Billie Eilish - Male Fantasy (Official Music Video)

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    Lyrics:
    Home alone, tryin' not to eat
    Distract myself with pornography
    I hate the way she looks at me
    I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
    That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
    I'm going back to therapy
    'Cause I loved you then and I love you now
    And I don't know how
    Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
    If I'm getting over you
    Or just pretending to
    Be alright, convince myself I hate you
    I got a call from a girl I used to know
    We were inseparable years ago
    Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so
    And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel
    I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
    But nothing lasts, I know the deal
    But I loved you then and I love you now
    And I don't know how
    Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
    If I'm getting over you
    Or just pretending to
    Be alright, convince myself I hate you
    Can't get over you
    No matter what I do
    I know I should but I could never hate you
    Music video by Billie Eilish performing Male Fantasy. © 2021 Darkroom/Interscope Record
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  • @ASMRconKiki
    @ASMRconKiki 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42255

    This is such a great visual representation of what living with depression feels like.

    • @mitchelkirtchloves34
      @mitchelkirtchloves34 2 ปีที่แล้ว +196

      hmm right This is so inspiring ..I just tried writing my own song inspired by her its called you are not gone !
      tell me if its good /bad
      its in this Channels Playlist
      I would love to hear back from you❤❤❤...

    • @yyyy-yi3zy
      @yyyy-yi3zy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +124

      Exactly what I was thinking

    • @daynesvillanueva2917
      @daynesvillanueva2917 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @UCCUygjq8gsHmmKbtvKupu6w no one’s asking. Gtfo

    • @vanessapierson4913
      @vanessapierson4913 2 ปีที่แล้ว +393

      came here to comment this. for those who haven’t been thru it, this is exactly what everything feels like when depressed. dull, repetitive, bleak, hopeless.

    • @angela5421
      @angela5421 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      TRUEE

  • @candylyrics
    @candylyrics 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22388

    THAT'S THE ONE OF THE BESTS SONGS ON THE ALBUM

  • @thickcoffin5438
    @thickcoffin5438 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1352

    anyone 2024?

    • @art.azizi0
      @art.azizi0 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Hi from 2024

    • @tahminurlisa2964
      @tahminurlisa2964 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Yes😂

    • @cutesieedits
      @cutesieedits หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      me, i love billie 💕

    • @wmits8
      @wmits8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Yeess

    • @JohnDeere-999
      @JohnDeere-999 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      No

  • @DrewFishBlueFish
    @DrewFishBlueFish 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +437

    I love how she isn’t singing about a person to a person. But a depressed person to themselves.

  • @bree7725
    @bree7725 2 ปีที่แล้ว +818

    "I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel" the way she represented that feeling by just sitting there lost is so relatable

    • @mitchelkirtchloves34
      @mitchelkirtchloves34 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      hmm right This is so inspiring ..I just tried writing my own song inspired by her its called YOU ARE NOT GONE !
      tell me if its good /bad
      its in this Channels Playlist
      I would love to hear back from you❤❤❤..

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    • @user-lf2nt9gr7m
      @user-lf2nt9gr7m 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Frrrrr I feel you deeply

    • @hxhcnfvhcfh2430
      @hxhcnfvhcfh2430 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@mitchelkirtchloves34did u delete it

  • @beckyg457
    @beckyg457 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2855

    This shows more of depression then most people don’t know about, I like how it’s not just crying but it goes into detail how you eat more/ eat less and you get unmotivated and plenty more, I truly do love Billie

  • @chicken
    @chicken 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +969

    Its February 2024, let's see how many people are listening to this masterpiece❤

    • @lzeroZ3
      @lzeroZ3 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      meeeee

    • @CYB-J3RRY
      @CYB-J3RRY 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      +1

    • @BillieEilishswife01
      @BillieEilishswife01 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Mee ofcc

    • @sandra2470
      @sandra2470 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Me

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      @user-vi5yz2oo6n 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

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  • @Li-yw2mk
    @Li-yw2mk 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +855

    Only billie can represent what depression feels like this perfectly i love you so much bill

    • @futureteacher2024
      @futureteacher2024 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

      she represents how i feel inside so welll. i made my mom watch the video to explain how i felt.

    • @seufimeaqui9034
      @seufimeaqui9034 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      definetly NOT ONLY her, but she does indeed portray it well

    • @rickwrites2612
      @rickwrites2612 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It's so clean though.

    • @bordercollieluxi
      @bordercollieluxi 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      But its potrays Love sickness or the Moment of thosem

  • @alexalasalle
    @alexalasalle 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8106

    definitely a representation of how depression just seems like and endless cycle of nothing. it's such a simple video but something i feel like a vast amount of people can resonate with.

  • @madeinbusanjkjm
    @madeinbusanjkjm 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1972

    "Cause I loved you then and I love you now."
    story of my life...💔

    • @HayDayEveryday
      @HayDayEveryday 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bots

    • @caillew
      @caillew 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      "can't get over you, no matter what I do. I know i should but i could never hate you" this one hits hard for me :')

    • @penismalercus
      @penismalercus 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So emo🙀

    • @fruitcupjuice9355
      @fruitcupjuice9355 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      literally

    • @franzfranz_7909
      @franzfranz_7909 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yuh

  • @NightfallNightmares76
    @NightfallNightmares76 หลายเดือนก่อน +94

    This young lady has 2 Oscars and 9 Grammys. She just turned 22 years old. Legit icon status already.

