Well that was a personal reading lol pile 3 chose me and Absolutely YES! This is exactly where I am. Being guided to do something that I feel I have no business doing it's too grand to in front of and not behind. This life has been intense and washed me out back to the bare and basics of my soul to then start integrating all the lives I have lived just in this incarnation and finally I am at a stand still with my past lives. They approach and instantly I wake up. The past two wks I have gotten no more then 15-20 min. sleep without waking. I want to stay to hold on and just watch. But I know whats coming I know how they all ended and I had so many lives where they ended this way all ending so I could keep what my guides referred to as my "spiritual integrity". I stayed true coming to terms as much as one can, knowing what it meant for me to not back down, the end result, that my truth was and is pure of heart and trusting that after this painful end would be a homecoming, would be relief. However I have had brutal lengthy endings and many at the hands of my current genetic family. Yey karma lol Hearing you talk about how at one point I had everything I needed to be able to focus on learning , helping and teaching. I had an in between.?!!! What?!! YES!!! I need to focus on the in between not the end not the beginning even but the middle. Thank you. I will do a past life regression tonight and pray that it will help me to sleep lol Thank you for showing me the perspective I wasn't seeing. My cell memory only focuses on the death part and would like to stay so my flight or fight seems to get set off. Never new this could happen while sleeping but we learn new stuff everyday lol Blessed be Always Light/Shadow Warrior🙏💛💛💛
Thank you Gian! ❤pile 1 was interesting for me cause the boundaries are certainly strong 😂😅 I’m just going to have faith that what’s meant for me will find me! 😅 pile 2 lmao same Gian, same!
oh wow. I usually chose Pile 1 and 2 and I DID click off Pile 1 cos I'm not in the mood for relationship at all atm and here I am in Pile 2 told I'll receive a "surprise" 😂😂😂 I chuckled along with you at the start of Pile 2 lol. (though I have to admit I feel a bit lonely & wanting someone to be my rock and support system, but not really craving something romantic)
Pile 1. Funny I said ug at first too lol! 🙄Yes apathy, boundaries, independence, tired of liers & disappointments🤡Will keep an open mind for person/people close. I was laughing as I really didn't want to focus on it either! Thanks always 💕🙌🍀🌌🌙✨️
So funny! I feel like we are in synch in terms of attitude? Approach to “relationships” and whatever I associate with it…and the single mindset of presenting a certain way when going out and the maybe…then I was gonna turn click to write and heard message from ancestors for pile 2…and yeah I love hearing you and the way you talk about things heh…been hearing some similar messages or perhaps noticing similar messages and am excited to embrace and continue on yesh…sending wanderful and funtastical energy your way muah
May I suggest you hang the light up above your camera? as that will change the light on your face and the cards, bring a balance of light and centred focus.
Thank you! I need a new light- I do have one facing my directly but it's not bright enough - that other one just connects to the outlet. But I'll play around with it!
Pile #2. It felt like a personal reading. ¿No sé porqué me da que tenés antepasados da hablas Ibéricas? It has been a log way, it has been very intense in the last 8 years, but the fight and the struggle began even in my mothers womb, she did not want to have children, so I was her best enemy for a log time. And because all what flows in life (like money, or health) is a female, and the walls to hold and direct that flow a male topic, when your parents do not have the best relationship, you pay the price for that. If your mother hated you, you have the feeling, that you don't have the right to be here, this is just one example of the 5 of pentacles you had in the reading. BTW in another and special way to read Tarot, the Justice card is the cruel and demanding mother that is never satisfied with anything you do, this behaviour could make you sharp or overwhelm you.
