[탬로그 6v6 📹] TAEMIN 태민
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I just realised I got sulky when he stopped playing with the dog and that's when I also realised that I could literally watch an entire episode of Taemin playing with a dog.
Totally
Your name is Cat, how can you not be jealous of him playing with dogs and not cats😁
fact
exactly
Taemin- puts dog back on floor*
And then the dog looked back at him like- why u leave me 🥺 (2:55)
"He's shining for longer than anyone" ravi is really know how to describe taemin :)
Cuz "Diamond lasts forever" ( like Shinee's song "Diamond sky") :)
M my cousin p a
사장님 우정 포에버🤘
찐이다....
ㅋㅋ 진짜 재미있게 봤어요!!!
SO MUCH MAKNAE ENERGY IN ONE VIDEO!!! RAVI maknae of 2D1N and Taemin maknae of SHINee 🤗
Thank you for this session with our Taeminnie
At first i thought you were a serious and has a scandal boy but after seeing this video I think we don't know nothing at all. Don't judge a book by it's cover.
28살 성인 남성이 이렇게까지 귀여워도 되는건가...?;;;; 진짜 이해할수가없네 왜이렇게 귀여워 ㅠㅠㅠ 으수씨 진짜 감사합니다 복받으실거예요 탬로그의 창시자 의수씨...
If he walked the dog, people would think it's his dog 😂
Or think the dog claimed him as it's human bff
@@sugarplumprincess6833 YES! The dog be like, "this human gives off the same vibe as me" 😂
@@loveless.s, So true!😂
TAEMLOG HAS RISEN FROM THE DEATH ?!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS OMG
탬로그 살아났다... 너무 행복하다.. 나는 개만도 못한 인생을 산다... 순돌이 너무부럽다......
태민이만 나와도 귀여운데 강아지까지 나온다? 이건 뭐 귀여움 끝판왕이지… 강아지 만져주는부분 계속 돌려봄 ㅠㅠㅠㅠ너무귀여워 엉엉.. 나도 강아지시켜줘.. 충성스러운 태민만의 개가 될 수 있는데... 멍멍🐶
*TAEMIN doesn't need wins because he's our win, but we'll try our best cuz it's a way to show our thanks to him for his hard work..*
*Cheer up, everyone & let's keep supporting our Phenomenal Legend & his Masterpiece.*
*Fighting*
@Najia Kashcool, Hello, Hello! Indeed, he deserves the World as his stage! Incredibly talented uri Taeminah, yet so kind and humble! Love you Taeminah!
@@ExcuseMeMissChocolateEmmC Totally true
Thats right!
Yes，what you said is all right
Thank u for your beautiful words ..now I feel better :)
The dog instantly liked him too. 😂😂 So cute. 😊
SHAWOLS READ THIS: here's a bit of tough love. we love Taemin, and he is an absolute star. every single person who knows about Taemin can not question is abilities as a performer or the quality of his music.
*we are not mainstream, and cannot compete with numbers against acts that are mainstream*
Taemin has never decided to go the mainstream route despite people suggesting it to him, and SM has never marketed him that way. and this goes hand in hand with how we as a fandom have NEVER been into streaming or voting, especially now 12 years after they debuted.
streaming culture simply never existed back then, and now a good portion of the core fanbase are busy with real life and cannot stream and vote with multiple accounts all day the way younger fandoms can. and by the looks of it, SM will not promote SHINee or Taemin with the same amount of effort ever again. so it will be very unlikely that we will be able to top the charts or get hundreds of millions of views.
*but so what???*
does this mean Taemin is not a great artist? does this mean that this is all meaningless? NO. we love SHINee for SHINee, even if they don't get trophes, even if SM doesn't push them, and even if nobody else gives them a chance. I saw this on Twitter:
If there are only 10 fans of Taemin, I will be one of them.
If there are only 5 fans of Taemin, I will be still be one of them,
And if there are 0 fans of Taemin, then surely I must not be on the planet anymore.
But that's an extreme example. We actually did really well for NGDA! #1 on iTunes in 32 countries, 110,000+ first week physical sales, topping Genie a few times, views on the MV are increasing faster than they ever have for Taemin's MVs, and it feels like every day another idol comes forward with something sweet to say about Taemin as their role model. And we even got #1 in the pre-vote for Music Corr yesterday! These are all signs that we are still achieving growth TWELVE WHOLE YEARS after debut. What other acts in Kpop have this kind of longevity? What other acts in Kpop can say that every group has at least 1 member who is a ShaWol?