  • @hayleybabyy9966
    @hayleybabyy9966 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +50

    I wonder if Billie realizes how relatable her music gets for others.

  • @Slyke57
    @Slyke57 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2643

    It's always difficult trying to have people who don't experience depression, understand depression. This is gold.

    • @khatiazalinashvili9453
      @khatiazalinashvili9453 ปีที่แล้ว

      Xq😂
      ❤i) códex oecczzr

    • @RogerJayYang
      @RogerJayYang ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This music video was like me being Billy Eilish in my mid 20's. :|

    • @podwmusic
      @podwmusic ปีที่แล้ว

      She made her bed when she slept with children in 2015 to sell her soul to Lucifer for fame. I transcended much more than just depression and didn't rape little kids to do it.

    • @alexis_daydream333
      @alexis_daydream333 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      and porn/masturbation addiction. its always a hard and uncomfy topic and she touched on it perfectly and made me feel less alone

    • @EmilyD924
      @EmilyD924 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes..true..

  • @auraofjasper
    @auraofjasper 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1753

    this left me with tears. the representation is exactly what my months have been like. you make people feel not alone.. you save so many people

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    • @gurshersingh8597
      @gurshersingh8597 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Do not let your heart be trouble trust in God I'm with you always yes till the end of time and after that too

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  • @elliebells261
    @elliebells261 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +138

    i am literally sobbing. this song has been one of my favorites since it came out and it means so much to me. i never knew that there was a music video and i literally cannot- this is so well done and i can relate with every piece of my soul. billie, your music has gotten me through the worst time in my life and i cant express how supportive its been for me. thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

    • @phantafantom
      @phantafantom 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      purple heart emoji

    • @yoursalmashowz
      @yoursalmashowz 2 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      I hope your doing ok till this day and this song is so good!!❤

  • @jerwinolbedo
    @jerwinolbedo 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +62

    2023-2024 everyone??

  • @nabeehaah
    @nabeehaah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +615

    i will never stop watching this video because this is EXACTLY how i’ve been feeling since months. thank you for this billie. i feel very much less alone after this. wishing all the best for the people who feel like this. it sucks.

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    • @cassandrabjork6712
      @cassandrabjork6712 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Stay strong hun! ❤️❤️

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    • @truecrimegirl
      @truecrimegirl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I've been there before and it is horrible but you do eventually come through the other side. Hope you are ok. Stay strong. xx

  • @maxjensenjames9622
    @maxjensenjames9622 2 ปีที่แล้ว +563

    She depicted what depression is like so perfectly, endless moments, stagnancy, emptiness, hopeless. This music video was amazing

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      @egyrolllaser161 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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      @xxketxx5682 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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      @misterdizzy266 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @rachelwayne4885
      @rachelwayne4885 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well said

    • @unglitchy_mind
      @unglitchy_mind 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Depression isn't real

  • @Krisb292
    @Krisb292 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +79

    Her voice is absolutely incredible!!

  • @evawagner7213
    @evawagner7213 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

    As always, Billie finds the perfect expression ... here: for this feeling, when you have lost someone who is obviously not able to love you back... Love only knows love. Love only speaks love. Love knows nothing else than love. Love is unable to understand anything that is not love. This is why someone being in love will never be able to hate the beloved one, no matter what. Only cognition can help. But this means that you have to split into 2 "persons": one governed by feelings of love and one that protects the other with strategic decisions and discipline.

  • @gingergirl1316
    @gingergirl1316 2 ปีที่แล้ว +533

    The way she represented exactly how depression feels. The way I was exactly like this last year...you are an incredible artist Billie Eilish.

    • @mitchelkirtchloves34
      @mitchelkirtchloves34 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hmm right This is so inspiring ..I just tried writing my own song inspired by her its called YOU ARE NOT GONE !
      tell me if its good /bad
      its in this Channels Playlist
      I would love to hear back from you❤❤❤..

    • @Zoe.1010
      @Zoe.1010 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      The comment i searched for. This Was exactly my thought

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  • @kurcina0
    @kurcina0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1282

    ok but ending matching perfectly with the beginning is impressive. it implies that this is a repetitive cycle that seems to be neverending, but since us viewers can choose to move on to a next song/chapter/emotion it is understandable that only we can make changes in our own lives.

    • @LizaNikonova
      @LizaNikonova 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      very cool comment support my cover of this cool song

    • @whatwasreymadefor
      @whatwasreymadefor 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      very informative perspective. thank you.

