many times that letting go has already worked in the past. We think that control saves us...then we think that letting go can be harmless, but it's more than that. Sometimes letting go is MANDATORY in order to succed and survive :) and it's beautiful when that happens. Beautiful, gentle, liberating. Wishing you all the best, sweet creature :)
Thank you so much for sharing this! It’s a valuable life lesson… thank you for your support 🙏🏻❤️
@ns6120 thank you for sharing your awesome philosophy about life! I'll always remember what you wrote about "letting go." Wonderful words of wisdom! Thank you!
Your strength and courage is admirable Lique. Going through the examinations and hearing those facts out loud about yourself and what "could" happen to your body (in the worst case scenario must have been really very difficult. Then to hear your parents creating arguments even about what should happen to you if the worst should happen is pretty soul destroying. Bless you sweetheart. I hope you'll soon be at the hospital, despite it not being a specialist Eating disorders unit, hopefully it will get you through the early phases of recovery. The staff will be trained to help people who are distressed and anxious and be able to sit an listen to and guide you through the most difficult times and just keep an eye on your physical state as you re- feed. Once you begin to get regular nutrition and improve your health
Once you get past a certain BMI things will become easier I promise..... You will be able to think more clearly, feel better physically and move further away from the scary"worst case scenario" dilemmas. You will find your personality coming back bit bit and find eating less anxiety provoking and more natural. Your blood sugars will be more stable and you can move further away from all of the really scary physical dangers and concentrate on planning a few fun things to do in the future when you will have the strength and energy. Please sign the papers and relinquish the control for now, it's not forever. Just to see you through the storm and into sunlight. I'm so glad you can fllm your channel at the hospital and take us with you for support!!!!!!
Trust the process. It can't be any worse than the daily torture you're going through right now. Sending you love and strength from the UK x❤️🌈
Thank you so much for your encouragement! It is really valuable … 🙏🏻❤️
@@liquefaith ❤️😊🌈
I'm happy that you're done with all that! I'm praying that when you go to the clinic, it will be good and you will be healed. Jesus listens to our prayers. So nice to see you!
Honestly, if you can take these giant steps you really can do anything. This is the kind of thing that build up your courage in the long run. Good job!
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Ik volg een moeder op insta met tien kinderen, en zij zegt altijd:
Hard isn't the same as bad!
Dit doet me precies denken aan afkicken van een verslaving. Het is moeilijk en je voelt je aanvankelijk vaak slechter, en teruggrijpen naar de verslaving is makkelijker en voelt beter. Maar door the hard part heen gaan betekent juist dat het goed gaat, ook al voelt dat niet zo. Ga in het begin dus niet af op je gevoel, want dat bedriegt je. 🍀
Klopt, is helemaal waar.
Idd… 👍🏻💪🏻🙏🏻❤️
I’m so happy to see you. I get concerned when I don’t see anything posted. Keep going you beautiful human xx
Amazing news! Do sign, please. The nurses watching this will love you like we do, after watching your vlogs. They will care about you and look after you for all if us, who wish we could do the same. By the end of this year, the sunshine will be there. ❤️
Very happy to hear things are progressing and you are getting closer to treatment. God bless you my dear. Fight on! ❤❤❤
I understand what you mean about the unknown being more scary than living with your ED. I've read a few books written by people that have recovered and watched recovery youtube channels- they too found it scary leaving their ED identity behind but have found so much freedom and joy in discovering what they are like as a person without the ED. I'm typing this as you are reading your quote and yes, discovering a new you and finding enjoyment in whatever your new life entails will be your sunshine ♥♥
Thank you sweetheart 🙏🏻❤️
Lique, I’m just going to be completely honest with you. You really need to let go, let the experts do their jobs, and give up control.
It’s always scary doing that, but the other alternative is likely ending up passing away from your ED. Please do what you need to and stick with it. 💕
I hear you dear… and know you are right… 🙏🏻❤️
I so agree, she needs to not be the victim, let go and allow herself and her body to heal!
@@AshleyBitton she's not being a "victim" ffs... can you imagine having a bad day and multiplying it by 100000? she already dealing with enough self hate and terror.. leave her alone n watch something else if it bothers you idiot 🙄
Victim isn't a mood, it's a status.
