Honestly Youngk is one of the most talented idols in the industry. What can this man not do? The boy can sing phenomenally. He’s the third best freestyler in jyp behind sungjin and jae (okay but seriously the boy can dance!). He’s the official rapper of the group, and his bars go off. He writes and composes some of the best music my ears have ever heard. He plays bass AND guitar so well. Plus hello visuals and to add fluently speaks English. I’ve never found such a perfect man in my life!
Brian : She's gone.... Jae : More dramatic ! Brian : Out of my life.... Brian : *I- I- I was wrong...* *I was ................ untrUUUUE* Jae : *YeeAaAhHH ~~~~*
just yall imagine if young k doesn't sing this song yet and then he sings this during the masked singer, wtf everyone will be at their knees for hearing that angelic yet powerful voices
Sungjin going "Lady~" and not continuing to sing is the equivalent of drinking a really good aged whiskey and immediately getting punched in the gut. A damn good moment that you can't ever savour
I've used this to introduce people to Day6 (basically saying "this is their vocals when they're goofing around, let alone actually being professional"), so they did a good enough job to me xD
i dont understand how youngks vocal get swept under the rug in every best idol vocalist conversation like honey, dont even try he is one of the best out there and the whole day6 along with him
toastnmarmalade probably lol, but depends if they did it healthily or not (you can sing high in a healthy way, but people usually don’t use good form at karaoke/noraebang haha)
@@pepero Now people blame JYP for overwork them but before this you people blame for no promoting them well????? What a stupid people!!!! What do you want from JYP and Day6
@@daepits SAME I actually listened to one of their songs last year called Somehow (I discovered it on spotify when making a kpop playlist) and i thought it sounded really good but i never actually bothered to really look them up until 2 or 3 months ago.
Guys I know Brian's high notes are amazing, but 2:23? That is so satisfying. I don't know what the technical term for that transition is, but I could listen to it on repeat for the rest of my life.
he’s using falsetto n he adds almost a bellyache effect and changes register n he adds like a little country sound n kinda ‘breaks’ the vowels whuch is smthng singers do to make a word sound more trendy or unique :))
he is using mixed voice. it's like nassal voice but you add some support chest and head voice together. when u know how to sing with mixed voice you will think that this song is much easier than you thought. young k is nailed it btw, although i'm sure that he didn't exercise before.
2:23 “I find it so hard to go on” the best note* change i have heard this year and their ad libs just *chef’s kiss* perfect edit: 8 months later I came back a MyDay and this comment has 1.1k likes omfg???😳 well damn
Stacy Stacy ohh i see, i never noticed it before, since i hadnt heard enough back then to know about that haha oh and thanks for pointing it out to me😀
young k is the best kpop vocalist. that guy is a whole instrument, can a wide ass range, unique tone. effortless, flawless, he’s just born to be a singer
it's for reaching the high notes easier i think. you don't wanna reach high notes looking up as it will tense up your larynx and therefore, straining the note.
they weren’t being serious but it still sounded that good??? day6 **some** of best vocalists in kpop fr edit : can ppl stop bring up other groups pls idc
@@lorenamamedes5304 bcz of jype obviously they made him close his twitch acc, didnt allow him to post vlogs and stuff on his youtube channel, he got cancelled on sns bcz he used a curse word. ppl think he shouldnt use these words bcz he is an "idol" right now. also as a solo he featured with famous ppl such as keshi, dpr live, seori, crush... why would he suffer with this ass company. thats my opinion but we gonna see in the future
![[DAY6/데이식스] 데망진창 she's gone](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/cfUg6Va1JEw/mqdefault.jpg)
![[DAY6/데이식스] 데망진창 she's gone](/img/tr.png)
That lady better forgive them
Caroline Suzuki BRO SLSJSKSHL 😂
😂😂
Lolololoooooolll
Hilarious! 😂😂
For real xD
brian: "she's gone~"
jae: *"be more sadder"*
brian:
Sir Nutcracker when did he say that??
@@priscillasalas23 On first part
timestamp pls
I. K 0:32
Fun fact: You didn't watched this for the first time.
I've watched it for 5 days in a row now 😂
bruh facts
not for me ahah, it's my first time seeing this hihi
@@astouaiisha I'm sure it won't be the last
Yup I keep coming back
the fact that young k is supposed to be a rapper but yet he sings better than a lot of the artist in the industry..
