How YouTube changed my life as a misunderstood loner

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  • @minajeetjemineetje3002
    @minajeetjemineetje3002 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    When I said to some people that "Life is suffering", some of their answers were like "You have nothing to complain about" making me realize that they dont understand what Im trying to convey. I wish I had a friend like you living closeby, makes life more tolerable to be with like minded people and to try to solve the puzzle of what this place is.
    Your channel is a gem ❤

  • @Felipe-zl1rj
    @Felipe-zl1rj 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +14

    I totally feel Benedictine. Listening to this dude has been a breath of fresh air because he gets it, and people in my life never understood me. As he pointed out in this video, people are not committed to truth, people just want to conform and adequate themselves to society so they feel accepted.

    • @oceanwave4142
      @oceanwave4142 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Plot twist everyone isn’t real except me lol. It’s a possibility

  • @ishmaeelstigling5422
    @ishmaeelstigling5422 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    You are genuinely one of the most compassionate and most emotionally intelligent people I have ever seen in life. You are slowly encouraging me to me myself so much to the point that some people in the comments may disagree with me being my true self, breaking rules in a way that doesn't cause any more harm.

  • @RY97z
    @RY97z 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    THE REASON WHY WE ARE SUFFERING IS BECUASE WE ARE JUST TOO AWARE OF EVERYTHING HAPPENING AROUND US. WE SEE WHAT IT IS AND JUST CANT STAND FOR IT. THIS IS WHERE THE CROSS ROAD LIES. WE AS "AWAKENED BEINGS" HAVE TO BASICALLY CONFORM TO LIFE WITH NO SORT OF REBUTTABLE WHEN UNFORTUNATE CIRCUMSTANCES ARISE.

    • @ishmaeelstigling5422
      @ishmaeelstigling5422 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      Exactement. Tell me bro.

    • @oceanwave4142
      @oceanwave4142 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      Nah everybody suffers no exception. Sure some more than others but still everyone does.

  • @joeandgod1
    @joeandgod1 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    I don't have allegiance to anything, but the truth

  • @Aybeliv_Aykenflaev
    @Aybeliv_Aykenflaev 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    I dont understand how it is normal for most people that emotions prevail over logics

    • @RealismNature
      @RealismNature 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      denialism and egoism

    • @oceanwave4142
      @oceanwave4142 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Perhaps it is just impossible to begin with to understand anything that makes no sense…. Understand and sense or logic go together however thing are for no reason it seems so there is no logic really why things are the way they are.

  • @kayyou1902
    @kayyou1902 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    You are very brave to express these difficult ideas on TH-cam. I think like you but am not brave enough to say it like you. Keep going. Your thoughts and ideas are helping me heal.

    • @oceanwave4142
      @oceanwave4142 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I dont think it is rooted in bravery. People are compelled to do what they want to do and they can’t decide what they want. It is just predetermined, people can’t help themselves to unfold in a predestined way. No freewill no freedom.

  • @beckykroogar7750
    @beckykroogar7750 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    I understand you, we’re trying to follow the most logical explanation for human life. thanks for sharing.

  • @feeldontbelieve6577
    @feeldontbelieve6577 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

    I ve been addictive to expressing myself!

  • @Psychology-tk1zi
    @Psychology-tk1zi 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    I love your videos. They are so special! They help me so much understanding myself!

  • @GORAGALLANT
    @GORAGALLANT 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Much love my brother, your not alone out here. Not much more I can say to express myself. All I know is your on point.

  • @Justin-fc5pq
    @Justin-fc5pq 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I've watched, listened the last 6 months, I respect what you say, even now I'm doing it what you said about writing your thoughts down and your brain or mind is going to fast then you can't get it all out were you starting, and about staying in a place were you grow up every one knows you,much respect brother from another,

  • @ishmaeelstigling5422
    @ishmaeelstigling5422 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    It is not that I want people to just agree with everything I say. It is that people are afraid and unwilling to acknowledge the truth in their face. It hurts.

  • @Humble-iq5ue
    @Humble-iq5ue 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    Because the internet allows all the little niche corners of the world to connect. We are few and far inbetween.
    Livity in love and Inity within the natural order of the most high. *_NYABINGHI_*

    • @sp123
      @sp123 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      we dont worship gods over here. Whether white jesus or a black woman, we dont worship it.

    • @ishmaeelstigling5422
      @ishmaeelstigling5422 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Uxolo. Ndithetha isiNgesi.