❤ Lique, you sound strong & ready to fight. You've inspired me to return to Physical & Psychiatric therapy and it's helping. It's horribly scary to trust, though...(my body is trained to avoid the next punch) ✨️ Those medical evaluations can be exhausting, you sound like you've re-gained inner strength, glad to hear that. ❤
Am praying & sending strong loving blessings your way, very glad to hear from you. We're all with you 💕
So proud of you! For the steps you have taken yourself! Big thumbs up to your courage 👍🏻🙂
And thank you so much for your support… hug to you dear 💖
@@liquefaith ❤️Thank you, I know you know how tough it is. 💪 I've been hard on you these past few months and I perhaps, should have been harder on myself to get moving. I humbly apologize for causing any ill harm to you... sharing your life is extremely brave, Lique. I admire you for that and send strength & love 🙏
@@AlexEs63 I get it dear. When you are struggling yourself it can be immensely frustrating to see others fall for similar challenges. As if me not recovering would hinder your recovery. Even though you know better, it can FEEL that way. The anger was not towards me, but actually towards eating disorders hindering both of us.
I do appreciate your apology though! Purely because it shows your growth emotionally. It takes courage to be so honest about yourself 👍🏻
I am thankful for that 😘
Our church is doing a corporate fast starting this Sunday. There is a 24 hour prayer vigil coming where we each take 2 hour shifts praying for that 24 hrs. Lique I am praying for you right now and God will hear my pleading for you that night too. You are so very precious and I know many many are interceding for you everyday around the world.
Hold on girl your moment is coming! Much much love to you Angelique always!!
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Thank you so much dear Heidi! 😘
This is youre chance, take the leap of faith. Dont think sign the papers and allow yourself to feel scared. You are worth the help and you need it badly so please do this. Lots of love,strength, prayers and warm hugs from Sara 🙏💝
Thank you Sara… 😘
Lique, I just know that God has amazing plans for you! It sounds like you are on the brink of getting the help you deserve and need. You have a lot of hard work ahead of you, but you can do it! Just imagine how inspirational you will be to others when you can show them that recovery from such a severe eating disorder is possible!
Thank you for your encouragement dear! 🙏🏻❤️
So lovely to see you online. You are dealing with so so much whilst being so unwell. Having watched your videos for sometime, I have faith in YOU that you the strength for the next stage! you CAN do this!! so so so many hugs from the UK. xxxxxx
Dear Lique, I totally understand what you mean about the unknown being more scary than the known, EVEN IF the known is bad. I was once in a deeply unhealthy toxic relationship that I was terrified to leave even though I knew leaving would be better for me. Even still I hope you will take this chance for your own sake. Change can be terrifying and uncomfortable and sometimes even hurt deeply but sometimes it is what we ultimately need to live a better life. Praying for you! ❤
Thank you so much for your understanding and encouragement! Big hug to you too 💖
"....Courage is not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.'' - Nelson Mandela. This is what you are doing Lique. You are conquering your fear. It's okay to be afraid, fear is understandable. What matters the most is not letting it stop you. *The more you are on the verge of true change and freedom, the more the fear will fight back and make you doubt* . This is when you know that you are on the verge of making a wonderful big leap in your life! It's like the fear is throwing a tantrum, doing one last effort to keep you caged in your "comfort zone" of suffering. Accept the fear and move past it. You're doing it Lique, you're so close!
That’s so beautifully said! Thank you for your encouragement… 🙏🏻❤️
I feel so positive about this right now for you!!
By signing those papers, I feel you will have less anxieties.
Rise above this storm!!
You WILL see the sunshine, sweetie!!
So very thankful you can keep us updated, from clinic!
Don't give up, God is holding you in his hand❤
Declare all these things!
