My father was in the Vietnam War. His name is James Bowman. He's passed now. But my daddy was a truly amazing father figure. I want to thank ALL soldiers for everything you do for our country..the United States of AMERICA ❣️❣️ You are ALL my HERO❤❤❤
I've seen many many interviews. This is one of probably 5 that goes to the core of what it was like in the Nam. You not only see into this grunts soul but feel the frustration, fear and wonderment to survive the jungles of the Nam. Your not alone, we're here! To all my 11Bravo brothers departed, and present ,peace 🕊️! 🙏🇺🇸🫡 RESPECT!
I was an Army OR Medic in 1972. We stayed busy. I appreciate what this fellow went thru. Where do you think marines , air force, army soldiers that were wounded, walking point, stepping on booby traps, where do you suppose they were airlifted to??? US Navy, US Army Hospital Operating Rooms. No one had a cake walk. I too didn't attend Church again until 16 years after my time in Nam. To this day, I suffer from PTSD, agent Orange Parkinsons, pacemaker, double hip replacement. I count myself fortunate, I joined up.
@@olehippy13 I would not attend church in the States to this very day. After the war, American churchgoers would step over a veteran sleeping under a sheet of cardboard to go in and give money for the Vietnamese refugees. That did it for me.
I was a Marine in Vietnam 68-69 and much of what this Marine said resonates with me as well. We landed at Danang China Beach and as we got off the plane the Marine whose tour was done were passing by us to get on. The Marines who were going home were telling us about the upcoming TET Offensive and that we were all going to die. Marines love to taunt other Marines we just can't help ourselves. That was our introduction to Vietnam and I served at Dong Ha, Quang Tri and Vandergrift which was our most northern base right on the DMZ. I am going to skip telling all my adventures since they are similar to many others. The Marine leadership at the Flag level for some reason I do not understand live by a creed of doing more with less which makes them look good but it is very hard on the junior enlisted personnel. Almost everything we had helos, mortars, weapons etc. were like hand me downs from the other services. I saw Army and Air Force units in country that had brand new weapons and machines just sitting not being used because they had too much. If we had better weapons, machines and equipment we would not have lost so many good Marines. Their attitude filtered down through the Officer ranks and the senior enlisted who had the best of what we had including alcohol. Many Marines needed some release to relax once and a while but we the junior enlisted E1- E5 may get one beer a month which would likely be warm and a crap brand no one else wanted. Subsequently many Marine used drugs primarily Marijuana which was cheap and sometimes laced with opium that the mama Sans would sell in the villages for $5 a bag. For most of us an enlisted club with alcohol would have alleviated much of the drug problems. Vietnam and combat were surreal and we worked every day and most nights no breaks or days off. One night we were playing cards and I said what day is it and we realized not only did we not know what day it was we had no idea what week and were guessing at the month. Every day is Groundhog Day. When the 101 Airborne came to replace Marines in I Corps they put in real showers, enlisted clubs and decent mess halls. They had almost new everything from tanks to weapons etc. When I returned home much like the Devildog in this blog we were dropped off at Edwards AFB given a set of orders and sent home for 30 days leave. No one questioned us about our experiences. Just like this Marine we had some crazies who lived to kill it was better than hunting animals because the hunted could shoot back so to them it was more challenging. These Marines scared me at times with their rantings about killing and loving it. The way we were treated when we returned was incomprehensible and for me it is an open would that will never heal. You cannot turn back the clock and say it didn't happen and "Thank you for your service" rings hollow for me. Words are too easy actions are difficult and I see that all the time by the way our veterans are treated by the VA and our politicians. We are low hanging fruit if they are looking to budget cut and I have witnessed it over and over again. The message I get after all these years is you are important however............... It took me a good five years to stop having night terrors which scared my Wife who would try to wake me. There are still horrible memories that I have shared with no one not even other vets and it has been so long now I wonder if it was just all a bad dream and not real. I could write a book or books about my experiences and the good and bad of the Marine Corps doctrine. From Parris Island in 67 to Nam in 68/69 I don't think anyone would believe me. I still don't talk to folks who were not there and the ones that were and can relate don't talk too much because our experiences are so similar. We listen and nod in agreement. The best cure is not to have wars especially proxy wars for other countries like Saudis and Kuwaitis or any other because no one wins and our young people suffer a lifetime of doubt and guilt. Semper Fi to all my Marine Brothers.
Reminds me of my uncle, he doesn't talk about much. The war never left him, bless these men. They weren't welcomed home to fanfare, no ticker tap parades.
Respect Sir! My father was also an 0341, and was assigned to a line company as a rifleman for the 2/27th, the went to 3/1 Weapons before he got wounded in action. He shares a similar sentiment on the unnecessary chaos and faith. Glad you are here to tell us how it was, and teach us! God Bless you Sir!
Thank you, my Marine brother for making it back home! Thank you for your service to the Corps and to your community. It's difficult to speak about this kind of experience, yet, it needs to be told, so others can see what it is to be put into a situation that is not normal for most. Lost a High School friend, L/Cpl William Franklin USMC 9-16-1970. We live for those that couldn't make it back. Take care of yourself for you are truly worthy of greater things! Namaste. TVE, thank you for this video. From a Vietnam Era Marine Corps veteran.
Marine 3/4 here. I had similar experience while in country. I don't want an interview to share. Too sensitive of personal experiences. Good for this Marine to come forward.
First, Welcome Home Brother. I’m also a Marine Nam Vet, Chu Lai 68-69 1st MAW but unlike you, I was even luckier being stationed on an air base. If I hadn’t been, I might not be here today. I really was into your story, especially when you said, “why am I here?” I’ve thought that since then. The only thing I got from being there was getting my VA benefits, since I have type 2 diabetes and other things. But I’m glad you made it back.