  • @mkwhole
    @mkwhole 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Thanks alot bro, you definately have helped me in my journey of enlightenment and higher consciousness! Lets keep going!

  • @klewinhicks
    @klewinhicks 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    :) well-expressed. You’re articulate af and I love the way you express consciously. Like you, I craved to be understood; some understand you; I’m one of them.

  • @TebohoMaepa
    @TebohoMaepa 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    I watch your videos Coz we almost experience the same existence we ask questions we do research we can't live a lie, I also struggle with humans who can't think but are told what to think.

  • @nickelston3988
    @nickelston3988 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

    If u find happiness do your best to enjoy it

  • @RealismNature
    @RealismNature 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Feel the Truth, beautiful said. 💪

    • @mendaciousreality8459
      @mendaciousreality8459 15 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      See the truth, feel through the bs….. my master used to tell me that every day… that was until I learnt the saying “no masters, no gods” so now I spend my days wandering

  • @echolewis2821
    @echolewis2821 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    Have you heard of Emil Cioran? He wrote “The Trouble With Being Born.”

    • @ishmaeelstigling5422
      @ishmaeelstigling5422 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Yeah. I guess there has always been a select few people that are real throughout history. History just repeats itself.😊

  • @nickelston3988
    @nickelston3988 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Your not alone. . .

  • @jmac4952
    @jmac4952 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Know thyself by Being thyself. To know the world and not know your self is fruitless. Ask the question. Who am I? What am I? What is the source of this experience of me?

    • @ishmaeelstigling5422
      @ishmaeelstigling5422 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Probably something evil lol.

    • @jmac4952
      @jmac4952 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@ishmaeelstigling5422 Your reply is a perfect illustration of a comment I made on another one of Benedictine's videos. I said a lot of the comments on his videos seem to be rooted in a victim mentality. As in, somehow I was put into this hell realm against my will. Therefore I'm a victim. The question I have is how do we know this? How many people have taken the time to slow their minds down and experience the truth of their own being to find out if they have participated in, or actually created in whole their experience of life? Almost nobody does this sort of difficult introspective work. So almost everyone turns their attention outward and blames the world for their suffering. It's a choice to perceive yourself as a powerless victim. Is it true?

    • @oceanwave4142
      @oceanwave4142 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Since it cannot be proven so far I find it is impossible to know. Only hypothesis till now

    • @kanemclaren5991
      @kanemclaren5991 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I AM That I AM ;)

    • @jmac4952
      @jmac4952 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@oceanwave4142 Exactly. What we are is unknowable. So mind will get you nowhere when it comes to knowing the ultimate truth.

  • @nickelston3988
    @nickelston3988 14 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    U don’t have to tell people the truth all the time. You have to trust someone to tell the truth I think

  • @Artursamvelyan-ny9zk
    @Artursamvelyan-ny9zk 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    How can you be wrong, what you say many people would agree. Thats what matters. Some people live like
    Another level in life and maybe are rich so they may kinda disagree on what you say because they’re life is a little more exciting than many others. But i for one completely agree with you cuz life isn’t fair for everyone and many things we want in life we don’t get and go through a boring samey cycle of work and just home

  • @thetruthTV__
    @thetruthTV__ 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    I love you brother

  • @hinoyouko4099
    @hinoyouko4099 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    The antinatalism community is lucky to have you benedictine.
    Thank you, thank you.

  • @gateau32
    @gateau32 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    great

  • @ernestparham8376
    @ernestparham8376 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I can relate

  • @G0Vegan
    @G0Vegan 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thanks

  • @will.davlin
    @will.davlin 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +9

    Anyday now could be the end in my opinion world is slowly stopping

    • @Hechosaleatorios1
      @Hechosaleatorios1 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

      Just sleep with 2 pairs of socks everything will be okay

    • @Matowix
      @Matowix 15 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Time is speeding up.

  • @Mystical_Blackpiller
    @Mystical_Blackpiller 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    this entire existence is beyond overrated, it can't come to an end sooner enough.

    • @Matowix
      @Matowix 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Not for rich beautiful girls

  • @jcks134
    @jcks134 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    You are one of the very few people who understand the truth of this world 🌎.. this is the narrow path that leads to life.. the vast majority of people are deluded lovers of this world who will perish

  • @EternitP8
    @EternitP8 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    How does one join your discord?

  • @dennischavez4675
    @dennischavez4675 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    Howdie Mickowski interview please ?

