🔴🎥Please check these playlists below to see which videos most appeal to you and which can benefit your present situation: NON DUALITY POINTERS- http s://th-cam.com/video/-8iuIEsOhoY/w-d-xo.html SPIRITUAL AWAKENING- http s://th-cam.com/video/p-_DeUk0SEU/w-d-xo.html SELF INQUIRY AND CONSCIOUS AWARENESS- http s://th-cam.com/video/QxyJTlHr6EA/w-d-xo.html
I fell into a trap of "why am i thinking this? Its not spiritual " 😂🎉 i am coming out of it. It can play on the conditioning from childhood like you can't imagine. Especially if there are hints of "you are a failure" in the mix like in my case.
Came to this video while experiencing this hardcore, gods using hell to purify me an boy it is painful and worth it.. im letting others control my emotions an this helped, im a super empath so I tend to feel the misery anger and pain of others, im not gonna commit suicide no matter the spiritual depression an pain..im stronger than that..even when in a tough circumstance an environment
i had many of those experiences of intense crying or sobbing and anger when i was younger; i felt like i was some greater consciousness watching it and i knew it, and its like there was more than one of me. throughout my life, i’ve felt like i (or my greater consciousness) have been directing life for a “higher purpose”; it’s just a feeling; for example, my first 2 year relationship, i knew i was going to break up close to the beginning; it was like a heavenly dream for the first 9mo.-1year, but ya there was a hard hard crash after the breakup (also with COVID and no gym and no socializing in-person; and cat allergies and stuffy home with my mother who i had deep-seated relational issues with).
I don’t think it’s acting when ppl try to put on their best, it’s exactly what it says, putting on your best, it’s an effort, and I’ve learned to appreciate and admire ppl that try, and I’m talking about ppl that genuinely try, and not to do it to gain superiority and try be the best person in the room. Same goes for those ppl that whenever they go out in public they try to dress their best, it’s a sign of respect for society, for you and me. So let’s put everything we have into making this existence of ours super fly,
if its organic, then of course, it feels nice. But if the motivation is coming from insecurity or a “please recognize me” vibration then its superfluous. Its all about inner motives-- hence im an advocate of deep self-introspection.
I'm glad to hear you say this because this is how I am. I didn't used to be, but now that I'm chronically ill and in chronic pain, I find I do get genuinely happy just to be out and about and finally let outside into the world again and I'm extra energetic and chipper.
There is only one being fully awake in this universe we call it God or source. All other beings no matter how highly awake always have infinite journey to awake more in front of them.
You are amazing! Going through a breakup and this time around is much easier. I have been doing deep inner healing work and see things so differently now. Your videos are like a breath of fresh air. 🙏🏼
I think what u said about Mooji makes a lot of sense, he said in an interview that he grieved when his son passed away, but also that he didn't feel it was unjust or unlawful, im paraphrasing, but yeah, our human aspect processes things differently so..... I agree with you very considerate way of looking at it
I gotta let grace come in and help me because the anxiety and depression is not fixable by me at all. I now see meditation as a buffer rather than a fix. I will try to surrender more ya know.
The emotions washing in are healing potions sent from the Ocean. Feeling thirsty, drink upstairs and always feel quenched, sometimes so heavy, just feeling drenched. Great message Yash ! Thanks for sharing.
New sub. About 10 videos in. So glad I came across your channel man. Each talk you give is no bs and resonating heavy. Just wanted to leave a comment of appreciation. Namasteee✌️
Its like i dont Know. This calms me down but i also so offen have to cry when i Watch your Videos and i love it. Keep it up. Its like you help me but this yt Channel apears because i Needed it and i dont Know. Its very Good for my Soul That you make These Videos. I warm to thank you for That
been in this journey for a year now because of a twinflame..but I don't think it's because we're like soulmates; it's because we're the same soul..and him leaving or running feels like my death (ego death/dark night of the soul) but we're one being, we'll always be. some people just make twinflames romantic and make it like soulmates
yes, I know exactly what you speak. I have experienced this more than once (its the most intense human experience for the most part). But for me now, I can say, its all still the mind that likes to create all these concepts, especially around love, and finding “the one”, etc..Women like to do this more than men, generally speaking..:) And It probably wont be long before another and even more juicy concept will be created around the idea and experience of “human love” -- maybe the “single flame” or something..:). All these terms still fall under the ‘human love’ umbrella for me There is no deeper relationship than we can have or feel than the one-ness we have and experience with our true Self (or Source). This is a Divine Love (not human love or “soul love”). If that is stable in us, then twin flame, single flame, soul mate, etc wont matter so deeply.. It will still be honored and experienced intensely, but it wont be able to “rock us” so hard anymore because we have seen that its actually just another experience that will have to pass, because it still belongs to the realm of ‘form’. .We have to realize our formlessness in order to not be so deeply effected by the play and appearances of form. Good subject though. I noticed I wrote a lot...:) Hows Thailand doing? I lived in Phuket (Nai Harn Beach) for 5 years ..