Thank you for all you've done for our country. My stepfather was 68-69 VMFA (AW) -533 Chu Lai. He passed away in 2003. Some of my earliest memories are of living on base in Cherry Point NC. I consider you, my stepfather, and every veteran American Heros.
Thank you nonetheless for having served while I understand (and resonate with) why you were conflicted about your tour. It turns out that you had more insight and intuition into the underlying trouble with that war than most folks. I hope that you have found some peace with what you did there and, moreso, what you saw. Thanks for telling your story and educating those of us who were fortunate enough not to have gone to Vietnam.
Some of the stories that these veterans tell are very hard to listen to, because it highlights just how horrific combat is. I can't even begin to fathom the amount of psychological trauma these veterans have been subjected to During their time in the service war And it's consumption of life is truly sad😢
And he comes back and has a career in public service helping folks in trouble. This man found his humanity and his soul in terrible circumstances. This is Americans at their best.
Every living Vietnam veteran, and the families of the ones that have passed, should be awarded a million dollars tax free, for how they were treated on their return home..
IT IS EASIER TO FOOL PEOPLE THAN TO TELL THEM THAT THEY HAVE BEEN FOOLED. EVERYONE IS FOOLED ON SOMETHING!!...EVEN GULLIBLE PROTESTER PUKES. STARTS WITH SANTA CLAUS OR SOMETHING ELSE .
Thank you for your service sir, and welcome home! I am so glad that your experiences are being recorded! Hopefully our future ancestors will know learn from it. Cheers
Thank you. You are a truly brave, honest human being, thrust into a very difficult situation as a very young marine. Your truthfulness and composure in this interview shine bright. Your willingness to commend your brother soldiers is extremely admirable. My sincerest gratitude. 🙏 😢❤
VietNam 65-66. USMC 2nd BN 7th Marines…Quinhon, Chulai. Grunt. The worst part of VietNam was when it was over, coming home, feeling so alone. I had one year left. After leave, went to Lejeune. Being as how not many had been in combat on that base yet. The rank and file there treated us like shit. Spitshine, do this, do that! I was a corporal and I hated it. The rules sucked. I could not wait for that year to pass so I could get out inJune of 67. I thank God I lived and thankJesus Christ who died for me. He alone gives me hope, even to this day. I shall never forget,the waste of that war for so many. I would not ever fight for this Country the way it is today. This country has become the enemy. It kills our young men and women for greed. All of Washington DC is a giant cesspool. Young people. Don't join.
I am a retired 0369 (0311) GySgt. whom served from 1982 to 2002. I am often asked if I would do it all again? Well, I would with the Marines and Sailors "Doc's" I served with during the time I served. But in today's WOKE military leadership and society, NOT ONLY NO, BUT HELL NO!!!!! I wouldn't survive because I would get into some type of trouble for speaking my mind above and beyond my pay grade. ----- Semper Fidelis!!!!!
Thank you for your service Marine! I fully understand your frustration. I had to deal with much the same. Like you, I turned to God the Father, The Son, and Holy Spirit which allowed me to live with myself and get on with life.
I served in the Marine Corps and Army for Operation Enduring Freedom as an MP. I’m a 100% disabled veteran. No way I’d join the military again or tell someone to join because of the greedy corporations that cause these wars.
One of the things that sticks in my head when i got back from vietnam nobody spit on me or said anything but my second day home i went to dennys restaurant and ordered a BLT sandwich it tasted so good i ordered a second one and the waitress looked at me like i was some kind of pig when i went back home and told my mom about it she asked if i told her i just got back from vietnam i told her no i still dont know why i didnt
I remember being 9-10, in 1969-1970, seeing this terrible war on T.V. I am 64, and just learning from Vietnam veterans how they were spit upon when coming back to the U.S. i am so shocked and disappointed with this. I thank you sir, from the bottom of my heart. ♥️
@@paulprigge1209 I remember it like it happened 3 hours ago. Watching as kid on TV , thinking your time will be here. Then neighbor came back thinking you made it back. Not knowing until later, that approximately 25% of Vietnam veterans were drafted. Thanks to all the men and women who served.
He’s talking about the old Sikorsky chopper it dripped oil as the rotary engine was above you he’s correct about the marine eguipment navy also had old stuff Army had the best gear
My dad was in the army. War zone c dau tieang or however you spell it. He was there during the tet offensive. That place finally killed him in 2022 due to the Cancer from his exposure to agent Orange. Every summer when things were lush and green he was back in that place. R.I.P. Dad Gordon W Cannon
The greatest pacifists I ever met were combat Marines. 2 of them fought in Korea and hated war. One of the two arrived in Vietnam at the age of 40 and fought in a line company.
Dude had a Lieutenant who had less experience than him and only had a few days in as well. These boys was sent on Death Missions…. This war was a trap and Disgrace
Dear fellow USMC veteran. I was a Marine officer candidate during the big event. Graduating from TBS on 1 May 1975 the day after Saigon fell. It is a valid question to ask: so what were we doing there? What ever you do please do not blame Jesus. It was LBJ who wanted that war. Rumor is he had stock in the Bell helicopter place up in Dallas. How is that for a blow job? It was good business for the military industrial complex Eisenhower warned about. We spent enough money in Vietnam on bombs, bullets, and Band-Aids to give everyone in North and South Vietnam a million dollars each. I say again: Blow Job. Not to mention the blood spilled on both sides. The USA was never at risk from N. Vietnam. None the less, you like a lot of others did what you thought was your patriotic duty. At least you did not go hide in Canada like some gutless wonders. Semper Fi JE Rish
When I returned after my first tour 1966-67 I knew something was wrong with the country when in San Francisco airport a pair of hippies asked me if I was "from Vietnam". I continued on to my home without realizing it was not home any more. So, I cut my 45 day leave short by three weeks and returned for my second tour.I survived the TET offensive in 1968 and the fighting in Saigon. Then returned to the USA and a couple of times heard that it would have been better if I had been killed instead of returning alive. After the third tour and discharge in 1973, I have never looked at Americans the same way since. Now I am in Philippines, married and raised three beautiful children as nurses. I am not an "American", I am a Vietnam veteran. I would not be an American again, not for anything.
