looking at this young photo of Kanye is kinda surreal, Crazy to think we would've never gotten all his masterful work if he had died in that accident, man was really making 5 beats a day for 3 summers causing sleep deprivation which was the cause of the car accident. I hate even saying this but I feel like people really aren't going to appreciate his work until he dies...
all of that is not a coincidence basically God or the universe or whatever you believe in set him up to succeed but he had to go thru all that shit for it
@Marnie Bhagat wow thanks i did the same and found out my girlfriend now ex girlfriend was talking to 3 others guys and had a sugar daddy paying for all of her expensive she owned. No wonder we didnt hold hands in public.
This instrumental is more meaningful to me than most any other piece of music. It’s hauntingly beautiful, and it characterizes all the loneliness sadness betrayal & just...emptiness, I can’t escape. It hurts. I can’t make it stop. It never goes away. I just want it to stop, and it’s like this song is the only thing in existence that understands.
I love every element to this song. Lyrics. Melody. Hook. Instrumental. Really makes you reflect on those who you think are your friends. Makes you reflect on life in general. Kanye is a genius and in his own lane when it comes to production and beatmaking.
I read all of y’all comments and I’m laying here feeling connected without knowing none you guys cause of this smooth ass instrumental 🔥 stay blessed tho ⏳
2022 February and this is still a MASTERPIECE! Goosebumps every time. Lost both my parents recently and this beat just made me write in pains, tears I’ve been holding in for a while just got let out and I’m grateful to Kanye ❤️🆙
I have looked for this instrumental since 2017.. only to find it now. Can't stop tearing up cause it's bringing back so many memories. Wow...who knew music could have such an impact...
Why is this beat tuggin on my heart strings ☹ it just sounds like teenage youth, that freedom at summer time with your boys/girls just vibing with no real responsibilities just free loool
I’ve been as close to love as I can be to Kanye a bulk of my adult life. This man gave me life. I cried writing this. My aunt just passed. I just want to know what it feels like to put my family on. I cried……..
I found my self tru this beat , like it had me rapping bout some real deep sh*t , I was on shrooms and it really brought me back to life , it’s amazing how someone with just music can make u think and change your mindset, Kanye really is a god when it comes to music and ion care what nobody says but it’s the truth… I’m deep into music and just with his instrumentals u can go by ur day , Kanye is amazing
[Kanye West:] Real friends, how many of us? How many of us, how many jealous? Real friends It's not many of us, we smile at each other But how many honest? Trust issues Switched up the number, I can't be bothered I cannot blame you for havin' an angle I ain't got no issues, I'm just doin' my thing Hope you're doin' your thing, too I'm a deadbeat cousin, I hate family reunions Fuck the church up by drinkin' at the communion Spillin' free wine, now my tux is ruined In town for a day, what the fuck we doin'? Who your real friends? We all came from the bottom I'm always blamin' you, but what's sad, you're not the problem Damn I forgot to call her, shit I thought it was Thursday Why you wait a week to call my phone in the first place? When was the last time I remembered a birthday? When was the last time I wasn't in a hurry? [Ty Dolla $ign:] Tell me you want your tickets when it's gametime Even to call your daughter on her FaceTime Even when we was young I used to make time Now we be way too busy just to make time Even for my... [Kanye West, Kanye West and Ty Dolla $ign:] Real friends I guess I get what I deserve, don't I? Word on the streets is they ain't heard from him I guess I get what I deserve, don't I? Talked down on my name, throwed dirt on him [Kanye West and Ty Dolla $ign:] I couldn't tell you how old your daughter was (Was) Couldn't tell you how old your son is (Is) I got my own Jr. on the way, dawg (Dawg) Plus I already got one kid (Kid) Couldn't tell you much about the fam though I just showed up for the yams though Maybe 15 minutes, took some pictures with your sister Merry Christmas, then I'm finished, then it's back to business You wanna ask some questions 'bout some real shit? (Shit) Like I ain't got enough pressure to deal with (With) Please don't pressure me with that bill shit (Shit) Cause everybody got 'em that ain't children Oh you've been nothin' but a friend to me Niggas thinkin' I'm crazy, you defendin' me It's funny I ain't spoke to niggas in centuries To be honest, dawg, I ain't feelin' your energy Money turn your kin into an enemy Niggas ain't real as they pretend to be [Kanye West and Ty Dolla $ign:] Lookin' for all my real friends How many of