ProblematicHipHop I couldn't agree more buddy. Keep spreading the awareness you do, the world will be a less lonely an dark place because of people like you
I'm diagnosed with depression and anxiety but everyone at my school thinks it's a joke but after I tried taking my life everyone started paying attention
Don't be scared, it's not a danger m, and if you see people like me as a human, with struggles, and you don't try tippy toeing around the or trying to make them a project you think you can fix, it makes them feel like they are not human, but a lost case. It makes us feel we should try harder and not be ourselves and we lose ourselves more and go deeper into our shadows.
I suffer from bad depression at I completely understand you trying to help people. Thanks bro. Respect to you 🤙🤘😭. I've been through so much stuff in the last two years it's even got more worse. Respect to you brother
I lost my mom to suicide but they told us that they could not say for sure if it was accidentally or not...she was a drinker but her BAC levels was 0%...the only thing that was there was her own meds...so for you people out there watch your parents as much as you do your children...you can save a life...I love my mom and miss her so much ❤️♥️❤️
I lost my Grandfather, 2 cousins & recently my best friend, I believe It is a suicidal gene which I have, plz don't blame ur mum, I wish it woz explainable. ♥️
Sorry for your loss 😔 the old cliche doesn’t hold up in my experience....time doesn’t heal all wounds..... I just hope you have learned how to cope over the past couple years and keep her in your heart as she watches over you as you live life 🖤
clinical depression sucks. had problems with that since 13 and im 33 now. dysthymia with episodes of major depressive disorder, had a canabis psychosis that lasted for 12 years that brought anxiety and panic attacks. the psychosis is over and the panic attacks stuck around for a while longer but not so much now. came back while having MDP episode for about a year tho so will see what the next episode looks like. but now it's just dysthymia and adhd but my doctor says he sees some autistic traits in me but i turned down the investigation for that because i dont know if its worth it or not to have it on paper if i have autism that is. my advice is to treat yourself like somebody you care for. never stay stagnant and always try achive goals, i learned that from jordan peterson and he's helped me alot with how to change the way i think and see things in a better way to not be just lost. he went through hell in life and is a professor in psychology and is trying to help people to help themself even tho he still is suffering with depression and all the shit he and his family went through. th-cam.com/video/5EASVjWNCtg/w-d-xo.html this is a video with 3-4 different parts and the depression part is the last but the whole video is like 12 min long. watch the whole thing. he got alot more on depresson free on youtube and sincerly recommend every one struggling to listen to this guy. and remeber you are stronger and got more potential than you think.
Iv been suffering from suicidal thoughts for idfk how long it's been Iv been so caught up in it lately that I just lost all sense of control But I'm still hear all thanks to this. Problematic once again you praval And you never let me down God bless brother 🙏
ProblematicHipHop You are completely right. I definitely downloaded this song. I’ve had it on repeat for the past few days. I love the message behind it. During my 16 years of life, not only have I had thoughts of suicide but, I’ve lost 3 people to it. I love what you are about and I can’t wait for you to get the recognition you deserve. Keep up the amazing work! ❤️
Well don't commit suicide because it's a selfish and lazy way to die and alot of people love you and I promise that life gets 100 time better in the future btw nice name
Same dude same and its sad...the only thing that keeps me going is my brother...i love him to death. But if you can find someone and they are always there it will help a little
I walked down both paths of victim of suicide, it’s never easy...luckily for me, one path had a roadblock and I’m still here for my 4-year-old, even though the stress and depression are worsening...I’m still walking for my child, and I’m walking for ANYBODY who needs someone to listen!! Homie, you got a grown ass man who seldom cries, tearing up like a waterfall...thank you bro!! I mean it, fucking thank you!! ❤️
The only reason why I’m staying alive iz cuz of my only to brothers having depression and finding out I have cancer just broke me even more. And knowing my brothers are dying as well shit sucks man I’m 21 my other brothers are 22 and 24 it’s just us three left man 😞
Bro this song hits so hard I play this song on a loop because every bar is so true honestly, you have been the therapist. I believe if I didn't find your music I would be dead Before I found your music my life was a mess attempting weekly but your music hit me so hard that I couldn't stop listing to it Thank you you have helped so many people it is awesome keep putting out the impact full messages
I haven't felt this way until May 5th 2017... The person who gave birth to me, My Mom, she passed away.. You are keeping me alive with this.. Thank you!
@@ProblematicHipHop @LeaderWolfMCYT you got this !! 👌 Each day is a blessing no matter what way you look at it, because everything teaches us now to be stronger an that's what's important.. Hope yr doing good... 🎶
@@PAEMusic Always better to lift a person's spirits up rather than just walking by... I almost lost my son an my adopted son to a stupid ex best friends fight, that left my adopted son stabbed in torso many times, an my son jumping in to save him an got pistol whipped in the face... 19yr old teens, 2 wanting to work it out, an the 3rd an 4th teens bringing knifes an guns... So yes, each day us a blessing... You shine brighter each say that passes... Stay strong...
I dedicate this song to my brother who died from suicide. We never know what someone is going through.All I can say is I wish I would have been that call he made.
I'm really proud of you for doing this video! I really love the video. Ironically, I showed this to my mother, and she said it remains her a lot of me. Thank you!
I'm 38, asking for help is not my thing, I also hate disappointment...I love what you do for us broken voiceless shells of human beings, gaining clarity...this one hits me deep, cuz I feel guilty thinking about suicide, I have 3 kids, I also feel guilty not being the mom they deserve, I'm alive but so dead on the inside...