Let's be realistic and positive. We will try our best to do what we can, but we can not beat ourselves up when we are outnumbered 500 to 1 or more. We have never been strong in numbers, we have never really focused on numbers directly.
We are a fandom that instead brags about setting the trend, showing something new, reaching new artistic heights, being genuinely very good people praised by everyone around them, and wow-ing others with their undeniably amazing live performances. To stan SHINee is to stan TALENT that you believe in, even if there are millions of people who don't know it.
I'm literally crying after reading your comment. You're right, we stan SHINee, stan LEGEND and will always stan them. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. I hope many Shawols think this way too
Stay home stay safe. Have a good night/day
Love you my fellow Shawol
Couldn't agree more. Very well described.
Omg. You nailed it!
I totally agree. The competition has changed greatly over a decade, and SM is certainly sleeping on Taemin for some godforsaken reason. Regardless of what the crazy voting thinks is cool, we know that they’re missing out on true talent that is Taemin and SHINee
I love your post. As a long time fan I agree. It's true. Have you considered posting this message in SHINee's fanclub community on Lysn? It may inspire the Shawols there. Peace and love! 💎❤
“Dogs like me because I’m like them.”
We stan a weird and adorable man.
*odorobol kid
Ravi and Taemin’s friendship is so pure. ❤️😭
From what grp is Ravi please.
@@moarmyinsomniaipurpleyou6679 he’s from VIXX.
@@cubsgirl101 thanks
@@moarmyinsomniaipurpleyou6679 He's also now a CEO and a soloist~
Even the dog loves him 😂
탬로그 덕분에 또 우리 랍사장님의 작업실을 한번더 볼수 있게 되었네요😆👍 서로의 좋은 에너지를 공유하는 느낌이 드는 친구들 같아요🤟
태민이가 라비스클로즈업에서 말했던것처럼 많은 사람들이 심지어 팬들 조차도 어느정도 태민이가 앨범에 관여하는지 잘 모릅니다. 탬로그에서 이런 뭔가 본업하는 태민이의 모습을 세세한거 까지 다 참여하는 태민이의 모습을 보여줄 수 있다면 좋을것 같아요! 공개할 수 있는 선에 한에서!
#탬이랑라비랑
예쁘고 멋있고 본업 잘하는 두 사람 투샷을 여기서도 보다니......♥♥
태민 솔로 흥하고 라비도 화이팅하즈아🤘🤘😍
갑자기? 일단 감사합니다 🙇🏻♀️🙇🏻♀️🙇🏻♀️🙇🏻♀️사랑합니다
탬로그 평생간다..? 오래오래 살아야지..ㅠ 다시 돌아와줘서 고마워요 탬로그ㅠㅠS2
ㄹㅇ
뮤ㅓ여 뭔일이여 왜케 예뻐
강아지랑 태민이는 또 왜케 귀여워
사랑스러워 죽긋네
I SCREAMED WHEN I GOT THE NOTIF TAEMLOG HAS RISEN FROM THE ASHESSSS
taemin playing with the puppy my lil heart can't handle the cuteness
아니 강아지한테 덥쳐지는 탬니 왤케 귀여워ㅠㅠ 문득 든 생각인데, 태민이는 진짜 그룹 출신 솔로가수 중에 손에 꼽힐 정도로 음반도 많이 내고, 솔로 콘서트 경험도 많구나…대단해 정말…
The doggo is chonky. Taemin is super bubbly and Ravi is such a good friend. I love Taemin's circle. Quality over quantity, everything feels soft and loving. :)
Yes aw
목소리 너무 예쁘다ㅠㅜ 나긋나긋, 부드러운...// 동생이랑 같이 있을 때 느껴지는 편안함 너무 좋다ㅠㅜ 질문마다 다정다정하게 반응해주고 답해주는 태민이 모습 너무 탬랑하고, 예쁘다ㅜㅠ 평생 끝나지 않을 탬로그6v6 너무 좋다ㅠㅜ 강아지도 아는구나, 예쁜 사람을ㅠㅜ 세상귀여운 사람이 귀여운 강아지를 귀여워하는 상황을 보다니ㅜㅠ 다음엔 순돌이로 태어나겠어.. 태민이한테 예쁨 받는 강아지라니ㅠㅜㅠㅜㅠ 살다살다 강아지를 부러워하게 될 줄이야ㅠㅠㅜ 늦은 시간에, 탬로그 볼 수 있어서 너무 행복하고 오늘 하루 기분좋게 마무리할 수 있을 것 같다. 태민아, 덕분에 태민하게 마무리할 수 있을 것 같아. 늘 고맙고 고마워:)
How shawols wish they were the dog.........
Cries inside.....