God bless and keep you Hero!! I served during Vietnam in USMC. Fellow WM I worked with was spit on in SF wearing her Dress Blues🤬🤬 Horrible things done and said to you all that were serving our country!!
History shows the US military grossly underestimated the commitment of the Vietnamese people. They had years of experience fighting the French snd were in it for the long game. Sadly the level of training the US troops had left a lot to be desired , resulting in a tragic waste of a generation of young men & women on both sides. " Lest we forget "🇦🇺
I was drafted in 1967, Vietnam 1st Aviation 1968, I spent fortnight in a field hospital. I hate government people. I'm 100% disabled. My dental care SUCKS! My Veteran health care sucks.
That's strange jungle you had there in Vietnam, in the Malaysian jungle water is everywhere, mostly good, clean water. We never carried much with us because wherever we decided to stop for the night and prepare our evening meal there was always a spring or a stream within 100 metres. On very rare occasions we would use a pig wallow, but only one where the water was crystal clear. Another source of water which we rarely used was run off from the plastic sheets we used as a roof for our hammocks. It often rained, but it was rarely necessary to use the rainwater. I never used sterilising tablets, because the water was very pure and in any case we had to boil it to make tea or coffee. We had a rubberised bag to hold a couple of gallons from which we took our fill.
12:38 he was talking about the song with the lyrics " Jesus don't like killin' no matter what the reason's for..." That's a John Prine song. Your flag decal won't get you into heaven anymore.
And I have also been an atheist since the late '80s or early '90s. Others have discussed whether morality comes from religion, so you're not the first to, rightly. come to this conclusion. I feel I am more moral than plenty of religious people I know. Sam Harris and other philosophers and biologists have discussed the origins of morality.
You should do a story in a friend of mine, outdoor MTN climber/outfitter repair CO Johann’s Upholstery Repair Shop in Tigard OR, Gary. He was in the Marines in 1965 in Vietnam. Has some amazing stories and near death experiences. Thank you ❤🙏🇺🇸
Gap in the hedge and the clearing that was too "clean" was probably full of buried IEDs and had some way of setting them off via pressure, when he went over the hedge row he avoided the trigger since his gut told him it was uncanny but the lt or someone else triggered it setting them off, hence the explosions and casualties
I have never heard of one instance in the Australian army of putting new guys up front. Normally we had a trained scout point followed by another one and they rotated every two or three hours. Following them was our corporal, his gun crew and the riflemen of which I was one. Upon gaining more experience after five months I was one of the ones up front until coming home seven months later. Like myself, newbies are too shit scared to take in their surroundings and unfamiliar with enemy signs and tactics, leading us into their ambushes. This American habit I knew even then, is just too stupid for words
He Didn't sound Like he Turned Against the VietNam War ... He was Just surviving the war ... Remember, reminiscin, the Experiences,, the Womans movement, , Remember War is hell for everyone .
I was in 1/1 contien and got hit all the time but kinda all over the place but I was battalions radio operator I will never do this again i am so screwed up from agent orange
(Using my sons account) bless you, and grateful for you. It’s so sad that you had to experience all that and you are a hero on all levels. Respectfully, and humbly, I say with so much love and not one bit of judgment on my part, he is not an atheist, he is angry at God. Many professed atheist called themselves that, but subconsciously they are angry at God I don’t blame you, and wish you so much good in life.
Swamp War.... Thank You for Your service not knowing the real Swamp behind it all. Shame on those that have no shame... Shame on them all....Creator knows...... [ EPHESIANS 5:11 ]
I have mixed thoughts about this poor guy’s testimony. But I understand his frustration with as to why there is war. First, reference to Marine enlisted promoted to officer ranks: they are called ‘Mustang’ officers. Next, there are many recorded instances of ‘close in’ fighting and hand to hand combat with the enemy in the Vietnam war. My uncle was a Marine during Tet 68, and he fought hand in hand with NVA attackers! This old man seems to have not wisened much in his later years. All veterans regret war, the sense of loss, the insanity. The true realities, tragedies, abstract inconsistencies, ironies, the deaths of good men (and women), the displays and acts of courage and cowardice, the senseless destruction of lives and property, the deaths of innocents, killings of old men and women, mothers with children and babies, these are all scenes of practically every armed conflict since the beginning of time. Again, it is called insanity. War is an inevitable consequence in the history of the world. It is not going to end, but that does not mean we should stop working toward peace. War is inevitable, it is part of the true nature of man, like it or not. History repeats itself, unequivocally. This guy in his old age should know that. And last but not least, if he does not know God and dies today, he is in a for a rude awakening, to say the very least. Myself, a retired career soldier and a Vietnam war veteran, I cannot and will not forgive our country’s betrayal of South Vietnam when the democrat controlled Congress in 1975 ended U.S. support to fight the spread of communism in Vietnam. The decision was a direct slap in the faces of 58,200 who died when the American government sent us to fight in Vietnam! Shame on that Congress! Shame on that moral coward who was called LBJ!
I'm not sure what you're objecting to. His view seems consistent with many Vietnam vets and doesn't even contradict your own comment. He also doesn't seem to object to God or proclaim atheism, he just rejected organized religion and he gave a pretty good reason for it.
@@shyman3000 A combat veteran can be bitter, angry, frustrated, and even regretful. But, being a whiner is not acceptable. This guy comes across as such. I did not want to say it in the beginning, yet you ‘begged the question’.
@@wlodell Fair enough. I guess i do not see any whining in this testimony. I don't see anger, frustration or even much regret either. Just a guy recalling what he experienced.