Declare LIFE!!🎉❤
Sending LOVE from U.S.A❤
Thank you so much for your sweet encouragement! ❤️🙏🏻
Let’s make a plan. We will celebrate a one year anniversary a year after your admission to this hospital. I hope to see a whole new woman in 2024. Scary but exciting ❤️
I'm so happy things are progressing! Sending you Love 💕
Remember, even though it feels like it, You are not letting go of EVERYTHING ❤ You are holding onto your life. You are holding onto your faith. You are doing your absolute best to protect you and keep you safe ❤ People with eating disorders don't want to die. It's a horrible way to live but people live with them for years, fighting❤. You deserve every support and help out there. We're right behind you girl ❤❤❤ sending love and hugs
Thank you so much for your sweet encouragement! That’s really helpful… 😘
I know you are scared but please understand, clinics and hospitals always make you sign off on every possible tragedy that might occur. They are really just covering themselves for legal reasons. It doesn't mean any of the things are going to happen. Legally, they need to present you with the worst case scenario. Hugs and prayers of success!!!
Thank you Kit 🙏🏻❤️
Yep, this especially true regarding CPR. The physical trauma of chest compressions when a person's heart stops typically breaks ribs & the more frail a person is, the riskier the situation becomes. The goal is definitely to avoid having to do chest compressions in an end of life scenario. Understandably a terrifying thought.
@@princesskileyrae 😔😥
Yes! I wanted to say that as well.
So good to see you!! I was so worried about you💕 millions of hugs to you!
Great seeing and hearing you. Keep the good fight going!! On the road to recovering, God be with you❤
I just want you to know that we love you! Please take the help that is being offered. I know it's scary, but your life is worth this! Fight for your life. You are so worth it! 😘
Thank you so much dear 😘
I just had a thought I needed to share with you.
The conciousness is rising angelique. Things have shifted and I know you feel it.
God is not done with you. You are a powerful being who will help bring healing and light to the world through your experience.
Just keep going through this storm. That way you can guide others through it.
Your rainbow is coming. 🌈
Thank you… 😘
I am _so_ happy that the clinic is okay with you continuing making videos! That's a good sign, because it means they approach treating you from a place of trust rather than coercion. I also think they will learn a lot from it and will hopefully use those lessons to provide better treatment for you and maybe others with ED's.
Amen!! Great verse!! Psalm 27 is good too. This fast track in the court process is a real answer to prayer! You've got this Lique 💕💕
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So VERY proud of you! Your patience and strength through all this difficulty and uncertainty, fear and the unknown - good
for you! You are a COURAGEOUS warrior you are! Keep going! One day at a time. One minute at a time. One meal at a time.
FORGIVE yourself often for whatever reasons you need to... have compassion for yourself and HOPE for your future.
We are here for you. How wonderful to have people in the world doing whatever they can to HELP YOU. Gratitude in
ALL THINGS. You will be better...it won't be easy...my best to you. I will continue to follow you - you inspire ME
to withstand difficult things in my life. Thank you.
Thank you so much for your sweet encouragement! 💖💖
You can do it, Lique! So many of us are routing for you and praying for you. Keep fighting through the fear! Sending you positive energy from Massachusetts, U.S.A.
Thank you dear Leslie 😘
I'd like to speak words of hope to you Lique! Over a year ago I was i a similar headspace, barely surviving on a day to day basis and facing critical physical state. It hadn't anything to do with eating disorders or mental health treatment but I had to choose either I undergo a risky and complicated surgery and take this chance to maybe get better, without any warranties and knowing I will have to give up all control and my life will never be the same and knowing I had to leave all the "safe" although very low quality life OR stay in what I knew well and die. It was so scary to make that decision and go through the whole process but here I am on the other side and telling you there is hope even when it seems you won't be strong enough to get through it, it is so worth it and you learn so much from the struggle itself. Keeping my fingers crossed for you and praying for you!
Thank you so much for sharing this! And I am SO happy for you for having such a positive experience. Miracles happen 🙃
I will think of your share to keep my faith up too 🙏🏻❤️
I'm so happy that you have a court hearing! Finally you have the chance to get the help you need. I have no doubt that you will sign the papers. I have faith in you! Please be optimistic! Bless you and please keep us updated! 💜💛
Thank you dear 🙏🏻❤️
🌞 🌞 🌞 the sun will shine again, Lique, no matter how hard and painful the rain is beating down on you now!