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      @gucciboysrecords 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @heidigasser103
      @heidigasser103 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      good ass comment. thank you billie, thank you people who are receptive to meaningful work that could move mountains :_-)

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  • @Armanj88
    @Armanj88 28 วันที่ผ่านมา +14

    I just wanna hear this song over and over

  • @mayalisovska4122
    @mayalisovska4122 หลายเดือนก่อน +54

    My little sister passed away in february and I miss her every day , I am very sad .......I cant afford therapy but looking at her pictures and listening to music helps me .....I blame myself for not seeing how sad she was , she said she is fine , she wants to start swimming lessons she said , she was an artist _ she made beautiful paintings ......she always walked in a room with a smile or a story to tell ......I miss her , they said she commited suicide _ olanzapine ......she was only scared , she needed me and I didnt know ......I hope she forgives me for not being better sister , and I hope she knows I love her for eternitity , I love you and I miss you Liene Katrina Lisovska .

    • @mawnzzn_
      @mawnzzn_ หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I'm sorry for you, I can't imagine the pain you must be feeling, but I hope you get the comfort you need and I want you to know that I'm sure you weren't and aren't a terrible sister, and I'm sure your sister didn't think so, and that she loved you and loves you very much wherever she is, you're an incredible person and you didn't deserve to feel that way, I hope you're okay.🥺🩵

    • @mayalisovska4122
      @mayalisovska4122 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I miss her terribly , I am crying and crying but I just can't cry her back to life , I don't think I will ever run out of tears for her , there isn't enough to forget her .....what I hate the most is that I didn't have a chance to say goodbye . All I got was a phone call , just the thought of her being alone and scared eats me alive .....I would fight the world for her if she only let me in ....My bubba my little sister , I hope that heaven exists because I want to pick you up again and hug you one more million times...

    • @mads7924
      @mads7924 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I can promise you heaven exists. She is with Jesus.

    • @saudipalmtrees
      @saudipalmtrees หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      You are always loved. Do not blame yourself she is looking over you🤍

    • @theasnarg1455
      @theasnarg1455 29 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I..don`t know what to say..please stop blaming yourself i`m she would want you to live your life and be happy..and i`m sry for you dude💙💙💙truly

  • @Zbutterfly869
    @Zbutterfly869 2 ปีที่แล้ว +686

    “Directed and edited by Billie” please she is SO EXTREMELY TALENTED!! This is pure art thank you Billie love you lots 🤍

    • @jims68
      @jims68 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I don't think you seen nothing yet

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    • @mitchelkirtchloves34
      @mitchelkirtchloves34 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hmm right This is so inspiring ..I just tried writing my own song inspired by her its called you are not gone !
      tell me if its good /bad
      its in this Channels Playlist
      I would love to hear back from you❤❤❤....

    • @angela5421
      @angela5421 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeh it's amazing

  • @miguelcampusano4402
    @miguelcampusano4402 2 ปีที่แล้ว +618

    this goes to show that although she’s “happier than ever” she can still feel depressed when thinking about something. most of the time we won’t know this is how she’s feeling but she gave us a little insight into her life and for that we’re grateful

    • @bangtanforever4275
      @bangtanforever4275 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      melting voice

    • @mitchelkirtchloves34
      @mitchelkirtchloves34 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      hmm right This is so inspiring ..I just tried writing my own song inspired by her its called you are not gone !
      tell me if its good /bad
      its in this Channels Playlist
      I would love to hear back from you❤❤❤...

    • @ssgunblade
      @ssgunblade 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i cant believe that im in the same boat im in the upswing of life but still fucking depressed damn didnt know i related to her so much

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    • @JB-wy8fc
      @JB-wy8fc 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      People need to learn the difference between sadness and depression

  • @theGamerdorian
    @theGamerdorian 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    I cry with this song

  • @sarizonah.
    @sarizonah. 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    I know a lot of people relate to this song due to depression, which was likely the intent after seeing the video, but I have a special affinity for this song for a more positive reason.
    I had a best friend for ten years before we had the biggest falling out of our friendship. For a year and a half, we did not speak. She walked back into my life, not knowing how I would receive her, and I sent her the lyrics to this song. I told her this described how I felt about her. Since that moment forward, we rekindled our friendship and we've been stronger and better than ever the past year and a half.
    This song to me is a beautiful beacon of our friendship. That girl is my sister, blood can be damned. I loved her then and I love her now. I truly don't know how. I'll never give up on the RIGHT people just because they've done a few things WRONG in life.
    Love you Jossa Boss. Always. She is so strong. I wish all of you her level of strength to get through this ride of life. ♡

  • @TimeBucks
    @TimeBucks 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2551

    She actually sounds like an angel

    • @jhilmilsolanke5713
      @jhilmilsolanke5713 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Angel in earth

    • @Encelqd
      @Encelqd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi , I did a cover of Doin’ time song 🎵 🙂♥️

    • @qswyxxie4670
      @qswyxxie4670 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Encelqd guys, im from russia and don’t understand her song
      i’m rlly wont go in Englandddddd

    • @ivanfadeem5514
      @ivanfadeem5514 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      *Billie Ellish >>>>>>> Anyone else*
      *Truly ICONIC*
      *I was fortunate to have her in my vlog on my chanel*

    • @user-hh2oc7rs1i
      @user-hh2oc7rs1i 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@qswyxxie4670 о, братанчик, рашен🤙🏻

  • @breezy8105
    @breezy8105 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1552

    I just lost my best friend to depression a month ago today. Him and I were platonic soul mates. The way I'm mourning his death is much like a horrific break up and this music video/song resonates deep inside of me. Thank you, Billie, for always showing such vulnerability.