The SSgt he mentioned that were promoted to Lt. Yes you're right once an enlisted becomes an officer they are a 'Mustang officer.' But what this veteran didn't know. The SSgt. was given a battlefield commission.
I am of the opinion he may or not have been in the Marine Corps. You don't forget"bug juice, mustangs or walk point the first day, Either way he is so off on most normal jar head information. 0331 Vietnam I CORE 1968. USMC
Your war was no different from the war fought by the SS troops in WW11 ..you all fought to stay alive but you were fighting a totally unjust war and you refuse to agnolige it ..2 million Vietnamese killed for what ....?
I'm not here to argue. I base my opinion on what I've learned over the years, not on the pablum that I've been fed all of my life. Peace@@Melior_Traiano
@@DrMarkAinge Great! You think for yourself, that is what I admire about people like you. And thats why you won't forget the countless people, who died under the communist regimes of Stalin and Mao.
Same logic as previous combats aren't worth it, so are police actions domestically because of lack of will to have an outward predominant postage of outreach for people to live toward living longer in life threw out our country on billboards and on signage and such, instead unjust enrichment is instilled threw alcoholism and hopelessness that people that people are surrounded by are uncaring about guaranteeing each other's care about each other's ability to be all they can be while caring about each other or even caring about each other in a basic and reasonable way without biases for unjust-enrichment career hours toward law enforcement pensions and so on.
I know Jesus well, our lord and savior will party with us in heaven! Imagine the coke, dope and booze the big G man has stocked away! Getting absolutely blitzed with Jesus sounds fun
The french were kicked out Vietnam in middle 1954 ,so why the americans , if they really wanted to fight the communisme and not feed the US corporations already ; didn't assisted the french in the 50's ?
The United States first began asserting itself in Vietnam's affairs during the French-Indochina war. The United States gave France $2.6 billion over the next decade to help the country re-establish rule in Vietnam. In fact, the U.S. allocated more funds for the French-Indochina War than did the French.
Glad you made it back, Howard. Thanks for your service. I am sorry you seem to be taking the atheism route... without Jesus Christ there is no meaning in life, and I have abundant life due to only Him.
@@myrealname8767 He has the ABILITY to share his view, but the multifaceted, complex evidence of nature implies that atheists are illogical, irrational FOOLS.
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My father was in the Vietnam War. His name is James Bowman. He's passed now. But my daddy was a truly amazing father figure. I want to thank ALL soldiers for everything you do for our country..the United States of AMERICA ❣️❣️ You are ALL my HERO❤❤❤
Perhaps the most sincere and honest interview on VN I have heard. Thank you, Marine, for your service. I'm glad you made it home.
I agree. This guy was so honest about everything. Some guys wants sound tuff, hell. Not me. Please, please don't shoot. Lol
People who have been through war, and came out the other end should get a just reward for their service, they don't get near enough
I've seen many many interviews. This is one of probably 5 that goes to the core of what it was like in the Nam. You not only see into this grunts soul but feel the frustration, fear and wonderment to survive the jungles of the Nam. Your not alone, we're here! To all my 11Bravo brothers departed, and present ,peace 🕊️! 🙏🇺🇸🫡 RESPECT!
11 Bravo - Airborne All the Way!!
Thank you all for your service and sacrifice. It is greatly appreciated.
Thank you for your sacrifice. 😊
I was an Army OR Medic in 1972. We stayed busy.
I appreciate what this fellow went thru. Where do you think marines , air force, army soldiers that were wounded, walking point, stepping on booby traps, where do you suppose they were airlifted to??? US Navy, US Army Hospital Operating Rooms. No one had a cake walk. I too didn't attend Church again until 16 years after my time in Nam.
To this day, I suffer from PTSD, agent Orange Parkinsons, pacemaker, double hip replacement.
I count myself fortunate, I joined up.
@@olehippy13 I would not attend church in the States to this very day. After the war, American churchgoers would step over a veteran sleeping under a sheet of cardboard to go in and give money for the Vietnamese refugees. That did it for me.
I was a Marine in Vietnam 68-69 and much of what this Marine said resonates with me as well. We landed at Danang China Beach and as we got off the plane the Marine whose tour was done were passing by us to get on. The Marines who were going home were telling us about the upcoming TET Offensive and that we were all going to die. Marines love to taunt other Marines we just can't help ourselves. That was our introduction to Vietnam and I served at Dong Ha, Quang Tri and Vandergrift which was our most northern base right on the DMZ. I am going to skip telling all my adventures since they are similar to many others. The Marine leadership at the Flag level for some reason I do not understand live by a creed of doing more with less which makes them look good but it is very hard on the junior enlisted personnel. Almost everything we had helos, mortars, weapons etc. were like hand me downs from the other services. I saw Army and Air Force units in country that had brand new weapons and machines just sitting not being used because they had too much. If we had better weapons, machines and equipment we would not have lost so many good Marines. Their attitude filtered down through the Officer ranks and the senior enlisted who had the best of what we had including alcohol. Many Marines needed some release to relax once and a while but we the junior enlisted E1- E5 may get one beer a month which would likely be warm and a crap brand no one else wanted. Subsequently many Marine used drugs primarily Marijuana which was cheap and sometimes laced with opium that the mama Sans would sell in the villages for $5 a bag. For most of us an enlisted club with alcohol would have alleviated much of the drug problems.
