If u dont know u matter-.. but u matter and u have a purpose and destiny and never give up on life and keep going some friends or ppl might help u but still keep going cuz it might pay off one day and then say i matter ok? And then hug urself and let ur true feelings out got it?.
2:08 My band teacher when i was in middle school was amazing. He always made time for our questions and was really sweet. Everybody loved him. He was better than my dad will ever be.
I will think abt being a parent but i have a fear that they will ended up just like their mother was when she was young i dont want them to be like me.
Little sister living like an older sister is to real, most of these vents are so true to me and tbh life kinda stinks rn and it’s been like that ever since covid broke out.
for real, i swear to u, all my siblings call me: YOUR SO F*CKING SPOILED!? whenever i just dont wanna help them for once. then when i start crying because if stress the only one i can call is my older sister, if i tell my mom, lifes just worse cause she then will tell everyone. i love my dad, and older sister. my oldest sister , my brother, and mom just don’t love me. 10+ ruined my life.
@@staryneptun3 I’m the oldest but my siblings are so spoiled.. like they get everything I want.. and my 7yo sister has and iPhone 14.. I only have a 12. I mean I’m grateful.. but not too my parents..
That one about feeling uncomfortable with the way your dad touches you… I felt that, DEEP. One day I was in the kitchen, my mood already bad because I was doing something I hate when he suddenly came up from behind to hug me. I told him to “stop it” or “knock it off” multiple times, but he didn’t. Then suddenly I felt his hand in the back pocket of my pants so, on instinct, I elbowed him in the stomach. He scolded me for it and when I tried to explain my POV or why I didn’t find it okay for him to just do that it escalated into basically everyone around me trying to tell me my father was right. They’re trying to tell me I “shouldn’t have yelled at him like that” or he’s my “father, he wouldn’t ever do anything like that to his kids” and that I “overreacted”. Since then (a year ago) I never really dared to voice my likes or dislikes because I’m scared it might escalate again… I truly hate it…
I'm the oldest I'm the third parent. I've changed diapers, made bottles, cleaned shit off the wall, kissed their scraped knees and stayed up at night until they feel asleep ever since I was 7.
Been there.. but hey, I didn't do all that, I was still a "kid" myself... And I'm sure thats why my siblings called me mom for a period of time before I stopped hanging around as much.
Same but I’m the youngest so I haven’t needed to do diapers and shit off the wall 😅 My parents arnt really around so I have to take care of my older brother but when my parents are home they yell and scream and have a temper and this happened ever since I started year 1
8:02 i can relate because whenever i tell my parents that i hate talking to people, they keep on telling me that "you need to stop complaining and deal with it." They dont understand that its not easy to make friends in middle school. (I FUCKING hate 7th grade.)
I’m a popular girl at my school and I don’t cry over”petty” things I cry over feeling like I’m never enough and that I always have to be perfect for everyone else. Everyone has there struggles even if you can’t tell that there struggling you should always remember that. I hope you feel better and get through the tough times in your life🩷 Also I don’t say that stuff to be rude or anything thing like that I just mean you shouldn’t always judge a book by its cover. You know?
My anxiety is so bad. I never had anxiety attacks but always have panic attacks. The panic attacks can be so bad to the fact that I'm violently shaking over a small thing. One of my panic attacks was so bad I almost fainted.
7:11 I am in 2 AP classes and I know for a fact I’m the dumbest in them. I’m too smart for the normal kids, too dumb for the smart kids. The suckiest part is I’m a “Gifted and Talented” kid. This means that I can do the work correctly, but I can’t see it the same as others do. Like a dumber child prodigy. Another sucky part is I struggle with my mental health because I have BPD and Bipolar, making everything so sucky. I don’t know if I can do it anymore but I need to stay on earth. If J asks me if I’m okay again tomorrow idk what I’ll do because she can’t know the truth abt me struggling. I also can’t handle opening up to anyone because of the trust issues I gained from my parents. I hate it.
I grew up in a family where I had to defend myself growing up, well I never really defended myself i just stood there and listened to them screaming at me and I just let my tears fall. and I think 'why do my parents never defend me?' and I get angry at myself for not defending myself. I didn't defend myself when I was called a crybaby not even when someone almost pushed me in a garbage bin. and that whenever someone screams at me i always think 'im so pathetic why do I let my tears flow out like that?'. Today when my dad was screaming at me, they escaped, my tears and my dad started going on about how much of a useless kid I am and if I could actually fall down on my knees and cry yea... That shit hurt. I didn't fall down tho I just kept standing as my tears fall down from my cheeks, my mom was right there and then it hit me 'why do my parents never defend me?' , my mom tried to stop my dad but my dad said that my mom knows nothing and she's stupid to take my side, yea then my mum shut up. Why doesn't anyone stand up for me?
@@kuromisanuwuhey! you aren’t useless and I can’t relate to this situation, but I want you to know that someday it will get better and you’ll be okay. ❤ You aren’t a crybaby you have every right to cry.
I recently moved to another country and I was doing great with the label “new kid” because everyone was interested in me and listened to the things I say and wanted to be friends. The fame faded away over time and people started forgetting about me. I never made friends that talked to me other than asking me to draw something or teach them English. At one point I got bullied and then got told it was “just a joke” and the girl expected me to be her friend after shaving away at my mental health for 4 months. Now I “have it figured out” but I just sit at my desk drawing every lunch break. Kinda lonely and miss my friends
Vent here❤❤❤ i love you guys. Not sexually I vented to my sis she talked to me didnt tell no one and it cured my depression and now im one month clean .I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!❤
As a younger sibling, its so unfair. Everyone just assumes you have it better. Like NO you don't know the house hold or what they're going through, I cook dinner, I clean the house, I wash dishes, I wake my older sister up for school, my room stays spotlessly clean, while my older sisters room is dirty, she never does chores with me, and whenever I'm doing this stuff she's sitting on her phone laughing at TH-cam shorts, or hanging out with her friends. Its so unfair. Stop assuming house holds, not saying older siblings don't got through the same thing, I'm saying that its different for everyone.
