"I wanted you.." | Spoken Word
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 ก.ย. 2024
- This is my poem obviously called, "I wanted you."
This video took FOREVER to master down.
Just kidding, it took an hour.
BUt seriously in love with this video, and I hope you all are too.
I AM AWARE OF THE MISTAKE IN IT. COULDN'T FIX IT. SORRY
I DO NOT OWN THE INSTRUMENTAL.
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I only own MY voice and MY poem.
IF YOU USE THIS GIVE ME CREDIT ..
MUch love to you all !!
I am outttieee .
Hello lovely folks reading this comment. Tis me, the human behind this hurt and poems. I just want you guys to have a background to this poem.. because I think it's time.
This poem is about the boy, that i love more than i love myself. He would continuously choose others over me, whether that was his friends, my own family, or even my bestfriend. He always turn the cold shoulder to me, and keep me on the side. I left him take control of my life for a while and when I realized I wasn't going to be the main girl in his life, I cried for hours on end. I argued with him, then I sat down .. wrote these words in an attempt to create myself some closure, and then somehow I bravely posted it.
Now, I see how many other people feel the same and I'm glad that I released something that everyone can relate to, and not just myself.
I love you all. Thank YOU.. for everything.
Thanks so much
Can you come with the lyrics
That is my actually situation
This is me all the way. I always love more and give all I have
Skye Love your spoken words love is my situation right now hun and I’m laying in bed and crying my eyes out because this is everything I ever wanted him to see
Anyone else just laying in their bed and crying them self’s to sleep right now and nobody will notice?
Me.... Literally me rn
Lama Queen yes..
Meeee💔😭
me
We all just noticed, I hope there’s a way we can help
I can hear the pain in her voice. It's sad.. But I'm happy that I'm not the only one who feels this way.
take care love ,
i dont want to do this but do check my poems :)
for real 💔
Count me in
I love my lady but don't have the courage to tell her. I m not afraid of her rejection but more afraid and sad that my words and feelings for her would hurt her. So I don't make my move. I know in my heart she and her daughter - she's 10 years old mean the world to me. My heart and my creator knows it.
Same I'm so close to giving up on everything... But I can't I'm to scared but I want my pain to end
" i wanted you to see that I wasn't just going to just leave you... Like the others "
You know, this is the sad thing about one-sided love. We love these people no matter what they do. If It's bad or good. And there, we can easily forgive them for what they did to us. Sometimes we are so blind that we can't see others who loves us.. back. But yet, we still see everything in them. Not those, who actually care about us. It is so hard to move on. To forget.. I wish I could do that.. And start from very new beginning.
Quote from movie Before we go: I think if you are committed to somebody, you don't allow yourself to find perfection in someone else.
But you're going to leave me like the others 😢
💔💔
Wish someone said that to me...
I was given up on 💔
It shattered me thinking about my situation
Just remember that no matter what, you are strong enough to make it through love. Things get tough but I promise it's going to get better. It'll all work out in the end.
yess
Does it..?.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭Does things get better with time...😭😭😭
Anne Pushpa Prasanna
I hope it does because I can’t stop crying no matter what
@@emmafrenton7755 me too...I just hope and I literally pray so that things get better...just we hv to wait for that Day
That was my boyfriend then last week he passed away but I still want him as much as I did when he was here
I'm sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry 💜
I feel so sorry for you and your loss
starts crying*
hugs you*
Thanks to you all it's hard every day but ik he would not want me to stop living so I gotta do what he wants me to and live a life for the two of us that's what he would want me to do
@Mariela Star Cortezzo thanks all I can do is take it day by day
“I wanted you to take a walk in my shoes.
I wanted you to to love me the way I loved you.”😭💔
Bullshit I don't have ur kind of love hitting me is love stealing from me is love no honey it is not love that's evil
Is this for Henaku?
💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤬
I was giving my all to her and I got ruined
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"I wanted you to love me..The way I loved you"
It hurts when you could love someone so so much,and know that they could care less about you..
Yep..
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YESSSS!!!!!!
@@veritasaequitas4704 Hurt is right. So VERY MUCH.
Phesactplay some one carea les
The moment she says "I'm broken" man that hit so hard
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No, it’s okay. We’re healing
Hey❤️stranger,🌙i would really appreaciate if you'd check my poetry out..
“I wanted you to see that I wasn’t happy with myself”
That line literally made me explode😔
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It really touched me 😭
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“I thought that maybe you’d see past my tiny smile..”