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At last some proper help for you. You have done enough on your own, it’s been so tough for you. I hope you can accept the help xxx
Thank you Martina 💖
It’s awful to have your independence taken away, you can do a lot to help yourself. I’m hoping you’ll find the strength to help yourself. You can change your thinking and start thinking positive Lique, start eating more, and let go of your eating disorder. The things you mentioned that could happen to you are terrible and you can prevent it by helping yourself. You’re creating this world by not fighting it. Don’t give in and don’t plan for death. Fight for your life and find your happiness! It’s possible and worth it, I know from experience! ❤️❤️❤️
I think for lique maybe a clinic initially will help, to help either give her surgery to fix her intestines or reassure her that it's ok for her to eat food and that it won't hurt her intestines, since I don't know how much of the intestines problem is physical or psychological or both , I can't know, but the doctors will figure out which it is, and I think the doctors helping her uncover that information could help her to be able to recover on her own , it's up to I think her listening and trusting the doctors for her to be able to move on from this. In the last place, she didn't trust the doctors that it was safe to eat sugar syrup, safe to eat so many times a day, safe to eat while someone else is watching you, I think she needs someone else to help her unlearn these fears so she can be confident in recovery alone, I really really hope this new clinic will be able to help her, though they don't specialize in eating disorders, but at least they could maybe help her to regain some strength physically and figure out the situation with her intestines, which both I think are needed for her mentally to help start her recovery process after the initial boost in strength and information from the clinic it's up to her where she'll go from there
Precious One, thank you for this update, I’ve been thinking of you every day and praying for you. What a perfect quote 🙏🤟❤️☀️ You have got this, you are meant to live 😘 Sending love and hugs 🤗 💕
Thank you dear! Love back to you too 💖
Your fighting spirit inspires me, you can do this! Always sending love 💕
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Lique, when you are healed and healthy, you should spearhead an organization to start a a clinic for severe eating disorders.
Indeed!! 👍🏻🙏🏻😘
No matter how rough or how long the road is, you must travel it to reach your destination of being well. And we travel it with you. You are an inspiration to so many. Bless you always.
Thank you dear! 💖💖
NURSES out there watching: Treat her extra good, PLEASE!
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You have the right to also be scared, its a long Process but you are such a strong personality, you will make it!
Thank you… 😘
Hi little lady you are the light to my ❤ today you were so full of hope that smile is contagious.
Ntn can prevent your success and we all are always 🤲📿🤲 for U. My life is full of new diagnosis every time I go back to hospital too many to mention the last most recent diagnosis very high cholesterol due to stress relating to My Rheumatoid Arthritis and all because I need replacement surgery in both hips both knees and a lower back spinal fuse has been going on since 2021 after an accident No drs to perform surgery and also covid contributed alot to the already painful life.. your Ardent South african fan lots of love❤
O sweetheart… that’s A LOT to cope with! I am right here with you too 💖
Thank you for your sweet support… we are in this together dear! Big hug to you back 😘
Please sign it sweetie..this could be the breakthrough you need..praying for you 🙏💓
Lique,
We love you and are standing with you in faith believing for your total healing.
We live in Aqaba Jordan and we pray for you. You are a remarkable young lady and Jesus Christ loves you very much.
You are an overcomer.
Love Laura and Frances and Joyce.
Thank you so much dears! So happy you are here with me too. Hugs and love back to all 3 of you 💖
I am praying for you as you prepare to go to this new place that you will come out whole and happy and with many new experiences and adventures. God is with you and we love you❤
Thank you dear Linda! 💖
Just remember .....it will be a team effort.....all of the team including dear lique will need to work together with strength and positive vibes....I think lique if you look at what hasn't worked for you and put it all behind you now ...to start fresh.....you have to go in ....in the right mind set.....if you do....things will be fine. Much happiness wished for you. Xxxx
I pray for that too Jackie… just hard to believe it 🥴🙏🏻
I believe it lique. Xx
Thank goodness we will be able to keep updated with how you are doing! I was worried. ❤❤❤❤ Keep Living ❤❤❤❤
Thank you dear ❤️🙏🏻
@@liquefaith ❤️
