i wonder how it feels to be understood, even by so little people? i think id rather a few listen and understand than many hear but misunderstand. hope you keep makin such heartwarmin music, stranger! 🙂
I understand your struggle but nobody else than you realise the pain you're going through. I am a stranger on the internet among billions of others, I problably won't see you again but for yourself, the people you already know and the people you haven't met yet, fight. Fight for warm sunray on your skin, fight for the pleasure of doing what you like, fight for the futur you'll build... Fight to wake up every morning, knowing you beat the darkness that haunts you, because you are capable of doing so. Eat, Talk, Sleep, Cry, Laugh, overall I wish you Live a life that satisfy you. Never give up on that light inside of you. ❤
If anyone would like to know what the description says, I managed to find a website that decoded it by using HEX ASCII as a code type. (Below is the description for the video) Thursday, December 12th, 2024 10:34 (10:34 AM) Something I wrote: I can't eat or drink. I am constantly shaking. My fine motor skills are deteriorating. My other skills are deteriorating. I can't look at myself. Constant nausea, fatigue, debilitating headaches, daily panic attacks, episodes, and above all else, THE ONLY ABILITY I HAVE, TO HIDE MY PAIN FROM OTHERS BUT EVEN THAT IS SLIPPING AWAY deep, pervasive pain that refuses to go away no matter what I do. No matter how far I run, how long I hide, wherever I am, it finds me and rips me apart. The past month has been spent desperately sobbing in my bed, holding pillows and blankets over my head, my neck, my ears, my face, clawing at my wrists, my hair, my face, banging my head against tables and walls, walking slowly and tripping on nothing with weak legs... ALL THE WHILE BEGGING
i wonder how it feels to be understood, even by so little people? i think id rather a few listen and understand than many hear but misunderstand. hope you keep makin such heartwarmin music, stranger! 🙂
I understand your struggle but nobody else than you realise the pain you're going through. I am a stranger on the internet among billions of others, I problably won't see you again but for yourself, the people you already know and the people you haven't met yet, fight. Fight for warm sunray on your skin, fight for the pleasure of doing what you like, fight for the futur you'll build... Fight to wake up every morning, knowing you beat the darkness that haunts you, because you are capable of doing so. Eat, Talk, Sleep, Cry, Laugh, overall I wish you Live a life that satisfy you. Never give up on that light inside of you. ❤
Keep it up, man
If anyone would like to know what the description says, I managed to find a website that decoded it by using HEX ASCII as a code type.
(Below is the description for the video)
Thursday, December 12th, 2024
10:34 (10:34 AM)
Something I wrote:
I can't eat or drink. I am constantly shaking. My fine motor skills are deteriorating. My other skills are deteriorating. I can't look at myself.
Constant nausea, fatigue, debilitating headaches, daily panic attacks, episodes, and above all else,
THE ONLY ABILITY I HAVE, TO HIDE MY PAIN FROM OTHERS
BUT EVEN THAT IS SLIPPING AWAY
deep, pervasive pain that refuses to go away no matter what I do. No matter how far I run, how long I hide, wherever I am, it finds me and rips me apart.
The past month has been spent desperately sobbing in my bed, holding pillows and blankets over my head, my neck, my ears, my face, clawing at my wrists, my hair, my face, banging my head against tables and walls, walking slowly and tripping on nothing with weak legs...
ALL THE WHILE BEGGING
seems like an arg
Struggle on struggler, meet you at the finish line
how can i help you about this situation
sometimes just tagging along is enough :)