For anyone who needs to hear this: I love your hair or your lack of I love your forehead I love your eyebrows I love your eyelashes I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your laugh I love your teeth I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I love you when you forget me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it) I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you for eating breakfast I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything Im so proud of you I love you. ❤ (Btw I didn't write this. Feel free to copy and paste this onto another video :D)
None of my friends really like me. I’m always they’re for them but I can never tell them I’m struggling too, they just don’t care about me. I try my hardest to be the best person I can be for them because I want to help. One of my friends I was theyre every step of the way helping the when they were doing SH. Always defending her telling her to call me or text me when she felt like she would do it. Reminding her I’m here for her and typing a the longest essay. She posted something about her “best friend” she met 2 weeks ago. And it said she was the reason she’s still they’re but the girl she had just met didn’t even know what was going on. I just feel really alone. The one time my friend invited me on vacation, my other friend got mad. She said, “me and ______ are closer, why did she pick you.” To my face, she also said, “I’m gonna be really mad at you and hold a grudge against you for a long time” anyway, she’s good with the friend that invited me but she has had me blocked for 3 weeks and ignored me. She also tells people all my secrets and makes up the past trauma she said she had about other girls. And lies constantly to me. I don’t if I can keep doing this. If anyone has gone through please help.
4:19 ...I even stutter for my ouput,i kept stuttering on my output and My mom kept yelling and scolding me everytime i get a sentence wrong.I tried to be better so she can rest...while i practice my sentence.:)
Sometimes the teachers don’t make it any better sometimes it’s just music that zones them out and gives them peace and quiet and makes them feel like they’re free family issues and my mother and father always fight not like physically word like I didn’t know it could mess u up and make you scared whenever someone raises their voice and I get it because every time I yell or my parents yell at them, I flinch and think there yelling at me and it’s mentally fucked me up
15:56 is horrifying im so sorry for all of these people i hope you are having a wonderful day/night i hope you are feeling well and if you aren't that's totally fine i hope you have eaten/drank anything and if you tried im so proud of you i hope you feel loved and if not im here for you i hope you dont hurt yourself but if you do its ok i hope you have something to make you feel comfortable i hope you are safe i hope you are able to take care of yourself i hope you have someone to talk to i hope you can get through this and i love you all❤❤🩹
Soemtimes, I just still think about the same thing, I wish and dream that you’d come back, dad. But I know you never will. I know the continuous arguing with my dad and mum will keep on going on.
2:34 yk, my parend are divoresed bc of me, my dad told me, all the fights they had all the getting mad at me was my foult, my brother is now sad. and they made my dark circle of depression even bigger
10:56 bro why is that so trueee my mother is like “when I was 10 I stoped crying” like bro YOU KICKED ME TO THE GODAMN FLOOR FROM THE MF STAIRS Edit: even tho she is never really here anymore and treats me like shit I’ll still love her, and that is my toxic trait, loving people who hate me😐🙂↕️
I’m always crying and night sm. Listening to these TikToks bc I relate so bad and my grandpa died when I was 6 and my grandma just died Thursday this week. Then my aunt passed a couple months before.
me and my best friend were really close over the summer, we had sleepovers and hung out 24/7. now were in 6th grade and we've been really distant, when I talk to her, another one of our friends come and she walks away. i wish it could go back to normal. I want to have a relationship with god but ik ive say bad stuff and have had intrusive thoughts but...hes the only one who cares anymore, except for my boyfriend which my dad won't even let me have and gets mad whenever I talk about him. i wish i was pretty like her...maybe theyd like me better.?
2:11 My 5th period science teacher would always tell me he was proud that i did good on quizzes/tests bc i used to fail his class and i cried every time in the bathroom when i leave to go to 6th period bc my dad would beat me if he knew i was failing yet my science teacher js encouraged me even when i was failing and he was prob the reason i enjoy school more now (i hate every other period except his)
that feeling when your best friend made plans with someone else and you think “why does my life surround them and depend on them ALL the time and all they can say is ‘my parents think you’re my only friend, like ofc not’” so you see them and you just end up rotting in your room, always being called the lazy, stupid child. before, my best friend and i got invited to the mall and she didn’t have a ride. i offered. one of the people didn’t know me and i was just introduced as “the neighbor”. the rest of the day just felt…. different.
I get yelled everyday by my family "oh your suppose to be a better a *perfect* sister! You don't have a right to be bi or like with so much black you don't have anxiety , we do love you!" . ..that's my life I have...anger issues, social anxiety, trust, depression, SH, ADHD , autism ...yet i ...was slapped by my own mother at 7\, been bullied since I came to school now high school , I tell my grandpa not to slap me but I cant protect myself I want my siblings not to die when they grow up like me I will do it but I want their life a better not ruined crapy childhood I'm 15 yet I'm broken like hell yet I smile And make jokes to hide my pain that I'v always had.
Nothing's as great as parents who don't believe in mental health issues bc it's always the phones or the friends, it's always the bed or the boyfriend or literally anything else they could say to keep from admitting that somewhere along the line they fucked up.
when I do have school, I do get anxiety attacks a lotttt.... but I don't have many friends that know about it; when I get anxiety attacks I crack my fingers, bite my lips, shake my leg, look around weirdly. so many things. but only on or two people know how to help me with it and I love them so much for that!