    • @benedictinethetruth
      @benedictinethetruth  16 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      That should definitely happen

    • @mendaciousreality8459
      @mendaciousreality8459 15 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@benedictinethetruthbenny I would LOVE to hear and see that. You are the king benny

  • @a.i1970
    @a.i1970 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    TH-cam Sensors Written Comments😏
    So You Know Anything Truthful😌
    Won't Be Allowed To Be Played On TH-cam🤗
    Food For Thought😎

    • @ishmaeelstigling5422
      @ishmaeelstigling5422 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Yeah. When I say some really deep stuff in these comments, TH-cam just makes it disappear. I hate censorship so much that I will rather be shamed and criticized than be silenced.

    • @a.i1970
      @a.i1970 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      IF It's Truthful😏
      You Will Be Silenced😌
      No Matter What🤗
      Believe Dat😎

    • @a.i1970
      @a.i1970 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      & Sometimes It's Reverse Psychology😏
      Because Even Though What I Said In The Above Is True😌
      TH-cam Kept It Up, So You'd Think It's Not True That They Hide Truth🤗
      But We All Know They Do☝️😎👌

    • @a.i1970
      @a.i1970 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Good Mo[u]rning 😏
      What Are You Going To Complain And Cry About Today?😌
      I'm Looking Forward To It, While I'm Enjoying My Day🤗
      Watching And Listening To The Sufferings You Share About Your Life With Us Here On TH-cam, N I'm Waiting😎

    • @a.i1970
      @a.i1970 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Like Ah Duck At 6 O'clock He's Up😏
      Only Cause The Store About Ta Open Up, He Grabs His Cup😌
      At 8 O'clock Dat Nigga Drunk As Fuck, Like What The Fuck🤨
      Dat What'sup N It's Everyday🤔
      Like What Cha Say & It's Okay He's In Da Fuckin Hood🤗
      Were It's Good I Hope It's Understood😎

  • @Badazvegan
    @Badazvegan 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Im astonished that one can admit they are. A coward, but understands they are not big of cowards as the Crosstians its a delicate war of living as peacefully as possible in less pain whilst resisting and fighting christianutty

    • @RealSkyDaddy
      @RealSkyDaddy 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Wtf are you talking about

    • @Badazvegan
      @Badazvegan 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @ well we are collectively cowards obtusely passive to evil as a strategy for survival… we eventually hopefully become more brave understanding resourceful enough to resist expose and fight back

  • @a.i1970
    @a.i1970 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    & I Know There's Nothing We Can Do About, "I'm Dreaming Of A White Christmas", Being Played In South Africa😏
    But Man, It's Just The Thought That South Africa Has Been Americanized😌
    Shit Is Just Fucking Ridiculous🤗
    That The Hottest Continent On The Planet, Has To Be Subjected To Saying Winter Is The Best Time Of Year🤔
    Smh, Food For Thought😎

  • @Rabid4Rachel
    @Rabid4Rachel 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Everyone here has to watch a movie called "what love is" 2007 movie. It's best movie for us.

    • @oceanwave4142
      @oceanwave4142 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      What is it?

    • @Rabid4Rachel
      @Rabid4Rachel 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @oceanwave4142 It's about what love is.

    • @oceanwave4142
      @oceanwave4142 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@Rabid4Rachel No I'm asking what is love according to that movie.

    • @mendaciousreality8459
      @mendaciousreality8459 15 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@oceanwave4142he hasn’t watched it….. it basically says love is all up to the person perceiving it….and that it’s basically a scam

    • @mpumelelobeyers957
      @mpumelelobeyers957 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Go on tell us... What they say??

  • @dante645
    @dante645 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    hope your butterfly effect will work

  • @dcktater7847
    @dcktater7847 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I just cant talk to a camera. Obviously if it's a video call that's different but no one being on the other side...that's just sooo uncomfy it's almost as if it didnt make any sense i'm always like "okay but who the fk am i speaking to here"? ...i have much respect for those who can tho i consider it an actual skill

    • @mendaciousreality8459
      @mendaciousreality8459 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Imagine 1 person you are speaking too….. some jabble some take up

  • @Badazvegan
    @Badazvegan 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I think you would do well in a japanese society

    • @TebohoMaepa
      @TebohoMaepa 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      What kind of society is that?