@@spiritualrenaissance oh.. I'm from the Philippines. :) I like watching your videos.. discovered them just a few hours ago. So.. you also experienced "twinflames"? Or was your awakening caused by something else? I'd like to know what I've experienced about two weeks ago, I felt this energy of being ONE..like I'm alone. Like everything/everyone are stories/characters.. I became scared and then grateful after a while. I'm not sure what that was
ah ok. I spent some time at Bohol beach. It was ok..:) Im not really into using the common conceptual jargon (twin flames, etc.) But yes, I experienced being with someone where I felt like I was with myself (the female form of me) and it was the best human experience Ive had. Spiritual experiences are better though (nothing trumps them and thats a good thing). I can’t say any one particular thing led me into wanting to transcend this human self construct identity. There are many factors and things that led to that. Im not too interested in that though to be honest with you (my human story)... I attempted to make a video about it though if you’d like to see: th-cam.com/video/bq8HW9RZ6sk/w-d-xo.html And yes thats good you started to see everything was like a movie set and characters running around playing out their roles (but dont know that their roles). It means that the consciousness is becoming less identified with the whole human game and starting to recognize its formlessness and so you can see things more for what they are-- ‘a divine play’. it will increase but dont worry about it. It happens naturally.
These are not easy topics to talk about but I really like your approach, it feels really straightforward and honest, like listening to a close friend, heart to heart... You've got a new subscriber! Thanks! 🙏❤
Eye opening , i meditate on your videos , wish they we re 1 hour long , they truly help in the present moment , they make you aware of certain things , thank you so much ... From Morocco 🇲🇦❤️
Thank you for your videos. Thank you for the time and research it takes for you to make them. I hope your channel continues to grow. You are helping people... Me included.
seriously, thank you so much for your channels and all of your videos. your style has helped me see things extremely clear. after a year of intense non-dual learning and reflection, i’ve naturally been lead to more and more raw forms of talking about these topics. you’re hitting the nail right on man. simple yet profound.
This video feels like divine timing. I was just going through a bout of grief; and the thoughts that accompanied that grief centred around my ex who I believe is a twin flame of mine. I'm certain a key factor in our relationships demise was my constant lusting, edging and pmo. I've been a bit over a month now of semen retention and practice of renunciation of edging (doing my best). Anyways, thank you for your insight. This particular video felt like you were talking directly to my experience and it helped me feel like I'm on the right path in dealing with my urges and emotions in a responsible manner. thank you🙏
10 years with a woman who mirrored me unbelievably perfectly imagine the duality of that yup the best an the worse not o mention the other 5 winan along the way same thing parasites got me here that is great thank you❤😊
My big sister past away last year , sometimes I’m depressed. Feeling angry sad and kind of lost … your right when you watching it is not you ✋🏻 or when I whit friends or family it’s like I have to adapt because I think you must be the same because they can’t go higher/deeper into… they are afraid to vulnerable , now I’m aware of it …. Practice everyday thanks
This was extremely helpful. It's what I need to know about how to "do" being spiritual. It's good to hear I'm doing just fine with it. Thank you and Namaste.