I'm jealous of little girls at the park the way the laugh giggle and play with their dad's its not fair how come they get to have a nice dad and I didn't and now he wants to be one he was always there but never there emotionally or mentally I Hate My Dad
im in the same situation. I just crie to myself all the time and ask myself why i can't have a "dad joke" type of dad. Like all my friends get and how much there dads just have pure love for them like that. Mine loves drugs, alchohal, and gambling.
For anyone who needs to hear this: I love your hair I love your forehead I love your eyebrows I love your eyelashes I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your laugh I love your teeth I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your stretch marks I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I love you when you forget me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it) I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you for eating breakfast I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything Im so proud of you I love you. (Btw I copy and pasted this so feel free to do the same. :D)
We’re all mentally ill. Even my friend, who has what most people think is the perfect life, struggles. Everyone is nice to her, which in retrospect, seems amazing, right? Well, even the jerks, the creeps, the kids who try to *touch* the other girls, act nice to her. She doesn’t know who to be friends with. She doesn’t know what to do.
I *used* to have panic attacks, no-one said nothing. No-one did nothing. No-one ever did. My life is great I’m happy What am I sad? Why did I try? Why am I not as smart as my siblings? Why am I never enough? Can someone please explain??
One time, I got in trouble in a class specifically with a male teacher. Keep in mind that he’s really tall, has a deep voice, and could probably make someone cry if he yelled hard enough. My dad is also really tall and has a deep voice, when I got in trouble my parents would yell at me and now I hate when I get in trouble cause I think the same thing would happen aka me getting in trouble and/or getting spanked. My parents say that they “dont” abuse me. Apart of me believes them, and the other doesn’t. If your Mexican you’ll know that stupid is a cuss word in Spanish (or I have just been told that as a lie) but anyways I said my sister called me stupid and my dad got mad at me for saying it. He did the classic yelling at me and it scared me so badly I started ugly crying (I was like 6-8 years old and I never knew that it was a cuss word in Spanish) my dad marches to my room and as I’m crying there my dad forcefully turns me over and starts spanking me. Now every time I say stupid I think I’m gonna get spanked again. I want to run away, I want to scream, I want to cry, but I know if I tell them my feelings it will never go well..
And also is life like switched for me bc my mom is the nice and had a HORRIBLE CHILDHOOD and my dad...idk he nice 50%of the time and I love him but he's mean..
When you were picky as a child and had mental breakdowns in the middle of dinner after being forced to eat something I don’t like. Being videoed of my mental breakdown in front of my whole family, trapped in the kitchen no way out getting yelled at. And going to a thing called “food school” were i would try new things. “Why do you eat everything in food school but not any wear else”- parents. maybe cause I can cry in front of you, have mental breakdowns, scream break things use my anger issues to help me some how. but not in front of our random group of strangers. And the fact to videoed it and make the 3 “teachers” and the other kids watch it. I’m literally a teenager. I can’t wear makeup. “Don’t blame your mood on yr period yr fine just take some pepto or whatever” do don’t say your toe hurts if you just stubbed it real hard because i know your faking it just like im faking my SH. I can’t even trust anyone besides my friends. Because i know my therapist will tell you everything I’ve said my friends are now my therapist. Thank for being ther. Oh wait never mind you weren’t. And now because of you im stuck to my friends so much. “It’s the middle of summer you can’t wear long sleeves, no hoodie, no sweatpants. It 98 degrees outside” thanks for you hoodie and extra pants Annalise. I’m sorry i fell in love with you. Those were almost my last words. I’m so glad they weren’t because if it wasn’t for you my dad would be freaking out wondering you made me kill myself. Sorry dad, uno reverse. If im dead it’s because of you. I am having to much anxiety and ptsd rn. I don’t feeling good sorry about all the mistakes. My hands are very Shakey and i just feeling like cutting. Ty for reading this all, ilysm Annalise have a good day!
i’m the oldest child. i always get yelled at for everything and i do al the work around the house and my sisters say i’m so spoiled. i cuddled them to bed and sang lullabies when my parents fought. i made sure they had a better childhood than i ever did. i comforted them after they got hit. i did everything i could for them. and it hurts to see your parents say “i raised you well” when your sister does something but the problem is they didn’t raise them. you did.
Sometimes i start to cry in class and i just suck it up for no reason... and if someone notices i say "oh there is just something in my eyes and i have a runny nose" like "hey no matter what I'm there for you!" Is all i need to start crying from happiness or sadness
5:00 I’ve been the quiet kid since I started elementary don’t ask how I remember I just got bullied a lot, but here I am in 7th grade still the exact same.
0:55 this one hit a little close to home. 😢 I always feel like the big sister. I take care of my baby brother and my older sister doesn’t even know how to change a diaper. 😢😢
For me it wasn't the English teacher it was my math teacher she was amazing. She always was excited to see me and always talked to me and actually cared. She was the only person who noticed how bad it got.I love her.
It’s honestly upsetting I agree with 802 and the one after it I try so hard to be social yet I barely say a thing. I try so hard on my test and get good grades all of the other times but then my final grade is a F to a D, there must be something truly wrong with me
2:33 its how my dad and dad's wife make me feel because one time they told me I was a mistake to the family and that I was fucking born a failure (IM NOT FUCKING JOKING THIS WAS MY CHILDHOOD AND IT IS STILL HAPPENING)
When enjoying school turns into having no motivation. Going about your day turns into holding back tears. A regular meal turns into packets of gum. Talking to friends turns into sitting silently in the corner. Feeling proud turns into feeling useless. Not wanting to sleep turns into just wanting to close your eyes and escape reality. Showering every day turns into neglecting personal hygiene. Feeling happy turns into feeling alone. I’m sorry if you relate. Somebody out there cares more than you could ever imagine, one day this will be over and life will be great again. ❤❤
who else is living off of these videos?
me 100%
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Nah, I recently QUIT. just back to it again.