I wish he could’ve seen how broken I truly am and would’ve wanted to fix me but no he just through me away like I was disposable. I think the saddest thing is I still want him.
Queen Potato Me😢
I can totally relate this 😭
That’s not sad ***Thats Pathetic***
I am in a healthy and happy relationship now, but listening to this I can’t help but cry thinking about my previous relationship. I gave him my all and he broke me into a million pieces. I no longer have a place left for him in my mind, but there will always be a place for him in my heart. I no longer have any love left for him, but I do still wish him the best.
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Your so lucky that your in a happy and healthy relationship because I’ve never had anyone love me for who I am no matter what
It’s hard to be in a healthy relationship after being so down bad in the previous one. I’ve definitely been there!! It gets better. I still do wish my ex the best, because it’s life. But shit happens ! All we can do is move on.. you know?
Glad you liked my poem. Dry your tears❤️
"And just hug me and tell me you love me." That line ... that line was there was freaking sad, beautiful and real at the same time. I cant count the amount of times Ive felt like that. This was an amazing piece and the way you read it really made me feel a certain way. This was amazing. Well done. Thanks for sharing this one.
Thank you so much !! I wrote this poem in a 'dark time'.. It was my favorite and I figured I should share it. Thank you so much this means so much.. and You're welcome !
Hey❤️stranger,🌙i would really appreaciate if you'd check my poetry out..
He’s dead to me now , they say “I’m sorry for your loss.” But I didn’t lose anyone, he was never mine .
Dear yalda.agree with u.she was never mine.she wanted to be everyone elses.and she was.god bless you.hun.
Dear yalda.thank you for your reply.just know that you have touched a ❤️ and given insperation to keep moving forward.once again.god bless you hun.may all your dreams come true.
Dear yalda.i pray for forgetfulness.i pray for you to.still kinda in that frame of mind.
After effects from time to time.desire your prayers.will do the same.god bless.
Dear yalda.happy Valentine's day.god bless you.
@@imaginethat1276 thank you
when she said "oh my god.. I just wanted you." that hit hard :(
“I wanted you to love me I loved you.”
everything is shattering me and it won’t stop😭
I won’t stop for me Either
To my ex fiance, she almost broke me. For a moment I thought she did. But I was able to catch myself.
Richard Belser stay strong hun
Your strong.
My ex-fiance I'm sorry I'm so sorry I'm so sorry
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"i thought that maybe, just maybe, you'd mean it." you can't see it but I'm crying
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It’s strange and calming how some people can perfectly put into words how you feel and you sit there nodding to everything that they say and cry alone unnoticed...
“Oh my god ... I just wanted you.” Hits home far too much!
Every word in this video is my life right now. I can't help but break down and cry my eyes out.
Mine two
Hey❤️stranger,🌙i would really appreaciate if you'd check my poetry out..
LOVE YOURSELF FIRST ❤ YOU ARE WORTH IT!!
“I wanted you to see through my useless words”
I really felt that
"just hug me and tell me you loved me, but you never did"
my god im so numb. I dont even know how to cry. I was broken and now im even more broken. You shattered me into a million of pieces.
You always told me to put a smile on my face but how can I? You should have said, "I will" put a smile on you. I cant do it alone. I need you.
I love this 😍 please
I want my man my sweetheart back in my arms forever as we promised God and each other
“I wanted you to see that I wasn’t happy with myself”
This is how I feel right now ..
I feel broken and alone
Tnx for video 💜
Mary-lee Oosthuizen I hope you know that despite how alone you may feel right now, well I hope you know you’re not alone and that their are people out their who do care about you, even those who don’t know you. I know this is from a year ago, but know that everything is going to be ok 🖖🏼🙃🍍🌈💕🍍
Thank you, this explains exactly how I feel right now when everything is falling apart
Same
Hey❤️stranger,🌙i would really appreaciate if you'd check my poetry out..
“i wanted you to love me the way i love you “ 😕
U sure had a funny way of showing it but anyway life goes on it was alright fir u to do what u did but he'll if I pulled half the shit u fid I would have come up dead real talk and sm blessed I did nit grt hurt physically and I don't care who uur with never have I played my cards well and gid took care of me a d remind Rd u out if my life the o my reason I still got this number is be cause I h et had extra money to Chabge my number u a d I will never be able to be around each other
All she said hit me like a rocket :
That's the moment, you become strong, and never look back.
This girl makes me cry each time I saw her videos.
Crying is how your heart speaks, when your lips can't explain the pain you feel
I honestly feel this way everyday and every night
"I wanted you to see that I have been waiting hand and foot for your move" that just hit different.