us? How many of us are real friends To real friends, 'til the reel end 'Til the wheels fall off, 'til the wheels don't spin (Yeah yeah) To 3 A.M., callin' How many real friends? Just to ask you a question Just to see how you was feelin' How many? For the last you was frontin' I hate when a nigga text you like, "What's up, fam? Hope you good" You say, "I'm good, I'm great," the next text they ask you for somethin' How many? What's best for your family, immediate or extended Any argument, the media'll extend it I had a cousin that stole my laptop that I was fuckin' bitches on Paid that nigga 250 thousand just to get it from him Real friends Huh? [Kanye West, Kanye West and Ty Dolla $ign:] Real friends I guess I get what I deserve, don't I Word on the streets is they ain't heard from him I guess I get what I deserve, don't I Talked down on my name, throwed dirt on him
I cried my heart out to this on lsd I felt a deeper connection with the song and even Kanye a was given a message on what it takes to be a great al god knows am gonna try🙏🏻✝️
Real friends Real friends The friendship we possess Will never end When other bonds breaks Ours bends When you contemplate Just hit send Physically connect While conversations clense Hold my hand and let's acend To a brighter land protect what's loyal And defend this life we chose it ain't a fucking lend
Listening to song got me thinking, like damn real friends are very hard to come across nowadays. Everyone just wants clout or something they can get from you, and just like that you’re forgotten. Cherish the real friends you have in your life right now.
This instrumental makes me sad about how the media is trying to portray Kanye west as "crazy" they did the same thing to other celebrities hopefully Kanye will be safe 🙏
This is one of those legendary bests that get you in your feels and connects you more than ever with the artist. Check out Lloyd Banks- Finish Line. That 1 is also an amazing emotion inducing beat.
Run, run, run where you come from cuz the track loops around bring you back to the groun you eat can't seem to move your pace with me got lost in the tragdy of the game of life but i pull myself up and i keep it up cuz this loop it brings me up every lap that i make every cake that i ate all the age all the time has defined what is mine and my mind has expanded with the words of the old all around and this world that we found makes a whole lotta sense as the more i go i get less out of breath cuz this seems to be the place i was meant to step into a goal, around and around we go like a track self lead always watched from the head man of the match callin shots out as the match plays out infront
I remember the days of bumping kanye The college dropout on full display The beats and melodies was all great College in the dorms; they heard it bumping in the hallway...
I pray blessings on Kanye 🙏 I pray blessings on hip hop, fans and all 🗣️🙏 And I pray blessings on anyone who doesn't know the Lord and savior Jesus Christ, Amen
I Been corrupted since a seed Decieved by a friend who became a fiend Enemies the energy they feed It's a privelage just to breath Fake friends I don't need Let me smoke my weed in peace Till I'm diseased the streets welcome to the belly of the beast memories they never leave but the say revenge is sweet The second I slipped is when I let my thoughts get deep no remorse for the demon i couldn't sleep I slipped through the cracks cos I was weak. But now your wisdom is all I seek. I tell my story give me a moment to speak One life we all die as long as we live how we lead how we breed slowly nurturing the seed all I care about is if my soul will be redeemed like was I born to see wicked things everytime I blink it's like I'm walking through a lucid dream
Why you waiting She ain’t a real friend Proved that by now-my sound-my booth-ain’t how-high as you-sign up Pull the trigger, I’m ready, enough It ain’t tough, it ain’t well done Oh I see an open sky, no Hell Fire Pain in my ribs like Adam when he gave it to Eve, save lives Maybe she mad about the first time I deceived, cry when she cry You, me, I, us-they’ll see-maybe not Bail me out, when the fail safe fails Dead body now, next thing I know-Ghost Best Mode-East Coast, Salem and them witches, no living human witness Turned that shit to fiction We across the Red Sea in a minute, blink of an eye Fire wall, burnin alive Me thinks it’s time TOO-chime in and get to -get to -get to -get to grinding Dude You the- Knew it-you knew You yourselves only real friend Why you waiting Why you waiting Why you waiting Why you waiting Why you waiting Why you waiting
This beat reminds me of someone in the middle of a chaotic environment, thinking deeply in a really split second thought, who then proceeds to gather himself and calculatedly wrecks everyone around him
Crazy how a certain gathering of sounds can just transport you back in time
nice gathering of words!