    • @Badazvegan
      @Badazvegan 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @ japan. Seems like a very empathetic courteous respectful society and he is dark attractive man… the women that survived christians nuking them will love him

    • @oceanwave4142
      @oceanwave4142 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      I wonder the same. I think it is based on firm principles of cans and cannots musts and must nots. Also it runs on fish and rice it seems

    • @mendaciousreality8459
      @mendaciousreality8459 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@oceanwave4142hahaha surviving on fish and nuts if you get what I mean

    • @Matowix
      @Matowix 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

      They dont like foreigners

  • @HEALTHANDWEALTHCHANNEL-h6o
    @HEALTHANDWEALTHCHANNEL-h6o 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    TH-cam is garbage
    The reason I enjoy TH-cam is because I am great - I can find gems inside the mountains of crap
    I am a debate ender - I comment on videos of views opposed to mine, and nobody dares to rebutt me - so they ignore my comment and let the algorithm bury it - A total dick move
    Which brings me to the next point - that TH-cam is a cesspool of echo chambers incubating delusional viewpoints
    If you believe Pink panthers should marry they who are octopussing the black hole, you will be paired with like minded people and see nothing else

    • @RealSkyDaddy
      @RealSkyDaddy 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Bro, you're a scammer and like your own comments

  • @GRACENDON
    @GRACENDON 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    i dont wanna be provocative but i once told you you are not better then people who eat meat and u didnt said anything to it allthough i gave u very good reasons why it makes sense so i am starting to believe u kinda dont like it to be wrong

    • @ishmaeelstigling5422
      @ishmaeelstigling5422 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Yeah. In the same way murderers and molesters aren't any worse off than civil citizens. At the end of the day, it is about causality and our will to live as sentient beings. We are all whores to our survival instincts and our biological drive, regardless of how good and/or evil it is. That is why I don't even wanna argue with dumb ignorant people. I rather chill here man.😊

    • @dcktater7847
      @dcktater7847 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      He is definitely better than me if he doesnt eat meat. I just resumed eating meat from pescaterian i got like 5 pneumonia in 1.5 yrs. I'm not sure that meat will make it good but i just cant think of anything else why i'm soo sickly i suspect that even fish isnt enough

    • @oceanwave4142
      @oceanwave4142 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Rice and beans is supposedly complete protein

    • @oceanwave4142
      @oceanwave4142 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Maybe animals deep down want to die to end their suffering but oc course are afraid to depart. If we knew if was better after we’d all wish to die in our sleep and wake up in heaven

    • @GoldenSW
      @GoldenSW 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      Not eating meat, despite being a strong incentive from society and your body is as close to objectively good as you're going to get in this world. There's no logical argument anyone can give for eating complex beings capable of suffering without their consent that will make it seem at the very least a neutral action. And it's very odd that many antinatalists don't seem to understand this, even though they claim to understand the importance of consent in general and consider it essential.

  • @a.i1970
    @a.i1970 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Yo Benedictine, Is: I'm Dreaming Of A White Christmas😏
    Being Played In South Africa During The Christmas Holiday Now?😌

    • @RealSkyDaddy
      @RealSkyDaddy 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Stop commenting like a schizo bozo

    • @a.i1970
      @a.i1970 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Why The Fuck Are You Reading My Comments?😎

    • @a.i1970
      @a.i1970 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

      My Comments Are Only For The Super Intelligent😎👌

    • @RealSkyDaddy
      @RealSkyDaddy 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ​​@a.i1970 whatever, man. Stop commenting BS. You spam that's why, you're not special

    • @a.i1970
      @a.i1970 17 วันที่ผ่านมา

      & Your Name's Not Benedictine😎

  • @renegade2853
    @renegade2853 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

    Can you do shorter vids? 10-15 mins?

    • @ashleybraim
      @ashleybraim 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +6

      He doesn’t take requests

    • @JamesBond-ib9tq
      @JamesBond-ib9tq 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

      Get your own YT channel

    • @renegade2853
      @renegade2853 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @ 😞

    • @child-of-god207
      @child-of-god207 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +7

      then make sure to just watch 15 mins and exit the video, is it that hard😅

    • @Felipe-zl1rj
      @Felipe-zl1rj 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I like the longer videos

  • @a.i1970
    @a.i1970 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    You Think It's Impossible To Exist As Nothing😏
    When If Fact😌
    Nothing Was The State You Were In Before You Were Alive🤗
    You Were In The Triple Darkness Of Nothingness As Nothing, For Trillions Of Years Before You Were Unwillingly Born Alive Here Without Your Consent,,, Believe Dat😎

  • @a.i1970
    @a.i1970 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Oh Don't Worry, Cause In Triple Darkness😏
    You Won't Even Be Aware😌
    That You're Unaware🤗
    Watch😎