Vietnam and combat were surreal and we worked every day and most nights no breaks or days off. One night we were playing cards and I said what day is it and we realized not only did we not know what day it was we had no idea what week and were guessing at the month. Every day is Groundhog Day. When the 101 Airborne came to replace Marines in I Corps they put in real showers, enlisted clubs and decent mess halls. They had almost new everything from tanks to weapons etc. When I returned home much like the Devildog in this blog we were dropped off at Edwards AFB given a set of orders and sent home for 30 days leave. No one questioned us about our experiences. Just like this Marine we had some crazies who lived to kill it was better than hunting animals because the hunted could shoot back so to them it was more challenging. These Marines scared me at times with their rantings about killing and loving it. The way we were treated when we returned was incomprehensible and for me it is an open would that will never heal. You cannot turn back the clock and say it didn't happen and "Thank you for your service" rings hollow for me. Words are too easy actions are difficult and I see that all the time by the way our veterans are treated by the VA and our politicians. We are low hanging fruit if they are looking to budget cut and I have witnessed it over and over again. The message I get after all these years is you are important however...............
It took me a good five years to stop having night terrors which scared my Wife who would try to wake me. There are still horrible memories that I have shared with no one not even other vets and it has been so long now I wonder if it was just all a bad dream and not real. I could write a book or books about my experiences and the good and bad of the Marine Corps doctrine. From Parris Island in 67 to Nam in 68/69 I don't think anyone would believe me. I still don't talk to folks who were not there and the ones that were and can relate don't talk too much because our experiences are so similar. We listen and nod in agreement. The best cure is not to have wars especially proxy wars for other countries like Saudis and Kuwaitis or any other because no one wins and our young people suffer a lifetime of doubt and guilt. Semper Fi to all my Marine Brothers.
Reminds me of my uncle, he doesn't talk about much. The war never left him, bless these men. They weren't welcomed home to fanfare, no ticker tap parades.
I salute every veteran of the Vietnam War every warrior should have been welcomed home
Respect Sir! My father was also an 0341, and was assigned to a line company as a rifleman for the 2/27th, the went to 3/1 Weapons before he got wounded in action. He shares a similar sentiment on the unnecessary chaos and faith. Glad you are here to tell us how it was, and teach us! God Bless you Sir!
Thank you, my Marine brother for making it back home! Thank you for your service to the Corps and to your community. It's difficult to speak about this kind of experience, yet, it needs to be told, so others can see what it is to be put into a situation that is not normal for most. Lost a High School friend, L/Cpl William Franklin USMC 9-16-1970. We live for those that couldn't make it back. Take care of yourself for you are truly worthy of greater things! Namaste. TVE, thank you for this video. From a Vietnam Era Marine Corps veteran.
Politicians should be on the front line along with their children !
Wouldn't be many wars.
@@AMelton-lh3tg zionists would let that happen ,ever.
@@AMelton-lh3tgcorrect
AMEN
Marine 3/4 here. I had similar experience while in country. I don't want an interview to share. Too sensitive of personal experiences. Good for this Marine to come forward.
God bless you brother.
12:52 The look in the man's eyes.
No words can describe it. Moving and powerful.
First, Welcome Home Brother. I’m also a Marine Nam Vet, Chu Lai 68-69 1st MAW but unlike you, I was even luckier being stationed on an air base. If I hadn’t been, I might not be here today. I really was into your story, especially when you said, “why am I here?” I’ve thought that since then. The only thing I got from being there was getting my VA benefits, since I have type 2 diabetes and other things. But I’m glad you made it back.
I really hope you my unknown friend your life is amazing 👍 all love from theuk 🤣
@@lythalls
Thank You for that. I was just one of MANY that wasn’t out in the boonies, like this Marine was. And yes, I’m very thankful for it.
Thank you for all you've done for our country. My stepfather was 68-69 VMFA (AW) -533 Chu Lai. He passed away in 2003. Some of my earliest memories are of living on base in Cherry Point NC. I consider you, my stepfather, and every veteran American Heros.
Welcome home, sir. Thank you for your service. You have my everlasting appreciation and respect. 🇺🇸
This channel is very important to share the reality of that time in a new space of understanding. Thank You.
Howard, thank you for your service and especially for your dialogue here.
Thank you nonetheless for having served while I understand (and resonate with) why you were conflicted about your tour. It turns out that you had more insight and intuition into the underlying trouble with that war than most folks. I hope that you have found some peace with what you did there and, moreso, what you saw. Thanks for telling your story and educating those of us who were fortunate enough not to have gone to Vietnam.
Some of the stories that these veterans tell are very hard to listen to, because it highlights just how horrific combat is. I can't even begin to fathom the amount of psychological trauma these veterans have been subjected to During their time in the service war And it's consumption of life is truly sad😢
Thank you for your service,bravery, sacrifice...welcome home sir...we love you 👍🇺🇸🇨🇱✌️
And he comes back and has a career in public service helping folks in trouble. This man found his humanity and his soul in terrible circumstances. This is Americans at their best.
I was a 1371 a combat engineer that he mentioned. That is exactly how it was over there. I served in that area too. I knew it well.
Every living Vietnam veteran, and the families of the ones that have passed, should be awarded a million dollars tax free, for how they were treated on their return home..
Tax free? Now you are talking my language.
Calley and Medina inlcuded?
They should pay those millions to the children of Agent Orange
IT IS EASIER TO FOOL PEOPLE THAN TO TELL THEM THAT THEY HAVE BEEN FOOLED. EVERYONE IS FOOLED ON SOMETHING!!...EVEN GULLIBLE PROTESTER PUKES. STARTS WITH SANTA CLAUS OR SOMETHING ELSE .
That's awesome. My dad would get that.
Thank you for your service sir, and welcome home! I am so glad that your experiences are being recorded! Hopefully our future ancestors will know learn from it. Cheers
Thank you for making him serve.
Very powerful stuff
Thank you. You are a truly brave, honest human being, thrust into a very difficult situation as a very young marine. Your truthfulness and composure in this interview shine bright. Your willingness to commend your brother soldiers is extremely admirable. My sincerest gratitude. 🙏 😢❤
Never have i heard the truth about war put so clearly. Thank you for your service
I thank you all for your service.
