I know it wasn't intended to be for asexuals, but as an aromantic this hits hard. I terribly crave a platonic relationship but none of the people I've met remotely want that. I've only dated twice, but I ruined both of them because I couldn't make myself "affectionate enough". I'm not mad at them, and I'm not ashamed to be aromantic. I'm proud of it, and wouldn't change myself for the world. But it gets lonely sometimes. (Sorry if it seemed like I was venting, I just wanted to connect with my fellow non romantics who struggle with the same thing.)
no no, don’t apologise. i can really see what you mean. i’m asexual and am in a romantic relationship rn. but before this relationship i felt scared and kinda wrong because everyone was seeking a relationship beyond what i was comfortable with. asking me out left and right but i just couldn’t offer what they wanted (i’m also demi-romanic meaning i’ve gotta actually be friends with the person to have any sort of romantic interest in them, but nobody really knows this cuz it’s never really been something i’ve needed to talk about. this made me feel wrong my whole life because i just didn’t understand. but-! luckily now i know what that was and am happy to be under that label too!) i’m glad people interpret this song in the same kinda way i do too, it makes me rlly happy! :)
I like the line who's heart was broken anyway for this in particular. For the longest time I've just never felt the way every piece of media has told me how love is supposed to feel. For the longest time I just kept telling myself I'd find the right person and I'd feel that way while also wondering if something was actually wrong with me, that I couldn't feel affectionate or feel any sort of romantic love towards anyone. It felt like my heart was literally broken, like it wouldn't function normally.
when diveo starts saying "whose heart was broken anyway?" while the instruments ramp up at 3:15 always makes me remember that vague memory of me scrolling through my phone's photos and looking at all the pictures i had with her after it fell apart. makes me wince every time
It makes me remember all the trauma he gave me.... All the cheating All the times he hit me All the times I slept with him even tho it hurt because he would cheat The time he left me a single mother Everything
finally been able to come to the understanding, after listening to this song after years of losing said song, that this is relatable?? I’ve never found those butterflies everyone talks about when falling in love, and I’ve decided I’m okay with it-
This song sounded so different to me before I was in love with someone, now this song fills me with fear that they feel this way for me. It give me chills
I lost my ability, ability to feel I've got no capacity, capacity to care I have no butterflies, butterflies in the side I guess I'm glad to be, glad to be aware Won't you just let me go, let me go away? Hey, I got to go, got to go home And now your mother comes, mother comes to take you And now I'm happily, happily alone This wasn't as good as I thought it would be What did I expect? The only thing we held was hands not minds not thoughts, not real love no I told you that we don't connect This wasn't as good as I thought it would be What did I expect? The only thing we held was hands not hopes not dreams, not real love no I told you that we don't connect Who's heart was broken, anyway? (x12) And now I'm happily, happily alone
in lieu of some other unsavory comments. this is a nice song that can be very relatable for a lot of lgbt folk, myself included. while not intended, most likely, the sentiment resonates true. if you are lgbt and this resonates with the cold, lonely part of your experience, youre seen. youre loved. one day youll have love songs to strike the same way this does, and the sparks they make will be lovely. note: love is used in it's broadest sense. it can be romantic, platonic, or familial. no matter what, there is love for you and in you.
lyrics (i think): i lost my ability to feel ive got no capacity to care i have no butterflies inside i guess im glad to be aware wont you just let me go away hey, ive got to go home and now your mother comes to take you and now im happily alone this wasnt as good as i thought it would be what did i expect? the only thing we held was hands not minds, not thoughts, not real love no i told you that we dont connect (who's heart was broken anyway?) this wasnt as good as i thought it would be what did i expect? the only thing we held was hands not minds, not thoughts, not real life no i told you that we dont connect whose heart was broken anyway? and now im happily alone
used to love this song in middle school and listening to it again after multiple years is making me realize i related to the lyrics so much because i was closeted ace (and currently possibly aro but still figuring that one out..)
Some glorious lush sounds and I don't know why, I get a sort of 60/70s British pop vibe from this. Just beautiful 🤗 - after 11 months..... love this still, Sgt Pepper on acid, cool!