Thank you this helped to see my problems as a gift to understand myself more. And life. Use to just hear it but experiencing it first to face it it helps so much more than the overly positive or stimulant distractions
Thanks Yash, I've been dealing with some heavy emotions from a major heartbreak i just experienced. 💔 This really helped in understanding the process that im going through in a better light. ✨🕯️✨
This was sooo great and exactly what I needed to hear. Been watching your other channel more than this one and practicing sexual retention 10wks. It's kinda difficult as I'm in a long term relationship, kids, house ect ect and there is much hostility and unpleasantness here now because of this choice. Thanks for your words of wisdom, it's so great to just come listen to you, you talk a lot of sense. 💜
Dang great video, thank you! The first time I kinda realized that awareness is always there was in my first year of apprenticeship. I was working in the colorkitchen of a printery and in the background there was this constand bum, bum, bum, bum, bum of punching machines. I was working there weak after weak and it got so boring that my mind starten going Ram Ram Ram Ram Ram Ram Ram for almost 8hours a day at the same rhythm as the machines. Everything was going in circles and there I was in middle of it, untouched. This boring job bacame my saddhana. I still work there at the printmachines and the endless machines going in circles always soothes me.
@@spiritualrenaissance Yeah it is, sadly they are eating up tons of trees each day. I do want to get out of there as soon as I can. How did you go about making money as a youth? Here in germany everything is massively industrialized and working 40h+ each week is expected, I am ok with working as I dont want to depend on anyone too much. I just need to find somthing thats more aligned with my inner feeling I guess.
I came across your channel only recently. I really like your casual style which, I imagine, resonates well with many who get spooked by what (their mind tells them) they perceive as strange or too churchy… I wonder whether you have read or listened to Dick Schwartz, a clinical psychologist from Harvard, who developed the concept of the Internal Family systems. I don’t want to take too much space but would warmly recommend. Briefly, it talks about the mind being composed of different parts , each having a role and a position….
Loved it !! Loved the flow and how authentic it is !!! Again just back from meeting a friend who explained mind is racing and it talks to its self, I explained if he can witness it he cant be his mind, he knew this already but was locked in to the thinking to try to rid himself of it, which I felt was adding pressure and resistance, which I could feel, did not go to much further as its his stage to journey to navigate. - Blessings my friend - Nick.
Feel what you feel. Do what you do. Think what you think. Worrying about becoming enlightened is a waste of time. If we are in fact doing this human existence thing over and over eventually we all become enlightened. It’s the whole desire not to desire thing. Lol
Yep true words i can resonate with, like me currently caught up in this hamsterwheel of spiritual bypassing and also like suffering before somethings has happend or even might not happen. Just in my mind fearing the possibly end of my current relationship and just like at the moment for a few days now feeling and experiencing this total finitude of all things /at least in this reality like realm here. And struggling with feelings and thoughts also about attractions to other persons, but also and intense fear and the hurt about loosing pur relationship now. Mixxed up with questioning all the stuff about what purpose it is for and so on… like Evensm struggling here with omg not being to harsh to myself for having thees thoughts and thinkin that rational and maybe out of an egoistic economical level of humans/ persons in the society. Like its just superintense these days, through this long distance - about being haveway across the globe working, ; … before having this superromantic loving caring emerged compartment relationship versus omg now being superdepressive anxious and nagativel deminuishing all connection (energetically, physicaly, mentally cutting state. Boah kust crazy. And yeah like u said also watchin myself lixinig it up with spiritual bypass makes it even worse sometimes, just feels like loosen the ground and there is nothing to hold on to in my oen psyche feels like very helpless and also pretty lonely snd the end of „a world „ . Well but in the end its probably like this just stay with it, u cant nothing do about it sonetimes and simple/plain not drowning it or distracting thyself just, the only way out is through . And theres is definetely a purge going on through this process. Thank u gor ur videos :))
Do you still go to meetings? Are you still cleaning sober? Have you worked the steps? Just curious, I wasn't surprised to hear you've been in the fellowship before because it seems like you have work the steps because usually it's a certain energy about people that I really enjoy
Great video. I was wondering if you'd possibly do a video about trust please? I feel that trust is cruical in surrender but often I find myself doubting the intentions of others especially in romantic relationships. I want to open my heart to everyone but dropping that "mask" can be frightening when you start to believe you're becoming an open ground for people taking advantage of you or acting maliciously towards you. I'm finding that this balance has been challenging.