I'm 38 as well 😌 I've been there before stay strong beautiful 😍 God got us 🙏 ❤️ it's OK that u thought about it and didn't do it I was gonna jump off the atchafalaya bridge back in 07 but a man risked his life to pullme back over the ramp to safety I wanted to jump but was to scared 😱 thank God that man was there to pull me bc I had climbed over the railing and at that time I was on drugs bad and drinking but I haven't done anything like that since I realized I wanted to live after being there from 4am to 6 am when he found me he was my friend to I'm from a small town..that in 2 hours I didn't jump yet so looking back I wasn't ready to die my soul was tired we get that way..at 14 I had a over dose on my adhd meds I took 2 bottles that was around 60 pills I had extras bc I didn't take them on weekends so I had plenty I don't know why I did that to this day.. and had to have my stomach pumped at 14 so I have 2 attempts on my belt I'm not ashamed to share it bc maybe I can help someone ...when we leave in sucide we hurt all the ones who love us 💔 💯 🤧 sending love and experience strength and hope 🙏 ❤️ your way many blessings talk to me anytime 😊
thank you I need your music in my life I lost my baby girl 2 year ago and now my wife has just left me talk about kicking someone when they are down iv suffered from depression most of my life and your music is helping me thrugh these dark times thank you again
I feel the pain I even got discriminated against my job just cause I’m on meds and counciling they even called the cops one me for no reason so dealing with mental issues and suicide is a struggle it’s sad there’s people and company who judge and treat us like a basket case like life ain’t a struggle as is but problematic defently really helps me when I’m down low thinking about ending it I lost my life and everything cause of this issues so thank you for making music based on this
You're an amazing rapper. I thank u for speaking the stuff some of us can't say out loud. I know what it's like to be so depressed, and unable to speak of it. You're words are gonna save lives. THANK U
I cried thru this whole song, these lyrics hit me so hard, cuz i recite them daily n it's the first time I heard the song this is sw he was in my head. You are saving lives, u just saved mine, i love all your songs, they help me deal with this wide range emotions
Tbh ur music has helped me through so much shit it aint even funny. I've almost pulled the trigger so many times but when I heard ur music it got to me. I relate so much to this and it helps me through it. Thank you and keep it up.
Ive listimed to all his songs within the last 3 weeks and i replay them all over and over again. He speaks the truth that others can not speak for themselfs. Keep it going let the songs live long
I have listened to this song about 8 times since yesterday.....I am a 35 now but the "demons" still remain but hearing this and listening to your message speaks to me and tbh it's helping getting the hurt out everytime I listen.
You just keep on getting better and better homie the growth is insane this was beautiful, the hunger in your voice goddamn... Much love Greg this fan all the way from the UK loves what you do.
+ProblematicHipHop hey there just wanna say your songs are so deep inspiring but it would be nice if u could rap like how you did for the previous one (diamond in the rough or depression )
Thank you for reacting to this amazing song. My brother unfortunately on 05/28/2020 at the age of 28 year's old he took his own life. He couldn't keep fighting his demons anymore.. this song has helped me threw my dark times and the times I've thought about taking my life just to be with him again.
I’m suicidal and this song touched me I’m a musician. As well I’m crying while writing this thank you for speaking for me where do I go when I feel like I have no where to go
These songs make me understand more, these songs makes people trying, we humans are made to Survive from day 1 our life has been to protect the once we love and keep living, but its sad to see those who doesent live up to that. This man right here! he saved my life. and am thankfull for that.
Look I don't ever do this but as I was listening to this song. I looked at the comments and saw this, I just wanted to tell you. I know how you feel👌💯 it an everyday battle for me to💔 but just know that's not true!! They need you in their lives more than you know. I will keep you in my prayers. If you ever need someone to talk to message me on ig @jessica_frizzell and just know your not alone. Keep fighting it will all work out in the end.
Family is always a top priority We all need to reach out at some point, even when we tend to disagree. In this same position myself and always here through the music and if you ever need to reach out. God bless
Not gonna lie.. Last 4 days iv neen waking up every morning give myself an excuse not to.. But im running out.. To much pain to much hate. Past hunts me.. Being real..
That is very real and Im sorry to hear that, life is always trying to teach us something and sometimes its hard to understand it, I wish you nothing but the best and hope things look up for you, feel free to reach out at anytime.
This guys come a long way with his music love ya homie and your amazing person show this world something new keep your head high and rap like there's no tomorrow keep that flow going your songs are on repeat ..
Thank you for you trying to help people through your music. Your a huge blessing and I know that you have or still battle with Angel vs Demon and you created all this music to try and help people by rapping about what you're going through or what you did go through. Your music really does help me. Please anyone that is battling with suicidal thoughts please don't end your life you're amazing just the way you are and the storm you are going through it won't last forever.