Totally😂😂
Y’all getting jealous of dogs 😭😭😭
Yes I wish I was that dog really hahaha 🤣🤣
Why that dog so lucky why not me hihihi
That's exactly what I told myself lmaooo "Ah I wish I was that doggo"
We can see that Taemin loves animal so much
Taemlog is backkkkk came out of a sudden..
And with Raviiii .. look at him how they happy & smile together..
And how Taemin play with puppy cuteee
2:20 분명..탬로그 안끝난다고 했다? 오래오래해먹어요 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
얼마만의 탬로그야 ㅠㅠ 이게 힐링이지 뭐가 힐링이겠어요ㅠㅠ 태민이랑 강아지 조합ㅠㅠ 그냥 다 좋다 ㅠㅠ 원식님도 감사합니다!!
하......진짜....너뮤 나긋나긋 사근사근 서울 남자.......넘 예쁘고 참하고.......탬니가튼 남동생있으면 맨날 지갑털어서 맛있는서 맥이고 구럴 거 가타ㅜㅠㅠ
둘이 친한 거 넘 보기 좋다ㅠㅠ 김원식 흑발 최고....태민님은 착한 게 눈에 딱 보임 ㅠㅠ둘 우정 영원해
탬로그라니 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ태민이 친구들이랑 나오는 모습 너무 자연스러워서 좋아
Love how the Poodle fell in love with Taemin within seconds...just like me!!
헉 태민님 감사함니다..감사합니다... 이렇게 칭구끼리 서로 컨텐츠에 출연하는거 너무 보기좋아요ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 랍클업 태민씨 두번째편도 기대할게오ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
흐으윽 감사합니다 김원식 긴생머에 완벽한 착장 박제 그리고 찐친케미로 꿀잼까지 보장해준 진짜 브이로그중 최고인 탬로그 ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ증말 탬씨,,, 이번 노래 넘 좋아요 진짜 뮤비 하루에 몇번을 보는지 몰라요 당신은 천재랍니다 증말 ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ 그리고 순돌 항상 말했지만 내가 세상에서 제일 부러운 강아지는 너야 순돌
When this dog is *LUCKY THAN U*
At least the dog have the chance to touch him
how to be the dog
@@norainiahmad185 😩😂
@@aquablue355 there is no way.
선생님들!!!!!!!!!ㅜㅜㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 가암사합니다ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 탬로그 넘넘 기다렸습니다ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 평생해주세요ㅠㅠㅠㅠ😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
서로를 끌어주는 관계. 참 긍정적이고 본받을 부러운 친구 관계 같아요. 태민이, 라비씨 우정 영원하길 바라구요. 모두 화이팅!!
Shawols!! Please check out Ravi's work! He's sosososo cool and talented 💕 For those who might not know, Ravi is a member of the group VIXX 🌟 also incredibly talented and with fantastic music!! I'm mainly a shawol but recently a starlight, and I can say it's definitely the best decision I've made 😆
Let's keep supporting Taemin!! Fighting!!! 💎🌸
Thanks for supporting this man!
@@casss4473 No problem! He deserves it 😄
I love VIXX music so much! And as a group and individuals, VIXX is really awesome too~~
Lots of love to starlights!
a Shawol :3
Taemin's smile is the *most beautiful*
His smile is really a remedy. I love him so much. 🌙
Instantly singing Remedy by Adele😂
Gotta mention her cause i love her music
@@shineetaemint6548 she's a legendddd
I wasn’t expecting Taemlog at all! After such a hard day for Shawols, we get comfort with this thank you so much 😭
It was a very chill Taemlog: we got to see Ravi the very nice, sincere and kind friend & this cute dog who is so in love with our Taemin (as if I could blame him...) & of course this cute man 6v6. I feel so good right now 🤗
It is a prove that every creature love and falling in love with Taemin...this whole video is so heartwarming. It is comforting, lovely, and healing my soul. 🖤🥀💛
헉 탬로그ㅠㅠㅠㅜㅜㅜ 다시 왔구나ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 원식친구도 너무 고맙구....태미니 강아지랑 너무 잘 노네....아궁ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ귀여워ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
우와 탬로그다아ㅠㅠ 그리웠어 탬로그.. 탬 귀여워...
라비님이 뭔가 안정적인 성격?이시라 라비님과 있으면 우리 태민 더 아가 같네요... ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 요새 형아 선배 태민 보다가 반가워요 ❤️
아... 개랑 이태민 너무 무해한 조합 ㅎㅎㅎ
개보다 못한 인생이구나 흑흐구규규ㅠㅠㅜ
와 탬로그다!!!!!!탬로그기다려써ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ눈물 라비친구짱
Taemin's clapping and his puppy cuddles is the content I genuinely live for 💕.