Me.
🤭🤭🤭me🤭🤭🤭
I will never understand why the strangers in the comment sections of these playlists are more supportive than our parents
Same. I'll take it though. It's been a while since anybody at least pretended to know me enough to try. :)
@IndigoCrow-s3k I'm so sorry ml, I hope your okay and stop watching theses. I hope you get better ❤
I know, people on the Internet are more understanding then anyone :/ it's so sad. I hope your ok tho! ❤
Same:)
If u dont know u matter-.. but u matter and u have a purpose and destiny and never give up on life and keep going some friends or ppl might help u but still keep going cuz it might pay off one day and then say i matter ok? And then hug urself and let ur true feelings out got it?.
2:08 My band teacher when i was in middle school was amazing. He always made time for our questions and was really sweet. Everybody loved him. He was better than my dad will ever be.
I hope your relationship with your dad got better, and I hope you never have to deal with daddy issues because that sh1ts kinda dumb❤
Reminds me of my history teacher. He's really enjoyable, but it makes me sad that he's more caring and supportive than my dad will ever be. ❤
I want yall to promise to be the better teacher/parents/people in the future generation please..
I will think abt being a parent but i have a fear that they will ended up just like their mother was when she was young i dont want them to be like me.
@@khaulahfauzolazim7534 that is why, we dont want them to be like us, we alrd experienced it then we should not pass it to our children..
@@imfiy_ i know im just afraid im doing smt wrong for my children.
@@khaulahfauzolazim7534 im sure you will not.., we experienced parent know better
@@imfiy_ yea just gonna need some time to think
POV: having to cry silently so you don’t wake your family
I felt that.
Little sister living like an older sister is to real, most of these vents are so true to me and tbh life kinda stinks rn and it’s been like that ever since covid broke out.
I'm so sorry enjoy your life go out have fun dont stay home and clean up please, enjoy your life because you never know when it's going to end❤
for real, i swear to u, all my siblings call me: YOUR SO F*CKING SPOILED!? whenever i just dont wanna help them for once. then when i start crying because if stress the only one i can call is my older sister, if i tell my mom, lifes just worse cause she then will tell everyone. i love my dad, and older sister. my oldest sister , my brother, and mom just don’t love me. 10+ ruined my life.
@@staryneptun3 I’m so sorry I’ll keep u in my prayers✋🩷
I'm so sorry that u relate. Just know that your family/friends/ME loves you. If u ever need to vent, ttm!
@@staryneptun3 I’m the oldest but my siblings are so spoiled.. like they get everything I want.. and my 7yo sister has and iPhone 14.. I only have a 12. I mean I’m grateful.. but not too my parents..
That one about feeling uncomfortable with the way your dad touches you… I felt that, DEEP.
One day I was in the kitchen, my mood already bad because I was doing something I hate when he suddenly came up from behind to hug me.
I told him to “stop it” or “knock it off” multiple times, but he didn’t.
Then suddenly I felt his hand in the back pocket of my pants so, on instinct, I elbowed him in the stomach.
He scolded me for it and when I tried to explain my POV or why I didn’t find it okay for him to just do that it escalated into basically everyone around me trying to tell me my father was right.
They’re trying to tell me I “shouldn’t have yelled at him like that” or he’s my “father, he wouldn’t ever do anything like that to his kids” and that I “overreacted”.
Since then (a year ago) I never really dared to voice my likes or dislikes because I’m scared it might escalate again…
I truly hate it…
I don’t normally hug people but my friend gave me a hug earlier before I left and I didn’t know I needed that.
this proves that everyone has problems yet it still makes us feel like we aren’t perfect x
8:33 this is so sad omg bro
I used to have anxiety attacks and my best friend would be there telling me everything would be ok, now were not friends anymore
Same here.
Im so sorry, both of yall deserve better. I hope God makes a change in ur lives and makes u the best you will ever be, 🙏 ❤️
same here too
lol
@@LilLeegOfficial oh
I'm the oldest I'm the third parent. I've changed diapers, made bottles, cleaned shit off the wall, kissed their scraped knees and stayed up at night until they feel asleep ever since I was 7.
Same but 6 😭
same,i get it
Been there.. but hey, I didn't do all that, I was still a "kid" myself... And I'm sure thats why my siblings called me mom for a period of time before I stopped hanging around as much.
Same but I’m the youngest so I haven’t needed to do diapers and shit off the wall 😅
My parents arnt really around so I have to take care of my older brother but when my parents are home they yell and scream and have a temper and this happened ever since I started year 1
2:50 I feel the same I just got into middle and I just hate being judged and being made fun of but in elementary I never had any problems
8:02 i can relate because whenever i tell my parents that i hate talking to people, they keep on telling me that "you need to stop complaining and deal with it." They dont understand that its not easy to make friends in middle school. (I FUCKING hate 7th grade.)
you're in 7th grade? grow up lil bro.
ugh i hate that i cry over these things all the popular girls cry over petty things
I’m a popular girl at my school and I don’t cry over”petty” things I cry over feeling like I’m never enough and that I always have to be perfect for everyone else. Everyone has there struggles even if you can’t tell that there struggling you should always remember that. I hope you feel better and get through the tough times in your life🩷
Also I don’t say that stuff to be rude or anything thing like that I just mean you shouldn’t always judge a book by its cover. You know?
1:50 I felt this on another level
My anxiety is so bad. I never had anxiety attacks but always have panic attacks. The panic attacks can be so bad to the fact that I'm violently shaking over a small thing. One of my panic attacks was so bad I almost fainted.