I’m listening to this after fighting with my abusive boyfriend lmaoooooo woah I really can’t feel shit anymore. I can’t even cry anymore. 4 years for this..?
This song is old, and beautiful 3 years ago i found this in 2021 when i felt i was at a low in my life. It got me through those times where everything felt so happy but so dull, and the irony is i found it through a bad person (hopeless Lucille) and i listened to this through a bad time :) but now it just brings me joy because of how much it means to me. forever a favorite 😭
The lyrics [intro] (feel) (capacity to care) (real) (b#tterflies inside) [verse 1] i’ve lost my ability, ability, to feel (feel, feel) i’ve got no capacity, capacity, to care (care, care, to care, capacity to care) i have no b#tterflies, b#tterflies, inside (b#tterflies inside) i guess i’m glad to be, glad to be, aware (be aware, be aware, be aware) [verse 2] won’t you just let me go, let me go, away? (away, away) (won’t you just let me go, let me go) hey, i’ve got to go, got to go, home (go home, home, go home) and now your mother comes, mother comes, to take you (mother, mother comes) and now i’m happily, happily, alone (happily, happily alone, be alone) [chorus] this wasn’t as good as i thought it would be what did i expect? the only thing we held was hands not minds, not thoughts, not real love no, i told you that we don’t connect [chorus] this wasn’t as good as i thought it would be what did i expect? the only thing we held was hands not hopes, not dreams, not real life no, i told you that we don’t connect [outro] whose heart was broken anyway? whose heart was broken anyway? whose heart was broken anyway? whose heart was broken anyway? whose heart was broken anyway? whose heart was broken an#anyway? whose heart was broken# (happily, happily alone) whose heart was broken# and now i’m happily, happily, alone
Each time I've listened to this, its always when I'm doubting love. When I'm doubting if he's actually willing to work to have a future with me. When he's just hurt me, when he's guilt tripped me again, when he's gone and made me question why he loves me. I want so badly to be loved, to be given affection, to be cared for in the same way I would give another... And he's... Not given me anything without me begging. Last night was a permanent stain in our relationship. At this point, he will have to fight hard to better himself or lose me. I can't keep doing this. I can't hold myself together anymore. I'm going to sleep, where I can feel a sense of control in my dreams. And dream of the love I so, so badly want...
Everytime I hear this song I just think about past friends I had who just suddenly vanished and for some reason I feel like I can only blame myself they left.
I lost my ability, ability to feel I've got no capacity, capacity to care I have no butterflies, butterflies in the side I guess I'm glad to be, glad to be aware Won't you just let me go, let me go away? Hey, I got to go, got to go home And now your mother comes, mother comes to take you And now I'm happily, happily alone This wasn't as good as I thought it would be What did I expect? The only thing we held was hands not minds not thoughts, not real love no I told you that we don't connect This wasn't as good as I thought it would be What did I expect? The only thing we held was hands not hopes not dreams, not real love no I told you that we don't connect Who's heart was broken, anyway? (x12) And now I'm happily, happily alone
Song: I’m happily alone~
Me: haha, same.
Also me, the second someone shows me a second of kindness: HHDHDJDHH MARRAIDGE????
*i found it. this one is me.*
*this is me* 🤧
I wish this was on spotify
why is diveo not famous
The reason he isn't famous is because we arent trying hard enough
Eve cause ppl don't really listen to electro music, just rap -_-'
Also why isn't Paax famous.
He either doesn't know how to market himself, or doesn't care about it.
Because the world doesn't deserve such a blessing
"This wasn't as good as I thought it would be,
What did I expect?"
My whole life.
I know it wasn't intended to be for asexuals, but as an aromantic this hits hard. I terribly crave a platonic relationship but none of the people I've met remotely want that. I've only dated twice, but I ruined both of them because I couldn't make myself "affectionate enough".
I'm not mad at them, and I'm not ashamed to be aromantic. I'm proud of it, and wouldn't change myself for the world. But it gets lonely sometimes.
