desolant - i wish i was numb (lyrics)

"truly i feel like my mental has changed, somewhere along the road that i made"
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~~~~~~~~~lyrics~~~~~~~~~
[Verse 1: Ralph Castelli]
Where were you, before we met?
I've been trying on, the things that you left
Make me feel, like a man
Like I'm wanted, like I'm wanted again
Where were you, were you by yourself?
Oh I just assumed, you were with somebody else
I'm so insecure, nobody knows it but you
I wish I was numb and didn't have to show you
I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb
I wish I was numb and didn't have to show you
[Verse 2: BONES]
No one to blame, only myself, and decisions I've made
Slipping and falling and crawling away
I wanna talk, but there's nothing to say
My yesterday was the same as today
Without you with me, I'm blowin' my brains out
Trippin', tryna' find a way out
Life is so clearly played out
Blood in my veins, clip in the K
Once I get bangin' I leave 'em decayed
Truly I feel like my mental has changed
Somewhere along the road that I made
Digging my grave, making my bed
Mud on my body, I'm layin' my head
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[@nctrnsadtrap]

desolent da goat

[@Rainoth_Rai]

The bass is otherworldly. Also, the vocals in 2:02 are something else, highlights the male's voice so nicely.

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I put a 100ed like :>

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ethereal

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Empezamos la mañana chida

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YUH

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Qué canción tan buena