This conversation, especially about the use of meds in treatment is SO important for people to hear. Some people just don’t have the right brain chemistry to live life fully. There should be no shame in taking meds. Thank you for talking about all this. Wishing you all the best Brenda. ❤
You are so easy to listen to, articulate, and calming. I appreciate the clarity and education you bring. Thank you for your genuine presentation from your heart!
I am on Lexapro probably for the rest of my life. I grew up with parents who probably due to the craziness that was the 60's and 70's didn't understand mental health. I finally got on medication after a mix covid and postpartum anxiety nearly destroyed my marriage. I am not shy that I have anxiety or agoraphobia and need medication. I see my therapist once every 4 to 5 weeks and my psychiatrist twice a year. My 5 year old is currently in therapy since she has ADHD and some sensory issues combined with a high IQ so she needs help and that is just fine.
Brenda, I’m really sorry, it’s been a harrowing journey. Jumping out of a moving vehicle to save your life, essentially, that’s awful. I hope your foot fully heales someday. At this point, you know psych wards like the back of your hand. And the way your interactions, with medications, has changed is really fascinating. I’m with Amanda, I also fear meds, I just think of them as unnatural and so, the body is working with processed foods, essentially. But, watching this video, I am definitely more understanding, you make great points that they’re made to be helpful, demystifying them and destigmatizing them makes them be an option to those who need them, without fear of being judged. And for the record, I’m not against pills, just afraid of being addicted. I hope you’re forever getting better, and feeling better. Your brain has hopefully learned to utilize serotonin and dopamine as needed. Utah took a lot from you, but you’re very strong. I wish you all the best with your art hobby/passion. I hope you find a better place to live and work in ❤💛☺️🙏🏾
Thank you! I also like the idea of using natural remedies and vitamins instead of typical medical stuff. If I know how to solve all of my issues with vitamins and tea I would. But I do think having meds as an option even if it's just temporary, it's still nice. I like to have as many tools and resources available for when I need them. When and if I get to a point where I don't need meds anymore that would be ideal, but I'm never going to feel ashamed for needing or wanting meds when I need or want them.
@ and they’ve helped you come a long way. And yes, having all the resources at your disposal makes for an even better hybrid method to help with rehabilitation. I hope you give strength and hope to others who are still trapped in either, a cult or an abusive relationship, or both.
I started taking Zoloft in my 40ths . I went back to my doctor and ask where has this been all my life. The drug does not make me high it just allows me to have normal reaction to things.
@joycebailey7533 that's what I was on and what my teacher would take. I say ppl should be willing to put in the work and the risk it takes to find the right meds cus once you do it's so worth it.
For me, I’m not against taking meds. However, I have been through so many that haven’t worked or that have but insurance won’t pay for. So while I probably definitely need meds it feels hopeless.
Yeah that's what makes it hard to find the right meds. It's a process that takes time, money, and energy. It's not easy. But I'm greatful to have found something that works for me for now.
I'm not understanding. When you're released from these wards do they not help you with an ongoing therapist? I get that the medications are necessary and helpful but I'm guessing you have a lot of trauma from your time in the cult. Have you received help from any of these places with that?
Yeah they do. Personally I've been in fostercare so that has been my primary resource out of the hospitals. As an adult, in other states, it's more difficult and just depends on what insurance you have. I have more support systems in place in Utah and that's why I always end up back in utah. I can reach out to non-profit organizations dedicated to ppl who have escaped polygamy and get my help through there. As well as my medical insurance.
I used to have a Ko-Fi! Account. I'm thinking of making one again and having that be an alternative way of getting in contact with me for my art. I'll make a post or a video when I do find a good way to make my art more accessible
This conversation, especially about the use of meds in treatment is SO important for people to hear. Some people just don’t have the right brain chemistry to live life fully. There should be no shame in taking meds. Thank you for talking about all this. Wishing you all the best Brenda. ❤
You are so easy to listen to, articulate, and calming. I appreciate the clarity and education you bring. Thank you for your genuine presentation from your heart!
Brenda, I am so amazed at your strength. I wish you all the best. After everything you've gone through, you certainly deserve it.