(Sorry if it seemed like I was venting, I just wanted to connect with my fellow non romantics who struggle with the same thing.)
no no, don’t apologise. i can really see what you mean. i’m asexual and am in a romantic relationship rn.
but before this relationship i felt scared and kinda wrong because everyone was seeking a relationship beyond what i was comfortable with. asking me out left and right but i just couldn’t offer what they wanted (i’m also demi-romanic meaning i’ve gotta actually be friends with the person to have any sort of romantic interest in them, but nobody really knows this cuz it’s never really been something i’ve needed to talk about. this made me feel wrong my whole life because i just didn’t understand. but-! luckily now i know what that was and am happy to be under that label too!)
i’m glad people interpret this song in the same kinda way i do too, it makes me rlly happy! :)
I like the line who's heart was broken anyway for this in particular. For the longest time I've just never felt the way every piece of media has told me how love is supposed to feel. For the longest time I just kept telling myself I'd find the right person and I'd feel that way while also wondering if something was actually wrong with me, that I couldn't feel affectionate or feel any sort of romantic love towards anyone. It felt like my heart was literally broken, like it wouldn't function normally.
You’re so real for this. I feel the same way 😭
when diveo starts saying "whose heart was broken anyway?" while the instruments ramp up at 3:15 always makes me remember that vague memory of me scrolling through my phone's photos and looking at all the pictures i had with her after it fell apart. makes me wince every time
How are you doing mate?
It makes me remember all the trauma he gave me....
All the cheating
All the times he hit me
All the times I slept with him even tho it hurt because he would cheat
The time he left me a single mother
Everything
@@CiinaBunnii if only a baymax as here
I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY SMMMM
REAL
finally been able to come to the understanding, after listening to this song after years of losing said song, that this is relatable??
I’ve never found those butterflies everyone talks about when falling in love, and I’ve decided I’m okay with it-
Sky Koudo SOA maybe you haven’t found the right person yet??
Aroace?
Totally not a year late lmao
@@Ella-co2cy or they could be aromantic and you shouldn’t try to push that narrative on there
Them*
@@mooshielove9151 notice how they said "maybe." you don't have to be so tense about that stuff. they had no ill intentions.
This song sounded so different to me before I was in love with someone, now this song fills me with fear that they feel this way for me. It give me chills
And it is that way I guess....things can really change
@@cyanncarver384 I know how you feel, or felt. It sucks... Logically tho, the good can happen again.
I lost my ability, ability to feel
I've got no capacity, capacity to care
I have no butterflies, butterflies in the side
I guess I'm glad to be, glad to be aware
Won't you just let me go, let me go away?
Hey, I got to go, got to go home
And now your mother comes, mother comes to take you
And now I'm happily, happily alone
This wasn't as good as I thought it would be
What did I expect?
The only thing we held was hands not minds not thoughts, not real love
no I told you that we don't connect
This wasn't as good as I thought it would be
What did I expect?
The only thing we held was hands not hopes not dreams, not real love
no I told you that we don't connect
Who's heart was broken, anyway? (x12)
And now I'm happily, happily alone
In the side?
Ty I needed this!
Thank you! ❤
in lieu of some other unsavory comments. this is a nice song that can be very relatable for a lot of lgbt folk, myself included. while not intended, most likely, the sentiment resonates true. if you are lgbt and this resonates with the cold, lonely part of your experience, youre seen. youre loved. one day youll have love songs to strike the same way this does, and the sparks they make will be lovely.
note: love is used in it's broadest sense. it can be romantic, platonic, or familial. no matter what, there is love for you and in you.
nice icon :D!
Thanks.
🤢
@@atrophos4104 ?