    • @LizaNikonova
      @LizaNikonova 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      such an amazing song, please support my cover

    • @myluciferislonely4313
      @myluciferislonely4313 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      i am so sorry for your loss. my best friend is also my platonic soulmate and i could not imagine losing her. i truly wish you all the best

    • @katiejaden
      @katiejaden 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      I lost my platonic best friend to an overdose the day before Thanksgiving two years ago. I can't listen to 'When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go' without getting literally suicidal, since I listened to the album on repeat for months before and months after his death. I got through the worst days of my life listening to that album. Truly bittersweet- I love that album SO much, but I can't listen to it anymore because it brings me back too hard to my best friend's death and the months afterwards. Now I listen to her first songs and this album. Every album is so different. I love you, Billy. And I love you, Greg. xoxoxo

    • @dieSami
      @dieSami 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I'm sorry for your loss. Its hell losing a loved one and it makes it harder harder if it's by suicide. Hold on, you will get through it. I also did. Someday memories won't be such a pain anymore.

    • @jada7020
      @jada7020 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      i’m so sorry for your loss, i hope you’re doing okay now this song is just a miracle it helped me too. stay strong

  • @viola6337
    @viola6337 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    who else is rewatching every hte mv before the new album

  • @kennahattersley1796
    @kennahattersley1796 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    Goodbye HTE era 🤟🏽 you served well

  • @davidemanuelrosini5791
    @davidemanuelrosini5791 2 ปีที่แล้ว +670

    It's like Billie has expressed all her feeling through this song. So warm, so beautiful.

    • @micarosini4439
      @micarosini4439 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      👍

    • @frangomez4690
      @frangomez4690 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      es verdad muy warm

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      @rack2k325 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @emmyem85
      @emmyem85 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @David Emanuel Rosini Beautiful and you can tell it's truly genuine ❤

  • @SoniasWay
    @SoniasWay 2 ปีที่แล้ว +636

    Billie’s vocals are no joke. Her vocals are a masterpiece
    Love from a small creator

    • @ivanfadeem5514
      @ivanfadeem5514 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      *Billie Ellish >>>>>>> Anyone else*
      *Truly ICONIC*

  • @meg1358_
    @meg1358_ 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +32

    No matter how many times I have heard this song, I always ends with tears in my eyes

  • @Kimjungki97l
    @Kimjungki97l 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    Anyone this month?

  • @David-vj3bc
    @David-vj3bc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +435

    This video truly gives through the feeling when you’re so detached, numb and empty, that you just can’t do anything while time is running out of your hands, but you don’t care, cause you don’t see the sense of anything. This is beautiful.

    • @adilkaradza1252
      @adilkaradza1252 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ahh exactly, so well said. Been there, "done" that.

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  • @honestone4306
    @honestone4306 2 ปีที่แล้ว +475

    My favorite female artist no matter how big she gets it feels like her music always stays true to who she is.

    • @leo_27_
      @leo_27_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      true

    • @li_on_the_rise
      @li_on_the_rise 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Facts

    • @secaucuss7344
      @secaucuss7344 หลายเดือนก่อน

      At the Oscars = Billie closed her eyes, went into her own world

  • @caitlinclair1236
    @caitlinclair1236 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I feel like there is a real challenge with representation in media for depression because often it's this picture of seemingly mundane nothing. This stands as one of the best and only visual stories of what it feels like. I return to it again and again to wonder at it, depressed or not.

    • @snjert8406
      @snjert8406 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yes! I’m thankfully not battling depression currently, but I used to, and this is a perfect representation of those times! Strangely accurate, down to some of the lyrics

  • @mayalisovska4122
    @mayalisovska4122 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    I miss my little sister and this song is a small mirror to the emptiness and pain in my heart ❤️
    I will love you for eternity Liene !

  • @mysoundofficial1047
    @mysoundofficial1047 2 ปีที่แล้ว +664

    This video shows perfectly how depression feels. Being unable to get out of bed, being tired the whole time etc. I love it

    • @gavinmagnus6072
      @gavinmagnus6072 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @resilientsoundrecords2427
      @resilientsoundrecords2427 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @user-pf4tq3rm5j
      @user-pf4tq3rm5j 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      🎼

    • @kamrunnaher1555
      @kamrunnaher1555 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for your assistance.

  • @PatchQuiwa
    @PatchQuiwa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7797

    I felt this in my bones. How familiar.

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    • @Kyrie.
      @Kyrie. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Patchh!!

    • @ivanfadeem5514
      @ivanfadeem5514 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      *Billie Ellish >>>>>>> Anyone else*
      *Truly ICONIC*

    • @MsChick-hn1qo
      @MsChick-hn1qo 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      We've all felt the same things, just at different times and caused by different things.