Yash my friend do you have a brother any siblings ? You really sound like a solo warrior but still understanding all those things between siblings i have no siblings ❤ Love you man i have so much love and grtafeullness for you in my heart ❤😅😊
It isn’t necessarily about being correct or the amount of followers, what most people ignore is the fact that most spiritual leaders/teachers which are jacked up into Universe Frequency somewhat find themselves to be lingering in a huge kindergarten. Imagine your brain running on Windows 11 whilst everyone else’s brains are still running on Windows 1… Although fun at first, it might get to become a bit boring, lol, The fact not to get nailed on the cross any longer makes it entertaining to share insights about the matter. Bit of a win/win situation, sharing is caring, lol
🔴🎥Please check these playlists below to see which videos most appeal to you and which can benefit your present situation:
NON DUALITY POINTERS- http s://th-cam.com/video/-8iuIEsOhoY/w-d-xo.html
SPIRITUAL AWAKENING- http s://th-cam.com/video/p-_DeUk0SEU/w-d-xo.html
SELF INQUIRY AND CONSCIOUS AWARENESS- http s://th-cam.com/video/QxyJTlHr6EA/w-d-xo.html
I just cry randomly sometimes. An emotion hits me...Something nostalgic, something sad, something happy. You're right. You don't see that on camera.
I fell into a trap of "why am i thinking this? Its not spiritual "
😂🎉 i am coming out of it. It can play on the conditioning from childhood like you can't imagine. Especially if there are hints of "you are a failure" in the mix like in my case.
Came to this video while experiencing this hardcore, gods using hell to purify me an boy it is painful and worth it.. im letting others control my emotions an this helped, im a super empath so I tend to feel the misery anger and pain of others, im not gonna commit suicide no matter the spiritual depression an pain..im stronger than that..even when in a tough circumstance an environment
💙
You sound just like me, word for word. I keep telling myself, "the trick is to ride, and make it to the bell".
Hang in there 🙏
i had many of those experiences of intense crying or sobbing and anger when i was younger; i felt like i was some greater consciousness watching it and i knew it,
and its like there was more than one of me.
throughout my life, i’ve felt like i (or my greater consciousness) have been directing life for a “higher purpose”; it’s just a feeling; for example, my first 2 year relationship, i knew i was going to break up close to the beginning; it was like a heavenly dream for the first 9mo.-1year, but ya there was a hard hard crash after the breakup (also with COVID and no gym and no socializing in-person; and cat allergies and stuffy home with my mother who i had deep-seated relational issues with).
I don’t think it’s acting when ppl try to put on their best, it’s exactly what it says, putting on your best, it’s an effort, and I’ve learned to appreciate and admire ppl that try, and I’m talking about ppl that genuinely try, and not to do it to gain superiority and try be the best person in the room. Same goes for those ppl that whenever they go out in public they try to dress their best, it’s a sign of respect for society, for you and me. So let’s put everything we have into making this existence of ours super fly,
if its organic, then of course, it feels nice. But if the motivation is coming from insecurity or a “please recognize me” vibration then its superfluous. Its all about inner motives-- hence im an advocate of deep self-introspection.
I'm glad to hear you say this because this is how I am. I didn't used to be, but now that I'm chronically ill and in chronic pain, I find I do get genuinely happy just to be out and about and finally let outside into the world again and I'm extra energetic and chipper.
Love you all😘😘😘
Working out 🏋️♀️ is a good way to release hormones and suppressed energy
Yes it is, and it's also a great way to escape the emotions. 😊
@@perjantaifiilis9222how should we confront them?
@@perjantaifiilis9222what do you suggest instead of escaping?
@@war0nheaven Sitting with the emotions and let them burn. Of course, sometimes i also only can escape them, thats life. :)
@@perjantaifiilis9222 Thanks for your response, just saw this. Have a good one.
There is only one being fully awake in this universe we call it God or source. All other beings no matter how highly awake always have infinite journey to awake more in front of them.
Thank you for this. 🙏
"Oh I get so tired....yea, because you're acting" haha. Brilliant!
Ur brilliant and I adore ur channel - God bless u ✨
You are amazing! Going through a breakup and this time around is much easier. I have been doing deep inner healing work and see things so differently now. Your videos are like a breath of fresh air. 🙏🏼
You'll get through this and come out stronger. I know, I've been through many heartaches in my life.