Lgbt..
lyrics (i think):
i lost my ability to feel
ive got no capacity to care
i have no butterflies inside
i guess im glad to be aware
wont you just let me go away
hey, ive got to go home
and now your mother comes to take you
and now im happily alone
this wasnt as good as i thought it would be
what did i expect?
the only thing we held was hands
not minds, not thoughts, not real love
no i told you that we dont connect
(who's heart was broken anyway?)
this wasnt as good as i thought it would be
what did i expect?
the only thing we held was hands
not minds, not thoughts, not real life
no i told you that we dont connect
whose heart was broken anyway?
and now im happily alone
colacharm ! At the second to last paragraph where it says
Not minds, not dreams,
It's supposed to say
Not hopes, not dreams
:)
Ty mdude
@@fig990 yes yes yes
used to love this song in middle school and listening to it again after multiple years is making me realize i related to the lyrics so much because i was closeted ace (and currently possibly aro but still figuring that one out..)
Bro im on my knees begging u to put this on spotify
same, it’d be my most played song
Dude as an aroace person I’ve never related to a song so damn hard. I can literally explain how most if not all lines are related to my experiences 💀
as an aroace person i appreciate this song much
Top ten songs that should be on spotify.
Number 1: This masterpiece!
this song is so underrated
"Whose heart was broken anyway?"
My friend Cara
@@torivozzella2481 lmao get fucked
@@Zach135 wtf dude-
Epic Homestuck PFP
El que se enamoró de verdad
Wish this was on Spotify :(
I feel like this could be my theme song.
Same.
Meh.
Same here
SAME
да.
This song and it’s feeling is the only thing that never leaves me over the years
this song makes me physically feel the electricity in my brain
You have no idea how many times I have cried to this song
you are not the only one
I know, you cry every time. I send my condolences.
Some glorious lush sounds and I don't know why, I get a sort of 60/70s British pop vibe from this. Just beautiful 🤗 - after 11 months..... love this still, Sgt Pepper on acid, cool!
When you're little sister finally leaves your room:
why is this not famous :c
this song hits hard with my lonely aromantic heart
production and structure is just so perfect
I love love love this song
I too too too
happily aroace :]
I’m listening to this after fighting with my abusive boyfriend lmaoooooo woah I really can’t feel shit anymore. I can’t even cry anymore. 4 years for this..?
oh I’m very sorry you had to go through that, I hope you get better :
I hope for better things to come! Keep your head up ❤️
Hopefully things are better for you now.
if this ever gets added to spotify pls lemme know c:
edit: just so y’all know u can listen to it on musi
4 people's hearts were broken anyway
16 now apparently
I WANT THIS ON SPOTIFY SO BADLYY AAA
weirdcore at its finest
This song always makes me want to cry
It feels like being in the early 2010's again
Emotionally numb gang
my heart.
This song is old, and beautiful
3 years ago i found this in 2021 when i felt i was at a low in my life. It got me through those times where everything felt so happy but so dull, and the irony is i found it through a bad person (hopeless Lucille) and i listened to this through a bad time :) but now it just brings me joy because of how much it means to me. forever a favorite 😭
The lyrics
[intro]
(feel)
(capacity to care)
(real)
(b#tterflies inside)
[verse 1]
i’ve lost my ability, ability, to feel (feel, feel)
i’ve got no capacity, capacity, to care (care, care, to care, capacity to care)
i have no b#tterflies, b#tterflies, inside (b#tterflies inside)
i guess i’m glad to be, glad to be, aware (be aware, be aware, be aware)
[verse 2]
won’t you just let me go, let me go, away? (away, away)
(won’t you just let me go, let me go)
hey, i’ve got to go, got to go, home (go home, home, go home)
and now your mother comes, mother comes, to take you (mother, mother comes)
and now i’m happily, happily, alone (happily, happily alone, be alone)
[chorus]
this wasn’t as good as i thought it would be
what did i expect?
the only thing we held was hands
not minds, not thoughts, not real love
no, i told you that we don’t connect
[chorus]
this wasn’t as good as i thought it would be
what did i expect?
the only thing we held was hands
not hopes, not dreams, not real life
no, i told you that we don’t connect
[outro]
whose heart was broken anyway?
whose heart was broken anyway?
whose heart was broken anyway?
whose heart was broken anyway?
whose heart was broken anyway?
whose heart was broken an#anyway?
whose heart was broken# (happily, happily alone)
whose heart was broken#
and now i’m happily, happily, alone
Needs more credit.