  • @jesse.piinkmann
    @jesse.piinkmann 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    “Can’t get over you, no matter what I do. I know I should but I could never hate you.” ☹️

    • @jesse.piinkmann
      @jesse.piinkmann 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      nvm guys i got over him

  • @FloraWilkinson-mn9cd
    @FloraWilkinson-mn9cd 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

    I’ve been a fan for about 1 years and she’s an absolute legend she’s made me so happy with her music please Billie make another album xx

  • @jessicachaves9499
    @jessicachaves9499 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1840

    damn this made me cry. this is how i’ve been feeling for the past 2 years, every day, non stop and seeing depression be shown this way from someone with such a huge platform hits really fucking hard and means a lot. i love you so much billie, thank you

    • @ginpye2002
      @ginpye2002 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Hi Jessica. I’m so sorry to hear you’ve been feeling that way. For 2 years, that’s so painful. I’ve been there, I promise it gets better. It might be a long way to feeling okay but never, ever give up. You’re worth so much and there’s so many things to experience in life. You’re such a strong person. Depression can be a waiting game sometimes but I believe that one day you will feel better. Much love ❤️ I hope it’s sooner than later.

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    • @The3Sag3
      @The3Sag3 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      She’s not depressed! It’s called marketing strategy. You do see the pattern right? For every stereotype, they have an artist people can “relate” to. It’s fake! Her ghost writers just use words to create a story her fans will “resonate” with. They know what people want to hear, and they know what kind of audience Billie has. Mainstream music quite literally manipulates the mind so people become more invested in their music. And what do they get in return? More money, and popularity. I just don’t get how the majority of people seem to remain blind to these facts, and the fact that none of us, none of you, know who these celebrities really are! They want you to feel like you know them so you will care more. It’s ridiculous!

    • @StuckwithJyn
      @StuckwithJyn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I hope you are doing okay. Just always remember YOU MATTER! -a depressed Billie fan

    • @roberts.4809
      @roberts.4809 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      so music to you is a form of depression ? no....it is a form of enlightenment

  • @emilybrunner2206
    @emilybrunner2206 2 ปีที่แล้ว +589

    this video feels so personal. it feels like she’s showing every part of her soul in this. it feels so delicate, like even just my eyes witnessing it could make it shatter

    • @maxmagically8073
      @maxmagically8073 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i felt the saame way dude, big time

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    • @nyari17
      @nyari17 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @Sandra-ey7oy
    @Sandra-ey7oy หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    She Is sooooo talented!!!

  • @Hera.49
    @Hera.49 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    my babe recommended this masterpiece and the reason why ı just listened her🤍🥺saranghe babe..

  • @evakallitsounaki4813
    @evakallitsounaki4813 2 ปีที่แล้ว +615

    This is one of the reasons why I love billie, her music and her productions so much: she always pours her heart and soul into making them and there’s always something so realistic and pure about them.

  • @hccritters6820
    @hccritters6820 2 ปีที่แล้ว +761

    This definitely shows how depression really feels. And just the fact Billie can express her feelings through her music is just so talented. I love you Billie❤️

    • @Overheresavingtheplanet
      @Overheresavingtheplanet 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I was thinking the same thing watching it. I felt every part of it

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    • @kamrunnaher1555
      @kamrunnaher1555 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @user-jz4oz3bx3n
    @user-jz4oz3bx3n 3 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    the lyrics of this song is so sad, but beautiful. truly an amazing song!

  • @karabelomile9734
    @karabelomile9734 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    one of the songs most teens would relate to

  • @Em-pe8jj
    @Em-pe8jj 2 ปีที่แล้ว +240

    No I'm not gonna say this is one of the best songs that she's ever made. Every single song that she puts out is a masterpiece.
    Like how is this even humanly possible?

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  • @charlize6434
    @charlize6434 2 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    i'm so happy that she felt comfortable about opening to us and showing us how she really feels, this mv is amazing

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      @Pikachu-yb1pg 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

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    • @MrUssy101
      @MrUssy101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Billy has such a goofy voice, her style of singing is uninspiring. She really ought to learn how to properly deliver sentence instead of miming !!!!

    • @okok0kok
      @okok0kok 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@MrUssy101 imagine making this reply on such an amazing comment

  • @lee_nara10
    @lee_nara10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    It’s been 2 years, can’t believe I’d find myself listening to the same music I listened to when I was depressed.

  • @Billies_Hostage
    @Billies_Hostage 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    im gonna be alone forever..

  • @katiejosefina3458
    @katiejosefina3458 2 ปีที่แล้ว +197

    I've been living like this for years. Thank u billie for showing the world what depression looks like through a 3 minute video.

    • @sonnnnnnn
      @sonnnnnnn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hope you'll recover soon

  • @julie5536
    @julie5536 2 ปีที่แล้ว +266

    The visuals in this video touch my soul. There are so many people that live with mental illness, anxiety, and depression and this video I feel like can potentially make those people feel they’re not alone… maybe a little more understood. Thank you for your beautiful art, Billie. You’re one of a kind.