Samee with his son Han Jisung of skz. Hahah
@@vianneilao793 like father like son 🤣🤣
@@vianneilao793 and they also look alike-
@@vianneilao793 love them both , they shock me everytime
Actually he was a vocal as well when he was trainee not only rapper☺️
YoungK: I'm a rapper
Me: yeah I know
Also me: wait what.
Dont forget han jisung hahahah
Wait, he's a rapper?! I didn't know... Wow
How the fuck is he a rapper?!?!?!?! He seems to have a higher range than Jae
@@liyak multi-talented genius😌👌 😂😂
@@lokig8138 yes, yes he is... 😌 He's a rapper with one hell of an amazing singing voice 😌👌
Jae and Brian: *belting their lungs out*
Dowoon: *aggressively shakes maracas*
That's me ....literally
a babie T^T
I mean that why I stan Dowoon
Are they belting? I thought that was just mixed voice
@@shahmielhakim1510 they're going in and out of belting lol that's why it sounds really good at times and not quite stable at others
Brian's range is NO JOKE, seriously.
Filipe Rodrigues who’s Brian I am young k
HE'S LIVING THE SONG
DONUT WE HAVE THE SAME PFP
Glam rock material 😂😂😂 Very Sebastian Bach
Rye Herrera glam metal . Not glam rock. Different genres
2:22 don't mind me. it's my replay button
Thank u !!!
i alwyas come back to that specific part 😩its just so good
SAMEEE
Man wtf was this note :D
his talent is insane I am replaying that part for the last 5 minutes and many more to come
Jae: Come baaack~
Young K: COME BACK
Jae: Into my aaarms~
Young K: ARMS
Flashbacks to WoULd yOu RaTHeR
@@butternutsquash4813 Lmao yes that's what I thought of too. 😂
Jack! Come back! XD
*A R M S*
Only boyfriends 😔👊🏻
They are both terrible at air guitar which is hilarious because they both play the actual guitar.
me
😂
True 😂
Souletta Both have strings though
@@cg7665 youngk can play guitar too...
Jae putting his head on the floor to a hit a note is a mood
hdjdjs im gonna like it infinity times
laugh out loud 🤣🤣🤣
3:25
I'd burry my head and still can't reach that note 😭😭
Only jae could still sound amazing while singing like that😩
Brian's range is wider than this social distancing.
no one:
absolutely nobody:
not even day6:
brian and jae: *LADY OH LADYYYYYY*
"MY LADY~" -Lucas
Wonpil trying to give his hyung the damn water bottle the entire song is what I live for.
Frl 😂😂
i just realized after read ur comment lmao😭
You Ning Lee our cute bunny
CUTE HAHAHA
He looks so upset awwaawa
I HATE HOW SUNGJIN JUST LEFT US HANGING AFTER THAT PERFECT "LAAAAAAYDEEEEEEEEEEH" MYGHAAAD I NEED HIS COVER FOR THIS SONG
RIGHT IT WAS SO RAW FELT LIKE A PUNCH IN THE GUT BUT I WANT MORE IDC JUST KILL ME
SAMEEE I wish they could do a studio cover of this
Sammmeeeee
SAMEEEEEE
wait I thought that was Brian I am so confused I am a new myday please help meeee
영케이는 진짜 노래 부르는거보면 신기함 기계로 고음 뽑아내는거같음
alternate title: jae and brian screaming into mics for 5 minutes
*screaming beautifully
If that's what you call screaming, where do my singing voice belong now?
Suzanne Tan ft. Sungjin
Suzanne Tan angelically screaming into the mics*
Suzanne Tan
Their screaming sounds better than my normal talking voice
No one:
Not JYP:
Not even God:
Jae: YouOOwOOoOoooUGheUgh
Honestly Youngk is one of the most talented idols in the industry. What can this man not do? The boy can sing phenomenally. He’s the third best freestyler in jyp behind sungjin and jae (okay but seriously the boy can dance!). He’s the official rapper of the group, and his bars go off. He writes and composes some of the best music my ears have ever heard. He plays bass AND guitar so well. Plus hello visuals and to add fluently speaks English. I’ve never found such a perfect man in my life!
templejimin plus trumpet mouth
And he graduated college while promoting 😫
I love him too 😍
The only thing he can't do is accept his name
@@jinyoungieee5418 never forget the trumpet 😌
영케이 존나 잘하네 .. 고음이 진짜 시원시원함
"be more sadder" -jae, 2018
lowkey potato when does he say that I seem to keep missing it D:
The thing is that if Jae was being serious he could actually hit that one note...