I feel all of your music I've fault depression all my life got laid down and did some deep looking into my past found apart of myself but still not at the top.... Thanks for putting out this great music love it all
Man, this choked me up... ugly crying, tears running down my face. This hits home and I'm sure it does with many more than we really know. I have treatment-resistant major depression, generalized & social anxiety, ADD (basically ADHD without the energy... instead I'm damn tired all the freaking time) and I'll battle drug addiction for life, despite being a decade clean off opiate meds & methamphetamine. Those demons creep up now and then but by the grace & mercy of the Lord and His willingness to lend me a bit of His strength when mine wants to fail, I've had almost ten and a half years worth of "Just for todays" and prayers in the darkened silence. I love how you did this. Deep, real pain in your lyrics, but ending with a switch up of hope and encouragement. Adding the National Suicide line is a beautiful touch, too because many will find this song when at a low point. Music is an escape, a therapy and a release. Thank you for being so fucking real and unafraid to release tracks about mental health. I know it doesn't come easy, and you didn't write them bars without understanding what it feels like. I hope your story is filled with more joy than sorrow. Much love and respect for this, thank you. 💕
absolutely wish you the very best, the struggle is real. Some days all we can do is keep fighting but life is always testing us and finding ways to build us stronger. Happy to put into words for those who cannot. God bless
Bro i relate to this stuff hard im still feeling this way but problematic this song is helping me man and a bunch of other people your saving so many lives keep up the good work
Bro I remember how I felt when my little brother killed himself and listened to this and I remember listening to broken and then shortly after with a hand full of pills and a knife to contact suicide prevention hotline....I get told this music will push me to suicide but obviously it has helped me more than any of my other music has...thank you problematic for helping some of us who don't think help is required to get help...
Music is truly the ultimate therapy that unites us all and some of us would not be here without it. Absolutely my pleasure, has always been the goal to inspire since day 1
been listening to more of your rap brother, its helping me on my path of recovery still have a hard time trusting.. but i still take the shirt off my back for those put my problems and burdens aside to make theres not so bad. your my hero bro you pulled me out of dark hole and gave me hope, your real and you need more attention to your music, all these other rappers dont spit truth nor have been thru real struggles, love yah bro keep the m usic flying and touching hearts all over much love bro
I’ve been though a bit in the past few years. I’m 15 and in November I had witnessed my mother “half alive” I shall say. Still don’t know if she overdosed or what but my mental health has been wack. My dad is bipolar and so on and I’ve been afraid if I may ever be bipolar. His childhood to mine is way worse. I feel as I have issues but it always seems as “my life, nothing has been so bad. I’ve never been abused etc but yet I have anxiety and depression “. I’ve been told “you think your life is so bad” . It makes me feel like the issues I have only I will deal with and I feel as I don’t want to talk about it. Long rant but I just want to say ever since I found your channel it’s like I can relate. Every sing hits hard and if you listen it has so so much meaning behind each lyric. Please continue making music. I absolutely love it. If you ever feel in such bad ways and are in a bad state of mind please know your fans are here for you and always will be
God bless you! Im sorry to hear about all that. Just know we must go through hell to see the best days of your life and sometimes its hard to but remember you are young and got your whole life ahead. Youve made it this far for a reason. Wish you all the best 🙏🙏
From someone who has ADHA, ODD, Bipolar and PTSD this song helps me when I want to just end it all and I put this song and the playlist to helps me go thre low everything I'm going threw
I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry that you are in so much pain. it sounds to me like you're working through it and expressing it through your music which is incredible by the way. I am 46 year old woman you has dealt with years of insanity. It was not until I was about 30 that I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. It was like I had finally found the lost piece of the puzzle I've been searching for for years. It's been a very very long journey but that is what life is. I feel like we suffer so that we can share our story and help other people so they know that they're not alone. I really respect the fact that you tell it exactly like it is and do not care what anybody thinks. You will impact many. Keep up the good work you should be proud of yourself.
Sad but true, I know suicide suviver of muiliply attempts myself, been 2 years and no thoughts of it I'm in a good place finally I'll be 43 in May and the thoughts started when I was a teen. Thank you for your music 🖤🤍
im so glad I discovered your music about 2 years ago. your music really helps. about 12 months ago I was so happy. I had every thing a 12 dollar an hour paying job. plus a girl and a kid on the way. I loved my life. I lost it all. My girl turned her back on me, she got me fired, and she won't let me see my kid. im still battling the courts. she's pregnant by some other guy now. I can't seem to find another job. im so depressed. I think of suicide everyday. im afraid that I will do it. I stay strong and hope for the best. And the fact that I see thousands of others that feel the same way makes me feel like I'm not alone in this.
Im sorry to hear that and I truly hope everything workout for the best for you. many blessings! just know you are not alone we are in this together, im here to be the voice for many. much love 🙏
I feel u on this shit i have been going thought. It sice i was 14 im 21 now and still today i still want to call it but your music. Help me not to thank u man u are the best at what u do and everyone that ik that going thought. This shit i had told to look you up on TH-cam. And they all said the same that u help thank u man
I write barz myself bro, got so much material, got a few little recordings I done in a studio but not put nothing out yet, love it though, really does help, mental health is an illness an it's a bout time people recognize that, use your demons as your advantage, use them bullys as ammunition, 🎤🔥🎧
This makes me feel better. I lost alot in my life, but this makes me cry. And when i cry that means I'm showing my feelings. Which is kinda rare... But when i hear this... i feel related.
Everytime I listen to your songs especially this song and at the end of the day this song has been the song that has always saved me 😢😢😭😭. I'm always fighting that voice not to tie the knot and I will admit I have tied the knot and tried but nope I'm still here.
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"pick up the phone now, it may save a life
no...you saved a life by making this song.
Thank you man just wanted to help people the same way it has helped me, spread awareness and make a difference in this world
This song hit me bro I struggle everyday but what keeps me going is my nephew
Wow brother I've been going through this since I was 14. I'm 31 and I still feel the same way. Depression is a fkn bitch
@@shaungriego2084 :I agree. Best of luck on things my brotha. We all could use a helping hand or a shoulder to lean on.