  • @libramom4990
    @libramom4990 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    She's come so far, with the control on her voice, it's beautiful. She's always had a beautiful voice, but it just keeps getting better. And yes, this is a perfect example of heartache. They make for the best songs though right. Because all humans go through rejection and know how it hurts. Depression is painted perfectly in this video. 💜

  • @TybhDraby-pd8qc
    @TybhDraby-pd8qc 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    Like if you're still obsessed with this song after 3 years

  • @MrKizzman89
    @MrKizzman89 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1204

    It’s refreshing to see an artist who is actually trying to reach out with honesty and vulnerability. The world is messed up and people want to know that it’s okay to be lost and sad. The stigma around mental health is disappearing.

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    • @mindyengledow6860
      @mindyengledow6860 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I hope so! I loved what you said.

    • @alalal123421
      @alalal123421 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      i get what youre saying and its definitely good but not really refreshing. its been the trend for the last few years im not saying billie herself but a lot of artists have been capitalizing on it regardless of whether they have any understanding or care about it as well. Overall good that it has been so heavily de-stigmatized

    • @Sioakela
      @Sioakela 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So many pop videos today are about poor mental health - how anyone can disagree with this, confuses me massively.

    • @Sioakela
      @Sioakela 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@alalal123421 - Couldn't agree more! It's turning depression into a fashion - is that the way to handle a generation that seems to be struggling more with depression than the generations before? I don't think so.

  • @banana1379
    @banana1379 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1398

    When you thought you're okay, but after you take a deep breath and look around you, you realize how everything is not okay and you wonder how long have you been like this.

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    • @Mila-lh2vg
      @Mila-lh2vg ปีที่แล้ว

      i hate u so much, i'm crying now

    • @daixer3156
      @daixer3156 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Reminds me of Onision I'm a Bananna lmaooo 🍌
      I know, totally innapropriate at this time haha
      Not!!!

    • @mamagbluntbuthonest6516
      @mamagbluntbuthonest6516 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I often wonder how I got to this point 😢

    • @podwmusic
      @podwmusic ปีที่แล้ว

      That's what subconscious programming is. STOP LISTENING TO LOW FREQUENCY PROGRAMMING

  • @Hollagrl0999
    @Hollagrl0999 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    The day this video was released was the day my daughter was born. I’ll never forget it. Now we sing to it! This song and “Clover Cage - Learning To Love Myself” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you 💝

  • @MaryjaneMarbo
    @MaryjaneMarbo 26 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    it sucks that I can relate to some lyrics in this song like " home alone, trying not to eat" and " cuz I loved you then and I love you now" " its hard to know when nobody else comes around" " be alright, convince myself I hate you" " we were inseparable years ago" " I worry this is how im always gonna feel" "cant get over you, no matter what I do. I know I should but I could never hate you." im too young to relate to this stuff
    Mother gone, dad gone, getting adopted. Life's hard

  • @meowmeowleo
    @meowmeowleo ปีที่แล้ว +1869

    i love how the video ends with the exact same shot that it begins with. what a great way to portray feeling stuck/in a loop that you can't get out of. tbh this is my favorite music video of hers

    • @user-wm2bg2wd1g
      @user-wm2bg2wd1g 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

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    • @LuisGarcia-bh2ft
      @LuisGarcia-bh2ft 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Songs and unique personality I love you

    • @BurnTheFrog
      @BurnTheFrog 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yeah. Usually when music videos do that it feels cliché and unnecessary but here it feels like an actual part of the story telling

  • @Bertrando17
    @Bertrando17 2 ปีที่แล้ว +672

    She's so brave to show this to the world. I've never seen nothing about it like this in the music industry

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    • @ivanfadeem5514
      @ivanfadeem5514 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      *Billie Ellish >>>>>>> Anyone else*
      *Truly ICONIC*

    • @nodell1567
      @nodell1567 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      lol

  • @Kamar-mm6hb
    @Kamar-mm6hb หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Love you ❤

  • @AnnaERG2468
    @AnnaERG2468 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Hi Billie, I know you never like or read these comments. But if for some reason that you are checking your comments, you are the only reason I keep going, when I’m sad, listen to you, someone says nag about me, yes listen to you, your amazing I would recommend reading more comments because so many people love you. I have to say, your better then Taylor swift ❤

  • @Tenzi_
    @Tenzi_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7328

    Billie just has a voice of an angel 👼

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    • @MrUssy101
      @MrUssy101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Billy has such a goofy voice, her style of singing is uninspiring. She really ought to learn how to properly deliver sentence instead of miming !!!!

    • @lotemsaharokev1072
      @lotemsaharokev1072 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Agreed.

  • @carolinavazquez9480
    @carolinavazquez9480 2 ปีที่แล้ว +650

    I don’t understand how she does it! She explains everything about depression, a break down, or trying to find yourself again, with her words , the melody of the music & her amazing voice. She has brought so much more to the music industry

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    • @shailiemiller332
      @shailiemiller332 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      And she seems to capture it in every single song! I am 36 and feel as if I relate to her more than anyone my age, because she just gets me.

