I never thought I'd make it to 18. Now I'm about to be 23. I try so hard, but sometimes I just don't know if its a good idea that I'm still going on. Life is so unpredictable. It chokes me up to understand that the ups and down will not end until I die... I just don't want to be in a crisis ever again. You'd think surviving makes you stronger, but I just feel lucky. And that runs out too right? Im so fucking scared. But, I did make it this far. That's something too.
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I never thought I'd make it to 18. Now I'm about to be 23. I try so hard, but sometimes I just don't know if its a good idea that I'm still going on. Life is so unpredictable. It chokes me up to understand that the ups and down will not end until I die... I just don't want to be in a crisis ever again. You'd think surviving makes you stronger, but I just feel lucky. And that runs out too right? Im so fucking scared. But, I did make it this far. That's something too.