I'm so sorry I really hope with all the love in my heart that you no longer get panic attacks, find someone you can talk to about it ❤
@@Nebula-vl3iz Thank you ❤❤
Out of curiosity can you tell me the difference? I've had outbreaks like this before and I wanna identify them.
@@Hyangez I think anxiety attack is easier to hide maybe?? And anxiety attack is longer
@@Kassy69 so I'm guessing it was a panic attack I had
This videos make me cry
7:11 I am in 2 AP classes and I know for a fact I’m the dumbest in them. I’m too smart for the normal kids, too dumb for the smart kids. The suckiest part is I’m a “Gifted and Talented” kid. This means that I can do the work correctly, but I can’t see it the same as others do. Like a dumber child prodigy. Another sucky part is I struggle with my mental health because I have BPD and Bipolar, making everything so sucky. I don’t know if I can do it anymore but I need to stay on earth. If J asks me if I’m okay again tomorrow idk what I’ll do because she can’t know the truth abt me struggling. I also can’t handle opening up to anyone because of the trust issues I gained from my parents. I hate it.
I also feel like the dumbest person in my advanced math class. Everyone’s like- you’re in double accelerated math you’re fine you’re not dumb
Everyone can vent here
I grew up in a family where I had to defend myself growing up, well I never really defended myself i just stood there and listened to them screaming at me and I just let my tears fall. and I think 'why do my parents never defend me?' and I get angry at myself for not defending myself. I didn't defend myself when I was called a crybaby not even when someone almost pushed me in a garbage bin. and that whenever someone screams at me i always think 'im so pathetic why do I let my tears flow out like that?'. Today when my dad was screaming at me, they escaped, my tears and my dad started going on about how much of a useless kid I am and if I could actually fall down on my knees and cry yea... That shit hurt. I didn't fall down tho I just kept standing as my tears fall down from my cheeks, my mom was right there and then it hit me 'why do my parents never defend me?' , my mom tried to stop my dad but my dad said that my mom knows nothing and she's stupid to take my side, yea then my mum shut up. Why doesn't anyone stand up for me?
@@kuromisanuwuhey! you aren’t useless and I can’t relate to this situation, but I want you to know that someday it will get better and you’ll be okay. ❤ You aren’t a crybaby you have every right to cry.
I recently moved to another country and I was doing great with the label “new kid” because everyone was interested in me and listened to the things I say and wanted to be friends. The fame faded away over time and people started forgetting about me. I never made friends that talked to me other than asking me to draw something or teach them English. At one point I got bullied and then got told it was “just a joke” and the girl expected me to be her friend after shaving away at my mental health for 4 months. Now I “have it figured out” but I just sit at my desk drawing every lunch break. Kinda lonely and miss my friends
i’m hungry. i’m starving. i’m basically killing myself at this rate.
@KitKat-100 🫂🫂🫂 it will get better i promise you. I understand your struggle, you are not alone. I belive in you, you can get through this 🫶/p/gen
0:55 thats me im the youngest but i feel like the oldest sibling.
Vent here❤❤❤ i love you guys. Not sexually
I vented to my sis she talked to me didnt tell no one and it cured my depression and now im one month clean .I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!❤
My dad said I was being dramatic when I had an anxiety attack after being locked in a dark room after getting in trouble.
the first one hit me like a full blown truck. I remember exactly feeling like this.
As a younger sibling, its so unfair. Everyone just assumes you have it better. Like NO you don't know the house hold or what they're going through, I cook dinner, I clean the house, I wash dishes, I wake my older sister up for school, my room stays spotlessly clean, while my older sisters room is dirty, she never does chores with me, and whenever I'm doing this stuff she's sitting on her phone laughing at TH-cam shorts, or hanging out with her friends. Its so unfair. Stop assuming house holds, not saying older siblings don't got through the same thing, I'm saying that its different for everyone.
Love you all, please PLEASE stay safe and be good to yourself
Love yall
Bro that first video honestly had me tearing up bc why is it true
too real
Its wierd but they feel comforting 😢😅
Its the feeling when you think your life is hard but realize there are people who gave it worse than you
For anyone who needs to hear this:
I love your hair or your lack of
I love your forehead
I love your eyebrows
I love your eyelashes
I love your eyes
I love your ears
I love your nose
I love your cheeks
I love your mouth
I love your laugh
I love your teeth
I love your chin
I love your neck
I love your shoulders
I love your chest
I love your arms
I love your hands
I love your tummy
I love your hips
I love your thighs
I love your knees
I love your shins
I love your feet (not in that way.)
I love your moles/marks
I love your scars
I love your voice
I love what you do
I love your personality
I love you on your good days
I love you on your bad days
I love you when you when you wear makeup
I love you when you don’t wear makeup.
I love your skin
I love you when you’re sad
I love you when you’re mad
I love you when you’re happy
I love you when you hate me
I love you when you love me
I love you when you forget me
I’m proud of you for getting some sleep
I’m proud of you for trying to sleep
I’m proud of you for waking up
I’m proud of you for getting up
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth
I proud of you for tending toward your braces
I’m proud of you for doing your hair
I’m proud of you for washing your face
I’m proud of you for doing skin care
I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it)
I’m proud of you that you got out of your room
I’m proud of you for getting dressed
I’m proud of you for eating breakfast
I’m proud of you for being clean
I’m proud of you for trying to be clean
I’m proud of you for being alive
I’m proud of you for being a good friend
I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend
I won’t judge you for your looks
I won’t judge you from your race
I won’t judge you for your life
I won’t judge you for your family
I won’t judge you for your past/childhood
I won’t judge you for your body
I won’t judge you for your tears
I wont judge you for your age
I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation
I wont judge you for your gender
I wont judge you for your money
I won’t judge you for where you come from
I won’t judge you for your language
You aren’t ugly
You aren’t too fat
You aren’t too skinny
You aren’t annoying
You aren’t mean
You aren’t evil
You aren’t crazy
You aren’t weird
You aren’t worthless
You aren’t scary
You aren’t selfish
You aren’t too feminine
You aren’t too masculine
You aren’t too young
You aren’t too old
You aren’t disgusting
You aren’t a doormat
You aren’t a toy
You aren’t a monster
You are beautiful
You are pretty
You are handsome
You are kind
You are cool
You are everything you want to be
You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes
I wont judge you for anything
Im so proud of you
I love you. ❤
(Btw I didn't write this. Feel free to copy and paste this onto another video :D)
i cried reading this
Ty
@@Alex-123-19h
Omg I can’t tell u how much I need this comment❤❤😭😭 Thank you!!!!