VietNam 65-66. USMC 2nd BN 7th Marines…Quinhon, Chulai. Grunt.
The worst part of VietNam was when it was over, coming home, feeling so alone. I had one year left. After leave, went to Lejeune. Being as how not many had been in combat on that base yet. The rank and file there treated us like shit. Spitshine, do this, do that! I was a corporal and I hated it. The rules sucked. I could not wait for that year to pass so I could get out inJune of 67. I thank God I lived and thankJesus Christ who died for me. He alone gives me hope, even to this day. I shall never forget,the waste of that war for so many. I would not ever fight for this Country the way it is today. This country has become the enemy. It kills our young men and women for greed. All of Washington DC is a giant cesspool. Young people. Don't join.
I am a retired 0369 (0311) GySgt. whom served from 1982 to 2002. I am often asked if I would do it all again? Well, I would with the Marines and Sailors "Doc's" I served with during the time I served. But in today's WOKE military leadership and society, NOT ONLY NO, BUT HELL NO!!!!! I wouldn't survive because I would get into some type of trouble for speaking my mind above and beyond my pay grade. ----- Semper Fidelis!!!!!
Thank you for your service Marine!
I fully understand your frustration. I had to deal with much the same. Like you, I turned to God the Father, The Son, and Holy Spirit which allowed me to live with myself and get on with life.
❤ God bless my bro! Peace of Christ be upon you!
I served in the Marine Corps and Army for Operation Enduring Freedom as an MP. I’m a 100% disabled veteran. No way I’d join the military again or tell someone to join because of the greedy corporations that cause these wars.
One of the things that sticks in my head when i got back from vietnam nobody spit on me or said anything but my second day home i went to dennys restaurant and ordered a BLT sandwich it tasted so good i ordered a second one and the waitress looked at me like i was some kind of pig when i went back home and told my mom about it she asked if i told her i just got back from vietnam i told her no i still dont know why i didnt
Dennys restaurant pulled out of my home town, good riddance.
Poignant story...my deep respect
I remember being 9-10, in 1969-1970, seeing this terrible war on T.V. I am 64, and just learning from Vietnam veterans how they were spit upon when coming back to the U.S. i am so shocked and disappointed with this. I thank you sir, from the bottom of my heart. ♥️
Do you remember watching the evening news number of Kia is as well as aircraft shot down? Exactly your age.
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I remember it like it happened 3 hours ago. Watching as kid on TV , thinking your time will be here. Then neighbor came back thinking you made it back. Not knowing until later, that approximately 25% of Vietnam veterans were drafted. Thanks to all the men and women who served.
❤❤❤ welcome home brother 😇😇😇
Thank You For Your Service and Sacrifice
3rd Batt. 7th Marines ChuLai,RVN 10/65-11/66
Thank You SIR......for everything.
I knew after the first couple months that I had made a bad decision volunteering to serve there!
I served in G/2/5 from 1993 to 1996. Much love and respect to all Nam Vets. --- Semper Fi!!!
Well said.
Semper Fi brother, right there with you.
Welcome home Superman.
Thank you and God bless you!
Welcome home, thank you so much for your service.👊🏻🇺🇸
He’s talking about the old Sikorsky chopper it dripped oil as the rotary engine was above you he’s correct about the marine eguipment navy also had old stuff Army had the best gear
If they stop dripping it means they ate out of oil of hydraulic fluid.
My dad was in the army. War zone c dau tieang or however you spell it. He was there during the tet offensive. That place finally killed him in 2022 due to the Cancer from his exposure to agent Orange. Every summer when things were lush and green he was back in that place. R.I.P. Dad Gordon W Cannon
The greatest pacifists I ever met were combat Marines. 2 of them fought in Korea and hated war. One of the two arrived in Vietnam at the age of 40 and fought in a line company.
Dude had a Lieutenant who had less experience than him and only had a few days in as well. These boys was sent on Death Missions…. This war was a trap and Disgrace
They are conflicted because they know the whole thing wasnt worth it.
Same with GWOT vets. We haven’t had the stomach to truly win a war since WWII.
Dear fellow USMC veteran. I was a Marine officer candidate during the big event. Graduating from TBS on 1 May 1975 the day after Saigon fell. It is a valid question to ask:
so what were we doing there? What ever you do please do not blame Jesus. It was LBJ who wanted that war. Rumor is he had stock in the Bell helicopter place up in Dallas. How is that for a blow job? It was good business for the military industrial complex Eisenhower
warned about. We spent enough money in Vietnam on bombs, bullets, and Band-Aids to give everyone in North and South Vietnam a million dollars each. I say again: Blow Job.
Not to mention the blood spilled on both sides. The USA was never at risk from N. Vietnam. None the less, you like a lot of others did what you thought was your patriotic
duty. At least you did not go hide in Canada like some gutless wonders. Semper Fi JE Rish
When I returned after my first tour 1966-67 I knew something was wrong with the country when in San Francisco airport a pair of hippies asked me if I was "from Vietnam". I continued on to my home without realizing it was not home any more. So, I cut my 45 day leave short by three weeks and returned for my second tour.I survived the TET offensive in 1968 and the fighting in Saigon. Then returned to the USA and a couple of times heard that it would have been better if I had been killed instead of returning alive. After the third tour and discharge in 1973, I have never looked at Americans the same way since. Now I am in Philippines, married and raised three beautiful children as nurses. I am not an "American", I am a Vietnam veteran. I would not be an American again, not for anything.
🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉salamat ❤
Dear veteran
What branch were you in and your mos
And how much were you paid a month and your medals if you don't mind telling me?
God bless and keep you Hero!! I served during Vietnam in USMC. Fellow WM I worked with was spit on in SF wearing her Dress Blues🤬🤬 Horrible things done and said to you all that were serving our country!!