Making a nigga tear up ☹
Ong💯
@@tdias25Literally
@@Noc7ev_So it’s not just me🖤🤲🏾
The image is so real...you gotta start from the bottom where all you have is a passion and a belief to succeed in the game.
matsterness *I concur..... as the saying goes "all visions are tested for authenticity".......*
matsterness 🙏🏼💯
ibbey TM *posted 8 months ago* even deeper because this person is probably dead
@@chunkymonkey3364 Uhm, are you fr right now?
hits deep
looking at this young photo of Kanye is kinda surreal, Crazy to think we would've never gotten all his masterful work if he had died in that accident, man was really making 5 beats a day for 3 summers causing sleep deprivation which was the cause of the car accident. I hate even saying this but I feel like people really aren't going to appreciate his work until he dies...
You are right and thats just how life is.
all of that is not a coincidence basically God or the universe or whatever you believe in set him up to succeed but he had to go thru all that shit for it
@Marnie Bhagat Shut up
@Marnie Bhagat wow thanks i did the same and found out my girlfriend now ex girlfriend was talking to 3 others guys and had a sugar daddy paying for all of her expensive she owned. No wonder we didnt hold hands in public.
This hits hard man...
i could just listen to this beat forever
I’m currently doing that
Same
balamory theme song kinda bangs tho still
Not the only one ...
This beat got that "I made it out, but my friends didn't" vibe to it.
Really tho
goddamn that’s actually how it feels
@@NelsenGChess It's gonna be okay bro.
Mate this comment hit me hard
ill be your friend i love bill cosby
This just puts me in a different state, a peaceful one
Glad to help bro. Enjoy.
Facts
nkplays2k word
Tortured peace doe
@@kadevanry9296 sounds like the name of your next mixtape
This instrumental is more meaningful to me than most any other piece of music.
It’s hauntingly beautiful, and it characterizes all the loneliness sadness betrayal & just...emptiness, I can’t escape.
It hurts. I can’t make it stop. It never goes away. I just want it to stop, and it’s like this song is the only thing in existence that understands.
haha nice
@@quasimotoz epicly???? O,,O
@@noah.2B just observe the feeling and it will go away
@@Baz_09 Remaining calm and focusing on what I can change has helped.
It's better and more fruitful than dwelling continually on what I cannot.
Go off king
I love every element to this song. Lyrics. Melody. Hook. Instrumental. Really makes you reflect on those who you think are your friends. Makes you reflect on life in general. Kanye is a genius and in his own lane when it comes to production and beatmaking.
Gotta give credit to the others that helped produce this beat. Havoc of Mobb Deep helped make this beat. Other guys helped too.
@@xLaMarquis309 what he said about kanye still stands. Kanye has heats that he produced by himself that make what he says valid
@@chrism7163 I’m not taking about his other beats. I’m talking about this beat here. Of course Kayne is a legendary producer.
@@xLaMarquis309 I know I'm saying his comment is still correct regardless
favorite kanye beat ever
I read all of y’all comments and I’m laying here feeling connected without knowing none you guys cause of this smooth ass instrumental 🔥 stay blessed tho ⏳
@Christopher Montes i appreciate the comment dawg ! 💯💪🏻🙏🏻
I remembered this beat out of nowhere and took a while to find it, told myself it's definitely a kanye west beat and sure enough it was.
werddddddd???
he’s the goat
meh Kanye/Frank Dukes
@@christaylor1913 and Havoc on the drums
Today I have just also decided its a YE instrumental day! - flying high!
This is my favourite beat of all time
ur lonely
@@Soggy666 how
@@Soggy666 just because he likes a beat yeah makes sense
When I hear this it gives me hope to keep going and make it in the word
Fr
You already are it!
Too real…
2022 February and this is still a MASTERPIECE! Goosebumps every time. Lost both my parents recently and this beat just made me write in pains, tears I’ve been holding in for a while just got let out and I’m grateful to Kanye ❤️🆙
Take care my friend, love from the other side!
Can I hear if u don't mind
Much love brother
rip
this the type of beat that makes you lay down and think about life. edit: (il be back here in my senior yr of hs) *6/13/23 - i did it 🎓.
That's what im doin right now
Wakaz yeah man i start high school tomorrow time flies..