@@shaungriego2084 amen to that
"Suicide is all a joke until someone is dead"
true
Hope the song has made a difference
@Peter Quiring me too!!!;
It scares me how many people feel like this 😢
letting people know they aren't alone is sometimes all it takes
ProblematicHipHop I couldn't agree more buddy. Keep spreading the awareness you do, the world will be a less lonely an dark place because of people like you
I'm diagnosed with depression and anxiety but everyone at my school thinks it's a joke but after I tried taking my life everyone started paying attention
Don't be scared, it's not a danger m, and if you see people like me as a human, with struggles, and you don't try tippy toeing around the or trying to make them a project you think you can fix, it makes them feel like they are not human, but a lost case. It makes us feel we should try harder and not be ourselves and we lose ourselves more and go deeper into our shadows.
I'm suicidal ina pull tht trigger while listening to this song
I suffer from bad depression at I completely understand you trying to help people. Thanks bro. Respect to you 🤙🤘😭. I've been through so much stuff in the last two years it's even got more worse. Respect to you brother
anytime at all man, happy I could help and truly make a difference it means a lot
I smoked weed before 7years n now even also my smoked counties..
I totally understand what u goin through just keep ur head up bro
@@akungahumpey7656 I smoke 🚬 weed vaps cigars and t.h.c
I'm with ya
I lost my mom to suicide but they told us that they could not say for sure if it was accidentally or not...she was a drinker but her BAC levels was 0%...the only thing that was there was her own meds...so for you people out there watch your parents as much as you do your children...you can save a life...I love my mom and miss her so much ❤️♥️❤️
God bless you. Im so sorry for your loss. You have my condolences 🙏💔😓
I lost my Grandfather, 2 cousins & recently my best friend, I believe It is a suicidal gene which I have, plz don't blame ur mum, I wish it woz explainable. ♥️
Same thing just happened to my father.
Listen to her she is right about watching ur parents like you hopefully watching ur kids.
God Bless
Sorry for your loss 😔 the old cliche doesn’t hold up in my experience....time doesn’t heal all wounds..... I just hope you have learned how to cope over the past couple years and keep her in your heart as she watches over you as you live life 🖤
It’s 2019 I’m still going through depression, this song is everything that I’m going through, thanks for this song man
very relatable and glad the song helps! thank you for all your support
clinical depression sucks. had problems with that since 13 and im 33 now. dysthymia with episodes of major depressive disorder, had a canabis psychosis that lasted for 12 years that brought anxiety and panic attacks. the psychosis is over and the panic attacks stuck around for a while longer but not so much now. came back while having MDP episode for about a year tho so will see what the next episode looks like. but now it's just dysthymia and adhd but my doctor says he sees some autistic traits in me but i turned down the investigation for that because i dont know if its worth it or not to have it on paper if i have autism that is. my advice is to treat yourself like somebody you care for. never stay stagnant and always try achive goals, i learned that from jordan peterson and he's helped me alot with how to change the way i think and see things in a better way to not be just lost. he went through hell in life and is a professor in psychology and is trying to help people to help themself even tho he still is suffering with depression and all the shit he and his family went through. th-cam.com/video/5EASVjWNCtg/w-d-xo.html this is a video with 3-4 different parts and the depression part is the last but the whole video is like 12 min long. watch the whole thing. he got alot more on depresson free on youtube and sincerly recommend every one struggling to listen to this guy.
and remeber you are stronger and got more potential than you think.
We need more rappers like you...
you are saving lives bro
one like = one life saved
God bless! I do my best to understand
@@ProblematicHipHop so true
So true
Iv been suffering from suicidal thoughts for idfk how long it's been
Iv been so caught up in it lately that I just lost all sense of control
But I'm still hear all thanks to this.
Problematic once again you praval
And you never let me down
God bless brother 🙏
@@JJJJ-oj8to salute
@@JJJJ-oj8to Life is truly precious though and one day we will see that
This song relates to me so much, Tears flowing. Respect 🤞👌
Always a pleasure to inspire and truly make a difference
Why do I relate so much...
real music with raw emotion 😀
ProblematicHipHop You are completely right. I definitely downloaded this song. I’ve had it on repeat for the past few days. I love the message behind it. During my 16 years of life, not only have I had thoughts of suicide but, I’ve lost 3 people to it. I love what you are about and I can’t wait for you to get the recognition you deserve. Keep up the amazing work! ❤️
I want truly loves people's
McKayla Mata I love your beautiful name omg
Well don't commit suicide because it's a selfish and lazy way to die and alot of people love you and I promise that life gets 100 time better in the future btw nice name
I've felt like this for so long it's getting tiring...
It's a never ending battle, stay strong, keep fighting. You got this!
I guess I'm in what what they call limbo, unable to die but not able to be alive 😭💔
I can relate. I do feel like it gets worse every year. :(
Timothy Butt it really does
Same dude same and its sad...the only thing that keeps me going is my brother...i love him to death. But if you can find someone and they are always there it will help a little
This song is so relatable u jus saved another life 😭 I'm glad I found this song 💯
God bless! here to be an inspiration. Keep pushing i believe in you
This is how I always feel 😭
This song touched my heart this is my thought everyday
God bless 🙏 wish you all the best. Pleasure to make a difference
I like how these older songs use to get not very many views and he made angel vs demons then his music blew up and now he has so many, love this man🙏
Thats usually how it works although to be fair I have my hands in everything and I have multiple videos over a million plus views
Bro your so lyrical keep it up best of luck to ya
thank you
I love your music man i been so close but for some reason your music hit me never have I felt that. Keep on bro 🤙
Thank you man it means a lot, Glad I could be an inspiration.