History shows the US military grossly underestimated the commitment of the Vietnamese people. They had years of experience fighting the French snd were in it for the long game. Sadly the level of training the US troops had left a lot to be desired , resulting in a tragic waste of a generation of young men & women on both sides.
" Lest we forget "🇦🇺
Thanks for the therapy. I was army infantry. And lost my religion in Nam
God bless this soldier…ptsd on full display.
I was drafted in 1967, Vietnam 1st Aviation 1968, I spent fortnight in a field hospital. I hate government people. I'm 100% disabled. My dental care SUCKS! My Veteran health care sucks.
Gap in the hedgerow you think Pressure pad.
He jumped over it and the Lt stepped on it behind him
Yes he said that and his instincts was right.
Spot on.
It sounded like the biggest threat to his life, came from his own side!
That's strange jungle you had there in Vietnam, in the Malaysian jungle water is everywhere, mostly good, clean water. We never carried much with us because wherever we decided to stop for the night and prepare our evening meal there was always a spring or a stream within 100 metres. On very rare occasions we would use a pig wallow, but only one where the water was crystal clear. Another source of water which we rarely used was run off from the plastic sheets we used as a roof for our hammocks. It often rained, but it was rarely necessary to use the rainwater. I never used sterilising tablets, because the water was very pure and in any case we had to boil it to make tea or coffee. We had a rubberised bag to hold a couple of gallons from which we took our fill.
They called it friendly fire, I never could wrap my brain around that one. Welcome home my brothers
Wow he has a soul and balls to do what's right.Bless you
12:38 he was talking about the song with the lyrics " Jesus don't like killin' no matter what the reason's for..." That's a John Prine song. Your flag decal won't get you into heaven anymore.
It's easy to stand on the sidelines and criticize the men who got drafted and would rather be anywhere else in the world.
Welcome home Marine
My MOS was also O341! 81mm mortarman. Ooorah. Served in the 1980s.
And I have also been an atheist since the late '80s or early '90s. Others have discussed whether morality comes from religion, so you're not the first to, rightly. come to this conclusion. I feel I am more moral than plenty of religious people I know. Sam Harris and other philosophers and biologists have discussed the origins of morality.
You should do a story in a friend of mine, outdoor MTN climber/outfitter repair CO Johann’s Upholstery Repair Shop in Tigard OR, Gary.
He was in the Marines in 1965 in Vietnam.
Has some amazing stories and near death experiences.
Thank you ❤🙏🇺🇸
Send me an email: thevnexperience@gmail.com - I’ll be in Oregon periodically through the summer and fall.
What kind of Bobby trap or bomb was this? I’m confused how this was set off.
Gap in the hedge and the clearing that was too "clean" was probably full of buried IEDs and had some way of setting them off via pressure, when he went over the hedge row he avoided the trigger since his gut told him it was uncanny but the lt or someone else triggered it setting them off, hence the explosions and casualties
Great vid I lucked out in 1970 2 high lottery numbers
Welcome home Marine Semper Fi
Who in their right mind would let the new guy walk point? I mean that is just being cruel.
Everyone shares the burden in a Line Company. It's the only way to get experience. I agree, though. Ill advised for a guy this cherry.
One of the most experienced guys should have been right beside or behind him and another with the new lieutenant!
and what ssg that gets a field promotion to lt. has no experience? 🙄
I have never heard of one instance in the Australian army of putting new guys up front. Normally we had a trained scout point followed by another one and they rotated every two or three hours. Following them was our corporal, his gun crew and the riflemen of which I was one. Upon gaining more experience after five months I was one of the ones up front until coming home seven months later. Like myself, newbies are too shit scared to take in their surroundings and unfamiliar with enemy signs and tactics, leading us into their ambushes. This American habit I knew even then, is just too stupid for words
He Didn't sound Like he Turned Against the VietNam War ... He was Just surviving the war ... Remember, reminiscin, the Experiences,, the Womans movement, , Remember War is hell for everyone .
Great interview some comparison to dead nva and religious action at the same time
Welcome home, brother.
Give him a break, he probably experienced more than you will ever understand
Horrible war and destroyed an American generation, but my hat off that he went and served.
yeh...a gen. of dopeheads...plain truth!!!🤨
Semper Fi Marine!
I was in 1/1 contien and got hit all the time but kinda all over the place but I was battalions radio operator I will never do this again i am so screwed up from agent orange
Semper FI Marine, and Welcome Home.
(Using my sons account) bless you, and grateful for you. It’s so sad that you had to experience all that and you are a hero on all levels. Respectfully, and humbly, I say with so much love and not one bit of judgment on my part, he is not an atheist, he is angry at God. Many professed atheist called themselves that, but subconsciously they are angry at God I don’t blame you, and wish you so much good in life.
Swamp War.... Thank You for Your service not knowing the real Swamp behind it all. Shame on those that have no shame... Shame on them all....Creator knows...... [ EPHESIANS 5:11 ]
Sounds like Hicks from Aliens
13:19 agreed
I have mixed thoughts about this poor guy’s testimony. But I understand his frustration with as to why there is war.
First, reference to Marine enlisted promoted to officer ranks: they are called ‘Mustang’ officers. Next, there are many recorded instances of ‘close in’ fighting and hand to hand combat with the enemy in the Vietnam war. My uncle was a Marine during Tet 68, and he fought hand in hand with NVA attackers! This old man seems to have not wisened much in his later years. All veterans regret war, the sense of loss, the insanity. The true realities, tragedies, abstract inconsistencies, ironies, the deaths of good men (and women), the displays and acts of courage and cowardice, the senseless destruction of lives and property, the deaths of innocents, killings of old men and women, mothers with children and babies, these are all scenes of practically every armed conflict since the beginning of time. Again, it is called insanity. War is an inevitable consequence in the history of the world. It is not going to end, but that does not mean we should stop working toward peace. War is inevitable, it is part of the true nature of man, like it or not. History repeats itself, unequivocally. This guy in his old age should know that. And last but not least, if he does not know God and dies today, he is in a for a rude awakening, to say the very least.