RIP Kobe
Who made this again
@@jabrilmuhammad4925 ok
Every time it plays jst feel lyk crying...
let it go.
Word
It makes a grown man like me cry.
HAHAH fucc off with that shit grow some balls
I have looked for this instrumental since 2017.. only to find it now. Can't stop tearing up cause it's bringing back so many memories. Wow...who knew music could have such an impact...
damn bro same feelings
U wasn’t looking hard bro cause this shit literally called Kanye west real friends instrumental
This beat is so sick. Been listening to this song for 2 hrs.
have u got a watch or
Why is this beat tuggin on my heart strings ☹ it just sounds like teenage youth, that freedom at summer time with your boys/girls just vibing with no real responsibilities just free loool
This the kinda beat that paints an image in your head.
picasso ting i like that
This song and instrumental gets me through all the tough times.
that crunchy synth plus the woodwind flute thingy and everything's so perfect!!!
I was always told you was born to the world all by yourself...the older I get it explains itself more and more.❤ Love this song and instrumental
I’ve been as close to love as I can be to Kanye a bulk of my adult life. This man gave me life. I cried writing this. My aunt just passed. I just want to know what it feels like to put my family on. I cried……..
What u writing if u don't mind me àskng I'm lost
Can I hear it if you don't mind me asking
dafuk
This beat is a masterpiece
Im a rapper and in my own personal taste this is one of the best energies on a beat hes ever done. Its deep.
He really is an underrated producer
Im a rapper too KEHD ⚡⚡
Greatest rap beat/instrumental ever no cap 🧢
I found my self tru this beat , like it had me rapping bout some real deep sh*t , I was on shrooms and it really brought me back to life , it’s amazing how someone with just music can make u think and change your mindset, Kanye really is a god when it comes to music and ion care what nobody says but it’s the truth… I’m deep into music and just with his instrumentals u can go by ur day , Kanye is amazing
Crazy you say that bro I’m on a trip rn 😵💫safe travels brotha🫴
@@michaelcroll7628 thanks bro !! And good minds understand each other
[Kanye West:]
Real friends, how many of us?
How many of us, how many jealous? Real friends
It's not many of us, we smile at each other
But how many honest? Trust issues
Switched up the number, I can't be bothered
I cannot blame you for havin' an angle
I ain't got no issues, I'm just doin' my thing
Hope you're doin' your thing, too
I'm a deadbeat cousin, I hate family reunions
Fuck the church up by drinkin' at the communion
Spillin' free wine, now my tux is ruined
In town for a day, what the fuck we doin'?
Who your real friends? We all came from the bottom
I'm always blamin' you, but what's sad, you're not the problem
Damn I forgot to call her, shit I thought it was Thursday
Why you wait a week to call my phone in the first place?
When was the last time I remembered a birthday?
When was the last time I wasn't in a hurry?
[Ty Dolla $ign:]
Tell me you want your tickets when it's gametime
Even to call your daughter on her FaceTime
Even when we was young I used to make time
Now we be way too busy just to make time
Even for my...
[Kanye West, Kanye West and Ty Dolla $ign:]
Real friends
I guess I get what I deserve, don't I?
Word on the streets is they ain't heard from him
I guess I get what I deserve, don't I?
Talked down on my name, throwed dirt on him
[Kanye West and Ty Dolla $ign:]
I couldn't tell you how old your daughter was (Was)
Couldn't tell you how old your son is (Is)
I got my own Jr. on the way, dawg (Dawg)
Plus I already got one kid (Kid)
Couldn't tell you much about the fam though
I just showed up for the yams though
Maybe 15 minutes, took some pictures with your sister
Merry Christmas, then I'm finished, then it's back to business
You wanna ask some questions 'bout some real shit? (Shit)
Like I ain't got enough pressure to deal with (With)
Please don't pressure me with that bill shit (Shit)
Cause everybody got 'em that ain't children
Oh you've been nothin' but a friend to me
Niggas thinkin' I'm crazy, you defendin' me
It's funny I ain't spoke to niggas in centuries
To be honest, dawg, I ain't feelin' your energy
Money turn your kin into an enemy
Niggas ain't real as they pretend to be
[Kanye West and Ty Dolla $ign:]
Lookin' for all my real friends
How many of us? How many of us are real friends
To real friends, 'til the reel end
'Til the wheels fall off, 'til the wheels don't spin (Yeah yeah)
To 3 A.M., callin'
How many real friends?