@@Madison.loves.horses Ofcc!! Your welcome
None of my friends really like me. I’m always they’re for them but I can never tell them I’m struggling too, they just don’t care about me. I try my hardest to be the best person I can be for them because I want to help. One of my friends I was theyre every step of the way helping the when they were doing SH. Always defending her telling her to call me or text me when she felt like she would do it. Reminding her I’m here for her and typing a the longest essay. She posted something about her “best friend” she met 2 weeks ago. And it said she was the reason she’s still they’re but the girl she had just met didn’t even know what was going on. I just feel really alone. The one time my friend invited me on vacation, my other friend got mad. She said, “me and ______ are closer, why did she pick you.” To my face, she also said, “I’m gonna be really mad at you and hold a grudge against you for a long time” anyway, she’s good with the friend that invited me but she has had me blocked for 3 weeks and ignored me. She also tells people all my secrets and makes up the past trauma she said she had about other girls. And lies constantly to me. I don’t if I can keep doing this.
If anyone has gone through please help.
0:05 this one is so real that it hurts..
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11:32 this is the realest thing i’ve seen today.
4:19 ...I even stutter for my ouput,i kept stuttering on my output and My mom kept yelling and scolding me everytime i get a sentence wrong.I tried to be better so she can rest...while i practice my sentence.:)
Sometimes the teachers don’t make it any better sometimes it’s just music that zones them out and gives them peace and quiet and makes them feel like they’re free family issues and my mother and father always fight not like physically word like I didn’t know it could mess u up and make you scared whenever someone raises their voice and I get it because every time I yell or my parents yell at them, I flinch and think there yelling at me and it’s mentally fucked me up
3:09 this to man I do this every time-
15:56 is horrifying
im so sorry for all of these people
i hope you are having a wonderful day/night
i hope you are feeling well and if you aren't that's totally fine
i hope you have eaten/drank anything and if you tried im so proud of you
i hope you feel loved and if not im here for you
i hope you dont hurt yourself but if you do its ok
i hope you have something to make you feel comfortable
i hope you are safe
i hope you are able to take care of yourself
i hope you have someone to talk to
i hope you can get through this and i love you all❤❤🩹
Soemtimes, I just still think about the same thing, I wish and dream that you’d come back, dad. But I know you never will. I know the continuous arguing with my dad and mum will keep on going on.
2:42 is so true, it hurts. I miss elementary school
1:50 was true relatable.then the next day they call it a “small fight”
@@TaliaAssem you ok sweetie?
@@Yourmummy666 I’m trying
@@TaliaAssem that's ok that's all you need to do. I'm so proud of you. You wanna talk about anything ?
@@Yourmummy666 I rlly don’t wanna say this but I need help. I tried k***ing myself last night
@@Yourmummy666 I feel like k**Ling myself.
the one that hurt me so bad is the enjoy elementary one..knowing that this one elementary ruined my whole life
Y’all I love watching these but they make me cry every single time 😢😢
Omg the second to last one freaked me out
2:34 yk, my parend are divoresed bc of me, my dad told me, all the fights they had all the getting mad at me was my foult, my brother is now sad. and they made my dark circle of depression even bigger
You are loved. Always remember that ❤❤❤
0:35 i just burst out crying my dad has anger issues and has a bad relationship with my siblings ……
Almost relapsed and it’s getting worse. It was during school too.
10:56 bro why is that so trueee my mother is like “when I was 10 I stoped crying” like bro YOU KICKED ME TO THE GODAMN FLOOR FROM THE MF STAIRS
Edit: even tho she is never really here anymore and treats me like shit I’ll still love her, and that is my toxic trait, loving people who hate me😐🙂↕️
after seeing the way parents treat our generation i’m actually learning and becoming a good future mum .
I’m always crying and night sm. Listening to these TikToks bc I relate so bad and my grandpa died when I was 6 and my grandma just died Thursday this week. Then my aunt passed a couple months before.
me and my best friend were really close over the summer, we had sleepovers and hung out 24/7. now were in 6th grade and we've been really distant, when I talk to her, another one of our friends come and she walks away. i wish it could go back to normal. I want to have a relationship with god but ik ive say bad stuff and have had intrusive thoughts but...hes the only one who cares anymore, except for my boyfriend which my dad won't even let me have and gets mad whenever I talk about him. i wish i was pretty like her...maybe theyd like me better.?
0:04 so real i feel so left out
2:11 My 5th period science teacher would always tell me he was proud that i did good on quizzes/tests bc i used to fail his class and i cried every time in the bathroom when i leave to go to 6th period bc my dad would beat me if he knew i was failing yet my science teacher js encouraged me even when i was failing and he was prob the reason i enjoy school more now (i hate every other period except his)
that feeling when your best friend made plans with someone else and you think “why does my life surround them and depend on them ALL the time and all they can say is ‘my parents think you’re my only friend, like ofc not’” so you see them and you just end up rotting in your room, always being called the lazy, stupid child. before, my best friend and i got invited to the mall and she didn’t have a ride. i offered. one of the people didn’t know me and i was just introduced as “the neighbor”. the rest of the day just felt…. different.