Thank you for the update. I really enjoyed your quote. It resonated with me. While I’m not stuck in a bed, I have been stuck in a horrible hometown for almost five years. I’m fighting five chronic illnesses (one which actually did keep me bedridden for a year while it went undiagnosed). They are all caused by a genetic connective tissue disorder that I was finally diagnosed with at age 35. I was just getting my life back together with my new reality of chronic illness and covid hit. With already battling so much health wise, I took it very seriously, lived in almost complete isolation for a year until vaccines were available and even now I still haven’t really returned to normal. I haven’t interacted with someone my age in a full on social setting except for my sisters wedding, and meeting someone for coffee outside in over three years. I know the feeling of everyday being like groundhogs day- it’s the literal same bad day over and over. To make matters worse, my dog of 15 years (my 3 pound chihuahua who slept with me every night) passed away last May. I had to have him put down after a horrific seizure that left him blind, unable to walk or swallow. I had a great therapist that pretty much was keeping me alive but we had differing ways of dealing with the pandemic (she had multiple children and was constantly getting covid) and I couldn’t risk going back in person so I did therapy from my car for the last three years. I eventually turned into such a hateful person that she terminated me after working together for seven years, so I even lost my therapist. I know I have to leave this town ASAP and jump into the unknown or I will die here. This place has already killed me mentally and spiritually. Although our circumstances are different and yours is a more physical form of starvation, please know that others are with you in your suffering and also scared. We must take risk and head into the unknown in order to save our lives- much like a refugee does. Wishing you well
Thank you so much for sharing this dear… we are in this together indeed! Keep faith too sweetheart ❤️🙏🏻
@@liquefaith Thank you Lique :)
There is so much hope, spring is right around the corner dear friend and sister. Have faith, God is doing miracles!
And God is good indeed… thank you! 🙏🏻❤️
We are all rooting for you ❤
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So pleased to see you looking better in your face. A good sign xxx
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It is so good to see you♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Praying for Gods comfort during this time of transition.
Thank you Tracey 🙏🏻❤️
Prayers for wisdom for the staff of the clinic. Prayers for calm and peace for you, Lique. You can do this. You are strong. I believe in you.
Thank you dear Shelley 🙏🏻❤️
So much good news here that things are moving along! I know it’s all scary but you are going to get help that you can’t get at home. I am praying for you so much! ❤❤❤
Thank you so much! 🙏🏻❤️
I pray that God heals you from this horrible disease. He has you in the palm of His hands.
Yes! Good you can keep us posted. Praying that all the help you need...clinic, hospital, other services, all work together to get you on your feet again. Be courageous and very strong.
You can do this, sign those papers. I know how hard it is but at this point, you have no other choiche than to let go. Have faith in those who will take care of you. I keep on praying for you ❤
Thank you… 🙏🏻❤️
I’m so hoping that this goes well. This might just be what you need. Your not going to die for a very long time, ur life is just beginning! I’ve always admired your courage and honesty. Remember to just breath, sometimes that’s all we can do. Love you sweetheart, your doing amazing.
Thank you so much for your sweet encouragement… 🙏🏻❤️
I am praying for you love! I pray God’s peace will fill your heart and body! I struggled with anorexia for many years. I became very I’ll from lack of protein in my body. My legs were hurting so badly I could not walk, my feet felt like I was walking on broken glass. A friend drove around with me looking for a hospital that would treat me. No hospital in our state was willing to take me. We did finally find an inpatient program at a very good hospital that specialized in eating disorders. I am so thankful and grateful for the help I received. I have been in recovery for many years. Please stay hopeful! God bless you! 🙏🏼🥰
Thank you for sharing this… and thankful for you too that you found such good help! Wishing you all the healing and blessing you need. 😘
Sending rainbows 🌈 and sunshine 🌞 your way! The snow ❄️ is starting to melt where I live and I'm hoping Spring is near 🌼 🌸. Like you, I also have a lot of health issues I'm trying to overcome, but hopefully by summer, both you and I will be in a better condition so we can enjoy the sunshine. ⛱️ 🌞 We will stay strong and overcome this!! 💪 One step at a time Lique ❤️ Sending hugs 😊
I am looking forward to that for both of us dear! Thank you for sharing this 🌈🌺🪷❤️
What a beautiful message. I wish this for you both, Susan
Very positive news. I’m so happy things are looking up for you. Trust in your higher power. Let go and have faith in the clinic. ❤ sending you lots of love. Will be thinking of you in the coming weeks.