Just to ask you a question
Just to see how you was feelin'
How many?
For the last you was frontin'
I hate when a nigga text you like, "What's up, fam? Hope you good"
You say, "I'm good, I'm great," the next text they ask you for somethin'
How many?
What's best for your family, immediate or extended
Any argument, the media'll extend it
I had a cousin that stole my laptop that I was fuckin' bitches on
Paid that nigga 250 thousand just to get it from him
Real friends
Huh?
[Kanye West, Kanye West and Ty Dolla $ign:]
Real friends
I guess I get what I deserve, don't I
Word on the streets is they ain't heard from him
I guess I get what I deserve, don't I
Talked down on my name, throwed dirt on him
This makes me think a lot about another place different to the place we live in ☝️
this just puts me on another planet
Enjoy your life. Time is running guys
Just simply the best 👌 of all processes
I wish I could hear this for the first time again
Same man
This beat is perfect
The set up is nice you can anything on this beat very professional
All time great beat
When you finally turn 18 and have to head into the adult life.
Y’all better wake up, this man is NOT crazy, a pure f***ing GENIUS!!!
GIVE HIM HIS FLOWERS NOW 💐💐💐
Imma be the greatest !!!
Manifesting my dreams 🗣🤞🏾🔥
Thanks Kanye 💯🎵
Definitely getting this framed in my crib one day !
I cried my heart out to this on lsd I felt a deeper connection with the song and even Kanye a was given a message on what it takes to be a great al god knows am gonna try🙏🏻✝️
Havoc got that beat slappin’ like hell!
Real friends
Real friends
The friendship we possess
Will never end
When other bonds breaks
Ours bends
When you contemplate
Just hit send
Physically connect
While conversations clense
Hold my hand and let's acend
To a brighter land protect what's loyal
And defend
this life we chose it ain't a fucking lend
Great job 👑 Just need this in my head phones now 💯😭
Simply perfect beat!
ur ugly in real life
wiv ya mama
How many of us man could listen to this till am pan breed brilliant 🙌rip joe was a real one
This makes me feel at peace with everything
Kanye will always be one of the greatest producers and artists of all time.
Listening to song got me thinking, like damn real friends are very hard to come across nowadays. Everyone just wants clout or something they can get from you, and just like that you’re forgotten. Cherish the real friends you have in your life right now.
Facts
I dont even want friends(fiends) no more. I need a family 🚶🏽♂️🚶🏽♂️🚶🏽♂️
💯
This instrumental makes me sad about how the media is trying to portray Kanye west as "crazy" they did the same thing to other celebrities hopefully Kanye will be safe 🙏
That snare🔥🔥🔥
MO-B-B (RIP Prodigy)
Havoc on the drums 🔥🔥🔥
@@pabloperrier.4467 he did the drums for famous and this track as well. Check out his rhythm roullete videos where he made the same pattern
Something about that flute is just nostalgic
This is one of those legendary bests that get you in your feels and connects you more than ever with the artist. Check out Lloyd Banks- Finish Line. That 1 is also an amazing emotion inducing beat.
The atmosphere Ye creates in his songs are so good 👽
One hell of a beat
dont use that language
Dude so thankful this beat was put up here brings me ease..keep it G
Yall ever make this best on a table the bass kicks
RIP To Kobe dunno why this track takes me there
instrumental probs
@Angel Em holy ish. 81 points
I’d like this comment but it’s still at 81 🙏🏼
@@kaseyhollar8847 For some reason it was back at 80 when i saw it but i restored it to it's rightful number.
I done wrote 2 songs to this instrumental. Thanks Ye. God Bless.
Never knew Kanye West makes Better instrumental than his songs
L
both are good though
kanye e
Im here thank god
1 Hour Loop Would Be Nice...
This is one of those beats dat u close your eyes to when your high off some good weed and fade off into the spiritual realm 👁️💫😇
This beat is has a Aphex Twin vibe. I love it.
I was thinking the same thing. Sounds like it could be a sample from something on saw2 but pitched up
This is amazing.
That snare 😍
dont snare at me
I could listen to this all day
The drum!!!
Just the one drum?