I love your bravery in Speaking up about your good and bad experiences! Sending love and hugs to you both!!!
thank you for sharing your experiences brenda! im glad you were able to get something positive out of some of your psych ward experiences
@cutthroatpixie that's how i see it. People shouldn't feel embarrassed for taking care of our health. Mental or physical
Thank you for sharing your story Brenda ❤❤❤
Brenda you’re amazing!
Thank you for sharing your story and experiences. Wishing you all the best.🩷
I am on Lexapro probably for the rest of my life. I grew up with parents who probably due to the craziness that was the 60's and 70's didn't understand mental health. I finally got on medication after a mix covid and postpartum anxiety nearly destroyed my marriage. I am not shy that I have anxiety or agoraphobia and need medication. I see my therapist once every 4 to 5 weeks and my psychiatrist twice a year. My 5 year old is currently in therapy since she has ADHD and some sensory issues combined with a high IQ so she needs help and that is just fine.
Brenda, I’m really sorry, it’s been a harrowing journey. Jumping out of a moving vehicle to save your life, essentially, that’s awful. I hope your foot fully heales someday.
At this point, you know psych wards like the back of your hand. And the way your interactions, with medications, has changed is really fascinating. I’m with Amanda, I also fear meds, I just think of them as unnatural and so, the body is working with processed foods, essentially. But, watching this video, I am definitely more understanding, you make great points that they’re made to be helpful, demystifying them and destigmatizing them makes them be an option to those who need them, without fear of being judged. And for the record, I’m not against pills, just afraid of being addicted.
I hope you’re forever getting better, and feeling better. Your brain has hopefully learned to utilize serotonin and dopamine as needed. Utah took a lot from you, but you’re very strong. I wish you all the best with your art hobby/passion. I hope you find a better place to live and work in ❤💛☺️🙏🏾
Thank you! I also like the idea of using natural remedies and vitamins instead of typical medical stuff. If I know how to solve all of my issues with vitamins and tea I would. But I do think having meds as an option even if it's just temporary, it's still nice. I like to have as many tools and resources available for when I need them. When and if I get to a point where I don't need meds anymore that would be ideal, but I'm never going to feel ashamed for needing or wanting meds when I need or want them.
@ and they’ve helped you come a long way. And yes, having all the resources at your disposal makes for an even better hybrid method to help with rehabilitation.
I hope you give strength and hope to others who are still trapped in either, a cult or an abusive relationship, or both.
I started taking Zoloft in my 40ths . I went back to my doctor and ask where has this been all my life. The drug does not make me high it just allows me to have normal reaction to things.
@joycebailey7533 that's what I was on and what my teacher would take. I say ppl should be willing to put in the work and the risk it takes to find the right meds cus once you do it's so worth it.
For me, I’m not against taking meds. However, I have been through so many that haven’t worked or that have but insurance won’t pay for. So while I probably definitely need meds it feels hopeless.
Yeah that's what makes it hard to find the right meds. It's a process that takes time, money, and energy. It's not easy. But I'm greatful to have found something that works for me for now.
@ I made a comment on your other video, the part 2 I think
💙 My algorithm contribution 💙
@Dexy83 thank you!!!
Crystal - I like your AA recovery symbol :)
@@robinedwards8796 wich one?
Brenda reminds me of KoKo so much especially mannerisms and speech patterns 😅
@teamcougars KoKo? Who?
I'm not understanding. When you're released from these wards do they not help you with an ongoing therapist? I get that the medications are necessary and helpful but I'm guessing you have a lot of trauma from your time in the cult. Have you received help from any of these places with that?
Yeah they do. Personally I've been in fostercare so that has been my primary resource out of the hospitals. As an adult, in other states, it's more difficult and just depends on what insurance you have. I have more support systems in place in Utah and that's why I always end up back in utah. I can reach out to non-profit organizations dedicated to ppl who have escaped polygamy and get my help through there. As well as my medical insurance.
Brenda looks so much like kylie Jenner but she’s more interesting to listen to
I would love to buy a pet portrait I had a kitty that recently passed but I don’t have IG is there another way?
I used to have a Ko-Fi! Account. I'm thinking of making one again and having that be an alternative way of getting in contact with me for my art. I'll make a post or a video when I do find a good way to make my art more accessible
@ thank you!
Your paintings are beautiful. The conversations about meds are so important. Thank you for sharing