    • @roberts.4809
      @roberts.4809 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      What the fuck is wrong with you people.....her music sucks....its like listening to dead swans sing

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    • @mahfugga
      @mahfugga 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      She pays writers. Duh

  • @user-wr2sf8rh6d
    @user-wr2sf8rh6d 29 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Me having a main character moment for no real reason

  • @aradhay9480
    @aradhay9480 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    I remember when i saw this video for the first time i cried like a little kid because i felt so seen and i had a longing for that from an eternity ❤❤ it has been a bit more than a year since this video was released but feels like so much time has passed and honestly I'm just grateful and proud that i was able to grow out of that state.
    I pray good health and happiness for everyone who read this and remember living with depression feels like a loop and to break the loop you have to bring small but steady and healthy changes in the lifestyle.
    Xoxo

  • @tarekhamdan1308
    @tarekhamdan1308 2 ปีที่แล้ว +138

    "I know I should but I could never hate you" makes me think of how someone can treat you so shitty, and even though they aren't in your life anymore, you still hold onto the best of them...

    • @hwoods-kg1jf
      @hwoods-kg1jf 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes....I know exactly this feeling...*sighs*

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  • @elenastone1471
    @elenastone1471 2 ปีที่แล้ว +547

    I know this would be not just a music video, it would be a TRUE MASTERPIECE, because Billie always put all her soul and heart in all she's doing!

    • @ashutosh2441
      @ashutosh2441 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      And her depression makes it more touching

    • @kuntann
      @kuntann 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      hmm right This is so inspiring ..I just tried writing my own song inspired by her its called YOU ARE NOT GONE !
      tell me if its good /bad
      its in this Channels Playlist
      I would love to hear back from you❤❤❤.

    • @h4rshita-r
      @h4rshita-r 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@ashutosh2441 what

    • @ashutosh2441
      @ashutosh2441 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@h4rshita-r the lyrics and then scary interviews

    • @paz3264
      @paz3264 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ashutosh2441 WTF

  • @WillieNeptune-wc8mc
    @WillieNeptune-wc8mc 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Thank you Billie. Just… thank you.

  • @angibarrow5635
    @angibarrow5635 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    You have such a beautiful soul Billie. Thank you for sharing your art with all of us. It is comforting to know we are not alone ❤ sending love to everyone going through it right now.

  • @joelorez
    @joelorez 2 ปีที่แล้ว +285

    I interpret this song as that depression that one can live even if everyone thinks that it is fine. It is like the other side of the coin, we see someone pretend that something does not hurt and endure hundreds of things but we are never with that person when he comes home and is alone with his thoughts. I love Billie's videos and I feel a pretty strong connection to her. I wish you lots of strength to keep going

    • @SaroyTNP
      @SaroyTNP 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @FernandaBarro520
      @FernandaBarro520 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This is how I feel
      Exactly like her in the video.

  • @llkxpzll9166
    @llkxpzll9166 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Ngl I just got broken up with but there’s no hard feelings or nothing but it still feels like my heart is shattered I’ve honestly never felt such pain it hurt like genuinely hurts , I want to be better I’m making a therapy appointment and I wanna get better, I wanna change I need to change, I still love her so much and I miss her like crazy , I have done nothing but cry for the past 9 hours this is honestly the hardest break up , im mentally exhausted and not okay I feel like I don’t deserve anything, im so hurt man

    • @kennahattersley1796
      @kennahattersley1796 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      It gets better homie, can’t get up without being down!

  • @valxeternal
    @valxeternal 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    no matter how many times i watch this, it’ll never fail to make me cry. male fantasy is such a masterpiece.

  • @leonifriedel342
    @leonifriedel342 2 ปีที่แล้ว +176

    oh god this is so calming and comforting because it represents depression and the feeling of not wanting to do anythingf so well.The cinematography is amazing and i love the way she uses light and color to underline the emotions even more.
    Thank you billie

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    • @teresasebastian6900
      @teresasebastian6900 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Gosh , this reply section is filled with bots..

  • @xcentrk1965
    @xcentrk1965 2 ปีที่แล้ว +184

    Billie is such a brave person by talking about her problems in the past and present. We support her for being so powerful with her words. Stay strong billie 💪

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  • @liamls11
    @liamls11 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    i'm enjoying every second of it everytime i listen to it, brings me peace somehow

  • @the_ug05
    @the_ug05 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Her voice is so calm and soothing and the lyrics are deep and relatable

  • @Pinkgalinfca
    @Pinkgalinfca 2 ปีที่แล้ว +138

    as someone who has been living alone, single and recovering from messy breakups, this music video absolutely wrecked me. the isolation of it all, the loneliness in every shot and the smash cuts of her being in different positions, but ultimately the same place, absolutely stunning

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    • @csageo6
      @csageo6 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m sorry for the spam in the comments that’s so annoying. But I feel the same way. I’m still in high school but I haven’t gone to school in months because of debilitating anxiety and depression. My moms never around so I typically have the whole house to myself for 12+ hours every single day. She fully encapsulated what my days look like to a T. Wonderful artistry and absolutely beautiful and relatable. I love Billie.

    • @Poison.Ivy87
      @Poison.Ivy87 ปีที่แล้ว

      I can't describe it more perfectly the way you did it 👌

  • @rlojhan
    @rlojhan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    The colors. the aesthetic. the cinematography.
    BILLIE MADE US FEEL THE EMOTION. SHE DID THAT.