Finally, Taemlog is back. It was so cute to see Taemin playing with that dog.
Omg Ravi! So good to see him doing well. Taemin checking in with all his friends ☺
탬로그 살아있었구나ㅜㅜㅜ태민이 강아지랑 노는거 귀여워 미치겠어 ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ탬로그 자주 올려주세요,,,
TOOO MANY TAEMIN X RAVI THESE DAYS! LIVING FOR IT! THANK YOU TAEMIN, THANK YOU RAVI... AAAAAAND WELCOME BACK TAEMLOG
Their friendship is so adorable! Do you happen to know how they met? Idk if one of them mentioned it in another show but I remember I was surprised to find out a couple years ago that they were such close friends!
Zeuse i think i have watched a video about how the padding squad was established.. weekly idol if i’m not mistaken. ravi was close with jongin first and then got introduced to taemin and the others.
@@tiffanyclaudya Ohhh! That's interesting, makes sense I guess since Exo and Vixx also debuted in the same year.
@@tiffanyclaudya Yeah, and the reason why Ravi be friend with Jongin aka Kai is that Ravi think Kai was so cool and he approach Kai then ask if they can be a friend ( i think it was when Exo growl era, if i'm not wrong) :v
#Starlight
@@littleYBL Yeah, and not only Ravi and Kai who became a friend. A lot of the other member who close too. N & Leo with Xiumin (maybe because they're the same age), Leo with Suho and Lay (it was mention in Starshow 360 exo episode) & Hongbin T_T with Suho (it was reported that they have group chat with B1A4 Gongchan). And i think the rest members are close too base on the interaction that was caught in the camera. Hope that their friendship last forever and keep support VIXXO ❤
Gosh, this dog is literally all of us - wanting to cuddle and play with Taemin and not intending to let him go! The sweetest view ever - ODOROBLE! 😍😍😍
ravi has a nice voice and with a gorgeous person beside him ❤️❤️❤️✌️ #taemin
TAEM-LOG IS BACK!!!!
머야머야ㅜㅜㅜㅜ탬로그ㅜㅜ태민아 오늘 수고했어❤️
Dogs have very good senses they know when humans are kind that dog loved Taemin
후..훈훈하다...*-*
TAEMLOG.... Heart Heart.... Sarang Hae Taemin-ah
I love their friendship so much 🤧❤
Taemin playing with the dog made my heart melt 🥰 Taemvi is so close I LOVE TO SEE THEM TOGETHER, they are such good friends
태민아 너무 예쁘다.❤️
Fighting Taemin
We will work harder for you in future ❤❤❤❤❤
I love you, Taemin! You are perfect!
순돌이... 저녀석.. 강아지 아니지..? 너 강아지인척 하는 사람이지..?
He is the most adorable ever with that puppy aahhh so precious
After long time taem log wohoo shawol he just feed us, lets make him happy too~~
헐 대박 탬로그 다시 시작인가오??? 너무좋아ㅠㅠㅠ
정말.. 어디 막 대놓고 애기할 데가 없었는데 여기에라도 얘기해야겠네요
크리미널 정말 잘 듣고 있구요... 랍옵 칭구님이시기도 하고 발매 당시 딱히 스밍해야할 곡이 없어서 재생목록에 두고 돌리다가 며칠 전부터 듣기 시작했는데 와우.... 넘... 짜릿해요(?)
또 그루블린의 시도님 신곡이 그저께 나와서 스밍리스트 짜서 돌리는데 한 시간에 한 번씩 크리미널도 알차게 돌아가고 있구요 제 스밍목록의 마라맛을 담당하고 계십니다 허헣
근데 노래 정말 좋아요 저렇게 순동맨들 두부같으신 분에게서 그런.... 막... 착한생각을 불러와야만 하는 곡이 나오다니 그런 핫함은 사슬이나 트리거 저주인형 등등으로 충분히 단련되어있다고 생각했는데 정말 이런 얘기 해도 될지 모르겠지만 듣다보면 감정이입돼서 제가 크리미널이 된 것 같은 기분이 들고 막 그러네요ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
무브와는 또다른 짜릿함... 물론 무브도 좋습니다 사실 1박2일 보다가 무브병 걸려서 종종 어두운 조명 아래 또 시작되곤 합니다... 태민님만큼 우아하고 아찔하진 못하지만.....ㅠㅋㅋㅋㅋ
너무 딴 길로 샜나요 암튼 정말 정말 잘 듣고 있어요 Act 2도 너무 기대됩니다 기회되면 수록곡들까지 꼭 들어봐야겠어요
아 그리고 랍클업 태민님 두 번째 편도 매우 기대중입니다!! 더 재미있는 얘기와 새로 알게 될 내용이 많을 것 같아서 두근거리네요 진짜 4회분 나왔으면 좋겠다....ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
이상.. 탬로그에 라비 나온다는 소문 듣고 이제야 보러왔다가 크리미널 주접만 잔뜩 떨고 가는.. 지나가던 별빛이었습니다.. 우정패딩즈 뽀에버... 태민님 이미 슈스이시지만 더 슈스되세요...