Oh ok person he opened his mouth to big, remember what JYP said?😂
b it’s a joke, on a knowing brother episode with got7 and jyp, youngjae (got7 member) sang sunday morning and jyp said he opened his mouth too big
Pacman!!! Yaaaaasss!!!
He hit the G5 note 😫😂(eaj- Pacman)
TOTALLY!
how filipino uncles are when they got too drunk in karaoke
HAHAHAHAHAH SO TRUU
but our uncles don't sound as good as jaehyungparkian 😂
and became Dowoon(speaking english) too.😂😂😂
so true i can confirm this
That's uncles all around the world lol
이렇게 노는 모습 다시 보고 싶다
They dont seem stupid cause they CAN sing lol
Word!
@@mamanaf huh?
💀💀 Your profile picture I’m-
@@butternutsquash4813 haha cause we love bob
Omg 😂😂
Jae: Come back~
Brian: *COME BACK*
Jae: Into my arms~
Brian: _ARMS_
"WOuLd YoU RaThEr"
@@whoisbrian4961 your name is perfect
brians range vocal still amazes me
He surprises me in everything (haha)... can rap, can sing, can dance, can sleep & eat, can write songs & lyrics well...
I know right, how can he even breathe with all the skills i dont know
Naomi Veda Pradipta his breathing is a skill too
@@RelenaSweet and his visual is no joke tho. He's like a definition of perfection 😍
As a female I am still confused how Brian can hit a higher note than I can 4:40 like is that even possible
wait I'm curious what note did he hit( Sorry for my English lmao)
Crazy G5 :D
There's always dimash..
@@gargeebhattacharjee8681 dont bring in dimash dimash's a wholw other breed
@@gargeebhattacharjee8681 dimash can handle it, but he has different technique. I mean, it can't be comparison
Unpopular opinion:
Sungjin's voice fits this song so much.
Yasss! Need a full cover💕
he belted our that lady and left us hanging 😾
still waiting
Ahhh! Yes!
Trueee bc of his raspy voice and i want him to sing this song
Brian : She's gone....
Jae : More dramatic !
Brian : Out of my life....
Brian : *I- I- I was wrong...* *I was ................ untrUUUUE*
Jae : *YeeAaAhHH ~~~~*
MASK SINGER pls JYP!!!
Baaaam i hope dowoon goes on it then we all get shooketh af
Yaassss! We all need that
But it would be sad if the hosts dont recognize them :(
Yes. Mask singer. Too awesome to not to be on the show. So much talent. ❤
just yall imagine if young k doesn't sing this song yet and then he sings this during the masked singer, wtf everyone will be at their knees for hearing that angelic yet powerful voices
My 5 brain cells when I’m trying to concentrate on my maths exam:
Lmfaooo same brotherr
I wish my brain cells were that talented though
2:21 loop here kang younghyuns best transition ever
yikesyoongii indeed, he’s really amazing
THIS!!!!!
Woahw aibwoah
Haengbukhaedon naldurieosda enter the conversation
i got goosebumps at that part
4:39 oh man now I wanna hear Sungjin's version of this song.
Raja Rajput me too
I WAS THINKING THE SAME!
Dowoon's reaction to Sungjin tho!!!! Lol!!!
He doesnt feel comfortable with singing english songs much unfortunately :/
exactly right bro
So we're just going to ignore the fact that now both youngK and Jisung have done this song
no way, we're not going to ignore that fact
Young K and Younger K singing this song. Oh my.
mooki mooki YOUNGER
YOU ARE BRILLIANT
YOUNGER K OH MY GOD IM WHEEZING SKSKSKSKSKS
@@mino9605 WHY DID I LAUGH MORE THAN I SHOULD HAVE HAHAHAHSHS
Sungjin going "Lady~" and not continuing to sing is the equivalent of drinking a really good aged whiskey and immediately getting punched in the gut. A damn good moment that you can't ever savour
I felt that comparison lmao
time stamp? pls
@@callistalyre its at 4:40
This
1k like
they did so good and so bad at the same time wtf
No better way to describe this entire video.