I walked down both paths of victim of suicide, it’s never easy...luckily for me, one path had a roadblock and I’m still here for my 4-year-old, even though the stress and depression are worsening...I’m still walking for my child, and I’m walking for ANYBODY who needs someone to listen!!
Homie, you got a grown ass man who seldom cries, tearing up like a waterfall...thank you bro!! I mean it, fucking thank you!! ❤️
You got it man! here to be the voice for many and an advocate for mental illness. God bless
I fight everyday not to pull the trigger not gonna lie
so relatable but once you gain control of your mind you are unstoppable, hang in there it gets worst before it gets better
The only reason why I’m staying alive iz cuz of my only to brothers having depression and finding out I have cancer just broke me even more. And knowing my brothers are dying as well shit sucks man I’m 21 my other brothers are 22 and 24 it’s just us three left man 😞
SOUTHSIDE BLUE I wish you guys the best of luck. keep your heads up & never give up
Not alone
Man im 14 and iv had a knife up to my neck so many times
Bro this song hits so hard I play this song on a loop because every bar is so true
honestly, you have been the therapist.
I believe if I didn't find your music I would be dead
Before I found your music my life was a mess attempting weekly but your music hit me so hard that I couldn't stop listing to it
Thank you
you have helped so many people it is awesome keep putting out the impact full messages
Many blessings! happy to make a difference
I haven't felt this way until May 5th 2017... The person who gave birth to me, My Mom, she passed away.. You are keeping me alive with this.. Thank you!
Im so sorry to hear that man! you have my condolences. God bless. Really wish you nothing but the best in the years to come 🙏💯
@@ProblematicHipHop @LeaderWolfMCYT you got this !! 👌 Each day is a blessing no matter what way you look at it, because everything teaches us now to be stronger an that's what's important.. Hope yr doing good... 🎶
@@sonyalee3434 Thank you! Your comment really means a lot!
@@PAEMusic Always better to lift a person's spirits up rather than just walking by...
I almost lost my son an my adopted son to a stupid ex best friends fight, that left my adopted son stabbed in torso many times, an my son jumping in to save him an got pistol whipped in the face... 19yr old teens, 2 wanting to work it out, an the 3rd an 4th teens bringing knifes an guns...
So yes, each day us a blessing... You shine brighter each say that passes... Stay strong...
Listen to you every day man
much love
I dedicate this song to my brother who died from suicide. We never know what someone is going through.All I can say is I wish I would have been that call he made.
God bless man! You have my condolences, may he forever rest in peace 🙏😰💔
😢❤🙏
I'm sorry about ur brother
Now I'm going through every Song. Hits Home and close. Glad I found you man
Thank you 🙏
@@ProblematicHipHop No, Thank you.
OMG this is a so strong song... i hear it every day.. tank you it helped me keep up the good work
you are welcome! thanks for tuning in
I'm really proud of you for doing this video! I really love the video. Ironically, I showed this to my mother, and she said it remains her a lot of me. Thank you!
This one a throwback for sure. Always a pleasure
I'm 38, asking for help is not my thing, I also hate disappointment...I love what you do for us broken voiceless shells of human beings, gaining clarity...this one hits me deep, cuz I feel guilty thinking about suicide, I have 3 kids, I also feel guilty not being the mom they deserve, I'm alive but so dead on the inside...
It's okay to ask for help and realize we can't do everything on our own
Have you asked for help? You personally. ???
I'm 38 as well 😌 I've been there before stay strong beautiful 😍 God got us 🙏 ❤️ it's OK that u thought about it and didn't do it I was gonna jump off the atchafalaya bridge back in 07 but a man risked his life to pullme back over the ramp to safety I wanted to jump but was to scared 😱 thank God that man was there to pull me bc I had climbed over the railing and at that time I was on drugs bad and drinking but I haven't done anything like that since I realized I wanted to live after being there from 4am to 6 am when he found me he was my friend to I'm from a small town..that in 2 hours I didn't jump yet so looking back I wasn't ready to die my soul was tired we get that way..at 14 I had a over dose on my adhd meds I took 2 bottles that was around 60 pills I had extras bc I didn't take them on weekends so I had plenty I don't know why I did that to this day.. and had to have my stomach pumped at 14 so I have 2 attempts on my belt I'm not ashamed to share it bc maybe I can help someone ...when we leave in sucide we hurt all the ones who love us 💔 💯 🤧 sending love and experience strength and hope 🙏 ❤️ your way many blessings talk to me anytime 😊
Needed this song my guy
I lost my grandmother who raised me, she left for a checkup but never came back😭😭
She's the one who raised this man I am today
God bless 🙏💔 so sorry for your loss. Sincere condolences
@@ProblematicHipHop
Anx my guy.
I recently started rapping could you help me out on choosing a name
I understand how u feel bro. I get that reason sometimes. Bro don't give up. Keep going bro. U wil find someone one day. Ly bro
I appreciate you looking out fam! much luv. And time will surely tell
These raps really been helping me lately with all the stuff rn thx man u got my support
always the goal to inspire and make a difference! Thank you
I'm fighting everyday. This song really helped
I believe in you! keep pushing, you are stronger than you think 🙏👐 bless you.