SHAWOL : is it only a dream that SHINee will have a lot of content like NCT?
SM : ...
SHAWOL : *in tears*
they are in the military....
@@karou3649 yeah i mean sm likely will make a lot of SHINee content starting from now (taem's cb). see how much taem's content they gave us so far, it makes me really happy
you'll get that win next show ❤️ let's work harder guys !
Let's vote on Whosfan to get an ads and on Mnet pre voting
i really like these two’s friendship it’s very precious 💙
내 열매가 얼마나 아름답고 아름다운지 태민은 고귀한 존재, 순수한 마음과 영혼이 너무 달콤하고 부드러워 결코 포기하지 않습니다 우리는 당신을 사랑합니다 아름다운 오빠
I think I've watched this TaemLog a hundred times already, it's so lovely, funny, adorable and feels like home! That cute dog too aawww~~ Taemin is the loveliest with animals))
어이구 사랑해 태민아 ❤❤
awww I'm crying , after a long time shawols
덕질황금기가 다시온기분 매일매일 태민이봐서 너무좋다 감사합니다ㅜㅜㅜ
👑Taemin will always be our King of Kings, because he is the Best of the Best. We love him dearly forever and ever ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Please never end Taem-log!!! And hereby I wanna say thankyou to manager hyung who suggested this Taem-log and always gave possitivity to Taemin and supported him.. mani saranghae
You're my happiness taeminnie i luv ya😘😘😘
4:27 manager hyung is laughing he he he he
Taemin playing with the dogs is 100% pure uncut serotonin and im addicted
헐 탬로그ㅠㅠ 돌아와따😭😭😭 갓라비님ㅠㅠ 진짜 알찬방송이었던.. 탬로그 평생 하자 태민아💕
Taemin: Even add the video to Watch Later playlist.
Me: No need to say it. I already have an entire playlist dedicated only to you :D
True for me. I love the Legend known as Lee Taemin ❣
아...레어탬 편집자분이 이편집자였음 좋았을것을..
I love how every taemin’s content has it’s own vibes and character, just like it’s showing different sides of him.
Taemin and the dog was so cute together like two small puppy brothers
I love how Taemin spending so much time now with his friends (Ravi, Sungwoon and even Kai), the way how he’s so busy with work since young. Taemin’s so happy whenever he’s with them and they are all so cute together 🥰
귀염둥이 우리 태민이 오늘은 어떤 하루를 보내고 있나요? 순돌이와의 꽁냥꽁냥을 봤더니 아이꿍 보고싶다요~ 울 애치 오늘도 사랑하고 사랑하고 또 사랑해 💖
탬니 눈에 별 박았나봐 너무 예쁘다 초롱초롱 그리고 멍뭉이가 너무 부러워,,,
Taemin win or not win. No matter he's a GREAT ARTIST 💜
TAEMIN is so handsome and lovely We Love TAEMIN
순돌이랑 태민이 너무 귀엽자나 ㅠㅠ 감사합니다 라비스클로즈업!!!!
watching Taeminie playing with the dog is the cutest thing...just makes me so happy the escene of the two....my heart feels recharged of love :))
TaemLog is just easy-going like that and I sooo love it the way it is.. same with SHINee’s other shows with this format.. same as SHINee’s Back and KeyLog.. just natural.. SHINee in their usual selves.
Taemin is like a 3 years old baby, he asks a lot of questions, baby cheese, he is so cute! ♥
Ravi is a good friend of taemin
Its very good to see Taemin around friends. He is very happy with them
I would say there are not too many people I like (generally, not appearance or creativity only) but the more I watch Taemin the more I like him. We have slightly different characters, different lives obviously, we will never meet obviously, but I have a feeling I Understand him and accept (maybe I haven't found something that annoys me yet haha😈). It pretty scares, but at the same time it's such a pleasant, how to find soulmate..
Go Taemin!
P.s. I know there are probably many people like me, and maybe no one will read this - I just wanted to express my thoughts and feelings 🙃