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  • @Domi22544
    @Domi22544 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Billie, you're making me obsessed with this

    • @slipperychugger
      @slipperychugger 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’ve listened to this almost every single day multiple times a day since it dropped idk why it hits so hard

  • @joegersims9089
    @joegersims9089 15 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    honesty is beautiful

  • @emmazstark
    @emmazstark 2 ปีที่แล้ว +189

    i feel like this is a visualisation of the fact that she’s still a teenager, she’s growing, she’s having breakdowns, she’ll change, she’ll grown in and out of love, she’s her and the billie we know will always be billie, but billie will change and we’ll have to accept that bc she’s literally nineteen atm- she just got to feel what adulthood is like.
    it was just a thought idk, it sounds better in my head lmao

    • @Pikachu-yb1pg
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    • @mitchelkirtchloves34
      @mitchelkirtchloves34 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      hmm right This is so inspiring ..I just tried writing my own song inspired by her its called YOU ARE NOT GONE !
      tell me if its good /bad
      its in this Channels Playlist
      I would love to hear back from you❤❤❤..

    • @kiona91
      @kiona91 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      she’s in a depressive episode

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    • @AJ...-
      @AJ...- 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sooo true❤ people need to stop with this 'i miss the old billie' thing

  • @queenolivia7924
    @queenolivia7924 2 ปีที่แล้ว +314

    Billie's music is just so inspiring and i can't get over how talented she is

  • @Mayaaaareallll
    @Mayaaaareallll 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    The worst thing is having depression and having to go to school every day

    • @VascoConceicao
      @VascoConceicao 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      The things gonna get better. I can see ❤️

    • @Mayaaaareallll
      @Mayaaaareallll 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@VascoConceicao thank you so much bless you

  • @gabrielsalesssss
    @gabrielsalesssss หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I love this song, I love Billie, I love these albums...

  • @SakhImad11
    @SakhImad11 2 ปีที่แล้ว +289

    I feel like every song on the album deserves a Music video. The whole album is so visionary that it needs it scenes to be understood.. And this one was dircted and edited by Billie alone. And it can't be more special than that cuz we are getting the vision straight from the artist herself!

    • @Pikachu-yb1pg
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    • @Pikachu-yb1pg
      @Pikachu-yb1pg 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ok

    • @periwinkleparadise1491
      @periwinkleparadise1491 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yess! but i do understand it would probably take a while

    • @lilyyxox
      @lilyyxox 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      she said on a live that she was making one for every song !

    • @shannonwhoriskey9669
      @shannonwhoriskey9669 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Billie said we are getting a music video for every song on the album

  • @bitchin4841
    @bitchin4841 2 ปีที่แล้ว +251

    The fact that she directed and edited this amazing masterpiece entirely by herself makes me very proud as a fan of how talented this person is and how she puts effort into her every work.

    • @abdoromia.3970
      @abdoromia.3970 2 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @broken2625
      @broken2625 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes omg! She is so talented, I love her❤️❤️

  • @shaynamclean6144
    @shaynamclean6144 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    everyone saying depression but this is so bulimic coded,, i always rewatch this when im feeling a typa way

  • @june_bug6
    @june_bug6 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I'm actually bawling on my bathroom floor rn. She perfectly encapsulates what it's like to live life with the constant struggle of depression and never knowing if you are going to feel ok and just having to put on a mask for others and saying your fine but really you are not and your just praying and hoping that you can make it to the next day without completely falling apart. Thank you Billie! You are truly an amazing person and you are never alone.❤️

    • @lux6058
      @lux6058 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You either. Wish u the best

    • @june_bug6
      @june_bug6 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    • @lux6058
      @lux6058 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@june_bug6 🤗

  • @minigraft6806
    @minigraft6806 2 ปีที่แล้ว +656

    “Billie Eilish and her songs give a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, and life to everything.”

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    • @dreaming4ffr
      @dreaming4ffr 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      nah,
      she's good, but not that good xD

    • @Billswifee_
      @Billswifee_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@dreaming4ffr speak for yourself

    • @ZaWarudo69
      @ZaWarudo69 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@dreaming4ffr ur jealous

    • @inamarquez519
      @inamarquez519 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@dreaming4ffr for you. So just keep it to yourself bro. if you don't appreciate her songs well she don't even know you exist.

  • @ShortHax
    @ShortHax 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4880

    Billie is one of the few people who can give words to emotions and feelings

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    • @copsarebastards
      @copsarebastards 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Lol

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    • @ritarodrigues4457
      @ritarodrigues4457 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yeah.

  • @aubriejeffery6205
    @aubriejeffery6205 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    life starting to feel like this song again.

  • @mel4ncholic
    @mel4ncholic 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +27

    anyone listening to this masterpiece in may 24?

  • @p4ranoiac
    @p4ranoiac 2 ปีที่แล้ว +115

    male fantasy is literally one of the top best songs on the album just cause of how real and relatable it is to people, even tho other songs are relatable, i just think that this one hits more

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