Thank u
Really needed this tn thanks for being u
My pleasure man! happy to help in anyway I can 🙏🙏
You deserve so much more 💕
things will look up
thank you I need your music in my life I lost my baby girl 2 year ago and now my wife has just left me talk about kicking someone when they are down iv suffered from depression most of my life and your music is helping me thrugh these dark times thank you again
God bless! You have my condolences, im so sorry for your loss man. Im happy to make a difference 🙏
I feel the pain I even got discriminated against my job just cause I’m on meds and counciling they even called the cops one me for no reason so dealing with mental issues and suicide is a struggle it’s sad there’s people and company who judge and treat us like a basket case like life ain’t a struggle as is but problematic defently really helps me when I’m down low thinking about ending it I lost my life and everything cause of this issues so thank you for making music based on this
God bless you! Im sorry to hear that and totally feel your pain. Wishing you all the best and pleasure to inspire. Thank you
You're an amazing rapper. I thank u for speaking the stuff some of us can't say out loud. I know what it's like to be so depressed, and unable to speak of it. You're words are gonna save lives. THANK U
The struggle very few will truly understand. Its always been the goal to inspire and make a difference
You’re a really good singer/editor, I hope you make it far someday 💗🙏🏼~~~ Also I subbed on the first video I ever saw on your channel:)
Thank you
I cried thru this whole song, these lyrics hit me so hard, cuz i recite them daily n it's the first time I heard the song this is sw he was in my head. You are saving lives, u just saved mine, i love all your songs, they help me deal with this wide range emotions
God bless. Always the goal to inspire and truly make a difference
Damn you speaking the truth🙂
God bless 🙏
Tbh ur music has helped me through so much shit it aint even funny. I've almost pulled the trigger so many times but when I heard ur music it got to me. I relate so much to this and it helps me through it. Thank you and keep it up.
Always been the goal to inspire. Be the voice for many and put into words for those who cannot. God bless
My mom also suffered from stage 4 lung cancer...R.I.P Cj mommy 😔
😓💔 i wish you all the best in the near future
You have helped me so much through my depression and anxiety man thank you ☺️ you should be proud of yourself because I'm proud of you
God bless 🙏 happy to truly make a difference
Man I love this song thank you
Thank you
No problem keep this up tho your gonna be huge
we will make sure the whole world knows us
Damn right bud
Why am I just now listening to this? I feel every word in this song, same as I just wanna. Thank you for writing this song, keep your head up!
The goal has always been to inspire and make a difference in this world. Thank you
I relate to this a lot
Thank you for the music you make. You are so underrated. Your music hits me so hard really helps me when I'm down and struggling
Much love and respect! The goal has always been to inspire and genuinely make a difference
This video gave me goosebumps 😫
Happy to truly make a difference, bless 🙏👐
Ive listimed to all his songs within the last 3 weeks and i replay them all over and over again. He speaks the truth that others can not speak for themselfs. Keep it going let the songs live long
Thank you! Your comments are valued. Much respect
I have listened to this song about 8 times since yesterday.....I am a 35 now but the "demons" still remain but hearing this and listening to your message speaks to me and tbh it's helping getting the hurt out everytime I listen.
Always a pleasure to inspire and make a difference. Bless 🙏🙌
i feel lost because i lost my best friend and i miss her every single day...
God bless! Im sorry to hear that 💔
You just keep on getting better and better homie the growth is insane this was beautiful, the hunger in your voice goddamn... Much love Greg this fan all the way from the UK loves what you do.
Syndric Aeo thank you I really appreciate that
+ProblematicHipHop hey there just wanna say your songs are so deep inspiring but it would be nice if u could rap like how you did for the previous one (diamond in the rough or depression )
I don’t know why anyone would hit the thumbs down
Kelly Lawler its hard for those to understand mental illness if they've never experienced it
True ❤️
Thank you! 😭 These songs have kept me living....
God bless! My pleasure 🔥🙏🙌
My brain is broken open and empty my mental health escaped me
We stand together fam 🙏
Thank you for reacting to this amazing song. My brother unfortunately on 05/28/2020 at the age of 28 year's old he took his own life. He couldn't keep fighting his demons anymore.. this song has helped me threw my dark times and the times I've thought about taking my life just to be with him again.
God bless you 💔😢 Im so sorry for your loss, you have my sincere condolences
I’m suicidal and this song touched me I’m a musician. As well I’m crying while writing this thank you for speaking for me where do I go when I feel like I have no where to go
Much luv and respect! im here to be the voice for many and an advocate for mental illness. God bless
@@ProblematicHipHop i would love to work with you
I’m a vet with ptsd and was a combat medic and it hits thnx my brother
God bless man! my pleasure to inspire
Seems like i always have Friends till i have a break down then they look at me like im a alien busting out of someones chest
Most people will never understand the battle we face
Then they aren't friends there just people u know. Friends dont leave someone behind
These songs make me understand more, these songs makes people trying, we humans are made to Survive from day 1 our life has been to protect the once we love and keep living, but its sad to see those who doesent live up to that. This man right here! he saved my life. and am thankfull for that.
Forever blessed man glad the song truly made a difference in this world and you are right its an everyday struggle. Wish you nothing but the best
The only thing that keeps me from pulling the trigger is my 2 sisters but honestly I’m thinking they better off without me any way
Look I don't ever do this but as I was listening to this song. I looked at the comments and saw this, I just wanted to tell you. I know how you feel👌💯 it an everyday battle for me to💔 but just know that's not true!! They need you in their lives more than you know. I will keep you in my prayers. If you ever need someone to talk to message me on ig @jessica_frizzell and just know your not alone. Keep fighting it will all work out in the end.