Thank you ❤️ You explain things really well and clear. Also loving your funny and pure energie 😊
..:)
the tongue is the rudder of the ship, so we choose emotions ahead of time. its like planting a seed. ya dont eat the fruit right away, but its comin
I think what u said about Mooji makes a lot of sense, he said in an interview that he grieved when his son passed away, but also that he didn't feel it was unjust or unlawful, im paraphrasing, but yeah, our human aspect processes things differently so..... I agree with you very considerate way of looking at it
This video really helps me bridge the gap of my knowing and my temporal 3d nervous system
I gotta let grace come in and help me because the anxiety and depression is not fixable by me at all. I now see meditation as a buffer rather than a fix. I will try to surrender more ya know.
The emotions washing in are healing potions sent from the Ocean. Feeling thirsty, drink upstairs and always feel quenched, sometimes so heavy, just feeling drenched.
Great message Yash ! Thanks for sharing.
ive played every role but this one this one plays me ❤😊
an i am one fine instrument amen
perfectly flawlessly self tuned sweeps dont tik crystalized with magnification the goddesses hooked me up 45 of them shout to Kali amen❤😊
New sub. About 10 videos in. So glad I came across your channel man. Each talk you give is no bs and resonating heavy. Just wanted to leave a comment of appreciation. Namasteee✌️
Thank you!
Gee you are great to listen to!! Keep up the amazing work.
Its like i dont Know. This calms me down but i also so offen have to cry when i Watch your Videos and i love it. Keep it up. Its like you help me but this yt Channel apears because i Needed it and i dont Know. Its very Good for my Soul That you make These Videos. I warm to thank you for That
Thank you!
Me too
Have found your videos very helpful thank you sir
been in this journey for a year now because of a twinflame..but I don't think it's because we're like soulmates; it's because we're the same soul..and him leaving or running feels like my death (ego death/dark night of the soul) but we're one being, we'll always be. some people just make twinflames romantic and make it like soulmates
yes, I know exactly what you speak. I have experienced this more than once (its the most intense human experience for the most part). But for me now, I can say, its all still the mind that likes to create all these concepts, especially around love, and finding “the one”, etc..Women like to do this more than men, generally speaking..:) And It probably wont be long before another and even more juicy concept will be created around the idea and experience of “human love” -- maybe the “single flame” or something..:). All these terms still fall under the ‘human love’ umbrella for me There is no deeper relationship than we can have or feel than the one-ness we have and experience with our true Self (or Source). This is a Divine Love (not human love or “soul love”). If that is stable in us, then twin flame, single flame, soul mate, etc wont matter so deeply.. It will still be honored and experienced intensely, but it wont be able to “rock us” so hard anymore because we have seen that its actually just another experience that will have to pass, because it still belongs to the realm of ‘form’. .We have to realize our formlessness in order to not be so deeply effected by the play and appearances of form. Good subject though. I noticed I wrote a lot...:)
Hows Thailand doing? I lived in Phuket (Nai Harn Beach) for 5 years ..
@@spiritualrenaissance oh.. I'm from the Philippines. :)
I like watching your videos.. discovered them just a few hours ago.
So.. you also experienced "twinflames"? Or was your awakening caused by something else?
I'd like to know what I've experienced about two weeks ago, I felt this energy of being ONE..like I'm alone. Like everything/everyone are stories/characters.. I became scared and then grateful after a while. I'm not sure what that was
ah ok. I spent some time at Bohol beach. It was ok..:) Im not really into using the common conceptual jargon (twin flames, etc.) But yes, I experienced being with someone where I felt like I was with myself (the female form of me) and it was the best human experience Ive had. Spiritual experiences are better though (nothing trumps them and thats a good thing). I can’t say any one particular thing led me into wanting to transcend this human self construct identity. There are many factors and things that led to that. Im not too interested in that though to be honest with you (my human story)... I attempted to make a video about it though if you’d like to see:
th-cam.com/video/bq8HW9RZ6sk/w-d-xo.html
And yes thats good you started to see everything was like a movie set and characters running around playing out their roles (but dont know that their roles). It means that the consciousness is becoming less identified with the whole human game and starting to recognize its formlessness and so you can see things more for what they are-- ‘a divine play’. it will increase but dont worry about it. It happens naturally.