Best in the business
best beat forever
Run, run, run where you come from
cuz the track loops around
bring you back to the groun you eat
can't seem to move your pace with me
got lost in the tragdy
of the game of life
but i pull myself up and i keep it up
cuz this loop it brings me up
every lap that i make
every cake that i ate
all the age all the time
has defined what is mine
and my mind has expanded with the words
of the old all around
and this world that we found
makes a whole lotta sense
as the more i go
i get less out of breath
cuz this seems to be
the place i was meant to step
into a goal,
around and around we go
like a track self lead
always watched from the head
man of the match
callin shots out as the match
plays out infront
REAL FRIENDS! yeah ima come back to this late night 🌙
I can't describe how this beat feels...
like fentanyl i guess
so much conviction in those sounds.
Kanye is truly a genius
I remember the days of bumping kanye
The college dropout on full display
The beats and melodies was all great
College in the dorms; they heard it bumping in the hallway...
The snare that Havoc used in his Rhythm Roulette has the same reverb tail.
It has elements from three other producers besides Kanye. Havoc, Boi-1da and Frank Dukes.
This beat take your soul out
This beat is so sick
Can you check out my beats it got that old school vibe in it lemme know.if not one love
This beat feels like Kanye’s drowning but trying to stay afloat. Very emotional beat to an emotional song
I pray blessings on Kanye 🙏
I pray blessings on hip hop, fans and all 🗣️🙏
And I pray blessings on anyone who doesn't know the Lord and savior Jesus Christ, Amen
The reason I commented in that fashion was it being the six hundred sixty sixth comment 😇🙏💪
This, along with “Guess who’s back” are two of his greatest productions ever.. EVER!
Absolutely beautiful but how could you miss the outro
Kanye's great, he does the shit he does in the public's eye to make money and it works. Dude was a pioneer for his time.
These comments got me feeling like I know y’all more than my actual real life friends. ONE ☝️ LOVE ❤️
Best video on TH-cam 🚫🧢
This brings tears ro my soul
Shit go crazy crazy 🗣thank u for the beat
ur welcome
I began to build on my heart fix all the broken parts scars n history
I Been corrupted since a seed
Decieved by a friend who became a fiend
Enemies the energy they feed
It's a privelage just to breath
Fake friends I don't need
Let me smoke my weed in peace
Till I'm diseased the streets welcome to the belly of the beast memories they never leave but the say revenge is sweet
The second I slipped is when I let my thoughts get deep no remorse for the demon i couldn't sleep I slipped through the cracks cos I was weak. But now your wisdom is all I seek.
I tell my story give me a moment to speak
One life we all die as long as we live how we lead how we breed slowly nurturing the seed all I care about is if my soul will be redeemed like was I born to see wicked things everytime I blink it's like I'm walking through a lucid dream
Theres no words for how them distorted kick are hitting
This is a beat that will last through any generation of hip hop, Inshallah, God willing
a Real friend fights for you not just infront of you, but also when you arent there, PROTECT MY NAME MY G.
Why you waiting
She ain’t a real friend
Proved that by now-my sound-my booth-ain’t how-high as you-sign up
Pull the trigger, I’m ready, enough
It ain’t tough, it ain’t well done
Oh
I see an open sky, no Hell Fire
Pain in my ribs like Adam when he gave it to Eve, save lives
Maybe she mad about the first time I deceived,
cry when she cry
You, me, I, us-they’ll see-maybe not
Bail me out, when the fail safe fails
Dead body now, next thing I know-Ghost
Best Mode-East Coast, Salem and them witches, no living human witness
Turned that shit to fiction
We across the Red Sea in a minute, blink of an eye
Fire wall, burnin alive
Me thinks it’s time TOO-chime in and get to -get to -get to -get to grinding
Dude
You the-
Knew it-you knew
You yourselves only real friend
Why you waiting
Why you waiting
Why you waiting
Why you waiting
Why you waiting
Why you waiting
This fire,upload it on soundcloud
Fire 🔥
Good sequence by Kan.
And of course you bro who put it on your channel
this is such a desolate beat that just makes it feel like you’ve lost so much dude music is insane
ive been looking for this beat for 4 years. holy fucking shit i can die in peace now.,,,,
This beat reminds me of someone in the middle of a chaotic environment, thinking deeply in a really split second thought, who then proceeds to gather himself and calculatedly wrecks everyone around him
thats what alcohol does to a man