Family is always a top priority We all need to reach out at some point, even when we tend to disagree. In this same position myself and always here through the music and if you ever need to reach out. God bless
Man your music is absolutely amazing and so relatable much love man
Happy to hear that and forever grateful for y'all
Not gonna lie.. Last 4 days iv neen waking up every morning give myself an excuse not to.. But im running out.. To much pain to much hate. Past hunts me.. Being real..
That is very real and Im sorry to hear that, life is always trying to teach us something and sometimes its hard to understand it, I wish you nothing but the best and hope things look up for you, feel free to reach out at anytime.
Damn man..... I needed this... I ain't trying to leave this world but fuck it's getting hard..
my pleasure to help in anyway possible, god bless and stay strong my dude
Makes me think of my 13 year old stepdaughter Maria Schroder who took her own life.
God bless man. Im sorry to hear 🙏😓💔
Ty means alot
Bullying depression ETC
@@ProblematicHipHop she would have loved you're music
@@jmmm8069 Thats so sad 😰 a cruel world we live in .
This guys come a long way with his music love ya homie and your amazing person show this world something new keep your head high and rap like there's no tomorrow keep that flow going your songs are on repeat ..
Thank you man much appreciated
Thanks bro u really helped me get out of a bad situation problematic ur my homie 4 life thanks bro
my pleasure man! happy to help and have you part of the family
Thank you for you trying to help people through your music. Your a huge blessing and I know that you have or still battle with Angel vs Demon and you created all this music to try and help people by rapping about what you're going through or what you did go through. Your music really does help me. Please anyone that is battling with suicidal thoughts please don't end your life you're amazing just the way you are and the storm you are going through it won't last forever.
To remind others that they are never alone and always better days ahead
I feel all of your music I've fault depression all my life got laid down and did some deep looking into my past found apart of myself but still not at the top.... Thanks for putting out this great music love it all
God bless! never alone through the battle 🙏
Man, this choked me up... ugly crying, tears running down my face. This hits home and I'm sure it does with many more than we really know. I have treatment-resistant major depression, generalized & social anxiety, ADD (basically ADHD without the energy... instead I'm damn tired all the freaking time) and I'll battle drug addiction for life, despite being a decade clean off opiate meds & methamphetamine. Those demons creep up now and then but by the grace & mercy of the Lord and His willingness to lend me a bit of His strength when mine wants to fail, I've had almost ten and a half years worth of "Just for todays" and prayers in the darkened silence. I love how you did this. Deep, real pain in your lyrics, but ending with a switch up of hope and encouragement. Adding the National Suicide line is a beautiful touch, too because many will find this song when at a low point. Music is an escape, a therapy and a release. Thank you for being so fucking real and unafraid to release tracks about mental health. I know it doesn't come easy, and you didn't write them bars without understanding what it feels like. I hope your story is filled with more joy than sorrow. Much love and respect for this, thank you. 💕
absolutely wish you the very best, the struggle is real. Some days all we can do is keep fighting but life is always testing us and finding ways to build us stronger. Happy to put into words for those who cannot. God bless
"My heads above but I've been fightin tryin to stay afloat these demons lurking but don't ever seem to wanna go." Ain't that the truth
thank you for listening
Bro i relate to this stuff hard im still feeling this way but problematic this song is helping me man and a bunch of other people your saving so many lives keep up the good work
Always here to inspire and be the voice for many. Bless fam
I've been through a lot of shit ,this give me some strength
God bless you! My pleasure to inspire. 🙏👐
U have change through the years your making a difference through my life and others congratulations
We are just getting started
Bro I remember how I felt when my little brother killed himself and listened to this and I remember listening to broken and then shortly after with a hand full of pills and a knife to contact suicide prevention hotline....I get told this music will push me to suicide but obviously it has helped me more than any of my other music has...thank you problematic for helping some of us who don't think help is required to get help...
Music is truly the ultimate therapy that unites us all and some of us would not be here without it. Absolutely my pleasure, has always been the goal to inspire since day 1
been listening to more of your rap brother, its helping me on my path of recovery still have a hard time trusting.. but i still take the shirt off my back for those put my problems and burdens aside to make theres not so bad. your my hero bro you pulled me out of dark hole and gave me hope, your real and you need more attention to your music, all these other rappers dont spit truth nor have been thru real struggles, love yah bro keep the m usic flying and touching hearts all over much love bro
your song sober is huge spiting of my life its wild..
God bless and pleasure to inspire always. Happy Holidays
much love
thanks brother, happy holidays keep it real much love@@ProblematicHipHop
You reach so many people with this. More people need to speak out as you have!