These are not easy topics to talk about but I really like your approach, it feels really straightforward and honest, like listening to a close friend, heart to heart... You've got a new subscriber! Thanks! 🙏❤
Found your teaching it means a lot to my awaken
Eye opening , i meditate on your videos , wish they we re 1 hour long , they truly help in the present moment , they make you aware of certain things , thank you so much ... From Morocco 🇲🇦❤️
thank you!
Stumbled upon this video again today, of course it’s not a coincidence that it’s just what I needed to hear today 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Idk how I found you but I really needed this video right now 😭 Thank you sir. You are a gem 💎
This was a helpful video, thank you
Never stop making videos brotha
Amazing one brother appreciate you very much
🙏 Thank you Yash. Another great video.
Thank you for your videos. Thank you for the time and research it takes for you to make them.
I hope your channel continues to grow.
You are helping people... Me included.
Excellent this one and previous. I'm sending to others to share what has worked for me. Thank you for being soooooooo eager
This helped me greatly, thanks!
Thank you for the energy you put out ❤💫🌟☀️🙏🏾
seriously, thank you so much for your channels and all of your videos. your style has helped me see things extremely clear. after a year of intense non-dual learning and reflection, i’ve naturally been lead to more and more raw forms of talking about these topics. you’re hitting the nail right on man. simple yet profound.
This video feels like divine timing. I was just going through a bout of grief; and the thoughts that accompanied that grief centred around my ex who I believe is a twin flame of mine. I'm certain a key factor in our relationships demise was my constant lusting, edging and pmo. I've been a bit over a month now of semen retention and practice of renunciation of edging (doing my best). Anyways, thank you for your insight. This particular video felt like you were talking directly to my experience and it helped me feel like I'm on the right path in dealing with my urges and emotions in a responsible manner. thank you🙏
10 years with a woman who mirrored me unbelievably perfectly imagine the duality of that yup the best an the worse not o mention the other 5 winan along the way same thing parasites got me here that is great thank you❤😊
My big sister past away last year , sometimes I’m depressed. Feeling angry sad and kind of lost … your right when you watching it is not you ✋🏻 or when I whit friends or family it’s like I have to adapt because I think you must be the same because they can’t go higher/deeper into… they are afraid to vulnerable , now I’m aware of it …. Practice everyday thanks
This was extremely helpful. It's what I need to know about how to "do" being spiritual. It's good to hear I'm doing just fine with it. Thank you and Namaste.
Thank you this helped to see my problems as a gift to understand myself more. And life. Use to just hear it but experiencing it first to face it it helps so much more than the overly positive or stimulant distractions
Thanks Yash, I've been dealing with some heavy emotions from a major heartbreak i just experienced. 💔 This really helped in understanding the process that im going through in a better light. ✨🕯️✨
This was sooo great and exactly what I needed to hear.
Been watching your other channel more than this one and practicing sexual retention 10wks. It's kinda difficult as I'm in a long term relationship, kids, house ect ect and there is much hostility and unpleasantness here now because of this choice.
Thanks for your words of wisdom, it's so great to just come listen to you, you talk a lot of sense. 💜
beautiful
Dang great video, thank you!
The first time I kinda realized that awareness is always there was in my first year of apprenticeship. I was working in the colorkitchen of a printery and in the background there was this constand bum, bum, bum, bum, bum of punching machines.
I was working there weak after weak and it got so boring that my mind starten going Ram Ram Ram Ram Ram Ram Ram for almost 8hours a day at the same rhythm as the machines. Everything was going in circles and there I was in middle of it, untouched. This boring job bacame my saddhana. I still work there at the printmachines and the endless machines going in circles always soothes me.
nice..:) Grace is manifesting for you as the machines...
@@spiritualrenaissance Yeah it is, sadly they are eating up tons of trees each day. I do want to get out of there as soon as I can.
How did you go about making money as a youth? Here in germany everything is massively industrialized and working 40h+ each week is expected, I am ok with working as I dont want to depend on anyone too much. I just need to find somthing thats more aligned with my inner feeling I guess.