I've used this to introduce people to Day6 (basically saying "this is their vocals when they're goofing around, let alone actually being professional"), so they did a good enough job to me xD
The fact that I’ve memorized all their weird comments and ad-libs throughout the song is a little concerning
this video stays on repeat ✨
Same sis
same
i feel that
LMFAO SAMEE this cover is my life anthem istg 🥰
4:40 SUNGJIN HITTING IT WITH HIS RASPY VOICE *WE NEED MORE BOB*
i wanted more from him tbh
bob what a tease
i dont understand how youngks vocal get swept under the rug in every best idol vocalist conversation like
honey, dont even try he is one of the best out there and the whole day6 along with him
Exactly kpoppies aren't ready for that conversation
YEAHHH
That's very true, he's never brought up, and I feel like that should change.
Ikr right. Let's just think that gems are made to be hidden.
the channel “umucado” made a 20 minute video about why young k is her favourite kpop vocalist i recommend it
*"be more sadder"*
-Jae 2018
You can't even talk about vocals without talk about DAY6.
I watch this twice a day for good health
Minhaj Mohammed oop I almost forgot to watch this today
Aaron S. hope you didn’t forget today !
Try 2 thousand 😂
everday in quarantine
i watch this as many as i can to overcome my anxiety lol
Although they drunk , bitchin around , few cracks, they sang better than 95% of idols now in a normal status 😂😂
That's true
So true 😂
The 2 dislike is from their voice coaches crying for their vocal chords xD
Dana Park ayyyyy nice profile pic 😏
My throat hurts just by watching them 😂
hahahaha same tho
same hahahahahaha
Me too
Lmao same
Same sis
2:37
why does this have the same energy as “wOuLd yOu rAthEr”
SHIT ACTUALLY,,
"whAt Is iN yOur Bæg?"
BAJFKJFKS
IKR
AHAHAHAHAHAH I LOVED IT😂😂😂
2:48 the way he said "im down on my knees" EVERY FUCKING TIME HE GOTS ME sir exuce you i have a life to live
Askim seni buldum
youngk is actually hitting the note and jae keeps interrupting
That's why it's hilarious.. 😂😂😂
Yupppp haha
that little shit skdjksjs
^ _OUR_ little shit
Anybody realize that Young K hit all the note right... And not even shaking.. woaaaaah..
Damn at 3:41 Youngk actually tried to hit that note but Jae's voice crack and howling just prevented us from getting to hear it properly.
I actually had to take off my headphones when jae cracked hahhahah lmaaooo
funkystyle ur one of two people: young k or jae
@@kayleenyeng470 then most of us would be jae 😂
youngk's voice crack too 4:37😂
they both did amazing tho
Calm down it's just for fun. Jae's howling was funny to me.
I AM OBSESSED WITH YOUNGK'S I FIND IT SO HARD TO GO ON
Same bro
We all are lmfao
4:40
When Sungjin belted out "Lady".
Let him sing the whole song I'm sure hell also slay it too.
Yess
He actually said "ah no no i cant do that" lol
My god. 🤯
Goodness gracious that was beautiful-
4:55 LaDy cAn U fOr gIvE mEh -Sungjin✨
The momment of silent, lets appreciate how Young K and Jae hit that high note.
KINGS !!!!
More like Young K with a screeching Jae on the side 😅
I wonder if they got scolded by their vocal coach for trying to kill their voices. 😂😂
toastnmarmalade probably lol, but depends if they did it healthily or not (you can sing high in a healthy way, but people usually don’t use good form at karaoke/noraebang haha)
@@Angelblade717 they weren't really shouting so i doubt that they did any damage to their vocal chords.
Well, maybe, i get a bit worried for Jae.
@@pepero Did JYP overwork them? How? I mean they seemed fine to me
@@pepero Now people blame JYP for overwork them but before this you people blame for no promoting them well????? What a stupid people!!!! What do you want from JYP and Day6
@@muhammadidris5389 Lighten up
No one else dying by the way his voice hit that melody in 2:24 💀❤️
(Yes it’s 2021)
I've only started stanning Day6 recently and my oh my IVE MISSED SO MANY THINGS ABOUT THEM
@@daepits SAME
I actually listened to one of their songs last year called Somehow (I discovered it on spotify when making a kpop playlist) and i thought it sounded really good but i never actually bothered to really look them up until 2 or 3 months ago.