Acabo de encontrar esta canción y la verdad no pensé que me gustara , pero ya la agregué a lista de reproducción
Me alegro bro, yo vine por un vídeo que traducía parte de la letra
@@olivergutierrez1209 está genial pero , solo la encuentro en TH-cam y ni si quiera es publicada por el creador original
Diveo. I just saw u on a AH video. Guess im a lil late to the party but u r so GD amazing!! I LOVE
Hah, another fan of Diveo 😄
This song really gives me derealization vibes for some reason-
Yes
aroace anthem
Que significa lá canción?
diVeo nEeds tO be fAmouS ahHhhHhHh
stop, this song is stuck in my head!!!
omfg i luv dishhhh :>
love this!
never heard of diveo till the remix challenge he did for daddy like by Dorian Electra(insane. check it out of you haven't yet)
Me pasas el vídeo o la competencia?
Each time I've listened to this, its always when I'm doubting love. When I'm doubting if he's actually willing to work to have a future with me. When he's just hurt me, when he's guilt tripped me again, when he's gone and made me question why he loves me.
I want so badly to be loved, to be given affection, to be cared for in the same way I would give another... And he's... Not given me anything without me begging.
Last night was a permanent stain in our relationship. At this point, he will have to fight hard to better himself or lose me. I can't keep doing this. I can't hold myself together anymore.
I'm going to sleep, where I can feel a sense of control in my dreams. And dream of the love I so, so badly want...
this is kinda trippy with headphones/airpods
I always check Spotify to see if he finally put it on but no :(((
:(
Favorite lines; “I’ve lost my ability to feel.” “And I’ve got no capacity to care.”
This is what I would imagine a corrupted file on a computer to sound like 😅
Cool!
Why can't I find this on spotifyyyy
４２０ ｌｉｋｅｓ
Woold Jerk call the weed
Everytime I hear this song I just think about past friends I had who just suddenly vanished and for some reason I feel like I can only blame myself they left.
my best friend and also crush is dating my other annoying, loser, robotic like, """FrIeNd""""" and i can't stop crying.
Have things gotten better since then?
@@miyukix6567 this is a super late reply but yes they have! my friend broke up with that toxic freak and guess what? we're dating now!
@@rotten2358 WOOOOO LETS GOOOO GOOD JOB
Why is this not on Spotify?
Diveo: Who ended up with a broken heart?
me: the one who was really in love
damn I love this. just discovered weirdcore the other day and im hooked on the music. liminal spaces nsm
welcome to this lovely community here’s a cookie and almond water (the back rooms reference hah)
@@broccoliturtle lol I'm stuck in the backrooms right now thats so.... funny....
@@PickleInspectorFan oh..d-
do you want some almond water?
Me pasas otras canciones igual de buenas ?
I need the lyrics so bad :(
I lost my ability, ability to feel
I've got no capacity, capacity to care
I have no butterflies, butterflies in the side
I guess I'm glad to be, glad to be aware
Won't you just let me go, let me go away?
Hey, I got to go, got to go home
And now your mother comes, mother comes to take you
And now I'm happily, happily alone
This wasn't as good as I thought it would be
What did I expect?
The only thing we held was hands not minds not thoughts, not real love
no I told you that we don't connect
This wasn't as good as I thought it would be
What did I expect?
The only thing we held was hands not hopes not dreams, not real love
no I told you that we don't connect
Who's heart was broken, anyway? (x12)
And now I'm happily, happily alone
me:*not even close to a virgin*
also me: omfg.. this songs so good i wanna lose my FUCKING virginity to it
Quiero llorar mientras lo hago y que suene la parte 3:20
why is this not on Amazon music???
this wasnt as good as i thought it would be
But, like
Can it be two dudes so that this song can be more gay
Please
It'd be so cute
Mage Chartreux stop trying to make everything gay
Katsudong I would, but I think that gay thing are cute~
Mage Chartreux well this song has nothing to do with sexuality, so please leave it out of this.
Katsudong
Make all the things gay!!!
Mage Chartreux ugh you're THAT kind of gay person...