It’s sad how much I can relate to this 😢
I can still hear his voice. I can still hear his obnoxiously deep and uneven voice. The same voice that told me that we should go back to being friends, the same voice that told me maybe we weren't meant to be in each other's lives like that. The same voice that told me he is talking to somebody. Why do I not want that voice to go away. Why do i want that voice that gives me so much sadness and sorrow to stay?
Dang my eyes are full of tears...good job
*Warning* Rant
....I love my boyfriend...more then myself
More then my life...
And I want him happy
God I want him happy
So I try to stay strong...for him
I try to not show how damaged I am even though he already knows I'm hurt
Because...
When he's with me
I don't want him to have to think of his past of his pain or stress over my own
He has been through so much
That why when he's with me I just want him happy
But it seems like no matter how hard I try...
He hurts...
He gives me the cold shoulder...
He doesn't let me in
And I don't want that
I want him to see my pain and say he loves me
I want him to hold me
And tell me everything is okay
I want him to trust me
And talk to me...
I want to be enough for him...
I want him to tell me
That he loves me and only me...
And mean it...
He tells me it a lot...
But I'm not sure if he means it...
I know he loves me...
But he doesn't love me enough..to let me in...
But wants me to break down all my protective walls
The one thing that keeps me safe..
Just for him
And I did...
I broke down every wall...
Just in case...maybe he wouldn't hurt
Maybe he would trust me to do the same..
Just maybe he meant it when he said all those sweet things to me...
But I got hurt...
I got hurt by his words and actions
And I still love him...
I forgave him...
So I hope...
I didn't make a mistake again...
I hope this time around...just maybe...he'll change for me...
Estra Chan i forgive him every single time. no matter what. and i won’t listen to my own advice but if he’s bad to you you need to be strong and stop loving him
Real good!
He's not for you if you're trying to change him.
@@LVSnailSandwichContent im not trying to change him but it would be nice if he could of done things differently and didn't make me change everything about me
And he wasn't for me we broke up and now are friends
"Nevermind, I did...
But only because I thought every word you said was pure gold..."
.... Im not gonna to cry.... Shit... Crying... I guess i can never get over her... It will never be how it was... I miss her... She was my first love... And i cant live without know that he make you happy...
Thank you Rick
I would always treasure....... our special friendship........
"even after everything that happened i just wanted you..."
Just absolutely broke my heart.
Thank God WE both know how much WE needed each other to survive this 🌎 I love You Martin for all that you have taught Me and showed Me but mostly for your Dedication and Devotion your attachment your attentiveness YOUR LOVE💍🔐 I’m truly complete as a woman hon and I am forever grateful for this feeling of peace in my soul💞💚💜🐸🐞
Crazy how you think everything was doing great and perfect then one day, they just decided they don't feel the same.
I Love This...Raw and Authentic! Exactly how it feels when you love someone more than yourself...it hurts so much and STILL does. Fortunately I now I see the lesson behind it. Thanks for sharing this really speaks to me and much healing and love to You 💖💖💖
"I thought that maybe, just... maybe you'd mean it"
This breaks me dude. Stay strong everyone!
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Ur voice is just wow❤
Is there anyone else who just wants to cry their heart out but not a single tear is dropping off the eyes???
i hope that if she someday listens to this, she’ll remember me
"I wanted you to loved me the way I loved you"
IT HURTS 💔
"I wanted you to see that i wasnt giving up on us"
That's me
ive never related harder especially at this exact time,
and I quote the line that hit most here
"I wanted you to see through my useless words,
Maybe I was just..too good at it."
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i felt this. on a whole nother level.
Maybe that's what he wanted for you. To be happy for yourself.
Maybe he could see that you loved him but you weren't really happy.
He gave attention to others because he couldn't make you happy.
This reminds me of a soul mate that was never ment to be..
Pain don't go away.we just get used to feeling this way and it becomes a every day way of life
This rocks me to my soul, this was exactly my situation. He gave up as I continued to fight.
Erin Ward how did uh survive tht...like i am broken as hell right now....i dont mean nothing to him and it shatters me!...and i dont think i would ever be able to move on
@@alefiyapalana4229 Have you moved on...?