Awesome video! Thank you
Godlike video, thank you 🙏🏼
I Love your soul. we will meet in the next plane. of excrescence Am bob
I came across your channel only recently. I really like your casual style which, I imagine, resonates well with many who get spooked by what (their mind tells them) they perceive as strange or too churchy…
I wonder whether you have read or listened to Dick Schwartz, a clinical psychologist from Harvard, who developed the concept of the Internal Family systems. I don’t want to take too much space but would warmly recommend. Briefly, it talks about the mind being composed of different parts , each having a role and a position….
Welcome..:)
Loved it !! Loved the flow and how authentic it is !!! Again just back from meeting a friend who explained mind is racing and it talks to its self, I explained if he can witness it he cant be his mind, he knew this already but was locked in to the thinking to try to rid himself of it, which I felt was adding pressure and resistance, which I could feel, did not go to much further as its his stage to journey to navigate. - Blessings my friend - Nick.
Feel what you feel. Do what you do. Think what you think. Worrying about becoming enlightened is a waste of time. If we are in fact doing this human existence thing over and over eventually we all become enlightened. It’s the whole desire not to desire thing. Lol
Yep true words i can resonate with, like me currently caught up in this hamsterwheel of spiritual bypassing and also like suffering before somethings has happend or even might not happen.
Just in my mind fearing the possibly end of my current relationship and just like at the moment for a few days now feeling and experiencing this total finitude of all things /at least in this reality like realm here.
And struggling with feelings and thoughts also about attractions to other persons, but also and intense fear and the hurt about loosing pur relationship now. Mixxed up with questioning all the stuff about what purpose it is for and so on… like
Evensm struggling here with omg not being to harsh to myself for having thees thoughts and thinkin that rational and maybe out of an egoistic economical level of humans/ persons in the society.
Like its just superintense these days, through this long distance - about being haveway across the globe working, ; … before having this superromantic loving caring emerged compartment relationship versus omg now being superdepressive anxious and nagativel deminuishing all connection (energetically, physicaly, mentally cutting state. Boah kust crazy.
And yeah like u said also watchin myself lixinig it up with spiritual bypass makes it even worse sometimes, just feels like loosen the ground and there is nothing to hold on to in my oen psyche feels like very helpless and also pretty lonely snd the end of „a world „ .
Well but in the end its probably like this just stay with it, u cant nothing do about it sonetimes and simple/plain not drowning it or distracting thyself just, the only way out is through .
And theres is definetely a purge going on through this process.
Thank u gor ur videos :))
Thank you!
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Do you still go to meetings? Are you still cleaning sober? Have you worked the steps? Just curious, I wasn't surprised to hear you've been in the fellowship before because it seems like you have work the steps because usually it's a certain energy about people that I really enjoy
yes, the energy is noticeable. And yes since 1991
Interesting, former actor, bill Pullman, Kris Christopherson well you know convoy guy.
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Great video. I was wondering if you'd possibly do a video about trust please? I feel that trust is cruical in surrender but often I find myself doubting the intentions of others especially in romantic relationships. I want to open my heart to everyone but dropping that "mask" can be frightening when you start to believe you're becoming an open ground for people taking advantage of you or acting maliciously towards you. I'm finding that this balance has been challenging.
The more you feel connection within you to the source the more trust you have because it’s taking care no matter what happens in life.
I can’t understand how we can suppress our emotions if We don’t exist? Who is suppressing if ego is an illusion ?
You will answer that for yourself at sone point.
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Yash my friend do you have a brother any siblings ? You really sound like a solo warrior but still understanding all those things between siblings i have no siblings ❤ Love you man i have so much love and grtafeullness for you in my heart ❤😅😊
💙 im an only child
The more i learn about NPD the more i see it in "spiritual leaders". If they have no desire....why they need a huge following and to be correct? 😅
It isn’t necessarily about being correct or the amount of followers, what most people ignore is the fact that most spiritual leaders/teachers which are jacked up into Universe Frequency somewhat find themselves to be lingering in a huge kindergarten. Imagine your brain running on Windows 11 whilst everyone else’s brains are still running on Windows 1… Although fun at first, it might get to become a bit boring, lol, The fact not to get nailed on the cross any longer makes it entertaining to share insights about the matter. Bit of a win/win situation, sharing is caring, lol
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