You are a beautiful strong person i oy wish the best for you sweetheart you are a fighter love you inside and out you deserve the best care you can get you are a good person
So nice to see and hear from you! Keep fighting and smiling and know you are loved. Hugs from Canada ❤
Thank you! Hugs from the Netherlands back 🇳🇱 💖
I'm thinking of you as you are going into this new chapter. I was brought to tears as you talked. I just want you to feel better. You have so many of us rooting for you. I hope this transition goes smoothly for you. You deserve to get well, live life and be genuinely happy. Praying for you. ❤
That’s soooo sweet of you… thank you dear ❤️
@@liquefaith always Angelique ❤❤
I can feel the sunshine warmth is just around the corner. Sending you love and support xx 🌞
Thank you dear… 🙏🏻❤️
Prayer that the road ahead brings you the peace and resolution you are seeking. God be with you in your difficult times. 🙏
I know this adjustment will be difficult, but this is your chance dear! Let the doctors and nurses do their job and help you. Even though it will be uncomfortable, your illness might want to fight back. But remember your goal always. To find happiness, true happiness. We are all here supporting you. 💕💕💕 don’t let the talks with the doctors scare you, legally they must go through every possible worst case scenario. Praying for you dear ❤️ changing points in life are often difficult, but also the best things for us in the long run. You will look back on this someday and feel so proud of yourself!
Thank you… 😘
Dear Angelique...sending many prayers your way and for all who will be involved in your road to recovery...your willingness to share your journey with such grace and honesty is amazing and truly inspiring!!God Bless you Angelique! 🙏💙
Thank you so much Alma! 🙏🏻❤️
Thank you so much for sharing the frightening reality of eating disorders. I wish you all the best ❤
Welcome… and thank you too for being here! 😘
I'm so glad you have that Bible verse to say over and over to give you hope and strength. I am continuing to pray for you! God bless you!! :)
Thank you Phyllis 🙏🏻❤️
I’m so happy for you. It’s been a long time coming and I can imagine how scary this is. But you have to walk through that fear to find your happiness. I was so worried about you when you didn’t post for a few weeks. I’m just glad you’re ok and will have the help you need soon. You’re in my heart and my thoughts and I’m sending you so much love and support. Please take care ♥️
Thank you so much for your sweet comment! 😘
Happy to see you. You seem so much better in this video. Glad a plan is in place. So glad you can film in the facility 🙏🏻💕
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Yes 🙌 YOU SHALL NOT DIE! PRAISE THE LORD!💫⭐️💫♥️🙏
Amen!
Sending you love and hugs, Lique. You Can do this. You deserve the treatment, so put on your bravery suit and just do it. Remember, many of us have walked the very same path and have survived and are now thriving. It’s time you joined us. You’re worth it xxx 💕🌸💕🌸💕🌸💕🌸💕
Thank you so much dear… 😘
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I know it scary and hard on you and your body. I as m so happy for you. I prayed along with my prayer circle for you. I know you will sleigh it. Big hugs 🤗🤗
How poetic that quote was….very fitting for your video today!!! Your sunshine ☀️ will come soon!!! Keep fighting, Lique!
Thank you dear! 😘
I just watched this now and let me tell you my heart was so warmed by your update! You are truly so strong and brave and beautiful. I truly feel that All will work out, even when it looks scary!!
When you read that calendar quote and bible verse I began weeping and feeling the holy spirit moved me to pray for your recovery and protection.
God Bless You❤
Thank you so much for your sweet support! I am truly touched by it… 🙏🏻❤️
I'm in tears right now because I understand you about your parents. My parents are the exact same. Divorced and can't stand each other. They need to understand that it's not about them and their life but only about yours and need to put everything else aside. ❤We are here for you ❤️
Don't allow others to stress you as you have others that are here for you and to support you ❤️ You deserve nothing but the best in life ❤️❤️❤️😊
Thank you so much for sharing this… and for your understanding! That os so sweet. Wishing you all the best in your own struggle on this painful path. Know you are not alone dear! 🙏🏻❤️
PSALM 118:17 AMEN. My dear Angelique thankyou for sharing your journey through your regular updates. This news is positive and gives hope to so many souls who are right here with you on this ride. I understand the fear of letting go and the unknown however, I know that it WILL be ok my dear. This is not the end of your story Angelique- it is only the beginning. You are not living now. You are barely surviving. What really stood out to me in this video was the healthy decision you made which proved your desire to live. I am speaking about the fact that you nourished your body with that lovely granola! One of my favorites! I am continuing to pray for you as I always have. And yes you will be the happiest women as you dream of and the sun WILL shine for you.