Myself, a retired career soldier and a Vietnam war veteran, I cannot and will not forgive our country’s betrayal of South Vietnam when the democrat controlled Congress in 1975 ended U.S. support to fight the spread of communism in Vietnam. The decision was a direct slap in the faces of 58,200 who died when the American government sent us to fight in Vietnam! Shame on that Congress! Shame on that moral coward who was called LBJ!
I'm not sure what you're objecting to. His view seems consistent with many Vietnam vets and doesn't even contradict your own comment. He also doesn't seem to object to God or proclaim atheism, he just rejected organized religion and he gave a pretty good reason for it.
@@shyman3000 A combat veteran can be bitter, angry, frustrated, and even regretful. But, being a whiner is not acceptable. This guy comes across as such. I did not want to say it in the beginning, yet you ‘begged the question’.
@@wlodell Fair enough. I guess i do not see any whining in this testimony. I don't see anger, frustration or even much regret either. Just a guy recalling what he experienced.
A whiner? He told the truth. Donald had bone spurs.
The SSgt he mentioned that were promoted to Lt. Yes you're right once an enlisted becomes an officer they are a 'Mustang officer.' But what this veteran didn't know. The SSgt. was given a battlefield commission.
"mustang" NCO TO OFFICER
My father
Say twice as many deaths and wounded from accidents and friendly fire than from the enemy and 1 suicide.
I am of the opinion he may or not have been in the Marine Corps. You don't forget"bug juice, mustangs or walk point the first day, Either way he is so off on most normal jar head information. 0331 Vietnam I CORE 1968. USMC
Battlefield promotion.
Your war was no different from the war fought by the SS troops in WW11 ..you all fought to stay alive but you were fighting a totally unjust war and you refuse to agnolige it ..2 million Vietnamese killed for what ....?
You have no idea what youre talking about. Its best you keep your mouth shut. Otherwise your ignorance spills out.
There should be a special place in hell for Johnson, McNamara, Nixon and Kissinger. Stalin and Mao could have learned a ton from those four.`
Mao alone has probably 10x the kill count of Johnson, McNamara, Nixon and Kissinger combined.
I'm not here to argue. I base my opinion on what I've learned over the years, not on the pablum that I've been fed all of my life. Peace@@Melior_Traiano
@@DrMarkAinge Great! You think for yourself, that is what I admire about people like you. And thats why you won't forget the countless people, who died under the communist regimes of Stalin and Mao.
Wasn't Nixon the one who got us out of Vietnam?
Well Kissinger just died and went to H.E.L.L.
Mike Co 3/4 3RD Mar DIV 0351 👍
MIKE 3/5 0351 SEMPER FI!! 66-67
Sad
Green to Gold (enlisted to officer)
Don't give up on Jesus,he won't give up on you.😊
Yeah he skated through 3x but thinks it's luck
Did you ever watch 9/11
@@mikemegame1cause it is luck.. random chance is the logical conclusion not some magic hippie who pissed off the romans
Same logic as previous combats aren't worth it, so are police actions domestically because of lack of will to have an outward predominant postage of outreach for people to live toward living longer in life threw out our country on billboards and on signage and such, instead unjust enrichment is instilled threw alcoholism and hopelessness that people that people are surrounded by are uncaring about guaranteeing each other's care about each other's ability to be all they can be while caring about each other or even caring about each other in a basic and reasonable way without biases for unjust-enrichment career hours toward law enforcement pensions and so on.
Wonder what % he gets for PTSD
All of them that served get 100% disability so that's about $4,200 to 4,600 a month.
The pause at 12:53......mmmm
A newbie who walked point ! !!! How out of order were the vets ? Absolutely wrong !
Says who? It makes perfect sense why the fng's were made to walk point
Newbies always got point
Athiest? The good book *is filled with the horrors of humanity!* This sort of experience makes perfect since, when reading/studying the Bible..
Echo 2/4 Vietnam
we were over there for someone elses agenda, Makes me sick, The Demons who sent our boys over there need to be dealt with, Horrendous
Respectfully, i pray the Lord opens your eyes to the truth of His love.
I know Jesus well, he used to mow my lawn before he got deported.
@@duanejackson6718not funny. But i guess you'll be laughing on judgement day when you get on your knees and saying Jesus is Lord.
I know Jesus well, our lord and savior will party with us in heaven! Imagine the coke, dope and booze the big G man has stocked away! Getting absolutely blitzed with Jesus sounds fun
Sounds like the Ashau valley where he was.
Was it common for new guys to be put on point? seems messed up
Real deal is obvious. Much love and prayers for all you men. G.Justice
Mustang officer
The french were kicked out Vietnam in middle 1954 ,so why the americans , if they really wanted to fight the communisme and not feed the US corporations already ; didn't assisted the french in the 50's ?
The United States first began asserting itself in Vietnam's affairs during the French-Indochina war. The United States gave France $2.6 billion over the next decade to help the country re-establish rule in Vietnam. In fact, the U.S. allocated more funds for the French-Indochina War than did the French.
@@eldandonsmith5372thanks for saving me the time to say the exact same thing. Excellent freaking post bro.
With all due respect Jesus is not against all killing no matter the reason.
12:35 - John prine - your flag detail won’t get you into heaven anymore
Glad you made it back, Howard. Thanks for your service. I am sorry you seem to be taking the atheism route... without Jesus Christ there is no meaning in life, and I have abundant life due to only Him.
Well that is your opinion at the end of the day and he shouldn’t have to share the same view as you if he doesn’t want to.
@@myrealname8767 He has the ABILITY to share his view, but the multifaceted, complex evidence of nature implies that atheists are illogical, irrational FOOLS.