“Lose Someone So Close” by Jarrett C. Guzik

“Lose Someone So Close”
Lyin awake here tonight
It’s half past two, but where are you
As I turn to no one in sight
Set my alarm for mornings dawn
Still I wake this way, thoughts they race
It’s my false alarm
It’s getting harder to find importance
When you lose someone so close
Feels like the world has stopped revolving
Earth is shattering below
It’s so cold
The memories live though this room
I always noticed how much you’d light up the view
My heart was filled with energy
The moment you fell in love with me
I knew I’d be set for the rest of time
How mistaken was I?
Cause it’s getting harder to find importance
When you lose someone so close
Feels like the world has stopped revolving
Earths been shattering below
It’s so cold
You didn’t want me to see
All the healing you needed
Took a turn as you fell to your knees
How could a cut run so deep
Must have been more to this bleeding
You’d been hurting all this time
It’s getting harder
To live without you
My worlds gone to pieces
I can’t find new meaning
Meaning
Meaning
My meaning
Separate from you, I must go