YESSSS WE ALL MISS DAY6
Literal chills
my favorite part tbh
Jae kneeling on the ground and hitting that high note 🔥
i need studio vers 😂
x2, @JYP are you afraid of success?
yEa
Guys I know Brian's high notes are amazing, but 2:23? That is so satisfying. I don't know what the technical term for that transition is, but I could listen to it on repeat for the rest of my life.
Then you should listen to the very last seconds of "Marathon", you'd be blown away
he’s using falsetto n he adds almost a bellyache effect and changes register n he adds like a little country sound n kinda ‘breaks’ the vowels whuch is smthng singers do to make a word sound more trendy or unique :))
he mightve also added a bit if vocal fry
he is using mixed voice. it's like nassal voice but you add some support chest and head voice together. when u know how to sing with mixed voice you will think that this song is much easier than you thought. young k is nailed it btw, although i'm sure that he didn't exercise before.
Ikr
영케이 미친 개잘해
crouching Jae is my new karaoke position
Why did Jae have to squawk when Brian was hitting that note lmao
I think his voice cracked DKFJKAKS OOFP-
"squawk" ASDFADFJFSAA WHAT ARE LUNGS
"SQUAWK"
That is a bird
SQUAWK I-
So nobody gonna talk about 5:05
영케이 진짜 미쳤다
4:40 sungjin really said "lady! Ok bye!"
lmaooo. Even though it was just the "lady" it was still like really good hahaha
MY FAVORITE PART EVER.
MAMA did them dirty
true skskksksksksk
but who needs mama when you have THIS
EXACTLY
Why??? What happened?
2:23 “I find it so hard to go on” the best note* change i have heard this year and their ad libs just *chef’s kiss* perfect edit: 8 months later I came back a MyDay and this comment has 1.1k likes omfg???😳 well damn
Silent Art very common in Guns N’ Roses/classic rock songs if ur into that stuff
Lmao which is the genre of this song anyway nfksskdns
yes but HAVE YOU HEARD THE LAST BIT OF MARATHON YET?? His voice's gonna blow all of us away
Stacy Stacy ohh i see, i never noticed it before, since i hadnt heard enough back then to know about that haha oh and thanks for pointing it out to me😀
I keep playing this over and over again
young k is the best kpop vocalist. that guy is a whole instrument, can a wide ass range, unique tone. effortless, flawless, he’s just born to be a singer
AND HES LITERALLY THE MAIN RAPPER LMFAO
Il est né musicien avant tout!
damn i really felt that "on" at 2:23
RIGHT
chills
Who was singing?
@@lililu883 Young K! (Brian :3)
Fr fr
I found the video that could make me laugh my heart out whenever I feel sad
Daebak!!
So do I :)
I watch this religiously everyday...
@Strawberryjamin SAME!! Its frickin amazing and hilarious
😍😂
X2 👌
do you still?
shit me too
강영현 미쳤다 찢었다
When Jae can't reach the note using "ah" he uses "whu/wu"
You mean belt and falsetto
I think "whu/wu" sums it up well enough XD
@@AmandaTHT your comment made my day ahahah
Yess! The vowels make a big difference!
the way he change it is so professional. its a good technique if the note is very high or the singer cant reach the note.
3:26 jae hitting those high notes upsidedown thats what we call talent
@@niha8032 i mean i know but he was literally upside down
He ENGAGED that diaphragm lol
here after he hits a g5 in pacman 🥰
your profile photo fits your comment so well lol
@@luciex6602 LMFAO RIGHT
3:24 The way he hit those notes with his head on the f**king floor. I am shook.
it's for reaching the high notes easier i think. you don't wanna reach high notes looking up as it will tense up your larynx and therefore, straining the note.