WOW this is so awesome and i am going through this hurt right now!!! I cant believe someone could just walk away after 4 years like its nothing!!! This hurt, pain is the most heart crushing pain one could ever feel.I know time heals a wounded heart and to not have patience really does suck. Anyway thank you for this, you rock!! Keep going and never stop!!! Much LOVE!!
say this louder for the people in the back
FACTS
these make me realize that i was nothing to him.. but i still want him
“I wanted you to know how much i loved you...” i ll never be able to get over you even if you hurt me. I worry bout u so much i know ur goin through a bad time but i miss u 😭
After everything that happened....I still want him💔
Not everyone is worthy of the love you have and give. If he isn't showing you the best of him, he doesn't deserve you.
That's right but every day I still think about her and how she loved me only to be lied at the end and dumped my feelings where not spared
I need you, now more then ever & I know u need me too. I am ready to start our healing process... I know we can do this
Oh girl. This is just perfect these words just touched my heart. The pain is the same. Thank you so much fr this
It's like u knew about my situation right now.. I felt like I'm the one who's talking I even felt the pain so deep inside of me 😢
If one more person leaves me it is going to literally shatter my heart and idk if anything can repair it. I love so much and so hard. I love with everything i have. But when i get hurt i fall to the ground and i break. I just feel so much pain and i just don’t know why everyone leaves me. What is so wrong with me that everyone leaves me? Am i that bad? Do people hate me that much to juggle with my feelings and say they love me soooo much and they wont ever stop and just leave like we had nothing. I don’t understand. Im so confused.
It's not true. We are good people. We just need to meet the right people. I can totally relate.
All I want is someone that can handle me but they all leave as fast and its devastating
same thing happens with me everytym..people leave me like i never meant anything to them...and it hurts
@@alefiyapalana4229 but karueche carries hope no despair
Awww 🥺 I truly believe that people leave our lives to make room for the ones that are meant to stay. I believe that everyone is going to end up where they truly belong in the end and for some people it will be right at your doorsteps. In middle school and high school I used to have friends leave me all the time and it made me think that there was something wrong with me when in reality those friends just weren't meant to be my friends forever. I had to go through the process of friends coming in and leaving my life many times before I found my forever friends...those who were meant to stay. Anyways, what I'm trying to say is that the people who really belong in your life are coming you just have to be patient. Don’t get discouraged by the process and I know that's easier said than done, but I'm rooting for you. ❤️
Yes.
Just starting off with having to accept my Sunshine has walked out on me.I wasn't perfect but I strived everyday to be a better me then the yesterday one.I thought She was honest when She said "I Do".
God Bless and keep everyone that has to feel this horrible pain.
I’m balling... this fits everything I’m going through right now, thank you.
Beka Mihalik me too 😢💔
It's 1 in the morning ... And I'm just crying...... Looking through my phone and see that there's no one I can really talk too
“I wanted you to love me the way i loved you”... ouch
I got goosebumps... (who else comes to watch these in quarantine... Just me? okay.)
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I just came across this beautiful video & tears started rolling out after watching this😍...amazing
It's so real and true I've been in this feeling before and just started getting out of it
This is beautiful
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My god... I just sent this to an ex who totally screwed me over and is now with someone else. He is the person I always think about and don’t know why... I did so much for him. I wanted him to love me like I loved him
Do u regret sending it to ur ex ?
@@xaeaxii7777she has nothing to lose .
Sometimes giving up is an act of kindness
This hurts me so much since I just got out a relationship and this is exactly how I felt but I just couldn’t put it in words but you did it perfectly
Golden Sunrise, I am so sorry to hear that love .. I wrote this right after one of my most hardest breakups .. but again, worry about your happiness doll!! There’s always going to be a rainbow after the rain! ❤️ thank you so much :)
I am literally crying all be right now there’s so much emotion in your voice and I can so relate to it not many people can turn your pain into beauty you are amazing
I wanted you
I wanted you to see my heart
I wanted you to see through my useless words
I wanted you to see my love
I wanted you to see what I had to offer
I wanted you to see that I wasnt going to just leave you.. like the others..
I wanted you to see what your spell had done to me
I wanted you to see that I could never just ’up and leave’..
I wanted you
I wanted you to know that know matter what was said
I would never take anything to heart.
Nevermind, I did.
I took a lot to heart, but it was only because
I thought every word you said was pure gold..
Not filled with venom..
I thought that maybe, just.. maybe you’d mean it.
I wanted you to know that I loved you with everything
That I could give from my dainty heart..
My heart is shattered..
Im broken..
Torn in two..
I thought you could handle me..
I thought you could put the pieces back together that’s why I wanted you to..
I thought that maybe you’d see past my tiny smile
And just hug me and tell me you loved me..
But you never did.
Maybe.. I was too good at it..
I wanted you to see that I wasn’t giving up
I wanted you to see that I wasn’t giving up on us
On you
Or on myself..