I get yelled everyday by my family "oh your suppose to be a better a *perfect* sister! You don't have a right to be bi or like with so much black you don't have anxiety , we do love you!" . ..that's my life I have...anger issues, social anxiety, trust, depression, SH, ADHD , autism ...yet i ...was slapped by my own mother at 7\, been bullied since I came to school now high school , I tell my grandpa not to slap me but I cant protect myself I want my siblings not to die when they grow up like me I will do it but I want their life a better not ruined crapy childhood I'm 15 yet I'm broken like hell yet I smile And make jokes to hide my pain that I'v always had.
Nothing's as great as parents who don't believe in mental health issues bc it's always the phones or the friends, it's always the bed or the boyfriend or literally anything else they could say to keep from admitting that somewhere along the line they fucked up.
when I do have school, I do get anxiety attacks a lotttt.... but I don't have many friends that know about it; when I get anxiety attacks I crack my fingers, bite my lips, shake my leg, look around weirdly. so many things. but only on or two people know how to help me with it and I love them so much for that!
I'm jealous of little girls at the park the way the laugh giggle and play with their dad's its not fair how come they get to have a nice dad and I didn't and now he wants to be one he was always there but never there emotionally or mentally
I
Hate
My
Dad
im in the same situation. I just crie to myself all the time and ask myself why i can't have a "dad joke" type of dad. Like all my friends get and how much there dads just have pure love for them like that. Mine loves drugs, alchohal, and gambling.
@@Mewhenidonthavetiktok we got something to relate to my dad is like that too
The dad ones……..😭
For anyone who needs to hear this:
I love your hair
I love your forehead
I love your eyebrows
I love your eyelashes
I love your eyes
I love your ears
I love your nose
I love your cheeks
I love your mouth
I love your laugh
I love your teeth
I love your chin
I love your neck
I love your shoulders
I love your chest
I love your arms
I love your hands
I love your tummy
I love your hips
I love your thighs
I love your knees
I love your shins
I love your stretch marks
I love your feet (not in that way.)
I love your moles/marks
I love your scars
I love your voice
I love what you do
I love your personality
I love you on your good days
I love you on your bad days
I love you when you when you wear makeup
I love you when you don’t wear makeup.
I love your skin
I love you when you’re sad
I love you when you’re mad
I love you when you’re happy
I love you when you hate me
I love you when you love me
I love you when you forget me
I’m proud of you for getting some sleep
I’m proud of you for trying to sleep
I’m proud of you for waking up
I’m proud of you for getting up
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth
I proud of you for tending toward your braces
I’m proud of you for doing your hair
I’m proud of you for washing your face
I’m proud of you for doing skin care
I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it)
I’m proud of you that you got out of your room
I’m proud of you for getting dressed
I’m proud of you for eating breakfast
I’m proud of you for being clean
I’m proud of you for trying to be clean
I’m proud of you for being alive
I’m proud of you for being a good friend
I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend
I won’t judge you for your looks
I won’t judge you from your race
I won’t judge you for your life
I won’t judge you for your family
I won’t judge you for your past/childhood
I won’t judge you for your body
I won’t judge you for your tears
I wont judge you for your age
I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation
I wont judge you for your gender
I wont judge you for your money
I won’t judge you for where you come from
I won’t judge you for your language
You aren’t ugly
You aren’t too fat
You aren’t too skinny
You aren’t annoying
You aren’t mean
You aren’t evil
You aren’t crazy
You aren’t weird
You aren’t worthless
You aren’t scary
You aren’t selfish
You aren’t too feminine
You aren’t too masculine
You aren’t too young
You aren’t too old
You aren’t disgusting
You aren’t a doormat
You aren’t a toy
You aren’t a monster
You are beautiful
You are pretty
You are handsome
You are kind
You are cool
You are everything you want to be
You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes
I wont judge you for anything
Im so proud of you
I love you.
(Btw I copy and pasted this so feel free to do the same. :D)
We’re all mentally ill. Even my friend, who has what most people think is the perfect life, struggles. Everyone is nice to her, which in retrospect, seems amazing, right? Well, even the jerks, the creeps, the kids who try to *touch* the other girls, act nice to her. She doesn’t know who to be friends with. She doesn’t know what to do.
I *used* to have panic attacks, no-one said nothing. No-one did nothing.
No-one ever did.
My life is great I’m happy
What am I sad?
Why did I try?
Why am I not as smart as my siblings?
Why am I never enough?
Can someone please explain??
im scared to have kids cuz i dont want to mess them up
2:51 that is true tho
One time, I got in trouble in a class specifically with a male teacher. Keep in mind that he’s really tall, has a deep voice, and could probably make someone cry if he yelled hard enough. My dad is also really tall and has a deep voice, when I got in trouble my parents would yell at me and now I hate when I get in trouble cause I think the same thing would happen aka me getting in trouble and/or getting spanked. My parents say that they “dont” abuse me. Apart of me believes them, and the other doesn’t. If your Mexican you’ll know that stupid is a cuss word in Spanish (or I have just been told that as a lie) but anyways I said my sister called me stupid and my dad got mad at me for saying it. He did the classic yelling at me and it scared me so badly I started ugly crying (I was like 6-8 years old and I never knew that it was a cuss word in Spanish) my dad marches to my room and as I’m crying there my dad forcefully turns me over and starts spanking me. Now every time I say stupid I think I’m gonna get spanked again. I want to run away, I want to scream, I want to cry, but I know if I tell them my feelings it will never go well..