Being empathetic goes a long way. I appreciate it 🙏🙌
I’ve been though a bit in the past few years. I’m 15 and in November I had witnessed my mother “half alive” I shall say. Still don’t know if she overdosed or what but my mental health has been wack. My dad is bipolar and so on and I’ve been afraid if I may ever be bipolar. His childhood to mine is way worse. I feel as I have issues but it always seems as “my life, nothing has been so bad. I’ve never been abused etc but yet I have anxiety and depression “. I’ve been told “you think your life is so bad” . It makes me feel like the issues I have only I will deal with and I feel as I don’t want to talk about it. Long rant but I just want to say ever since I found your channel it’s like I can relate. Every sing hits hard and if you listen it has so so much meaning behind each lyric. Please continue making music. I absolutely love it. If you ever feel in such bad ways and are in a bad state of mind please know your fans are here for you and always will be
God bless you! Im sorry to hear about all that. Just know we must go through hell to see the best days of your life and sometimes its hard to but remember you are young and got your whole life ahead. Youve made it this far for a reason. Wish you all the best 🙏🙏
ProblematicHipHop thank you so much for your words 💕
Another banger man. You are helping a lot of us. Stay strong 💪
Y'all know what I'm here for
I have been and done it for yrs. It's 12yrs not harming myself. Ur music touched me
Amazing truly! happy to leave a direct impact
Omg this was so needed thank you so much
God bless
From someone who has ADHA, ODD, Bipolar and PTSD this song helps me when I want to just end it all and I put this song and the playlist to helps me go thre low everything I'm going threw
God bless 🙏 I know what its like to suffer in silence. Happy to help
Bruh bruh thank u thank u thànk u. I hope u know u is really helpin me. Thank u again
Always my pleasure. I know the everyday struggle
I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry that you are in so much pain. it sounds to me like you're working through it and expressing it through your music which is incredible by the way. I am 46 year old woman you has dealt with years of insanity. It was not until I was about 30 that I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. It was like I had finally found the lost piece of the puzzle I've been searching for for years. It's been a very very long journey but that is what life is. I feel like we suffer so that we can share our story and help other people so they know that they're not alone. I really respect the fact that you tell it exactly like it is and do not care what anybody thinks. You will impact many. Keep up the good work you should be proud of yourself.
Definitely a long road but its all part of the process. everything is building you up for what you asked for, God bless
Sad but true, I know suicide suviver of muiliply attempts myself, been 2 years and no thoughts of it I'm in a good place finally I'll be 43 in May and the thoughts started when I was a teen. Thank you for your music 🖤🤍
Always a reason to keep going if we dig deep enough. Never alone through the battle
im so glad I discovered your music about 2 years ago. your music really helps. about 12 months ago I was so happy. I had every thing a 12 dollar an hour paying job. plus a girl and a kid on the way. I loved my life. I lost it all. My girl turned her back on me, she got me fired, and she won't let me see my kid. im still battling the courts. she's pregnant by some other guy now. I can't seem to find another job. im so depressed. I think of suicide everyday. im afraid that I will do it. I stay strong and hope for the best. And the fact that I see thousands of others that feel the same way makes me feel like I'm not alone in this.
Im sorry to hear that and I truly hope everything workout for the best for you. many blessings! just know you are not alone we are in this together, im here to be the voice for many. much love 🙏
I love your music keep it up 💪
This song is so true 😖
Thank you! Your support means the world
I feel u on this shit i have been going thought. It sice i was 14 im 21 now and still today i still want to call it but your music. Help me not to thank u man u are the best at what u do and everyone that ik that going thought. This shit i had told to look you up on TH-cam. And they all said the same that u help thank u man
Your feedback means a lot! Lets keep spreading awareness. Mad love
This is exactly how I feel. Thank you for making this song
you are welcome! my pleasure
ProblematicHipHop stay strong forever🤧💕
I go every day trying to work out why I'm here, I'm 21 an I've suffered my whole life, you got mad talent I swear, keep it up 🎤🔥
Here to be the voice for many. Hope the song helps. Bless. I appreciate it 🙏🙏
I write barz myself bro, got so much material, got a few little recordings I done in a studio but not put nothing out yet, love it though, really does help, mental health is an illness an it's a bout time people recognize that, use your demons as your advantage, use them bullys as ammunition, 🎤🔥🎧
I really love your voice.. and the combination with these vibes💕
This hurts so much 😭
The massage's so true.. you speak from my soul🌹
Here to be the voice for many! Thank you and God bless
it sad that sometimes i fell like this almost every day anymore... thank you for making this
Something that needs to be talked about more. My pleasure 🙏🙌
This makes me feel better.
I lost alot in my life, but this makes me cry. And when i cry that means I'm showing my feelings. Which is kinda rare... But when i hear this... i feel related.
All I wanted to do was change lives, make a difference, to inspire. Let people know they aren't alone
Bro this is so true love you brother thanks for being so thoughtful and true bro 👊😉
truly my pleasure! Thank you for all you do. God Bless 🙏
Dark Thoughts are hard to escape 💔
no lie
It is so damn related....literally related to each and every word of your rap pls upload more raps like these love you a lot
Much love! always a pleasure to inspire
Love it really love every single words bro[ bless ] love from india
Thank you 👏🙌 that means a lot
I have no words for how relatable this all sounds x
God bless 🙏
Everytime I listen to your songs especially this song and at the end of the day this song has been the song that has always saved me 😢😢😭😭.
I'm always fighting that voice not to tie the knot and I will admit I have tied the knot and tried but nope I'm still here.
damn Im sorry to hear that 💔 also very happy to hear that I can be of help. We all in this fight together 🙏👐
I now know that I'm not the only one that been in that situation and dam right we are all in this together
@@mickdunn7700 absolutely
Thank you. you changed my mind about it because I've been thinking about it lately
God bless you! You got this i believe in you 🙏🙏
@@ProblematicHipHop everything is just fading fast and I can't keep up with it
I say again keep goin dude ive listened to you for years now
Cheers to a true supporter