I couldn’t.
I wanted you.
I wanted you to know me like the back of your hand.
I wanted you to be able to spit facts out about me on the spot.
I wanted you to say the things you felt scared to say..
I wanted you to know me.. for me.
I wanted you to be able to understand
My slight shrugs and non-tight hugs..
I wanted you to see that I wasn’t happy with myself.
I wanted you to see that I’ve been waiting hand and foot for your move..
I wanted you to take a walk in my shoes..
I wanted you to love me the way I loved you..
Oh my god.. I just wanted you.
Even after everything that happened..
I wanted you..
This is how I've felt for awhile, and felt alone for awhile, atleast I'm never feeling this alone
I'm going through so much pain right now, Love is not for everyone, IM DONE
Every word going straight to the heart and refreshing the old wounds 😞😞
Every word said here is wat I want him to see too😭
Maybe I lost u to find someone better, someone that I deserve, someone that I don't have to try so hard to make it work , someone who will do anything to keep me .
I know that feeling I know what you're going through
Literally how I feel right now :( especially when she said I just wanted you to hug me and tell me you loved me
"I wanted you to love me the way I loved you".
I can't help but to feel awful for myself. I'm helpless I could never get over him. Thanks for this. Those are exactly the words I want to tell him.
I'm so in love with the poem. I feel it down to the T 🥰💯
The heart dies a slow death...💔
You perfectly and beautifully expressed exactly how I feel. It may not feel like it now, but every thing will be ok. We will be ok, I promise. 🖤
Dang you done it again. This one literally hurts my soul. I'm for real crying. Maaan there was so many times he couldn't handle my depression or I was "too negative" bc I was sad or anxious and all these times he would just forget things about me and this sums up so much of what I've been feeling like nothing else I've ever heard could. You're real good at what you do
oh my god this was touched my heart 😭😭😭😭😭
I just feel... Empty, and everyday, the void within me seems to widen.
Maybe I want someone to notice, but isn't it someone that brought me to this point?
This video really makes me cry right now
Because it reminds me of the guy I love
He feels broken and that he doesn't deserve love..and I think he's scared that I'll just up and leave one day...
But I want him to know that I love him...that im in love with him
That no matter how many times he trys to push away I will just push right back...
That no matter how many times he hurts me that I will still love him
Because even if he doesn't know it...he saved me..he saved me from a dark place without him even knowing it..
And I hope one day I can do the same for him because all I want is him...and for him to be happy..
very true it breaks you to love someone who doesn't love you anymore
Excellent poems you have wrote and recited it very welll... I would advice ,publish your own book
Skye Love, your wrote this extremely painful poem for so many shattered hearts and I really needed to hear your voice speaking the way you felt. I needed to hear someone has felt my pain and you surely have. You have given me the courage to pick myself up, brush myself off and get on with my life. I feel peace in my heart for the first time in a very long time. Thank you for sharing your heart with us🙏🏻
I once met this person on the internet, their name was Rexy there so I guess i'll call them that.
I met you on that groupchat, we were playing Truth Or Dare. I choosed Truth and they told me to hug my best friend. I huged Rexy.
I could told Rexy my problems and they would listen and care. When someone was mean to me you were like a bodyguard and helped me. We then started private chatting and almost chatted everyday. I told you I had a crush on you and a few weeks later you told me you loved me. I was just so happy. But that happiness faded away after a while, you went back to that chat and you though I didn't know. When you were back you told me you went Afk. You didn't want me to feel ignored I guess. I felt selfish for feeling sad over you chatting with others, I felt so damn selfish and I regreted it. After some days I left you. I felt too sad. the next day I regreted it and went back, but you were toghter with someone. I started crying. But as long as you're happy i'll try to be happy. I love you Rexy.
Sorry if I spelled something wrong.
And I know this is cringy but I just wanted to let it out.
People you meet on the Internet or not like people you meet in person they can say and be anything they want to be but themselves they’re real selves
This audio explained a lot of things I haven’t been able to put into words. The guy I wanted doesnt know if he even wants me💔😢
3 of my friends want to commit to suicide and they won't listen to me when I say I love them and my friend might do it. And this is heart touching.
I’ve never heard something that could relate to my situation so perfectly before. I’m in heavy tears ❤️well spoken
This is in my feed so!!!!! Thank God My Guy knew EXACTLY WHAT HE WANTED CAUSE THERES JUST NO WAY WOULD I BE BEGGING AND PLEADING 💞💋🌹❌⭕️❌⭕️🔐