@@매트님-b9z it is easier, whenever i tried to sing a high note i would do it like jae
@@malikakacangkedelai6052 that's good to hear, i thought i was the only one lol
Dowoon just shaking the maracas aggresively while Jae and Brian are singing their lungs out got me wheezing, my poor lungs 😭✋🏻
you mean THEIR poor lungs 😭
@@esverker7018 So true 😭
*It's funny how even when they're messing around, they still sound amazing*
they weren’t being serious but it still sounded that good??? day6 **some** of best vocalists in kpop fr
edit : can ppl stop bring up other groups pls idc
I’m always saying Chen and are Baekhyun are but would they really hit those extra high notes of Young K’s , ,,,,,, I don’t think so
@@asophia2981 yess they're amazing singers but day6 are just on a whole other level imo
Maybe Chen can if he tries. I mean you never know.....😀
@@meiadashylla6638 yes chen is amazing
I wanna get into this group pls help idk where to start
i can play the air guitar better than two professional guitarists.
this video is proof that Young K and Han Jisung are father and son
2:38
jae: ~ c o m e b a c k ~
youngk: COME BACK !!!!!
3:41
jae: *suddenly dying dolphin noises*
brian: *carrying the note on like a boss*
A DYING DOLPHIN 💀💀💀 STOPPPP
HAHAHAHAHAH I WILL NEVER LISTEN TO THAT PART THE SAME NOW HAHAHAHAH
😂😂😂😂😂😂
Istg if jae sees this comment😂
@@jomaimagapasin8953 PLEASE NO I'D DIE
Now i know why Jaehyungparkian is so close. Is bcz they share the same heart broken story 😂
They should collab with Lucas
Bc
My lady
@@oho296 NCTzen spotted!!!!
And Young K is suposed to be the rapper....I-
he's a pretty good rapper still too pretty much an all rounder
Which one is it?
@@ws8288 the one who wears a brown jacket
Okay, but that Jae’s “whoo” high note (1:26) is no joke 💯
Young K and jisung = both can hit high note !!! Like father like son
I think jisung can't hit the high note like youngk did (for this song).
SUNGJIN RASPY VOICE AT 4:40 THO
He couldn't wait. 😂👌🏽
BIDGE I DIED😍
5:17
YoungK: *bowing politely*
Jae: *barely conscious*
IM LAUGHING SO HARD
*mariah Carey has left the chat*
i did not expect this to sound as good as it is, but my throat hurts looking at this lmao
that note that brian hit at 2:24 makes me question my existence
always coming back to this video everytime I'm feeling empty
i got u, did the empty space can filled by jae existence? bcoz it is did to me
I don't see anybody talking about sungjin at 4:40. IT WAS AMAZINGGGGGGG
Fr. Sungjin needs his own separate cover!
I'm honestly MAD at how FYCKING GOOD Brian's vocals are and the fact that they're so underrated
4:39 OH MY LORD BOB YOU REACHED TAHT WITHOUT FALSETTO IM CRYING
Ikr. I shock when listening to that 😭😭
Uff...why is he so amazing? I love him too much
that is pretty doable without falsetto lol
They kept on bending over so they can use head voice witn ease. Sorta like cheating but great technique nonetheless. 😂😂😂
megumi yeah that is day6 right there 😂
bro this was ot5 im crying dont touch me 😭😭
scared the shit outta me, i’m used to hearing ot whenever someone leaves and my god you scared me
@@faithsmith243 no one left but i think jae is gonna leave 😭😭
@@whatshappening4378 why do you think he's gonna leave? (it's a real question i'm new to the fandom)
@@lorenamamedes5304 bcz of jype obviously they made him close his twitch acc, didnt allow him to post vlogs and stuff on his youtube channel, he got cancelled on sns bcz he used a curse word. ppl think he shouldnt use these words bcz he is an "idol" right now. also as a solo he featured with famous ppl such as keshi, dpr live, seori, crush... why would he suffer with this ass company. thats my opinion but we gonna see in the future
@@whatshappening4378 oh i see, thanks
i swear if this won't gone viral in korea I dont know anymore with the korean people!!!!
Same.
Korea literally only cares about what's popular right now lol
@@Justme94 how does that make sense lmao the stuff that is popular got popular because people care about it lol
@@essennagerry lol no.
@@Justme94 Then how is it popular? You have to have a large amount of people care about something in order for it to become popular.
Almost got a heart attack at 4:40 . BUT I NEED SUNGJIN TO DO A COVER OF THIS SONG
3:41 Young k actually hit that high more perfectly holy shit
I know they were messing around for a lot of this but they are incredible. Their vocals never cease to amaze me.
bruh literally how can it be that good while they're messing around.. i don't know how many times i found myself here tho