Hugs n love as always💙
Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.💙🙏
Thank you so much… 🙏🏻❤️
I am so excited for you! Make it happen.
Sending much love ,hugs and many healing prayers. Love kel
Please sign up for 6 months. You need that long to get on the road to healing mind and body.
None of us are promised tomorrow. I just lost my 30 year old daughter in law leaving my son ad my two Grandchildren 9 and 7. This has been devastating to them and her loved ones. Just know your loved ones, your friends, your Yourube family are crying inside hoping you give your all. Your disease affects everyone who cares. I just feel you need to know that. We are emotionally invested in you, your recovery, your happiness. Please know that. I know you must do this for you. Just know we’re here with you. You have more support than I think you realise, from all over the world. You probably have one of the largest loving families in the world ❤please remember that. Through our daily trials, we think of you and love you. One day at a time.
My sincere condolences on your loss.♥️
@@carolcarol3938 Thank you Carol Carol, that is very kind of you.
So very sorry for your loss.
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Thank you. I am now a helping raise them. Disabled physically, but I am giving everything I have to those babies. Mostly lots of love and guidance. We did a GoFundMe to help my son out for a couple months. He is back to work. It will be three months today as she passed suddenly on December 17. I pray for strength for my son and Grandchildren every day. They deserve the best.
There you are... I have been so worried about you. ❤ From 🇩🇰
I so appreciate your update! I continue standing behind you. I will pray that God will continue holding you tightly and directing His will for your life. You are such a sweet and kind soul and God is using your life for His glory. Continue to persevere until He says, “We’ll done my good and faithful servant.”❤️
Thank you… ❤️🙏🏻
Best of luck to you in your healing process! Sign the papers to get the help you need. So glad you will have a place that will help you. Keep us up to date on your progress. We all get nervous when you go silent a few days…
I do what I can to keep you updated dear 😘
I have watched your journey for awhile. I pray for you. I wanted to cry when you said reanimated. ???? I had to walk away and think. What is that? CPR ? Lique I hope and pray we can see your beautiful Christmas dinner next year,and the next, and the next. I can't imagine not seeing the beautiful spring flowers, the burning hot sun in the summer. The lovely soups in the fall. I really pray this will work. Take care.
I think I didn’t use the right English word… is it revived? Resuscitate? Does that make more sense? 😳
Thank you so much for your sweet support… 🙏🏻❤️
God is in charge, and he already made you stronger than the average Person. May God bless you! Lots of love from Nevada! 🥰
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Hi Lique I think you should go with the clinic because a I believe you should let go and let God. The clinic isn't any worse then what you are already go through. I think you are and will be a big inspiration to anyone who might be going through the same thing as you are and they will learn from what you are going through. My dear friend it shouldn't be this hard to want to live but give yourself to God and tell him to guide you.I think of you often and when I see it makes my day because I know you have the will to live and it makes me so happy. I wrote down the quotes and your name next to it because it is so special because your special. Tell yourself Let Go Let God. A big hug and 2 kisses . I love you Friend.
Thank you so much for your sweet encouragement Linda! Big hug and kiss back to you 🥰
We are praying for you! Just know your loved and we wait impatiently for your videos! Much love 💗 Susan & Ellen 🙏
Good for you for doing the best you can do day by day…… one day at a time. I understand every health issue going on with your body is very tough to juggle and is overwhelming. All you can do is the best you can do… one minute , one hour… one day at a time. You have the will inside you to live and to get better. You can do this. Best of luck on your new journey of treatment at the clinic ❤
Thank you 😘
Angelique I'm so proud of you.
You are doing an absolutely fabulous job.
Keep fighting and stay strong.
Help is just around the corner, there is hope, and you can get to that sunshine bright future that you deserve.
Stay positive
I'm sending my love
I'm rooting for you
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Thank you so much dear Sarah! ❤️🙏🏻
You got this!!! God is caring through this next chapter of your life. You are very strong woman and life has so much to offer you. I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. 🙏❤️🙏❤️
Thank you so much Elizabeth 🙏🏻❤️