1:40 is so true
I'm sorry I hope u have a good day 💋🎀
I'm not but thank you ❤❤
Honestly school for me is kinda like freedom... but also it makes me self conscious it makes me cry that im not ...perfect 🙂
And also is life like switched for me bc my mom is the nice and had a HORRIBLE CHILDHOOD and my dad...idk he nice 50%of the time and I love him but he's mean..
When you were picky as a child and had mental breakdowns in the middle of dinner after being forced to eat something I don’t like. Being videoed of my mental breakdown in front of my whole family, trapped in the kitchen no way out getting yelled at. And going to a thing called “food school” were i would try new things. “Why do you eat everything in food school but not any wear else”- parents. maybe cause I can cry in front of you, have mental breakdowns, scream break things use my anger issues to help me some how. but not in front of our random group of strangers. And the fact to videoed it and make the 3 “teachers” and the other kids watch it. I’m literally a teenager. I can’t wear makeup. “Don’t blame your mood on yr period yr fine just take some pepto or whatever” do don’t say your toe hurts if you just stubbed it real hard because i know your faking it just like im faking my SH. I can’t even trust anyone besides my friends. Because i know my therapist will tell you everything I’ve said my friends are now my therapist. Thank for being ther. Oh wait never mind you weren’t. And now because of you im stuck to my friends so much. “It’s the middle of summer you can’t wear long sleeves, no hoodie, no sweatpants. It 98 degrees outside” thanks for you hoodie and extra pants Annalise. I’m sorry i fell in love with you. Those were almost my last words. I’m so glad they weren’t because if it wasn’t for you my dad would be freaking out wondering you made me kill myself. Sorry dad, uno reverse. If im dead it’s because of you. I am having to much anxiety and ptsd rn. I don’t feeling good sorry about all the mistakes. My hands are very Shakey and i just feeling like cutting. Ty for reading this all, ilysm Annalise have a good day!
are you okay?
@@fristfrostphighting I wish. Are you ok?
@@Asthmara yeah, I just want to make sure people on vent videos are okay, I really hope things turn around for the better :]
@@fristfrostphighting thank you. Have a blessed day wherever you’re at 🫶❤️
2:14
Too real.
I relate to the family issues one
i’m the oldest child. i always get yelled at for everything and i do al the work around the house and my sisters say i’m so spoiled. i cuddled them to bed and sang lullabies when my parents fought. i made sure they had a better childhood than i ever did. i comforted them after they got hit. i did everything i could for them. and it hurts to see your parents say “i raised you well” when your sister does something but the problem is they didn’t raise them. you did.
6:35 Hyunjin in the background
9:28 I do that to 🙃
13:25 same…………
for anyone who needs this
Sometimes i start to cry in class and i just suck it up for no reason... and if someone notices i say "oh there is just something in my eyes and i have a runny nose" like "hey no matter what I'm there for you!" Is all i need to start crying from happiness or sadness
0:51 y’all it’s true idk how to even defend myself
2:47 so real I’m in middle now and I got told I look like the goose girl from chicken little.. I already hate my buck teeth wtf Waylon.
2:47 I wish I did but I was the quiet kid in the corner and here I am in 7th grade still the same.
0:58 same bcs the oldest sibling is a boy so ofc I clean barley get attention and has clinical depression...
5:00 I’ve been the quiet kid since I started elementary don’t ask how I remember I just got bullied a lot, but here I am in 7th grade still the exact same.
2:49 well both did
The way most of them are abt fathers, is going to make me cry.
of topic but sturniolo tripletss sound was there, thats actually crazyyy😻😻
0:55 this one hit a little close to home. 😢 I always feel like the big sister. I take care of my baby brother and my older sister doesn’t even know how to change a diaper. 😢😢
A the first one hit hard tho
Why is it when someone vents the get so much attention but when I vent nobody cares like the amount of paragraphs was for nothing
It's not about attention. Ppl don't vent just for that. Maybe vent to people who do care instead.
For me it wasn't the English teacher it was my math teacher she was amazing. She always was excited to see me and always talked to me and actually cared. She was the only person who noticed how bad it got.I love her.
The first one was so relatable
0:55 that’s relatable to me as well as many others
It’s honestly upsetting I agree with 802 and the one after it
I try so hard to be social yet I barely say a thing.
I try so hard on my test and get good grades all of the other times but then my final grade is a F to a D, there must be something truly wrong with me
7:05 is very true
i think 8:44 was from solitare (the alice osman book) idk thou but its way to relatable
Going to sleep early \in Morning
If i ever get kids.. I'll treat them the way they never did.
turning 11+ sucks so much. it feels like i can't feel emotion.....
00:05
uh oh we getting to relatble with this one
(Minus the therapist)
3:14 js made me cry 😢
2:10 mom figure my grandma i love her so much i cant with out her :)
2:33 its how my dad and dad's wife make me feel because one time they told me I was a mistake to the family and that I was fucking born a failure
(IM NOT FUCKING JOKING THIS WAS MY CHILDHOOD AND IT IS STILL HAPPENING)
When enjoying school turns into having no motivation. Going about your day turns into holding back tears. A regular meal turns into packets of gum. Talking to friends turns into sitting silently in the corner. Feeling proud turns into feeling useless. Not wanting to sleep turns into just wanting to close your eyes and escape reality. Showering every day turns into neglecting personal hygiene. Feeling happy turns into feeling alone.
I’m sorry if you relate. Somebody out there cares more than you could ever imagine, one day this will be over and life will be great again. ❤❤
The second one is so true…
0:50 this is so real and the reason most of my mental breakdowns happen