Wow I'm really sorry to hear about your experience - sending love ❤️🙏🏽 You're absolutely right about justice, especially the card in that deck with the menacing looking vulture- similar vibes that the Queen of swords can sometimes have
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Well that was a personal reading lol pile 3 chose me and Absolutely YES! This is exactly where I am. Being guided to do something that I feel I have no business doing it's too grand to in front of and not behind. This life has been intense and washed me out back to the bare and basics of my soul to then start integrating all the lives I have lived just in this incarnation and finally I am at a stand still with my past lives. They approach and instantly I wake up. The past two wks I have gotten no more then 15-20 min. sleep without waking. I want to stay to hold on and just watch. But I know whats coming I know how they all ended and I had so many lives where they ended this way all ending so I could keep what my guides referred to as my "spiritual integrity". I stayed true coming to terms as much as one can, knowing what it meant for me to not back down, the end result, that my truth was and is pure of heart and trusting that after this painful end would be a homecoming, would be relief. However I have had brutal lengthy endings and many at the hands of my current genetic family. Yey karma lol Hearing you talk about how at one point I had everything I needed to be able to focus on learning , helping and teaching. I had an in between.?!!! What?!! YES!!! I need to focus on the in between not the end not the beginning even but the middle. Thank you. I will do a past life regression tonight and pray that it will help me to sleep lol Thank you for showing me the perspective I wasn't seeing. My cell memory only focuses on the death part and would like to stay so my flight or fight seems to get set off. Never new this could happen while sleeping but we learn new stuff everyday lol Blessed be Always Light/Shadow Warrior🙏💛💛💛
Wow very powerful experience you have! Glad I can be helpful ❤️ and wishing you the best in your integration my friend - stay strong! ❤️🔥🌟
Thank you Gian! ❤pile 1 was interesting for me cause the boundaries are certainly strong 😂😅 I’m just going to have faith that what’s meant for me will find me! 😅 pile 2 lmao same Gian, same!
I almost stopped the video and chose another pile but I knew that'd be like cheating in a way lol 🫶🏽
oh wow. I usually chose Pile 1 and 2 and I DID click off Pile 1 cos I'm not in the mood for relationship at all atm and here I am in Pile 2 told I'll receive a "surprise" 😂😂😂 I chuckled along with you at the start of Pile 2 lol.
(though I have to admit I feel a bit lonely & wanting someone to be my rock and support system, but not really craving something romantic)
I'm glad you stuck with me through the reading- we share that sentiment lol ❤️
Hope you're doing well my friend!
Im a intuitive I hate doing love/ romance readings too so I thought that was funny I chose number 1.
The most amazing reading,thank you so much,my favorite teacher😊🐒✨🌅😊
Aw thank you! 🙏🏽❤️🔥
Pile 1. Funny I said ug at first too lol! 🙄Yes apathy, boundaries, independence, tired of liers & disappointments🤡Will keep an open mind for person/people close. I was laughing as I really didn't want to focus on it either! Thanks always 💕🙌🍀🌌🌙✨️
The idea of another disappointing relationship just sounds so... exhausting doesn't it? ✨
@@Black.DragonTarot You hit that on the head. So exhausting yes✨️😑🌷Have a great Weds...💫
So funny! I feel like we are in synch in terms of attitude? Approach to “relationships” and whatever I associate with it…and the single mindset of presenting a certain way when going out and the maybe…then I was gonna turn click to write and heard message from ancestors for pile 2…and yeah I love hearing you and the way you talk about things heh…been hearing some similar messages or perhaps noticing similar messages and am excited to embrace and continue on yesh…sending wanderful and funtastical energy your way muah
Thank you Shirley! It's so cool to see friends who share my sentiment ❤️
Super grateful for you 🥰
@@Black.DragonTarot 💖
May I suggest you hang the light up above your camera? as that will change the light on your face and the cards, bring a balance of light and centred focus.
As much as I love shadow play, Love to see you in full light during your videos.
Thank you!
I need a new light- I do have one facing my directly but it's not bright enough - that other one just connects to the outlet. But I'll play around with it!
@@Black.DragonTarot ❤ I want the best for you and your videos!
May I also suggest what you resist persists reading subject matter?
I'll keep that in mind!
Pile #2. It felt like a personal reading. ¿No sé porqué me da que tenés antepasados da hablas Ibéricas?
It has been a log way, it has been very intense in the last 8 years, but the fight and the struggle began even in my mothers womb, she did not want to have children, so I was her best enemy for a log time. And because all what flows in life (like money, or health) is a female, and the walls to hold and direct that flow a male topic, when your parents do not have the best relationship, you pay the price for that. If your mother hated you, you have the feeling, that you don't have the right to be here, this is just one example of the 5 of pentacles you had in the reading. BTW in another and special way to read Tarot, the Justice card is the cruel and demanding mother that is never satisfied with anything you do, this behaviour could make you sharp or overwhelm you.
Wow I'm really sorry to hear about your experience - sending love ❤️🙏🏽
You're absolutely right about justice, especially the card in that deck with the menacing looking vulture- similar vibes that the Queen of swords can sometimes have
@@Black.DragonTarot Each and every oner of us gets as much as he/she can carries
Thanks anyway!
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